James Robertson Lucky you! I think it might depend on the country! When I first saved it on spotify I was living in the uk but since moving to Germany I can’t listen to it on Spotify anymore. Makes me so sad so I’m genuinely jealous that you can listen to it! Enjoy x
Why in hell hasn't a major label signed you yet? My God, you are so damn talented. I cannot stop listening to your songs, especially this one. And on top of having a fantastic voice, your are so damn beautiful! I seriously hope that life brings you all the happiness and success you could ever want.
For any of us who's experienced addiction whether alcohol or drugs and no how powerful it is and how easy it is to relapse especially when dealing anxiety/depression this really speaks to the struggle and how you can feel when your clean and fighting everyday. I was glad to listen to this feeling so close to a relapse myself. Just to remind me what I'm fighting for. Anna you are one persons who has a story that was meant for people to hear, so relatable, so thanks for sharing with us your struggle it truly helps to know we're not alone.
I could not find anything in me to not drink until I heard this song. It's In my genes to be an alcoholic and I'm scared of turning myself into that person. Thank you so much for being an inspiration to me. It's nice to know your not alone with all this.
// hello ☺️ just curious how you’re doing since this comment was around a year ago. personal question, if you don’t wanna answer it’s all good. just curious
I have severe anxiety..and it's the worst feeling in the world..your brain is fighting with your body..and how do you win over your brain when it controls your body ya know? You could be fine but your mind says otherwise for no reason..then your hands go numb and you know what's about to happen, you're about to lose control of yourself and there's nothing you can do..there's a voice telling you everything is fine but your brain is saying "you're not okay you're gonna die" it's a hard thing to conquer and you never really do, even doctors will tell you that you just need to learn how to cope and learn how to ignore your brain telling you that you aren't ok, you have to learn how to deal with panic attacks and just do breathing exercises that only half the time work..it's a brain disorder and it effects every part of your life..even now when I'm planning vacation I have to take my anxiety into consideration because I know I'll have to be in a car for so many hours and cars are one of my triggers even though I know I'll be ok..I pray it'll stop one day but I'm starting to think God has a different plan for me..my anxiety does not define me but most of the time it does control me whether I want it to or not. Anxiety is no joke and I pray that in time no one will have to deal with this ever.
Kaitie Michelle bossy525 I know how you feel I was traumatized I won't let anyone touch me even my own family I got PTSD from the ordeal I self harm and starve myself and to top it off I don't know what's real any more I can't tell reality from my dreams or the voices in my head it's funny how my parents don't see me sinking or talking to myself I just lock myself away in my room
Omg. I've been waiting do long for this. literally crying. I can't believe how far you've come! can't wait to get that tattoo. keep on going and keep fighting, Anna.
Hugs for your heart, your spirit, and your courage. Cheers for you, your depth, and your talent. Stay strong - stay energized - stay yourself. If you ever need one more word of encouragement, just reach out. Thank you for being.
had me crying bc I'm only 15 started drinking when I was 13 and it makes me numb and this makes me realize I'm throughing my life away and I don't have alot to smile about accept your music Anna 😘 great song
things get better, I don't know when or how but they do. I love you, although I don't know you, I love you and I wish you nothing but the best. you are worth more than your addiction.
please read, your not alone. i have a friend who has done that ever since she was 11. she's stopped now, but i tell you that your not alone. there will be someone that will change you for the better c:
Been a fan of yours for so long. Your new sound is crazy good. You really know how to write. Truly personal songs. That's what we need in music these days- something that's real. This... this is real.
it is people like you who help me through rough times. I am 18 and I have been dealing with addiction for 3 years and depression for as long as I can remember. you give me hope that things will get better. thank you for being you.
I'm so proud of you for being two years clean. I'm proud of someone who is a year clean. Im proud of someone 6 months clean. and hell I'm proud of anyone trying to quit. keep going you got this 😃😃
Crazy I remember watching this when it came out n thinking back to watching u and James sing together and now I’m here 5 years later... time really does fly
I remember 4 years ago I followed you on twitter and we talked a couple times about anxiety, I’m so happy your music popped up. Your we’re always such a real soul about life. Keep it up lovey💜 your doing a fucking awesome job
this video is giving me real billie eilish vibes. I love Annas music so much, it has helped me get through my life that i constantly look back on her videos remembering how i was desperately trying to find myself.
