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Missing my home. I just want to be with my parents. I am missing them so much😭😭😭😭

eh 4am aint all that to me, its too coldddd. ill take 2am

11:13 pm i have to wake up in 7 hours

It is currently 4am almost 5 when ytube gave this to me

What would y’all describe this genre of music?

I dont want to stop existing i just want everyone to go away- from the back of my head

Captures the vibes of those sleepovers my best friend and I used to have growing up. We'd stay up so late either watching anime or just talking about nothing(Even got told to shut up by my parents a few times lmao.) But we'd never listen and just start whispering instead. It's probably been about 7 or 8 years since our last one like that. I miss those times, they were so care free. But I suppose we all have to grow up sometime.

Years ago, I used to stay the night at my aunt's house in a small Indiana town. She lived on a farm surrounded by cornfields, but there was an interstate across one of the fields. At night, I would lie in bed with the window open, and I would hear the distant cars on that midnight highway. I would wonder who those people were, where they were going, where they were coming from. I wished so badly I could be one of them, just to get away. Now, all these years later, I am one of them and I would give everything I have just to go back.

im dead but still alive at the same time

the ads keeps jumpscaring me bruu

Idk bout y'all but being up at 3-5 gets me excited (not that way)

I always wake up at 4am to see the blue and pretty sky's out my window till the sun comes up.

At 00:00, everyone goes to sleep, and you feel a greater sense of freedom. at 01:00, you get lost in your schedule, and from here, there are two options: Either you go to sleep immediately for your appointment tomorrow, or you stay awake, and do what you like with freedom. at 2am, you feel free and know you can do whatever you want. The lethargy will start to bother you, but nothing that will stop you from staying awake. You feel a really good feeling, like you can escape your reality for a while. at 03:00, you can reflect on your own life, with a peaceful atmosphere. at 04:00, it's a feeling of indescribable joy and pleasure, where nothing and no one will get in your way. Seeing the sun rising little by little, everything lighting up, the birds starting to sing, is simply magical. Depending on where you live, this could be like visiting heaven. I miss the last memory I shared from this experience.

4AM for me feels more like "I hate this game, it's holding me hostage with grinding"

Sending all of you hugs❤ Have great day

Just finished around an hour worth of missing math work, and i have to say not only is this great to listen to but its also great for studying. Thanks for making this playlist I appriciate it❤

my favorite song in this starts at 14:10

its 5 am just took my Ritalin for the day buzzing not tired 15:00

im suffering

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Pov: you are studying and suddenly it hits you that you are in the middle of Europe, away from home, left everything behind to have a fresh start. Somehow you are happy but still wanna go back

1:46:00 Mannequin challenge starts here

Within the past 24 hours my uncle had taken his life. My body has depleted physically forcing myself to fall asleep despite the soreness in my eyes when they close. A few hours of sleep and now I’m awake reliving the same dream I did earlier. I’m waiting for the sunrise, to see colors fill the sky again as I hate the darkness. But part of me is scared to see the light and the first sunrise after he left in physical form. Yesterday was the last sunrise in which he would be on the planet with me. I didn’t know that it would be my last shared sunrise with him, waking up as usual to get ready for school. Not knowing that during my class he took his last breath and had his last thought. Not knowing there was a point I shared my last meal with him. My last “I love you” and hug. I took for granted his smile not knowing it would be the last time I saw him smile. Knowing that on my special day of marrying my love, I won’t get to hug him in celebration, but rather look for signs of his spiritual presence. His daughter won’t get to introduce her future partner to him and he won’t get to make his cheesy dad jokes he always would. His son can no longer share his achievements with his father. He will never get to meet his future grandkids, leaving them to always wonder what life would look like if he was alive. He will miss their first day of kindergarten and their last day of graduation. Feeling overwhelmed with dreading the everlong process of grief. Desperate for the time in which the pain won’t feel so raw. Dreading the guilt in which I’ve realized time has slipped as well as the thought of him. Feeling the sadness of being happy one moment until something reminds me of him. He struggled with his mental health and sobriety for a long time. We wanted to be there for him so desperately but he needed help that was beyond us. He was angry and in denial his destruction in his relationships. He saw no turning point. You can’t help those who don’t want to help themselves or aren’t ready. Being helpless knowing there was nothing more I could do. Forced to watch him kill himself in the process as his mental health deteriorated. I love you Uncle Keith. I was super lucky to have you as an uncle. I wish you could have had hope. But whether it’s in physical form or spiritual, I will always be with you. Please never take for granted those around you, even strangers. Try to be mindful of the gift of life including yours. Show someone you love them even through simple gestures. You never know how important something is until it’s gone. Wishing you all peace and love. If you read all of this thank you🙏🏼❤️

I always wake up at 2am to my grandma's spirit

"Im hurt in the inside" ahh comments 😂

15:32 just realized I’m actually a failure

I wake up at 4 to go to school 😭

Its so calm☆☆

cocok buat ngelamun di tengah malam

The day this video gets taken down is the day I die

This is gonna sound so ridiculous but I fell in love with a famous actor/youruber. He’s my age, so funny, talented, and an amazing person. He’s also so handsome… his hair, features everything. I just wish It coukd all become a reality. This just makes me realize how the best things are always the ones farthest…

Why does the melancholic feeling also correspond so beautifully with the feeling of real love?

4am. 😅 ordinary morning. Wake up, go to work,… come home at 5:30pm . I only have time to eat, take a shower, watch a movie and go to bed at 8pm so I can have a proper sleep. Happy adult life

I hate waking up at these times but man is it ever so peaceful, you forget about everything that stresses you for a brief moment, you feel like living and achieving things, you feel so powerful and comfortable, its silent and amazing a judgement free time zone

Calm but restless...

Do i even think..

It’s 2:30am rn . I’ve tried to sleep , I’m not more then 15 years old I should be able to fall asleep easily ? no , I’m stuck here emotionless , motionless .

Waking up at 4:00-4:30 is so surreal it so peaceful with the silence it’s the time where I just think about life

That blue does something to my soul. Its like loneliness, sadness, and so many other emotions wrapped in one❤

anybody there?

sadness,grief,agony,remorse,heartbroken,bonebroken,fleshbroken,scars worse then scarface, completely alone for the last 12 years with nothing but misery and sad memories of the past. it would not have been so agonizing to bare if it was dominated by more happy time and not drugs heart brakes deaths just total misery. the posetive memories one has is torture cause i blame my self for not seeing it then and there i could have been so fortunate and happy with a family. but all my choices led me to this, nothingness but staying alive observing the world for everyone and my self crumble day by day, you know its coming we all can feel it its a a subconcious thing. total tyranny is not far.

4:14am

21:22 made me think about him lool

Most of these songs provide a comfort in knowing you're alone, knowing you're in control, knowing your potential.

I have exams soon and I'm kind of scared that I won't prove everyone wrong that I'll pass this grade as I barely attended but I keep saying I will do it but I'm starting to think that I may fall behind.. but I won't give up even if the others say it's impossible.

yesterday I didn’t even sleep AT ALL I was awake 12-7 AM I couldn’t sleep my eyes were open as if I was in shock it was random when that happened to me never happened to me before

I've been staying up at 4am since March and its peaceful it's no longer scary as it was when I was a child but a strange sense happenes like a dream of being in a field and just wandering around not having a care in world

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14:10 song name anyone? it just hits DIFFERENT

4~5 am literally is my blue hour.