Have A Good One
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Oye Como Va cover on Double neck + loop station
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Oye Como Va cover on Double neck loop station
Jesus Christ Is Risen Today by Charles Wesley
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1 Corinthians 15
Agnus Dei from Song of the Shadows by Joseph M Martin
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Isaiah 52:13-53:12
The Rain Song - Led Zeppelin cover
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The Rain Song - Led Zeppelin cover
O Sacred Head, Now Wounded - JS Bach
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Performed on Oud arranged for loop station
Conejo de Fuego - original song
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Conejo de Fuego - original song
Misirlou - Oud Cover with loop station
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Misirlou - Oud Cover with loop station
No Quarter - Led Zeppelin Oud Cover
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No Quarter - Led Zeppelin Oud Cover
What Is A Woman?
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What Is A Woman?
Found Footage of Ridglea Theater Open Mic
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October 4, 2007
This Is Why You Shouldn't Use Dating Apps
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This Is Why You Shouldn't Use Dating Apps
The Red Pill Won't Save You
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The Red Pill Won't Save You
Grace and The Lord's Supper
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Grace and The Lord's Supper
Sex and Gender
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Sex and Gender
The Epidemic of Fit phobia
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The Epidemic of Fit phobia
The Peace of God
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The Peace of God
Last Night's Gig was WORTH IT
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Last Night's Gig was WORTH IT
Music is a gift. Have fun
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Music is a gift. Have fun
Stop looking at your phone
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Stop looking at your phone
Morning Monologue #1
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Morning Monologue #1
The Silent Rage
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The Silent Rage
Untitled
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Untitled
Deer in Parker County
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Deer in Parker County
MTF Detransition (5 years later)
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MTF Detransition (5 years later)
Living The Dream - Original song
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Living The Dream - Original song
Lo, He Comes With Clouds Descending LSB 336
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Lo, He Comes With Clouds Descending LSB 336
O Come O Come Emmanuel
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O Come O Come Emmanuel
5 months of learning the Oud
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5 months of learning the Oud
Prayer For Peace - Akira Ifukube
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Prayer For Peace - Akira Ifukube

Комментарии

  • @Lan.1
    @Lan.1 6 дней назад

    Great video. This one and others about transition. Thank you. I am MTF in the beginning (just started HRT) and I check and double check my decisions. I watch videos from detransitioners to compare their experience and mine, to understand if I have something in common that can make me to change my decision about transition. Though your experience does not resonate with me much, I should say your video one of the best that I watched about this topic, maybe just the best. And this phrase "no regrets only lessons" - super! PS: no new videos from you for a while, I hope you are doing well.

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 6 дней назад

      @@Lan.1 I'm doing good. I've been a detransitioned since 2017 so can't say that gender takes up a part of my life

  • @joanjarrette8691
    @joanjarrette8691 16 дней назад

    Why all this is happening is because they are not getting enough iodine.

  • @coolandgood1010
    @coolandgood1010 27 дней назад

    Aren't you Danny Masterson?

  • @mrock828
    @mrock828 2 месяца назад

    Ever been with a man? You are a beautiful man! 🫡

  • @DEEANNA88
    @DEEANNA88 3 месяца назад

    You are not and never were a transsexual

    • @SB-no7tq
      @SB-no7tq 2 месяца назад

      He was, it’s his experience. Being trans is an action, he went under hrt so he was it’s a fact.

    • @Lan.1
      @Lan.1 6 дней назад

      It is too loud words. We need to respect people's experience. He went through transition not out of curiosity.

  • @Everettescottortiz
    @Everettescottortiz 4 месяца назад

    We love you, Josh. You're awesome.

  • @pleasesendyourmind
    @pleasesendyourmind 4 месяца назад

    Nice workin man!

  • @Creative_Spirit_ab
    @Creative_Spirit_ab 5 месяцев назад

    I wholeheartedly believe that being transgender is a hobby being mistaken for an identity. We should be more accepting of crossdressing and recognize that crossdressing does not have to mean something more.

  • @BlairePatrick-vk4xl
    @BlairePatrick-vk4xl 6 месяцев назад

    Very much uneducated on some matters, but i understand passion will get adults through political stress. And its a bonus to have the bible revised in other opinions.

