Sonder Noise
Sonder Noise
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THE CAT LADY: Confronting Suicide
Oh god I wasn't fast enough oh they're after m,e oh god why Aauihghgh theyre coming oh no help ghhhhgghhhhh it;s thwe end tell my children i love them (except for Bat) goodbye cruel world bbllllllghhhhhhhh
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Видео

I'm in Heaven
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I'm in Heaven
LAIN and Untangling Existence
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I did it I'm still here please don't forget me please If I sound drunk in that one segment it's because I was high on benzos LOL
SILENT HILL is a Liminal (and Hilarious) Masterpiece
Просмотров 1,7 тыс.6 месяцев назад
I RISE FROM THE GRAVE (also thank you for 1K subscribers I can't believe that many people enjoy these videos) I borrowed a few gameplay clips from other RUclipsrs, HERE THEY AREEE: Technology4617 for all grey children clips Noctum for some of the larval stalker clips VeryCoolGuyMike for larval stalker glitch (hbomberguy please have mercy on my soul :'))
ONE THOUSAND???
Просмотров 7706 месяцев назад
looks like my new year's resolution resolved early NEW VIDEO NEXT WEEK
FRAN BOW and Childhood Trauma
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heehee happy early thanksgivingggg may take a bit of a break over the holidays...I'll try to get more vids out asap but I'll be doing a lot of travelling, my channel might run dry until January
The Unspeakable Horrors of the Milk Game
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H A P P Y H A L L O W E E N
The Absurd Genius of TUX AND FANNY (The Show)
Просмотров 71810 месяцев назад
PLEASE READ Hey guys, I know I'm a really small channel and I probably don't need to give updates right now, but some of you have said that you really like my videos so I feel like it's only fair to keep you in the loop. I've been having some pretty intense struggles with mental health lately (actually quite related to what I talk about in the video) and it's been impacting my ability to upload...
ALICE: MADNESS RETURNS and Victimization
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Cheshære Cat I'm sorry if this video looks/sounds like ass. I'm once again in the process of moving so my setup is really weird right now. Credit to Global Gaming for a couple of clips here and there that I failed to capture on my playthrough.
How BURNHOUSE LANE Handles Mortality
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DEAAAAAAATHHHHHHHHHH RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
The Mad Wisdom of American McGee's ALICE
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This time we're going all the way back to 2000, to one of the most pleasantly nauseating games I've ever played. Also, welcome, this is the beginning of my regular upload arc.
BEFORE YOUR EYES and my Existential Crisis
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I cried both while playing the game and editing this video Btw that angsty piano song I used for my cringe intro was "Null" by Lucas King. I'll make the next one come out faster I promise :'(
STRAY and the Death of Humanity
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Meow. I sound a little bit like Kermit the Frog in this video and I don't know why Some real orange cat behavior in this video. My game recording crapped out once or twice so I stole small bits of gameplay from these creators: TheBaldMan MKIceAndFire
LORELAI (2019) - Every Devil Came Through Here Game (4/4)
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Content warning for about anything you can think of HEY. I make music! Follow Lucky Sisu on all streaming platforms
DOWNFALL (2016) - Every Devil Came through Here Game (3/4)
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My Twitch ;) www.twitch.tv/coffincake_sra
Sra Says the Word Spider for 46 Seconds
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Sra Says the Word Spider for 46 Seconds

Комментарии

  • @Katy133
    @Katy133 25 минут назад

    Thank you for making this. The Cat Lady is my favourite game by Remigiusz Michalski.

  • @christiancryers
    @christiancryers 6 часов назад

    Incredible work as always, thank you for making this

  • @chellastation
    @chellastation 8 часов назад

    Susan, Mitzi and the cats need a warm hug 🖤🐈‍⬛🫂

  • @initialbb4828
    @initialbb4828 8 часов назад

    *deep breath* AND THE PROBLEM IS CAPITALISM. cough, sorry, I needed to caplock that.