LYRICS: Yeah In a room full of people I still feel totally alone I'm in the back left corner by the bar I'm stressing texting on my phone My friends think that I need a drink, but I don't drink anymore I'm searching for the door The last time I got drunk I wound up passed out on the bathroom floor Wasted, shitfaceded I wasted too much time Trying to numb a pain, feel nothing and ease my mind I spend two years of tuition in college but I lost it, my ambition it went missing So I started drinking I lost myself (Not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle I lost myself (Not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle (But it cost me, but it cost me) (Woo!) (Relapse relapse) Free your mind (Relapse relapse) Just one time (Relapse relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse relapse) Fuck that I was self medicated heavily sedated, understated that I hated every last part of who I was, who I was, or who I'd become I was numb, I was dumb, I was foolish, I was young Took me two whole fucking years to get back where I started from The bottom Of a bottle Straight up to a role model Well I refuse, I refuse, to lose it all Now I lost myself (Not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle I lost myself (Not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle (But it cost me, but it cost me) (Woo!) (Relapse relapse) Free your mind (Relapse relapse) Just one time (Relapse relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse relapse) Fuck that (Relapse relapse) Free your mind (Relapse relapse) Just one time (Relapse relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse relapse) Nah, I'm good I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom of a bottle I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom of a bottle I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom
The artistry of your lyrics and how you are willing to share your past is amazing and a comfort to others who have felt or are feeling the pit of despair. Your talent is incredible and I would say on par with the best in the world. Worthless, you are not. May you always find peace.
From the heart and within the soul .... God will lift you up on high to soar among the angels ..... you got this and can show the world and mostly yourself you are here! Never stop never give up we do care!
This is by far one of my tops favorite songs pf yours.. Ive lost myself so many times at the bottom of the bottle... This song hits so hard and so close too home.
I just wanted to say that Anna Clendening is an incredible women even tho suffering with extreme anxiety. I do too, like when I had my first audition on December 9th, 2016. The Winter Dance Show. One of my friends choreographed this song and I cried the first time. Everytime this song plays. I know I have to keep strong and move along. Thanks Anna, you're an inspirational.
You still have one of the most beautiful voices I have ever heard. I'll never forget your performance of Hallelujah and the hope it has given me watching you do that.
This is new, so it's gonna take some time to become natural but it's definitely a bold move, kind of like A Halsey mixed with Nicki Minaj...... The track could've been a little better produced. I believe in you though,
I listen to your songs every day on my way to school. I understand everything you've been through because I'm going through the same thing at the moment, and you without knowing it, help me a lot. You inspire me. I love you from Brazil!💛💙❤
I spent a long time drinking, it took several tries to say goodbye to it, but things have been so much better. This song really hits me, I’ve been here. thank you
if you wanna hook up and mess around then be single. theres no need to be riding other dicks when you got a bf that treats you good. like i understand it was long distance but still
Don't let anyone tell you that you are not great, because you are and you have a wonderful story that has touched many of people including me. Your voice is like something from heaven it touches our hearts. So please keep up the wonderful job you are doing and we love you. God Bless you.
This is beautiful, Anna. You're beautiful inside and out and no one should ever tell you otherwise. You're going to be a freaking star one day and you deserve it! I love this sososososo much!
The setup of this video is absolutely amazing. Also loooove the song. would love to hear this played on the radio. There's just so much power and meaning behind it. Definitely a relatable topic as well. Love Love Love it
Anna you have such a beautiful voice. I get the chills everytime I watch all your covers. You deserve to have all the confidence in the world with a voice like yours! I know this is all hard for you because of your depression, just know I am one of many people you support you and love you, and if you keep pursuing your dreams everything will work out in the end
This song is amazing... You deserve to be signed to a major record label.... i have seriously listen to it 20 times in a row.... you have evolved and it's amazing to hear it.... you are a true voice for most of us.... and a inspiration.... thank you...
