*this song is 100% spot on with the downward spiral out of mania into deep depression and how(in my case, being bipolar) bouncing back and forth brings immense feelings of despair and hopelessness. Love this shit. It gives me goosebumps*
I'm 23 now, I first listened to this when i was still just turning 19. It still it and will likely continue to be one of the best songs I have heard in my entire lifetime. Thank you Pouya and Rocci.
This song is me. Every time I feel like giving up I listen to this and it makes me feel like there really is more out there to hold on for. I've been trying to get to know my pain instead of running from it.
You're not alone, I've been stuck inside my head for years, drugs and alcohol has been plaguing my life. I finally scored a date with a girl I like only because I shared this song with her. I realized if you have nothing to lose anymore, every opportunity is in my grasp. The only thing that's holding me back is myself.
Pouyas production has been amazing through his music career. Not a whole lot of "underground" style rappers can pull this kind of sound off. Awesome sound. Hope he keeps making sounds like this
Drowning in my misery, up to my neck with memories I don't feel like remembering I feel like I'm not growing at all Honestly, I kinda miss the neglect 'Cause nowadays everybody at my head for a check, yuh I got addicted with the feeling of isolation If I die, spit on my grave in hopes I'm not reincarnated 'Cause I'm exhausted and lost in the sauce And I feel like my mind is fading Throw up my set then throw yo shade Tell me how much you hate me [Rocci:] Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery [Pouya:] My biggest regret was letting you fall in love with me Everything that I get close too falls apart eventually My destiny is testin' me, my testimony won't let me sleep Time heals all wounds so I've been waitin' patiently 'Cause I'm not wolverine Told my demons back up off me, but they took control of me Enemies surrounding me, tryna fold me like origami Got me grippin' on my lifesaver Holdin' my breath, hopin' for tomorrow, life ain't for the weak I feel the pain until I'm- [Rocci:] Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me Mood swing misery, mood swing misery Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
“The ups and downs keep killing me.” There are horrible lows, and it seems like they happen more and more often. But I forget how amazing life can be. I forget how the highs make everything worth it. I feel like this song gives me a new perspective on life. Thank you for this masterpiece.
by far. possibly #1 fav no lie i listen to this on average about 34-45 times a day. wtf this song hits my core. gives me goosebumps. every single lyric. Would love to meet this guy someday and get a chance to have an exclusive interview.
This song relates alot to me. I suffer ith depression and mental anxiety. Knowing that there are others struggling with the same thing makes me feel less alone like we are fighting this war together. The world wants to see me fall but I will stand tall and firm.
this entie album is fucking liquid gold man ive been listening to it so much since oct that you hit my 2nd top played artist under the boys idk what id do without you and the boys man yall really helping me cope thru hardest times.
I can't stop listening to this song in specific I love and will always love you and your music please keep making songs so the new generations can hear peak.
Wanna hear one more song from pouya like this one,the beat is dope,lyrics everything....one more song please about depression or anything that comes to your mind... Love from meghalaya,India.❤
I've listened to this one more times than I can count. Hits me right in the soul. Glad there's musicians still out there that can connect on that level. Mad love.
This album til this day holds a place in my heart fr, My older brother put me onto pouya by telling me to listen to superman is dead, ever since then pouya has been in my life fr, I lost my brother due to suicide 2 months before this album dropped it hurt me so much and i been tryna find who i was since but this album still makes me smile, Thanks pouya🙌🏾
I’m glad ur still going strong we all use to listen to ya in are teens years nothing but problems an pain back than I’d say a lot of us beat th addictions some are stil going strong peace brother
All I have is music. I appreciate you.
Damn bro i felt that in my soul bruh
Peace word, man. Sometimes it really feels like the only thing I have in life to cling onto is music.
💯
Wouldn’t be living without the music, thank you Pouya.. hope your happiness comes and stays.
i love pouya fans. ily
Bro im 29 years old and this shit puts me in tears. Your amazing man.
His music the best bro and u still young 🤙🤙
right with you bro.
