Why I’ve been away
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- Опубликовано: 26 сен 2024
- I never wanted to make this video. But I want to share this story, this moment of my life. I want my future videos to be the exciting adventure I’ve always dreamed of. But right now this is my reality.
Sweet Girl - I found you on accident scrolling through. I want to first say how sorry I am that this is the path that you are walking right now. I lost my Daddy to leukemia 7 years ago. The pain doesn't go away, but it does get better.
Second, I believe that God uses bad things in our life to draw us closer to Him. Lean on the Lord and give Him your weakness and sorrow. Only God can heal your soul. ❤
My beautiful baby... I love you so much. I've known you since you were 13 years old, and to have watched you grow up these past 13 years has been not only an honor, but a highlight of my life. I couldn't imagine what my life would be like without your influence, and I wouldn't dare to try.
And I'm only a friend. That's why I can say I know your father is so proud of you, and loves you so much. You bring love, life and light into every room, every conversation, every heart. You have always been a beacon of joy, a reason to smile, and a pillar of strength. That strength inside of you is something I've always admired, and always hoped you would never need.
And now, with all this happening all at once, you are forced to be strong. It can be so draining and painful, especially when that strength feels like it's already dwindling and you're at wits end.
So it's our turn.
Jake is such an incredible man, and you are both lucky and a blessed to have each other. Let him be your strength.
I'm alright, not as great as him I know, but I'm only a couple hours away. And always ready for a phone call. Let me be your strength.
Your mother, Jake's family, all your friends and loved ones, are in your life because they are incredible people with big hearts and caring souls... let them be your strength.
You are not alone, my beautiful baby, you are never alone. And you are not done. It's okay to rest, and it's okay to lean on others for support.
And when your strength has come back -and I promise you, it will- you can be that delightfully independent-but-also-loves-helping-everyone-to-the-point-you-almost-depend-on-it woman again.
Your Sugar Momma loves you, so very much.
P.S. Please keep posting. I want to hear more stories about the amazing man that helped raise such an incredible woman.
So sorry to get these updates! thanks for making it and we do care. Happy that you have Jake and you guys have eachother!
My beautiful daughter, there are no words.... I love you❤️
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad on August 16, 2016. We found out in February that year he had stage 4 lung cancer. He started treatment and made it only 6 months. Worst thing I have lived through to date and I’m 52.
I'm so sorry for your loss.
I lost my dad to pancreatic cancer too. He lived 3 weeks after diagnosis. Like your dad he had just retired as well and my mom was only 57. I’m so very sorry, it’s so difficult and unfair. You’ll always carry him in your heart.
So sorry for yous loss❤ May your dad rest in peace 🕊
The algorithm brought me here- all I can say is that it’s okay to grieve all of the losses you’ve had in such a short period of time. Hugs to you.
Sending love and prayers for strength and healing. I lost my Mom in 2021 and the grieving process has taught me so much about myself and what is really important. It is hard when life events get derailed and don’t go like we hope or expect. Be patient with yourself and your life. I am learning to surrender to what is and letting go of how I wanted it to be. Be blessed. ❤
I've always said when you're selecting a good husband or wife, pick someone who will take you to the bathroom! As for your father's dying, no words can adequately describe how awful it is to witness a parent's passing. That memory will fade with time, just remember your dad as he was, strong and obviously full of love for you.
I’m so sorry ❤ I lost my dad too, and there are just no words or anything anyone can do to take away the pain.
I’m so glad he was able to walk you down the aisle. God bless you 😢
My best wishes to you. I’m sorry for your loss.
My dad passed away ( in Canada) from liver cancer about one year after diagnosis. I am sorry for your loss, i know how difficult the process is ( i was in denial the entire time before his death always telling myself he would survive). I wanted to let you know my dad's hospice doctor told me that based on everything she experienced as a hospice doctor, that consciousness survives death. She did not say this because she was religious. She was very bright, she was an anaesthesiologist before becoming a hospice doctor. Many hospice workers come to think that there is more after death based on what they experienced during their work being around those who are end of life. My writing this obviously does not bring your dad back, or ake your pain disappear, but know that his consciousness may not have ended after his death.
I lost my mom at 26, it is 3 years this weekend. I understand how challenging it can be to be in this situation at this age.
Doesn’t matter what age you are, you’re never ready to loose your mother! I lost my mom last week. I’m 68 and she was 98. She had 5 of us kids. Just me and one of my sisters are left.
I am so sorry for your loss. My father has this form of cancer and it has attached to his bones. He had a lot of pain in his bones and we are working to manage this as much as possible. It truly is a journey. All you can do is take one day at a time for now.
Thank you so much for sharing your news. I really feel for you, that’s all too much. So glad you have such a great husband, what a blessing. You are not alone xoxo
So sorry for your loss and that you had this painful accident 💔 It's way tooo much and I admire your strength and composure. Lots of love and hugs for you! Greetings from Poland 🩷🩷🩷
I just found you, I'm so sorry all you've gone through. 😢
God bless you and gives you strength to continue moving forward. I am sorry about the loss of your dad, and hope you continue your recovery so you can have the trip of your dreams.