It still breaks my heart, that this song has not been available on Spotify for years now. It’s a masterpiece ❤️
And I can't work out why :(
Thats funny its on my anna playlist.
hughesie89 Same! ☹️
James Robertson Lucky you! I think it might depend on the country! When I first saved it on spotify I was living in the uk but since moving to Germany I can’t listen to it on Spotify anymore. Makes me so sad so I’m genuinely jealous that you can listen to it! Enjoy x
My 3 fav Anna songs are not on Apple and it sucks
Anna: In a room full of people i still feel totally alone🎤
Me: yup that's so me
Anna: I lost myself
Me: yup that's me
same
Same
same
don"t loose hope you have purpose
Indeed. Gotta look up above.
I'm diggin this! good stuff Anna
right it's a really good song
Collab Plzzz
Oml hi Brennen
ahhh my dad!!!!!
She needs to get recognised her songs are amazing and so relatable to everyone
Whoa.... your stuff really packs a punch. I mean, damn....
Why in hell hasn't a major label signed you yet? My God, you are so damn talented. I cannot stop listening to your songs, especially this one. And on top of having a fantastic voice, your are so damn beautiful! I seriously hope that life brings you all the happiness and success you could ever want.
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Amanda
Good job kid... this is the music you should have always been making.
Nice to see your supporting her TreTzy , your a great guy! :)
Tretzy (:
Moist cucumber taint
goals 😢❤❤❤
And this is why I love you james only one more reason to its a great thing you're here and anna I'm in love with this song
PLEASE put this on spotify omg PLEASE i love this song
it is on soundcloud
its there now!!
Jannely d omg thank you!!!
2021 and still listening to this song, such an underrated artist
This girls voice deserves so much more praise 🥰
For any of us who's experienced addiction whether alcohol or drugs and no how powerful it is and how easy it is to relapse especially when dealing anxiety/depression this really speaks to the struggle and how you can feel when your clean and fighting everyday. I was glad to listen to this feeling so close to a relapse myself. Just to remind me what I'm fighting for. Anna you are one persons who has a story that was meant for people to hear, so relatable, so thanks for sharing with us your struggle it truly helps to know we're not alone.
Person*
I agree
or self harm because thats my problem
+Jessi Rae Lindsay yes very true
+Brandi Waugaman I have a drinking problem but this makes me think a lot ya know
I could not find anything in me to not drink until I heard this song. It's In my genes to be an alcoholic and I'm scared of turning myself into that person. Thank you so much for being an inspiration to me. It's nice to know your not alone with all this.
JordyynAshley stay strong
thankyou so much
// hello ☺️ just curious how you’re doing since this comment was around a year ago. personal question, if you don’t wanna answer it’s all good. just curious
Same bruhhhhh frfr ah
I have severe anxiety..and it's the worst feeling in the world..your brain is fighting with your body..and how do you win over your brain when it controls your body ya know? You could be fine but your mind says otherwise for no reason..then your hands go numb and you know what's about to happen, you're about to lose control of yourself and there's nothing you can do..there's a voice telling you everything is fine but your brain is saying "you're not okay you're gonna die" it's a hard thing to conquer and you never really do, even doctors will tell you that you just need to learn how to cope and learn how to ignore your brain telling you that you aren't ok, you have to learn how to deal with panic attacks and just do breathing exercises that only half the time work..it's a brain disorder and it effects every part of your life..even now when I'm planning vacation I have to take my anxiety into consideration because I know I'll have to be in a car for so many hours and cars are one of my triggers even though I know I'll be ok..I pray it'll stop one day but I'm starting to think God has a different plan for me..my anxiety does not define me but most of the time it does control me whether I want it to or not. Anxiety is no joke and I pray that in time no one will have to deal with this ever.
I hope you're okay
Kaitie Michelle bossy525 I know how you feel I was traumatized I won't let anyone touch me even my own family I got PTSD from the ordeal I self harm and starve myself and to top it off I don't know what's real any more I can't tell reality from my dreams or the voices in my head it's funny how my parents don't see me sinking or talking to myself I just lock myself away in my room
Kaitie Michelle bossy525 sorry love. And yes lets pray for the best to others.
