I will be glad to any support. Thumb up, repost. All this is very necessary. Thank you ♥ ●Tracklist: 00:00 dann.gogh - Nothing to say 01:40 elocin - you're the reason to why I still exist 03:40 otions - end of time 06:00 Himitsu - she always held me down 07:30 Kr0w - Ikari 09:58 Lov3 $truk Parad!so - Bo3 (1) 11:46 idonthavename - ruins feelings 14:20 Aireey - Revelations 16:39 Ian James - Don't Turn Me Down 20:04 sülkee - Bloom 24:16 kochetkovv - summer nights 26:21 ℛ𝓲𝒆𝓻𝓪. - ｌｏｖｅｓｉｃｋ _ ｎｉｇｈｔｓ （単独で）
“Zuko, you must look within yourself to save yourself from your other self. Only then will your true self reveal itself.” - Zuko pretending to be Uncle Iroh talking to Zuko
World's most underrated statement. The second time I heard it I spent so long thinking deeply about what that means, how hard it is to accomplish, and the amazing writing put into Iroh's character. Absolutely unbelievable.
@@Crowws i would argue that the ultimate way is through dedicated mediation over multiple years and decades. However LSD and other psychedelic substances allow you to gain more insight in a smaller time window :) take care friend
im 27 years old, and i'm still trying to find myself... i feel empty and a shell of my former self , nothing seems to satisfy my anymore. Foods are bland, colors are seeming to be more dull and grey as the days go by. You ever seen that gif of the fish from Spongebob who goes to work comes home and repeats and keeps the same face everyday.. that's me in every aspect but instead of coming home to someone or a family. I go into a room and shut the doors and lights and sit there on my computer. Praying and hoping that nobody else ends up like I have... I can't cry i'm afraid to talk to anyone about my problems , i've attempted suicide multiple times in my life. But i've learned i'm not even worthy of a death , just yet.. so i hope all of you younger than me please PLEASE if you're ever stuck in a hole mentally, reach out to your closest friend(s) or family member and talk to them about what's going on, DONT EVER THINK THAT IF YOU CRY YOU'RE WEAK BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THAT SHOWS YOU HAVE EMPATHY AND FEELINGS ! AND THAT SHIT IS ALPHA AS FUCK! I wish you all the very best.. I love you even if you feel like you're not loved , you are... someone out there does. Please whatever you do .... don't end up like me, take every opportunity you get it. Tell that person you have a crush you like them and ask them out..
Thank you for this, ever since I turned 16 I noticed things don't bring me as much joy as they used to.. it hurts but I also realize it's a part of life. It opened my eyes to a whole new world of opportunities, and new hobbies to explore. I hope you can find hobbies to lay those feelings to rest. I recommend trying an instrument, it will help you feel more at ease I hope. Again, thank you. It's comments like yours that help me keep a cool head space :')
Maybe because we weren't focusing on how our eyes perceive ourselves, and when we don't have our own backs, all we have left is what everyone else thinks about us.
See every thing from the air like a bird, and be 100 % your self in this way ur connected with your higher mind. This is a lonly path but its the best for your soul
I've come across many interests over the past few years. Parkour, street art stickers, martial arts, skateboarding, photography, etc. Trying to find myself, something I can be apart of. Something that I can push myself with hard work. Some have come and gone. But ones that remain are the ones I want to remain passionate about. To find myself
3:45 "You're all hung up on imaginary problems! You gotta focus on what's real man." *That hit me harder than I expected* He's right. All my problems, my heartbroken sadness, my thoughts, my mind. I control what I want to feel. And what I wanna do about my pain. I got to focus harder on what's real. *damn.*
I have never seen so clear because of this comment you are both right ! WTF !? I DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING FEEL THIS !! MY FRIENDS LEFT ME ...SO WHAT!? luckily they left me now and not when it was to late.... yes we had plans but... now I can make new plans MY PLANS This time I GET TO DECIDE WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE yes it's easy to die and hard to live but... I CONSIDERED DEATH SO MANY FUCKING TIMES BECAUSE OF OTHERS BECAUSE HOW THEY MADE ME FEEL ...never because of me so why shouldn't I CONSIDER To live because of ME ? WHY THE FUCK SHOULDN'T I ... jeah it hurts they left me they disappointed me they broke my fucking heart and I? I cry myself to sleep EVER FUCKING NIGHT! Next week I will start working ... and I got ACCEPTED WITHOUT THEM IT WAS MY ACHIEVEMENT AND I AM FUCKING PROUD!.... it just hurts because I Love them I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH and they didn't love me back....you can change any emotion but love is something else I didn't choose to love them so much.... I would still jump In front of a bullet for them. I just hope they are happy now and that they will tell me what they are studying in 4 years .... I hope I will see them again
It's funny how both of those things are both so different but similar at the same time. By loosing yourself you can also find yourself and by finding yourself you can also loose yourself. You can loose yourself in a world full of mysteries and find the things that make up who you are, but you can also find yourself and loose what was once part of you, remaining a mystery. It is quite beautiful and terrifying at the same time.
lofi is the only music genre that I can't seem to get tired of, no matter how much I listen to it. the only downside to this is that by listening to it all the time, it reminds me of the bad and sad moments just as much, if not more, as the good happy moments
hi so I wont to say I understand u when say are fill alone but I'm sure are u not alone and sometimes it is good to be alone and I hope it will pass and remember are u not alone!!!
Angel currently away from home and perusing education and business. Hone sick is common and I thought I wouldn’t go through it. I’m 25 and I don’t drink nor do stimulates. This playlist some what smooth me down. 🙂🙃
There will always be a God knocking at your door when you need him. Revelation 3:20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock; If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with me. I hope it helps you, have a beautiful day =)
Life keeps throwing hurdles in my path. Everytime something goes good another terrible thing shows it's ugly face. I feel weak and powerless, yet strong and powerful. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. However, the human spirit is unrelenting. I have conquered the demons thus far, and will continue to do so. I'm reminded just how much the few people in my life love me, and I am blessed. Music like this is bittersweet.
Hey! Don't worry, everything will come with time. You'll find a passion inside of you! Be positive and try out things like music, art, programming maybe, anything you can think of and maybe you'll find a passion! Just believe in yourself alright?
@@xxXmmxx exactly same. I'm a freshman in uni studying applied mathematical and physical sciences but tbh i have no idea what i want to do with my life. I used to think I wanted to be an artist but my parents didnt like the idea bc I wouldnt find a job. So im just lost and I dont know what I even like right now
You'll find yourself feeling *happy* You'll find yourself feeling *sad* You'll even find yourself feeling *nothing* at all. And when things get ruff, you'll have *already given up* But then you come across that one quote, that one sentence, that one moment... and hope returns. So then you grab the thread leading up and YOU DONT LET GO. I know sometimes you feel alone, I know sometimes you'll lose hope.. looking at others and only feeling jealousy or irritation at what you either missing out on or don't have. You might even begin to hate others. Not that they ever did anything wrong, it's just their stupid ignorance, their stupid happy smiles. It makes you sick. And you don't think they've been through much pain. You might even be right. You know why you hate their smiles? Its cuz you want their ignorance. But you already know you've lost it. You don't believe it will come back. But guess what? That's your power. Your not ignorant, you are strong. And maybe you don't feel very strong right now, but you are. You really are. Every breath you breathe, every blink of your lashes, it is another moment you aren't giving up, you're alive! How amazing is that?! You've been through so much! But your still here. At this point you might be thinking, well I wouldn't be but I'm just afraid to kill myself, or I have people who I would hurt, or maybe you just feel empty and don't know what to think. To that, I say I'm glad for that fear, those people, and that numbness. Even as bad and as guilty as all those things might make you feel. You know why? Because now is not your time. You're meant to survive. I know it. I know you're strong. Nope, I'm not a psychic, but I just know there's a reason you are reading this. Everyone is important, especially you. Someone once told me that "the people the world/God loves the most go through the most pain." Why is that? Because they are meant to be the strongest! And you my friend, are strong. You'll get through it, and I'll be here for you every step of the way :') Heres a link to a Reddit page that helped me when I was going through depression, I hope it helps you to: www.reddit.com/r/getdisciplined/comments/1q96b5/i_just_dont_care_about_myself/cdah4af/?
I love how wise your mind is. I can relate to everything you have just said. For me, I think I became pretty depressed because I lost my innocence and realized how shitty the world actually is. So there was a time in life when i saw others happy and would get annoyed. I would wonder what makes them so happy? They haven't realized and experienced what i have. They are ignorant. But at the same time i felt really sorry for myself that i had to feel this way. sometimes i hope i could be innocent and happy like my other peers who are smiling. The world and life's pretty hectic. Its very easy to be depressed, lonely and feel completely numb. I have lost joy in things. Not the same as when i was young. But i have come to terms that this is just a part of life. I feel like its common to feel this way in our generation now. The problem with me is that im having trouble coping with these feelings. What do you do to make yourself feel better or be less lonely?
