Erika Mesina
Erika Mesina
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Reacting to JW movie WHAT IS TRUE LOVE
*In this video, I react to the Jehovah's Witnesses movie WHAT IS TRUE LOVE and dive deep into the organization's bizarre and distorted perception of love. The JW teachings present a narrow and conditional view of what true love is, heavily influenced by their strict doctrines. I'll be exposing how the movie manipulates emotions, creates fear around worldly love, and promotes the idea that true love can only exist within the confines of the religion. As someone who left the organization, I understand how damaging these teachings can be, and I hope this video helps others see through the control and manipulation tactics.*
*Whether you're a current or former Jehovah's Witness, or just curious...
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Reacting to JW movie THE PRODIGAL RETURNS
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*In this video, I react to the Jehovah's Witness movie "The Prodigal Returns," which tells the story of someone returning to the faith after leaving. Join me as I break down the underlying themes of guilt, family pressure, and control that are often present in this kind of narrative. We'll discuss how this movie portrays the organization’s approach to those who stray, and why this type of messa...
Reacting to JW movie HOW CAN I MAKE REAL FRIENDS
Просмотров 4364 часа назад
*In this video, I react to the Jehovah's Witnesses movie HOW CAN I MAKE REAL FRIENDS and uncover the hidden themes of gaslighting, control, isolation, and manipulation. While the video outwardly promotes making friends, there’s a deeper, more concerning narrative that encourages emotional dependence and social control. I explore how these elements can impact those within the organization and sh...
WHY I LEFT JEHOVAH'S WITNESSES
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*Why I Left Jehovah's Witnesses | My Story and Personal Journey* *In this video, I provide a detailed explanation of why I decided to leave Jehovah’s Witnesses. I open up about my personal experiences and the reasons behind my choice, sharing an honest and heartfelt account of my spiritual journey. During this video, I also read the letter I sent to three congregations, which marks a significan...
Battling mental illness and getting help
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*In this video, I sit down to have an open and honest conversation about my self-harm scars that you may have noticed on both of my wrists in my previous videos. I want to address the mental health struggles I've faced and share my journey toward healing. After years of battling with my mental health, I finally sought therapy, and it has been a transformative experience. My hope is that by shar...
Rainy Day Vlog while Living Alone in the Philippines
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*Join me for a cozy rainy day in my life as I wake up early at 5 AM and take a moment to appreciate the little things. From spending time with my cat Santra on the porch, to making comforting chicken sopas, this day was filled with peaceful moments. Later, the rain cleared up, and the sun finally came out after days of gloomy weather, lifting my spirits. I also put in some overtime work and att...
How to Build an Emergency Fund | A Step-by-Step Guide
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In this video, I walk you through the essential steps to build an emergency fund that will give you peace of mind and financial security. Whether you're just starting or looking to improve your savings strategy, this step-by-step guide will help you... 1. calculate your monthly expenses 2. determine the right amount to save, and 3. stay disciplined in your spending. I also answer three crucial ...
Why EVERYTHING Changes After ₱100K!