Kaitie Michelle bossy525 😭😭😭😭😭
Kaitie Michelle bossy525 I have anxiety and depression aswell if you want to message me don't hesitate xx
I had 5 months sober, I'm currently in relapse... I feel like I'll be fine but I know the truth. I can 100% relate to this.
Wendy Rene stay strong
Wendy Rene you can do it! stay strong!
Im proud of you, take it one day at a time just get through today
This is beyond good. Had it on replay the second it was uploaded.
That voice! Those lyrics!
Nicely done Anna!
Omg. I've been waiting do long for this. literally crying. I can't believe how far you've come! can't wait to get that tattoo. keep on going and keep fighting, Anna.
so*
Hugs for your heart, your spirit, and your courage. Cheers for you, your depth, and your talent. Stay strong - stay energized - stay yourself. If you ever need one more word of encouragement, just reach out. Thank you for being.
am I the only one insanely in love with this song and video? ily Anna❤️
nope. damn i found this channel from her blackbear cover and its amazing.
God bless you. you are so talented. this is pure art. you are multi talented. incredible piece of meaningful work.
i love it. you. you found yourself!
im so happy for you Anna❤️
I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS YASSSSSSS
I GOT CHILLS OMG
AFTER HEARING CLIPS ON HER SOCIAL MEDIA I GOT SO HYPED AND EXCITED
I want dis on Spotify!!!
I cant even Express how much all of her songs hit home.
I honestly can't relate to your songs but your voice and style is just so amazing, I can't stop listening.
had me crying bc I'm only 15 started drinking when I was 13 and it makes me numb and this makes me realize I'm throughing my life away and I don't have alot to smile about accept your music Anna 😘 great song
things get better, I don't know when or how but they do. I love you, although I don't know you, I love you and I wish you nothing but the best. you are worth more than your addiction.
Thank you so much
tiffany walters no, baby, thank you, thank you for not giving up.
please read, your not alone. i have a friend who has done that ever since she was 11. she's stopped now, but i tell you that your not alone. there will be someone that will change you for the better c:
Been a fan of yours for so long. Your new sound is crazy good. You really know how to write. Truly personal songs. That's what we need in music these days- something that's real. This... this is real.
I think those 398,358 views are mine😳😂
Love this song so much😍
it is people like you who help me through rough times. I am 18 and I have been dealing with addiction for 3 years and depression for as long as I can remember. you give me hope that things will get better. thank you for being you.
I'm so proud of you for being two years clean. I'm proud of someone who is a year clean. Im proud of someone 6 months clean. and hell I'm proud of anyone trying to quit. keep going you got this 😃😃
I hate that I have to come to RUclips to listen to this song. It should've been on Spotify a long time ago it's so good
I NEED someone to make a Dean Winchester or SPN related song edit to this song bc I feel like the SPN fandom could do something....
That would be cool
true
yesss
Holy wow that's a good idea
Best thing I've read all day!!! Yes!!
Loved it anna :)
Crazy I remember watching this when it came out n thinking back to watching u and James sing together and now I’m here 5 years later... time really does fly
Her voice is just so pure
I LOVE THIS! WHAT A GREAT JOB, GIRL!
I remember 4 years ago I followed you on twitter and we talked a couple times about anxiety, I’m so happy your music popped up. Your we’re always such a real soul about life. Keep it up lovey💜 your doing a fucking awesome job
Been a fan since AGT but yooo, this song is 🔥 my new fav right now.
Ughh, she kills it. Every little piece of it. So touching.
THIS NEEDS TO BE ON SPOTIFY!!!
this video is giving me real billie eilish vibes. I love Annas music so much, it has helped me get through my life that i constantly look back on her videos remembering how i was desperately trying to find myself.
I played this like 7x no joke
Yeah, I did the magical loop thing.
(left click thing then click look)
I love this song.
only 7 times? i listen to this on repeat to go to sleep. millions of times over. those views are 30% me lol
CaIm Serenity
How? I am still confused
Stephanie Podlas same
LYRICS:
Yeah
In a room full of people
I still feel totally alone
I'm in the back left corner by the bar I'm stressing texting on my phone
My friends think that I need a drink, but I don't drink anymore
I'm searching for the door
The last time I got drunk I wound up passed out on the bathroom floor
Wasted, shitfaceded I wasted too much time
Trying to numb a pain, feel nothing and ease my mind
I spend two years of tuition in college but I lost it, my ambition it went missing
So I started drinking
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me, but it cost me)
(Woo!)