Thank you, this life that we live is a blessing, sometimes we take things for granted but we as humans are bound to make mistakes and learn from it. Our will to go on is what leads us on this path. it makes me truly very sad that so many people pass on when it’s not their time, I really hope that they find peace because that pain they feel is what shows them what they had was real. I’m very grateful for everything that I have and I couldn’t have ask for anything more.
Look, someone needs this reassurance and if it's you it's okay to be unsure and at your lowest cause we're all humans. Just take a deep breath and vibe with all of us. We're all here for you no matter your situation. You're loved by many including me. So wipe those tears and doubt away and let me see your pretty smile. :)
Hey you...Yeah, the person reading this. Life might be tough right now. It might feel like failure is something that life wanted to give to you as your birthmark. It may feel like bad news keeps hitting truck after truck and after a while, you lay on that floor wondering if you get up, will the fall hurt more the next and I want to tell you this: It may be hard. Whatever might be happening might feel like one constant fight to find your head above water again but what I, a stranger typing to maybe no one, wants you to do is, get back up. Keep going. And one day, somehow, someway, the gloomy skies and rainy days will fade. The strongest, scariest, but the bravest thing you can do is get back up. Because that is what makes life so beautiful. The most beautiful thing is that lizard in a desert, weed in the crack on concrete, and heartbeat still beating in your chest. Despite the world telling them no, they whispered yes. And now it's your turn. Wipe the tears off that face and whisper, yes. Because you will get through this. So just wait around and see.
Maybe I do need to find myself, I've lost myself years ago, and it's getting harder to keep up with the world around me, constant movement in my soul. The world battering me and giving me great pain in my heart, I've become corrupt.... I don't know if I can keep up anymore but I'll try,
U may think that. But finding urself is such an adventure. Rather than thinking its a bad thing think its an opportunity to find more hobbies and better urself! Always think positive. It works, but not like, “Oh i know myself hahahah....” but more like “i dont know myself but it gives me opportunity and strength to find who i am!” Like that
Words cannot express how thankful I am to have come across your channel. Everyday I listen to your channel and the hard work that is there. Thank you for helping me continue on with life. These mixes that you put work into are helping me overcome my depression and anxiety. And the intense stress from school. Thank you. Please never stop doing what you are doing.
✳Lonely as f..." And proud of being a guy with apure heart at the same time even trying to fit in this bitter world we living where everything is about money or fisical beauty✴
Hey there stranger! Yes I was in your shoes before, sad depressed wondering why I'm even living on this rock, but, I promise you it gets better, you just gotta work at it, life is a tunnel, sometimes you don't see the end and you don't see the light, but if you keep going, you'll come to a better place, also, you lose those who don't matter trying to find yourself but you lose yourself trying to find those who don't matter. Edit: 7/14/2020 Holy cow, its been 2 months, I've had moments in these past 2 months where I had regrets but I look pass those and just cherish the fact I made happy memories with people, you can either look at things from a good side or a bad. FOR EVERYONE MOVING ON FROM A BREAKUP AND GET REMINDED OF YOUR EX FROM EVERY LITTLE THING: its ok, just be happy you got to experience it, some people don't even have the chance to experience what you experience, just be happy it happened and learn from it and move on, I know it will stick to you but just pick up a hobby you naturally enjoy, stay safe everyone, I love you truly and deeply if you got to this point, I want everyone to experience pure bliss, to be happy, take care yall. Edit: this music makes me gush out all of my stored up emotions and it makes me feel a way that is sad and longing for something, I just don't know what It is...
Yo dude Why my family doesn't want me? Hihi Only me But my Mom And father loved all my Broth,I really wanted there love but i didn't see it at all Im so hurt in inside i really want to die I really want to leave this House but i cant i Dont have work cause im Still Schooling,I dont have friends too Hihi (Sorry for my english i hope u can understand)
@@jojiebroce1377 My friend I realize that you are going through a stage in your life where you nobody understands you, that you are alone, that no one cares about you and that you do not know what you are in this world for, let me tell you that there is a God who can see what deepest of your heart, seek it and you will find all your answers "Cry out to me, and I will answer you, and I will teach you great and hidden things that you do not know" Jeremiah 33: 3
I listened to this last winter every time before my driving classes. It helped calm down, think about some more personal...bad things. I can't cry, I try but unless I 'break' I can't even force myself. This mix helps me cry myself out when I feel like I've been holding on to too much 'luggage' for a while. Thank you, Dreamy, for putting this together.
The greatest adventure of a human being is to travel, And the greatest journey anyone can undertake It is within you. And the most exciting way to achieve this is to read a book, For a book it reveals that life is the greatest of all books, But it is not very useful for those who can not read between the lines And find out what the words did not say ...
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@@AndrewLyon23 Then.. All you need is to find balance in the equations. Sometimes, it's became a contradiction because of the different values that had been the roots of misconceptions.. It might be a force of contradiction at first glance because you are using the wrong tools to find the answer. It was the same as looking outside of the box, outside the outlines of values but searching for loose descranpancy that imbalance the intentions behind those hidden words. That the information been hidden in the way you never perceived before unless you look for it. You see, not everyone had the ability to perceived the deeper meaning of contexts because of the contradiction that played in the roles of a perfect trap for the unwary. It makes no absolutely sense but in reality it does. Nothing hold a singular meanings because we bend them according to our intentions by masking it in a contexts that can easily be misinterpreted or used against us. The hidden meaning losts under this method for thousands of years. I wish human had the ability to telepathyly communicated, seriously. After all, ''reality is subjectives ''.
I've always looked up to you But now I've grown suspicious I can't see your eyes glisten What happened, why don't you listen? I laugh and cry at the memories that pass by All the wonderous times we had fly You were so sweet, like apple pie Now that taste is whispered into silent goodbyes What a sadden lullaby I listen to every night I try to stay composed yet I know I can’t win this fight Talking to you made my heart soar I couldn't help to adore How much of a beautiful sight you are and much more But I wouldn’t have to ask for anymore Because I have everything, there’s nothing more I can ask for Your giggly nature Your soft laugh and your bright eyes Oh, did it make me want to be your cater It was such a dream to be by you, nothing could be greater Now it is just a dream that soon turned to vapor When I remember how I was a traitor We we're closer than ever A duo was never more clever Because I would never leave you whatsoever Nor would their hurtful words ever make me sever We were Romeo and Juliet yet, juliet didn’t feel the same no, never You just didn’t seem to care Was my existence so hard to bare That you’d cut me out your life and pretended I wasn’t there Late nights, I’d stay in bed saying this isn’t fair Because I thought you and I were the perfect pair I’m not empty nor hollow I just wished you would follow My feelings were hard to swallow My feelings were pain and sorrow Sometimes I think it’s better if I see no tomorrow Like now, I still remember All the way back in September Sitting on the benches with the freezing winter weather Your lips colder than ever Oh how I wished for us to be together When you laid your head on my shoulder, I tremored, the warmness of your soft skin on my sweater I still taste the sweetness of your manner Thoughts banter Emotions shatter I miss looking at you when you smiled back Now I just cry and stamper I don't know what else to think of anymore My mind goes off like a million alarms Our children being held in our own arms Having daydream, like living on a farm Oh, how I found my home in your arms I'd wake up, stop the alarm on my shelf Looking at the mirror remembering I hate myself Living everyday without caring about my health She was my angel, and I was the lowly elf Oh how I go back to reality trying to "find myself" Thank you for everyone that read that whole thing my girlfriend broke up with me a while back and I wrote a song to tell myself that I can have someone that I care about and someone that cares about me and this means a lot to me I'd spend my free time on this so I don't enter I hell I used to be in
Just took the longest and most thought-provoking shower of my life - Water's been running for an hour. Most refreshed I've felt in ages - the serene cascade of warm water, the soothing music...just a man and his thoughts, all alone. Very enjoyable, almost like an other-worldly experience, especially with it being 3am at the moment. Love it
A message for you: This is a world full of people who question where they belong in the world as I am on the same journey, some question what they are doing in life at this moment at any time of the day. Most of us wonder how we'll end; with someone by our side or alone. We all have something; something to hide, something to fear, something to believe in, something to lean on. This world is full of mysterious things, as some try and hide from the world in fear of judgement, loneliness, hurting others, being hurt, or becoming lost on future or past thoughts. While your mind overflows with thoughts you wish you never had or things you wish to be unseen, your test is to see if you can overcome these toughest moments and situations in life. Life has many lessons which is a reason why stories of each generation and each person are important. Each story has character, details of scenes, unexpected events and most importantly.. time. As for some of us who are starting life on a new chapter noticing change in things around you and change in yourself, you know when a chapter is over when you see most change and feel something new about to begin. Change always comes, but you have to be patient, time is fragile we all know that but you just got to know when its time to move on and open up to others, people may come and go but you must remember the good and bad times no matter if it was long or short, what matters is the memories you carried. Just remember no matter how far or close you are loved and cared for. Finding myself: I use to be stuck in a cycle of depression in high school and most of my childhood since I was 6, High School Depression began with fear of loneliness, fear of hurting someone or being hurt, to stress of being misunderstood. My whole high school life was about finding love, finding friends, finding someone to be proud of my existence and company, and while I've achieved some of them I began to fall apart once again questioning if I was a good friend or a good partner, as I already knew how to balance my time for friends and someone I loved, in a matter of time my personality changed, I've became more quiet and secretive of my emotions and ran from my problems until someone decided to open their doors to listen. When Senior year came around I only had three people I called friends, but I always felt like an outcast even when I was with them. Later in that year we all separated and I felt nothing but like an empty shell of a body with my soul scrabbled and twisted not knowing how to fix itself, I was on my own, as some people I knew disliked me and acted like I didn't even exist to them or I wouldn't be invited to hang outs or events. I wanted to leave school so bad and I got tired of seeing the same old faces every day full of anger or hatred towards me. As I graduated from high school early in the year nobody has kept in touch with me for months as I've gone quiet and believed they were better off without me and I was better off alone, but even that tore me up, being alone mentally put more fear into my mind as I became more silent everywhere I went. Soon after I broke my depression realizing these events are the end of my chapter of sadness, I opened a new part of my life accepting anything that came my way, no matter if it was losing someone, being alone, being forgotten, or just losing myself. I know I still have hope, I still have belief, I still have my Determination to keep going, ending my life isn't something I ever want to do, life is something you only get once and I'd like to live out my life no matter the battles I go through. I still carry depression but I do my best to fight it and find every little piece of me to find my happiness.