  • @shao8614
    @shao8614 6 месяцев назад

    I can't wait for testosterone to undo some effects of HRT, one of them being "phantom vagina"...

  • @vophie
    @vophie 6 месяцев назад

    11:50 WTF

  • @vophie
    @vophie 6 месяцев назад

    I'm sorry you got fired, probably a combination of reasons!

  • @Bible.believers.are.frauds
    @Bible.believers.are.frauds 6 месяцев назад

    This!!❤❤❤ I’m currently considering detransitioning.. this video is VERY relatable! Thank you!

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 6 месяцев назад

      I'm glad I detransitioned because I was able to let go and just be myself.

    • @Bible.believers.are.frauds
      @Bible.believers.are.frauds 6 месяцев назад

      @@haveagoodone2935 “and just be myself”… THANK YOU! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Training_Wheels
    @Training_Wheels 6 месяцев назад

    This dude's gotta be trolling. No way this MF is actually serious. If so, someone irl gotta talk some sense into em 🤣

  • @user-de2pm7vr7y
    @user-de2pm7vr7y 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for uploading this video

  • @user-de2pm7vr7y
    @user-de2pm7vr7y 7 месяцев назад

    Thank you for uploading this video.

  • @iforgotmybin
    @iforgotmybin 8 месяцев назад

    hey, i was hoping you could answer me a question, i am a men, im 20 years old and i am very very feminine , my body build is pretty feminine but i want to look like a femboy, (just to look more feminine and have a bigger bum and softer skin), i did what i can when it comes to working out but i want more, i came up with this crazy plan to go on estrogen for a whjile and then quit it, just to intentionally change the fat distribution in my body, to have a bigger butt and a little softer chest, i wanted to ask what are the permanent effects of estrogen and if this plan is even realistic? i do not want to be a women, i like my penis i like everything about me and being a men, i just want to be more feminine physically.

  • @lomparti
    @lomparti 8 месяцев назад

    Dude if you were having doubts you werent ready or arent even trans to begin with.

  • @twowheels2604
    @twowheels2604 8 месяцев назад

    Slaaaaay dude

  • @Caro-xj5ht
    @Caro-xj5ht 8 месяцев назад

    hi i ve discovered your channel today and seen some of your videos especially on your detransition. some years after , it seems you don't care anymore of your apperance. Is it in reaction of the detransitionning, a little bit like "i don t care any more because i can't go as i wanted to go"? I say that because i m thinking of detransitionning too, and i'm 0:13 this state of mind myself, like a self punishment

  • @dandaman9009
    @dandaman9009 8 месяцев назад

    And if you have taken your walks? Gone to friends houses with families? And your still angry and bitter and resentful? Because I hate everyone, and everything, and my red pill rage has been ongoing for 5 years, I have no reason to live without being able to date, and it’s not going to change until I fix it

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 8 месяцев назад

      I would say open a Bible and look for Christ

  • @JordansSpears
    @JordansSpears 8 месяцев назад

    Hi dude im also a male detransitioner. It's nice to c representation.

  • @lucienjohnbajada4110
    @lucienjohnbajada4110 9 месяцев назад

    Do you consider yourself autogynephilic?

