This song reminds me a bit of how I used to be and I'm glad I got out of that place I was in, I'm slowly going back in that place and this song helps me get through it. To who ever may be going through the same thing please don't do it, you're loved and cared for by so many people
This song is really one of the reasons im not gone yet. I love my little sister more than the world and i know im one of her only sources of comfort. I love her so much.
my older brother has always been suicidal and he’s always had a bedroom in the basement so when I was younger I’d sit downstairs with him, now we smoke together in his basement. I know I’d probably be dead without him and whenever I listen to this song all I can think of is him
Me and my little brother lost our whole family through the last 20 years and im struggling keeping it together with another funeral this week for our uncle we loved very dearly.. this is helping me because I don’t wanna do this to my little brother and pass but the lyrics resonate with me so much.
Lyrics: My dog just ran away And I am feeling pretty bad I've been sneaking out at night And my parents are real mad I've been taking lots of drugs Cause they teach me not to care Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat Because life doesn't play fair My brother told me That he's gonna Kill himself tonight With a whole bottle of Prozac Or a shiny kitchen knife He said that when he is dead I'll have his Nintendo 64 And I can play all it night long Sitting on the basement floor My girlfriend told me that She doesn't love me anymore And I wish I didn't care but I thought she was really cool So I drank a ton of liquor Then I threw up in her sink She said next time use the toilet Then she offered me a drink We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet His breath smelled like whiskey He was crying like a man When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight" Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point" He said his house was all the way on the other side of town So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around
This literally fits me perfectly. when i was 5 my 15yo sister tried to khs by overdose and got hospitalized. AND she had an n64 that her and my other sister always played on IN THE BASEMENT. AND I ALWAYS PLAYED MARIO KART ON IT ON THE BASEMENT FLOOR.
i cannot express how much this song comforts me. it deals w all the things i deal with in my day=to-day and im just so happy to find a song that displays this..
This song reminds me of my brother, i haven’t seen him for two years now, he wasn’t a big part of my life(no one was) but this song makes me thunk of him every time, it makes me cry. Love this song
Knowing this song exists makes me feel better about myself, it makes me forget everything around me and I love it, it’s sad to know millions of people around the world are having hard times, most harder than others but that doesn’t matter, everyone should be able to be happy. Not only that but the singer also sounds like he was crying while singing this. Hope everyone is doing okay!♡
my brother played the kirby 64 the crystal shards menu list song on repeat for YEARS. while he slept. literally YEARS. It was when he was young, from 2 1/2 to 7 ish. Im not even joking.Its an amazing song, I find it stuck in my head sometimes. I love him dearly. I used to play the old consoles and games with him because our guardians are nerds. I sucked and still suck at playing games, but we would love playing Mario and luigi cus we would switch after we died. there was a mode where we fought against each other and we would always be screaming and giggling. I miss the old days, I doubt he'll remember much. It was a love and hate relationship because I had to semi parent him during this, and he would hit me during outbursts, but now as I sit alone without any of my siblings, I wish I could've played more games with him. Talk more, fix his speech or reading, help him grow but I was just a kid too. For years, in a mostly silent house at night, this song played on loop. Now Im starting to miss it. I hate my current life, I just want to go back to playing the Nintendo 64 with my little brother on a summer day. When I hear this song, I get reminded about those times. I feel like the older brother in this. sorry for the paragraph, but I just really relate to this song and wanted to share. When I get bad, I remember this song.. I don't want to leave him so early.
jesus christ 0:50 is literally what happened but reversed roles, i told my brother that i was gonna kms and he begged me not to so i said i wouldnt, that same night i had either a knife or a bottle of olanzapine. chose the olanzapine, went into psychosis, hospital to psych ward, end of story
This song reminds me of my friend james :( he's been suicidal ever since 4th grade and he sends me a photo of him at the hospital at least twice each year. It really scares me and i really hope he stays here he's like an older brother to me considering all of my brothers are adults, it's nice having a brother only slightly older than you. I sob every night thinking about this and i really really want him to think about his life the way i do. i love him more then myself and if he died i wouldn't be here.