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Saving your first 100k is a life-changing milestone! In this video, I share how reaching this financial goal transformed my mindset, lifestyle, and long-term plans. From newfound confidence to better money management habits, you'll learn how hitting six figures in savings can open up new opportunities and shift your outlook on the future. Whether you're close to saving your first 100k or just s...
OCTOBER Monthly Money Reset | September recap and travel goals
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OCTOBER Monthly Money Reset | September recap and travel goals
EL NIDO 2024 | Scuba Diving, Hostel Stay & Budget Breakdown
Просмотров 12814 дней назад
EL NIDO 2024 | Scuba Diving, Hostel Stay & Budget Breakdown
Our Funniest Skincare Night Ever! [Charcoal Masks and Total Chaos]
Просмотров 3814 дней назад
Our Funniest Skincare Night Ever! [Charcoal Masks and Total Chaos]
We Talked About Life While Eating Fastfood
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We Talked About Life While Eating Fastfood
Do This EVERY Time You Get Paid (Paycheck Routine)
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Do This EVERY Time You Get Paid (Paycheck Routine)
MYTHOLOGY by Edith Hamilton [Greek & Roman] | Book Review
Просмотров 8114 дней назад
MYTHOLOGY by Edith Hamilton [Greek & Roman] | Book Review
THE POWER OF INTENTION EXPLAINED [How It Changed My Life & Finances]
Просмотров 6514 дней назад
THE POWER OF INTENTION EXPLAINED [How It Changed My Life & Finances]
2024 COST OF LIVING IN THE PHILIPPINES | A guide to adulting and living alone
Просмотров 1,5 тыс.21 день назад
2024 COST OF LIVING IN THE PHILIPPINES | A guide to adulting and living alone
When You're Feeling Down (unmotivated, stuck, unproductive)
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When You're Feeling Down (unmotivated, stuck, unproductive)
Let People Miss Out on You (Let them!)
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Let People Miss Out on You (Let them!)
27 THINGS I LEARNED BEFORE TURNING 27 | Get to Know Me
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27 THINGS I LEARNED BEFORE TURNING 27 | Get to Know Me
Living Alone in the Philippines as a Woman | Do I Feel Safe?
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Living Alone in the Philippines as a Woman | Do I Feel Safe?
SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH ME | living solo in the Philippines
Просмотров 11528 дней назад
SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH ME | living solo in the Philippines
CLEAN, DECLUTTER, AND TIDY WITH ME | CLEANING MOTIVATION when living alone
Просмотров 27028 дней назад
CLEAN, DECLUTTER, AND TIDY WITH ME | CLEANING MOTIVATION when living alone
WHAT IT’S REALLY LIKE TO WORK FROM HOME | Living alone in the Philippines
Просмотров 812Месяц назад
WHAT IT’S REALLY LIKE TO WORK FROM HOME | Living alone in the Philippines
Living alone with a cat
Просмотров 120Месяц назад
Living alone with a cat
You Won't Believe What I Cooked for a Rainy Day
Просмотров 71Месяц назад
You Won't Believe What I Cooked for a Rainy Day
Things They Don't Tell You About Living Alone [Confessions of a Homebody]
Просмотров 139Месяц назад
Things They Don't Tell You About Living Alone [Confessions of a Homebody]
WHAT I EAT IN A WEEK IN THE PHILIPPINES | Ultimate ASMR Cooking Compilation
Просмотров 64Месяц назад
WHAT I EAT IN A WEEK IN THE PHILIPPINES | Ultimate ASMR Cooking Compilation
Mr. DIY Finds and Food Adventures
Просмотров 62Месяц назад
Mr. DIY Finds and Food Adventures
SEPTEMBER Monthly Money Reset | August recap, savings update and goals
Просмотров 60Месяц назад
SEPTEMBER Monthly Money Reset | August recap, savings update and goals
10KM Walk & Overnight Adventure at Tindog Beach | Roxas, Palawan
Просмотров 75Месяц назад
10KM Walk & Overnight Adventure at Tindog Beach | Roxas, Palawan

