@@thedrifterschannel9694 good morning. Are you referring to my poetry? I’m not in Dax’s song. My poetry is pretty raw mostly. Always from the heart. Thanks.
Ahhhh man that's you huh my gooooooooodness absolutely holy spirit fire 🔥 brotha hallelujah praise Jesus 👏 prayers up for you brotha let's gooooooooo huh 🙏
Dear Alcohol, I thought you were a friend to me You promised to heal what’s been tormenting me Wash away the pain inside and comfort me I found out a little to late You were nothing but my enemy You took my family, My freedom, my sanity You took the best parts of me All that’s left is an empty shell Down on his knees begging God Please come save me Then try to justify it By saying “at least I was the life of the party” This was something I wrote not long after hearing this song. Going on 7 years of sobriety.
As a child (and sister) of an alcoholic and addict… I have had to let go. Because “ saving you, is gonna kill me”. Taking on the pain, the blame, the hurt of the addict…. I literally almost took my Life. The physical, emotional and mental abuse that comes from an addict is hard. So for all you out there who are working daily on beating this disease I SEE YOU! And I’m proud of you,just waiting on the day I can say the same for my parent and sibling
Yes, you are correct -- falling that low is quite horrible. You will eventually get the the point where you are past the point of suicide . . . and your only hope is to simply just die. Trouble for those of us with Bi-polar disorder or Clinical Depression is that we don't even need the alcohol to allow our minds to dip down into that level of despair. Alcohol has different effects on people; it could be as it is with myself, and just mellow someone out, or it could be the final trigger that pushes that person past the point of no-return. Thus, if you sense that someone is struggling with depression, please don't brush them off as an attention-seeker -- get them the help that they need before it is too late.
I’m writing poetry to get through the pain: I know you’re gone But you’re still here with me I close my eyes And you’re all I see I didn’t get the chance To say goodbye From the memories I cannot hide My being alone Is not your fault Pictures of you Are locked in a vault It’s only been a short time But it plays over in my mind (c)4.4.2024-DBR From poetry journal 82-NO JUDGEMENT-JUST MENDING
Coming from someone who has been in long term relationships with 2 alcoholics its definitely not for the weak.. With the first one i would drink with him and his friend because i felt like the more people drinking it the less he would get.. There were many many rough nights after he got plastered and it destroyed my mental health so bad. But after 4 years i finally left. The second one i was with for 5 years and each year i noticed he would drink more and more.. started out as a few here and there and then turned into a 30 pack a nighg or a bottle. I slowly felt my mental health going back down but that time it was much worse... I even thought about suicide between his drinking and the struggles we had trying to get pg. I felt alone but finally got away from that situation to.. and after being away from him for a year i got diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety, and depression and finally got the help that i needed to stoo being so angry at life and myself.... Fought it for 9 years thinking I could handle it on my own until last year before i got help. Last year was the lowest i had ever felt. I was always so angry, and depressed and i finally got tired of feeling that way and went to therapy... But i can gladly say that now after a year of getting help im in a very much better place and mind set... Talking definitely helps and thats coming from someone who hates venting to people.
I'm sorry for your loss. I too lost my 30 year old daughter unexpectedly and tragically in Jan. 2020. I know what you're going through. ***May God bless you and hold you in His ever loving arms ❤️***
I want you to know with help you can. I believe you can,you will not be able to do it by yourself. You need help. Not just the physical withdraw but emotional and mental. I am begging you with every cell in my body, please reach out, there’s ways to help. My mom has had to be hospitalize more times I can count.
Skydxddy is amazing she created a whole genre of music called traumacore because shes been through some tough times and she is one of my favourites I think you should react to some of her songs and yes you said her name right haha ❤
Yo brother ! I’m the last verse! I messaged you on Instagram! Thank you for the love ❤️🙏🏻
I don’t have Instagram, sorry
Thank you for that verse!!! Found you one day on tiktok and just downloaded everything I found on spotify!!!!
Bruh you’re verse was hard
@@thedrifterschannel9694 good morning. Are you referring to my poetry? I’m not in Dax’s song. My poetry is pretty raw mostly. Always from the heart. Thanks.
@@davidrossman919 I was talking about the last Verse in Dax’s song but your poetry is good
Appreciate the love bro!! I had the verse with the “took my soul that’s why they call it spirits” line 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼
Ahhhh man that's you huh my gooooooooodness absolutely holy spirit fire 🔥 brotha hallelujah praise Jesus 👏 prayers up for you brotha let's gooooooooo huh 🙏
One of my Fav lines
That was my favourite lines x
2nd girl gives us Amy winehouse Vibes and even more emotional knowing her struggles with addiction
Dear Alcohol, I thought you were a friend to me
You promised to heal what’s been tormenting me
Wash away the pain inside and comfort me
I found out a little to late
You were nothing but my enemy
You took my family,
My freedom, my sanity
You took the best parts of me
All that’s left is an empty shell
Down on his knees begging God
Please come save me
Then try to justify it
By saying “at least I was the life of the party”
This was something I wrote not long after hearing this song. Going on 7 years of sobriety.
