So what? No one's a rat's ass that I struggle. I've suffered in this hell hole for 7 decades. No one cares. I was violently traumatized and abused as a child. No one cares, not even God or sweet baby Jesus. They aren't here to help us. They bark their orders if you don't like it leave. In my experience, no matter how much devastation we've endured it's my job to shut up. I do live in the past. Does suicide mean automatic hell?
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So what? No one's a rat's ass that I struggle. I've suffered in this hell hole for 7 decades. No one cares. I was violently traumatized and abused as a child. No one cares, not even God or sweet baby Jesus. They aren't here to help us. They bark their orders if you don't like it leave. In my experience, no matter how much devastation we've endured it's my job to shut up. I do live in the past. Does suicide mean automatic hell?