28 and same bro i feel his shit sooo HARD
this one definitely hit the feels
Ask your mom for some tissues
I love the Soft singing part makes the song more alive
Agreed. The instrumental is great just by itself
It’s a great blend
@@untamedlyan3055 yup still listening to this song a master piece ❤
Y’all know anymore of songs that slap this hard but are still hella slow and powerful?
he said "promise, you guy won't be disappointed".
Absolutely love the whole album! ❤🔥
He didn't Fail 💯
🔥🔥
Same shit
@Zap Rowsdower 🤘🏻🤘🏻
Pouya if you dont do a video for this... ima have mood swing misery bruh
2 years later "my music has no expiration date"
M. Quez I really really hope he does make a music video
M. Quez real shit
For real. I love pouya sm.
Zach Bishop x
*this song is 100% spot on with the downward spiral out of mania into deep depression and how(in my case, being bipolar) bouncing back and forth brings immense feelings of despair and hopelessness. Love this shit. It gives me goosebumps*
Yup
yes my man, been 2 years, hope you are doing better, i know how it is down there
OMG SAME!!!
sure edgy boy
Goosebumps mean they keepers
This has an 80s vibe I didn't know I needed in my life today. So good.
Thats MTM's vibe. Listen to his other work, 90% of it has this sound design
Na this our generations vibe. 90s babies
It does have 80s vibe fr
Pouya's voice somehow reminds me of Bone Thugs & Harmony a little
Для меня эта песня никогда не устареет и не надоест, шедевральное исполнение и фантастический вайб.
песня на века
Ты прав , rocci нереально тащит тут
Я тоже мой друг
песня топ, переодически переслушиваю и каждый раз кайф
How ironic that I am here listening to this because of what you sorry motherfuckers' country is doing right now
Play this at my funeral
Repeat repeat 🔁
Honestly, I dont think I've repeated a song this many times before.
I'm 23 now, I first listened to this when i was still just turning 19. It still it and will likely continue to be one of the best songs I have heard in my entire lifetime. Thank you Pouya and Rocci.
Bro im 29 years old and this shit puts me in tears.
Your amazing man👍
Bro, when i first heard it, i cried! Im 30, so no shame! I even wrote a lil remix to it.
Im 37 and it does the same to me one love homie
Wow, you added a thumbs up emoji to a copied comment
Whose here in 2023? This songs basically saved my life this and stuck in Admiration. Man Pouya just hits different
This song is me. Every time I feel like giving up I listen to this and it makes me feel like there really is more out there to hold on for. I've been trying to get to know my pain instead of running from it.
same this song literally got me to clean up my room, it's not much but god it helps
"I feel like I'm not growing at all" that line hits too close
You're not alone, I've been stuck inside my head for years, drugs and alcohol has been plaguing my life. I finally scored a date with a girl I like only because I shared this song with her. I realized if you have nothing to lose anymore, every opportunity is in my grasp. The only thing that's holding me back is myself.
Who tf dislikes this MASTERPIECE?!
Fusion LaZyy jealous people probably
Well your here and just wanting to talk crap. Repeatedly. Just come back later hater..you always do
@save animals wHAt yOU gOInG tO Do aBOut iT biTcH 😂😂
Sprect “uno reverse card”
save animals lmao why are you mad man its a youtube video you havin some mood swing misery?😂
Pouyas production has been amazing through his music career. Not a whole lot of "underground" style rappers can pull this kind of sound off. Awesome sound. Hope he keeps making sounds like this
Very true honestly
This is like a hip hop classic but people look at status more than quality unfortunately
Drowning in my misery, up to my neck with memories
I don't feel like remembering
I feel like I'm not growing at all
Honestly, I kinda miss the neglect
'Cause nowadays everybody at my head for a check, yuh
I got addicted with the feeling of isolation
If I die, spit on my grave in hopes I'm not reincarnated
'Cause I'm exhausted and lost in the sauce
And I feel like my mind is fading
Throw up my set then throw yo shade
Tell me how much you hate me
[Rocci:]
Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me
Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually
Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me
Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me
Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
[Pouya:]
My biggest regret was letting you fall in love with me
Everything that I get close too falls apart eventually
My destiny is testin' me, my testimony won't let me sleep
Time heals all wounds so I've been waitin' patiently
'Cause I'm not wolverine
Told my demons back up off me, but they took control of me
Enemies surrounding me, tryna fold me like origami
Got me grippin' on my lifesaver
Holdin' my breath, hopin' for tomorrow, life ain't for the weak
I feel the pain until I'm-
[Rocci:]
Mood swing misery, the ups and downs keep killing me
Never thought I'd let you get to me, now I'm falling gradually
Mood swing misery, feel like everybody is watching me
Can't seem to shake it off of me, pulling all the life from me
Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
Mood swing misery, mood swing misery
FMONEYFMONEY FMONEY almost ! Cause I’m not wolverine*** cause you know , he can heal wounds.