I... I started listening to beats like as I tried learning calligraphy. I'm not any good still but my penmanship is getting better. But while listening to the playlist i made i found myself writing. Writing thoughts from my head. About my day. About people that I care for. About the stress of school and about her again. I found myself thinking about someone who I haven't thought of in years but the thoughts crossed my mind. And I found myself with understanding. I had to go through what I did to be who I am today.
I woke up today with a positive energy and happy for no reason. I wish that I can make you feel the same or at least make you smile for a while. Have a great day everyone
I've been studying 6-7 hours every day throughout quarantine and have sacrificed everything from my friends to my family. My life is a mess but I've gotten so far and so ahead. I should be happy but yet why do I feel so empty and sad like I've lost things that I'll never get back? Every day is a repeat for me, it seems like its dreams feel more real than reality. All my family despises me, all my friends left me, all my hobbies and desires I put aside. All for the sake of studying. But yet, even as I lift my pencil in the morning and come downstairs into my study room without muttering a word to my family, I still feel like I lost more than I've gained. Maybe I've gone insane because I can't stop studying. Or worse, maybe I've gone insane a long time ago, and I just don't realize.
@david wei omg yes I do relate so much since quarantine has started I just became so insane for studying and just keeping up but inside it feels so dame empty and I don’t like that feeling but it also gets worse and everyday is a loop and I don’t like it at all haha but since all of us have came through a lot of bumps, people who have felt lose, empty, depress or still finding themselves we are all strong and I thank everyone showing and experience them selves of what they have been through I know it’s hard cause I’m still at it to since I really did a bad mistake and I feel lonely haha I’m going to cry right now but thanks for everyone sharing there thoughts and feelings everything is going to be fine we just got to push ourselves and just remember that since it’s difficult times for myself and others but just know your not alone 😭❤️
The title made me cry 😭 I'm sorry dreamy, I'm trying.. but it seems like its getting harder for me to find myself😭😭 I'll try, harder more harder dreamy, you're awesome, your lo-fi mixs make me feel soo good; I think sometimes I come to your channel just to cry and sometimes to feel calm while listening to the mixs, Thank you soo much dreamy. I promise, I'll find myself. 💜
So idk if anyone noticed, but starting at 6 min is the monologue from the movie 10 Things I Hate About You with Julia Stiles and Heath Ledger. It's the scene where she is reading her poem in class about him and she's crying. So beautifully incorporated into this video.
To everyone who is feeling depressed. I know you probably don't want to hear anything about anyone or to speak to someone, but I want you to know, that you worth something, even if you did a lot of things wrong, even when people is telling or making you feel otherwise. If you feel alone and empty and tired of everything try to talk to someone or even write something for yourself. There are two ways you can follow from where you are now. Don't be afraid of change things if you are. I know right now you can see it but life is really beautiful and is made for you to enjoy it, you are here to be happy. You do exist for a reason. I hope it helped you.
I remember the first time we met. I remember the way you were surprised I hugged you. The loudest laugh I’ve heard from a girl when we talked. The way you looked at me with such interest and hints of hope. Hope for love, for a soulmate. I remember how you were so hesitant to share with me your great pain in life. Anxiety. I remember thinking I could take it all on. I was going to be your superman. I remember not wanting to be separated from you for even a single day. Nor did you want to be away from me. Every minute was intoxicating. I’d never felt such an instant connection with anyone. I remember our shotgun everything. Moving in, proposing, marriage. It all happened so quickly, with such excitement and anticipation. I remember dreaming of white hair, old books, dogs, and wooden benches for our future. Memories are flashing by in my head, your long hair drifting over your eye...the most beautiful soul I've ever seen. Memories of dreary rainy days cuddled on the couch, of me complaining about shopping, but inside I was happy to see you so excited. Painful memories...your bloodied leg as I watched you cut yourself, your reddened face as you hung yourself, feeling helpless, my vision of being your superman started to break. Slowly...so slowly. A hairline fracture, spreading day by day. As I struggled to recover the woman I saw beaming in the park that day in October. I remember the fights, but that was because we cared. We fought to repair, to understand, over trivial things, trying to reach an understanding. We started to veer off the path towards the future we had both dreamed of. The touch, the smell, the smile, the things that made my heart soar. I could do anything, BE anything for you. Those things started to bring less sunshine to my soul at some point...I don’t know when it happened. Even now, I love you so much, so much that I have to put this into words as these memories swirl around in my head...shattering my heart into a thousand pieces. I want to be your superman...but I don’t know if this is the life we envisioned. Somehow we’ve gone wrong. I wish we could get it back. I wish we could relive those long nights, sharing secrets, our fears, our insecurities, our hopes, our dreams, our passions, our desires. I’m scared. Scared it’s all gone. Impossible to retrieve, cast into the void of useless arguments, bitter resentments, and depression. I wish I could restore you. I wish I could nurture you and see you blossom in what I know you can be. A beautiful, strong woman. Made all the stronger for her suffering. I don’t think it’s meant to be though. I don’t know if I can lose myself in this darkness just for a chance of saving you. You’ve seem to have given up. I hate myself for wanting to give up to. I want to be all that you need to heal. You’d probably say I can be, if I’d only listen. I’ve tried, maybe i’m just not strong enough. Not good enough. My heart is mourning. Mourning for the possibilities, the wonderful experiences, the soulmate I thought I had. I’m sorry. So sorry. I love you and I always will. You’ve opened my soul, and dealt a crushing blow. These 3 short years will be a time I will never forget. You will always be in my heart. I’m sorry that i’m running away. Letting you fall to the darkness. I hope you can forgive me. Forever in my heart, I love you. Good-bye.
