Pixie with pens
Pixie with pens
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what can you learn about love in 17 years?
love… can’t live with it, can’t live without it, am i right gamers?
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thanks for hanging out with me a while ♡
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Видео

life really starts after 30 | “self image” diary drawings
Просмотров 383 месяца назад
tag yourself, which one of my emo diary entries are you? 👀 and do let me know your thoughts on turning 30, wether it’s ahead or behind you! ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read all the released books because there are spoilers!! www.tum...
unboxing surprise fidget toys for adults! | reaction sensory tools subscription box
Просмотров 503 месяца назад
links & written review below! www.ninahaighcreative.com/subbox 15% off with the code SUMMERVIBES until june 24th! keep scrolling for the review! ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read all the released books because there are spoilers!! ww...
emetophobia doesn’t control my life anymore | sketchbook storytime
Просмотров 1043 месяца назад
getting personal with this one - i'm sharing my journey of living with emetophobia and dealing with the anxiety that comes with it. i hope it can be a help or a comfort! while drawing in my sketchbook of course, we need something fun to counterbalance the serious storytime. ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr....
birthday books & art supplies haul 🤩 swatches and a sketch
Просмотров 514 месяца назад
let’s unbox and swatch some art supplies!! details below :) we’ve got: pilot pintor paint markers ecoline brush pen faber-castell pitt artist pens (brush and fineliners) diamine fountain pen ink i’m mostly using a moleskine watercolour sketchbook but also a small bunny one from flying tiger :) ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens p...
gothic themes & literary references on the tortured poets department by taylor swift
Просмотров 3194 месяца назад
what are your thoughts on the tortured poets department??? i can’t stop thinking about the gothic fiction vibes ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read all the released books because there are spoilers!! www.tumblr.com/earthsoulbarbie if y...
you can have a little sketchbook tour. as a treat
Просмотров 3054 месяца назад
which spread is your favourite? 🥰 ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read all the released books because there are spoilers!! www.tumblr.com/earthsoulbarbie if you wanna get an extra free month of audiobooks and ebooks on scribd, and also ...
why birthdays make me emotional | gouache painting diary entries
Просмотров 554 месяца назад
this footage will be familiar to patrons but the voiceover is brand new! i’m documenting the diary project in detail over there ✌️anyway thank you for sharing your time with me today!! i hope something connected 💜 james baldwin interview i mentioned: studsterkel.wfmt.com/programs/james-baldwin-discusses-his-book-nobody-knows-my-name-more-notes-native-son trotsky quote from here: www.marxists.or...
all the books i own and haven’t read yet 😇 my entire owned TBR
Просмотров 305 месяцев назад
(almost) every book i own and haven’t read! aka my owned TBR! poetry, fiction, non fiction, and one screenplay 🌼 also a few i’ve read between filming and editing this video 🤷‍♀️ on this channel we believe slow and steady wins the race and that late is better than never! (if i’ve bought new books since filming it was because they were strictly necessary and i do not accept criticism 😇) ♡ MY LINK...
amazing books that are gay, confusing, and/or sad | favourite reads from 2023!
Просмотров 447 месяцев назад
♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read all the released books because there are spoilers!! www.tumblr.com/earthsoulbarbie if you wanna get an extra free month of audiobooks and ebooks on scribd, i have a link for that too: www.scribd.com/...
to be seen trying 🌱 | creative hand lettering sketchbook session & feelings talk
Просмотров 337 месяцев назад
