𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳
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- Опубликовано: 1 июн 2022
- Twitter & Insta: @Corpse_Husband
Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3v3XnE...
Apple music: / life-waster-single
Soundcloud: / life-waster
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ive been chronically ill my whole life, at 8 years old i already knew nothing but hospitals, doctors, and constant pain. theres a 2020 tweet of yours, Corpse, that talks about how you wanted to be able to make the voice of chronically ill people heard, how you wanted to bring awareness. you did it Corpse, you totally achieved that, in the most beautiful way you ever could. thank you, i cant express how much your music means to me.
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one of the best comments i've ever read so far.
i wish you the very best; much love!
@@yuzxria thank you! :)
I love this comment 🤍 you are heard too
100% Agreed as a fellow young chronically ill and chronically painful person~
Side note: some shit must have went down for us to get this kinda song, I hope everything blows over well
for real.
Right?
@@beyond_5dtemp bro.
@@beyond_5dtemp no
@@makennahunter3488 yes
On top of the message of dealing with chronic illness... the flow in this song is fuckin unmatched. "Reprobate, psych-major, sick-sick-sick so we like danger" holy fuck that line absolutely kills it. Well done, corpse.
that's my favourite line
I have it tattooed on my arm
That "Suck sick sick so we like danger" is also a "666" line. I don't know how I feel about that...
@@gerrick2887 bruh have you not seen his channel? His name is literally Corpse. Put the Bible down lmao.
@@gerrick2887666 actually relates to the egyptian god rah.
Corpse, I am dying of complications with Multiple Sclerosis. I am not being honest with my spouse about the severity so I can keep having good days with her instead of having days where we are knowingly saying goodbye. I will tell her soon, though...
I want to thank you for still being here. Even if you don't know me or think I'm doing the wrong thing, know that you're helping people get the strength to walk into the darkness unafraid.
Journey well. We'll all be there soon.
Be honest with your spouse. Let them know before it's to late. They will have a harder time moving on if you don't tell them
Don't make it just about you. Tell her. Don't take that closure from her.
My best friend did the same thing to me, and I'm STILL recovering from that experience a decade later. There were so many things I didn't get to say or do because she kept her own illness secret, and now I'll never get to say any of it.
Tell her.
Please tell her, do it for her.
I get that. Last thing you want is nothing but mourning and grief on her face.
Better to get and give as many happy memories as possible before you eventually have to tell her.
as a person who was diagnosed with chronic illness at 13 years old corpse means so much to me. his music, his content, himself, his fanbase; it's all just so comforting. couldn't be more thankful of your existence, corpse
hoenstly yes, more please. people with chronic pain and illness like music too
Hey, do not edit your comment but you got a like from Corpse. Editing your comment will remove that like.
fr though. Corpse is a major reason why I managed to pull myself out of my deep depression over how debilitating my chronic illness is (I literally can't even sustain any semblance of livelihood, still living with my parents in my early 30s while my doctors say there's nothing more they can do past my diagnosis) and have hope that maybe there's still something I can do.. I'm still here fighting because Corpse is such an inspiration, even though he says he doesn't want/mean to be.
Same but with depression and other shit
I was diagnosed with multiple chronic illnesses throughout my teen years and into adulthood and he means so much to me, he makes me feel like I'm more than my illness, and it helps so much more than he'll probably ever know
All I hope is that he is healthy, happy and not in pain or lonely. He deserves all good things in this world for cheering up many people in this world.
He most likely got chronic pains
The sad thing is he is not healthy and is sad and he's in pain and lonely, I really wish the best for him
I live with similar/the same conditions corpse does, he might not be lonely because he’s a busy dude with all his music but he’s going to be constantly paying for medicine, prescription pain killers, medical bills from before his youtube career. He’s gotten braver going outside and I wish I could be like that so I do deeply hope he’s doing okay but the reality is he very well may not be. Chronic pain is chronic and we live in this pain everyday no matter what, sometimes there’s nothing that can help.
Doesn't everyone tho? Sure there's garbage humans, but aren't the worst the most tortured you adore? 😳
@Don't read profile photo no one cares shut up stop advertising stuff in other youtubers comment section
My daughter had two strokes at 8 years she lives with pain everyday, she showed me this song I just wanted to say thank you for this. She also told me a little bit about you and I'm sorry about everything you have been through keep your head up and keep making music.
aww I hope your daughter feels better ❤
wish the best for ur daughter
This song means a lot to me as someone who is chronically mentally and physically ill. It encapsulates all the pain it brings and the fear of hurting those around me if something happened
TUFF ONE
I genuinely couldn’t tell if this was animated or not. It’s that high of quality.
Same bro
Here come the bots...
@@ducc1 frr, and the children who think we care abt their trolling
Same-
Ok
I dont know why, as someone with a physical illness that will slowly break me down physically and mentally it feels like a sweet embrace from him.
Same! I have chronic pain and chronic illnesses and I was just thinking about how I feel so understood
Yes, same... 🖤🖤🖤
Because we know, sadly, that he Gets It. Feels a little less lonely.
I feel exactly the same! It’s like nobody understands us better than us
I was thinking the same thing, this is literally the second corpse song I've listened to, and it feels like he understands.