I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for both of you. I want everyone who reads my comment to take good care of themselves, and please don’t hurt yourself. I may not know you irl, but I would hate it if any of you died. Please hold on for me and all the other people who care about you. I love you all no matter what.💖
sorry for venting in a comment section i just, dont really have anyone to talk to. my friend killed himself 2 years ago. i only knew him for about 3 years but i related to him so much, he was an online friend but we had so much in common and i wish i could have met him. i told my parents about him and they said he sounded pretty cool. before he killed himself he sent me a paragraph of how hes sorry and regrets everything. i knew he had mental problems- like me. but i never knew it would reach this extent. i still havent told my parents, i just told them he got grounded.. i dont know what to do because everyone i try to make friends with all i look for is him. if someone laughs like him it reminds me and it makes me want to push them away. yet all i look for is someone i can be friends with like him, but when i find someone even remotly familiar i just cant its too much. i miss him man.. i have real life friends but i dont REALLY like them they dont truly know who i am. i just wish he never commitied, by now i probably could have been planning meeting up with him in real life, we didnt leave too far away after all. only a couple states away. now hes gone, forever. i feel so bad i wish i had been more attentive to him, he might have not commited. fly high, i love you bro.
My cousin ended up committing suicide around 5-6 years ago. It still hurts me. He was my favorite cousin. He was always kind to me and I remember him teaching me so many things. His ex girlfriend told him to kill himself and later that day, he was found dead. I miss him a lot recently and I just want even a few minutes with him again.
Hi! Sorry if this is insensitive or anything, I'm trying to be as genuine as I can. I just wanted to say, if you're considering committing, please dont. Let someone know what you're going through if you can, it doesn't have to be anyone you know or something, just anyone. You can slowly get more comfortable with sharing your feelings, and get help if you do so. I know I'm a total stranger to you so this sounds REALLY weird, sorry about that, but I wanted to say you're still a person in this earth, someone who matters. In your head, you might think you're better off dead, but to someone, you could be the whole world to them. I don't have a objective meaning of life but if I do know something, is that having people that matter to you is a part of life. Sorry again if this sounds like I'm guilt tripping you but this is all genuine. Someone may think nothing matters and never will, but to someone else, going back in time and telling someone how much they cared for and loved someone means EVERYTHING to them. Yes I don't know what you're going through, yes I don't know you, yes you could potentially be a bad person, yes I could be typing all this for nothing, but the thing is, you're a person. You're a person on this earth, and I personally believe that everyone- and I mean EVERYONE- deserves to live with as little worry as possible. Even if it's hard, I promise you, with help it gets so much better and easier to live. The reason I care is that I want you to experience a easy life with the people you care for. I know my words are pretty useless if you don't care, but as long as you see this and know at least one person thinks that you matter, I'm fine with that. Please know everything will get better, and take care of yourself. Have a nice day/night!!
@@sushiroza8570 thank you so much for taking the time to write all of this, you made my day :) I just wanted you to know I'm getting help and I understand everything you say and I'm very grateful to you for writing all of this. Thank you so much Have a nice day/night as well!
I relate to this song a lot in different ways because my older sibling talks to me about her thinking about doing SH and I've had a pet run away before I also have an ex so this is my vent song
there’s no one I love and no one who really loves me either. people might be a little sad when i go but they can move on lol, its so sad knowing there’s nothing that important keeping me here. im just not dead because i don’t have much reason to end it either. limbo, i guess
Just checking on you. I read this comment and felt the need to make sure you were OK and not gone yet. I know this might sound weird but I love you with my whole heart. I know that probably doesn't affect you since I'm a stranger on the internet because I know when someone said that to me I'd think "no they don't they don't even know me" anyways enough of my ranting. Just wanted to make sure you're alive
This hits so hard rn cuz my dog ran away sunday and i havent seen him since. I feel like i shouldnt be sad coz its like no one else in my family truely cares. The rest of the song really hurts too ive been suicidal since i was 9 and im scared of the future im scared getting older i dont know whats gonna happen to me in the future and im scared
i'm growing afraid that i've lost a friend of mine tonight. we didn't know each other too long, but the thought of it is too devestating for me to even sleep. if it has truly come to this, just know that you were an excellent artist, so talented at what you did. if only you found it in you to recognize it and love yourself a bit. we'll miss you.