Dedicating to my son who passed March 8th. 💔. Oh how this song resonates. 😢😢😢 He didn't want to leave, he just didn't know how to stay.
🫶🫶🫶🫶
God bless you
@@dinapopecaten2454Thank you
As a child (and sister) of an alcoholic and addict… I have had to let go. Because “ saving you, is gonna kill me”. Taking on the pain, the blame, the hurt of the addict…. I literally almost took my
Life. The physical, emotional and mental abuse that comes from an addict is hard. So for all you out there who are working daily on beating this disease I SEE YOU! And I’m proud of you,just waiting on the day I can say the same for my parent and sibling
That last one nailed me to the wall
I have seen this so many times, and I STILL LOVE IT!! I recommended for you to do this. I am so glad you finally did it.
Great reaction, Dennis!
Yes, you are correct -- falling that low is quite horrible. You will eventually get the the point where you are past the point of suicide . . . and your only hope is to simply just die.
Trouble for those of us with Bi-polar disorder or Clinical Depression is that we don't even need the alcohol to allow our minds to dip down into that level of despair. Alcohol has different effects on people; it could be as it is with myself, and just mellow someone out, or it could be the final trigger that pushes that person past the point of no-return. Thus, if you sense that someone is struggling with depression, please don't brush them off as an attention-seeker -- get them the help that they need before it is too late.
I’m writing poetry to get through the pain:
I know you’re gone
But you’re still here with me
I close my eyes
And you’re all I see
I didn’t get the chance
To say goodbye
From the memories
I cannot hide
My being alone
Is not your fault
Pictures of you
Are locked in a vault
It’s only been a short time
But it plays over in my mind
(c)4.4.2024-DBR
From poetry journal 82-NO JUDGEMENT-JUST MENDING
Beautiful. May God be with you and your son
This was amazing! That last one got to me too.
Powerful lyrics. Amazing message.
Thank you for barking it down, I miss all them bars
"God does not go to sleep, He does not take days off!"
💕💕💕
Music spread by the people we are the label 🎶 💗 🌏
Love your reactions, man❤❤❤
My favorite voice was the one in the mirror 💯
Sending you love
Song hits hard!! Needs to be heard
Those are Sobriety Chips. They usually have the number of days or years printed on them.
It is 🔥 🔥 🔥 🔥
Coming from someone who has been in long term relationships with 2 alcoholics its definitely not for the weak.. With the first one i would drink with him and his friend because i felt like the more people drinking it the less he would get.. There were many many rough nights after he got plastered and it destroyed my mental health so bad. But after 4 years i finally left. The second one i was with for 5 years and each year i noticed he would drink more and more.. started out as a few here and there and then turned into a 30 pack a nighg or a bottle. I slowly felt my mental health going back down but that time it was much worse... I even thought about suicide between his drinking and the struggles we had trying to get pg. I felt alone but finally got away from that situation to.. and after being away from him for a year i got diagnosed with ptsd, anxiety, and depression and finally got the help that i needed to stoo being so angry at life and myself.... Fought it for 9 years thinking I could handle it on my own until last year before i got help. Last year was the lowest i had ever felt. I was always so angry, and depressed and i finally got tired of feeling that way and went to therapy... But i can gladly say that now after a year of getting help im in a very much better place and mind set... Talking definitely helps and thats coming from someone who hates venting to people.
Nice thoughts and reaction points of discussion
I been waiting for this
One of my sons died in December 2023…I’m trying to find a way through
I'm so sorry to hear that. I will definitely say a prayer for you my friend 🙏🏻
I appreciate that, sir. Thank you
I'm sorry for your loss. I too lost my 30 year old daughter unexpectedly and tragically in Jan. 2020. I know what you're going through. ***May God bless you and hold you in His ever loving arms ❤️***
@@butterflymama0838 thank you. Writing helps
I been drinking since I was 8
Now I'm 22 I still can't stop 😭 my body and mind f***** up
I want you to know with help you can. I believe you can,you will not be able to do it by yourself. You need help. Not just the physical withdraw but emotional and mental. I am begging you with every cell in my body, please reach out, there’s ways to help. My mom has had to be hospitalize more times I can count.
❤😊 happy 😃
Skydxddy is amazing she created a whole genre of music called traumacore because shes been through some tough times and she is one of my favourites I think you should react to some of her songs and yes you said her name right haha ❤
Dax be going in fr.. alot of folks dont understand the vibes .. i get it though.
Last verse was deep.
I have felt that way...a joke, replaceable, broken down, meaning nothing. It's hard to climb up from that
Hey Dennis long time no chit chat! can u react to citizen soldier's new songs Where were you? and Say nothing? please
Watts was real good
She’s amazing
Can you react to drizzytae mo bags
Brother
can't see with the KFR in the way, no like from me sorry.