I am 14 months older than my brother. He has been gone for 20 years.. I received the last call from him the day he passed away. My phone in the locker at work, I couldn't answer his call. This is how this great song begins. Thank you friend for capturing these moments.😢
Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone? Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater Find a better way to express my empathy You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be You were always right there next to me Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Ayo, are you there? Man this shit ain't fair I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call, saying they were there too late Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you Sure, I might've been scared for you But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them? Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private Like you decided to be a muter You just took a vow of silence The rest of us would start a riot You kept quiet while all fell dying And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony But if you harm yourself, you're harming me Dont you see? Trust me, I completely get it Life's a bitch I've always said it wasn't really worth it Did you really feel that fucking worthless? I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface. I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone Fuck! Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
I already liked this song, but now it has a personal connection with me. I lost a great person yesterday to suicide, this song expresses exactly how i feel!
The chorus is Tell me what's been happening, what's been on your mind Lately you've been searchin' for a darker place To hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing, you'll be robbed from us I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone? Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater Find a better way to express my empathy You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be You were always right there next to me Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Ayo, are you there? Man this shit ain't fair I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call, saying they were there too late Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you Sure, I might've been scared for you But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them? Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private Like you decided to be a muter You just took a vow of silence The rest of us would start a riot You kept quiet while all fell dying And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony But if you harm yourself, you're harming me Dont you see? Trust me, I completely get it Life's a bitch I've always said it wasn't really worth it Did you really feel that fucking worthless? I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface. I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone Fuck! Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
Just buried one of my best friends a few months ago. These were my feelings. Instantly messaged him knowing that I wasn’t going to get an answer. I was 4hrs away, but I would of been there. This song is amazing 💛 thank you.
Hey wheres the love man???People with low IQ's are usually the ones expressing negatively ,YOU ARE WHAT YOU FEED YOUR MIND! bein negative towards sum1, whether intentional or not ,whose just expressin their pain ,honestly and truly exhibits the lowest forms of IQ and empathy stay humble man 🤷♀️✌️
i would give anything to have a friend like this or a friend in generalim so tired i havent been ok in very long time and the people in my life make it clear they dont fucking care so im just waiting on the day i finally do it
My dad overdosed and I had to pull him off a life-support August 7 of 2021. I’ll never understand why he didn’t just call and I know that if I was there he’d still be alive for me and my siblings and it’s been something I’ve struggled with since it happened And this song just resonates with me on a deeper level
Depression is a state of mind. They way you look and take in the BS. Stop doubting yourself trust your instincts and your courage. YOU ARE ENOUGH! You WILL GET THERE. YOU GOT THIS! I know this is hard to hear. But a pill WON'T make it GO AWAY. It just numbs you and makes the healing progress take longer. By turning you into a zombie. The quicker you start to REALLY process.... And work through the pain and anger. TALK THERAPY.. YOUR NOT ALONE. Yes many many stages of endless crying sobbing fits of rage. And yes many years of it. I started to REALLY processing at 40. I'm now 48. And it still f*** working on it. But I started to feel some relief this summer with education and reading about my abuse the brain damage, nervous system damage, shrinking of my brain cuz of the amount of stress I was going through. Helped me a lot. I think I cried I'm mean sobbing violence sobbing for 3 years straight. It still comes and goes. But it getting better. What your going through is an awful thing to have to go through and experience. YOU DO GOT THIS! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! YOU WILL FIND AWAY. TALK ABOUT IT. Cuz it helps the rest of us heal to. To know WE are not alone. To help each other get through our hard times to. To save LIVES!! YOU never know YOU might HAVE save a life. SURVIVORS For a reason. ❤
I love this song. I currently have a friend that doesn't respond and this runs through my mind, and I lost one of my best friends back in 2019 and can still remember almost every detail perfectly down to the way I was sitting when i heard she died. It felt like the world stopped in it's place and I could barely make it home before breaking down in tears
My favorite song ever💙😭. Every time I hear this song. It touches me. It brings me back to think about my best friend that died. I just cry every time I hear it. I listen to this song a lot. So thank you sky. It means a lot to me.💙😭
@@SkyDxddy We will aways be here for u cuz your inspired so many people to keep going with life and we love u and your beautiful music. Thank u so much!
1:45 Ay yo, you there? Man this shit ain't fair, I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call saying there were there to late, now I'll never see you anywhere and I had SO MUCH MORE TO SAY How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broking down from loss of hope, I'm calling crying wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you, Sure I might've been scared for you, but I would've tried to fight for you and reignite the light in you I said I'd always cry for you, die for you, now I can't even begin to let you go, this type of shit console You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me, felt so damn alone that you just had to let go and now I'm talking to myself, goint crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Fuck! I was wrong...