Can we Just appreciate the word play here? At 0:42 he says "I could stay a while 4 I move on" the after that, he starts rhyming his sentence in for word intervals. This dude is crazy
We often hear about chronic illnesses, but often not the reality of living with said illnesses. The feelings that might never go away, the issues that linger here to stay. This song hits differently because it feels like it's your experiences; your story. Even though I may not be able to relate, I still feel the pain and sorrow lyrically and vocally. Thank you for being the voice for many, CORPSE. You and your music means a lot to so many people
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) you only have 2 followers. Corpse has 2 million. I think we all know who’s content is better.
@@zion_infinite77 gotta love them bots
You not funny
Pay no attention to the troll, they just want their 2 seconds of fame. Don't give them more than two seconds.
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) 💀💀ok.
This might legitimately be his best song. Easily his best lyrically.
ok
@@beyond_5dtemp nobody asked kid
@@beyond_5dtemp go back to making roblox tutorial vids kid
@@beyond_5dtemp JUST LIKE WHAT YOU'RE FOR YOUR PARENTS
@@beyond_5dtemp can you do better?
I've had this song on repeat for days. A few weeks ago I got diagnosed with Degenerative Disc Disease in my cervical spine (specifically my c6, so finding this song when I did was eerily personal for me). Corpse, I know you probably won't see this comment, but thank you for being there for me through your music while I've been grieving the loss of control over my own body and coming to terms with the realization that I will likely be dealing with this for the rest of my life. I'm currently in graduate school getting my doctorate in clinical psychology and dealing with the constant pain and cognitive symptoms over the last six months on top of all of my academic stress has made me feel like I was losing a piece of myself or like I was going to wither away, but your music has made me feel like I'm not alone and gives me strength to keep going. Thank you
Coming from someone who has suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts all throughout middle school and to this day.... Corpse you will always be the voice of chronic illness, whether it be physical or mental. Never give up.
I feel like corpse is entering a new era with this song. You can clearly see that it's different from his other songs AND I LOVE IT
Soon he will be in a new dimension 🖤
This song is Lyrically so heavy and impressive. The cadence and rhyme scheme and flow all seem to mesh well with the subtle beat. Very good song
ok
corpse is cringe
@@bdort6164 k
8 months later, probably still the most "touching" song I've listened to. I can't say 100% relatable because I don't think bpd is considered chronic, however I feel this. I've been in and out of hospitals, psychiatrists, and doctors offices since I was 10 and I think I understand the feeling of knowing it'll never truly go away. I see people on the internet and in my everyday life who can just go about there days easily knowing that everything is just fine, and y'know it makes me sad that I'll never be one of those people. However this song has always hit pretty close to home and I really appreciate the meaningful lyrics. Keep it up man, we all believe in you.
God bless, I will be praying for you
Seriously like his music has done more for me than all of my medications and doctors have
Chronic refers to something that’s long-term & can’t be cured completely. Many serious mental health conditions fall under that category, BPD is one of those difficult conditions to navigate trying to live a “normal” life so yeah, I would say it’s a chronic illness. It requires constant effort & it’s a long-term condition that also requires acceptance, learning to be okay with the reality that there will be ups & downs & it Wayne a lifelong journey.
It also requires professional & personal support systems in place to sustain long-term stability, as best as can be achieved with these conditions. Those are all very common features of “chronic” conditions.
It is also considered an “invisible illness” &, for some, it can reach the level of causing disability in one’s capacity to function in various areas of life. Like, holding a job, academic success, maintaining stable relationships, basic self-autonomy/independence, etc
Chronic illness is the thing that destroyed every relationship I’ve had. My most recent relationship just ended because he couldn’t handle being with someone who was chronically sick and depressed. Meds and hospitals and surgeries and constant doctors monitoring me and telling me I’ll die soon are overwhelming for me alone, so I can understand people walking out on me cuz they can’t see someone they love die in front of them. I’m 32 but have been told I won’t make it to see 50. This song when I first heard it hit me so hard. It still does. And I finally felt I could post a comment and say all this. I love this song and it always helps me to feel less alone in the world knowing I’m not the only one suffering like this
dont worry about people, they are just idiots,,,,you have yourselves,,,just enjoy being with yourself bcuz the best friend,, human being can ever have in their whole life is,,thereselfes......I dont have anny illness but i enjoy with myself more than i do with people bcuz people are iddiots...
We love you Corpse 🖤
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Indeed.
👍
We do. 🤍
Yes.
These lyrics hit hard. Absolutely incredible man.
Also the piano sounds dope
this sucks
@@quantumfluctuation5667 Then why listen to it? And also comment on someone saying they like it? Like just keep your opinion to yourself, especially when it's a bad one.
I agree Myuu
@@fruitexe1894 because the song and comment where shoved in my face by youtube its a comment section not a support circle
Wow that was amazingly deep
That's the way rap should be done. Clean, non-distracting piano, nice background sounding, astonishing flow, deep dark text and GOD DAMN this vocal... Thanks for this gem, man. Stay sane, CORPSE.
im mad that i only find this now, thank you corpse
💀how
Did you dismiss the notif 🤣
For real tho. Just seen it 3 weeks ago.
@@CgVibin yea sometimes lol
@@morid1263 it happens
corpse in his songs : FIRE!!!!
corpse in his live streams : I WANT TO EAT ROCKS!
every one of your songs has a different vibe, sound, and rhythm. Normally with really unique voices they are one hit wonders and then all their music sounds the same, but with your every song is a whole new story, and the rhythm changes are SO SICK. I LOVEEEEEEEEEE ITTTTTT ALLLLL
Facts although he always does the sick whisper rap thing I love it
@@Maybe276 yea I like it though because whenever I hear it Im more excited by an amazing rhythm/beat he did, and they always sounds different then the last. Its like satisfying to listen to
This song hurts. Like, as a dropout with chronic illnesses, this is so relatable it's painful. But in a good way. Corpse's songs just make me feel less alone.