Hey, you there! 😊 I'm just passing by to tell you that you don't need to worry. You don't need to worry about anything, it'll be fine. Your life will be beautiful. Even if it doesn't go the way you'd like it to, it'll be amazing. There will be that person that will deeply love you no matter what. While we can't predict which, life offers gorgeous moments. Appreciate every moment. Things can change, but that doesn't imply that's negative; no, change can utterly improve your life at any second. Don't be scared something will end; don't be scared someone might leave or pass away - be happy they are here in this very moment! You are loved and appreciated by so many people. Would you confirm this? If you couldn't, you were lying. I'm right here loving you and giving you all my appreciation for existing and being this beautiful person. Lots of love to everybody reading this. If somebody needs a hug, I'll be here. Stay the way you are; that way, and no other, you are perfect. 💕
"All these imaginary problems, you gotta focus on what's real, man!!" I don't know why I felt the need to comment this, but this dialogue just hit me hard. Thanks for the awesome mixes/playlists, Dreamy
you have no clue how much i`ve been searching for this playlist , i listened to it years ago so glad now i found it, this playlist touches me deeply , as if it was made to fit me , so thank you so much
I love finding these and going on long drives or walking along the shore of the beach. Just in my own mind. I keep fighting my issues, my demons on my shoulders. Paranoia, overanalyzing, overthinking. I always seem to stop myself from taking a leap to something good. I've been damaged, I've been hurt badly, I've been told broken promises. I have fallen over and over again. Yet, I still keep getting up. I have days where I love me. I have days where I hate me. But, I continue to fight it and continue to keep going. It gets tough, but I am strong. I know my self worth. and I will one day fully love me and take that leap and find something good. A deep breath. You're worth it..you're loved..you're wonderful...you're amazing...you're strong...You got this. You keep going.
2/24/20 Away from home (3 months). A little home sick, never thought I would go through it. Currently perusing education and business in another state. Currently 25 years old with no alcohol nor stimulates in my system. My journey will start strong thanks to your playlist. Update near future. ❤️
look at me, baby, am i all you see? is there something in me? thats worth it to be? to be with me, i love you, honey but baby boy, all the money that it takes just to make me happy seems so fake, so why me? why do you put in the effort? are you seeing what you want to see? i wish i could convert into someone better so i could make you smile a little more laugh a little more make your life a little more worthwhile i know suicide isnt the answer i know itll only hurt you if i take it gun to my head, i see it in your eyes you dont want me to die i dont understand why why do i mean so much to you? you are the sun, i am the moon we go together like a happy tune i suffer every day, but hey, you make it easy easy to see, the truth in me the fact i am better than what the demons make me to be so please, why dont you hold me? lets just stay together, ignore the world the world is cold maybe a little bold trying to hold me as a captive to the demons that plague my mind so love me love me hard and love me forever because i love you forever and ever
idky but listening to your mixes especially just puts me at ease and makes me feel some type of nostalgia- which i welcome. you're seriously amazing. keep being amazing.
A girl is wearing a mask that has a smile on it everyday. Sometimes my mask doesn’t even have a face. But every night behind that mask is a girl. The girl is suffering and she needs help. But she is to scared to ask for help. She can’t cry. Everyday things are starting to seem less exiting. To the girl colours look more and more dull everyday. She can’t smile. Even if she tried to be happy she wasn’t truly happy. She tried to kill herself but that didn’t work. She’s numb. But one day 1 simple thing helped her. And that simple thing is anime. Anime was and still is her cure. Somehow anime makes things seem more colourful and exciting. The girl has been watching anime for about 5 months. And it has helped her. But she is still missing something. Is it love? Well if it is then the girl doesn’t have good luck when it comes to love. Thins girl has been through a lot. And she’s tired so she doesn’t want to keep typing. This is leaving now.. ^^ G O O D B Y E ^^
I think that girl is a bit like me. Sometimes she feels that the life she has does not reflect the one she would like to live, happiness is not a goal, it is a result of obtaining something valuable, the key is to put her eyes a little higher " Rather, seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. "Matthew 6:33. =)
If your still watching anime then here are some that I watch One punch man Toilet bound hanako-kun Black clover Ride spring blue Banana fish Hope you can at least watch one of these and I hope you feel better and just know someone out there love you
I've lost myself. I don't know what happened, in one moment all my life turn around. I lost everything. I lost my soul, i lost my heart... Everything i was, i liked, i loved, i believed, it's gone in the air. I miss who i was...
College application are right next door and this video reminds me that although I am unsure as to what I want to truly pursue in life, life itself is a journey of self-discovery, and college is one of the many steps needed to take to find oneself. However, I hope everyone utilizes their time wisely though. Time does not stop. If you stop yourself, time doesn't wait and before you know it, the potential journey of self-discovery is gone in a flash. Remember, you are not alone in whatever endeavor you are going through; you are guaranteed to be in a similar situation with another person, and you just may not know it. Lofi music is a way of a connecting such people and for me personally, it provides me comfort knowing I am not alone. I believe that you cannot find yourself without the aid of others by your side.
I will be glad to any support. Thumb up, repost.
All this is very necessary. Thank you ♥
●Tracklist:
00:00 dann.gogh - Nothing to say
01:40 elocin - you're the reason to why I still exist
03:40 otions - end of time
06:00 Himitsu - she always held me down
07:30 Kr0w - Ikari
09:58 Lov3 $truk Parad!so - Bo3 (1)
11:46 idonthavename - ruins feelings
14:20 Aireey - Revelations
16:39 Ian James - Don't Turn Me Down
20:04 sülkee - Bloom
24:16 kochetkovv - summer nights
26:21 ℛ𝓲𝒆𝓻𝓪. - ｌｏｖｅｓｉｃｋ _ ｎｉｇｈｔｓ （単独で）
Dreamy Teach me how to make videos like yours . My email is Dan.ekene2013@gmail.com
i love you.
Thank you dreamy
Dreamy Add biết beat bài : Nếu Em Hiểu - Lilshady không ạ . Cho mình xin link?
I have a friend that would like to upload/share his music to a place like this, how might he be able to do so with you?
“Zuko, you must look within yourself to save yourself from your other self. Only then will your true self reveal itself.” - Zuko pretending to be Uncle Iroh talking to Zuko
World's most underrated statement. The second time I heard it I spent so long thinking deeply about what that means, how hard it is to accomplish, and the amazing writing put into Iroh's character. Absolutely unbelievable.
Best ref man
this cartoon taught so much wish more people listened
I feel like that is me rn lmao 🤣
💙
*The best way to find oneself is to listen to this with headphones, closed eyes, lied down, in the dark...*
I do that every night actually
can you define finding oneself?
False, a heroic dose of LSD or DMT will truly make you understand yourself. This is the ultimate way.
@@Crowws agreed
@@Crowws i would argue that the ultimate way is through dedicated mediation over multiple years and decades. However LSD and other psychedelic substances allow you to gain more insight in a smaller time window :) take care friend
im 27 years old, and i'm still trying to find myself...
i feel empty and a shell of my former self , nothing seems to satisfy my anymore. Foods are bland, colors are seeming to be more dull and grey as the days go by. You ever seen that gif of the fish from Spongebob who goes to work comes home and repeats and keeps the same face everyday.. that's me in every aspect but instead of coming home to someone or a family. I go into a room and shut the doors and lights and sit there on my computer. Praying and hoping that nobody else ends up like I have... I can't cry i'm afraid to talk to anyone about my problems , i've attempted suicide multiple times in my life. But i've learned i'm not even worthy of a death , just yet.. so i hope all of you younger than me please PLEASE if you're ever stuck in a hole mentally, reach out to your closest friend(s) or family member and talk to them about what's going on, DONT EVER THINK THAT IF YOU CRY YOU'RE WEAK BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THAT SHOWS YOU HAVE EMPATHY AND FEELINGS ! AND THAT SHIT IS ALPHA AS FUCK! I wish you all the very best.. I love you even if you feel like you're not loved , you are... someone out there does.
Please whatever you do .... don't end up like me, take every opportunity you get it. Tell that person you have a crush you like them and ask them out..
Thank you for this, ever since I turned 16 I noticed things don't bring me as much joy as they used to.. it hurts but I also realize it's a part of life. It opened my eyes to a whole new world of opportunities, and new hobbies to explore. I hope you can find hobbies to lay those feelings to rest. I recommend trying an instrument, it will help you feel more at ease I hope. Again, thank you. It's comments like yours that help me keep a cool head space :')
Please read my comment above (or below); if it helps then I am glad :) you are not alone. You are one with life. Because you are life. Life is in you.
Thank you man
bro i live the same life as you do but i enjoy it everything is variabale and happiness can be found in where you don't think it might be
not even kidding... but try nofap
We only see ourselves through the eyes of others, when they're gone, we're blind to ourselves.
Maybe because we weren't focusing on how our eyes perceive ourselves, and when we don't have our own backs, all we have left is what everyone else thinks about us.
Then you never truly saw yourself
See every thing from the air like a bird, and be 100 % your self in this way ur connected with your higher mind. This is a lonly path but its the best for your soul
It gets dark when you're alone all the time :)
@@Ryan-wz3wt true,or when u are with wrong ppl (fake enjoyement of life)
came to find myself, end up finding my depression
Well that an F
@@Adam-fy7gg No, that' how this life works..)
why do you have so many subscribers lol?
