Lø Spirit - Anymore [Official Video]

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  • Опубликовано: 11 окт 2023
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    Lyrics:
    Sometimes I question if I’ve got the guts to keep waking up
    So I hide so no one see me on the ledge when I’m about to jump
    It’s embarrassing, preaching how to save when I’m perishing
    Oh, how I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick
    But somehow, I guess I’m not meant to heal, I’m not meant to live
    Cause my life’s like therapy
    I gotta pay someone to be there for me.
    Cause if I don’t, I’m alone
    I can’t do this anymore
    No, I can’t do this anymore
    I fight these words like I’m at war
    Can someone find a cure?
    Cause I can’t do this anymore.
    I can’t, I can’t.
    No I can’t do this.
    Wait.. yes I can
    Gotta “be a man”
    Gotta hide the hurt, cause what’s worse? Losing me or them?
    No matter what I do, I lose regardless
    I feel so heartless..
    That’s why I’m always wrestling with who I am, and everybody’s watching me.
    Don’t wanna let em down. But I.
    I can’t do this anymore
    No, I can’t do this anymore, no.
    And I’m not the one you’re looking for
    Got one hand on the door
    I can’t do this anymore
    I can’t, I can’t, no I can’t do this.
    I don’t even know what I’m fighting for..
    Healing for myself? or my childhood scars?
    Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts.
    Cause this ain’t life, it’s just surviving.
    I don’t even know what I’m fighting for..
    Healing for myself? or my childhood scars?
    Living for a dream’s how a nightmare starts.
    I can’t do this anymore
    I can’t do this anymore
    I’m fucking sick, I’m fucking sore
    Don’t care if I’m adored
    I can’t do this anymore
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Комментарии • 329

  • @notdefectiveschizoaffectiveLDS
    @notdefectiveschizoaffectiveLDS 8 месяцев назад +234

    "it's embarrassing. Preaching how to save when I'm perishing." Those lyrics hit hard.

  • @JJIeustice-or5gl
    @JJIeustice-or5gl 5 месяцев назад +42

    “This ain’t life it’s just surviving,” that hits hard too. Still learning to survive.

  • @ndmuse
    @ndmuse Месяц назад +9

    No one can write lyrics like this unless they live it. I feel this to my core and I'm happy I found your music. ❤

  • @needlethethread5341
    @needlethethread5341 2 месяца назад +14

    Hey, Lo. what i've learned in my life. Is it's not "I can't do this anymore", its "I can't do this alone anymore." It's ok to tell people youve been defeated. but it can always get better, and you don't have to feel ashamed for not doing it "by yourself". I won't compare our journey's, but I'd say we both could use some peace

  • @kotajames6211
    @kotajames6211 8 месяцев назад +11

    "healing for myself? Or childhood scars?" Damn 🥺

  • @reacher8042
    @reacher8042 8 месяцев назад +8

    Now this is real music

  • @Urmomisametalhead
    @Urmomisametalhead 8 месяцев назад +293

    "My life's like therapy I gotta pay someone to be there for me" hits like a ton of bricks. Such a beautiful song. Woke up at 5 for it and I am NOT DISAPPOINTED. Josh, Thanks for releasing this masterpiece. I hope you get better. Sending my wishes in your way.

  • @oblivilion8342
    @oblivilion8342 7 месяцев назад +64

    As someone who’s chronically ill I’d like to thank you for this. There aren’t enough songs out there that describe this struggle. ❤

    • @oblivilion8342
      @oblivilion8342 7 месяцев назад +3

      Istg the line “oh how I dream of better days and nights when I’m not so sick” hits so hard

  • @purplepriestess7648
    @purplepriestess7648 8 месяцев назад +7

    I hope someone in your circle understands this for what it is and give you the help you are begging for......💔

  • @diegofox7290
    @diegofox7290 7 месяцев назад +13

    I have been battling depression and suic1dal thoughts, every day is a pain, a war with myself, "I can't do this anymore" I have tried in the past but I don't know how much longer I can hold on, I am so tired of myself.
    my pain has overcome my empathy for others not so suffer for my loss, even my cat... I wish it could all end today

    • @jamesmathewcarillo7187
      @jamesmathewcarillo7187 2 месяца назад

      same but we all need to be strong because life is just like that with never ending challenges that we face. stay strong because we are the only one who can overcome the challenges ahead of us even though we are strangers remember that someone out there still Care about your existence like me as a fellow person who also suffered with depression and suicidal thoughts.