@@allbut6 i fixed it! thanks for correcting me this is literally one of my favourite songs already
Thank you! ❤
this song made me cry
@@allbut6Am i trippin or does he also say" until I'm hollow " at the end ??I'm blown as fuk BTW
Im going to cry! This is my all time favourit and i cant lisen to it on spotify anymore
“The ups and downs keep killing me.” There are horrible lows, and it seems like they happen more and more often. But I forget how amazing life can be. I forget how the highs make everything worth it. I feel like this song gives me a new perspective on life. Thank you for this masterpiece.
For those that live this life. Keep your head up. It gets better
Love you. Love you all. Stay positive. Your never alone
lol 69
New favorite Pouya song🔥
this one definitely hit the feels
by far. possibly #1 fav no lie i listen to this on average about 34-45 times a day. wtf this song hits my core. gives me goosebumps. every single lyric. Would love to meet this guy someday and get a chance to have an exclusive interview.
Yes
this snippet been in my head for like 5 months. Pouya ur literally making the best music ever, keep it up lil pou
Why why is this so underrated? One of the best songs ever
i got addicted with the feeling of isolation
WOW!!!
Facts
Pretty relevant 2 years later...
Damn.
This song relates alot to me. I suffer ith depression and mental anxiety. Knowing that there are others struggling with the same thing makes me feel less alone like we are fighting this war together. The world wants to see me fall but I will stand tall and firm.
me tooooooo
Was looking for this comment. I’m diagnosed w bipolar disorder and when I have a breakdown I Always come back to this song.
42 yr old here. This song is just fucking good. Mature beyond his years
Ayy
Props to Mikey The Magician, this beat gives mad vibes. This song (and album in general) is a complete masterpiece.
We've all been waiting on this 🖤
this entie album is fucking liquid gold man ive been listening to it so much since oct that you hit my 2nd top played artist under the boys idk what id do without you and the boys man yall really helping me cope thru hardest times.
i was in my depressing daily commute and this hit me while i saw the sunrise
a feeling so strange yet so familiar
This made me cry
man, you know that your album is like a bomb. really emotional. love it so much. ready to cry because of its perfect
so gay
@@ThedeadlyOG fr
Marshall B she gay so
@@ThedeadlyOG um, you know, you tell shit ;)
@@ThedeadlyOG you have nothing to say at all.
My daughter just showed me this song yesterday and now I’m OBSESSED!
Can’t stop listening to it. ❤️
13 seconds in beats already 🔥
Shit was fire off the rip
11*
This man is speaking to a lot of people directly. Dudes so underrated
one of the most fire songs on this album rn .. all of em are fireee
I can't stop listening to this song in specific I love and will always love you and your music please keep making songs so the new generations can hear peak.
This gives me so many feely feels. LOVE the vibe of this song.
Heard this live on Friday. I cried when he played this. Brought back what are now and will forever be nothing but memories
This song as a whole is just amazing. The instrumental is nothing short of beautiful and both voices just fit so well
I’m diagnosed w bpd…I always find myself coming back to this song and it makes me feel at peace .
October 2024 anyone?
November 8th 2024 and infinity replay into the future
🤟
Yea❤
20th november
@@-r-productions6373Yesssah!😈🤘🏻
Music is life
This song is my intro to pouya 😭🔥🔥 I'm sorry for sleeping
canham u lackin
It's cool cuddy, great song to start with
All good man 😂
Holy fuck this song is incredible,this whole album, FUCK
I didnt expect to enjoy this now im day drinking to this. This artist has something i can relate to %100. 💯💯💯
drinking alone(
you always day drink
Remember the percent comes after the numbers cuddy 🤙
What i love about pouya he raps about what we all go thru in our everyday life .this brought a tear to my eye
This song hits me deep in my soul. I have been waiting for this pouya. God bless your talent.