I uh relate to "my brother told me he's gonna khs tonight" part, my brother actually have suicidal thoughts I heard him talking abt it he dunno I know abt it and idk how to talk with him about that i'm just scared and idk what to do, he already tried my sister tried too my MOM tried i just idk how to even help and I feel useless I can't do anything.
I feel like this is a song I can relate to but the second verse is like the opaset from my life. I have a younger sisiter and just hate to have her relate to that part
I have a sister named Victoria who passed away before I was able to meet her, and I know it kind of invalidates it sing I literally never knew her but I feel like she’s always watching over me. I love this song so much bc it reminds me of her
The real thing is the start reminds me of sally face. Sal's step brother (larry) told sally he was gonna be "gone" soon, and killed himself that night.
i relate to this song alot rn because my moms always been suicidal and her most recent attempt that i know about was by pill and it was kindof my fault tbh and my dog is going to have to be put down or given away soon
Whenever I listen to this song, the line “my brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight” makes me think of my brother, who was suicidal and his friends were telling him to kill himself, and the line “my girlfriend told me that she doesn’t love me anymore” makes me think of my ex-girlfriend, who broke up with me because I pulled a prank on her brother that she was in on, but she blamed what I did on my other friend. I took the blame and she broke up with me because of a prank me and her pulled when we were 10.
I've been thinking about ending it all every since a year or two ago. Dont' do it, there's always something beautiful about seeing another day... (There's a rant down here, don't open the rest of this comment if you don't want to see it.) TW: Topics of s*icide, and self h@rm. There were these constant ups and downs in my life. In the hours leading up to the evening, I could be super productive and happy to be alive. The next minute I'd be getting scolded for not doing a certain thing by my parents and then it'd all go downhill from there. I start to feel useless, ashamed, and mad- even though I did so much that day. I would've cleaned my room which I don't do often anymore, complete all of my schoolwork, and manage to eat something other than whatever random food my eyes fell on first in the kitchen. (That being some sort of small granola bar or Goldfish.) I know it doesn't seem like much, but dammit I'm trying my hardest not to fully collapse and stuff my mouth with whatever substances I could get my hands on, or just st@b my own h3art. I can barely handle being scolded, yelled at, or getting insulted for something that's not even worth insulting me over. I instead began to cvt myself. And it hurt, not just on a physical level, but emotional and mental, too. I've been clean for 6 months before I r3lapsed. Enough with that, what I'm trying to say is: *things will get better.* Those urges happen, but they become bearable and easier to handle. Those thoughts go away too. **I promise.**
i had a date planned. 30/06/24, but, i thankfully have found a girl from croatia, she has been helping so much, i love her. i am flying to croatia to meet her. my parents dont know, but they wouldnt care if i left. wish me luck 👍
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This song reminds me a bit of how I used to be and I'm glad I got out of that place I was in, I'm slowly going back in that place and this song helps me get through it. To who ever may be going through the same thing please don't do it, you're loved and cared for by so many people
Can’t take it no more
Keep fighting ❤
@@thatoneguy6217 real shit 🔥🔥
❤ Thank you for sharing this. Much love.
This song is really one of the reasons im not gone yet. I love my little sister more than the world and i know im one of her only sources of comfort. I love her so much.
i’m glad people still listen to this song regularly
hang in there ❤
You’re a good brother ❤
Your doing so amazing your so strong I’m proud of you ❤
please be my brother
This is like a quiet song for me. I listen to it when I'm sad and it's just so comforting.
yea your right
my older brother has always been suicidal and he’s always had a bedroom in the basement so when I was younger I’d sit downstairs with him, now we smoke together in his basement. I know I’d probably be dead without him and whenever I listen to this song all I can think of is him
☹️
It's good that he's fine now, take care
is he good
I can relate to this song on so many levels, so by the first time I ever heard it and listened to the lyrics I was crying a lot.
I hope you feel better!!☹️🫶🏻
Me too
this song brings me so much comfort in the most uncomfortable way i love it
Me and my little brother lost our whole family through the last 20 years and im struggling keeping it together with another funeral this week for our uncle we loved very dearly.. this is helping me because I don’t wanna do this to my little brother and pass but the lyrics resonate with me so much.