chatty draw with me using the last of the supplies from the pen store calendar! taylor swift, mental illness, disability, being seen in your struggle etc. let me know if anything i say in the video resonates with you! ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go h...
the creative act by rick rubin: a critical book review | charcoal sketch on toned paper
Просмотров 7158 месяцев назад
reading books on art and creativity when you’re an atheist can be a test of patience! in this video i talk about why i find it so frustrating, why i have this philosophical disagreement with much of the art world, what i DID enjoy about rick rubin’s the creative act, and i’m using supplies from my @penstore art supply advent calendar to sketch in my sketchbook. i kept the footage in real time a...
why i know a better world is possible ♡ trying out creative hand lettering in my sketchbook
Просмотров 268 месяцев назад
♡ LINKS ♡ penstore.se/lettering-hur-jag-lärde-mig-rita-bokstäver another lettering inspiration: vm.tiktok.com/ZGeNfDUQ3/ socialist.net/why-the-communists-call-for-intifada-until-victory/ www.marxist.com/the-myths-about-marxism.htm www.marxist.com/what-will-socialism-look-like.htm www.marxist.com/imt-theses-on-the-climate-crisis.htm www.bolshevik.info/what-the-russian-revolution-achieved-and-why...
how to feel less guilty about resting | random art supplies challenge | chatty draw with me
Просмотров 998 месяцев назад
let’s draw using random watercolour supplies and talk about rest ✨ info on the difference between watercolour and gansai paint: www.sadiesavestheday.com/blog/2016/10/3/what-is-gansai-watercolor-101 ♡ MY LINKS ♡ www.patreon.com/pixiewithpens pixiewithpens www.tiktok.com/@pixiewithpens pixiewithpens.tumblr.com/ paypal.me/pixiewithpens locked tomb blog - only go here if you’ve read a...
paradise lost & romance (get u a girl who can do both) gothtober 2023 reading vlog
Просмотров 319 месяцев назад
paradise lost & romance (get u a girl who can do both) gothtober 2023 reading vlog
lgbt nonfiction and dark academia reading vlog 🖤 gothtober readathon 2023
Просмотров 5411 месяцев назад
lgbt nonfiction and dark academia reading vlog 🖤 gothtober readathon 2023
leaving my comfort zone… gothtober 2023 TBR!! 👻🎃🦷
Просмотров 4811 месяцев назад
leaving my comfort zone… gothtober 2023 TBR!! 👻🎃🦷
chatty draw with me ✨ human art vs ai, reading obsessions, & where i’ve been
Просмотров 5411 месяцев назад
chatty draw with me ✨ human art vs ai, reading obsessions, & where i’ve been
First public SKETCHBOOK TOUR ✨💖
Просмотров 153Год назад
First public SKETCHBOOK TOUR ✨💖
art & politics, life updates, sketchbooking | studio vlog
Просмотров 82Год назад
art & politics, life updates, sketchbooking | studio vlog
Why I’m not setting goals for 2023 | art challenges, disability, and self acceptance
Просмотров 87Год назад
Why I’m not setting goals for 2023 | art challenges, disability, and self acceptance
relating to monsters and other queer stuff | gothtober reading wrap up
Просмотров 26Год назад
relating to monsters and other queer stuff | gothtober reading wrap up
GOTHTOBER TBR 👻 spooky books and gothic classics
Просмотров 81Год назад
GOTHTOBER TBR 👻 spooky books and gothic classics
studio reorganising attempts & personal chats ♡ vlog
Просмотров 582 года назад
studio reorganising attempts & personal chats ♡ vlog
can you make jelly gouache last longer with glycerin?
Просмотров 1,4 тыс.2 года назад
can you make jelly gouache last longer with glycerin?
reading wrapup but its also a sketch with me :)
Просмотров 212 года назад
reading wrapup but its also a sketch with me :)
why do you never feel good enough?
Просмотров 322 года назад
why do you never feel good enough?
mid year book freakout tag ☼ 2022 reading update
Просмотров 352 года назад
mid year book freakout tag ☼ 2022 reading update
cheap alcohol markers, brush cleaning for oil paints, art journaling - she has it all (studio vlog)
Просмотров 582 года назад
cheap alcohol markers, brush cleaning for oil paints, art journaling - she has it all (studio vlog)
pressing flowers, gothic fiction, dopamine drawing 💮 vlog
Просмотров 362 года назад
pressing flowers, gothic fiction, dopamine drawing 💮 vlog

