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  • Опубликовано: 15 янв 2025

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  • @SamElle
    @SamElle 4 года назад +282

    BECAUSE OF YOU IVE BEEN HOOKED ON TRUFFLE FLAVORED THINGS + HOT SAUCE!!! you pull off bucket hats SO so well

    • @UBERTAMMY
      @UBERTAMMY 4 года назад +8

      Sam Elle I bought an egg chair and am addicted to matcha because of Tara! 😜

    • @SamElle
      @SamElle 4 года назад +4

      @@UBERTAMMY OMG HAHAH SAME WITH MATCHA

    • @hawleyanderson6463
      @hawleyanderson6463 4 года назад +2

      She looks so good in bucket hats

    • @michellecook69
      @michellecook69 4 года назад

      Me too

    • @LaurenGVideography
      @LaurenGVideography 4 года назад

      i started on garlic salt and english muffins bc of her

  • @1994BiebersGirl
    @1994BiebersGirl 4 года назад +36

    Totally agree with you about feeling like the time was frozen in March! It is so weird to think that it is already July!
    Love your vlogs!!

  • @lexiwilliams9977
    @lexiwilliams9977 4 года назад +48

    Tara I am not sure if you know this or not but our Prime Minister has opened the border for Canadians living aboard and have immediate family in Canada to visit. You have to follow the 14 day quarantine once you get home. This will allow you to stay with your mom and dad during quarantine. On the return to LA you do the same 14 day quarantine. I see you are missing them terribly. Thought I should comment on this in case you didn't know. 😊✈🍁

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 года назад +43

    Her house decor is such an amazing vibe

  • @laurencunningham2264
    @laurencunningham2264 4 года назад +11

    Please don’t apologise for how you are feeling. I definitely appreciate your openness as we are all feeling it at the moment with the current state of the world. Constantly putting pressure on ourselves to ‘get stuff done’ because we are stuck at home. Love you and keep being you ❤️

  • @taramichellevlogz
    @taramichellevlogz  4 года назад +609

    FIRST ;)

  • @sdeg2023
    @sdeg2023 4 года назад +5

    This vlog girl... i felt that. Saying "I just want to go home" is the saddest and loneliness feeling I have ever felt. Sending you lots of good vibes, take this crazy time day by day and even minute by minute if the day is too much. We will all get through this ❤

  • @deborahdick6527
    @deborahdick6527 4 года назад +26

    Dont feel you need to say sorry for your up and down emotions , i think we all feel like that right now. i know i do. i like you live alone and my family is at the other end of the country , i have anixety and depression that prevents me leaving the house so i understand the emotional strain it has. Your vlog is so relateable and i think thats why it really helps me. Keep doing what you do. Love and huggs from Scotland UK

  • @britneymichelle3613
    @britneymichelle3613 4 года назад +11

    Never stop the coffee/matcha segments. I love them! I live for your vlogs Tara! Dont beat yourself up over "boring" vlogs. Because they aren't at all. You are just an all around interesting girl and you are such a joy to watch. I am sorry you're going through a bit of a rough patch but it WILL pass 💓 Love from canada BC.

  • @KatieTakemoto
    @KatieTakemoto 4 года назад +166

    I just laughed out loud when you said the deodorant had “aha’s!” It just reminded me of the video of Ava jules and skincare by hyram when she says ahabahas instead of A-H-A, B-H-A

    • @aarondawang7759
      @aarondawang7759 4 года назад +5

      I 👏WAS 👏SCROLLING 👏FOR 👏A 👏HOT 👏MINUTE 👏TO 👏FIND 👏A 👏COMMENT 👏LIKE 👏THIS🤣

    • @reemkhattar
      @reemkhattar 4 года назад +1

      Yes hahahahahahahaha

    • @mirrorballgirlie
      @mirrorballgirlie 4 года назад +1

      Katie Takemoto ME TOO!!

  • @WoopWoopItsKate
    @WoopWoopItsKate 4 года назад +2

    Girl can I just say I discovered your channel during covid and have been so completely entertained with what you’re doing! Haven’t missed a video!