You try to find gold just to find rocks
smoke dmt
I've come across many interests over the past few years. Parkour, street art stickers, martial arts, skateboarding, photography, etc. Trying to find myself, something I can be apart of. Something that I can push myself with hard work. Some have come and gone. But ones that remain are the ones I want to remain passionate about. To find myself
That's absolutely awesome ... Keep pushing ... Keep trying i am sure you will find a way!
YES ABSOLUTELY, I face that problem too sometimes
Just gotta keep encouraging one another, love you all.3000♥️
I'm so deep! I've went into myself so much now that I don't know who I am anymore, I wish I could find myself.
@@MrItsjustmeok who do you think you are inside, what makes you, You?
3:45 "You're all hung up on imaginary problems! You gotta focus on what's real man."
*That hit me harder than I expected*
He's right. All my problems, my heartbroken sadness, my thoughts, my mind. I control what I want to feel. And what I wanna do about my pain. I got to focus harder on what's real. *damn.*
What's real to you?
I have never seen so clear because of this comment you are both right ! WTF !? I DON'T HAVE TO FUCKING FEEL THIS !! MY FRIENDS LEFT ME ...SO WHAT!? luckily they left me now and not when it was to late.... yes we had plans but... now I can make new plans MY PLANS This time I GET TO DECIDE WHAT THE FUCK I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE yes it's easy to die and hard to live but... I CONSIDERED DEATH SO MANY FUCKING TIMES BECAUSE OF OTHERS BECAUSE HOW THEY MADE ME FEEL ...never because of me so why shouldn't I CONSIDER To live because of ME ? WHY THE FUCK SHOULDN'T I ... jeah it hurts they left me they disappointed me they broke my fucking heart and I? I cry myself to sleep EVER FUCKING NIGHT! Next week I will start working ... and I got ACCEPTED WITHOUT THEM IT WAS MY ACHIEVEMENT AND I AM FUCKING PROUD!.... it just hurts because I Love them I LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH and they didn't love me back....you can change any emotion but love is something else I didn't choose to love them so much.... I would still jump In front of a bullet for them. I just hope they are happy now and that they will tell me what they are studying in 4 years .... I hope I will see them again
@@jkbunny6087 its been 2 years sisce you felt this way... how are you now?
Eminem: Lose yourself
Dreamy: Find yourself
It's funny how both of those things are both so different but similar at the same time. By loosing yourself you can also find yourself and by finding yourself you can also loose yourself. You can loose yourself in a world full of mysteries and find the things that make up who you are, but you can also find yourself and loose what was once part of you, remaining a mystery. It is quite beautiful and terrifying at the same time.
lmao
lofi is the only music genre that I can't seem to get tired of, no matter how much I listen to it.
the only downside to this is that by listening to it all the time, it reminds me of the bad and sad moments just as much, if not more, as the good happy moments
Same lol
relatable
Each of them only moments but we name them good and bad so we know how to feel about them.
Same
always i feel alone then when i see this comments i realized im not the only one who is in pain and alone :)l
Honey things will get better you will see , just have faith
hi so I wont to say I understand u when say are fill alone but I'm sure are u not alone and sometimes it is good to be alone and I hope it will pass and remember are u not alone!!!
Angel currently away from home and perusing education and business. Hone sick is common and I thought I wouldn’t go through it. I’m 25 and I don’t drink nor do stimulates.
This playlist some what smooth me down. 🙂🙃
uhh u not alone🖖
There will always be a God knocking at your door when you need him. Revelation 3:20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock; If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with me. I hope it helps you, have a beautiful day =)
Life keeps throwing hurdles in my path. Everytime something goes good another terrible thing shows it's ugly face. I feel weak and powerless, yet strong and powerful. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. However, the human spirit is unrelenting. I have conquered the demons thus far, and will continue to do so. I'm reminded just how much the few people in my life love me, and I am blessed. Music like this is bittersweet.
You help me heal with these mixes, thank you Dreamy. :)
yeah i agree you should also check out bootleg boy
I dont know what to pursue. What education and job do i want in the future? How important is money for me? What is my passion? i dont know..
Hey! Don't worry, everything will come with time. You'll find a passion inside of you! Be positive and try out things like music, art, programming maybe, anything you can think of and maybe you'll find a passion! Just believe in yourself alright?
Try everything, eventually you will find it, just put faith in that you will.
same but here i am, studying veterinary medicine. I don't even know if i really want that and there is nothing i can do about that
@@xxXmmxx exactly same. I'm a freshman in uni studying applied mathematical and physical sciences but tbh i have no idea what i want to do with my life. I used to think I wanted to be an artist but my parents didnt like the idea bc I wouldnt find a job. So im just lost and I dont know what I even like right now
it will come but you can hasten it. try going out more.
this is lit
make your sub count public
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Dude, fuck the comment, I love your Name.
Yo anime balls deep is here too damn xD
You'll find yourself feeling *happy*
You'll find yourself feeling *sad*
You'll even find yourself feeling *nothing* at all.
And when things get ruff, you'll have *already given up*
But then you come across that one quote, that one sentence, that one moment...
and hope returns. So then you grab the thread leading up and YOU DONT LET GO.
I know sometimes you feel alone,
I know sometimes you'll lose hope.. looking at others and only feeling jealousy or irritation at what you either missing out on or don't have.
You might even begin to hate others. Not that they ever did anything wrong, it's just their stupid ignorance, their stupid happy smiles. It makes you sick. And you don't think they've been through much pain. You might even be right. You know why you hate their smiles? Its cuz you want their ignorance. But you already know you've lost it. You don't believe it will come back. But guess what? That's your power. Your not ignorant, you are strong. And maybe you don't feel very strong right now, but you are. You really are. Every breath you breathe, every blink of your lashes, it is another moment you aren't giving up, you're alive! How amazing is that?! You've been through so much! But your still here. At this point you might be thinking, well I wouldn't be but I'm just afraid to kill myself, or I have people who I would hurt, or maybe you just feel empty and don't know what to think. To that, I say I'm glad for that fear, those people, and that numbness. Even as bad and as guilty as all those things might make you feel. You know why? Because now is not your time. You're meant to survive. I know it. I know you're strong. Nope, I'm not a psychic, but I just know there's a reason you are reading this. Everyone is important, especially you. Someone once told me that "the people the world/God loves the most go through the most pain." Why is that? Because they are meant to be the strongest! And you my friend, are strong. You'll get through it, and I'll be here for you every step of the way :')
Heres a link to a Reddit page that helped me when I was going through depression, I hope it helps you to: www.reddit.com/r/getdisciplined/comments/1q96b5/i_just_dont_care_about_myself/cdah4af/?
i copy pasted this for later ❤️
I love how wise your mind is. I can relate to everything you have just said. For me, I think I became pretty depressed because I lost my innocence and realized how shitty the world actually is. So there was a time in life when i saw others happy and would get annoyed. I would wonder what makes them so happy? They haven't realized and experienced what i have. They are ignorant. But at the same time i felt really sorry for myself that i had to feel this way. sometimes i hope i could be innocent and happy like my other peers who are smiling. The world and life's pretty hectic. Its very easy to be depressed, lonely and feel completely numb. I have lost joy in things. Not the same as when i was young. But i have come to terms that this is just a part of life. I feel like its common to feel this way in our generation now. The problem with me is that im having trouble coping with these feelings. What do you do to make yourself feel better or be less lonely?
powerful
thanks :)
1 exam and a paper that's very overdue im hoping to hand in today. Hopefully things go well.
Thank you, this life that we live is a blessing, sometimes we take things for granted but we as humans are bound to make mistakes and learn from it. Our will to go on is what leads us on this path. it makes me truly very sad that so many people pass on when it’s not their time, I really hope that they find peace because that pain they feel is what shows them what they had was real. I’m very grateful for everything that I have and I couldn’t have ask for anything more.
6:00 Okay... I'm supposed to be studying, not burst into tears in front of everybody at the library.
IKR!! This made me cry so much but honestly I think this is my favourite song in the mix!
I KNOW it's so sad
It's way too close for comfort
Yeah, I came here for background music and suddenly heart hurt during that poem.
Bro it made me cry too 😢 the real and raw emotion in the voice... Damn
Find yourself in my Dreams. 🧸🌌💫
Aww
this is so good, love it
😍
Look, someone needs this reassurance and if it's you it's okay to be unsure and at your lowest cause we're all humans. Just take a deep breath and vibe with all of us. We're all here for you no matter your situation. You're loved by many including me. So wipe those tears and doubt away and let me see your pretty smile. :)
Thankyou!❤
Thanks man 😭
1:40 's beats are from the anime "angel beats" , i can't help but cry twice as i cried to the song remembering the scenes.