Комментарии

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 18 часов назад

    I adore seeing your artwork!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 50 минут назад

      thank you, that makes me so happy to hear 🥹❤️‍🔥

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 2 месяца назад

    As someone who is turning 28 in October this was all so interesting, and helpful to hear!

  • @KetchupCanvas
    @KetchupCanvas 3 месяца назад

    I'm 28 and this video did make me feel better about soon turning 30. It's definitely something that I've thought about a lot. I feel like with time things start to settle in terms of my personality and relationships with others. I am autistic and I only recently began un-masking. I feel like it will only get better from here 😊😊😊

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 3 месяца назад

      autistic solidarity my friend! it will indeed only get better with practice at unmasking 🩷 i’m so glad the video helped in some way 🥰 thank you for watching and for sharing this with me!

  • @Rafifre
    @Rafifre 3 месяца назад

    Are views and subscribers low on your RUclips channel? I hope you are well. I saw your RUclips channel Pixie with pens . Have you noticed that your video is very nice and the video is great. But your video SEO score is very bad. This is why your videos are not getting more views. If you do video SEO then views and subscribers will increase. Benefits of 100% SEO Score: 1/ Views and Likes will increase 2/ Customers will increase 3/ Audience will increase. 4/ Business will increase So, if you want your channel to increase subscribers, views, likes and comments with proper video SEO, and monetization. It will be your right decision. Do you want to increase your SEO score? I am waiting for your response. How can I contact you?

  • @Rafifre
    @Rafifre 3 месяца назад

    Are views and subscribers low on your RUclips channel? I hope you are well. I saw your RUclips channel Pixie with pens . Have you noticed that your video is very nice and the video is great. But your video SEO score is very bad. This is why your videos are not getting more views. If you do video SEO then views and subscribers will increase. Benefits of 100% SEO Score: 1/ Views and Likes will increase 2/ Customers will increase 3/ Audience will increase. 4/ Business will increase So, if you want your channel to increase subscribers, views, likes and comments with proper video SEO, and monetization. It will be your right decision. Do you want to increase your SEO score? I am waiting for your response. How can I contact you?

  • @MsLoverBunny
    @MsLoverBunny 3 месяца назад

    Nice to see you all happy 🎉

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 3 месяца назад

    These look like so much fun! At around £34 a quarter ($43 USD and €40 seeing as I'm on the conversion site) they're reasonably priced, I just need to find that in the budget 😂

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 3 месяца назад

      i love them! the shark and dragon live on my couch now 🥰 i know the budget struggle lol 😅 but the next seasonal box will be spooky season and i really want that obviously 👀

  • @mariahasselblad5264
    @mariahasselblad5264 3 месяца назад

    You don't have to be professional. You are you, and we appreciate your initiative.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 3 месяца назад

      aw thank you so much ☺️ i had fun, will definitely do it again at some point!

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 3 месяца назад

    You've done so well to move beyond this. I have a (slightly ridiculous) phobia of fish and it's surprisingly invasive in my life! But I'm getting better with it

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 3 месяца назад

      thank you abi 💖 i don’t think your fish phobia is ridiculous! phobias aren’t rational after all, so either they’re all ridiculous or none of them are imo. i’m leaning towards none because beating myself up hasn’t really helped despite my repeated efforts 😅 anyway. this stuff is really hard work and i’m proud of you for making progress with it! that’s awesome! 🩷

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 3 месяца назад

      @@Pixiewithpens it just sounds a bit out there when I have to tell people 😅 thank you!! As someone who loves nature documentaries I just keep getting exposure therapy haha

  • @analuizacerqueira7248
    @analuizacerqueira7248 3 месяца назад

    I loved this video!! Everything you say is so interesting...

  • @OliviasCatastrophe
    @OliviasCatastrophe 4 месяца назад

    If we were villains is such a great book! I love it to pieces as a shakespeare nerd. And the prophet is one I recently got. Leaves of grass is a poetry collection I'm curious about as well. I recently read a book about Artemisia as well, because if it is about her I will happily read it. Bear town is fantastic but yes, emotionally intense. I cannot wait for you to read the rest of the broken earth trilogy and hopefully love them just as much!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      i just read the prophet last week and loved it so much!!! highly recommend

  • @frans-jozefhendrickx2267
    @frans-jozefhendrickx2267 4 месяца назад

    Interesting work. On the Gothic theme, the beginning of "How did it end?" triggered "This womans work" by Kate Bush another songwriter using Gothic works and themes. Particularly her first song "Wuthering Heights". Kate was the first artist to directly translate a literary source into a modern rock song rather than use the themes. Anyway, thank you for these interesting ideas.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      ooooh great catch, i wouldn’t have thought of that! thanks for sharing! glad you enjoyed the video, it’s fun to contribute 🥰

  • @aquiellenelson1178
    @aquiellenelson1178 4 месяца назад

    Great video!! made me love the album even more ❤ Did you notice all the Sylvia Plath references in fortnight?