I am so sorry for you and your Mom. You have been through so much in such a short time. I hope everything goes better for you both from now onwards.❤
I can tell that y’all are going to be ok. It is hard.
I’m sorry to lost your Dad❤
Sorry about your dad. My son died at age 23… just be happy to be alive.
I'm so so Very Sorry for your Loss My thoughts and Prayers are with you and your Family.
But you are still here ❤ and Jake is amazing and you are amazing and you’ll get through this, and there will be more trips❤❤❤❤
Lost my dad 1 yr ago- the pain is still strong. You seem to be a strong person and will get through this.
Sending prayers for you and your family. I’m so sorry! I just lost my father last week. It is never a good time.
Sorry for your loss, be well
I’m so sorry about your dad my mom died of pancreatic cancer 3 years ago. 😢
Allowing others to help you is an act of charity, be humble and accept the help. You are young and these are hard lessons but try to see the blessings amidst the pain. Gratitude in life is everything.
I am so sorry for all that you are going through. Give yourself some time and grace. ❤❤
I lost my mom at 30…I totally get it. I’m so very sorry.
Firstly I am so sorry about the loss of your father. It’s very sad to loose your father so so young. It doesn’t help when you’re dealing with a broken health system. You have been through a lot. I think it’s important to speak out about our health systems and its failures and maybe it may help you to talk about your experience as it is so traumatic when watching a loved one navigate a system when they are at the end of their life. I’m a nurse and our system is broken here in New Zealand too and I’ve watched many families go through so much extra heartache and stress due to the very institution that is meant to be there in their time of need, it’s very disappointing. It was lovely of you to go and collect your dad and be that support for him and your mum. Pancreatic cancer is such a horrible cancer and takes its host so quickly. I’m sorry you had to go through that, it’s difficult to watch a parent pass away like that. Been there myself. I hope your mum is doing ok and it’s so very unfair that they had such a wonderful dream to retire together and for this to happen, life is incredibly cruel and unfair. I also understand how frustrating it is to be a very independent and active person and then you injure yourself, I broke my back in multiple places in a fall and life hasn’t been the same since, it’s really frustrating to have to rely on others or not be able to do the things you are used to doing, it makes you go crazy. A lot of bad things all in a row for you and that’s soul destroying. Sometimes these kinds of accidents are gods way of intervening, I truly believe in Devine intervention. I know it must be very disappointing and it’s also very hard when you are going through so much, then your dream and start to your new marriage doesn’t go the way you planned. But maybe it just happens at a later date and when you are in a better frame of mind to enjoy it more. I’m so sorry you have been through such a terrible time, you almost get too afraid to relax as you are just waiting for the next bad thing to happen when things just seem to keep on snowballing. I’m glad your dad was able to spend your special day with you, what a blessing. Sending you and your family my condolences and sending you healing, love and strength ❤ you seem like such a beautiful soul. Lots of incredible moments are awaiting you, it’s just the start of the best years of your life, being married gives us a sense of security and purpose and I wish you all the happiness in the world lovely lady. ❤🐝❤️🌈🙏🇳🇿💕✌️🐳⭐️ hugs
Thank you so much for this ❤️
this a crazy story how are u staying in shape
What an awful few months you’ve had. ❤❤
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Thank God your injury wasn’t worse.
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I’m so sorry about the loss of your dear dad. Both of my parents are gone now, so I do understand what it feels like to not have them here anymore. Regardless of your age, you do feel a bit as if you’ve been orphaned or something similar. And I do know that pancreatic cancer is a particularly tough cancer to fight. I think because it’s not usually found until it’s hit late stages. There’s just no good test yet, like mammogram or colonoscopy. I hope one day they’ll come up with one! Then on top of everything your fall and double wrist fractures. This part will pass. They will heal and before you know it that accident will feel like it was a long time ago. In the meantime, love on your new hubby and your dear mom. Do what your doctors tell you. And wait it out. Our bodies are pretty amazing at repairing broken bones. I hope the next 60 years goes smooth as silk, you all deserve it. Many blessings for a long and healthy, happy life!
I’m sorry for your loss & your mom’s loss!! I can say for me, they say time heals all but I’m not convinced it applies when a girl looses her daddy! God Bless I look forward to your future videos!
I'm so sorry for the Loss of your Dad. May God give you the strength and the comfort in your heart to go through this hard time. I just found your sad story from your Dad and also that you fall and that you are injured. I wish you all the best. 🤗😐🌹🦋🍁🍂🍁🍂💐
I was scrolling through my fyp and found you! Thank you for sharing your story! Sorry for your loss. You made me think about times i have with loved ones❤️
Your video showed up on my feed. I just wanted to send you my deepest condolences.
May God bless you both 🙏 lost my dad about 12 years and my son 3 years ago stays with you.
I would love to hear your story about your dad
So sorry for your losses.
How's your mom?
Sending ❤
My deepest condolences on your loss….. ❤
I am a new subscriber. I would suggest is what ever you want. Telling your family stories if you feel you can handle it. ❤❤
important video but the music should have been left off
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