Right? I had to put my pencil down the minute that came on
wow
Omg your right, now I just remember the scenes when they all left
Hey you...Yeah, the person reading this. Life might be tough right now. It might feel like failure is something that life wanted to give to you as your birthmark. It may feel like bad news keeps hitting truck after truck and after a while, you lay on that floor wondering if you get up, will the fall hurt more the next and I want to tell you this: It may be hard. Whatever might be happening might feel like one constant fight to find your head above water again but what I, a stranger typing to maybe no one, wants you to do is, get back up. Keep going. And one day, somehow, someway, the gloomy skies and rainy days will fade. The strongest, scariest, but the bravest thing you can do is get back up. Because that is what makes life so beautiful. The most beautiful thing is that lizard in a desert, weed in the crack on concrete, and heartbeat still beating in your chest. Despite the world telling them no, they whispered yes. And now it's your turn. Wipe the tears off that face and whisper, yes. Because you will get through this. So just wait around and see.
Laila Jibrin ty this really changed my heart
Thank you Laila.
thank you
One of the absolute worst feelings in the world is being lonely. And you try so hard but no one is there for you.
Maybe I do need to find myself, I've lost myself years ago, and it's getting harder to keep up with the world around me, constant movement in my soul. The world battering me and giving me great pain in my heart, I've become corrupt.... I don't know if I can keep up anymore but I'll try,
Keep going bro
U may think that. But finding urself is such an adventure. Rather than thinking its a bad thing think its an opportunity to find more hobbies and better urself! Always think positive. It works, but not like, “Oh i know myself hahahah....” but more like “i dont know myself but it gives me opportunity and strength to find who i am!” Like that
6:00 Okay... I'm supposed to be studying, not burst into tears in front of everybody at the library.
its comforting to know that you're not the only one going through tough times.
This mix is one of my favourite and one of the best I've heard tbh, for a guy who listen a lot of this genre of music. Always come there to study.
aww!! your pfp!!
Words cannot express how thankful I am to have come across your channel. Everyday I listen to your channel and the hard work that is there. Thank you for helping me continue on with life. These mixes that you put work into are helping me overcome my depression and anxiety. And the intense stress from school. Thank you. Please never stop doing what you are doing.
Kaitlin Vinson keep on going don’t stop never surrender
Don't ever give ☝
bmkfnus vh
This sound is so calming. Whoever read this comment i wish you peace of mind,health and relaxation. I love Lofi ❤❤
✳Lonely as f..." And proud of being a guy with apure heart at the same time even trying to fit in this bitter world we living where everything is about money or fisical beauty✴
Hey there stranger!
Yes I was in your shoes before, sad depressed wondering why I'm even living on this rock, but, I promise you it gets better, you just gotta work at it, life is a tunnel, sometimes you don't see the end and you don't see the light, but if you keep going, you'll come to a better place, also, you lose those who don't matter trying to find yourself but you lose yourself trying to find those who don't matter.
Edit: 7/14/2020
Holy cow, its been 2 months, I've had moments in these past 2 months where I had regrets but I look pass those and just cherish the fact I made happy memories with people, you can either look at things from a good side or a bad.
FOR EVERYONE MOVING ON FROM A BREAKUP AND GET REMINDED OF YOUR EX FROM EVERY LITTLE THING: its ok, just be happy you got to experience it, some people don't even have the chance to experience what you experience, just be happy it happened and learn from it and move on, I know it will stick to you but just pick up a hobby you naturally enjoy, stay safe everyone, I love you truly and deeply if you got to this point, I want everyone to experience pure bliss, to be happy, take care yall.
Edit: this music makes me gush out all of my stored up emotions and it makes me feel a way that is sad and longing for something, I just don't know what It is...
Yo dude Why my family doesn't want me? Hihi Only me But my Mom And father loved all my Broth,I really wanted there love but i didn't see it at all Im so hurt in inside i really want to die I really want to leave this House but i cant i Dont have work cause im Still Schooling,I dont have friends too Hihi (Sorry for my english i hope u can understand)
@@jojiebroce1377 My friend I realize that you are going through a stage in your life where you nobody understands you, that you are alone, that no one cares about you and that you do not know what you are in this world for, let me tell you that there is a God who can see what deepest of your heart, seek it and you will find all your answers "Cry out to me, and I will answer you, and I will teach you great and hidden things that you do not know" Jeremiah 33: 3
Going through a really hard time right now, thank you for this Dreamy.
I listened to this last winter every time before my driving classes. It helped calm down, think about some more personal...bad things. I can't cry, I try but unless I 'break' I can't even force myself. This mix helps me cry myself out when I feel like I've been holding on to too much 'luggage' for a while. Thank you, Dreamy, for putting this together.
The greatest adventure of a human being is to travel,
And the greatest journey anyone can undertake
It is within you.
And the most exciting way to achieve this is to read a book,
For a book it reveals that life is the greatest of all books,
But it is not very useful for those who can not read between the lines
And find out what the words did not say ...
What if the pages are blank !!! Nothing to read ... !!
@@samykimy1196 Well that is where it gets interesting. ;) The possibility is endless. You can write it on your own.
Your post:
con·tra·dic·tion
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a combination of statements, ideas, or features of a situation that are opposed to one another.
"the proposed new system suffers from a set of internal contradictions"
a person, thing, or situation in which inconsistent elements are present.
"the paradox of using force to overcome force is a real contradiction"
the statement of a position opposite to one already made.
"the second sentence appears to be in flat contradiction of the first"
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@@AndrewLyon23 Then.. All you need is to find balance in the equations. Sometimes, it's became a contradiction because of the different values that had been the roots of misconceptions.. It might be a force of contradiction at first glance because you are using the wrong tools to find the answer. It was the same as looking outside of the box, outside the outlines of values but searching for loose descranpancy that imbalance the intentions behind those hidden words. That the information been hidden in the way you never perceived before unless you look for it. You see, not everyone had the ability to perceived the deeper meaning of contexts because of the contradiction that played in the roles of a perfect trap for the unwary. It makes no absolutely sense but in reality it does. Nothing hold a singular meanings because we bend them according to our intentions by masking it in a contexts that can easily be misinterpreted or used against us. The hidden meaning losts under this method for thousands of years. I wish human had the ability to telepathyly communicated, seriously. After all, ''reality is subjectives ''.
what about a movie-
I've always looked up to you
But now I've grown suspicious
I can't see your eyes glisten
What happened, why don't you listen?
I laugh and cry at the memories that pass by
All the wonderous times we had fly
You were so sweet, like apple pie
Now that taste is whispered into silent goodbyes
What a sadden lullaby I listen to every night
I try to stay composed yet I know I can’t win this fight
Talking to you made my heart soar
I couldn't help to adore
How much of a beautiful sight you are and much more
But I wouldn’t have to ask for anymore
Because I have everything, there’s nothing more I can ask for
Your giggly nature
Your soft laugh and your bright eyes
Oh, did it make me want to be your cater
It was such a dream to be by you, nothing could be greater
Now it is just a dream that soon turned to vapor
When I remember how I was a traitor
We we're closer than ever
A duo was never more clever
Because I would never leave you whatsoever
Nor would their hurtful words ever make me sever
We were Romeo and Juliet
yet, juliet didn’t feel the same no, never
You just didn’t seem to care
Was my existence so hard to bare
That you’d cut me out your life and pretended I wasn’t there
Late nights, I’d stay in bed saying this isn’t fair
Because I thought you and I were the perfect pair
I’m not empty nor hollow
I just wished you would follow
My feelings were hard to swallow
My feelings were pain and sorrow
Sometimes I think it’s better if I see no tomorrow
Like now, I still remember
All the way back in September
Sitting on the benches with the freezing winter weather
Your lips colder than ever
Oh how I wished for us to be together
When you laid your head on my shoulder,
I tremored, the warmness of your soft skin on my sweater
I still taste the sweetness of your manner
Thoughts banter
Emotions shatter
I miss looking at you when you smiled back
Now I just cry and stamper
I don't know what else to think of anymore
My mind goes off like a million alarms
Our children being held in our own arms
Having daydream, like living on a farm
Oh, how I found my home in your arms
I'd wake up, stop the alarm on my shelf
Looking at the mirror remembering I hate myself
Living everyday without caring about my health
She was my angel, and I was the lowly elf
Oh how I go back to reality trying to "find myself"
Thank you for everyone that read that whole thing my girlfriend broke up with me a while back and I wrote a song to tell myself that I can have someone that I care about and someone that cares about me and this means a lot to me I'd spend my free time on this so I don't enter I hell I used to be in
best poem of 2020
@@yatrickyaa4534 Thanks it did take a while to write and I wasn't an A student in English so yeah
@@karmr8403 you don't have to be an A student to have talent
@@yatrickyaa4534 haha true some dropouts have done better shit than A students thanks for the support in means a lot
@@karmr8403 its whatever
Just took the longest and most thought-provoking shower of my life - Water's been running for an hour. Most refreshed I've felt in ages - the serene cascade of warm water, the soothing music...just a man and his thoughts, all alone. Very enjoyable, almost like an other-worldly experience, especially with it being 3am at the moment. Love it
Just did this too
@@estrellaxnate U must feel rejuvenated then
You have to be yourself 😝
because
Everyone else is taken 😯
and
We need you!
