I just recently had intense extremely painful Kundalini awaking in Dec 28th going 2024. I just discovered I’m no longer the woman I thought I was in this body. The woman I thought I was had a horrific and painful death. My authentic self tells me now that I am anime girl soul. I have no choice to identify against my Free Will that I am a Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess. Because of the chronic pain and suffering that triggers my severe stomach cramps fighting my true feelings to become a Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess is too much emotionally and physically painfully draining for me anymore. If I run from this, push it away, deny and oppress it, the chronic pain so severe that it causes severe stomach attacks on me. On the other side of the token the intense drive to be a true anime girl, I have a need to dissociate out of my body and going into a dark void in order to avoid emotional overload with the feelings. This feels like a living hell and a nightmare that I can’t awaken from. I know this sounds crazy to a lot of people, but some people whatever reason can be born from other universes and multi-verses. It happens to be that the Multiverse I’m from my past life or something else according to my internal deepest self authentic self is telling me am from a anime Multiverse. I can’t remember from 1989 when I got a high school was given up my own bedroom in my furnished basement when I thought life was good and everything normal. Around 89 synchronicities started following me based on anime and anime girls. I had no idea what enemy was and I wasn’t looking for it. One day it found me it picked me or chosen me. It got my attention to the point where I had to suddenly start watching anime about anime girls I had no idea why. over the years the feelings would get stronger to the point that I started to fantasize about being an anime girl, and being in the anime multiverse. I was able to control this and make these go away. I thought they were just normal cosplay feelings. And since I’ve had this awakening, that’s when I could no longer control these feelings and emotions. I need help on how to spiritually come to terms with this, because as long as it’s struggling with this, this could drive me to suicide or worse, and I can’t find true happiness until I come to terms with this. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hi! I'm very sad to hear that you are struggling. As you can see in this comment section, you are certainly not alone. I am not taking on any clients at the moment. But there is a global network for spiritual emergeny. Maybe check if there is someone to connect to there? Or any other type of spiritual advisor in your area. Also seeing a regular therapist can help if its the right person. Wish you all the best in your healing process!
I not transgender, but often feel like I could have been born as a male. I was also raised by men, which might be the reason. I'm mostly hetero, but have had a girlfriend or two. The most amazing experience I've had on this topic was when I was working with this guy, and developed a crush. Maybe he sensed it, or he decided to share his story with me once we knew each other fairly well. He told me he was born female...I didn't see that coming. He'd not yet had anything more than hormones for his reassignment. I contemplated why I liked him, and would I still wanna go out with him, if he was in a female body. My answer was yes, and my feelings didn't change. It was amazing to find a place where I could maybe fall in love with someone regardless of the gender I assumed them to be. That's just loving the person. Your videos are awesome always, thx for sharing your ideas 💚🌙
I'm a trans man and I have had a lot of extra-terrestrial lives. I've known about this for many years. I identified with nonbinary for a long time, trans-nonbinary as well. Once I was ready to come out as trans, it happened after I had done a lot of higher self embodiment. It's like it opened up a new door to discovery of self...
Hi Lou. I appreciate this perspective. I have been struggling a lot with my mental health and with my gender identity. I experienced a lot of trauma growing up because of being in a male body biologically but with a very feminine appearance. Unfortunately, this has led to unemployment, depression and deep confusion. It was actually while attempting to transition that I had my first breakdown. I am now very unsure what to do, if I should try to transition again, if there is another path forwards for me. I am suffering a lot....Well, if you think there is something you could do to help, I would be interested. It's just that I really don't have much money (btw: I am on my mother's computer and the profile picture is hers not mine).
Hi! Yes it seems in some transition stories, and detransition stories there is trauma involved. I would suggest you search for detransition stories on RUclips etc just to get another perspective and see if you can relate to them. Also you might want to check the interview I did with Cole too where we talk about this subject. He has not transitioned physically but still call himself trans. I don’t take on clients at the moment but you can also try to dm me on insta (Lou.folke) if you just want to write shortly to me that’s ok too. Wish you all the best, and you will figure things out eventually I’m sure 🙏✨
THIS is so important!! Excellent video! I love the points you made. Thankful that there are humans like you who understand how important our souls are compared to obsessing with gender. ❤️ Have you read or listened to any of Dolores Cannon’s books or teachings. She talks about reincarnation and said what you did. As a transgender person, you (me), probably lived many lives as the opposite sex and are now experiencing life in one opposite to which they feel. I was born a biological female but have always felt like I’m a male. Instead of looking at this as I use to, as a curse, I’m looking at it as a blessing. Yes! Not all transgender people change their bodies or take hormones. I think it’s to each their own. I personally resonate more with all things spiritual including what I eat. I do my best to eat clean, organic foods that aren’t processed and clean water. Because of this, I’m not the biggest fan of chemicals, or injecting/ingesting them. I think taking hormones is a GREAT way to deal with being transgender but I love how you brought up that not everyone does that. So much love to you!!! Feels like you’re soul fam. So happy to know you!! I can’t wait to watch more of your videos!! Let’s keep spreading the positive message, gender is fluid and there’s no “right way” to be transgender. Ps-reincarnation is one of my favorite subjects! 😃
Thank you 🙏 I think the debate gets so polarized sometimes that we need more voices on this. Being transgender brings such a potential for spiritual transformation and insight. Thank you, I also felt deep connection listening to your words 🌿
I just recently had intense extremely painful Kundalini awaking in Dec 28th going 2024. I just discovered I’m no longer the woman I thought I was in this body. The woman I thought I was had a horrific and painful death.