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      i can’t believe that i missed those!!! but i totally did. so grateful for the collaborative nature of fandom 🙏 and thank you, glad you enjoyed my humble contribution 🤍

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 4 месяца назад

    Belated happy birthday!!! Nice haul!

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 4 месяца назад

    Damn you were quick!!!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      i was hyperfixated haha i could not rest until i had said SOMETHING but there’s so much more to say!! for just one thing we could really get into the who’s afraid of virginia woolf parallel if we wanted, deep dive into dylan thomas and patti smith, we could consider the implications of the use of kids rhymes on arguably her most adult album (especially paired with peter pan??), but daddy i love him as the forbidden love trope and fame commentary in the context of her earlier discography, each greek myth reference deserves its own video imo, AHHHHH

  • @krmitchell01
    @krmitchell01 4 месяца назад

    You killed this analysis and pointed out so much that I missed.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      ah thank you! glad you got something out of it 🤍 there’s so much more to say but limited time yknow 😅

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 4 месяца назад

    I loved this insight into your artistic mind!!! My favourite was actually the painting of the building you got from a discord with the cars on the opposite page

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      thank you so much! i like that page too tbh if i may say so 😅

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 4 месяца назад

      @@Pixiewithpens of course you can say so! Love your own art!!

  • @j0hnnyb0tts
    @j0hnnyb0tts 4 месяца назад

    Thank you for sharing this Pixie--it's inspiring.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      thank you for listening! ❤️

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 4 месяца назад

    Belated happy birthday!! And this is such an incredibly open and brave thing to share. I have these dark thoughts too, life can be so awful. And yet the bright moments are so incredibly bright. My “age” is 30. I’m really not sure what’s going to happen for me mentally when I hit that age

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 4 месяца назад

      thank you for watching and sharing this time with me abi <3 and for your nice comment. it was a scary video to post but i was hoping it could give something to others, best case scenario a share of my determination and appreciation of life despite it all. :)

  • @mallory-evansfamilyvideos3604
    @mallory-evansfamilyvideos3604 4 месяца назад

    😊❤

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 5 месяцев назад

    This was really brave to share, and I think it's really powerful that you fought your way through your darker thoughts through self learning and community - whether that's your ND community or communist or those in the Venn diagram of either. It makes me very honoured to be part of it in any small way.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 5 месяцев назад

      i’m so happy to have you in my life hannah 💜

  • @alexanderharris8310
    @alexanderharris8310 5 месяцев назад

    👌😊👍

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 5 месяцев назад

    What an interesting collection! I can’t wait to hear your thoughts on these (and pick up Discworld!!!) 🩵🩵

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 5 месяцев назад

      picking up random books at the thrift shop has led me here 😅 thank you for watching!! i’ll give discworld a new chance, i promise 🫡

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 5 месяцев назад

      @@Pixiewithpens it is a weird series, I had to reread book one to get into it. But there are so many amazing gems in the books, Pratchett has so much skill

  • @twatkins9042
    @twatkins9042 5 месяцев назад

    "PromoSM"

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 6 месяцев назад

    I had far too many amazing books in 2023!!! And I really need to get to LotR 😅 it's one kf those that I've left for too long and now I'm incredibly intimidated!

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 6 месяцев назад

      I NEED to read from N.K. Jemisin!!!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 5 месяцев назад

      oh i know the feeling when you’ve left something and it becomes intimidating! if you want my advice on lotr, get the andy serkis audiobooks and let his deep voice and amazing voice acting gently guide you 💖 and i do recommend jemisin to basically everyone haha, fifth season was just that good 🔥

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 5 месяцев назад

      @@Pixiewithpens I’ll make sure to grab those audiobooks!