Pouya be dropping albums to help a nigga get through hell. 🔥 Stay safe.
Finally ive been waiting since the RUclips livestream and snippet realease. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
Ric Giovannetti yaaas
@@MaraJadeSkky sup
rock on
this hole album is fire because every song has meaning.
This shit hits so much harder after the greatest year of your life and you know that year will never happen again.
My favorite thus far. POU KILLS ITT
Feel this song so hard rn my life has been ups and downs as hell lately
Can somebody PLEASE make a 24h loop of this ? :)
Wanna hear one more song from pouya like this one,the beat is dope,lyrics everything....one more song please about depression or anything that comes to your mind...
Love from meghalaya,India.❤
dayum bro
shit goes hard
much love from germany
This song makes me wonder, when is it gonna be my turn to be happy and find the right person for me
This is the only the only type of stuff that makes me somewhat happy nowadays
soo...i literally discovered Pouya's music today. I feel bad for myself. Dude is savage on the mic, flow is dope af.
AYO somehow I cant find this album on spotify...im so sad this is one of my fav songs
I've listened to this one more times than I can count. Hits me right in the soul. Glad there's musicians still out there that can connect on that level. Mad love.
Been waiting so long !!
I put off listening to this album for so long and I regret it. This shit is amazing. He found his sound and knows it.
Damn man. Now I'm even more upset you're not coming to Portland!
Right saw them last time they where here
Tell me about it
portland blows
What a breath of fresh air. This song is just perfect. The hole album is a masterpiece and will forever be on rotation
This ouuta be the best ive heard from pouya defenitly worth the wait and work from the other side dope shits hella vibe!
You guys just have such a good chemistry. Your voice just mixes in such a perfect way with Rocci’s
Thank u pouya
This song brings on nostalgia. Sounds like something I would have heard on the radio back as a kid
I LOVE YOU POUYA. 🤟🏼🧡
“I promise you guys won’t be disappointed” you should’ve promised us the best album ever, because this is.
Damn I felt this in my soul
I remember hearing him play a snippet of this on a live video...omfg IT IS SO GOD DAMN GOOD!
The comments are all positive I love ya guys be safe out here
Probably my favorite track off the tape man.. too groovy pouya!
mann i get that 80s vibe from this i love it
this is timeless for me, always makes me feel everything as the first time i listened to it.
im gonna be stuck on this single track for months. straight slappper!!!!! 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
watch how fast this track will go over a million views in a matter of days. I physically can't stop replaying this song.
My souls crushed I feel empty this seems to be all I can relate to right now.
i love you brother. shit will get better.
natas2727 I appreciate that my guy.
This
what a good song what a beautiful tune its been on repeat for awhile now pouya always gets me thru the struggle love you pouya !
My favorite song on the album
This is Pouya's best song.. hands down.. hes got a ton of good shit.. however this is his best
I’m only 18 and this really hits I tear up every time I hear it
This album til this day holds a place in my heart fr, My older brother put me onto pouya by telling me to listen to superman is dead, ever since then pouya has been in my life fr, I lost my brother due to suicide 2 months before this album dropped it hurt me so much and i been tryna find who i was since but this album still makes me smile, Thanks pouya🙌🏾
Whole album is straight 🔥
I’m glad ur still going strong we all use to listen to ya in are teens years nothing but problems an pain back than I’d say a lot of us beat th addictions some are stil going strong peace brother
Yoo This album straight vibes i swear ! 🖤🔥🎶
I wanna sit in the middle of 4 speakers and just have this on repeat till I die.
Best album of 2019 don’t give af
This song gives me so many emotions
Can't stop playing this album 🔊
One of the most relatable songs i have found.
this one is amazing
Whole album 🔥. No argument even considered.
pouya just gets it.
Ok but this whole album is a masterpiece
this deserves to be called a real piece of art