Комментарии

  • @BeavisMcThe
    @BeavisMcThe 10 минут назад

    You're so right, they create the problems and then play the hero by helping to deal with them.

  • @skippy1012
    @skippy1012 3 часа назад

    So true. That religion messed me up really bad

  • @ASMR_Orangely
    @ASMR_Orangely 6 часов назад

    *Thanks for sharing ur experience. So as I read in your letter to the congregations, you are not officially disfellowshipped right? You just faded away, didn’t you?*

  • @Alisha-zq6vh
    @Alisha-zq6vh 6 часов назад

    It's so funny how every time the characters run into each other they're so shocked and say, "What are you doing here?!!" I counted that line 7 times LOL And Zach looks 40 but he's a high school student 😂 I just can't with this movie!

  • @HerefortheLove
    @HerefortheLove 7 часов назад

    My new favorite channel 😊

  • @HerefortheLove
    @HerefortheLove 7 часов назад

    You are gorgeous! ❤ I am so proud of you for standing up for yourself and what’s right. People are quick to choose others and organizations before they will choose themselves. Who stands up for us? Good for you for choosing YOU.

  • @leetrippii1830
    @leetrippii1830 8 часов назад

    Great video

  • @haynehifanny8006
    @haynehifanny8006 8 часов назад

    What a great joy and happiness it is watching your video about leaving a despicably hurtful and damaging cult like Jehovah's Witlessness. I was an elder for almost 4 decades before I finally left almost 15 years ago. I heartily congratulate you for your freedom.

  • @dsgray1
    @dsgray1 8 часов назад

    Thanks for sharing.

  • @Charleneslife-23
    @Charleneslife-23 10 часов назад

    Welcome. Freedom is bliss.

  • @tammyg8031
    @tammyg8031 10 часов назад

    Congratulations to you for making this video. The more former members expose these high controlled groups, the more lives will be SAVED. THIS IS THE REAL LIFE SAVING WORK ❤.

  • @JennaSakura
    @JennaSakura 10 часов назад

    You wrote a great letter! You should give us viewers a copy so those that want to leave but don’t have the words to say can use it…like me!!! I always contemplate how I’m going to tell the witnesses that I no longer want to be a witness.

  • @philliphawkins3062
    @philliphawkins3062 10 часов назад

    So glad you left at a young age! Live your life. I have been out almost 40 years now

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 15 часов назад

    This movie is so cringe

  • @BEASTxMODE
    @BEASTxMODE 15 часов назад

    A fellow Filipino ex-JW! 🤙🏽 Stepping away for 6mos was the best decision you’ve ever made. 9:20.

  • @Riley-zt9ue
    @Riley-zt9ue 16 часов назад

    Good for you.

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 16 часов назад

    I envy you haha. ❤

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 16 часов назад

    Yummy

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 17 часов назад

    I hope some day to retire in the Philippines

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 17 часов назад

    Awesome video. And congrats. That’s amazing.

  • @Alisha-zq6vh
    @Alisha-zq6vh 19 часов назад

    You started waking up in Vietnam, my Vietnamese husband woke up in the States 😄 If it were "the Truth", it shouldn’t so easily be shattered when a person is given time and space to think.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 18 часов назад

      That’s amazing-funny how we both started waking up in different places! 😄 You’re so right-if it were truly 'the Truth,' it wouldn’t crumble the moment someone steps back and starts thinking for themselves. It’s crazy how a bit of distance and reflection can change everything and here’s to more people waking up wherever they are! 🌍✨

  • @kaikids5333
    @kaikids5333 День назад

    Yeh, when you wake up it's impossible to sit through those indoctrination sessions! 🙏

  • @annafarago2271
    @annafarago2271 День назад

    Congratulations on waking up to the cult of JW. My mum's best friend is a JW (converted when her young son died). She took her young daughter and also had her converted (totally ruined her life. The poor girl married a divorced older man (elder), who treated this beautiful girl like trash. She left her husband many years after she had managed to prove that he was not faithful. The congregation, so-called friends, treated her terribly. She needs constant counseling. She still has not officially left the JW cult, due to her elderly mum she cares for. Her mother never managed to convert my mum, as mum is strong in her Catholic faith. Interestingly, my mum's friend when urgently needed a large sum of money, turned to her non-JW best friend, not her JW friends. She also never managed to convert her youngest son, yet he is the apple of her eye. Best wishes and stay strong.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      It’s wild how the JW community can be so supportive on the surface but can really turn on people when they need it most. It’s a shame that her so-called friends didn’t have her back when she was going through such a tough time. It’s great that your mom has a strong faith and didn’t get pulled into that! And how telling that when your mom's friend needed help, she turned to her non-JW friend instead. It shows that real support comes from those who genuinely care, not just from the people in her congregation. Wishing you and your family all the best! Thanks for sharing your story-stay strong!

  • @afroflame
    @afroflame День назад

    Lovely and well done!

