Jill and I were friends. We worked together in the late 90s. I knew her to be a determined, highly disciplined, charismatic, and extremely talented person. Some good memories there....RIP
Of all the deaths this year Jill's has hit me the hardest. She was a killer performer with a hell of a voice, if you were lucky to see her live like I did you would have found her stage presence unforgettable, not only that but she was just a total sweet heart, her personality completely melted me, she had my heart and love from the moment I met her, I'll never forget the time she gave to me and each and every one of her fans. This huge crowd surrounded her and she just stayed where she was and had a picture with every single one of her fans and a conversation with all of them, not one single person in that crowd was turned away and she really went out to make everyone feel special and give everyone her time. Bless you Jill, you really were an angel in human form and genuinely beautiful inside and out. Breaks my heart that such a wonderful person had to deal with so much, talk about fucking cheated out of life, love you forever Jill Janus thank you for everything.
Such a tragedy. Sucks I never had had the chance to see huntress live or meet Jill.. she seemed like such a sweet angel and very down to earth person. RIP Jill janus, thank you for the music
People think suicide is looking all depressed, walking around with no emotions at all...well, this is what suicide looks like in reality..all the joy in the world but completely dead inside, I didn't know who she was only found out about her today but may she rest in peace🙏
@Goosecore that's very brave of you and I respect that..me, not so much of a people person, I can talk online to folks all day but in person, nahhh..I'm good on that
@Goosecore I made a poem similar to your response so we are probably very similar but I'm starting to not care about the fact that I will let alot of people down if I'm gone. Consciousness is a prison for me when I am forced to acutely observe every repetetive moment day in and day out. It is nauseating to live this routine life with only the desire to become unshackled. The worst part is all your friends and relatives live shallow dopefiend cookie-cutter basic style lives and you just have to play along until you can be alone and blast music and drink to get a reset and lower your mental acuity to the point where you can accept the present moment. I drink alot too but it isn't a problem for me because it helps me get that reset when I need it and helps me not keep ruminating on things sometimes. The narrative or string of events that has made up my life has no bearing on me, I don't have a sunken cost fallacy regarding it. I have stayed single for all but 6 months of my entire life and made sure not to have any serious commitments or responsibilities because to me they are just time sinks and distractions from how empty baseline reality is. People seem ecstatic to pursue entertainment and distractions but life is just a hobby where you upkeep your breath for no reason but to delay your death. For me dying in 60 years from now would be a living hell and I don't think I could handle that mental limbo of having to repeat every routine day over for that long acting like there is a prize at the end. People romanticize retirement but it is a horrifying way to go. Keeping someone around for your own sake is quite horrible and I hope couples in the future really weigh the burden of bringing consciousness out from nonexistence creating a big problem where there wasn't one to begin with just because having kids has been conditioned into their minds as the ultimate goal in life. Everybody is so drastically conditioned that to be open-minded is torture and to think for yourself is almost like heresy.
@Goosecore I suppose if I could live in scotland and work at a distillery or work at like a national park where I can feel open and free in nature. I'm taking a long road trip tomorrow to force myself out of routine and my comfort zone. I used to drink about 8 beers a night on my days off and supplement with liquor but now I have about 2-4 without liquor because I'm saving money for the road trip. I'm thinking of just abandoning georgia and never coming back after I go on this trip. I can find a new job if I need to but I need a hard reset and/or DMT.
@@heathenflame I find that without making a constant effort to control & choose what I’m exposed to & when...most media (in America) feeds depression, anxiety & negativity. The food that is most affordable & available is unhealthy & contributes to poor health which can & usually does contribute to poor mental health. I’ve been dealing with severe depression for as long as I can remember, even as a little kid, currently because of circumstances it’s nearly impossible to dodge the constant barrage of news media & it has become overwhelming, Is I type now there’s a violent riot being shown on the tv in the next room. My only point is that if you are able to have control over what you’re exposed to & what you eat, also with at least 30 minutes of exercise everyday, you might begin to feel much better. I know it takes allot of work to be happy & healthy, it takes no effort to be depressed & antidepressants only cause more problems (in my experience). Lastly, there’s a very old, short poem called “The Desiderata”, look for it, it’s very simple, it’s not religious but it had a profound impact in my life & I read it when I’m feeling down, it already makes me feel better for w little while. Best wishes to you & all of us who have dark thoughts weighing us down.