  • @KadenCreates
    @KadenCreates 8 месяцев назад +37

    1:52, the voice crack over "No I cant".. that.. that had to be the hardest part to hear.. knowing you keep fighting through it, even when the pain you're going through is so strong, so hard, that even your voice breaks when trying to be strong about it.. it's an entire new level of strength. I, am so proud of you, Lø... so incredibly proud of you..

  • @kylenoll-qy3vq
    @kylenoll-qy3vq 8 месяцев назад +199

    I really can't do this anymore.. wife of 12 yrs is dipping out and leaving me with our son, I work and pay all the bills and she gets knocked up, fired from job and leaves. We all can do math. Such a curve ball in my life but the signs were there. She has always wrecked everything and held me back. I'll rise from this with a healthier man and son. Just can't explain why Mom does what she does

    • @jenniferpope89
      @jenniferpope89 7 месяцев назад +11

      I know it doesn't help, but try to trust all things happen for a reason, even if we don't know why or agree. Trust that you deserve happiness and good things in your life and put your energy and focus into that, bc that is what matters most!

    • @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk
      @Hdhdjdudh-fv5jk 7 месяцев назад +11

      Trust that there is a reason and Jesus Christ you

    • @AmbreDominick
      @AmbreDominick 7 месяцев назад +5

      Ugh I’m so sorry bro but this music wouldn’t hit so hard if we didn’t go through shit and overcome. Which you will do fucking hard she will regret the pain she caused you the power you will gain from this!

    • @IdaF5
      @IdaF5 7 месяцев назад +6

      5yrs with this guy... just to find out that over the past 5yrs there has been a whopping 55 women!! That he was talking to inappropriately (for censor purposes), he had sent and received countles pictures/videos. He was telling at least one of them how much he loved them, was calling her babe, saved her contact as "my sexy love". I found out on accident. Our daughter was watching Blippi on his phone, she handed me the phone and I went to lock the screen and right at that second, he gets a notification from that one.... I'm absolutely shattered.

    • @Gremlinsbeabout
      @Gremlinsbeabout 7 месяцев назад +1

      Look at all you've achieved fella, you're a king and your kids see you as one. keep your head up

  • @TimmyMicBobbins
    @TimmyMicBobbins 8 месяцев назад +6

    Lø Spirit your a hero just hope you know that.

  • @rynl2076
    @rynl2076 2 месяца назад +3

    That's okay, rest. Let yourself find your joy, everyone has the right to that selfishness, everyone. 'Sharing is is caring' is a blatant piece of bullsh*t that we were told when we were kids. Unless you have more than enough, sharing is just self damaging. Do what you feel you need

  • @limo4630
    @limo4630 8 месяцев назад +8

    "Sometimes I question if I got the guts to keep waking up, so I hide so noone sees me on the ledge when I'm 'bout to jump" this was my highschool experience, thankfully doing better now

  • @nat11han
    @nat11han 8 месяцев назад +6

    I've seen this from the other side. This song hits because I've seen your lyrics in my girlfriend's eyes living with a few autoimmune conditions. We've seen her weight drop, hospital stays, the color leave her skin, hours getting infusions, and the laughter fade. To everyone going through this, i am so sorry. I can't imagine what it's like. But what I can say from my point of view is, that to the ones that love you, you are beautiful. You are loved. And you are not a burden. i hope you keep going. Your hope and story can help others. Stay strong 🖤

  • @jager_miester_7312
    @jager_miester_7312 8 месяцев назад +14

    I am part of the lot of people that refer to addiction as a disease. And I can tell you listening to this plays into that for me because I have an extremely addictive personality and when I quit one thing I take to another. Right now I’m 3 years and 6 months clean from cocaine pills and other destructive substances. I’m 4 months and 24 days without a drink. I only smoke weed now and I want to work my way off of that eventually. Addiction has taken so much from so many people especially people I know and hold close to my heart. This song gives me hope because with every” I can’t do this anymore” comes a “I gotta push through this”. Just remember you have survived 100% of your worst days. You got this. Im sorry you struggle with chronic illness and for what it’s worth you are in my prayers no matter who is reading this. You can make it through.