  • @OliviasCatastrophe
    @OliviasCatastrophe 7 месяцев назад

    Going back to the beginning when you have already just finished it and start it again -- I absolutely do that sometimes and have been since january but have been a little quiet about it 😝 I loved this is how you lose a time war last year as well too ^.^ The ending was just perfect. Yess fifth season deserves to be on all the favourites list (it was on mine in the year I read it)

  • @Pixiewithpens
    @Pixiewithpens 7 месяцев назад

    this is still relevant these books are timeless

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 7 месяцев назад

    Not being able to shower when you feel dirty and disgusting is just the worst 😭 this was such an interesting discussion and so relatable

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 7 месяцев назад

    "Which is very 200 years ago" 💀🤣

    • @AbiofPellinor
      @AbiofPellinor 7 месяцев назад

      Hearing your thoughts on this one was absolutely fascinating. Not one I'll pick up but I can see your issues and also why some could find it helpful

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 7 месяцев назад

      thank you abi! i’m glad you enjoyed the video :) and that you appreciated my 200 years ago burn haha 🙏

  • @OliviasCatastrophe
    @OliviasCatastrophe 8 месяцев назад

    interesting review! This is not a book for me even though I am a creative -- mostly because it is not the kind of thing I tend to read (I am a content creator creative and a writer creative. I know those things quite specifically so when I am looking for artsy insightful books I gravitate to ones specific to those two subjects rather than more wide open to art in general) and it sounds like a lot of the indifference people might get from this is because of it being so general? That it can be hard to either relate to or put in practice. And maybe if looking for something more specific it becomes unhelpful. However, I'm also aware I've been a creative for a loooong time and I wonder if this is better to people starting out who have ideas but don't quite know how to form them. Ooh, and I don't mind a bit of philosophy in my reviews as at all 😉

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 8 месяцев назад

      you make two really good points! i’m also old in the game and that could certainly be another factor in how i feel. getting more specific is definitely a good shout. i just thought i’d really like this based on quotes i’d seen from rubin 😕

    • @OliviasCatastrophe
      @OliviasCatastrophe 7 месяцев назад

      I’m sorry you didn’t like it :( it’s disappointing when we have high hopes for something and it’s a let down!

  • @OliviasCatastrophe
    @OliviasCatastrophe 8 месяцев назад

    Romance novels are a whole thing so I understand. I loved books 1 and 2 and really need to get to eve brown's story this year if I can. The fifth season is so good D: one of my all time favourite afrofuturism books. So glad you liked the world building and character design so very well. I appreciate the writing so much as well. And I hope you like the sequels just as much! You did a good job reading outside of your comfort zone with the monster romance 👏🏾 Thanking John Milton for inventing morally grey characters :D love it and hearing your thoughts on paradise lost! Aside from uni I haven't had anyone's thoughts on it since. Agree it is a bit "belated" for the invention of misogyny. You did great reading paradise lost in your second language tbh 👏🏾 Sometimes I am surprised by how accessible classics can be. I haven't read the original of doctor moreau and am wondering if I should before getting to this one. But it sounds like a good inspired by/retelling story.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 8 месяцев назад

      thank you for commenting olivia - and for hosting gothtober year after year! it means a lot to me and i really appreciate your hard work with it 🖤 i personally thought the original dr moreau hasn’t aged very well and think it’s skippable, it’s definitely not needed to read SMGs take, but i suspect you have the same intellectual curiosity that led me to read it so i understand 😜 my main thing about it is like… i couldn’t tell if he was trying to satirise colonialism in a really weird way, or being racist in a really weird way - i think probably a bit of both, but the overall effect was bad vibes. so do with that what you will!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 8 месяцев назад

      i hope i’m not repeating something i already said in the video, i just realised that’s a risk because i do not remember. if so i apologise 🙈

  • @lisaspelarthesims
    @lisaspelarthesims 8 месяцев назад

    😍😍😍

  • @lisaspelarthesims
    @lisaspelarthesims 8 месяцев назад

    Gud så mysig kanal!!!