I literally cry every time i hear this song.Im only 12 and i have been listening to your music for 3 years now.I have introduced you to so many of my friends and you really help me get through tough times no matter what.Love you Sky keep it up!!❤❤❤(and i linsten to you every single day your like my number one artist!!❤)
this song. means too much to me.. i cry while i listen to this song. 💙😭 it reminds me of trying to reach out for that somebody who feels all alone. sky. keep making music. love ya💙💙💙💙
I'm sorry but I cant listen to most of your songs because it makes me cry and it just..hurts to think about most of the things you talk about. But you're an amazing artist, and I really hope you go as far as the stars ❤️
I recently lost my aunt to cancer and this song has really helped me with it. Thank you Sky, you are a true inspiration for young people. I'm 17 myself so I can vouch that this will help so many young teens.
this hits so close to home, My faith is what has saved me, but the pain is still so real. I just have to remind myself, one day we will be reunited in heaven if it is God's will. Thank you Sky, your music is so relatable and helpful.
Your amazing, keep up with life cuz u have so much to look forward to. Your beautiful, brave, and amzing. One of these days if u keep going with life all the pain is going to disappear and your will be happy I'll pray for u!
Man this song hit me hard lost my mom my first cuz and many friends I wish I would pick up my phone that night I have to live with that the rest of my life I miss y’all so much SkyDxddyMusic love this song 💔 so hard to Lose your love ones to drugs ! Love u sky is christy Clk from LiveMe
We care bout u and want u to be happy so does your family in heaven, I promise u there happy and safe. Keep going cuz you have a whole lifetime ahead of u and your strong, beautiful, and brave!
My bestfriend just killed himself and i feel this song so much and its helping me so much. ❤ i know this is about mac miller but i feel it personally. You are amazing. Thank you.
@@SkyDxddy you are an inspiration to all of us we all love you I believe with everything I have you are the next Generation of Hip hop you sound so much better than 6ix 9ine God bless you this put me in tears I lost my Daughter Ciara last year and this pain still effects me but you have been my modavaion to stay strong thank you so much I am praying for you
@@plaguedoctor3806 I am so sorry to hear that you've had to endure that type of pain, i couldn't even imagine.. so happy you found us so you don't have to go through it alone! you have no idea how much i appreciate your support and hope we can support you just as much.
My son lost the fight with his demons almost 8 months ago, and this is so true... please, anyone who reads this and needs help, reach out to someone you trust and stay alive. Blessing.
Anyway we can get this on Spotify? I just lost my bestfriend 2/3/23 & came across this song. It explains everything so perfectly and how much I regret and miss her…
I love how you go so fast in your music and you keep up with the music I love your music and I love you singing on RUclips I hope people on RUclips follows you
Great song! I lost my Mom to a fentanyl overdose when I was 20 I am now almost 34 and I still struggle most days but I try to keep my head up keep making music babe you're music touches people ❤
This song is the reason I’ve stuck around I don’t want anyone to have to think this way about me no one has been there no one I’m there for everyone no matter what but I’m alone I’ve been crying for hours bc I can’t find much of a reason to still be here my parents are the reason I’ve been crying bc nothing I seem to do is enough to make them happy my brother told me it’s not worth it for me to be on meds and in therapy I should just tuff it out or die and everyone else just seems to disappear when I need someone. So this has been on repeat for hours just trying to convince myself someone would care
Oh damn, this song is so spot on! I can't even explain. I am going through the emotions! Every lyric, it's like you took every thought and emotion right out of my brain and made it into a beautiful song. It's about to be 2 years since I lost my best friend, and I feel this song will help me tremendously. Just knowing someone else has gone through exactly what i have and em. Thank you Skydxddy, I fell your pain 100%!
I want to say thank you Sky. I’ve been listening to you since summer. And I know it’s not a long time but you really inspired in that amount of time. I always feel like because of my chaotic personality…people judge me because of that. And you’ve helped me realize that if they do…so fucking what😉and I’m so grateful for that. I hope you accomplish all your goals and may your pillow always be cold.❤️
i lost my big brother a year ago,we tried to help but we had to move and then he had a tragic thing happen to him,i know it was no mistake,but i just want him to be ok up in the could,this helps alot,thankyou
I love this song, I've don't personally know anyone who has successfully committed suicide but 2 of my very close friends has tried and it terrifies me especially bc ik what those thoughts and feelings are like
This song takes me back to may 19, 2018. I knew something was wrong but I was 1761 miles from home and ask a friend to go check on him and they call me back to say they found him and ged killed himself 6 hours before. I've been lost without my best friend since.... suicide may end your pain but you pass it along to those who love you after and for two yrs I fought the urge to follow him but that meant I would pass that pain on to those who love me and that thought was unbearable
Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart Your music is everything to me and my step daughter She has been through so many things including being sexually assaulted by a family member and sometimes it's your music that helps us get through can't even say this without crying Thank you so much the lyrics and your songs they're real it's what life is really about and how people truly feel it's all the emotions that you keep bottled up because nobody wants to hear them Thank you for every song you've ever written it really means so much to us both I know that I might never get the opportunity to meet you or even get a response but that's okay because each one of your songs helps us to get through all the trauma and it reminds us that we're not crazy for the way we feel and that it is okay to express ourselves you are such an inspiration and thank you so much my name is Alichia🥰🔥🔥
Such a beautiful name, I'm sorry for such a horrable year for u and tell your daughter that I said that I'm sorry for what happens and you and her are strong, beautiful, and brave! Keep going cuz you both have so much to look forward to!