  • @ernurse3699
    @ernurse3699 4 года назад +48

    This entire year needs a “ do over” 😱

  • @UniquelyClaire
    @UniquelyClaire 4 года назад +51

    I feel the exact same way. I’m literally buying SWEATPANTS in the middle of summer. To me it’s still March

  • @Msforevermakeup21
    @Msforevermakeup21 4 года назад +1

    My planner for real keeps me sane. It’s so helpful to keep a massive list and then also daily lists and crossing them off and just being able to look at it and comprehend it makes it so much easier to tackle instead of just in your head! ❤️ you got this girl! You are such a boss babe!

  • @Nicreb
    @Nicreb 4 года назад +36

    Minimalism is a beautiful thing- I don’t find myself saying ‘I never use that/wear that’ as often

  • @MSPUnbekannte
    @MSPUnbekannte 4 года назад +1

    I love how your dad helped you. That just goes to show that parents are always important even in adulthood.

  • @TJAG4evr
    @TJAG4evr 4 года назад

    I feel you Tara. I do the same thing. I have the best intentions to get so much done and to “get ahead” and then I get overwhelmed and panic that I’m “falling behind.” We’ve got this.

  • @alyssammora
    @alyssammora 4 года назад +13

    i love how ive become so in love with your vlogs and vids that im here 18 seconds after it goes live haha!!

  • @kerstie2048
    @kerstie2048 4 года назад +3

    Going hiking has really saved me during this pandemic. I wear a mask the entire hike and socially distance, but just being in nature during these times really helps me mentally. Hope you feel better soon Tara♥️

  • @101pelusa
    @101pelusa 4 года назад +28

    you should go to Jill’s for 3-4 days, could be a good change of routine and you’d be with your bestie

  • @sheikhah8864
    @sheikhah8864 4 года назад

    You do you Tara, you take all the time off that you need! We will for sure miss you but also seeing you happy is important to us. Much love.

  • @GenaMarie
    @GenaMarie 4 года назад +10

    Can you share which planner you got ? 😊💗

  • @theresaliebhart
    @theresaliebhart 4 года назад +41

    Have you considered going back to therapy? Even when I am overwhelmed due to work-related stress that I know will pass, it's an indication that my anxiety is growing and it always helps me to talk to my therapist about it. Just food for thought!

  • @miao3759
    @miao3759 4 года назад +47

    Tara whenever she gets a new hat “oh my god I actually like this. I think i’m obsessed!”

  • @Leila-di9nx
    @Leila-di9nx 4 года назад +1

    Spring in Australia is September October and November

  • @joalyng
    @joalyng 4 года назад +61

    You should definitely take some "me time" for yourself. I'm pretty sure that's what I need as well. It's a difficult time and we all need to pay some extra attention to self care.

  • @amandaadams7747
    @amandaadams7747 4 года назад

    Don't be sorry sharing your ups and downs. Its what we all can relate to right now, and we can help lift eachother up. I myself have been super lazy over the whole quarantine, but in the past couple of weeks have started doing dance workout videos and they have really boost my spirit and energy.

  • @charlottecos7321
    @charlottecos7321 4 года назад +31

    I have tried your english muffin avocado toast with the everything bagel seasoning ITS SO GOOD

  • @kaseyyyy15
    @kaseyyyy15 4 года назад +1

    I love some of those sunglasses! I hope they end up on your poshmark 🤗

  • @leigh1644
    @leigh1644 4 года назад

    I'm right there with you Tara. The loneliness is hitting hard and the yearn for a break from the chaos is overwhelming. Take time for yourself and remember social distancing should really be called physical distancing. We don't do well without human interaction. Just know you are not alone.

  • @Jamieanne02
    @Jamieanne02 4 года назад +32

    Slow down, take a break, re-energize, and we'll be here when you get back. Indulge yourself and heal.

  • @carleeclark2131
    @carleeclark2131 4 года назад +1

    Girl if your area allows it get an air bnb or hotel that's closeish by even just to chill there. It helps change the scenery and make it feel less like a jail at home. ♥️ It's ok to have off days.

  • @megand2994
    @megand2994 4 года назад +11

    I’m sorry Tara, I can tell you’re going through a lot 😔 wishing everything gets better for you soon 💜

  • @bekkadowland
    @bekkadowland 4 года назад +1

    Take care of yourself first, always. Love you Tara. ❤️

  • @ldenisecantu3566
    @ldenisecantu3566 4 года назад

    I totally understand the "spring cleaning"! I too feel like the world I live in has paused, and it doesn't feel like summer. Love the bucket hat👍

  • @28paws
    @28paws 4 года назад

    It is awesome that you were so awesome with how you are feeling. Take time to heal your energy.

