The soulmate mentality is so true. 2 years ago I was having a really bad day and had to FORCE myself to go out and just go on a walk. As I was doing that I was at a stop light to cross into a park in my city, and a guy came up to me and complemented my hair (it was purple at the time) and asked if I wanted to walk and talk with him. I was so shocked that anything like that ever happened to me and he wasnt weird and we had a lot of the same interest. 2 years later we are still together :D
7:00 i feel so validated by this, ive tried night life a bit but i just feel awful and so out of place every time, it just makes me feel so watched and i overthink everything, even if im with friends. I don't drink either and to constantly having to explain it also adds to the anxiety of it all.
9:56 I used to feel exactly like this. Through therapy I learned that deep down I believed that I was nothing but a burden on others and just wanted to minimize my presence as much as possible. This came from very deeply ingrained feelings from childhood of being a burden on my parents. If you suffered neglect, it often translates into feeling like you are a burden. You might enjoy Pete Walker's book "Complex PTSD", it changed my life.
It's just so ironic how in photos, you seems so confident and in here, you are uncertain. This is not in a bad way, rather i just feel like I'm looking at myself. Whenever I have something going on outside, the people will notice how I'm confident and dgaf about anyone's opinion. But the truth is I'm trying so hard. In my mind there's so much going on (am I doing this right or wrong? Was i respectful to others? Did i offend anyone?) And when you're with your close friends and family, you just want to feel useless and not think or not try too hard because they know you. Idk but after watching this vlog, realization just hits me 😂
gurllll you dont knoww? ur face is literally made to model you are gorg, dont compare, every beautiful is diffrent. ps. u are already known lol, me from the other side of the world supports you, much love, bye :P
I didn't know that you don't drink - a video on that would be interesting i.e. how you navigate social events/night life that evolve around drinking :)
You need to talk in a healthy way to yourself❤! And that’s gonna happend when u contradict your thoughts, Remind yourself to think a little. Love ur style ❤️🔥🎉
I’ve never seen someone with so many liked songs on Spotify 😅 i have like 200 from summer 2023 to now and I thought I had a lot! I clear it out evry couple of months tho
Hey Avery I can tell that you may not be the happiest rn and you fell like there’s a void and I’m here to tell you that God can ONLY fill that void try praying to him more and developing that relationship with the one who created who so you would now where you should be in your life and what path you should be on trust me girl ILOVE You so much but Jesus Loves you more❤☺️
The soulmate mentality is so true. 2 years ago I was having a really bad day and had to FORCE myself to go out and just go on a walk. As I was doing that I was at a stop light to cross into a park in my city, and a guy came up to me and complemented my hair (it was purple at the time) and asked if I wanted to walk and talk with him. I was so shocked that anything like that ever happened to me and he wasnt weird and we had a lot of the same interest. 2 years later we are still together :D
Haha I always gaslight myself to go out because of the soulmate thing
7:00 i feel so validated by this, ive tried night life a bit but i just feel awful and so out of place every time, it just makes me feel so watched and i overthink everything, even if im with friends. I don't drink either and to constantly having to explain it also adds to the anxiety of it all.
Same! Sometimes I feel like there’s something wrong with me lol
the sigh at 9:02 - no words describe how well I understand that feeling
Love this style of filming!
the journal part was funny lol
Avery the style of filming and editing is divine
You have the BEST style everrr!! Seriously you are so cool
9:56 I used to feel exactly like this. Through therapy I learned that deep down I believed that I was nothing but a burden on others and just wanted to minimize my presence as much as possible. This came from very deeply ingrained feelings from childhood of being a burden on my parents. If you suffered neglect, it often translates into feeling like you are a burden. You might enjoy Pete Walker's book "Complex PTSD", it changed my life.
You're so real I can't I love you girl
It's just so ironic how in photos, you seems so confident and in here, you are uncertain. This is not in a bad way, rather i just feel like I'm looking at myself. Whenever I have something going on outside, the people will notice how I'm confident and dgaf about anyone's opinion. But the truth is I'm trying so hard. In my mind there's so much going on (am I doing this right or wrong? Was i respectful to others? Did i offend anyone?) And when you're with your close friends and family, you just want to feel useless and not think or not try too hard because they know you. Idk but after watching this vlog, realization just hits me 😂
gurllll you dont knoww? ur face is literally made to model you are gorg, dont compare, every beautiful is diffrent.
ps. u are already known lol, me from the other side of the world supports you, much love, bye :P
I love that you’re making more RUclips videos. I used to watch you all the time and I still watch your sister🫶🏼.
Nothing is ever that serious, don’t stay stuck in your head
The intro so real
in love with your videos and the way you edit and film them! ur magic & an angel
yaayyy ive been missing ur videos
Love the way you filmed and edited this video 🩵🩵
yeay been waiting for this!!♥️🌟
the soundtrack of this vid reminds me of Stranger Things hah good one!
I didn't know that you don't drink - a video on that would be interesting i.e. how you navigate social events/night life that evolve around drinking :)
Black eye liner on your lower water line makes your eyes much smaller-you have beautiful eyes!
I watch Kennedy Walsh already and you kinda remind me of her at times, no wonder y’all are besties
You’re so real 😭💛
i get you, you get me
the intro hit a little too close to home haha such a girlie experience
So good!
You need to talk in a healthy way to yourself❤! And that’s gonna happend when u contradict your thoughts, Remind yourself to think a little. Love ur style ❤️🔥🎉
love u too twin
my guess is dominic sessa
That was my first thought too lmao
urm,, how can anyone leave YOU on read?? ur like a doll
I’ve never seen someone with so many liked songs on Spotify 😅 i have like 200 from summer 2023 to now and I thought I had a lot!
I clear it out evry couple of months tho
girl sometimes i get worried about you 🤍 love you hope you’re feeling good
does anyone know where her metallic silver bag is from?
what kind of camera do you film on??
Yayaaya
youre cool
was the guy dominic sessa?
Hii Avery
I feel like its that guy from Saltburn ferleigh or whatever
Hi love u
It’s called imposter syndrome
Hey Avery I can tell that you may not be the happiest rn and you fell like there’s a void and I’m here to tell you that God can ONLY fill that void try praying to him more and developing that relationship with the one who created who so you would now where you should be in your life and what path you should be on trust me girl ILOVE You so much but Jesus Loves you more❤☺️
I love you but you complain a lot and its bad for youuuu