@@victoriaherrera7192 thank you only just now saw this comment it means a lot to me although I've gone through so much pain I care more about my kiddos because I'm already 40 but sometimes listening to her music is the only thing that keeps me going each day I tend to cry a lot and even my boss said you cry whenever you don't get what you want she didn't realize I was being triggered in so many ways and I just couldn't explain it to her I have much respect for sky dxddy's music it would be a dream come true for me if she could make it to the top of the Billboards I just want the world to understand that there are some of us out there that are hurting and still trying to lift others up through our pain and in this way like the Phoenix We rise turning our pain into healing thank you for acknowledging my comment I really really appreciate it it feels good to know somebody has heard me
these bars. Your style reminds me of old school em. Just after he dropped the shady persona. It's the vibe and the style. I love it, I hope too see alot more of your music. You got some crazy skills and an even more amazing mind. The soul in these songs, that's something you can not fake. I feel those lyrics.
Where are you having a hard time understanding? There's a line in the last verse I can't get no matter how many times I listen to it but I pretty much have memorized the rest of the song
@@samanthagoumaz5690 Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone? Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater Find a better way to express my empathy You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be You were always right there next to me Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Ayo, are you there? Man this shit ain't fair I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call, saying they were there too late Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you Sure, I might've been scared for you But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them? Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private Like you decided to be a muter You just took a vow of silence The rest of us would start a riot You kept quiet while all fell dying And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony But if you harm yourself, you're harming me Dont you see? Trust me, I completely get it Life's a bitch I've always said it wasn't really worth it Did you really feel that fucking worthless? I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface. I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone Fuck! Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone? Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater Find a better way to express my empathy You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be You were always right there next to me Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Ayo, are you there? Man this shit ain't fair I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call, saying they were there too late Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you Sure, I might've been scared for you But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them? Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private Like you decided to be a muter You just took a vow of silence The rest of us would start a riot You kept quiet while all fell dying And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony But if you harm yourself, you're harming me Dont you see? Trust me, I completely get it Life's a bitch I've always said it wasn't really worth it Did you really feel that fucking worthless? I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface. I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone Fuck! Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
My girl, you got me in tears here. This song is killing me! My dad took his life November 6th, drugs overdose. Legit in damn tears. Keep with songs like this please x
lately i hit rock bottom. wish i had a friend that cared like this apart of my life but unfortunately i dont. love this song its as deep as the wounds im currently healing from
This songs touches my heart so much that I cry everytime, I can't gather the words on how much it means to me.....I lost my big brother to suicide.....I never got to say goodbye....
Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone? Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater Find a better way to express my empathy You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be You were always right there next to me Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go Ayo, are you there? Man this shit ain't fair I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there I just got a call, saying they were there too late Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you You know I would've been there for you Sure, I might've been scared for you But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them? Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private Like you decided to be a muter You just took a vow of silence The rest of us would start a riot You kept quiet while all fell dying And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony But if you harm yourself, you're harming me Dont you see? Trust me, I completely get it Life's a bitch I've always said it wasn't really worth it Did you really feel that fucking worthless? I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface. I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone Fuck! Tell me what's been happening What's been on your mind Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs Just come home, don't let go
I lost my little brother at the age of 14 8 years ago this year and seeing him the day before I never knew that would be the last time I got to see him and sadly now I've recently lost my little sister 8 months ago at the age of 17. Losing one was so hard and having to be strong for her and now losing her it hits twice as hard. I wish each and everyday I could have them back to let them know how much they are loved and missed
Your work is amazing. It's great to see a woman finally write about this. I relate to everyone of your songs I've heard yet. My granddaughter turned me on to you! Your about all I listen to now except of course Eminem. Your work is as good as his. Your going somewhere.
I'm glad I'm hearing this song now. My cousin took his own several years ago while I was away. I didn't know till I got back. Now I just I just I can talk to him right now
This song hits so rough right now. ***TW: suicide My friend sent me a message. All my other friends got it. Then nothing more. No answer to my call. We begin to panic. Then I hear you are in the hospital getting your stoumach pumped. My mind kept seeing xe on there floor, lifeless. I'm so happy you failed. Fuck man it's so hard.
I needed this so much 😭😭😭 I just lost a friend to an overdose on my birthday last month 💔💔 and I had a feeling that i should've called him but i ignored it 😭😭😭
I'm so sorry. Your friend would of wanted u to be happy and to keep going, your beautiful, strong, brave, and you gotta keep going cuz you have so much to look forward to!