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse relapse)
Fuck that
I was self medicated heavily sedated, understated that I hated every last part of who I was, who I was, or who I'd become
I was numb, I was dumb, I was foolish, I was young
Took me two whole fucking years to get back where I started from
The bottom
Of a bottle
Straight up to a role model
Well I refuse, I refuse, to lose it all
Now
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
I lost myself
(Not my problems)
At the bottom of a bottle
(But it cost me, but it cost me)
(Woo!)
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse relapse)
Fuck that
(Relapse relapse)
Free your mind
(Relapse relapse)
Just one time
(Relapse relapse)
You'll be fine
(Relapse relapse)
Nah, I'm good
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom of a bottle
I found solace
Staring soul-less
At the bottom
7 years and your song keeps helping me to continue I feel very bad😢
I freaken love your voice, flow and type of music you make. I cant wait to hear more of you
+Anna Clendening I've been listening to this on repeat
I need this on Apple Music. PLEASE!!!
This is so fucking real. Anna, it's amazing. Good job. Seriously. Wow.
I have replayed this song a billion of times, I LOVE THIS SONG!!!
me to
Every time I re-visit this video, I still am deeply moved. Please keep recording! Very well done!!
Anyone else with a replay button addiction?
Meeeeee
google youtubeonrepeat
+Paul Weissenfeld thanks!!
Already like 20 times😂😂
I've been hitting that reply button all day yesterday and today lol now that it's on iTunes, I can finally get off RUclips :) great job Anna! Love it!
2024 STILL HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Still not on spotify 😢
HAPPY 6 YEARS, RELAPSE!!🌼 always proud of you, Anna! thank you for making us a part of this!💖
I still live on this song . Don't forget u can do it no matter how many times 💯 💪
when you put it on 2x speed it becomes Rap God lol xD GREAT SONG!
Omg it dose xD
.75 is lit af
true lol
So true!! I love doing that
Omg I've been waiting for this song!! What about your parents song??
she said that will come out in February
+cayla mcbride late march/early april
The artistry of your lyrics and how you are willing to share your past is amazing and a comfort to others who have felt or are feeling the pit of despair. Your talent is incredible and I would say on par with the best in the world. Worthless, you are not.
May you always find peace.
From the heart and within the soul .... God will lift you up on high to soar among the angels ..... you got this and can show the world and mostly yourself you are here! Never stop never give up we do care!
I really wished this song was available on Apple Music :(
I came here because of TretzyTV............but being someone who struggles with depression......wow, this song hit me like a truck.
Damn this isn't on Spotify 😩
it is now
Woo thank you
This is by far one of my tops favorite songs pf yours.. Ive lost myself so many times at the bottom of the bottle... This song hits so hard and so close too home.
I just wanted to say that Anna Clendening is an incredible women even tho suffering with extreme anxiety. I do too, like when I had my first audition on December 9th, 2016. The Winter Dance Show. One of my friends choreographed this song and I cried the first time. Everytime this song plays. I know I have to keep strong and move along. Thanks Anna, you're an inspirational.
When's the song about the mom and dad (on vine) coming out?
I wanna know that, too! I'm excited for that, just like I was excited for this!
beginning of February
Waiiiiiiting it is so freaking good
+Chloe Seekings What is the song called???
+KaShaela Hall To My Parents
Question.... why is it no longer on iTunes?...🙃
you may have lost yourself at the bottom of a bottle but you found yourself in a sea of busy places in a wurl of blurt faces 😉 I love you Anna
blury*
Blurry*
this song has helped me incredibly in my journey toward becoming clean. thank you.
You still have one of the most beautiful voices I have ever heard. I'll never forget your performance of Hallelujah and the hope it has given me watching you do that.