Please, guys.... No matter how hard Life pushes you, don't YOU be the next one to do It. You may think at the moment you have nothing to live for, but eventually something will spark and your casual world will go back to normal! Suicide Prevention is extremely hard these days, especially when people suffer from a horrible Fundamental Reality! ... (Sighs)..... It's so Sad!
After listening to this revelation from the angelic and sensitive JillJanus and hearing her tortured voice in the break out sound of the Huntress, am beginning to understand, i think. She is a beautiful fierce life force snuffed out too soon... forever living on in the cosmos and in our collective consciousness... free of the delights and disappointments of modern day life, performing...entertaining... that "coffin" of a bus... those half naked boys. . . their juvenile pranks. . . i wuda killed myself.
I've seen them on the tour. Came for Dragonforce but loved the style of Huntress. I didn't hear of the band before. Her choice was so brave going from shirtless club-dj to metal band lead vocalist.
"I wake up and prepare for battle" "I go to my coffin in the tour bus" "Everything Ive done is to fund Huntress" Jills dedication to the faith was of truly Manowarian proportions. Puts the rest of us to shame.
So heartbreaking to watch this video now, knowing that at this point already she must have suffered so terribly that she didn't see any other way out other than talking her life. Rest in peace Jill, maybe you found peace among the stars that you couldn't find on earth.
How did I never hear about this? I thought Huntress broke up and was hoping they would get back to together. While searching for information, I just found out about her passing. Wow, what a major loss! Jill was a modern day metal goddess brought to this timeline via a time machine from the 80's aka Huntress. The music of Huntress is pure freaking magic and Jill was a unique talent! It sucks that the world doesn't know what it missed. RIP Beautiful Goddess!
Richtig Schade, die Frau und die Band haben gut Gas gegeben und mir Freude bereitet zuhören. Man merkt ihr eine angespannte Art an.... hätte sie die nächsten zwei Jahre durchgehalten, wäre der Druck deutlich weniger gewesen.. Funktionieren zu müssen. RIF
Soooooooooooo.......You live for the dark demonic lifestyle,you love and sing about dark shit all day.Then when it’s all done.Prayers? Rest In Peace? Lol
she suffered from a mental illness , so yes , of course someone going through some dark shit will sing about dark shit, get out with your ignorant shit...why the "lol" ...i am sure she isnt suffering anymore...its.people like you why people rather end their life
That’s not okay for you to say that. She expressed her emotions through her music and her amazing singing. She couldn’t take the pain and hate anymore and this is not something you should joke about.
Jill and I were friends. We worked together in the late 90s. I knew her to be a determined, highly disciplined, charismatic, and extremely talented person. Some good memories there....RIP
What do you think about her very obvious comment about "half naked, men" ??
Of all the deaths this year Jill's has hit me the hardest. She was a killer performer with a hell of a voice, if you were lucky to see her live like I did you would have found her stage presence unforgettable, not only that but she was just a total sweet heart, her personality completely melted me, she had my heart and love from the moment I met her, I'll never forget the time she gave to me and each and every one of her fans. This huge crowd surrounded her and she just stayed where she was and had a picture with every single one of her fans and a conversation with all of them, not one single person in that crowd was turned away and she really went out to make everyone feel special and give everyone her time. Bless you Jill, you really were an angel in human form and genuinely beautiful inside and out. Breaks my heart that such a wonderful person had to deal with so much, talk about fucking cheated out of life, love you forever Jill Janus thank you for everything.
Such a tragedy. Sucks I never had had the chance to see huntress live or meet Jill.. she seemed like such a sweet angel and very down to earth person. RIP Jill janus, thank you for the music
People think suicide is looking all depressed, walking around with no emotions at all...well, this is what suicide looks like in reality..all the joy in the world but completely dead inside, I didn't know who she was only found out about her today but may she rest in peace🙏
@Goosecore that's very brave of you and I respect that..me, not so much of a people person, I can talk online to folks all day but in person, nahhh..I'm good on that
@Goosecore I made a poem similar to your response so we are probably very similar but I'm starting to not care about the fact that I will let alot of people down if I'm gone.