SkyDxddy, would you consider singing this one during your next tour? Preferably during the show in Reading, PA. #SkyDxddy #Traumacore #pleasetryagain #imtrying #thisismorethanmusic
Who’s still here in 2024
I am 14 months older than my brother. He has been gone for 20 years.. I received the last call from him the day he passed away. My phone in the locker at work, I couldn't answer his call. This is how this great song begins. Thank you friend for capturing these moments.😢
I'm sorry
It's sad 😭
So sorry mate ❤
I love your music so much. You push me to keep going, even when i want to end it. Thank you, you are the reason im still here ❤
Can you please please post or make a video with the lyrics please???? I also want to listen to this on spotify too when I go to school ❤️
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone?
Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone
There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone
I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke
Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked
Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults
But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke
So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do
Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose
And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little
Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater
Find a better way to express my empathy
You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be
You were always right there next to me
Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Ayo, are you there?
Man this shit ain't fair
I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call, saying they were there too late
Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon?
Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope
I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you
Sure, I might've been scared for you
But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you
I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you
Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me
Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go
So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them
Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them?
Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private
Like you decided to be a muter
You just took a vow of silence
The rest of us would start a riot
You kept quiet while all fell dying
And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony
But if you harm yourself, you're harming me
Dont you see?
Trust me, I completely get it
Life's a bitch
I've always said it wasn't really worth it
Did you really feel that fucking worthless?
I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface.
I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life
To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater
Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair
Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone
But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone
Fuck!
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
And that is why ur so many people’s inspiration 💜
:)
@@SkyDxddy my favourite song
I already liked this song, but now it has a personal connection with me. I lost a great person yesterday to suicide, this song expresses exactly how i feel!
The chorus is
Tell me what's been happening, what's been on your mind
Lately you've been searchin' for a darker place
To hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing, you'll be robbed from us
I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone?
Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone
There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone
I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke
Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked
Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults
But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke
So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do
Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose
And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little
Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater
Find a better way to express my empathy
You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be
You were always right there next to me
Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Ayo, are you there?
Man this shit ain't fair
I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call, saying they were there too late
Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon?
Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope
I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you
Sure, I might've been scared for you
But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you
I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you
Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me
Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go
So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them
Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them?
Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private
Like you decided to be a muter
You just took a vow of silence
The rest of us would start a riot
You kept quiet while all fell dying
And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony
But if you harm yourself, you're harming me
Dont you see?
Trust me, I completely get it
Life's a bitch
I've always said it wasn't really worth it
Did you really feel that fucking worthless?
I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface.
I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life
To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater
Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair
Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone
But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone
Fuck!
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Just buried one of my best friends a few months ago. These were my feelings. Instantly messaged him knowing that I wasn’t going to get an answer. I was 4hrs away, but I would of been there. This song is amazing 💛 thank you.
I can tell your IQ is hi af i’m surrounded by chicago youths wanting to rap but YOU put more emotion, detail, and pain in what you do. Fireball!!
Facts
fuck. i just now seen this comment and its one of the best ones ive ever gotten. thank you man. thank you so much.
It's easy to make an emotional song but that doesn't mean her IQ is high stupid people can make a great song
@@Soapwayne2770 I wanna see you make music so easily than. Where is it at?
Hey wheres the love man???People with low IQ's are usually the ones expressing negatively ,YOU ARE WHAT YOU FEED YOUR MIND! bein negative towards sum1, whether intentional or not ,whose just expressin their pain ,honestly and truly exhibits the lowest forms of IQ and empathy stay humble man 🤷♀️✌️
i would give anything to have a friend like this or a friend in generalim so tired i havent been ok in very long time and the people in my life make it clear they dont fucking care so im just waiting on the day i finally do it
I love this! I sent it to my best friend who has had many thoughts, so I told her this is how I'd feel if I lost you
My dad overdosed and I had to pull him off a life-support August 7 of 2021. I’ll never understand why he didn’t just call and I know that if I was there he’d still be alive for me and my siblings and it’s been something I’ve struggled with since it happened And this song just resonates with me on a deeper level
I'm so sorry, I'm here for you, even if I'm a stranger
In going through all of skydxddys songs cuz i love her to see what other ones to see what more i can add too my playlist
🥀🥀 listening to this song made me cry, I'm in the middle of deep depression and "would anyone feel this way" crossed my mind
Depression is a state of mind. They way you look and take in the BS. Stop doubting yourself trust your instincts and your courage. YOU ARE ENOUGH! You WILL GET THERE. YOU GOT THIS! I know this is hard to hear. But a pill WON'T make it GO AWAY. It just numbs you and makes the healing progress take longer. By turning you into a zombie. The quicker you start to REALLY process.... And work through the pain and anger. TALK THERAPY.. YOUR NOT ALONE. Yes many many stages of endless crying sobbing fits of rage. And yes many years of it. I started to REALLY processing at 40. I'm now 48. And it still f*** working on it. But I started to feel some relief this summer with education and reading about my abuse the brain damage, nervous system damage, shrinking of my brain cuz of the amount of stress I was going through. Helped me a lot. I think I cried I'm mean sobbing violence sobbing for 3 years straight. It still comes and goes. But it getting better. What your going through is an awful thing to have to go through and experience. YOU DO GOT THIS! YOU ARE NOT ALONE! YOU WILL FIND AWAY. TALK ABOUT IT. Cuz it helps the rest of us heal to. To know WE are not alone. To help each other get through our hard times to. To save LIVES!! YOU never know YOU might HAVE save a life. SURVIVORS For a reason. ❤
I love this song. I currently have a friend that doesn't respond and this runs through my mind, and I lost one of my best friends back in 2019 and can still remember almost every detail perfectly down to the way I was sitting when i heard she died. It felt like the world stopped in it's place and I could barely make it home before breaking down in tears
I needed this song 17 years ago when my friend took her life behind a controlling ass man she was sadly married too.