I’m so sorry!I hope you and your brother won’t be struggling for any longer☹️!! And may your family’s fly high🕊️🫶🏻
Lyrics:
My dog just ran away
And I am feeling pretty bad
I've been sneaking out at night
And my parents are real mad
I've been taking lots of drugs
Cause they teach me not to care
Yeah, I guess that's how you cheat
Because life doesn't play fair
My brother told me
That he's gonna
Kill himself tonight
With a whole bottle of Prozac
Or a shiny kitchen knife
He said that when he is dead
I'll have his Nintendo 64
And I can play all it night long
Sitting on the basement floor
My girlfriend told me that
She doesn't love me anymore
And I wish I didn't care but
I thought she was really cool
So I drank a ton of liquor
Then I threw up in her sink
She said next time use the toilet
Then she offered me a drink
We passed an old man bleeding on the side of the street
So I got out of the car and I helped him on his feet
His breath smelled like whiskey
He was crying like a man
When I helped him stand up straight I got his blood all on my hands
He said "I need a ride home because I got into a fight"
Said "I should've seen the other guy but he didn't see my point"
He said his house was all the way on the other side of town
So we left him in the road and said we wouldn't turn around
You deserve a pin :)
Man
Thanks for the lyrics 👍
This hits because my brother killed himself and I got his ps4
@@masonnott4205 sorry for hear man
@@masonnott4205 R.I.P
This literally fits me perfectly. when i was 5 my 15yo sister tried to khs by overdose and got hospitalized. AND she had an n64 that her and my other sister always played on IN THE BASEMENT. AND I ALWAYS PLAYED MARIO KART ON IT ON THE BASEMENT FLOOR.
Damn.
Been listening to this on repeat the past idk 7 months
alex g actually gives me goosebumps
To anyone who relates to this song please don’t do it ! And I’m sure things will get better! You might not think that but just keep going❤️🩹!
I just like how it dances in my brain.
you're so kind. i always love when people put out messages like this :)
@@xskoczek_real!!
I'm still deciding whether I care to live or die anymore
"dont do it" id just fail again 🤐
i cannot express how much this song comforts me. it deals w all the things i deal with in my day=to-day and im just so happy to find a song that displays this..
my love for this song is actually unreal it makes me forget that I'm alive
💕
This song hits a little too close to home I relate to every word in this song crying my balls out rn
🙁
Was it intentional to say “balls” instead of “eyeballs”
@@Qwerty-isnt-quirkyI cry out of my ass too sometimes. It’s normal.
crying your . crying your what out 😀
@-EASYGOING.- YOU CRY OUT OF YOUR AHH TOO? THATS INSANE BROSKI :0
i love this song and relate to the my brother part so much its crazy
im sorry
im so sorry.
I Hope you feel so much better man, it breaks my heart to see someone suffering like that please feel better ❤️🩹
hurts me to see many people relate to this song in different ways, although I do hope you feel better
it took me 18 seconds to start crying when the chorus started
This song reminds me of my brother, i haven’t seen him for two years now, he wasn’t a big part of my life(no one was) but this song makes me thunk of him every time, it makes me cry. Love this song
The only song that keep me still alive (bc I have younger brother & I don't want him to be like this song) I love him so much
please keep going!!dont give up!!!
this song is so full of despair, I want every happy person on this earth to taste the despair of this song, so they can be sad
Knowing this song exists makes me feel better about myself, it makes me forget everything around me and I love it, it’s sad to know millions of people around the world are having hard times, most harder than others but that doesn’t matter, everyone should be able to be happy. Not only that but the singer also sounds like he was crying while singing this.