  • @justchillinghere6566
    @justchillinghere6566 9 часов назад

    Really goo video and glad to see that there is still a voice for this game in 2024

  • @Kalitayy
    @Kalitayy 11 часов назад

    Welcome back, Jordan Underneath

  • @DerHortator
    @DerHortator 12 часов назад

    Thank you for sharing this deeply personal and private side of your life, this felt very validating :) I'm looking forward to more videos! Here in Germany it is pretty much the same, the therapist is cheaper, which is great, but you won't get one. They are too overloaded. Especially because most psychologists don't specialise in analysis, but in teaching you "skills" to get you to change your behavior, which CAN help some people, but not anyone I know. Most institutions are full as well, you basically only get a place if you tried to commit suicide or if you convince a doctor, that it's inevitable you try. And of course with Germany being a very work-oriented society, you get all kind of comments when you are not able to do so because of something they can't see or understand.

  • @archithrough
    @archithrough 12 часов назад

    Sewer slide 😞

  • @magnenoalex2
    @magnenoalex2 15 часов назад

    To be honest I'm here so often. I'm just trying to move forward I'm 23 I got plenty of life left. I can't ever make my mind exactly change but I can make some ciruemstanc better. Like I feel a calling for acting. And I'm sure I'll be depressed even while trying to achieve that goal. But at least there's something to strive for. Instead of feeling stagnant and stuck. Lots of others things happened last year and this year that had me just so so down and I still often am but I have a goal and a will to carry it out. I think that definitely helps a bit.

  • @magnenoalex2
    @magnenoalex2 16 часов назад

    Omg your back I've been so busy today. I'm so so so glad to see you. Well a vid by you

  • @SapphireLibra3
    @SapphireLibra3 17 часов назад

    *hugs* I get this, more than you realize, and much more than I wish. Thank you for this video, and for existing. Let's keep pushing through this difficult game we call life together.

  • @cstalli
    @cstalli 17 часов назад

    I'll be real I've been in like the worst depressive funk of my entire life recently and I've always felt like overly saccharine messages about suicide fall painfully flat. But your talk at the end was great. Thank you. You're easily in the top 3 of my favorite RUclips channels out there and I hope you'll make it big on the platform someday. (if that's something you want) you're incredibly smart, eloquent, and entertaining. I hope you have a good one and I hope your lil cat has a good one too!!

    • @magnenoalex2
      @magnenoalex2 15 часов назад

      Amen

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 15 часов назад

      That's so kind of you to say :3 I'm blushing haha, I'm really glad it resonated with you!

  • @Lulu-es7wq
    @Lulu-es7wq 19 часов назад

    Life for me has become a game, to find something...anything (no matter how small)...that brings me joy. It doesn't fix anything, but it gives me just enough strength to keep going. Like leap-frogging from one tiny lifeboat to another. To be stable just long enough that when it comes time to abandon ship again, I know I can do it. Sometimes, I even catch myself lingering and having fun. <3

  • @elderflower2133
    @elderflower2133 21 час назад

    I think one of the more surprising and powerful anti-suicide messages I've heard was essentially, what's the rush? we're all going to die that some point and it could happen any day. I GUESS you could cut to the chase, or you could wait to see what happens next, and die another time.

  • @guammy9973
    @guammy9973 21 час назад

    Nowadays I try to find comfort in the small things... I quit thinking about the future and where I'm going. Enjoying simple games, silly memes, moments with friends, and watching niche content creators :). I wouldn't say I'm in a good place, but I'm better than I was a few years ago. Thank you for making these

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 15 часов назад

      I'm glad you find something in my videos :)

  • @harvesterindiegames
    @harvesterindiegames 21 час назад

    I think you are my favourite Cat Lady... enjoyer ;) This was great. And the song was the cherry on top!

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 15 часов назад

      Thank you! :) Playing and talking about your games has been very special for me

  • @graymads
    @graymads 22 часа назад

    Well worth the wait.

  • @judas_christ01
    @judas_christ01 23 часа назад

    Yo, love the Warmer at the end.

  • @judas_christ01
    @judas_christ01 23 часа назад

    I mean, there's a reason I've always said I'm unmarketable.

