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holy shit i clicked on the video without knowing what it was and damn that sh getting worse each time really made my skin crawl.

Don't ever give into 'fate'. Don't ever feel forced to fit in. Search your soul and identify who you are. It will be hard and take a lot of time but in the end you will find yourself. No matter what, don't believe that any fate is set in stone. You don't have to fit in with the kids at school, nor should you deny connecting with them. Whether you're a constant self-improvement person, a 'enjoy the pleasures of life' person or a repay the world with service person - or you are driven by a singular emotion, like anger, sadness, pain, or like me, hope, you define life. What the world defines as these emotions isn't what they are. You need to define what your happiness is, what your pain is, and say, "This is me! And I'm not ashamed to be that, for I love living." You don't need to be prideful or egotistical about, and I'm not saying you are or I had that impression - I'm just saying it's a complex world, but just because this world rejects difference and things it doesn't understand doesn't mean you can't search your soul and understand who you are and embrace that. I hope this has made you or anyone reading this smile!

those posters in the back are so cool

rei was a good choice

I understand what your feeling, something i wouldn’t of understood when i was younger. Do you try to talk to the kids at your school, you have a great opportunity since you are stuck there with many people

Some people in the comments are so weird,, they keep calling her "anime girl" and its honestly so fcking creepy, get your stupid fantasies away from her

what happened to Ito?

what was her illness?

Listen, we are REALLY happy you're well now, and just upload what you really want, we will be here to hear you.

you remind me of myself 10 years ago. keep going, you're strong and inspiring!

We all have our own paths, don’t compare yourself to others. We’re all lost souls looking for our purpose in life.

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see u in a few years, youll find your way

what you are doing here is working towards your Liberation Buddha is the one who liberated

the way sh is depicted here is so comforting. the way it's done to let emotions you don't know how to process out. you can't cry, so you bleed, and it feels so good so you keep going and going but it's so shameful and disgusting to look at how you hurt yourself. all bc others hurt you. very well done.

I feel slightly similar like I was meant to die before 18 I really didn’t have any definite ideas going into college just doing what seems fun and would get me a stable life. I’m always asked what my plans are after college, and I always answer I’ll figure it out here like an opportunity will just come out of nowhere (it probably could if I put myself out there more). The only words that keep flashing through my mind are “why am I still here?” This sounds rather depressing but really it’s okay everyone works at their own pace. It might take me til 30 to realize what I want and that’s fine just got to make sure I’m prepared for when that time comes.

May sound silly, but do go to libraries around you because surely you have some interests. There are usually some younger workers around and following your interests it’s easier to talk/meet someone. Softball stuff, no heavy judgements in a library😃😃😃❤❤

Figures that when you're good mentally, your physical health declines. Hopefully they find out what's wrong and you can get better. That might contribute to your mental health if your body is out of whack. Really glad you're okay, for the most part. Like seeing you smile :) Yeah, I'm not a fan of the way hospitals feel either. The smell is what does it mostly for me. HATE I.V.s with a passion. Glad they've been nice to you there. Feel better, pretty lady.

Semdj gnommediate prayers of strength 💪🏾 ❤🙏🏾

Awesome that you are doing well and now being out of the hospital. #itocantsleep @itocantsleep 👼🏽💛🤟🏽🙏🏽👼🏽🤲🏽

🙏🏽👼🏽🤟🏽💛👼🏽 Get well soon and take care health and mental health.

U cant just be a victimized child ur entire life

Not everyone knows what they're doing. I thought I had everything planned. I thought I had a clear laid path...and I didn't. Things change, even if you don't want them to. But I'm where I am now, and I'm happy. It took me until the age of 31 to figure MYSELF out, much less where I'm going. If you had told me when I was 20 that I would become a school bus driver and then work for the state because of my work there, I would have told you that you're crazy. But here we are. Every day is a learning experience and we just put one foot in front of the other every day. About what you see on social media... I would say most of those are staged. It's not real. It's all for internet clout. Don't compare with them. You're great as you are.

I don't know how i got here, I was listening to 7(nana) and liza songs and this showed up. Hope she is doing Ok, life is unpredictable just live the present don't worry about the future.....