  • @girlyshannon101
    @girlyshannon101 4 года назад

    Tara please don’t apologize for your emotions being up and down we’re all going through it right now! Thank you for expressing how you’re feeling esp now love you! ❤️

  • @jackiemartin2850
    @jackiemartin2850 4 года назад

    I've been in Oregon the last 2 years (my husband's hometown) When you said you just wish you could go home... man I feel you. I just wanna hug my momma and daddy... my grandparents, my bestie. It's hard during these times to be away

  • @louiseturner204
    @louiseturner204 4 года назад

    Hi Tara. I have been where you are and then I started bullet journaling and it has really helped with my stress levels; it has also helped me plan a to do list and plan my day also bullet journaling is very good for tracking habits, mood and sleep. Hope this helps. Love you x

  • @amalqadeer6342
    @amalqadeer6342 4 года назад

    You are kind and amazing and I know you fell alone but it will be better it will eventually get better. Don’t stress remember that your fans love and supposed whatever you need to do !!

  • @taylorforrester3280
    @taylorforrester3280 4 года назад

    You don’t need to apologize for being human! You do you and feel what you feel! Hope things get better for you! ♥️

  • @LG-ky6lo
    @LG-ky6lo 4 года назад

    Have you ever thought about putting a two person soft tub on your back patio? You should check them out. I bet it would be wonderful especially since you’re in lockdown quarantine by yourself for the most part. Just as long as witchypoo doesn’t like to still sit and stare at you.

  • @JustMe-gr8fy
    @JustMe-gr8fy 4 года назад +2

    When I make the tiktok coffee I put extract (normally vanilla) in it so that it doesn’t have the instant coffee taste.

  • @lor5850
    @lor5850 4 года назад +135

    Tara: there is no coffee or matcha
    Me: Ok 😔
    Tara: but im unpacking stuff
    Me: Ok! 😍
    Edit: she did do coffee 🙌🤣

    • @oliviarios4434
      @oliviarios4434 4 года назад +2

      I felt the same emotions. I really enjoy breakfast and coffee with Tara!

  • @samanthanelson3563
    @samanthanelson3563 4 года назад

    I have also been feeling the same way! I just ordered 3 travel memoir books about traveling to France!! Hoping those will help my mind feel like its on vacation lol!! I think also keeping my space as clean as I can helps, really trying to rest on the weekends, and I got a planner also! Hope you feel better!

  • @madeleinebruich1252
    @madeleinebruich1252 4 года назад

    Everything hit me a couple weeks back so I can totally empathize!! It’s ok to have low moments. ❤️

  • @BADDGALNAT
    @BADDGALNAT 4 года назад +3

    I've been watching you since the beginning of my high-school days and I'm about to be 21 in 2 days....time flies. i love you

  • @mellinamoore1203
    @mellinamoore1203 4 года назад

    You're not alone girl, I'm feeling it too 💕 but doing good. I hope you feel better. We're all going through it.

  • @Starrfishh918
    @Starrfishh918 4 года назад

    GURL. I feel you! Your feelings are absolutely valid. I’m currently planning a wedding, trying to close on a house, and working full time all in quarantine and I am SO overwhelmed. While it sure feels like it now, I hope you remember you’re not alone and you have such immense strength to get through this! Look how far you’ve come so far! So so proud of you. Sending you all the support and love! ♥️

  • @bruschi090
    @bruschi090 4 года назад

    Never apologize for being real and true!! We are all feeling some way right now, and we can all use the gentle reminder we aren't alone in our feelings!

  • @lindseysellers2288
    @lindseysellers2288 4 года назад +54

    You said “I can’t believe it’s 3:40” right when my clock hit 3:40

  • @AshleyJade18
    @AshleyJade18 4 года назад +6

    As weird as it sounds... I can go Months without seeing anyone and be perfectly happily BUT when i start seeing people again and then go home that night, i can feel soooo lonely. It is a change in routine that throws my brain.