    • @Daniel-kz3df
      @Daniel-kz3df 8 месяцев назад +1

      Get it! Progress! Keep the end goal in mind and push yourself when it gets hard, let the music you hear here ask the hard questions for you and be kind to yourself, but when things look bad, look at the aggregate and tell yourself you're making progress because you are. Signed, a fellow addict

  • @Chloe_L999
    @Chloe_L999 8 месяцев назад +14

    When I first came across Lø Spirit I came here just because of citizen soldier in the song 'limit' I thought I'd take a chance and listen to a new artist, and that was the best decision I ever made. You has such a powerful, unique voice I honestly love it. I love all the songs you've done and I hope you keep growing your community and help others like you've helped me find myself and learn to be who I am. I still enjoy your music as it reminds me of the people who stayed with me through thick and thin. I love you bro ❤

  • @Daniel-kz3df
    @Daniel-kz3df 8 месяцев назад +16

    "It’s embarrassing, preaching how to save when I’m perishing" is something i do all the time. My struggle isn't the same as yours as no one's struggle is the same as anyone's struggle, but it's good to remind ourselves we're human and helping others is important but gotta remind yourself that you're important too. Thanks for the reminder

  • @GrittyScars
    @GrittyScars 8 месяцев назад +9

    I m here after listening to ''Good Enough''. I was sure that you are so talented lyricwise. I love that you did it personal. A Soul screaming i cant do this anymore, giving hope to all of us.
    that..we can reborn from our ashes...
    ''I fight these words like I'm at war
    Can someone find a cure
    Cause I can't do this anymore. ''

  • @gerwalt2137
    @gerwalt2137 8 месяцев назад +23

    I needed this song a year ago, but now when I listen to it, I remember the difficult times and think how much better it is now. Thank you for all your work.

  • @sanorous_6814
    @sanorous_6814 8 месяцев назад +25

    beautifully written and spoken. being somebody who struggles with their mental health everyday (anxiety, depression, PTSD, etc) - there’s days where i’m just not sure i’ll be able to make it to the end. I’m also in college for Nursing, so that’s an uphill battle as well. The battle is a constant tug of war from within that will always change in dynamics.
    I love this song - and I hope you’re able to obtain better peace and happiness soon. 🖤

  • @justinsmithmusic
    @justinsmithmusic 8 месяцев назад +10

    This song cuts so deep. Absolute masterpiece. The whole team went off!

  • @edubblesspirit
    @edubblesspirit 4 месяца назад +5

    I swear RUclips is listening to my thoughts.

  • @LeanneRosexxx
    @LeanneRosexxx 8 месяцев назад +86

    Such a beautiful song. ❤ I’ve been struggling for 14 years, finally found out in January that it’s chronic late stage Lyme disease. “Can someone find a cure?” Ugh, that line hits hard. You can get through all this, wade through the water one day at a time and you’ll get stronger for your family day by day. I hope one day you find a clear answer as to what is making you so poorly, just knowing definitely it is Lyme disease felt validating to me. I no longer have that dance in my head of “am I really physically ill or is it all in my head?”. I love all your music.