Consciousness is a prison for me when I am forced to acutely observe every repetetive moment day in and day out. It is nauseating to live this routine life with only the desire to become unshackled.
The worst part is all your friends and relatives live shallow dopefiend cookie-cutter basic style lives and you just have to play along until you can be alone and blast music and drink to get a reset and lower your mental acuity to the point where you can accept the present moment.
I drink alot too but it isn't a problem for me because it helps me get that reset when I need it and helps me not keep ruminating on things sometimes.
The narrative or string of events that has made up my life has no bearing on me, I don't have a sunken cost fallacy regarding it. I have stayed single for all but 6 months of my entire life and made sure not to have any serious commitments or responsibilities because to me they are just time sinks and distractions from how empty baseline reality is.
People seem ecstatic to pursue entertainment and distractions but life is just a hobby where you upkeep your breath for no reason but to delay your death. For me dying in 60 years from now would be a living hell and I don't think I could handle that mental limbo of having to repeat every routine day over for that long acting like there is a prize at the end.
People romanticize retirement but it is a horrifying way to go. Keeping someone around for your own sake is quite horrible and I hope couples in the future really weigh the burden of bringing consciousness out from nonexistence creating a big problem where there wasn't one to begin with just because having kids has been conditioned into their minds as the ultimate goal in life.
Everybody is so drastically conditioned that to be open-minded is torture and to think for yourself is almost like heresy.
allpoetry.com/poem/15156150-Awaken-the-phoenix--the-guiding-force-within--by-Heathenflame
@Goosecore I suppose if I could live in scotland and work at a distillery or work at like a national park where I can feel open and free in nature. I'm taking a long road trip tomorrow to force myself out of routine and my comfort zone.
I used to drink about 8 beers a night on my days off and supplement with liquor but now I have about 2-4 without liquor because I'm saving money for the road trip. I'm thinking of just abandoning georgia and never coming back after I go on this trip. I can find a new job if I need to but I need a hard reset and/or DMT.
@@heathenflame I find that without making a constant effort to control & choose what I’m exposed to & when...most media (in America) feeds depression, anxiety & negativity. The food that is most affordable & available is unhealthy & contributes to poor health which can & usually does contribute to poor mental health. I’ve been dealing with severe depression for as long as I can remember, even as a little kid, currently because of circumstances it’s nearly impossible to dodge the constant barrage of news media & it has become overwhelming, Is I type now there’s a violent riot being shown on the tv in the next room. My only point is that if you are able to have control over what you’re exposed to & what you eat, also with at least 30 minutes of exercise everyday, you might begin to feel much better. I know it takes allot of work to be happy & healthy, it takes no effort to be depressed & antidepressants only cause more problems (in my experience).
Lastly, there’s a very old, short poem called “The Desiderata”, look for it, it’s very simple, it’s not religious but it had a profound impact in my life & I read it when I’m feeling down, it already makes me feel better for w little while.
Best wishes to you & all of us who have dark thoughts weighing us down.
She had an awesome voice. I hope you found peace Jill ❤️
Damn. Rest in peace, sweet Jill.
You can hear the struggle in her voice even. Very sad woman. It’s very sad she couldn’t get the help she needed. RIP
So naturally pretty. Well-spoken and intelligent too. Sigh.
What a beautiful woman and spirit rest in peace \m/
Met Jill after a concert in ATL. Had a puppy with her. Sweet person. Very sad.
I hope you're kicking back with Pete Steele, Lemmy and Ronnie up there. You were a whirlwind of a person Jill, rest in power 💜
Perfectly Stated Yes I agree with you they are all together
Saw Huntress in Maryland, great show. R.i.p. very talented.
She has a wonderful voice and is a sweetheart, why did she have to die ? !!!
R.I.P Janus, love ya
We mere mortals were not worthy of her existence and talent, therefore she moved on to the next realm.
what a shame. she’s worked very hard to get where she was
Rest in peace sweet and friendly Lady!!!
Huge loss to metal and fans everywhere. Blessed be on the other side, Jill.
I read and hear this in the first time....with a tear in my eyes...RIP
Rest in peace Jill!
😥 R.I.P great voice...Great girl....