  • @michelejashinsky8409
    @michelejashinsky8409 День назад

    U can always feel the judgment it’s constant it’s gets so bad ur r constantly judging yourself!

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      I totally get what you mean! The judgment from others can be relentless, and it really starts to mess with your own head. It’s like a never-ending cycle where you feel pressured to constantly measure up. Breaking free from that mindset has been such a relief! It's all about finding that self-acceptance and letting go of what others think. Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

  • @reslight
    @reslight День назад

    Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee; because he trusteth in thee. -- Isaiah 26:3. I am not with the JWs, and I definitely do not post to support their organization. I do believe it is good if a JW comes to realization that the JW org is not actually "Jehovah's visible organization on earth". I do not, however, believe that one should throw out Biblical truths when leaving that organization. I am responding to a statement made at about 2:29: "They also believed that the world was going to end in 1914". A picture of Bible Study Monthly is shown which shows the headlines: "End of the World in 1914 - Not the View of Pastor Russell nor of I. B. S. A." First, by "they" is obviously referring to the Jehovah's Witnesses. Despite the fact that the Jehovah's Witnesses include Russell and the Bible Students in Russell's days as being members of their organization, in reality Russell was never a member of the Jehovah's Witnesses. Indeed, his message of glad tidings of great joy that will be for all the people is almost the very opposite to the message of bad tidings of great woe that will be for most of the people that those who do not join their organization will enter the second death at Armageddon that the Jehovah's Witnesses teach. Russell preached against such an organization that Rutherford creaed, and he also preached against the kind of Armageddon message that Rutherford presented. Next, the entire headline presented in the video denies that Russell or the I. B. S. A. taught that the end of the world was to come in 1914. Especially since 1904, Russell was expecting the world to enter into the time of trouble in 1914 and the time of trouble would last for some unknown time after 1914. As far as I know, at least from about 10 years before 1914, no one among the Bible Students movement was preaching that the world was to end in 1914. However, there may have been some outside the Bible Students movement who were preaching such. After Russell died, Rutherford basically destroyed the non-authoritarian Watch Tower Society as it was designed to be, and proceeded to create the very kind of organization that Russell had consistently preached against. When the vast majority of the Bible Students around the world refused to accept Rutherford's visible organization dogma, Rutherford had his followers adopt the name "Jehovah's witnesses" in 1931. The Bible Students still exist today, apart from the JW organization that Rutherford created.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      Thanks so much for your thoughtful comment! I really appreciate you sharing your perspective. I totally agree-just because someone leaves the JW organization doesn’t mean they have to abandon biblical truths. The peace that comes from focusing on a higher power, like that verse from Isaiah, is something a lot of us are still drawn to, even after leaving. You make a great point about Russell and the early Bible Students. A lot of people don’t realize that what JWs teach today is so different from what Russell was preaching back then. He never wanted a controlling organization like what Rutherford ended up creating, and it’s clear that many of his followers rejected that shift. It’s fascinating how much of the history has been reshaped to fit the current JW narrative. About the 1914 prophecy, thanks for clarifying! Russell didn’t claim the world would end that year-he saw it as the start of the 'time of trouble,' not the end. It’s interesting how much of that was altered after his death, especially with the changes Rutherford made. It’s crazy how the whole vibe of the movement shifted, and I think it’s great that the Bible Students still exist today, separate from all that. I really appreciate you diving into the history-it’s important to understand how things evolved and how different the early beliefs were. Thanks again for the comment, and I’m wishing you all the best on your journey!

  • @gabrielkoncowski1403
    @gabrielkoncowski1403 День назад

    Hi you are incredibly smart.well done love from England ❤

  • @prophettruth1923
    @prophettruth1923 День назад

    BRAVE LADY, BAN JEHOVA WITNESSES WORLD WIDE!!!!

  • @prophettruth1923
    @prophettruth1923 День назад

    HAHAH JEHOVA WITNESSES IS FOR MONEY AND POWER AND CONTROL....