    • @thegnib1914
      @thegnib1914 6 месяцев назад +1

      I understand exactly how you feel. I'm a senior in high school and have struggled with chronic Lymes disease, as well as a plethora of others health issues, since elementary. I had absolutely no idea what was happening to me. For the longest time I thought this was how everyone else felt and it was a me issue that I couldn’t deal with it. It destroyed me, both physically and mentally. Thankfully, I've been lucky enough to have a family that's been constantly there for me, supporting and motivating me to keep going. We tried basically everything, but ozone treatments finally got it under control for me. I wish you the best in your search for a cure. You’ll get through this! :)

    • @danmaertens7872
      @danmaertens7872 4 месяца назад +1

      I had Lyme disease for 7yrs and it ruined me. But now I’m Lyme free. It took a lot of terrible roadblocks and experiments. Tons of antibiotics that just ruined me. I suggest finding a naturopath doctor who can use herbs and nutrition to heal you. Going the antibiotics route will fail, it always does and those things are dangerous. Some even can cause deleterious side effects and long lasting damage to the gut mircobiome, this is something you don’t want to ruin, since your overall health is rooted there.

  • @rainbird_
    @rainbird_ 8 месяцев назад +36

    Never have I heard something so relatable. So many lyrics in this song hit hard.
    I also have a chronic illness. My spine is slowly fusing together, causing arthritis like symptoms in my spine and I have athritus in the majority of my other joints.
    I may not know or understand what MCAS is but I sympathetise with you and understand the everyday struggle with chronic illness. Thank you for sharing your story. Appreciate you. This one will definitely be an everyday listen ❤

    • @juileb197473051
      @juileb197473051 8 месяцев назад +1

      I was truly blessed to have been the mother of my children during their developmental years, the years that shape their personalities, because now they are awesome like their mama. 😁 If anyone else would have raised them they might act and look like they have a turd up their nose, but instead they have their Mama's BIG HAPPY SMILE, and know how to joke around and not take life so serious making them miserable snots. ✌️😘 I'm mentally ill, but it's due to many years of psychological and physical abuse. Praise be to my God, he gives me comfort knowing in the end he will handle all dirty deeds done by everyone. ✌️😘

    • @juileb197473051
      @juileb197473051 8 месяцев назад +1

      If I hadn't of been blessed by God with a joking/laughing coping mechanisms I darn sure wouldn't be able to handle the pressures from sick twisted games of oppression and bribery manipulative coveting ways

    • @rainbird_
      @rainbird_ 8 месяцев назад +1

      @@juileb197473051 I didn't give my son up lightly. My symptoms started when he was two, I carried on caring for him completely alone, unmedicated and undiagnosed as the doctors couldn't understand what was going on. I eventually had to make the decision when he was eight for him to go and live with my parents as he was becoming more of a carer to me than a free-spirited child and I never wanted that. I only got diagnosed a year and half ago and unfortunately because of late diagnosis there is a lot of irreparable damage to my spine but I am now on medications to help and I am working with every doctor thrown at me to try and get myself better so that my son can come home.
      Good on you for carrying on through your struggles and raising your kids. Everybody is different.

    • @corruptionism
      @corruptionism 8 месяцев назад

      I feel you! I feel every word you typed. I too lost my son cos I couldn’t take care of him, got sick and tired all the time so I couldn’t take care of him, he lives with his grandparents and godmother (my baby moms sister). They take care of him and I’m thankful for that, cos I couldn’t. But now I have a newborn and he’s in my care, my bbm walked out on us.

  • @namethestars
    @namethestars 8 месяцев назад +11

    No lie, I've been humming this since the short videos you've been putting up prior.
    "Cause this ain't life, it's just surviving" god this line 😭 I'm dealing with health problems myself and on top of that I'm grieving a loss so this just captures how I feel right now.
    Beautiful song from a beautiful voice ❤

  • @AfolSam
    @AfolSam 8 месяцев назад +13

    I really appreciate you being able to put into words how so many of us feel. Honestly I struggled with finding music in general that made me feel remotely better when I wasn't okay. Your music does it. Hands down I can have awful days and listening feel relatable. But we gotta get better, and we will. You inspire me.

  • @khadijaaitahmed818
    @khadijaaitahmed818 8 месяцев назад +3

    Gorgeous 💖 Song from you...
    Lø Spirit He started to understand us seriously about the type of songs we want 😅

    • @_.KLYDE._
      @_.KLYDE._ 8 месяцев назад

      Uh no. He wrote a song about his disease MCAS.