They remind me I am alone :/
@@trexbait895 same lmao
Agreed, as someone with chronic depression and an on again of again relationship, hits home real hard.
Same lmao it’s like a new XXXTENTACION
it's cathartic, id say. always being in pain, feeling like you won't amount to anything, wanting to do stuff but your body saying no, going to unhealthy coping mechanisms since you don't know how to do anything else, etc etc. it reminds me of something my therapist once said: old wounds are going to hurt no matter what, what's important is how it happens and how it's taken care of. an open, infected wound is excruciating, but a healthy wound needs to be opened so it can drain and be cleaned. idk if that makes any sense lol
No clue how I ended up here but this resonated immensely with me. As a spoony with lupus, having been through the continuous hospital charade & being permanently bound to pills so that my body doesn't kick the bucket - it made me feel heard. Even though the meds barely help, and it's frustrating to see others live at faster paces when you're 24 - I'm trying to find gratitude in things. This was a lovely find. Thanks 🌻
no face
no name
like kira
That line was SO COOOl dude
“Got you counting the days when your illness is chronic,
Death really changes the way you behave” To this I felt a tear slide down my cheek, it might just be the truest thing somebody has ever said in a song. I admire his way of thinking, because I never thought I would find someone with a similar mindset as my own. Corpse manages to steal the words from my mouth, right as I’m about to speak them, and somehow makes them sound better and deeper. This is the greatest song he has ever made, and I’m very thankful for it.
"Fuck ur fucking sickness lost u in the process" Lost myself in the process, let alone my friends. People I have know half my life no longer talk to me because I can't do the things I used to do, due to chronic illness. Chronis illness suck ass, and yet nobody talks about it enough, so thank you. At least we all know we aren't alone in the struggle.
Ya, I swear I get bullied so much in school. I tried leaving school but my parents won’t let me bc if I do I’ll be known as a “ failure in the family” the past 5 years of my life have been me in and out of hospitals and me being bullied. I gave up on my favorite things. Drawing, writing, reading. They just remind me of the past 5 years. It’s really nice to know that we are not alone in this struggle. I have been watching corpse for abt a year now and listening to his songs calm me down when I want to break things and just rage out.
I have 4 older brothers who well suck, there the main reason why I lost most of my friends, I do try to protect my younger siblings so that they won’t end up in the wrong mindset because they are still young. I have 3 close friends but they all live 45 minutes away from my house so I rarely see them.
I've been chronically I'll since I was 3 months old. When I was little I used to spend so much time at the hospital I would tell the doctor what prescription I needed. During my teen years my asma seemed to stabilize, but then at 17 I started to develop symptoms of endometriosis. Not to mention my list of mental illness. Invincible disabilities and chronic illness are the worst.
I hope you can find some true friends whether in real life, this community, or heck even me. No one should have to suffer from friends walking out. I personally think it’s one of the most awful things you can do as a person. If you ever wanna talk just reply and I’ll send my discord stuff🙂
it is ok at the end of the day u get to choose how u want to live ur life keep it up remember u can only find the most sincere type of friends when u are in this kind of situation
This is deep af. I was born Diabetic Type 1 and have been dying ever since. I don’t have more than 5 years left, so I feel this song down to my soul. 🤟🏼🖤
I'm sorry to hear that I hope you lived a life of your dreams and have a great time :)
Stay strong
I hold so much respect for you rn🙏
Hope your thriving
*Allah bless you with a long life Ameen!* ☝🏻😎🕌🕋❤️❤️❤️
X years sober... Every word, every line in this track HITS DEEP.. had to cut loose da love of my life.. dunno if my story counts as chronically ill, but I know what it's like to live in sickness, wishing to end the pain, wanting to die, losing everything & almost everyone, being a life waster, on meds... Music has been my savior!.. Thanks for this epic track. 🙌 LOVE YOU CORPSE! 😎🤘💖
We can never truly know what ails him or his daily struggles, you can feel the heaviness in his words. Music is his coping mechanism and this is his way of expressing everything. Corpse is an absolute magician with his music, but all he wants is to be seen as a person. He has his good days, but he also has his bad days too.
@@OHOE1 who asked
I can relate 100 to this
@@OHOE1 it doesn't matter if it's "professional" or not its how he feels. And if you can't understand that then you shouldn't comment shit like this
or he's just being edgy because it sells. 😘 (not claiming to know, it just may not be that deep)
yesss😭
It's hard to put into words how Corpse's more serious songs hit me. There's depth to them, things I can relate to and things that go past what I can truly understand on a personal level, and might never be able to understand. But that's also how I feel sometimes, that there is depth to my own pain and that it will never truly be understood in its entirety by any single person. There's a kind of peace in finding empathy over pain or frustration, even if it is incomplete.
Ikr? I like them 100 times more than his others
This is so well written. Ur absolutely right. I feel he’s got such a talent turning how he feels into words and ryhythms. Everything is honest that’s how it gets to so many ppl. He’s a true artist no doubt
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Definitely agree with you
Bro this comment made me cry...and I was in class
Dude when you finally found your every day songs
Miss u corpse..