  • @myfavoritecolourisblue3184
    @myfavoritecolourisblue3184 23 часа назад

    OMG THANKS FOR DOING THE GAME! Also there’s also a game I like, well it’s a furry game but it has some royalty, it’s called BLUE BLOOD, there’s a bunny mania, and a lot of baddies in it

  • @TABandiTA
    @TABandiTA 23 часа назад

    Hurray, the real life Mavis Dracula is back with another great video! Just a fun fact: i think about suicide everyday without any intention to actually do it, and i thought i have something wrong with me. So i asked around reddit to see if anyone else shares my hobby, and before my post was deleted, the majority of comments for the question "How often do you guys think about ending your lives?" were "daily" or "often". Well, i guess I'm normal.

  • @smolfridge
    @smolfridge День назад

    THIS VIDEO IS SO GOOD!!

  • @MeisterHeartwood
    @MeisterHeartwood День назад

    Always happy to see a new video from you, especially on something I've not experienced before

  • @behemdorg
    @behemdorg День назад

    Me when cat lady mentioned 0:16

  • @blackchibisan8116
    @blackchibisan8116 День назад

    Sonder... How dare you call out my specific thought in the first few minutes.... Cause this series is what got me into you channel in the first place.

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 День назад

      @@blackchibisan8116 teehee :3

    • @blackchibisan8116
      @blackchibisan8116 День назад

      Every few minutes you are already giving me something to respond with, but yea... See, I have this uneasy truce with the idea of me and oblivion. That one day I will find myself taking that final meandering walk into the dark or into the proverbial open manhole cover. But doing so with intent... It doesn't solve anything. It doesn't resolve the problem. It just leaves it for others to solve, as well as the problem of incidental leftovers. I have a wife. I have a daughter. My life means something to them and my struggles should never fall upon their shoulders. They deserve better than that. But I'm currently walking the tightrope between success and failure. A place where I have so much untapped potential and yet no avenues through which to embrace or pursue that potential. Nothing that can leave a lasting impact for the better. Nothing that can currently shunt my path away from failure and eventual oblivion. And when I allowed over half my life responding under the shadow of someone else's consequences and allowing that person's poor judgement to be viewed as some reasonable view despite his continued failures. When left in my own vessel, I make my peace, find my center, but the storm of shit, endless consequences of others behaviors that I have propelled myself to clean someone else's mess if only to have a clear path forward. I am walking this tightrope because I can see the potential in me and want to watch it blossom, expand, and grow, but I can recognize the size of the pot it has been planted in.

  • @JewTube001
    @JewTube001 6 дней назад

    Why does your computer lag so much? The FPS on the gameplay footage is like a silent movie. And yes that IS Mitzy. 100%

  • @blackchibisan8116
    @blackchibisan8116 8 дней назад

    What a time to find these. Cause I’m starting the second to last arc of my series and there is a layer of insanity and existentialism that I’m trying to channel into it. My series starts so shallow and simple at first, but as our story evolves it becomes so much more intense including killing an entire society built around cloning, a sex murder cult, a brutal mafia boss who it will be revealed was a victim of that cult, and our final big bad isn’t a “powerhouse” but rather a true politician.

  • @blackchibisan8116
    @blackchibisan8116 8 дней назад

    What a time to find these. Cause I’m starting the second to last arc of my series and there is a layer of insanity and existentialism that I’m trying to channel into it. My series starts so shallow and simple at first, but as our story evolves it becomes so much more intense including killing an entire society built around cloning, a sex murder cult, a brutal mafia boss who it will be revealed was a victim of that cult, and our final big bad isn’t a “powerhouse” but rather a true politician.

  • @blackchibisan8116
    @blackchibisan8116 8 дней назад

    A true-ism of my fictional realm. Belief becomes reality. And once belief has allowed a thing to come to pass, belief becomes easier and easier until it is less belief and more fact of fiction. If you believe hard enough, you can have an effect, and once you have had an effect, it becomes harder and harder to deny you exist. And the more you can prove the fact of your existence the more it becomes true. A far more optimistic view of "I think therefore I am" in my opinion. I believe that even in the darkest of horror, there has to be an aspect of hope, or the darkness wouldn't be as terrifying, but rather another reality. One must have an expectation of normal before the horrific facts of death can shatter and unsettle you.

  • @blackchibisan8116
    @blackchibisan8116 8 дней назад

    Life keeps trying to bury your channel alive but I keep digging it out the grave because I love your work. keep it up.