  • @NeverlandSystemPixie
    @NeverlandSystemPixie 2 месяца назад +2

    WOW!!! What a song... that hits like a sledgehammer

  • @metaljunkie-it9qd
    @metaljunkie-it9qd 8 месяцев назад +7

    You are hands down the best vocalist I`ve heard. So much emotion in your music, please keep it coming

  • @forever-lost420
    @forever-lost420 8 месяцев назад +4

    Love u man keep up the good work

  • @jenlappage5715
    @jenlappage5715 8 месяцев назад +6

    Your honesty and also your emotion in your voice are unique. Much love from Melbourne Australia ❤️🎤❤️🎼❤️🎶❤️🎵❤️🎧❤️🇺🇸❤️🇦🇺❤️

  • @rhiannalopez3805
    @rhiannalopez3805 8 месяцев назад +7

    Everything with this songs lyrics resonate with me on a very deep level. I was struggling with my childhood scars for over 10 yrs and yesterday I finally said I’m done. I’m not saving anyone or surviving. I’m finally going to live my life the way I want to. Not how everyone else expects me to.

  • @keylo5155
    @keylo5155 8 месяцев назад +7

    Man... some of those lines just hit.. Hoping we all get the help we need. Never give in to the thoughts, brighter days are always ahead. Much respect man.

  • @cameronyeager7635
    @cameronyeager7635 8 месяцев назад +5

    These lyrics hit so fucking close to home 🥺😭 Keep fighting the good fight against all the pain that life throws at u bro 🫂🫂❤❤

  • @krazyyykate
    @krazyyykate 8 месяцев назад +5

    Playing on repeat. POTs EDS and chronic migraines have me relating so much. Thank you for all you do. Hopefully we all survive long enough to be able to one day live again❤

  • @jamiesessions8811
    @jamiesessions8811 2 месяца назад +1

    This song is 🔥 there's so many different experiences and ways people can relate... The lyrics hit me hard!! Much respect 💯

  • @mikemaniaciii8205
    @mikemaniaciii8205 5 месяцев назад +1

    Im late to the lø spirit party, but to find someone who puts the things i feel and have felt since childhood into words, I've had your songs on repeat all night. You're an amazingly talented artist, and ill look forward to anything you put out from this day forward

  • @MrFljrzgrl
    @MrFljrzgrl 8 месяцев назад +2

    I've listened to this so many times and the ending is the most relatable for me. I have multiple autoimmune conditions and the doctors can't agree on what exactly my diagnosis is. I'm so scared I'm going to die before they figure it out. I'm also so miserable and wonder why I keep fighting most days. This illness has made me incapable of working, driving, walking, and even thinking and breathing. My husband and I are financially drowning and had to leave where I grew up and on the way to get to friends who want to help, we ended up homeless in the Midwest because the doctors say it's not safe to travel the extra 30 hours. It's so hard. I don't know anyone here and I can't meet anyone because I consistently feel worse and worse. Thank you for this song

  • @debbieporter6581
    @debbieporter6581 8 месяцев назад +4

    This song has so much meaning. Than you so much for it. I feel so very sad for you to have to struggle with mental and physical pain. Just know that so many love you and are wishing the best for you. You don't need to be strong for anyone but yourself. We will support you and love you through all your going tnrough. Please take care of yourself and know that so many care about you always.
    💙

  • @Springtrap9729
    @Springtrap9729 8 месяцев назад +1

    Emotions all over the place. I can't do this anymore either. Just gotta take it day by day and hope we wake up the next.

  • @marlonese
    @marlonese 8 месяцев назад +3

    Love this song to the moon and back. It captures the struggle of deciding wether to keep going or finally letting go so perfectly.