  • @coqui1550
    @coqui1550 День назад

    The Jehovah Witness bible is adulterated and corrupted. I had one and threw it out. It is made to only fit their false narrative of who Jesus really is and the Holy Spirit, among other things.✝

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      I totally get where you’re coming from! Many people feel the same way about the New World Translation. It can be frustrating to see how certain translations are tailored to fit specific beliefs, especially when it comes to understanding Jesus and the Holy Spirit. It’s important to have access to a translation that feels authentic and aligns with what we believe.

  • @Melchizedek11
    @Melchizedek11 День назад

    Hit the road Erika🎉🎉🎉

  • @bornagain841
    @bornagain841 День назад

    Same sex marriage violates the biblical plan that a man leaves his father and mother and clings to wife and the two become one flesh according tom Jesus-This is the only theological thing that the JW's have right.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      The interpretation of scripture can vary so much depending on context and personal beliefs. Many people believe that love and commitment between two consenting adults, regardless of gender, should be celebrated, not condemned. The idea of 'becoming one flesh' can apply to all loving relationships, not just traditional marriages. It’s important to recognize that everyone has their own understanding of faith and what love looks like. Thanks for sharing your thoughts, though! It’s great to have open discussions about these topics.

  • @espaghetti99
    @espaghetti99 День назад

    Wow all JW’s look the same all over the world. It’s the same cult look. Welcome to your freedom. I hope your mom will someday wake up

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      I really appreciate your support, and I hope for my mom too!

    • @espaghetti99
      @espaghetti99 17 часов назад

      I know exactly how you feel where you were sitting there and you couldn’t take listening to that crap anymore 😂

    • @espaghetti99
      @espaghetti99 17 часов назад

      I love that letter. Btw

  • @RG-qn2qm
    @RG-qn2qm День назад

    Run Girl run........take a year off all religions. Each believer is a stone that makes up the temple. it's not about a religion that is the stone or temple. The Bible ( KJV) is for all to read, if you need help jn comprehension google and read different Commentaries. To break from the Watchtower doctrines you will need to understand that the Word is God and not a god. That word is Jesus Christ. 1 Corinthians 10:1-4 . The YHWH is not a man made name Jehovah. The YHWH represents the Deity of the Old testament. The Old testament is made up of types. The anti- type is in the New Testament and in this case the YHWH is Jesus Christ. The YHWH says hes the shepherd, he says hes the everlasting water, he says he's the light, he says he's the alpha and omega, he says he is the creator.......and guess who declared that he is all those and more.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      It’s interesting how we often get caught up in the labels and doctrines instead of focusing on the core message. I love that you emphasized the importance of understanding the Bible for ourselves. There’s so much wisdom in exploring different interpretations and commentaries to really get what it’s saying.

    • @RG-qn2qm
      @RG-qn2qm 8 часов назад

      @ErikaMesi it's not going to be easy for you to drop all of the Watchtower false dogma. Two difficult false dogma will be difficult, one understanding that the Name Jehovah is a man made god. The YHWH in the Old testament represents the Deity it's not a personal name. Their is no Jehovah. Secondly to understand that the Word was God and became flesh and walked among man. John 1:14. Once you come to understand that Jesus is that YHWH of the Old testament everything becomes clearer as you read scripture......the Old testament is made up of Types. For example, King David was type of Christ.....etc. the YHWH is a type also and the Anti-type which is found in the New Testament is Jesus Christ.

  • @lh1673
    @lh1673 День назад

    It’s beyond words of what a mother will say to her own child, “I want you to be sick”😮She must someday realize that she is the one with a sick heart😢controlled by a cult!