This is new, so it's gonna take some time to become natural but it's definitely a bold move, kind of like A Halsey mixed with Nicki Minaj...... The track could've been a little better produced. I believe in you though,
+Skater Nash 😂
+Skater Nash I was Only saying that because of your name btw
She produced all by her self. Geez. This song/video is excellent.
+Skater Nash haha I get it. 'John tucker must die '
+Amber Michelle its constructive criticism. Nothing is perfect. Dont be biased, allow the guy to give his input, thats how someone improves.
The song is not available on Spotify (for me?) and it kills me
Or iTunes!
i used to think she said "at the bottom, apple bottom... lol i was dumb
😂😂😊
Mad ❤️
I’ve been listening to this song for three years now. And have never seen the music video til today... wow....
The fact that this song isn’t on Spotify is disappointing
When does "I'm Sorry Mum and Dad" Come out???
Exactly
11th of april. She said it on instagram :)
+Franzi-x3 but today its the 11 April..
+Mirjam Rima yeah....
+Emma Niklasson why isnt it there yet :(
0:53 and 1:53 "no one cares"? BRUHHH I CARE!
I listen to your songs every day on my way to school. I understand everything you've been through because I'm going through the same thing at the moment, and you without knowing it, help me a lot. You inspire me. I love you from Brazil!💛💙❤
I spent a long time drinking, it took several tries to say goodbye to it, but things have been so much better. This song really hits me, I’ve been here. thank you
Looks like Billie Eilish. 2019? 💙
Maria Bernadette Macalintal indeed!...2020
Yeh. Billie deff. Looks like her
At first I didn't like it, but in the end I found it amazing how she kind of mixed rap and pop and didn't talk about her butt at all!!! 😂😂😂
The fact that the ad before this song was for alcohol disgusts me.
My only response to that (as an American) is Merika!! Stay numb while being cheated....
Anna is amazingly talented in her voice and music in general. this is what should be playing on the radio!!!
This is the best thing I have ever listened to. I am absolutely in love!
Why do you look like white rapper😂
Why does it matter what she looks like when the song was bomb af...
Hm people got really pissed 😂
+aiden ventura because she can simple as that.
Haha and umm. Go ahead and sing this and put it on RUclips. How would you feel?
People get offended to easily it's not like I was being rude.
you cheaterr
stfu
stfu
lol
honestly it's her life let her do what she wants if she makes a mistake or choice leave it alone👌
if you wanna hook up and mess around then be single. theres no need to be riding other dicks when you got a bf that treats you good. like i understand it was long distance but still
Don't let anyone tell you that you are not great, because you are and you have a wonderful story that has touched many of people including me. Your voice is like something from heaven it touches our hearts. So please keep up the wonderful job you are doing and we love you. God Bless you.
This song is awesome. You have such a powerful voice. Can't wait for your album
Extraordinary, remarkable ,amazing, tremendous, wonderful.........
This is beautiful, Anna. You're beautiful inside and out and no one should ever tell you otherwise. You're going to be a freaking star one day and you deserve it! I love this sososososo much!
The setup of this video is absolutely amazing.
Also loooove the song. would love to hear this played on the radio. There's just so much power and meaning behind it. Definitely a relatable topic as well. Love Love Love it
I love her voice so much! She is amazing!
Just found you and listened to a bunch of your stuff and you're so right, you really have found your sound. This is by far my favourite
I always know when I find a good song: I listen to it over and over to absorb every aspect. This is one of them.
Anna you have such a beautiful voice. I get the chills everytime I watch all your covers. You deserve to have all the confidence in the world with a voice like yours! I know this is all hard for you because of your depression, just know I am one of many people you support you and love you, and if you keep pursuing your dreams everything will work out in the end
PLEASE PUT THIS ON SPOTIFY. I LOVE U ANNA THIS IS AMAZING
One word........Eargasm! Great job Anna!
I cant wait for your other songs to come out! Please never stop singing😍👌🏻💁🏼
Can we just take a second to appreciate the beauty of Anna's voice.
This song is amazing... You deserve to be signed to a major record label.... i have seriously listen to it 20 times in a row.... you have evolved and it's amazing to hear it.... you are a true voice for most of us.... and a inspiration.... thank you...