  • @mosey4121
    @mosey4121 8 месяцев назад +3

    Been listening on repeat for days, this song hits my soul like a mac truck.
    "No matter what I do, I lose regardless"

  • @UnbrokenKraft
    @UnbrokenKraft 8 месяцев назад +2

    This song gives me hope that I can do better in life. 😞

  • @RubbleTheKing
    @RubbleTheKing 8 месяцев назад +3

    Ty for inspiring❤

  • @juanitanewton4377
    @juanitanewton4377 8 месяцев назад +3

    This is my favorite song. You relate and touch my CORE!!!!! ❤

  • @CorieD19
    @CorieD19 8 месяцев назад +2

    One breath at a time. ❤

  • @hannahgibson1918
    @hannahgibson1918 8 месяцев назад +4

    Another masterpiece. Your songs and voice gives me chills every time.
    I'm sorry you are suffering with chronic illness. I hope things get better for you

  • @user-hc4rt7ms6t
    @user-hc4rt7ms6t 8 месяцев назад +1

    Man was für eine ausdrucksstarke Stimme,einfach genial...macht süchtig ❤❤

  • @JohnSmith-bq8ej
    @JohnSmith-bq8ej 8 месяцев назад +2

    Man… best vocals out there right now.

  • @XzibitBarber
    @XzibitBarber 8 месяцев назад +3

    Dude, I’m from another continent from another country, and I’ve been following you for the last year on Instagram. I didn’t even know what was going on with you, I was just listening to your music. The last track is the cry of the soul, even without knowing your language, I heard it through your song, you’re a magician. I translated the song to understand what it was about, and I was surprised. How did you manage to convey it with music and your voice. I wish you didn’t stop making music and be healthy.

  • @melindawatson2191
    @melindawatson2191 8 месяцев назад +2

    This song hits hard. This is a masterpiece.

  • @pete1517
    @pete1517 8 месяцев назад +1

    Damn this is powerful.. Idk what else to say, but I'm living this every day.

  • @Olibear727
    @Olibear727 6 месяцев назад +1

    Your gonna save so many people with this song im living with what you got i puke all the time im loosing weight rapidly docs dont know why, 100 pounds in last year and a half weighing now 125 at 6 foot i need this song and more like it i ate a little today crying ti this song they say sad songs dint help but im eating today😕😭

  • @franciscohope6035
    @franciscohope6035 8 месяцев назад +2

    Wow, i empatize with you. I had depression and fought for an diagnosis becouse my depression does not explains everything that was wrong. I was diagnosed with aspergers at 22 years old and my life has being exactly like your lyrics. I felt like there nothing i can do to belong anywhere. Many years of masking teach me how to act so no one bully me but that made the personality that i showed so different from my real self. And now i am trying to be myself and its hard, I learn that its bad to be me.

  • @kennyB0990
    @kennyB0990 7 месяцев назад +1

    Yes you can!

  • @taniacristina9364
    @taniacristina9364 8 месяцев назад +2

    Just saw on your TikTok was released and I’m crying with a scream stuck in my throat ready to come out and I can’t 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @spencerbarbee5791
    @spencerbarbee5791 8 месяцев назад +2

    This song hit me so hard I feel it literally summons up my whole life thx you Josh literally everything I've been wanting to say

  • @joshuanmartell8227
    @joshuanmartell8227 2 месяца назад +1

    I needed this

  • @samantharinker3144
    @samantharinker3144 8 месяцев назад +1

    “Living for a dream’ show a nightmare starts” that’s gonna be on repeat in my brain for a while.
    The only thing keeping me going right now is the future I imagine myself having; but I didn’t stop to think how crushing it would be to never achieve that future

  • @dennywalker2156
    @dennywalker2156 8 месяцев назад +2

    This hits home hard, chronic pain and sinus infections all the time, while raising a3 and 1 year old with my wife. We both deal with chronic pain/ auto immune. All while trying to give our kids a great life, it's tough man! Keep plugging away!!! Your music definitely helps, thank you!

  • @TheeZombieDinosaurs
    @TheeZombieDinosaurs 5 месяцев назад +2

    This song has hit me in the soul. Im dealing with chronic pain from behcets disease, RA & Endometriosis. Neuro & gastro behcets is like a god damn curse. Behcets has no cure and the "treatments" arent working and no one wants to treat pain anymore... 😢

  • @AnnCulver82
    @AnnCulver82 8 месяцев назад +1

    I suffer from Multiple sclerosis, Rumatoid Arthitis, and Fibromyalgia...and colon cancer in now on the table...I am a single mom,and have to keep going everyday. I feel this do deeply.