My authentic self tells me now that I am anime girl soul. I have no choice to identify against my Free Will that I am a Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess. Because of the chronic pain and suffering that triggers my severe stomach cramps fighting my true feelings to become a Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess is too much emotionally and physically painfully draining for me anymore.
If I run from this, push it away, deny and oppress it, the chronic pain so severe that it causes severe stomach attacks on me.
On the other side of the token the intense drive to be a true anime girl, I have a need to dissociate out of my body and going into a dark void in order to avoid emotional overload with the feelings.
This feels like a living hell and a nightmare that I can’t awaken from. I know this sounds crazy to a lot of people, but some people whatever reason can be born from other universes and multi-verses.
It happens to be that the Multiverse I’m from my past life or something else according to my internal deepest self authentic self is telling me am from a anime Multiverse.
I can’t remember from 1989 when I got a high school was given up my own bedroom in my furnished basement when I thought life was good and everything normal.
Around 89 synchronicities started following me based on anime and anime girls. I had no idea what enemy was and I wasn’t looking for it.
One day it found me it picked me or chosen me. It got my attention to the point where I had to suddenly start watching anime about anime girls I had no idea why.
over the years the feelings would get stronger to the point that I started to fantasize about being an anime girl, and being in the anime multiverse. I was able to control this and make these go away. I thought they were just normal cosplay feelings. And since I’ve had this awakening, that’s when I could no longer control these feelings and emotions.
I need help on how to spiritually come to terms with this, because as long as it’s struggling with this, this could drive me to suicide or worse, and I can’t find true happiness until I come to terms with this.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hi! I'm very sad to hear that you are struggling. As you can see in this comment section, you are certainly not alone. I am not taking on any clients at the moment. But there is a global network for spiritual emergeny. Maybe check if there is someone to connect to there? Or any other type of spiritual advisor in your area. Also seeing a regular therapist can help if its the right person. Wish you all the best in your healing process!
I not transgender, but often feel like I could have been born as a male. I was also raised by men, which might be the reason. I'm mostly hetero, but have had a girlfriend or two. The most amazing experience I've had on this topic was when I was working with this guy, and developed a crush. Maybe he sensed it, or he decided to share his story with me once we knew each other fairly well. He told me he was born female...I didn't see that coming. He'd not yet had anything more than hormones for his reassignment. I contemplated why I liked him, and would I still wanna go out with him, if he was in a female body. My answer was yes, and my feelings didn't change. It was amazing to find a place where I could maybe fall in love with someone regardless of the gender I assumed them to be. That's just loving the person. Your videos are awesome always, thx for sharing your ideas 💚🌙
That's a beautiful story! Thanks for commenting!
I'm a trans man and I have had a lot of extra-terrestrial lives. I've known about this for many years. I identified with nonbinary for a long time, trans-nonbinary as well. Once I was ready to come out as trans, it happened after I had done a lot of higher self embodiment. It's like it opened up a new door to discovery of self...
Hi Lou. I appreciate this perspective. I have been struggling a lot with my mental health and with my gender identity. I experienced a lot of trauma growing up because of being in a male body biologically but with a very feminine appearance. Unfortunately, this has led to unemployment, depression and deep confusion. It was actually while attempting to transition that I had my first breakdown. I am now very unsure what to do, if I should try to transition again, if there is another path forwards for me. I am suffering a lot....Well, if you think there is something you could do to help, I would be interested. It's just that I really don't have much money (btw: I am on my mother's computer and the profile picture is hers not mine).
Hi! Yes it seems in some transition stories, and detransition stories there is trauma involved. I would suggest you search for detransition stories on RUclips etc just to get another perspective and see if you can relate to them. Also you might want to check the interview I did with Cole too where we talk about this subject. He has not transitioned physically but still call himself trans. I don’t take on clients at the moment but you can also try to dm me on insta (Lou.folke) if you just want to write shortly to me that’s ok too. Wish you all the best, and you will figure things out eventually I’m sure 🙏✨
THIS is so important!! Excellent video!
I love the points you made. Thankful that there are humans like you who understand how important our souls are compared to obsessing with gender. ❤️ Have you read or listened to any of Dolores Cannon’s books or teachings. She talks about reincarnation and said what you did.
As a transgender person, you (me), probably lived many lives as the opposite sex and are now experiencing life in one opposite to which they feel. I was born a biological female but have always felt like I’m a male.
Instead of looking at this as I use to, as a curse, I’m looking at it as a blessing.
Yes! Not all transgender people change their bodies or take hormones.
I think it’s to each their own.
I personally resonate more with all things spiritual including what I eat.
I do my best to eat clean, organic foods that aren’t processed and clean water.
Because of this, I’m not the biggest fan of chemicals, or injecting/ingesting them. I think taking hormones is a GREAT way to deal with being transgender but I love how you brought up that not everyone does that.
So much love to you!!! Feels like you’re soul fam. So happy to know you!!
I can’t wait to watch more of your videos!! Let’s keep spreading the positive message, gender is fluid and there’s no “right way” to be transgender.
Ps-reincarnation is one of my favorite subjects! 😃
Thank you 🙏 I think the debate gets so polarized sometimes that we need more voices on this. Being transgender brings such a potential for spiritual transformation and insight. Thank you, I also felt deep connection listening to your words 🌿
And ps reincarnation is so exciting I agree 💯
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