My favorite song ever💙😭. Every time I hear this song. It touches me. It brings me back to think about my best friend that died. I just cry every time I hear it. I listen to this song a lot. So thank you sky. It means a lot to me.💙😭
words cant describe how much i love you. I promise I'll always be there for you, if your there for me.
@@SkyDxddy We will aways be here for u cuz your inspired so many people to keep going with life and we love u and your beautiful music. Thank u so much!
@@SkyDxddy this so deep song
i'm so sorry
I have been tho so much and all your music I can relate to all the trauma and everything Ik it’s hard but we have to get up and live with it everyday
1:45
Ay yo, you there? Man this shit ain't fair, I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call saying there were there to late, now I'll never see you anywhere and I had SO MUCH MORE TO SAY
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon? Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broking down from loss of hope, I'm calling crying wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you, Sure I might've been scared for you, but I would've tried to fight for you and reignite the light in you
I said I'd always cry for you, die for you, now I can't even begin to let you go, this type of shit console
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me, felt so damn alone that you just had to let go and now I'm talking to myself, goint crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Fuck! I was wrong...
Sorry for typos, I was shaking while writing this, please forgive me 🙏🏻
I literally cry every time i hear this song.Im only 12 and i have been listening to your music for 3 years now.I have introduced you to so many of my friends and you really help me get through tough times no matter what.Love you Sky keep it up!!❤❤❤(and i linsten to you every single day your like my number one artist!!❤)
❤❤❤
this song. means too much to me..
i cry while i listen to this song. 💙😭
it reminds me of trying to reach out for that somebody who feels all alone.
sky. keep making music.
love ya💙💙💙💙
I didn't know this song existed until a few minutes ago but im glad i found it.
I'm sorry but I cant listen to most of your songs because it makes me cry and it just..hurts to think about most of the things you talk about. But you're an amazing artist, and I really hope you go as far as the stars ❤️
real ones come back to this to see all the growth an progression well done sky
I recently lost my aunt to cancer and this song has really helped me with it. Thank you Sky, you are a true inspiration for young people. I'm 17 myself so I can vouch that this will help so many young teens.
Im so sorry i hope u doing well
I’m speechless and have chills running through my body. This was one of the most beautiful pieces of art I’ve listened to. God bless you Sky
Music that heals 🖤
this hits so close to home, My faith is what has saved me, but the pain is still so real. I just have to remind myself, one day we will be reunited in heaven if it is God's will. Thank you Sky, your music is so relatable and helpful.
@Skydxddy I love you - thank you
Your amazing, keep up with life cuz u have so much to look forward to. Your beautiful, brave, and amzing. One of these days if u keep going with life all the pain is going to disappear and your will be happy I'll pray for u!
The emotion. My heart breaks for anyone that has to go through this. And even now I have tears in my eyes.
Damn, this has ignited my hope and will to live, the pure emotion i hear in you're voice while singing this song. This has hit me so deep
Man this song hit me hard lost my mom my first cuz and many friends I wish I would pick up my phone that night I have to live with that the rest of my life I miss y’all so much SkyDxddyMusic love this song 💔 so hard to Lose your love ones to drugs ! Love u sky is christy Clk from LiveMe
We care bout u and want u to be happy so does your family in heaven, I promise u there happy and safe. Keep going cuz you have a whole lifetime ahead of u and your strong, beautiful, and brave!
It sucks when u relate to a song so much that u just cry repeatedly to it
Whys this not got a million views yet?🌙💕🖤
one day...
Because it hasn't been shared enough.. and in my opinion shared the right way.
Being I have lost many friends to suicide.. it hurts to the core
@@SkyDxddy your deserve the world and more views and likes cuz your voice just added 10000 more years to my life!
Wow. I have never had a song hit me so hard, I've lost 2 friends to suicide while they were using and your words just brought on some emotions.
Never stop fight for someone or something you want
No thier is a time you need to stop I just don't think I've reached that point though
My bestfriend just killed himself and i feel this song so much and its helping me so much. ❤ i know this is about mac miller but i feel it personally. You are amazing. Thank you.