  • @kolbysample4387
    @kolbysample4387 8 месяцев назад +2

    Anymore is an amazing song. Thank you

  • @bottomofastairwell
    @bottomofastairwell 8 месяцев назад +4

    i swear everything you drop is just plain magic. it's all so deeply and profoundly relatable and hits so hard.
    thank you for sharing everything you do in your music. i know it probably doesn't seem like it sometimes, but you really do make a difference. and i dunno about other people, but i really feel like this is your purpose or your calling or whatever, to make music like this that is so incredibly helpful and brings so much solace to people like me. thank you.
    keep fighting.

  • @x_xcvz7091
    @x_xcvz7091 3 месяца назад

    This man voice omg !!! I love his music ❤ keep it up 👏🏼❤

  • @shaunanorth995
    @shaunanorth995 8 месяцев назад +5

    That's a really great song I can relate! It hit me really hard. Being born with spina bifida and being in a wheelchair since I was five and going through surgery after surgery. And now today it's like I'm just existing I don't have a life I'm just sitting here in front of the TV watching time pass me by can't go anywhere unless somebody takes me cuz I don't drive. Everyday I fight to stay here in this world for what sometimes I don't know. I wouldn't wish this life on my worst anime. If I didn't have music in my life I probably wouldn't be here. That's the only thing that's keeping me going sometimes.

  • @mariadelrayopatinoramirez6631
    @mariadelrayopatinoramirez6631 8 месяцев назад +1

    👏👏👏👏👏👏 wooooooooooow 🖤🖤🖤🖤

  • @ZERO_89Lives-UNDEAD
    @ZERO_89Lives-UNDEAD 2 месяца назад

    This song hits my core.

  • @mischiefqueen
    @mischiefqueen 8 месяцев назад +2

    So beautiful. I relate hard. I have ptsd after an assault. I feel like I'm two different people in front of my family and then myself. These lyrics hit. All my love to you xx

  • @spiritthingw
    @spiritthingw 5 месяцев назад +1

    😢❤❤❤❤❤, ive been alone for 7 years, no friends, no family, no kind words,no hugs......can't live like this

    • @VioletEyesLuna
      @VioletEyesLuna Месяц назад

      i'm facing same things be strong i know it's easy to only say it but let's try a little bit longer.

  • @kimkolodziejewski4276
    @kimkolodziejewski4276 8 месяцев назад +1

    This song is so sad, emotional and Deep 😢 amazing! I Love it! ❤

  • @zormerod
    @zormerod 8 месяцев назад +1

    Been waiting to finish my shift to play this

  • @calebbrantley193
    @calebbrantley193 8 месяцев назад +1

    This song is amazing.

  • @AnayaEchelon
    @AnayaEchelon 8 месяцев назад +2

    Listening to this on repeat. Crying all along. It hits right in the feels, and I'm so proud of you. 🫶🏻🫂

  • @steve6888
    @steve6888 8 месяцев назад +3

    always a pleasure to hear a new song from you!

  • @LadyHekate91
    @LadyHekate91 8 месяцев назад +1

    This song....man it's amazing. I have been dealing with 2 chronic pain conditions since I was 18. My life is constant pain, and this year I was diagnosed with a third one. Actually just had surgery for the third one two days ago. The other two are unfortunately, lifelong and all I can do is medicate and hope I can function. You managed to put everything I was feeling into this song. Because I think to myself every day, all day, I can't do this anymore. Some days I want to give up and opt out, but I look at my cat and my nephews and niece and I keep going, for them. But in all honesty I want to be with my soulmate dog who passed in 2021

  • @saraw1849
    @saraw1849 8 месяцев назад +1

    I love this. You sum up how I feel every time so beautifully. You truly have a gift. I'm hoping that it will help you in finding that inner peace you deserve. Thanks to your messages, I've started talking to my immunologist about HIT or getting a formal diagnosis for MCAS after living in misery for years. Thanks to you, I know there is hope and treatment (doctors told me before there was none).