Thank you for another song-honestly, I never thought I would be so entranced with your type of music. But each song, from 'Miss You!' to this new one, speaks to me for different reasons. And even If I can't 100% relate to them all. I do find them calling out to a different part of me.
Thank you for making me feel something when I thought I was dead inside.
Agreed.
Same here, for example I have multiple chronic Illnesses (Narcolepsy, Epilepsy, Psoriatic Arthritis (which developed/I got diagnosted with when I was 25 so you could call Early Onset Psoriatic Arthritis)) )
No matter how much time passes, I always turn around and listen to his music on repeat, just knowing he's the one behind them
I got rheumatoid arthritis at 21 🥲 I hate that so many people suffer chronic illnesses but it’s so relatable
I feel the same way. Sometimes I just want to let the darkness inside of me show
Nothing since Agoraphobic has hit me this deeply.. I can literally feel his pain reverbing in my soul, and maybe that's just because there is an element to this that I can relate to. Just wow, always speechless from every song he drops.
its quite amazing how such a song can be overlooked until you listen to it properly and actually listen to what he's saying. It becomes incredibly relatable to those actually genuinely struggling
I have chronic back pain, graves disease, and EDS. All contribute to a daily struggle of even getting up to work. I absolutely adore this and I'm glad my sister forced me to listen to it. So many of the lyrics hit me hard in the feels. Keep producing music, you're amazing and strong to still be working under those conditions.
The pain in knowing how many of us are suffering with chronic illness... sending everyone a hug and ty corpse for existing - hope you will be okay ❤️
Thank you ❤️
Hugs back to you lovely. If nothing else it's kinda united us all a bit aha 🖤
Sending hugs right back to you ❤️
@@Its_Just_Shay 🫂
Hugs back to you!
This song did something to me, but I can't really explain it. I definitly felt it.
This song means so much to me personally. My chronic illness isn’t physical but it makes life hard and this song truly vocalizes how I feel. I want to succeed in my life but my illness makes me feel I don’t deserve it so I sabotage over and over again. I want to be loved but the voices tell me I don’t deserve it so I sabotage. The way I grew up doesn’t help me because I’ve never seen what a healthy relationship looks like so I end up treating all my partners like shit because that’s all I’ve ever seen. I’ve been abusive, manipulative, unfaithful. I’ve been nasty. And that cycle of behavior makes the voices tell me “Who are you to be successful? What makes you think you deserve to be happy when you did THAT? What right do you have to be okay, you pathetic piece of shit?” It makes me afraid to go to college because I don’t want to continue the cycle there. I don’t wanna die but it gets so hard that I’m worried one day I will give in and kill myself. And it keeps getting worse. Every time something good in my life happens I ruin it. So I count my days because it feels like giving into the voices is inevitable. And loving somebody feels impossible.
Dude just really needs a hug 🖤
I fucking love the lyrical consistency throughout this. Sometimes it's rhymes, sometimes the words lead into something new, sometimes you just say fuck it and sing what you WANT. This is amazing.
jesus christ. i hope everything is going alright with you mr corpse but this song is amazing keep up the amazing work man
As a thirteen years old diagnosed with social agoraphobia which is the fear of people I love corpse and everything about him he's so comforting and it feels like he's there for me
hes not there
I have type one diabetes and nerve damage
CORPSE you are an inspiration to me as someone who could die at any moment, I love you man and all your real fans do too. We're all here for you. If i died today I'm glad i got to be apart of your fan base - your fan Payden
hope you get better man
“Fuck ur fucking sickness lost u in the process” hits me deep I lost someone to suicide..either it be mental or physical illness they r all hell but I hope u pull thru bro whatever ur going thru keep ur head up cause it’s a never ending battle
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) your shit doesn't even compare to the notepad dreamscape kids of 2012
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) yh right…….
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) ya sure. ratio.
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) and im only sad because i realized ur not dead
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) lmaooo 2 subscribers gtfo with that “my content is good” shit
I'm someone with chronic illnesses, and even though I will obviously never know exactly what Corpse is going through, I understand. Corpse's content is such an escape for me, and it will always be.
i feel that i also suffer from a chronic illness and it blows
Same here and I agree. Nice to hear music from someone who also understands
I also have a chronic illness I have fibromyalgia and I understand what he's going through in that sense
It's like a vent but you don't have to talk which is something that I sb who doesn't like to talk really likes
I have chronic illnesses too and corpses music helps me so much
I'm so sorry for all of yall suffering through chronic pain or illnesses or anything else life threatening. If I could switch places with you all, I would in an instant. This song speaks to so many people in this comment section, thank you Corpse for doing what you do. You don't deserve the pain you're going through, physical or otherwise. Nobody does. Hugs to everyone here 🫂🫂🫂
if you have chronic illness plus mental illness you feel every word man !! corpse is a genius love him and respect him so much
YO THIS IS GREAT! These lyrics are actually fire, and that animation is amazing! Instrumental is great, vocals impeccable as always. I love it Corpse!
Bro isn’t even 29 seconds in 💀
@@darth6212 That’s just how good it is 😎
@@hellrey1917 What the fuck is wrong with you
@UCs4lWISJceFPU1jOuJo6DxA wait are you talking to me because if you are I know I was just confused on why they would say that. Also I asked that question because if you are trying to at me my name just looks like a bunch of numbers and letters for some reason but if not I replied to you for no reason so sorry about that
@@_iheartmusicxx_ It’s the stupid bots. Whoever makes them deserves to go to prison.