"I wake up in the morning and I prepare for battle, that's all that I think about."
It's hard to keep going when you have that mindset.
She was a weak satanist
@@jeffsfx6750 She never claimed to be a satanist; do the research FOOL!
Please, guys.... No matter how hard Life pushes you, don't YOU be the next one to do It.
You may think at the moment you have nothing to live for, but eventually something will spark and your casual world will go back to normal!
Suicide Prevention is extremely hard these days, especially when people suffer from a horrible Fundamental Reality!
... (Sighs)..... It's so Sad!
After listening to this revelation from the angelic and sensitive JillJanus and hearing her tortured voice in the break out sound of the Huntress, am beginning to understand, i think. She is a beautiful fierce life force snuffed out too soon... forever living on in the cosmos and in our collective consciousness... free of the delights and disappointments of modern day life, performing...entertaining... that "coffin" of a bus... those half naked boys. . . their juvenile pranks. . . i wuda killed myself.
I've seen them on the tour. Came for Dragonforce but loved the style of Huntress. I didn't hear of the band before. Her choice was so brave going from shirtless club-dj to metal band lead vocalist.
Only now heard of her death RIP.
RIP Jill...
"I wake up and prepare for battle"
"I go to my coffin in the tour bus"
"Everything Ive done is to fund Huntress"
Jills dedication to the faith was of truly Manowarian proportions. Puts the rest of us to shame.
All so sad r.i.p.
R.I.P. Jill Janus our snow witch
Satanist
So heartbreaking to watch this video now, knowing that at this point already she must have suffered so terribly that she didn't see any other way out other than talking her life.
Rest in peace Jill, maybe you found peace among the stars that you couldn't find on earth.
How did I never hear about this? I thought Huntress broke up and was hoping they would get back to together. While searching for information, I just found out about her passing. Wow, what a major loss! Jill was a modern day metal goddess brought to this timeline via a time machine from the 80's aka Huntress. The music of Huntress is pure freaking magic and Jill was a unique talent! It sucks that the world doesn't know what it missed. RIP Beautiful Goddess!
R.I.P.((
She was an amazing stage Artist.
#RIPJill 😢
RIP
R.I.P. Jill
😇😇rip jj
Richtig Schade, die Frau und die Band haben gut Gas gegeben und mir Freude bereitet zuhören. Man merkt ihr eine angespannte Art an.... hätte sie die nächsten zwei Jahre durchgehalten, wäre der Druck deutlich weniger gewesen.. Funktionieren zu müssen. RIF
3:35 the pain in her face here :(
Gorgeous woman who lost her battles with Bi-Polar disorder.
😢😢😢
Sylvanas Windrunner!
Does anyone know exactly how she died? Just curious.
Some form of suicide
look at her face (look at her eyebrows and shoulder movement (feminine)) when she was talking about her childhood 3:36 so sad
Here lungs were to big for her body !! MAn she could belt it out !
When was this interview aired?
Interduction german but 90 % of the video is in english
???
Profit
The eyes scream Bipolar - it's a killer...
You could tell shes a very hardworking woman. But why paid it off by killing herself?
She looks like Madonna
Shame.
think we need to be real most of us dont even listen to huntress
So why are you here?
So sad, RIP
But most of "us" have heard or heard of them don't try to put borders around us like your silly rap and hip hop does
FUCK OFF
Bloody halfwit
Soooooooooooo.......You live for the dark demonic lifestyle,you love and sing about dark shit all day.Then when it’s all done.Prayers? Rest In Peace? Lol
she suffered from a mental illness , so yes , of course someone going through some dark shit will sing about dark shit, get out with your ignorant shit...why the "lol" ...i am sure she isnt suffering anymore...its.people like you why people rather end their life
That’s not okay for you to say that. She expressed her emotions through her music and her amazing singing. She couldn’t take the pain and hate anymore and this is not something you should joke about.
Have you ever heard of creative writing, my dude?
@@jeffsfx6750 What bans do you listen to, who do you think is a talented singer? Posting negativity about the dead is a lowly thing to do.
@@jeffsfx6750 Says a guy whos such a big Fan of Motley Crue, that its your avatar. Your opinion is now invalid.
R.I.P. Jill
Rest in peace Jill