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 17 часов назад

      I couldn’t agree more-hearing something like that from my own mother is absolutely devastating. 😔 It’s such a painful reality. Thank you for your understanding and support. 💖

  • @lh1673
    @lh1673 День назад

    I just saw your video as exjw. What a wonderful points and the statement of that resignation letter. I’m still a pimo cuz am with my JW family but I don’t regret that I chose to stop believing this org. Same here, since woke it’s so amazing to find the REAL me! The findings of my individuality makes me more happier than I was JW! Actually it’s a waste of time to fear about future or afterlife😅

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi 18 часов назад

      I completely understand your situation as a PIMO-it’s tough when you’re still around JW family but have mentally moved on. I felt the same when I stopped believing; discovering who I really am outside the organization has been such a freeing experience. Wishing you strength and happiness on your journey to fully finding yourself. 💫

    • @lh1673
      @lh1673 13 часов назад

      @@ErikaMesi Thank you for reply and for sure your videos will be a big help to the wokes.

  • @SmilingAirboat-hq7rj
    @SmilingAirboat-hq7rj День назад

    Ban it

  • @positivelypepperjones9518
    @positivelypepperjones9518 День назад

    Proud of you 🎉🎉

  • @lesliethomas7234
    @lesliethomas7234 День назад

    Great letter! I love the indirect jarring points, especially the mention of your decision after personal study. It truly says a lot to them. Your mother's unloving comment to you is very much like my dad's wishing me failure on an exam, because I chose to skip a meeting the day prior. Ugly fanaticism couldn't reach greater heights.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      Hi Leslie! I’m glad you appreciated the points I made. It’s disheartening to hear about your dad's reaction-it really shows how deep fanaticism can run. It’s frustrating when love gets twisted into something unrecognizable. We both know how ugly that can be, but it’s empowering to break free from that mindset.

  • @johnreybartolata2405
    @johnreybartolata2405 День назад

    Akala ko walang Filipino JW that would wake up from the cult... But anyways I am certain that this isn't easy for you for it costs so much trauma and it's difficult to remove all the brainwashing and the conditioning...

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      I used to think the same thing-but slowly, more of us are finding the courage to question things and leave. You're right, it’s definitely not easy. The trauma and conditioning run deep, and it takes time to heal and unlearn everything. But I’m hopeful that more people will find their way out. Thank you for your support! 🙏

  • @hypercelis01
    @hypercelis01 День назад

    Hey Kabayan. I don't believe that JW is around 8M I think they are lying the numbers. BTW I have a JW friend as well. Napaka in-denial nya muntik na rin mahulog ang loob ko sa kanya. Halos pinipilit nya ako umatend ng convention nila at mukhang gusto nya rin maki-pagdate sa akin. Pero parang may pumipigil sa akin dahil kulto daw ito. Hanggang ngayon palagi pa rin kami nag chachat. Btw the clicking sound in your video is very loud ehehe.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      Hey Kabayan! I get what you mean-there’s definitely a lot of skepticism about the numbers they report, and I wouldn’t be surprised if there’s some manipulation there. It sounds like your friend was really persistent! I’m glad you trusted your instincts when something didn’t feel right. The pressure to attend their conventions and get involved can be intense. Just be careful-sometimes that pressure can turn into something more manipulative. Stay true to yourself! And haha, thanks for pointing out the clicking sound! I’ll keep that in mind for future videos. 😅 Appreciate you watching and sharing your experience! 🙌

  • @josephvijay1132
    @josephvijay1132 День назад

    Screw you !

  • @lawrencestoll6287
    @lawrencestoll6287 День назад

    I was also a baptized jehovah's witness. When I did my research, I realized that being a jehovah's witness was the same as being a friend of Satan.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      It’s always eye-opening when personal research leads to such realizations. Everyone's journey out of the organization is different, and I respect your perspective. I’m glad you found your own path, and I hope you’ve found peace along the way.

