I wouldn't know what he is thinking of, or going through, since he disappeared almost 3 years ago. Sometimes now, I think it no longer matters, I feel numb. And yet there are moments when I want nothing more than to speak to him one more time. But having been tossed away and ignored for so long, how in the world can this be fixed, and trust rebuilt in him? When he broke my heart, it shattered into a million pieces. Yes, I had to rebuild myself, and I am much stronger than I was before. But at what cost...
I wouldn't know what he is thinking of, or going through, since he disappeared almost 3 years ago. Sometimes now, I think it no longer matters, I feel numb. And yet there are moments when I want nothing more than to speak to him one more time. But having been tossed away and ignored for so long, how in the world can this be fixed, and trust rebuilt in him? When he broke my heart, it shattered into a million pieces. Yes, I had to rebuild myself, and I am much stronger than I was before. But at what cost...