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This is a world full of people who question where they belong in the world as I am on the same journey, some question what they are doing in life at this moment at any time of the day. Most of us wonder how we'll end; with someone by our side or alone. We all have something; something to hide, something to fear, something to believe in, something to lean on. This world is full of mysterious things, as some try and hide from the world in fear of judgement, loneliness, hurting others, being hurt, or becoming lost on future or past thoughts. While your mind overflows with thoughts you wish you never had or things you wish to be unseen, your test is to see if you can overcome these toughest moments and situations in life. Life has many lessons which is a reason why stories of each generation and each person are important. Each story has character, details of scenes, unexpected events and most importantly.. time. As for some of us who are starting life on a new chapter noticing change in things around you and change in yourself, you know when a chapter is over when you see most change and feel something new about to begin.
Change always comes, but you have to be patient, time is fragile we all know that but you just got to know when its time to move on and open up to others, people may come and go but you must remember the good and bad times no matter if it was long or short, what matters is the memories you carried. Just remember no matter how far or close you are loved and cared for.
Finding myself:
I use to be stuck in a cycle of depression in high school and most of my childhood since I was 6, High School Depression began with fear of loneliness, fear of hurting someone or being hurt, to stress of being misunderstood. My whole high school life was about finding love, finding friends, finding someone to be proud of my existence and company, and while I've achieved some of them I began to fall apart once again questioning if I was a good friend or a good partner, as I already knew how to balance my time for friends and someone I loved, in a matter of time my personality changed, I've became more quiet and secretive of my emotions and ran from my problems until someone decided to open their doors to listen. When Senior year came around I only had three people I called friends, but I always felt like an outcast even when I was with them. Later in that year we all separated and I felt nothing but like an empty shell of a body with my soul scrabbled and twisted not knowing how to fix itself, I was on my own, as some people I knew disliked me and acted like I didn't even exist to them or I wouldn't be invited to hang outs or events. I wanted to leave school so bad and I got tired of seeing the same old faces every day full of anger or hatred towards me. As I graduated from high school early in the year nobody has kept in touch with me for months as I've gone quiet and believed they were better off without me and I was better off alone, but even that tore me up, being alone mentally put more fear into my mind as I became more silent everywhere I went. Soon after I broke my depression realizing these events are the end of my chapter of sadness, I opened a new part of my life accepting anything that came my way, no matter if it was losing someone, being alone, being forgotten, or just losing myself. I know I still have hope, I still have belief, I still have my Determination to keep going, ending my life isn't something I ever want to do, life is something you only get once and I'd like to live out my life no matter the battles I go through. I still carry depression but I do my best to fight it and find every little piece of me to find my happiness.
I... I started listening to beats like as I tried learning calligraphy. I'm not any good still but my penmanship is getting better. But while listening to the playlist i made i found myself writing. Writing thoughts from my head. About my day. About people that I care for. About the stress of school and about her again. I found myself thinking about someone who I haven't thought of in years but the thoughts crossed my mind. And I found myself with understanding. I had to go through what I did to be who I am today.
The Artwork is awesome !
I woke up today with a positive energy and happy for no reason. I wish that I can make you feel the same or at least make you smile for a while. Have a great day everyone
I've been studying 6-7 hours every day throughout quarantine and have sacrificed everything from my friends to my family. My life is a mess but I've gotten so far and so ahead. I should be happy but yet why do I feel so empty and sad like I've lost things that I'll never get back? Every day is a repeat for me, it seems like its dreams feel more real than reality. All my family despises me, all my friends left me, all my hobbies and desires I put aside. All for the sake of studying. But yet, even as I lift my pencil in the morning and come downstairs into my study room without muttering a word to my family, I still feel like I lost more than I've gained. Maybe I've gone insane because I can't stop studying. Or worse, maybe I've gone insane a long time ago, and I just don't realize.
@david wei omg yes I do relate so much since quarantine has started I just became so insane for studying and just keeping up but inside it feels so dame empty and I don’t like that feeling but it also gets worse and everyday is a loop and I don’t like it at all haha but since all of us have came through a lot of bumps, people who have felt lose, empty, depress or still finding themselves we are all strong and I thank everyone showing and experience them selves of what they have been through I know it’s hard cause I’m still at it to since I really did a bad mistake and I feel lonely haha I’m going to cry right now but thanks for everyone sharing there thoughts and feelings everything is going to be fine we just got to push ourselves and just remember that since it’s difficult times for myself and others but just know your not alone 😭❤️
I absolutely love the art work.... Breathtaking.
The title made me cry 😭 I'm sorry dreamy, I'm trying.. but it seems like its getting harder for me to find myself😭😭 I'll try, harder more harder dreamy, you're awesome, your lo-fi mixs make me feel soo good; I think sometimes I come to your channel just to cry and sometimes to feel calm while listening to the mixs, Thank you soo much dreamy. I promise, I'll find myself. 💜
Hang in there
@@Gray-ve9qt Yeah I'll💜
So idk if anyone noticed, but starting at 6 min is the monologue from the movie 10 Things I Hate About You with Julia Stiles and Heath Ledger. It's the scene where she is reading her poem in class about him and she's crying. So beautifully incorporated into this video.
All the depressing interjections about relationships and hard times make me feel better about my relationships and hard times
The voice acting at 06:00 just gave me chills
Lost myself trying to please everyone, now I'm losing everyone else trying to find myself
To everyone who is feeling depressed. I know you probably don't want to hear anything about anyone or to speak to someone, but I want you to know, that you worth something, even if you did a lot of things wrong, even when people is telling or making you feel otherwise. If you feel alone and empty and tired of everything try to talk to someone or even write something for yourself. There are two ways you can follow from where you are now.
Don't be afraid of change things if you are.
I know right now you can see it but life is really beautiful and is made for you to enjoy it, you are here to be happy. You do exist for a reason.
I hope it helped you.
I remember the first time we met. I remember the way you were surprised I hugged you. The loudest laugh I’ve heard from a girl when we talked. The way you looked at me with such interest and hints of hope. Hope for love, for a soulmate. I remember how you were so hesitant to share with me your great pain in life. Anxiety. I remember thinking I could take it all on. I was going to be your superman. I remember not wanting to be separated from you for even a single day. Nor did you want to be away from me. Every minute was intoxicating. I’d never felt such an instant connection with anyone. I remember our shotgun everything. Moving in, proposing, marriage. It all happened so quickly, with such excitement and anticipation. I remember dreaming of white hair, old books, dogs, and wooden benches for our future. Memories are flashing by in my head, your long hair drifting over your eye...the most beautiful soul I've ever seen. Memories of dreary rainy days cuddled on the couch, of me complaining about shopping, but inside I was happy to see you so excited. Painful memories...your bloodied leg as I watched you cut yourself, your reddened face as you hung yourself, feeling helpless, my vision of being your superman started to break. Slowly...so slowly. A hairline fracture, spreading day by day. As I struggled to recover the woman I saw beaming in the park that day in October. I remember the fights, but that was because we cared. We fought to repair, to understand, over trivial things, trying to reach an understanding. We started to veer off the path towards the future we had both dreamed of. The touch, the smell, the smile, the things that made my heart soar. I could do anything, BE anything for you. Those things started to bring less sunshine to my soul at some point...I don’t know when it happened. Even now, I love you so much, so much that I have to put this into words as these memories swirl around in my head...shattering my heart into a thousand pieces. I want to be your superman...but I don’t know if this is the life we envisioned. Somehow we’ve gone wrong. I wish we could get it back. I wish we could relive those long nights, sharing secrets, our fears, our insecurities, our hopes, our dreams, our passions, our desires. I’m scared. Scared it’s all gone. Impossible to retrieve, cast into the void of useless arguments, bitter resentments, and depression. I wish I could restore you. I wish I could nurture you and see you blossom in what I know you can be. A beautiful, strong woman. Made all the stronger for her suffering. I don’t think it’s meant to be though. I don’t know if I can lose myself in this darkness just for a chance of saving you. You’ve seem to have given up. I hate myself for wanting to give up to. I want to be all that you need to heal. You’d probably say I can be, if I’d only listen. I’ve tried, maybe i’m just not strong enough. Not good enough. My heart is mourning. Mourning for the possibilities, the wonderful experiences, the soulmate I thought I had. I’m sorry. So sorry. I love you and I always will. You’ve opened my soul, and dealt a crushing blow. These 3 short years will be a time I will never forget. You will always be in my heart. I’m sorry that i’m running away. Letting you fall to the darkness. I hope you can forgive me. Forever in my heart, I love you. Good-bye.