    • @tammyg8031
      @tammyg8031 10 часов назад

      Excellent Excellent Comment. ❤

  • @jerielt.3954
    @jerielt.3954 День назад

    Cheers to all ex-JWs out there 🍻 Much love to you all! ❤

  • @moniquefiorecna
    @moniquefiorecna День назад

    I left after me and my grandmother went homeless. I lost our place we lived in 16 hotels in 10 months. I asked the elders to help find a place for us they said they will ask everyone if they know where is a place where we can move in. Out of 64 people in a congregation not one helped. I asked if I'm shot on money for a hotel room the elders said will help you with whatever little means we have. Basically said don't ask but they always preached love your neighbors as yourself and even more hove love amongst ourselves. Where was our love? We only got 3 calls from the elders in 10 months that was it!! I once got a text message if I wanted to donate $4 for the guest speaker to have a meal... I'm freaking homeless!!!!! Finally there was a place we can move in but it was going to be ready in 2 weeks! I was just soo happy I suffered soo much being homeless and I had my grandmother who is very old with me. I wrote one nasty long text in the group text I told them everything I felt. I gave them hell for abandoning us for 10 months. I also mentioned how my grandmother has been a member of that congregation since the 50s. Most of the elders I known my whole life! The group jumped in on group chat and apologized for abandoning us and said they didn't know anything even though I told them we were homeless. They said let's us bring you some food and anything you need like blankets. I wouldn't take it! Why would I take something from people who abandoned 2 of there own. I rather go beg for food on a corner than ever take food from a group of people who abandoned 2 members at their lowest point in there life's. After moving to our new place I never went back. I feel soo much happier.

  • @miafuerte1828
    @miafuerte1828 День назад

    Thank you for your story!! ❤ It's important to hear many different stories from many different countries. Maybe even consider publishing in a different language to help a wider variety of ppl. All the best to you!!

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      I completely agree-it’s so important to hear different perspectives from all over the world. Publishing in different languages is a great idea, and I’ll definitely consider it to reach more people. I really appreciate your support, and I wish you all the best too! 🌍✨

  • @poorboy4855
    @poorboy4855 День назад

    The question is, did you really leave or are you just a disfellow? because it is hard to believe that a JW will voluntarily leave the organization, if there is no serious reason?

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      Yes, I really did leave. If you’d watched the entire video, you’d see that I even read my letter. I started thinking about leaving when I was just 19, and it wasn’t easy knowing I might lose family ties. It’s understandable how some people assume others can’t make their own choices. Thanks for watching!

    • @poorboy4855
      @poorboy4855 День назад

      @@ErikaMesi The question is, what is the deep reason for you to leave the organization, because before we became JWs, we studied the Bible for several years just to be baptized??

    • @jerielt.3954
      @jerielt.3954 День назад

      ​​​@@poorboy4855"No one leaves the organization thinking that this is not the truth. They've probably committed a serious sin and just wants to get away with it. And even if they do leave, they'll come back eventually knowing that this is the truth. Where will they go anyway?" That's what they say in the halls and what I thought before leaving too. Never was I so wrong. If you join ex-JW communities online or watch more videos here on RUclips, you'll find that thousands of people leave because they don't agree with Watchtower's teachings. They left because they discovered lies told by the Watchtower. They left because of the hypocrisy of the governing body. They left because they know exactly that this is not the truth.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      @@poorboy4855 sometimes you don't have to have any deep reason. A person can just wake up and realize that the brainwashing and controlling has to stop.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      @@jerielt.3954 I agree, it takes years to learn that JW teachings are lies, especially the doomsday scare tactic they use

  • @pilarmartinez4298
    @pilarmartinez4298 День назад

    You are smart and strong. I hope you have a wonderful life. You deserve it!

  • @rodelgrefalda4830
    @rodelgrefalda4830 День назад

    That's a smart move. I, myself decided to be a non-believer person. Its started when I was in High School in Manila. And when I migrated here in the US, its made me more a non- believer. Now I'm a retired person still a non-believer and I'm happy, simple, satisfied about my life here in the US. All I can say is just Believe in your self and open your mind. Thank You.

    • @ErikaMesi
      @ErikaMesi День назад

      It’s inspiring to hear how you've found happiness and contentment by staying true to yourself. I completely agree-believing in yourself and keeping an open mind is so important. It’s wonderful that you’ve created a fulfilling life on your own terms. Wishing you continued peace and happiness in your retirement!

  • @latishabennett702
    @latishabennett702 День назад

    LOVE THE LETTER ❤❤❤😃🥰