Hope everyone is doing okay!♡
my brother played the kirby 64 the crystal shards menu list song on repeat for YEARS. while he slept. literally YEARS. It was when he was young, from 2 1/2 to 7 ish. Im not even joking.Its an amazing song, I find it stuck in my head sometimes. I love him dearly. I used to play the old consoles and games with him because our guardians are nerds. I sucked and still suck at playing games, but we would love playing Mario and luigi cus we would switch after we died. there was a mode where we fought against each other and we would always be screaming and giggling. I miss the old days, I doubt he'll remember much. It was a love and hate relationship because I had to semi parent him during this, and he would hit me during outbursts, but now as I sit alone without any of my siblings, I wish I could've played more games with him. Talk more, fix his speech or reading, help him grow but I was just a kid too. For years, in a mostly silent house at night, this song played on loop. Now Im starting to miss it. I hate my current life, I just want to go back to playing the Nintendo 64 with my little brother on a summer day.
When I hear this song, I get reminded about those times. I feel like the older brother in this.
sorry for the paragraph, but I just really relate to this song and wanted to share. When I get bad, I remember this song.. I don't want to leave him so early.
love alex g’s music, it feels so comforting.
jesus christ 0:50 is literally what happened but reversed roles, i told my brother that i was gonna kms and he begged me not to so i said i wouldnt, that same night i had either a knife or a bottle of olanzapine. chose the olanzapine, went into psychosis, hospital to psych ward, end of story
im so sorry 😕
sobbing, this reminds me of my best friend and their brother :(
☹️☹️
This song reminds me of my friend james :( he's been suicidal ever since 4th grade and he sends me a photo of him at the hospital at least twice each year. It really scares me and i really hope he stays here he's like an older brother to me considering all of my brothers are adults, it's nice having a brother only slightly older than you. I sob every night thinking about this and i really really want him to think about his life the way i do. i love him more then myself and if he died i wouldn't be here.
I’m so sorry to hear that. I hope things get better for both of you. I want everyone who reads my comment to take good care of themselves, and please don’t hurt yourself. I may not know you irl, but I would hate it if any of you died. Please hold on for me and all the other people who care about you. I love you all no matter what.💖
I have a friend whos very much like this. I love her, but shes really stressful sometimes. Im sorry to hear.
sorry for venting in a comment section i just, dont really have anyone to talk to. my friend killed himself 2 years ago. i only knew him for about 3 years but i related to him so much, he was an online friend but we had so much in common and i wish i could have met him. i told my parents about him and they said he sounded pretty cool. before he killed himself he sent me a paragraph of how hes sorry and regrets everything. i knew he had mental problems- like me. but i never knew it would reach this extent. i still havent told my parents, i just told them he got grounded.. i dont know what to do because everyone i try to make friends with all i look for is him. if someone laughs like him it reminds me and it makes me want to push them away. yet all i look for is someone i can be friends with like him, but when i find someone even remotly familiar i just cant its too much. i miss him man.. i have real life friends but i dont REALLY like them they dont truly know who i am. i just wish he never commitied, by now i probably could have been planning meeting up with him in real life, we didnt leave too far away after all. only a couple states away. now hes gone, forever. i feel so bad i wish i had been more attentive to him, he might have not commited. fly high, i love you bro.
I'm so sorry, that must have been heartbreaking, but I hope you're hanging in there
@@jacobyoung8317 may he rest in peace🕊️ and never be sorry for venting u can vent all u want
This is my comfort song 😭
listening to this song for the first time made me almost cry i love my big brother and if he died i would too
Whenever I think of unaliving myself and think about my little brother listening to this song and thinking of me.
Please don’t lose hope!!! ☹️there’s a lot to live!! for im sure you might not think that but please keep going!!!
@@lumia1322 Thank you! I've gotten better and started being more productive. But thank you a lot!
@@Just_an_alien I’m glad to hear!🤗
this is the only song that actually made me cry. i wish he released it.
thank you for cutting out the reverse part 😭it stressed me out so bad
My cousin ended up committing suicide around 5-6 years ago. It still hurts me. He was my favorite cousin. He was always kind to me and I remember him teaching me so many things. His ex girlfriend told him to kill himself and later that day, he was found dead. I miss him a lot recently and I just want even a few minutes with him again.
I don't want my sister to relate to this song. Im literally crying looking at her and thinking about what would happen if i just did it
Hi! Sorry if this is insensitive or anything, I'm trying to be as genuine as I can. I just wanted to say, if you're considering committing, please dont.