I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm so happy that this song is helping someone the way it helped me, stay strong❤
@@SkyDxddy you are an inspiration to all of us we all love you I believe with everything I have you are the next Generation of Hip hop you sound so much better than 6ix 9ine God bless you this put me in tears I lost my Daughter Ciara last year and this pain still effects me but you have been my modavaion to stay strong thank you so much I am praying for you
@@plaguedoctor3806 I am so sorry to hear that you've had to endure that type of pain, i couldn't even imagine.. so happy you found us so you don't have to go through it alone! you have no idea how much i appreciate your support and hope we can support you just as much.
I just want to commemorate you on the transition in the use of the sweater in the lyrics. Genius lyrics
My son lost the fight with his demons almost 8 months ago, and this is so true... please, anyone who reads this and needs help, reach out to someone you trust and stay alive. Blessing.
Quite often there is nobody... Especially at night. And then you lose.
988 is the suicide prevention number open 24hours. (USA #) I am sorry if you are struggling. Fighting through the darkness is worth it.
Anyway we can get this on Spotify?
I just lost my bestfriend 2/3/23 & came across this song. It explains everything so perfectly and how much I regret and miss her…
I love your music. Keep it up
I love how you go so fast in your music and you keep up with the music I love your music and I love you singing on RUclips I hope people on RUclips follows you
Just saw this on fb reels and had to listen to the whole song. Thank you.. needed to hear this …;
Great song! I lost my Mom to a fentanyl overdose when I was 20 I am now almost 34 and I still struggle most days but I try to keep my head up keep making music babe you're music touches people ❤
Not me crying rn listening to this song, Again! 🥺
together we got this! Right?!🖤🙏
This song hits a little to close😢😔, takes me back to when my girl overdosed and I got to hold her in my arms in her last moments
I am so sorry, She safe and she wants u to be happy. Your strong, brave, and beautiful, u gotta get through this cuz you got a whole way ahead of u.
This song is hitting harder than usual RN. 😭
This song is the reason I’ve stuck around I don’t want anyone to have to think this way about me no one has been there no one I’m there for everyone no matter what but I’m alone I’ve been crying for hours bc I can’t find much of a reason to still be here my parents are the reason I’ve been crying bc nothing I seem to do is enough to make them happy my brother told me it’s not worth it for me to be on meds and in therapy I should just tuff it out or die and everyone else just seems to disappear when I need someone. So this has been on repeat for hours just trying to convince myself someone would care
This song made me cried twice.
Oh damn, this song is so spot on! I can't even explain. I am going through the emotions! Every lyric, it's like you took every thought and emotion right out of my brain and made it into a beautiful song. It's about to be 2 years since I lost my best friend, and I feel this song will help me tremendously. Just knowing someone else has gone through exactly what i have and em. Thank you Skydxddy, I fell your pain 100%!
You are an amazing artist. I have related most of your songs, I listen to them all of the time.
I never used to like rap until i found you, your songs are fire i could listent to you all day, ❤❤
I want to say thank you Sky. I’ve been listening to you since summer. And I know it’s not a long time but you really inspired in that amount of time. I always feel like because of my chaotic personality…people judge me because of that. And you’ve helped me realize that if they do…so fucking what😉and I’m so grateful for that. I hope you accomplish all your goals and may your pillow always be cold.❤️
Your amazing!
i lost my big brother a year ago,we tried to help but we had to move and then he had a tragic thing happen to him,i know it was no mistake,but i just want him to be ok up in the could,this helps alot,thankyou
I love this song, I've don't personally know anyone who has successfully committed suicide but 2 of my very close friends has tried and it terrifies me especially bc ik what those thoughts and feelings are like
You’re gonna go far don’t stop puttin your heart in it I relate so much
I've lost a friend to unalive and a system acquaintance to unalive...this song means so much to me
I’ve loved ur music for the longest time and this is one of my favs 💕💕💕
This song takes me back to may 19, 2018. I knew something was wrong but I was 1761 miles from home and ask a friend to go check on him and they call me back to say they found him and ged killed himself 6 hours before. I've been lost without my best friend since.... suicide may end your pain but you pass it along to those who love you after and for two yrs I fought the urge to follow him but that meant I would pass that pain on to those who love me and that thought was unbearable
Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart Your music is everything to me and my step daughter She has been through so many things including being sexually assaulted by a family member and sometimes it's your music that helps us get through can't even say this without crying Thank you so much the lyrics and your songs they're real it's what life is really about and how people truly feel it's all the emotions that you keep bottled up because nobody wants to hear them Thank you for every song you've ever written it really means so much to us both I know that I might never get the opportunity to meet you or even get a response but that's okay because each one of your songs helps us to get through all the trauma and it reminds us that we're not crazy for the way we feel and that it is okay to express ourselves you are such an inspiration and thank you so much my name is Alichia🥰🔥🔥
Such a beautiful name, I'm sorry for such a horrable year for u and tell your daughter that I said that I'm sorry for what happens and you and her are strong, beautiful, and brave! Keep going cuz you both have so much to look forward to!