  • @samplebien
    @samplebien 8 месяцев назад

    ahh maybe the aversion to spiritual things or the possibility that there is something bigger than yourself keeps you reading this book... and it is difficult to realize that everyone is constantly influenced by his/her environment and inspired by it... it's scary how easy it is to mislead people, such as with advertisements and subliminal messages, maybe it would be interesting to read a book about that, can't think of number 1 right away, but maybe you know Carl Jung? his work is still highly valued academically and he looks at things as they are and also has questions about what it could be like... great review, honesty is appreciated.

  • @maclucy846
    @maclucy846 8 месяцев назад

    Great word, thank you. Start writing sum thoughts girl (you probably already have but keep goin !)

  • @Elena-Studio
    @Elena-Studio 8 месяцев назад

    I appreciate your honesty with this book, but as an artist myself, I have seen that ideas do come from an "outside source" and if you do not grab the idea, often you will see it out in the world. This can be seen when you have an idea for something, but you don't have the skillsets for it yet, but then suddenly in months or most often years, you see it and think: "damn, I had that idea first". I had this notion when I went to a gallery a few months ago: the artist had made ceramic hands on a rope. I kept staring at it because it looked familiar, but I couldn't remember. Why did I feel de'ja'vu? When I went home, I looked at an old sketchbook I had in art class, and saw that in one sculpture class, I had sketched out an idea of having hands hanging on a string of rope, but I didn't know how to implement it, so the idea just sat in my notebook. And then, years later, I saw it in reality. This isn't having a spiritual notion of the world, but simply being open to how we receive & experience as artists. It's not just visual artists, but artists such as writers & musicians have talked about getting being plugged into something else and they have no idea where the ideas flow. I was reading "Daemon Voices: on Stories and Storytelling" by Philip Pullman and he was talking about this too: "What I seem to be saying here, rather against my will, is that stories come from somewhere else. It's hard to rationalize this, because I don't believe in a somewhere else; there ain't no elsewhere, is what I believe. Here is all there is. It certainly feels as if the story comes to me, but perhaps it comes from me, from my unconscious mind" . I also find it interesting you call it a "self-help book" because that's not how I perceived it. Ruben is discussing the creative process for artists, and has seemed that you started reading this book with already presumed judgments about it. He does use certain words that you can connect with spirituality or "woo woo" (as you call it), but I saw it as more of an open dialog on creativity. I appreciate your commentary on the book, because it is always good to hear good & bad things about something you like. I'm going to have to check out the other recommendations you made at the end, so thank you!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 7 месяцев назад

      thank you for your comment! i know it happens that people get the same idea independently of each other, i’ve experienced it too - what i disagree with is the conclusion that it means ideas are an outside force. the way i see it is that similar conditions tend to produce similar results. we are reacting to the same world, after all. it can absolutely FEEL like it doesn’t come from us when you’re in the zone, i’ve experienced that too! but a feeling is not fact. i rather think we tap into our subconscious when we’re in flow. that’s how i see it :)

  • @nathan_johnson
    @nathan_johnson 8 месяцев назад

    For the first 13 minutes it’s hard to believe you’re an adult. The snickering and laughing like a gossiping teenager that’s trying to get people onside before actually sharing your real problem is very school lunch room. But then at about 13:50 you finally get around to basically revealing that you got your feelings hurt because someone suggested that maybe you aren’t entirely responsible for all of your brilliant ideas… and then all your bitchy and smarmy laughing under your breath up to that point made sense. From then on you made some very good points. And most I’d agree with, but when you spend 13 minutes bitching before finally half stating what’s really irking you, you just come across as immature and carrying a type of insecurity that suggests you know you’re being insincere. 3.5/5 ⭐️ because your criticisms themselves are totally fair. And that’s what I came here for.

    • @YimikinTheCat
      @YimikinTheCat 8 месяцев назад

      Dude are you hungry? Do you need to eat something? Its Christmas and your coming off as a real smug asshole.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 7 месяцев назад

      this comment is so funny lol

  • @jasminebrett1360
    @jasminebrett1360 8 месяцев назад

    beautiful video comrade - aesthetically and politically <3

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 8 месяцев назад

    This spread is awesome!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 8 месяцев назад

      thank you abi 💞 it was so much fun to do!