Hey, you there! 😊
I'm just passing by to tell you that you don't need to worry.
You don't need to worry about anything, it'll be fine.
Your life will be beautiful. Even if it doesn't go the way you'd like it to, it'll be amazing.
There will be that person that will deeply love you no matter what.
While we can't predict which, life offers gorgeous moments.
Appreciate every moment.
Things can change, but that doesn't imply that's negative; no, change can utterly improve your life at any second.
Don't be scared something will end; don't be scared someone might leave or pass away - be happy they are here in this very moment!
You are loved and appreciated by so many people.
Would you confirm this?
If you couldn't, you were lying. I'm right here loving you and giving you all my appreciation for existing and being this beautiful person.
Lots of love to everybody reading this.
If somebody needs a hug, I'll be here.
Stay the way you are; that way, and no other, you are perfect. 💕
How on earth does this beautiful comment have more likes?!
Nice Lofi Mix. Really like the background video as well. Keep up the good work Dreamy!
The journey to finding yourself is to first love yourself. Accepting all of who you are; every pros and cons.
We didn't come here to find ourselves, we came here to find peace. Thanks to ourselves, we have.
The Art work is so calming
Alone..
Home Grown
Alone..
No Clone
Alone..
i am Scorned
Alone..
sigh* Dont be- Alone.
i wish i could finally figure myself out :( in the midst of this endless seeming struggle, music brings comfort. thank u.
"All these imaginary problems, you gotta focus on what's real, man!!"
I don't know why I felt the need to comment this, but this dialogue just hit me hard. Thanks for the awesome mixes/playlists, Dreamy
thank you I needed that
me doing my math homework : 🤨
The perfect mix to get through a rough day. Love your work
This playlist is damn beautiful. I’m so glad I ran into it. I love lofi like this. Makes the world a better place even for just an hour or so.
never delete this video . This bought me such happiness . I listen to this every night
These always make me feel better, through tough times or just to simply relax. Thank you Dreamy
Honestly I’ve listened so much lofi playlists but yours suit my liking the best ❤️🥰
you're amazing. thank you very much for these, they're just what I need 🖤
you have no clue how much i`ve been searching for this playlist , i listened to it years ago so glad now i found it, this playlist touches me deeply , as if it was made to fit me , so thank you so much
I love finding these and going on long drives or walking along the shore of the beach. Just in my own mind. I keep fighting my issues, my demons on my shoulders. Paranoia, overanalyzing, overthinking. I always seem to stop myself from taking a leap to something good. I've been damaged, I've been hurt badly, I've been told broken promises. I have fallen over and over again. Yet, I still keep getting up. I have days where I love me. I have days where I hate me. But, I continue to fight it and continue to keep going. It gets tough, but I am strong. I know my self worth. and I will one day fully love me and take that leap and find something good. A deep breath. You're worth it..you're loved..you're wonderful...you're amazing...you're strong...You got this. You keep going.
I love how you always have one of the best-looking backgrounds in your videos. The visual is just always so on point!
Kushinov Ilya's art plus this music oml
coming back for this after 3 years really makes me cry
2/24/20
Away from home (3 months). A little home sick, never thought I would go through it. Currently perusing education and business in another state. Currently 25 years old with no alcohol nor stimulates in my system.
My journey will start strong thanks to your playlist. Update near future.
❤️
You did it again Dreamy. Simple perfection.
"To find your true self you must accept that, when you do, the man who was searching for him will die."
Lofi has been the most relaxing thing after working every day. Sometimes you really need that calm to really find who you are and whats next.
I love this playlist so much. It's one of my faves to help me chill
9:58 I heard "Please don't make me go back to LA" and I was like BOJACK
The FEELS man. It's 2am I'm not prepared for this
look at me, baby,
am i all you see?
is there something in me?
thats worth it to be?
to be with me, i love you, honey
but baby boy, all the money
that it takes
just to make me happy
seems so fake, so why me?
why do you put in the effort?
are you seeing what you want to see?
i wish i could convert
into someone better
so i could make you smile a little more
laugh a little more
make your life a little more worthwhile
i know suicide isnt the answer
i know itll only hurt you if i take it
gun to my head, i see it in your eyes
you dont want me to die
i dont understand why
why do i mean so much to you?
you are the sun, i am the moon
we go together like a happy tune
i suffer every day, but
hey, you make it easy
easy to see, the truth in me
the fact i am better than what the demons make me to be
so please, why dont you hold me?
lets just stay together, ignore the world
the world is cold
maybe a little bold
trying to hold
me as a captive
to the demons that plague my mind
so love me
love me hard and love me forever
because i love you
forever and ever
i just wanna listen to this, while i cry and feel the cold wind giving me a hug.
6:13 GOD DAMN, 27 YEAR OLD MAN BROUGHT TO TEARS HERE.
Another great mix, really appreciate them. They help me cope...
Yet again another mix that just fills you up. Thank you so much Dreamy
the picture's very light at the end of the tunnel- luv the art and effects
The best mix I've yet listened to. I love this so much, man. Thank you for curating this playlist.
this mix will be one Ill remember forever
idky but listening to your mixes especially just puts me at ease and makes me feel some type of nostalgia- which i welcome. you're seriously amazing. keep being amazing.
This is the one, Dreamy - it's the one that made me decide to be a Patreon - excellent work!
A girl is wearing a mask that has a smile on it everyday. Sometimes my mask doesn’t even have a face. But every night behind that mask is a girl. The girl is suffering and she needs help. But she is to scared to ask for help. She can’t cry. Everyday things are starting to seem less exiting. To the girl colours look more and more dull everyday. She can’t smile. Even if she tried to be happy she wasn’t truly happy. She tried to kill herself but that didn’t work. She’s numb. But one day 1 simple thing helped her. And that simple thing is anime. Anime was and still is her cure. Somehow anime makes things seem more colourful and exciting. The girl has been watching anime for about 5 months. And it has helped her. But she is still missing something. Is it love? Well if it is then the girl doesn’t have good luck when it comes to love. Thins girl has been through a lot. And she’s tired so she doesn’t want to keep typing. This is leaving now..
^^ G O O D B Y E ^^
I think that girl is a bit like me. Sometimes she feels that the life she has does not reflect the one she would like to live, happiness is not a goal, it is a result of obtaining something valuable, the key is to put her eyes a little higher " Rather, seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you. "Matthew 6:33. =)
If your still watching anime then here are some that I watch
One punch man
Toilet bound hanako-kun
Black clover
Ride spring blue
Banana fish
Hope you can at least watch one of these and I hope you feel better and just know someone out there love you
I live for this
Your channel is helping me get through my last semester of grad school! Thank you!
Loved It!
This is more than music. thank you so much for this Dreamy ❤
I've lost myself. I don't know what happened, in one moment all my life turn around. I lost everything. I lost my soul, i lost my heart...
Everything i was, i liked, i loved, i believed, it's gone in the air.
I miss who i was...
Just when I needed it c:
I felt it hit me when the angel beats music came. I got into my feels of the recollection of laughter and sadness from the anime.
College application are right next door and this video reminds me that although I am unsure as to what I want to truly pursue in life, life itself is a journey of self-discovery, and college is one of the many steps needed to take to find oneself. However, I hope everyone utilizes their time wisely though. Time does not stop. If you stop yourself, time doesn't wait and before you know it, the potential journey of self-discovery is gone in a flash. Remember, you are not alone in whatever endeavor you are going through; you are guaranteed to be in a similar situation with another person, and you just may not know it. Lofi music is a way of a connecting such people and for me personally, it provides me comfort knowing I am not alone. I believe that you cannot find yourself without the aid of others by your side.
Amazing artwork and beautiful job on the video.
Must Glory and happiness stay with u dreamy
no joke, thought that was sangwoo at first.
indibelle samee 💀
sameee 👩🏻🦯
I THOUGHT IT WAS BUM THO...
@@louieachacoso3751 I can see both now 🤭
Same
Deeply inside the feelings. Love it.
Relaxing as always. Never fails to calm me. Moreeee pls
Beautiful at sunrise...
Love the background. And the music is sooo calming. After a stressful day. 😏🙄
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart. -Helen Keller
Probably one of my absolute favorite playlists on RUclips. Love the music and background