028: I'm A Mess {CC}
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- Опубликовано: 11 авг 2017
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If you're reading this you are Holly, Jolly and beautiful, thank you for watching sososooooo much :D It means a humungisum amount and boy you're great. DFTBA!
You have every right to feel confused and sad about knowing how to live in a healthy body when for the last 5 years you've been in pain. Also the people in your life who love you don't expect anything back but your love and seeing your happiness in life xx
Hi mess :) be happy,do what you most love,and that's all the repayment anybody needs. Everyone did and does what they do because they love you not for the thanks they would receive in return. I hope you feel better soon! ❤
I feel confident saying that people supported you because they love you, and dont feel you need to pay them back! The thing is them saying it doesnt mean diddly squwat unless you can believe it. Give yourself time + love + patience. If it took 5 yrs to get to the brink of death, then just maybe it might take a while to get used to being alive again. Sending loving hugs xxx
Also you still have health issues so don't worry about re-paying everyone when you need to love yourself to heal. You've been through soooooooooooooo much so there's going to be allot for you to deal with xx
Everything you're feeling is totally valid and natural, though <3 Yeah, you've been given this second chance at life. Woot for that. Good times. BUT you've also been through a lot and I can only imagine that it is a bit fucking weird to start living again and getting used to your body again and processing everything you've been through (which has been a lot). Be kind to yourself. Even if you're not all YAY FOR SECOND CHANCES all the time or even most of the time, it's okay. Give yourself time to get used to your body and life again <3
Give yourself time!!!!! You've had 5 years of SHIT.... beyond shit! Let yourself adapt to this new you. Get rid of these feelings of "debt" they won't expect anything from you other than being happy and getting to that stage naturally