  • @DwarfDragonwulf
    @DwarfDragonwulf 9 месяцев назад

    Yeah, the boredom and frustration...

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 9 месяцев назад

    This is so pretty! I love that you're already creating with the things from the advent calendar 😍 I would totally procrastinate for months 😅

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 9 месяцев назад

      thank you so much for watching and leaving a comment abi ❤️ haha thanks, we’ll see if i can keep it up all december, but it’s been very fun so far 🥰 love to share the joy around!

  • @AbiofPellinor
    @AbiofPellinor 9 месяцев назад

    I *need* to read something from NK Jemisin cause I feel like I'm going to love their work

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 9 месяцев назад

      read the broken earth trilogy so we can talk about it 🙏

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 9 месяцев назад

    I need to get to the 2nd NK Jemisin but I'm scared

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 9 месяцев назад

      same, i haven’t actually started it yet despite how excited i am lol 💀

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 9 месяцев назад

    Crying at romance novels is a mood

  • @OliviasCatastrophe
    @OliviasCatastrophe 11 месяцев назад

    We love a good emotional support skull. Agree that previously held prejudices can be overcome in moments of struggle (and otherwise!) I have heard really good things about pride and I am glad it is so good. The themes in bunny sound so interesting! I think people described it as strange and I am worried it is too strange for me? But maybe I will love it. Hmm. I will try all's well by her first and if I like it might try bunny next

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      i’m starting to feel like we have some difference in taste as well as some overlap, so i’m hesitant to recommend you try bunny 😅 it’s also one of the slightly confusing books that i enjoy and i remember you don’t like that in general. and yeah it’s really weird for sure, although not the weirdest i’ve read i don’t think. but the shakespeare related one sounds more like your thing so i think that’s a good plan! i’ve got my eye on that too

    • @OliviasCatastrophe
      @OliviasCatastrophe 11 месяцев назад

      Ultimately I agree on us having differences as well as overlap and I think it may chalk down to you being more patient than me and also valuing themes a bit more than I do outside of character… If that makes any sense or rings true?? You’ll know better than me on your reading taste 😅

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      ooh i haven’t thought about it like that but it sounds right, i can definitely latch on to a theme even if i don’t love the characters. characters are important though, don’t get me wrong!

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

    I really didn't like Bunny - and I'm starting to wonder if our Gothic tastes are the opposite? Watch me recommend you all the books I don't like in the genre now haha

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      omg are they?? but mexican gothic? the furies? i’m trying to think of a third book we agree on but now my memory fails me - catherine house? rebecca?

    • @LadetteM
      @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

      @@Pixiewithpens OK maybe I'm being SLIGHTLY hyperbolic. Haha

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      that’s ok we love dramatic flair

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

    💀💀 Emotional Support Skull - also, I don't hate you. I absolutely value all the support you give me, you're such a massive part of the content I make at this point, and I don't think I tell you that enough.

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      hannah 😭💖🧡🖤❤️ thank you!!! i’m so happy to be part of this community in the ways i can 🖤

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

    "ten minutes is too long" - could never be me. I leave my tea to brew for a MINIMUM of 30

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      maybe one day i will reach your level 🙌

    • @LadetteM
      @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

      @@Pixiewithpens you never know! haha

  • @LadetteM
    @LadetteM 11 месяцев назад

    Pixie! The whole set up is a vibe! And I have my fingers and toes crossed for you that you finish Paradise Lost FINALLY!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      ahh thank you x2!! with the emotional support from the gothtober community i shall prevail 💪👻

  • @bookcaseofdoom
    @bookcaseofdoom 11 месяцев назад

    Omg, you do books AND art too?? That's what my channel is, I was so nervous when I started it 😂 I haven't done art on my channel in a while, but I did Gothtober+Inktober last year (if you wanna watch them 😅). I love your art and listening to you talk. What a joy filled video!

    • @Pixiewithpens
      @Pixiewithpens 11 месяцев назад

      everyone says to pick a niche but i can’t 😂 i’m so happy you enjoyed the video, thank you so much for coming to hang out!

    • @bookcaseofdoom
      @bookcaseofdoom 11 месяцев назад

      @@Pixiewithpens me too! Books and Art are a great niche