Let someone know what you're going through if you can, it doesn't have to be anyone you know or something, just anyone. You can slowly get more comfortable with sharing your feelings, and get help if you do so.
I know I'm a total stranger to you so this sounds REALLY weird, sorry about that, but I wanted to say you're still a person in this earth, someone who matters. In your head, you might think you're better off dead, but to someone, you could be the whole world to them. I don't have a objective meaning of life but if I do know something, is that having people that matter to you is a part of life. Sorry again if this sounds like I'm guilt tripping you but this is all genuine.
Someone may think nothing matters and never will, but to someone else, going back in time and telling someone how much they cared for and loved someone means EVERYTHING to them.
Yes I don't know what you're going through, yes I don't know you, yes you could potentially be a bad person, yes I could be typing all this for nothing, but the thing is, you're a person. You're a person on this earth, and I personally believe that everyone- and I mean EVERYONE- deserves to live with as little worry as possible. Even if it's hard, I promise you, with help it gets so much better and easier to live. The reason I care is that I want you to experience a easy life with the people you care for.
I know my words are pretty useless if you don't care, but as long as you see this and know at least one person thinks that you matter, I'm fine with that. Please know everything will get better, and take care of yourself.
Have a nice day/night!!
@@sushiroza8570 thank you so much for taking the time to write all of this, you made my day :)
I just wanted you to know I'm getting help and I understand everything you say and I'm very grateful to you for writing all of this. Thank you so much
Have a nice day/night as well!
I relate to this song a lot in different ways because my older sibling talks to me about her thinking about doing SH and I've had a pet run away before I also have an ex so this is my vent song
I vibe to the song cause im out of tears
how it feels knowing im probably gonna be the brother who does what the song says.
there’s no one I love and no one who really loves me either. people might be a little sad when i go but they can move on lol, its so sad knowing there’s nothing that important keeping me here. im just not dead because i don’t have much reason to end it either. limbo, i guess
Just checking on you. I read this comment and felt the need to make sure you were OK and not gone yet. I know this might sound weird but I love you with my whole heart. I know that probably doesn't affect you since I'm a stranger on the internet because I know when someone said that to me I'd think "no they don't they don't even know me" anyways enough of my ranting. Just wanted to make sure you're alive
This hits so hard rn cuz my dog ran away sunday and i havent seen him since. I feel like i shouldnt be sad coz its like no one else in my family truely cares. The rest of the song really hurts too ive been suicidal since i was 9 and im scared of the future im scared getting older i dont know whats gonna happen to me in the future and im scared
i'm growing afraid that i've lost a friend of mine tonight. we didn't know each other too long, but the thought of it is too devestating for me to even sleep. if it has truly come to this, just know that you were an excellent artist, so talented at what you did. if only you found it in you to recognize it and love yourself a bit. we'll miss you.
I uh relate to "my brother told me he's gonna khs tonight" part, my brother actually have suicidal thoughts I heard him talking abt it he dunno I know abt it and idk how to talk with him about that i'm just scared and idk what to do, he already tried my sister tried too my MOM tried i just idk how to even help and I feel useless I can't do anything.
This song hits close to home :’( lucky she didn’t
I feel like this is a song I can relate to but the second verse is like the opaset from my life. I have a younger sisiter and just hate to have her relate to that part
I have a sister named Victoria who passed away before I was able to meet her, and I know it kind of invalidates it sing I literally never knew her but I feel like she’s always watching over me. I love this song so much bc it reminds me of her
This song makes me think of my brother
im sorry
I love this song!!!!!
The real thing is the start reminds me of sally face. Sal's step brother (larry) told sally he was gonna be "gone" soon, and killed himself that night.
I relate to this song sm but not the brother like a lot of ppl I relate to singers pov. And instead of my brother my mom
i relate to this song alot rn because my moms always been suicidal and her most recent attempt that i know about was by pill and it was kindof my fault tbh and my dog is going to have to be put down or given away soon
no it’s not your fault don’t blame yourself!!!! AND I hope your dog and mom are going to be fine ( I will be praying 🙏🏻)
relate to this sm
Im only going to keep going for my siblings
please don’t ever lose hope!!!