@@victoriaherrera7192 thank you only just now saw this comment it means a lot to me although I've gone through so much pain I care more about my kiddos because I'm already 40 but sometimes listening to her music is the only thing that keeps me going each day I tend to cry a lot and even my boss said you cry whenever you don't get what you want she didn't realize I was being triggered in so many ways and I just couldn't explain it to her I have much respect for sky dxddy's music it would be a dream come true for me if she could make it to the top of the Billboards I just want the world to understand that there are some of us out there that are hurting and still trying to lift others up through our pain and in this way like the Phoenix We rise turning our pain into healing thank you for acknowledging my comment I really really appreciate it it feels good to know somebody has heard me
This is one of the best songs I've heard all year. You did amazing on this Sky. I'm so proud of you and how far you've come in such a short time.
ily
@@SkyDxddy i miss you
@@SkyDxddy whats up babe
I absolutely love this! 💜💜💜💜💜
i absolutely love you.
We all love u and care for u also would do anything for u!
please release it on spotify
I love your music I even love this song it my favorit on out of all of them
these bars. Your style reminds me of old school em. Just after he dropped the shady persona. It's the vibe and the style. I love it, I hope too see alot more of your music. You got some crazy skills and an even more amazing mind. The soul in these songs, that's something you can not fake. I feel those lyrics.
Skydxddy mentions they are the product of NF & Eminem.
@@chelseagrant9357 yeah I got that vibe from her songs. Have not felt that feeling of chills from lyrics since I heard mansion by NF
Thank you for putting this out there, Skydxddy
Very touching song, you can feel the emotion in it and it sounds real. Stay strong
-🔥LS🔥Venom
thank you so much. miss you dear friend xx
Yeah this is amazing music and so r u all
We love you ,Skydxddy !
You are amazing !!! ❤️ 🔥 💯
Did you know Mac personally?
Amazing song either way!
R.I.P. Mac Miller ❤
i didnt! i just experience a similar situation, im so glad that you like the song
yup R.I.P Mac Miller he left to young, Life is to short and u have to do the best u can
I glad my sister,cousin,and girlfriend have someone like you to to help them.
A cry for help can come in many ways. The biggest, however, is none at all. 🖤🥺
Omg I'm amazed, I love your music
Your words are exact truth thank u for this 💓
I know the lyrics i just cant really make out some of it but i love this song so much it has helped me through so much and im so thankful for it
Where are you having a hard time understanding? There's a line in the last verse I can't get no matter how many times I listen to it but I pretty much have memorized the rest of the song
@@samanthagoumaz5690
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone?
Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone
There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone
I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke
Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked
Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults
But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke
So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do
Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose
And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little
Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater
Find a better way to express my empathy
You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be
You were always right there next to me
Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Ayo, are you there?
Man this shit ain't fair
I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call, saying they were there too late
Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon?
Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope
I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you
Sure, I might've been scared for you
But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you
I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you
Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me
Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go
So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them
Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them?
Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private
Like you decided to be a muter
You just took a vow of silence
The rest of us would start a riot
You kept quiet while all fell dying
And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony
But if you harm yourself, you're harming me
Dont you see?
Trust me, I completely get it
Life's a bitch
I've always said it wasn't really worth it
Did you really feel that fucking worthless?
I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface.
I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life
To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater
Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair
Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone
But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone
Fuck!
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone?
Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone
There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone
I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke
Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked
Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults
But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke
So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do
Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose
And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little
Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater
Find a better way to express my empathy
You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be
You were always right there next to me
Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Ayo, are you there?
Man this shit ain't fair
I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call, saying they were there too late
Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon?
Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope
I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you
Sure, I might've been scared for you
But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you
I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you
Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me
Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go
So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them
Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them?
Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private
Like you decided to be a muter
You just took a vow of silence
The rest of us would start a riot
You kept quiet while all fell dying
And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony
But if you harm yourself, you're harming me
Dont you see?
Trust me, I completely get it
Life's a bitch
I've always said it wasn't really worth it
Did you really feel that fucking worthless?
I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface.
I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life
To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater
Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair
Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone
But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone
Fuck!
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
thank you
My girl, you got me in tears here. This song is killing me!
My dad took his life November 6th, drugs overdose. Legit in damn tears.
Keep with songs like this please x
Aww sorry to here about that's sad
lately i hit rock bottom. wish i had a friend that cared like this apart of my life but unfortunately i dont. love this song its as deep as the wounds im currently healing from
Hang in there, I see you.
This songs touches my heart so much that I cry everytime, I can't gather the words on how much it means to me.....I lost my big brother to suicide.....I never got to say goodbye....
This song really speaks to me I just lost my grandfather I cried listening to this song 😭😭
Can you make another video of this song with lyrics too 💕🙏
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Hey there friend, can you please pick up your phone?
