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Hey dude, hope your doing well. I am very down recently but ur videos are great. :)

I stopped after 6 days. Made me weird and depressed. Also tired and sluggish. Feel relieved to be back in control of my self. It didn’t help me sleep, either.

how are you doing now?

Your not supposed to just abruptly stop, need to taper it slowly off.

I agree with the video. It's supposed to help with sleep, but just made me want to sleep a lot during the day but it never helped me fall asleep at night. Nevertheless, I think this drug is good to try before benzos or SSRIs because those are messed up!

The withdrawal from mirtazapine made me feel like messed up for months, hang in there bro you can get through this.

I took Risperidone last night for the first time and i don't want it. Today i still feel drowsy from it and dizzy.

I saw your video 26 from 2017. Looks like you have come a long way in three years - I am pleased to see. Keep on the path and watch those goals start to happen!!

Did you ever find something that could help you sleep and stuff?

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took me a long time to adapt to this medication but after weeks of drowsiness and other side effects i think it's starting to work, ive got more energy now so i plan to eat well, exercise and then eventually taper off it. .

you DO look better and way different, more mature, or could it be that you have a better quality camera and sound? haha anyways, I'm glad for you, looking forward to your next video <3

I’ve just found your channel , your videos are very helpful ! Thank you :)

hope you are alright

Thanks for sharing man I was really nervous too after looking at the side effects.. and I was just like fuck it and just took my first 10mg lexapro pill 4 hours ago day 1 I'll let you know how it is tomorrow

On 30 mgs for 3 yrs now and I wish I had never been put on it. I gained 75 lbs I didn't need. I was at a healthy weight, but now obese. I also have memory problems on it. After many failed trials of antidepressants, it was the only medication that helped with my social phobia. After some major setbacks, this drug isn't doing it, but even my Dr doesn't know what else to put me on since it's an atypical antidepressant and a stronger class of meds would likely cause more weight gain and more serious side effects. So now I feel disgusting about myself bc of my weight and I am more down and lonely than I was yrs ago.

Recently, I’ve been exploring my own personality and how it may relate to my depression, and I came across the MBTI personality tool. I took a free online test and I found out that my personality type actually plays a major role in how my brain functions as an introvert. I’m still discussing this new discovery with my therapist and how can I utilize it in my healing process, but all I can say is that it has been an eye-opener. I hope this may help you with your own journey of self-reflection.

Do you ever feel that depression made you wiser and more compassionate and aware of your surrounding in comparison to your peers?

The self-sabotage you’re talking about is what I’m going through right now. I’m only one course away from graduation, and I have already taken it 3 times. It’s supposed to be an easy subject which I used to enjoy, but with my poor attendance and not doing the work I was only staging my failure. I understand that this extreme loss of interest and lack of motivation are normal symptoms of depression, but I hate that they’re keeping me in a vicious cycle of unproductivity. Thanks a lot for sharing, and I really appreciate the message of “you’re not alone.”

You are the boss of your life. F...other people's opinion

That's what this drug does is stop me from thinking too much. I take wellbutrin 150 of and adding lexapro and am afraid to take it

I'm on mirtazapine currently, was originally on 15mg and it knocked me out the first night. After several weeks of oversleeping and generally not seeing improvement I told my doc who then told me to up my dose to 30mg. He said there was a threshold with mirtazapine where more is less and I'd be less drowsy/sleepy on 30. it's only been a couple days since upping the dose and I'm super erratic and hot headed but that could be due to other factors/medications... Did you have vivid dreams? Each night I practically confused dream for reality and it can be alarming. I don't know if the decisions I'm making are "sane" either, kinda feel like an outsider peering in and watching some crazy person. Considering getting off of it but going to give it 1 more week. Thanks for the helpful information!

Bro I was taking three 30mg mirtazapine a night for near on 4 years and other that the muscle twitches' and it ability to stop weed having any affect on me I experienced no withdrawals at all. Gone back to weed and it now works again. It's great

I am so pissed off at my doctor. He told that this drug would be easy to get off. It's not!!! I was on 7.5mg for almost a year. I learned it has a 100hr half life. OMG!!! I learned this as I started coming off the drug. I'm on my 7th week and I'm still detoxing from this crap.

mirtazapine cause memory problems or difficulties to study and focus? I am in the 6 day. And I'm very afraid. I already felt that I had gained weight, but that does not affect me. Thank you. God bless

at least you can go outside.. im literally afraid of talking to strangers because i wont say the perfect or right thing for the situation. depression and stress aside, i keep to people ive known for 8+ years, because i know when talking to them we can understand eachother "perfectly" and there is no mistakes or failures between. i have the same problem of wanting to do something that i enjoy but i cant do it. but what you say helps a lot. its super stressfull to solo queue in dota... i just cant stand the possibility disapointing people. even if i win, i still over analyze my game to the point where i think i was a burden in the long run. even though i have played it for 8 years. but im trying to overcome it. your video helped me queue a ranked game. Patience from Zhou.

stay strong <3

Thank you These videos are helping. Keep up the VLOG "We are not alone"

Thank you This video is helping me. Keep up the good work "We are not alone."

nicely done hopefully everything gets better bro my life be going really bad aswell

What other medications have you been on?

David, just know I still love you, and I understand the struggle with these issue. Just know that you still have friends and family to talk to about this, its not easy to transverse through it alone.