Real life anime girls exist 🥴😮‍💨 Hope you doing well, Take care.

if you can post an image of your blood so that we can see the deformity, we might be able to help with a simple smoothie. Say you have megaloblastic anemia, for example, where the red blood cells are puffed up like balloons. That is typically due to B12 deficiency, which could be due to a gut condition such as celiac disease. If you have RBC stacking, that will reduce your oxygen so you could treat that with bromelain or pineapple core (which has bromelain). If you lack iron, smoothies with green leafy foods can increase iron like crazy. Very often, blood conditions are related to issues in the gut. A stool sample reveals biome distribution, and that can help make a great smoothie. Often plant based food corrects gut issues, but one must be aware of food sensitivities and food allergies.

I hope you get better and live a long healthy life

The EXACT same thing happened to me. 3 or 4 of my friends in high school died doing the same things I was doing. When I graduated high school, I had NO idea what to do. I'm 44 now, and got my sh+t together. Trust me, you'll do great things. Just take it one day at a time.

I LOVE YOU❤❤

why so serious🤡

I'm glad you got out of the hospital safe and sound, but don't force yourself to smile when you want to cry :(💗

*preparing menks*

not sure if you'll see this comment and this is random but i think you would like this game called you and me and her if you haven't heard of it already !

You are very pretty 🎉

Take care of your health, I'm on the other side of the world but your videos make me very happy 💗

the whole started pack.. >starts video with "um.." >woman >htn >my life hard >~<

OMG YOU ARE SO PRETTY PROPS TO YOU OMGOMGOMG 😮😮

You have an outside view of everyone else's heads and you have an inside view of your own. Literally no one has their shit truly together, we're all wandering around in the dark making the best of what we can, even if it doesnt look like it. Theres so much stuff we don't even admit to ourselves, let alone to others. you have the introspection, emotional intelligence and eloquence to put it into words. Heres the one thing I've learnt thats more important thsn anything else. 90% of the limitations and the social difficulties we face are self imposed. Your expectations have an incredibly big impact on how things play out. Changing your situation is entirely within your grasp. And yes, im going to say that it will get better as time goes by and you get older, but the thing that you're missing is thats it isnt going to be easy or comfortable. Progress isnt linear. Two steps forward and one step back is still progress. Everything youve ever wanted is on yhe otherside of fear

you might not read this comment but il post it in the hope that you do , i know how you feel and how much it hurts but just remember that there are a lot of people like you in the world that are going through the same things and maybe even worse. you are not alone! remember that!! everytime you feel depressed or sad just remember that we all share this pain and loneliness together even when we are from different countries. stay strong and try changing your lifestyle when you are depressed and do outdoor activites or go to the cinema! gladiator 2 comes out soon so watch it and imagine we are watching it together! :D

you sound really more upbeat and we're about that for you !

happy birthday family i love you as family

*sweetie, are you okay? you’ve been in the bathroom for a long time..*

this is so oddly comforting

Omg i love vocaloid, undertale and deltarune music I also like Jack Staubers music too:D

i hope you feel better soon, ily <33

Maybe read up on Ashwagandha and Rodiola Rosea. Taking this stuff helped me to at least reduce the constand "why" to a barable level. The stuff is just roots and has basically no negative side effects. I hope you'll find your way. I have my life together, or at least it seems like it from the outside, and yet I still see no reaon why to go on. The same struggle every day. But hey, somehow we keep going and might even make the best of it.

mercy, charity, healthcare, support for youngsters. be careful, relationships have risks, not all people are friendly and being trapped in an abusive entourage is worse than solitude and independence

Visualize, The End Times, Sitting at Stuffin Thronfun's Board Table, and all around the board table are the Fallen Galaxy Gods, who had their galaxies eaten up by The Great Attractor,,,, Boss Queen of SunTicks. These vast space monsters are the size of our Sun, dreadful beasts that can suck the yellow plasma off the surface of a Sun/Star. Try to see yerself, saying "Kiss Me", aloud, in my face, trying to win a voluntary Lip-Kiss,,,, Thus u feel like yer getting close to winning one of my little beggars,,, an evolved 3-eyed baby,,, Or u can chase Lord Yahshua Sunwood (Jesus Christ),,,, around, demanding He creates Stay Dead Insurance. So as u don't get recruited to do another 10,000-year Tour-of-Duty,,, as a solo pilot of a UFO,,,, tracking and monitoring SunTicks,,, 😁

0:48 At first, I thought she was on her period...

Cute doe eyed style♡