  • @iamnotguilty
    @iamnotguilty 6 месяцев назад +1

    Very powerful song, it hits home and I can relate so well.

  • @VixieFae
    @VixieFae 7 месяцев назад

    "What's worse, losing them or me?"
    Them. Always them. And that's what sent me for help, so I wouldn't be the one to take me from them. Now that I'm further into healing, they are why I continue to fight. Because I won't be the one to take them from me.

  • @camillastougaard
    @camillastougaard 8 месяцев назад +1

    I relate to this so hard! Thank you ❤️

  • @LeZaleyTasLesBouwles
    @LeZaleyTasLesBouwles 5 месяцев назад

    Thanks for kepping me alive

  • @valkyries2077
    @valkyries2077 7 месяцев назад +2

    " I fight these words like im at war " if the hat fit, well wear it. I luv this Song

  • @user-sb7qb8go9d
    @user-sb7qb8go9d 6 месяцев назад +1

    I feel this sooo deep! Ive been living with chronic depression, severe anxiety and multiple physical problems including migraines, pcos and endometriosis and kidney failure for most of my life. Just found out about the kidney failure after going in and out of the hospital for over a year because i kept getting so sick i couldnt do anything for days at a time. I have nobody im close to and im a caregiver for my mother while all this is happening. I have no children and the dr said it will be extremely difficult for me to have any, which being a mother is the only thing ive ever wanted so it broke my heart completely. Im only 27 and sometimes i feel so alone in the world. I listen to your music because you seem to understand so much of what people are going through and your raw emotions show in your songs. I hope you know that you give hope to people! ❤

  • @kyleemoriarty7297
    @kyleemoriarty7297 8 месяцев назад +1

    Thank you. All I can say is thank you.

  • @mikeapgreen
    @mikeapgreen 8 месяцев назад +1

    You are not only alone but you are amazing!!! Pure inspiration ❤

  • @anthonydiaz2185
    @anthonydiaz2185 8 месяцев назад +1

    Damn, this hit me hard. Spoke to the exact things I'm going through in my life. Thank you for always speaking to my heart Lo.

  • @jadek6382
    @jadek6382 5 месяцев назад +1

    I never thought I'd hear someone else thinking all these same things. Also suffering with mcas and various unmanaged illnesses that feel like they're killing me. Having to pay someone to not be alone... this song is everything. Thank you.

  • @jmc31racing23
    @jmc31racing23 8 месяцев назад +1

    I've been waiting for this one! Can't wait for more!

  • @elenag151
    @elenag151 8 месяцев назад +1

    🔥🔥🔥 loved this

  • @Cowsablanca
    @Cowsablanca 8 месяцев назад

    At a point in my life, where I realize that almost everyone has walked away from me, and they are ok with it...I just struggle. My friends have walked away, my family have almost completely walked away...and I can be surrounded by people but still be the most alone I've ever been..."I don't even know what I'm fighting for"...

  • @ellejay1372
    @ellejay1372 8 месяцев назад +1

    You finished another masterpiece...🤗
    I hope that knowing all of your fans appreciate and love your art, 💗
    will at least give you a little bit relief from your suffering❤

  • @xD_bay
    @xD_bay 8 месяцев назад +1

    The words of this song could not hit harder. Incredible song🖤🖤

  • @dstorm7819
    @dstorm7819 6 месяцев назад +2

    This is one of the best songs ive heard, feeling exactly like this, thank you for not feeling alone is this.

  • @XE_NO3360
    @XE_NO3360 8 месяцев назад +2

    Well done bro 👍🏻

  • @Nathanderks90
    @Nathanderks90 8 месяцев назад +1

    I have no words this is so relatable and is a masterpiece 🙏 thank you

  • @afirblameikon
    @afirblameikon 6 месяцев назад +1

    keep going, DONT STOP .

  • @xray8752
    @xray8752 8 месяцев назад +1

    so beautiful hits me right in the heart

  • @Daddy_Fat_Stacks
    @Daddy_Fat_Stacks 8 месяцев назад +1

    When he screams, “Cause if I don’t, I’m Alone” 😮‍💨😮‍💨