When Corpse began to speak out about his chronic illnesses, mine were getting worse. We had tried for so many years to find something and hit a wall. My family gave up. But I didn’t.
This song, as sad as it is, is a reminder to keep fighting. Because this pain will pass eventually. Live life until you can’t.
Live life until you can't. I love that sentiment.
I’ll drink to that
same here. im still in a lot of pain and struggling to get through, but on the day this song came out, i finally got a referral for gender reaffirming surgery. sometimes i can be hopeful
Hi from France ! nice song !
I feel so sad for corpse seeing his old songs and the new ones u can see how much his voice is getting more deeper and deeper which means hes probally suffering more
I love these songs because of how personal he gets with his audience
@Love Melanin It is really amazing
yess
everything corpse drops is incredible. Like watching him years ago do those scary stories, never would I think he’d be dropping music that I jam to EVERY single day. No matter what mood I’m in, corpse always makes me feel like I’m okay and like a bad bitch 99% of the time. This song is amazing. the lyrics are incredible! CORPSE PLEASE NEVER STOP DOING MUSIC!!!! BUT ALSO TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND DO YOU AT UR OWN PACE! WE ALL LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU!! KEEP IT UP
i myself listen to alot of badbitch song if you can call it like that yet i still am way to scared of people to apear like a bad ass bitch... so congrates :)
@@nikkitodorokishotostwin5930 All you need to have the “bad ass bitch appearance” is the confidence and self affirmation of “I am that bitch, always will be.”
i have chronic illness and lost someone due to my horrible coping with substances. thank you corpse.
Hope things start lookin up for you, ma.
thank you so much
Man, I just wanna give you a hug.
Hey corpse, I don't know if you'll read this, but I just wanted to say, take your time, underneath all the voice thirst and several other reactions, we do know there's you as a person, and I can't say I know what you're going through, but I do know it is tough, so, we understand if you have to take a break from it all to deal with your own stuff. Thank you, for everything, see you next time man, take care.
Well said!!!
Yeah, man, take care of yourself.
I couldn't agree more. 💜
👏
👍👍
Haven’t even finished it yet and I fucking love it. The lyrics, the art, the song itself, omfg.
when I was just a few years old my parents noticed I couldn't walk well. I cried about my pain, but hospitals thought it was just growing pain. when I went to second grade we got an MRI the doctor told us I had a condition called Osgood Schlatter arthritis. usually, that condition goes away but the doctor told me the chances are really low that I would live without that pain. when I started hearing corpses music, it literally changed my life. It gave me the motivation to do sports and all the things I've always loved. thank you corpse.
I've been listening to Corpses songs the past few days, been in a dark place. It's been helping. I hope he takes care of himself and knows that his true fans don't care if he stays hidden or decides to reveal. We just want him to feel safe and happy.
Let's appreciate him for sharing such intimate details of his life with us, thank you Corpse, we wish you the best, we'll always stand behind you
Dude this is an absolute BANGER! Lyrics go in hard
- Typed by a 6 yr old. u forgot to mention.
@@ABChibi whats that supposed to mean?
Oh hi
@@jxff2000 oh hi
@@ABChibi nik is 25 years old
year later and unfortunately this song still hits home way more than it should for any person. stay safe, y'all ✌️💖
"got meds in my blood, got death on my mind" shit hit real deep for me. i suffer from acid reflux/GERD too and i've always had trouble with social anxiety and slight agoraphobia and it was always hard for me to go out and make friends but once i heard Corpse's music and they way he shares how his anxiety affects him and how life is hard for him and others too just really opened something up for me cuz for him to do that with all the people that just totally shit on him for no reason takes guts and an insane amount of courage to do which is extremely hard with anxiety issues so thank you so much Corpse for helping me and others see that, you may be known as "deep voice guy" to other people but to me and others you're so much more, you're an amazing artist, an amazing content creator and just a huge inspiration for people trying to get over anxiety and depression. you've taught me that life is difficult but you just gotta keep going and that's such a beautiful message so thank you so much Corpse, we'll always love you man.
This song sounds so sad, Corpse has been through a lot and I’m glad he’s still here with us making music. I hope to see him making more RUclips videos too. Love you Corpse 🖤
It also sound comforting tbh
Love u corpse thanks for being light to stuff like mental illness you r awesome I am agoraphobic and is on special medicine for it but your agoraphobic song I can play on repeat.
👏❤️
@@Kylie514 It's an animation.
@@Kylie514 its also not him
Yall need to understand he's more than a celebrity, he's a human being. Just be sensitive to that, listen to the pain in these lyrics, and understand the message.
All the comments I'm seeing are relating to him on a pretty human level. I really hate the stan culture, it's so gross. So hopefully with songs like this, those people can check themselves a bit, and recognize the human condition in all of us. (Or... maybe not. The stans all seem to be like 12-year-olds, so maybe they just need more life experience under their belts to be able to empathize and relate to the message and inner torment he shares, like so many of us who have felt the harsh kick of life in the face do with ease.)
@@SilverFlame819 Apologies if my comment came off as rude.
I happened upon this video like five minutes after it was posted (I'm not subbed to him, I just listen to poltergeist sometimes while I draw) And all the comments were like 'Oh, such a good song, XOXOXO Corpse!' and I was irritated that nobody adressed the emotion and rawness of it. The lifetime of pain that clearly went into writing something like this, does that make sense?