  • @kaydenm721
    @kaydenm721 9 месяцев назад

    Thank you so much for sharing! You have no idea how much this has touched my heart and really helped me. Seriously, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I believe you may have saved me tons of time, money, and even prevented some permanent life choices I might regret. I've watched all your videos. Even though I didn't get as far into the transition process; you literally stole the words right out of my mouth during the entire process, from the uprising of trying on clothes to Autogynephilia, to pre and during HRT, even the same weird craving for salt and pickles while surrendering to your emotions, all the way to your conclusions on why you chose to detransition. I have lots of questions, but don't feel obligated to answer them, I understand this was a in the past for you. 1. I'm very curious about Autogynephilia, as I believe I'm in the same boat, and my therapist brushed it off. I feel hormones initially fueled this, but slowly the 'estrogen goggles' started blocking it out. I've always been very ashamed and embarrassed about Autogynephilia, probably one of my biggest burdens life. To finally be 'free' from that has been more than welcome while on hormones. However, I also feel I may be on hormones for the wrong reasons, specifically escapism for Autogynephilia. As I look to detransition, I'm scared the desires to dress/act feminine might return. I'm curious how you feel now that you are no longer on hormones. Do you still have any desires? Does Autogynephilia give you any issues? Or do you think your gender exploration might have helped you detach the psychological association with your gender identity and break that chain from starting? If this didn't break it, do you have any advice or guidance on making peace with Autogynephilia when you stop hormones? 2. Did you ever dislike your male secondary sex characteristics? Or do you believe maybe that was strictly associated with Autogynephilia? Do you currently struggle with any desire or want for feminine secondary sex characteristics? I've come to really like a lot of the feminine secondary sex characteristics, and I fear I will miss them. I know in my heart that I value internal self-exploration and becoming the best version of myself over being feminine or any form of external expression, but I'm REALLY struggling to walk away from this, even when I know there is a stack of reasons I should not be transitioning. Not sure if its the same, but this feels like one of the hardest choices I've ever had to make in my life. Thanks again for sharing, it is extremly admirable. This video is way too underrated, and I feel you touch on, and describe, things in a very neutral and articulate way. I hope you are doing amazing and enjoying your life to the fullest!

  • @JimmiAlli
    @JimmiAlli 9 месяцев назад

    So good that you didn’t get any surgeries. You look good. ❤

  • @albeit1
    @albeit1 9 месяцев назад

    Yes, what you’re attracted to doesn’t define you. It says NOTHING about you. Just what you’re attracted to. What is commonly called “gay” culture is often about behaving effeminately, rather about attraction. And many gay people don’t feel they fit into that aspect of the culture. That’s a separate thing from attraction.

  • @matthewthomasjames
    @matthewthomasjames 9 месяцев назад

    Such a beautiful man. Not so as a woman.

  • @deedeemooreco.2304
    @deedeemooreco.2304 10 месяцев назад

    Makes me think of my twin nieces. They’re in their late twenties and one is gay, a very masculine lesbian, was stationed in Germany in the Army, and was married to a woman, while the other one is such a girlie girl and has four beautiful children now, a stark contrast to her twin sister. Their older brother, my nephew, is gay also. I recently understand that my lesbian niece is now dating a biological man who is also in the army. She wants marriage and her own children now. She told my sister, her aunt, that she feels like she just matured emotionally and spiritually and has mellowed out and rejects the pressure put on her by our society. Her sister has mellowed out too. My nephew is still gay but no longer so flamboyant and angry at the world. I’m so proud of all of them, as they lost their mom, my younger sister, when they were only 3 and 4 years old.

  • @stasacab
    @stasacab 10 месяцев назад

    I used to be sort of an activist, but I am no longer, I have some old views and they are not pleasing to everyone, so I usually keep it to myself. I would say that transitioning MTF the worst case scenario as to sex life is that it is gone. During my time, in the 1990's, sexuality was a no-no, and for a good reason. I think autogynephiles were rejected by the gatekeepers.

    • @Maelstrome123
      @Maelstrome123 3 дня назад

      I'm a trans woman with a sex life. I have no idea what you are talking about. I know lots of trans women with fulfilled sex lives.

  • @kenmoreSF
    @kenmoreSF 10 месяцев назад

    You're one of a few who actually looks good either way. I'm gay so I'm a little bias so i think you're very handsome as a guy.

  • @Cal760
    @Cal760 10 месяцев назад

    It is scary how I see so much myself in what u say u felt. What advice would u give a trans/questioning person.

  • @Cal760
    @Cal760 10 месяцев назад

    Your identity can for sure be music and I 100% relate to that but also be a woman/someone who wears dresses etc, why not?

  • @themulti-coloredcanary5795
    @themulti-coloredcanary5795 10 месяцев назад

    The more of these stories that come out and are lifted up, the better. We HAVE TO PROTECT THE YOUNG ONES!! We have to protect those who are not able to protect themselves!