❤
Whenever I listen to this song, the line “my brother told me that he’s gonna kill himself tonight” makes me think of my brother, who was suicidal and his friends were telling him to kill himself, and the line “my girlfriend told me that she doesn’t love me anymore” makes me think of my ex-girlfriend, who broke up with me because I pulled a prank on her brother that she was in on, but she blamed what I did on my other friend. I took the blame and she broke up with me because of a prank me and her pulled when we were 10.
The fact that make me wanna cry is that the date on the video is one day after my mother death
May your mother rest in peace🕊️
@@lumia1322I don't like my life.
im gonna be that dog fr
This is gonna be me tonight.
7 months ago??? please tell me your okay..!
i feel like a lot of bad things happen because of me
'my brother told me that he's gonna kill himself tonight' hit hard.
real..
me gusta
I just dont wanna live anymore
dont do it!
Are you ok?? Just know that your loved
This sog is my happiness
People don't look at it form the brothers point of view:( that's how most of the time I see things
I'm the older suicidal sister and my brother said I wouldn't be his sibling anymore if I committed 😘
Reminds me of a certain game *cough cough* sally face *cough cough*
I've been thinking about ending it all every since a year or two ago. Dont' do it, there's always something beautiful about seeing another day...
(There's a rant down here, don't open the rest of this comment if you don't want to see it.)
TW: Topics of s*icide, and self h@rm.
There were these constant ups and downs in my life. In the hours leading up to the evening, I could be super productive and happy to be alive. The next minute I'd be getting scolded for not doing a certain thing by my parents and then it'd all go downhill from there. I start to feel useless, ashamed, and mad- even though I did so much that day. I would've cleaned my room which I don't do often anymore, complete all of my schoolwork, and manage to eat something other than whatever random food my eyes fell on first in the kitchen. (That being some sort of small granola bar or Goldfish.) I know it doesn't seem like much, but dammit I'm trying my hardest not to fully collapse and stuff my mouth with whatever substances I could get my hands on, or just st@b my own h3art. I can barely handle being scolded, yelled at, or getting insulted for something that's not even worth insulting me over. I instead began to cvt myself. And it hurt, not just on a physical level, but emotional and mental, too. I've been clean for 6 months before I r3lapsed.
Enough with that, what I'm trying to say is: *things will get better.* Those urges happen, but they become bearable and easier to handle. Those thoughts go away too. **I promise.**
That must be hard just know that your amazing
i had a date planned. 30/06/24, but, i thankfully have found a girl from croatia, she has been helping so much, i love her.
i am flying to croatia to meet her.
my parents dont know, but they wouldnt care if i left.
wish me luck 👍
how'd it go?
@@spec-y3z Oh it went a lot good.
NENE PFP???
My birthday is on june 7 :0
Oh same!
it only gets worse lmao.
To the person who made this video lumia your the sweetest ever thank you 🫶
Your welcome! If any one needs someone to talk to I’m here!:)
@@lumia1322 your so kind the world deserves many more people like you have a good night or day ^~^
@@Thornjustthorn you aswell༼ つ ◕◡◕ ༽つ♡´･ᴗ･`♡
@@lumia1322 :)) thanks
Im gonna be like his brother in a few days time...
PLEASE DONT!!!
are you okay??
I'm the brother 🗣️🗣️
Are you ok?? :(
only here for my brother
this song reminds me that my best friend told me that there gonna commit su1c1d3 :')
Am I the only one who doesn't hear it?
Well good for me I have no little brother which mean I can do it
I’m still alive only because of the therian and furry fandom. And my family. I might commit tho
Please don't forget your loved
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My brother hates me so really really I got nothing to lose 🤷♀️
real.
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MY GF TOLD ME THAT SHE DOESN'T LOVE ME ANYMORE
real
I really am debating if my siblings would car or not if I commited. I'm th oldest sister. They're younger brothers. I don't like them.
They would care, losing a family member even if you didn’t like them or if they don’t like you can still affect a person in many ways
real shi
i came for happy n64 songs not this good song tho
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this song reminded me why i should stay ❤️🩹
i just couldn’t leave everyone behind. if i did, they would leave too.
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