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 8 дней назад

      Thank you so much 🥰

  • @davidkurt1910
    @davidkurt1910 24 дня назад

    I love this! It seems like such a fresh and fun original idea, I can totally see some of the inspiration coming from other game you’ve reviewed too, like Fran Bow. I love the vide, and the weirdness and dialogue and everything, it’s great

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 24 дня назад

      @@davidkurt1910 thank you so much! 🥰

  • @DiscoTimelordASD
    @DiscoTimelordASD Месяц назад

    SPOILER!!!!! The Cheshire Cats death was freaking traumatic, but seeing him come back at the end was worth it.

  • @safirasart
    @safirasart Месяц назад

    Fuck yeah lain video :]

  • @safirasart
    @safirasart Месяц назад

    I always thought the face of the queen was meant to represent her sister in this version instead of young Alice herself. No clue if that's true tho obviously That's just always been my reading on it

  • @safirasart
    @safirasart Месяц назад

    I never got around playing this game nd I'm really glad for your video going into it a little.

  • @angelofmusic1992
    @angelofmusic1992 Месяц назад

    I love how the Dollhouse level kind of starts off subtly creepy, then gets more in your face the more Alice remembers. Like, when I saw the first of many doors that are between a doll’s legs, I just went “…Oh.” realizing what that meant. I think even the Cheshire Cat sees how messed up things will get because during most of his dialogue, he’s sarcastic and cryptic. But once you get deeper into the Dollhouse level, all he can say is “Be careful, Alice.”

  • @pietroopendragon
    @pietroopendragon Месяц назад

    I've watched various reviews of this game before, but this is the first time I see the villain being described as a "doll maker who makes children numb to be played with". Somehow, this description makes it ten times worse than what it is (it is bad as fuck, but the words themselves give the Doctor such a darker image...).

  • @a.t.trujillo9970
    @a.t.trujillo9970 Месяц назад

    I find Alice having black hair now being really weird because she's 19 and suddenly her hair is black like I know then as people get older their hair gets darker but Alice in the first game was clearly a redhead but now she has ebony black hair it makes no sense I actually kind of liked it I'm just wondering did she dye your hair because it would have definitely got darker but not that dark

  • @Mandlbrot
    @Mandlbrot 2 месяца назад

    "Will I ever escape the Alice in wonderland references?" I love you, sra, and probs not... but also, what's the loss in that? They're a good thing to reference! "Now why didn't I think of that?" *Pours wine* Oh cheers, honey, cheers!

  • @zouexzouex297
    @zouexzouex297 2 месяца назад

    i really really loved the game and show and its really dear to my heart. I am happy someone is finally talking about it.

  • @derekanderson7781
    @derekanderson7781 2 месяца назад

    If you keep making quality short films like this then A24 is sure to take notice. Keep up the good work!

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 2 месяца назад

      You flatter me 😁 thank you!

  • @azmenthe
    @azmenthe 2 месяца назад

    I can’t believe I’m just finding your channel now, RUclips’s algorithm infuriates me. It should know anything “goth girl” + “video game analysis” should be at the very top of my feed 😂

  • @JackMadrox
    @JackMadrox 2 месяца назад

    Brilliant.

  • @OldManShane
    @OldManShane 2 месяца назад

    Nice work. The combination of music and the claustrophobic feeling camera angles in the very beginning put me into a state of anxious wariness, which made the following dialogues feel even harsher than they are. You also capture the feelings of living with mental illness quite well. I can unfortunately relate to spending too much time dissasociating, too much time arguing with my inner self, too much time going through the "what's the point?" dialogue; and then being so exhausted, so beaten, that even though I need to do the things to take care of myself, I have neither the time nor energy to accomplish those tasks. For those who would like to hear it: Some days we bloom, and some days, we gloom. Please be proud of how hard you are trying.

  • @darling3259
    @darling3259 2 месяца назад

    this is so comforting. wowee

  • @loomkin4484
    @loomkin4484 2 месяца назад

    AHHH THIS IS ACTUALLY SO COOL!!! i want to actually rip this apart and analyze every detail this is so amazing!!! Keep up the. amazing work :DDDDD

    • @sonder1028
      @sonder1028 2 месяца назад

      Thank you so much! 😊