  • @dominiquesegundo4392
    @dominiquesegundo4392 10 месяцев назад

    Interesting detransitioning storytime at one point I wanted to detransition back 🏳️‍⚧️

    • @Everettescottortiz
      @Everettescottortiz 9 месяцев назад

      Come back, it’s not too late. I encourage you to. You know that now. Because it’s the intent of the heart that says, “This imitation I thought I wanted was never meant for me”. But man that awful in-between feeling is so real. Ex-trans here too.

  • @marti7343
    @marti7343 11 месяцев назад

    Seven years on hormones. Five years since beginning the detransition. Josh, OK, looks like you are happy with your detransition and that is a good thing. Be, yourself - Yes, that is the key. I appreciate how non-judgmental you are - something I cannot say about a number of detransitioners I see on the Internet. Maybe you mention it in another video, but why did you decide to transition in the first place and why have you chosen to detransition? I am a MtoF trans person. I know I always wanted to be a girl and have a strong female identity. I feel I am happier and more connected now that I have decided to medically and socially to transition about a year ago. It is hard to say the least. Worrying about being clocked, having access to bathrooms, working on developing ways to pass, accepting yourself as you really are regardless of what you see in the mirror, having to decide next steps, the financial cost of it all, coming out to family and friends, thinking everyday about your gender and how your body does not match your mind. I would love to not think any more about my gender as you say you are doing. Maybe I will get there as my transition continues. However, I find it hard to imagine going back to the melancholic fog I was in as a man.

  • @ericbritton8146
    @ericbritton8146 11 месяцев назад

    As the man (Gen 1:26-28) KJV, a husband (Gen 2:21-25) and a father (Gen 3:16), the minister of God (Rom 13), teacher (Eph 4) and one of the survivors who was bullied in school, I am so sorry this happened to you, but I am pleased to know you have returned to your right mind. There is absolutely no such thing as transgender. (1 John 4) However, there is a such thing as an individual who is in a trance, also referred to as hypnotized. The word "gender" is not a noun or a pronoun. The word "gender" is a verb that is only used regarding cattle. (Lev 19:19) When cattle is allowed to gender with a diverse kind, their offspring are beast. Examples: If a jack, which is a he ass is allowed to gender with a mare, which a female horse, their offspring is a mule. A mule is not cattle. A mule is actually beast. If a jenny, which is a she ass is allowed to gender with a stallion, which is a male horse, their offspring is a hinny. A hinny is not cattle. A hinny is actually beast. Mules and hinnies are both referred to as F1 hybrids, which is the abbreviation for first generation hybrids. Unlike horses and asses, mules and hinnies are generally sterile meaning they are not able to reproduce. Now the asses, the mules and the hinnies can all be ridden, but do not expect any of them to move like a horse. Kids are the offspring of he goats and she goats. Unlike asses, goats are beasts. Beast and cattle domain is outside, not inside. (Gen 2:19-20) I personally recommend everyone to simply stop listening to Norman Bates (Deut 22:5), Sylvester the "You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real)" diva (Lev 18:21-30) and Alexis Arquette. "Sleepaway Camp" (1983) has been happening for a very long time and is still happening. I have lost friends to this deception and it still hurts. I was telling my wife, I can not teach the word of God, then live contrary to the word of God. The would make me a hypocrite. That is not a good title to have. Eph 5:22-33, 6:1-4

  • @ManMan-ro7zb
    @ManMan-ro7zb 11 месяцев назад

    W

  • @roxannerobinson5729
    @roxannerobinson5729 Год назад

    Are you sober in any video?

  • @piety3725
    @piety3725 Год назад

    what was the different feeling working out?

  • @Rmdon444
    @Rmdon444 Год назад

    This video has been enlightening for me. I am female and have been very concerned about the increase in children/teens transitioning. The long term effects of puberty blockers and hormones can creat lots of problems I thank you for you honesty and bravery in discussing this issue. Bravo for discovering who you are!

  • @evelyna_paula1747
    @evelyna_paula1747 Год назад

    |I think you should be open-minded enough to read other philosophies like Hinduism and Buddhism, Shamanism, etc. Don't get stuck on the Bible.

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 Год назад

      The Bible is very real to me. It is the living word of God almighty. I am a sinner redeemed by the blood of Jesus.