I feel you at 11 years old I had to be in a mental hospital twice, because I have a chemical imbalance in my brain. Which causes me to be suicidal and self harm. So I get it. Mental and physical health matters. Before anyone comments saying I should go back. I am getting the help I need. Thank you for reading this. I love you all.
I remember finding out your content back then. Some time later I found your music. I've been listening to your songs since then. I think I found them in the right time. Been dealing with lot of health issues, specially this year... Got some back problems, got diagnosed with gerd as well; amongst other things, which leads me to I feel sick and being in pain most days so, listening to music, your music; (this song in particular) is a good way for me to cope with all those things, so thank you Corpse.
Thank you for spreading awareness.
Take care.
1:11 Best part. It's hypnotizing to listen to.
"No face, no name, like Kira. My bitch look just like Misa." The Death Note reference, though.
Much love, Corpse.
Its at 1:50
@@AbxminatixnZ 🤡
Yeshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
@@Kayla-yr7vm Yeah ik. "Text me when you get home. Love you" just meant a lot to me.
probably the only song writer i know that makes me read the lyrics like a story, absolutely AMAZING 😭😭😭😭😭
6 years ago, my bestfriend ended her life due to the pain she went through due to chronic illness at the age of 17. when we were younger, she'd tell me if she had the words to explain how it felt, she would tell me but she just couldn't. i found corpse 2 years later after my bestfriend died and i think i might have a grasp of understanding of how she felt, thanks to your music corpse.
thank you so fucking much.🖤
Being diagnosed with multiple chronic illnesses myself. Corpse is one of the only people in the world that actually makes me feel like I have a way of letting all the pain out. Throughout my whole life I felt so insignificant to everyone around me but knowing that there are other people who have felt my pain and probably worse makes me feel a whole lot better but knowing that others are going through what I have also makes me feel bad. Either way, Corpse is a beautiful person and makes my day a whole lot better with all his songs and streams so. We all love you Corpse! You're so amazing to those of us that have no way of getting any comfort! Thank you!
Seeing someone with chronic illness absolutely killing it while also being relatively open about their personal struggles really, genuinely gives a lot of hope for other people. And if not hope, then it gives the catharsis of being able to listen to your music and just.. feel. Feel wronged. And that's okay. A lot of people have been. Keep killing it.
Yes, it's so painful, but it's so good to feel understood...
So true. This is part of the reason I love him so much. His story is eerily similar to mine and I’ve felt so alone all this time but now I hear his music and it feels like finally talking to someone who gets it.
Don't know if you know this but you pretty much described ironmouse, good friend of corpse with a chronic illness as well. You can catch her on twitch and might even get the nice surprise of Corpses visit there from time to time
@@GrayfoxN7 I don't know her very well, what is her health condition ?
@@TheMarquis_31 Common Variable Immune Deficiency also abbreviated to CVID. It basically means that she has no immune system thus has to stay quarantined at all times. She is also on respiratory aid and has to get plasma injected every couple of weeks (donate plasma if you can ;) ). Her condition also has had a major impact on her high pitched voice which some might qualify as annoying. So quite the opposite to Corpse whose voice is described as assertive and dominant. Despite all these issues she is a bright ray of sunshine and a beautiful human being whose company is beyond entertaining.
This evokes a feeling I hate, and it makes me uncomfortable because it’s describes things I felt before that I wouldn’t be able to put into words like this. The song is amazing and it makes my heart hurt. Love you corpse ❤️
I feel the same, It's fucked up, I also feel that sensation in my chest
Exactly 🥲❤️
bruh you love JD FCJEICBEFHCBEHJCFEHJCBHEFVBJVBVFGHDVBRGHVVDFVHV with noises
it's so relatable it's like he's looking into my psyche
Literally! I wasn’t sure if I should say relatable since I’m sure he’s talking about his own story but there’s no other way to describe it. Def a familiar feeling.
Man always has bars when I need them
The song is sang amazingly! Teach me your talent bro😭
Step 1 - Open mouth
Step 2 - Let mouth sing
@@CgVibin Step 3 - Repeat
They just keep getting better and better.
Outstanding
@@mpmonkey6626 yeah..
its trash
@@allen9028 no need to share your invalid opinion lol
@@allen9028 what everyone thinks about you.
@@themadmagic5019 never said that
As someone struggling with worsening chronic illnesses who is mentally struggling to finish her college career I truly appreciate your music ❤
Literally same. Love you Corpse
I straight up dropped college bc I couldn't do it with my physical and mental health. There's no way I would pass and it took so long to come to terms with it. You've got this, and don't forget to put yourself first
@@erinrigatoni7997 I have one semester left and it has definitely taken a toll on me but I am hella proud of myself for making it this far and pushing for graduation though I definitely need to take a break after this lol
Just here to encourage you. I went through college with a lot of worsening illnesses and just want to give you support, let you know you're not alone. It was several years ago for me but that pain is still present in my mind. Whether you finish or don't, please don't feel like you didn't do enough. You are enough. your efforts are enough.
@@shiningmoonsong7587 Only one semester?? You've totally got this! I ended up having to take a quarter off, and things were a shitshow, but I forced myself to go back and graduate. What a fucking waste of my money. But I figured if I'd made it that far, I might as well get the piece of paper. And by fucking God, I've got the piece of paper. It wasn't the degree, it was the principle. I was determined to finish. I wish I'd never gone in the first place, I owe tens of thousands still on a degree I earned 20 years ago... but dammit, I finished. You can do it.