Mine's been going off all day from people wondering where you've gone
There's no need to pretend that you enjoy being alone
I know that's when you lose yourself in all the pills and coke
Let's just smoke, tell me what's got you so provoked
Give me a call, I miss your voice, our jokes, even your faults
But I can't seem to remember the last time that we spoke
So now I'm all choked up, and I don't know what to do
Everyone I get close to, I inevitably lose
And make some lame ass excuse for why I didn't try to get inside their head a little, pry a little, cry a little
Got a light to get us through the icy weather, should've given you my sweater
Find a better way to express my empathy
You never wanted sympathy, you were always who you had to be
You were always right there next to me
Now I'm screaming at a damn machine, praying to God not to take you from me
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Ayo, are you there?
Man this shit ain't fair
I swear to God I care about you even though I can't be there
I just got a call, saying they were there too late
Now I'll never see you anywhere, I had so much more to say
How could you do this, how could you leave this world so soon?
Now my head is full of fire and my heart is full of fumes
I can't cope, I'm broken down from loss of hope
I'm calling, crying, wondering why I didn't get a call from you
You know I would've been there for you
Sure, I might've been scared for you
But I would've tried to fight from you and reignite the light in you
I said that I'd always ride for you, die for you
Now I cant even begin to let you go, this type of shit I can't condone
You were my family, I'm mad you didn't turn to me
Felt so damn alone that you just had to let go
So now I'm talking to myself, going crazy all night long
I thought you was fine, now I'm really sorry I was wrong
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
I guess I should've seen the signs, but I chose to ignore them
Why when we hear people cry do we do nothing for them?
Never one for violence, and you kept yourself on private
Like you decided to be a muter
You just took a vow of silence
The rest of us would start a riot
You kept quiet while all fell dying
And somehow showed me what it means to live a life of harmony
But if you harm yourself, you're harming me
Dont you see?
Trust me, I completely get it
Life's a bitch
I've always said it wasn't really worth it
Did you really feel that fucking worthless?
I guess I was fooled, and you were just happy on the surface.
I wish I got inside your head a little, pried a little, cried a little bout our life
To get you through the icy weather, should've been your sweater
Find a better way to say that life ain't always fair
Now I'm sitting in the thin air wishing youd pick up your phone
But I'm not getting anywhere, I'm just talking to a dial tone
Fuck!
Tell me what's been happening
What's been on your mind
Lately you've been searching for a darker place to hide, that's alright
But if you carry on abusing you'll be robbed from us
And I refuse to lose another friend to drugs
Just come home, don't let go
Probably my favorite out of all you songs then probably White Knight
I cry every time I listen to this song
I lost my little brother at the age of 14 8 years ago this year and seeing him the day before I never knew that would be the last time I got to see him and sadly now I've recently lost my little sister 8 months ago at the age of 17. Losing one was so hard and having to be strong for her and now losing her it hits twice as hard. I wish each and everyday I could have them back to let them know how much they are loved and missed
Your work is amazing. It's great to see a woman finally write about this. I relate to everyone of your songs I've heard yet. My granddaughter turned me on to you! Your about all I listen to now except of course Eminem. Your work is as good as his. Your going somewhere.
Why is this so relatable
Early work is okay 😮 lyricists level high.
Thanks man i appreciate that.
I'm glad I'm hearing this song now. My cousin took his own several years ago while I was away. I didn't know till I got back. Now I just I just I can talk to him right now
This song hits so rough right now. ***TW: suicide
My friend sent me a message. All my other friends got it. Then nothing more. No answer to my call. We begin to panic.
Then I hear you are in the hospital getting your stoumach pumped. My mind kept seeing xe on there floor, lifeless. I'm so happy you failed. Fuck man it's so hard.
Dam sorry you had to go through that I'm glad he failed and I hope there better now
This is the song i listen to when i feel like relapsing. I dont want anybof my friends to experience this.
I needed this so much 😭😭😭 I just lost a friend to an overdose on my birthday last month 💔💔 and I had a feeling that i should've called him but i ignored it 😭😭😭
I'm so sorry. Your friend would of wanted u to be happy and to keep going, your beautiful, strong, brave, and you gotta keep going cuz you have so much to look forward to!
Allways follow if u have a feeling follow ur gut
This slaps thanks girly
You are right your voice is beautiful and wonderful I wish you success
this got me thru a really hard time in my life thank u ☺️
Sky you are so incredibly amazing
Thanks for everything Sky! Much love💛
I've been following u since day 5 when u first posted I once requested u played this on ur live me and u did ur blessed u going to be famous I know it
I relate to this song so much. 5 or 6 years ago on Wednesday my best friend killed himself. This song makes me feel closer to him
I keep finding my way back to this one....🥺🖤 #thisismorethanmusic
I wish I could drop anything even half as good. You're incredibly talented girl 💜
SkyDxddy, would you consider singing this one during your next tour? Preferably during the show in Reading, PA. #SkyDxddy #Traumacore #pleasetryagain #imtrying #thisismorethanmusic
I love your music 🎶 so relatable 💗 now one of my favorite singers 💗🎶
Same
U sure know how to put emotion in spin inside my skinn,. Keep Doing you, cant wait for new release :)