    • @evelyna_paula1747
      @evelyna_paula1747 Год назад

      @@haveagoodone2935 You were not are a sinner.

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 Год назад

      @@evelyna_paula1747 sure I am. That why the word became flesh and dwelt among us. I wouldn't be a Christian if I didn't believe it was true.

    • @Everettescottortiz
      @Everettescottortiz 10 месяцев назад

      @@evelyna_paula1747You’re a sinner too. We’re all sinners.

    • @NickyM_0
      @NickyM_0 9 месяцев назад

      @@Everettescottortiz Absolutely. We are all sinners.

  • @evelyna_paula1747
    @evelyna_paula1747 Год назад

    You think being a man means you gotta drink beer and drive a truck?

  • @blackheartbev3098
    @blackheartbev3098 Год назад

    Women’s world is different. Everyone treats you differently once you become passable. In my case, I had partial ffs, breast, a butt lift/fat transfer. It’s a shock to people seeing you go from a straight up dude, to pretty woman. It’s a huge adjustment. So it took time for people to get used it, especially all my old friends. I lost a lot of friends, and family for a couple years. But slowly I ingratiated myself back, now everyone is accepting of me. I hate to say it, but the fact I pass helps. My family are Trumpys in Florida, so blending in has been a blessing. I don’t have to worry about anymore surgeries, so I’m free baby.

    • @priwncess
      @priwncess 8 месяцев назад

      it is night and day, going from being invisible -- then suddenly you exist

  • @blackheartbev3098
    @blackheartbev3098 Год назад

    Damn, I’m mtf trans for over 12 years now. My whole adult life pretty much. You were pretty, but you’re a hunk as a guy. Much love lol 🥰

    • @Sherlock245
      @Sherlock245 8 месяцев назад

      Why did you stay as mtf and how well do you past??

    • @blackheartbev3098
      @blackheartbev3098 8 месяцев назад

      @Sherlock245 12 and a half years now, and cause life is more fun for me this way. I had NOTHING before! Transitioning helped me find more comfort&confidence. I had a good deal of cosmetic work, so I haven't got bothered in public for over a decade.

    • @Sherlock245
      @Sherlock245 8 месяцев назад

      @@blackheartbev3098 how long did you stay as a guy?? And explain what you mean more confidence?? Did being a man bring you shame?? And have you watched the detransition stories?

    • @blackheartbev3098
      @blackheartbev3098 8 месяцев назад

      @Sherlock245 No shame, just no comfort, and yes, I've watched them.

    • @blackheartbev3098
      @blackheartbev3098 8 месяцев назад

      @@Sherlock245 18 years as a guy.

  • @honeybunch6473
    @honeybunch6473 Год назад

  • @ronaldcarson2170
    @ronaldcarson2170 Год назад

    Lisa CARSON

  • @colossiansa
    @colossiansa Год назад

    Hope all is well.✨

  • @davefitzgerald5334
    @davefitzgerald5334 Год назад

    Ah I was told there's no mood swings by a psychiatrist nurse. Nothing to worry about.

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 Год назад

      It was most likely a placebo effect. I was not mentally well back then

  • @corinnecerminaro9753
    @corinnecerminaro9753 Год назад

    A song from my youth. Thank you.

  • @DorianPaige00
    @DorianPaige00 Год назад

    How could you not have gender dysphoria after you detransitioned? Were the issues that led to transition resolved? Why did you originally transition?

    • @haveagoodone2935
      @haveagoodone2935 Год назад

      It's most likely I was misdiagnosed with gender dysphoria. It's been many years. Transitioning only gave me a desire to look even more feminine. So it would've been a never ending uphill battle. No matter how long I transitioned I would never look feminine enough. At the end of the day it didn't make sense to modify my body to feel good about myself. Many years later of prayer, eating right, going to the gym, and gigging as a musician and I'm more comfortable in my skin than I ever was before transitioning. Practicing semen retention has also reset my brain so it was most likely a case of autogynephilia. Faith and trust in God is really what helped the most.

    • @NickyM_0
      @NickyM_0 9 месяцев назад

      @@haveagoodone2935 Amen!🙏✝️