Oh corpse. This song hits different. I absolutely know what its like with illnesses. When i explain to people about what i have, they always eother think im lying b3cause thats what people have done, or they give the excuse, "I know people with those disorders and they dont act like that." And im just like... "okay? But they have friends and ones who care... i dont..." and its like, people say, "oh be yourself." Pffft. When we, with illnesses, do be ourselves, it pushes people away.... like... its hard to find people who understand...
such a heavy song that i can relate to, i havent been chronically ill but i feel like i been ill my whole life, been through so many break ups and being hard of hearing it was hard for me to fit in, always thinking about suicide but i never done it, your music inspire me, and i hope you continue your music career, keep at it corpse :)
I’ve got chronic illnesses + PTSD from childhood trauma and these lyrics fit how I feel just a little too well. It’s like He took the swirling thoughts in my mind and made them make sense. I hate knowing he struggles too, but I guess that’s life. We all struggle. It’s bittersweet because I love knowing I’m not alone, that I’m not the odd man out for my feelings, but it’s painful knowing others hurt just like I do.
much love and respect for corpse, you're amazing and such a strong person
to be willing to voice your vulnerability through your music and share it with the public really does take guts
never forget your worth king :) ❤️
i resonate with this song so hard, and i'm very poor at putting things into words so bare with me. i almost lost myself, i'm chronically ill with neuropathy, nerve damage, arthiritis, several other things. i watched Corpse's interview with Anthony Padilla a few months back and i had tears in my eyes during parts of the interview because i thoroughly understand, and i felt an odd sense of comfort that someone else has gone through what i have medically and emotionally. it tears you down day after day and fighting is hard. very difficult at times when you're so engulfed in flames that you can barely stand to move your fingers. i go to the doctor's and get shrugged off appointment after appointment and hearing someone else has gone through the same gut-wrenching repetition gives me some hope, especially since Corpse is raising awareness about it. keep going, Corpse 🖤💜 you're doing phenomenally
When u listen to this twice. Shit hits u in the feels like you're lonely, depressed & many more :l it be puttin me in a dark place
"Got meds in my blood, Got death on my mind."
I feel you Corpse. Great song, love u.🖤
I think truly, this couldn’t have came at a more profound and needed time of my life. “Life Waster” as the title song, along with the lyrics and your voice really impacts in such a deep & raw level. I love the production and emotion that went into this. It’s a masterpiece.
This song feels incredible vulnerable, grounded and overall like a insight of someone who feels they’re wasting their life - due to many reasons. I only think this because that’s what I’ve been struggling with and dealing with since as a teenager. I can relate, maybe not on the same way but I’m familiar. I’m Chronic, I have mental health issues and have to deal with a disability everyday of my life; only recently in faced with another medical problem and I feel so lost. I’m 21, I never felt so numb and have suicidal ideation in my mind as much as I do now. I feel my friends are moving along happy with their lives, while I’m here, in such a dark place and the last thing I wanna do is waste their time as a burden.
Life is going by so fast and so slow at the same time, I’m stuck and unable to go back to some sense of normality. I actually do feel like a life waster now that I think about it…meds, doctors, pain and everything is the reality for me.
It’s almost self-destructive truly, I’ve tried everything and music is basically all I have right now.
So, thank you Corspe, for this song and giving something akin to a lifeline for me to hold onto. 🖤
I lov the way u explain it. And though I don’t know u- I’m glad music is something u can keep in these hard times. It’s hard I’m sure. But I’m glad u wrote this. I’m glad I got to know this about u. It’s not wasted I promise. I hope u keep doing ur best. Can’t wait for the next song, but this one certainly did it’s job.
@@01eminasvolhamato Ah, thank you so much. (I could’ve went more into detail or write more but I didn’t want to go overboard.) I may not know you either, but I appreciate you and your comment. I’m glad too honestly, I don’t know where I’d be without it - it’d be harder for sure. Thank you, I’m glad you felt such a way about my comment and got to know me through it; that it’s not wasted. I’ll hold onto that promise. 🎶
I’m doing the best I can, I can promise that. I hope you’re doing well and taking care as well. I can’t wait too, he just keeps improving and each song is such a unique piece, this one certainly is a new favourite of mine and I do agree it did it’s job. Immense appreciation and kudos for the hard work and dedication!! 💜
First of all, keep it together, don't lose hope.
I'm 23 now i don't have that big illness, but it most likely will stuck with me for rest of my life. Before that i had a job, now 1-2 year past i can't have one. So i really feel a true “Life Waster”. Friends building carriers, have families.. i do nothing
But if everything goes as planned i can start again, but already hated this years to not "progressing" in life.
@@martinnagy3791 Hi, thank you for your quick “to the point” comment at the start - I’ll try and keep it together. I won’t lose hope, I promise.
Thank you for sharing some of your story, how this song relates and feels to you; I appreciate it a lot. I understand, truly. I had a job last year, I had to quit and I’m still dealing with this new health condition; I’ve had to give up a lot of things and take a break from doing what I love. (Digital Art) So, I relate to that and I’m sorry you are going through this, it isn’t fair nor deserved…I hope you get through this and know you aren’t alone.
I can also relate and understand seeing friends and families moving on, doing something with their lives and being happy; it really cements that you are wasting your life away and sometimes you can’t do anything about it. You just have to let yourself feel in the moment, it’s okie to and I hate not being able to progress too - especially when it comes to showing one’s true potential and willing to improve.
I truly hope and wish that everything goes to plan for you my friend, you already made it this far and I’m proud of you for that. Even if things don’t go to plan, I’m here for you and if you want someone to talk to; we still got more lives and years ahead to try again.
Take care okie and thank you again for your reply. 💜
The thing I found most helpful with my chronic illness is doing small things every day. I can’t build sets like I used to or run theatrical productions like I used to and I can’t use the skills I acquired before my illness that started at 15 but… I can make small things. Blankets for new babies in my family. Little trinkets and projects. I spend time every day working on small things because I can’t manage working heavy machinery anymore.
I’m not useless… even though my brain tells me that I am every day.
I’m not wasting time… even though everyone else got to go follow their dreams and I was stuck at home sleeping in front of the toilet for weeks on end. I fill the time I do have and I make small beautiful things for the people I love and right now that has to be enough.
Please don’t give up on your art… it’s your only outlet. Make beautiful things especially when it hurts to make them. That is after all the essence of art and what makes this music so relatable.
I hope you’ll keep going friend. I believe in you.
this song destroys me as a person with multiple chronic illnesses, a large array of mental illnesses, and a really big love for corpse. this song makes me wanna start sobbing
This is my therapy rn. Like listening to CORPSE is a different level 🖤 I adore his voice! And I adore him. He's such an amazing person 🖤🖤
His voice is like a drug. A song that you can actually feel his emotions.
The words "life waster" express EXACTLY how I feel about my chronic illnesses. Back when I was somewhat more able most people didn't really believe me or understand, and were always "disappointed in me", and like trust me, you were never as disappointed in me as I was in myself for letting people down. I fight every day not to hate myself for my illness and disabilities, and give myself some grace, but these asshole illnesses have stolen my twenties from me and I'm grieving all the things I could have done while I've been fighting this shit.
Same. I spent my 30s in constant pain after I "recovered" from pneumonia. I would sleep for 3 days at a time. My husband was like "what's wrong?" I had 2 babies to care for but I couldn't wake up. If I was awake, I was in pain. Eventually the fibromyalgia got a lot better and I could sort of live my life again, but most of my hobbies were too strenuous for me to do without it backlashing and making it more difficult to recover from. Now, in my late 40s, I'm at a healthy weight and feeling better. Unfortunately, I just found out I might have lymphoma. So much for making up for all the years I missed living while I was debilitatingly ill. Now I don't even know if I'll be around for my daughter's wedding next year 🥺
i'm an author and a streamer, and still a teen, and holy hell its so frustrating to not have even graduated high school yet and still in so much mental pain that people try to brush off
@@Becky317girl you said "might" have lymphoma...And your already writing off your daughters wedding and your future. You need to be a little more positive it might change some things in your life. You be surprised what positive thoughts can do
@@juni867 if only being positive was that easy.
@@juni867 you clearly know nothing about how the world works
Man, this track gets me every time. I’ve had 6 open heart surgeries. 5 of them were done by the time I was 13. The 6th was done in February of this year. I was strung out on heroin/opiates amongst other things on & off from the time I was cut off my pain medication after my 5th surgery when I was 13 till September of last year. I’m 27 now & have almost 1 year clean. Thank you for this song , brother. It means so much to myself & many others.
*This song hit me hard, is the first time I feel so much a song until that makes me cry, good job Corpse, I have a disease that is slowly killing me since 2021 and really ur song means a lot as it makes me feel strong and see that I can't give up that easy, thank u
im so sorry to hear that i really hope something happens so u=you get better.
Thank God, rip lol
@@getbuilt Thank u so much
@@CephalonOwl Idc?
@@MRinDit7 yee np
I hate they way people treat corpse. He’s in an impossible situation where he doesn’t know if revealing his face will bring him more pain or help him. He doesn’t want to be swarmed in public, but because he stays anonymous people try to tear him down. Chances are if he does do a face reveal people will flame him. I really hope he takes care of himself
I am not famous and I don't know if I want to be or ever will be (I am thinking of uploading some drawing videos/animations/narrations myself but eh. Probably not) but if it happens I would prefer not to show my face either. I have a lot of mental health issues, but even if I didn't, I'd want to keep my privacy and personal space. If people would swarm me then my mental health would get absolutely nuked no matter what. Just like so many others' did. Not all people are nice and understanding either
I hope he doesn't get pressured into doing it and that nothing from him ever gets leaked, but also I am proud of him for showing more and more according to his comfort level (like hand pics or shadows etc.)
If he did we’d still love em. Won’t stop me from watching his vids
@@elftwelve Pretty much being famous is like throwing away your privacy and letting everyone see. Still can't believe people trash Corpse because he doesn't want to show his face.
I agree,I think it might be best for him not to reveal his identity since he might get swarmed and it might be to much.But it's his choice though no matter what happens he has really good friends that will stay by him and his fans.
Looking at what's happening on twitter with dreams face reveal, he better keep his face off the internet
Out of all his songs this one hits the hardest. This isnt jus a guy wiv a nice voice rapping over a beat, this is corpse telling his story its real and i love him because of it. He nvr fails to make real music. He something we need alot more these days. I luv you corpse.
It's rough out there; wish everyone best wishes ✨ 🌙
Someone give this man a hug
That's what I said
He needs a hug The people who like this song need a hug