  • @bailey2867
    @bailey2867 4 года назад +2

    You should definitely do a giveaway of some of your sunglasses or other “clutter” bc that stuff seems awesome lol

  • @mirrorballgirlie
    @mirrorballgirlie 4 года назад

    Tara that bucket hat looks amazing on you! I saw it on your story yesterday too obsessed! 😍

  • @LaurenGVideography
    @LaurenGVideography 4 года назад +1

    if you need a video idea, i think it’d be so cool to talk about what you’ve learned about renting and now owning and what to do/get if you’re renting for the first time, stuff like thay

  • @LauraHixVlogs
    @LauraHixVlogs 4 года назад

    Hang in there. Do what you can. You got this!

  • @sophie5538
    @sophie5538 4 года назад +4

    I love you Tara! I miss all my friends too. I completely understand how you’re feeling and skipping the main channel video is a good idea. Keep doing you! Love you! 💕 💗 ❤️

  • @briannafure6140
    @briannafure6140 4 года назад

    Don’t apologize for getting real and showing the challenges that you’re going through! We’re here for you and understand that you need a break, take care of yourself :)

  • @0722ruthy
    @0722ruthy 4 года назад

    Hi Tara, I can totally relate to that feeling of loneliness and wanting to be with family. Working from home and living alone really affected me. I struggle with anxiety and depression. My doctor and therapist suggested I took a few days off. I ended up taking two weeks off and it helped so much! Sending you a big hug... 💛

  • @carolehanrahan
    @carolehanrahan 4 года назад

    I'm glad to see that you are recognizing that you need to be gentle with yourself. We all reach a point, especially during a pandemic lock down, where we need to take the time to just not push ourselves too hard and to just do what we can. Somedays that may mean just vegging on the couch and others it could mean a day of reading or watching TV. I got to that point last month and all of a sudden I had anxiety and depression and just had to let myself off the hook for a feew days. Much love from me to you. P.S. You are gorgeous! I love your outfits. I always wished I was a delicate little woman like you but instead got my grandmothers weight issues. You look wonderful in all the clothes and hats you put on.

  • @emirox5891
    @emirox5891 4 года назад

    Appreciate you so much! Thank you for posting, it is incredibly helpful to hear how you're processing everything. Your channel fosters a healthy place for me, and I hope it is good for you, too. Please take care, wishing you the best!

  • @chetnakhanna5965
    @chetnakhanna5965 4 года назад

    Tara you shipped totally take it easy on yourself... You're a wonderful hardworking driven person, don't stress yourself and realise that sometimes we all need a breather, always remember your productivity doesn't define u, you're wonderful and we all love and support you ❤️

  • @AliGiavanni
    @AliGiavanni 4 года назад +3

    that Capricorn life...I feel you, always getting things done

  • @claudiac5654
    @claudiac5654 4 года назад

    I think we all are having the same up and downs as you Tara. Its completely normal due to this crazy fckn pandemic we feel isolated. Its ok for you to take some time dont even need to tell us. You are a person as we are. Its the most important thing for you to take care of yourself. We all need some brake sometimes! Xoxo

  • @hanab.
    @hanab. 4 года назад +1

    Take care of yourself Tara! We wanna see you happy! 🤗

  • @skrodlada
    @skrodlada 4 года назад +73

    I feel bad for where Dalgona Coffee was actually invented, everyone calls it tiktok coffee and no it didnt come from tiktok.

    • @addangel
      @addangel 4 года назад +10

      ikr? my mom taught me how to whip coffee 20 years ago. definitely not a trend started on the internet

    • @harinichheda3223
      @harinichheda3223 4 года назад

      Omg same, I was like that's literally how we make coffee in my house😂

    • @Soo_Hyun
      @Soo_Hyun 4 года назад +1

      달고나 커피 originated in Korea! ☺️

    • @Rachel-mu8em
      @Rachel-mu8em 4 года назад +1

      do you feel that way about the origin of pizza too? relax, everything we consume ends up in a toilet. it’s fine lmao

  • @dawnrussell5810
    @dawnrussell5810 4 года назад +27

    Tara : has a full box of sunglasses
    Me : has one broken pair 😂😂

  • @jacquelinevillarreal657
    @jacquelinevillarreal657 4 года назад +1

    I think you should not doubt yourself, do not second guess what you want to film, it is your life and you should not fake things just so you don’t seem “boring”. I find you very entertaining🤗

  • @venusbucci4829
    @venusbucci4829 4 года назад

    Don’t worry about talking about how you feel, it’s good to talk about your feelings!

  • @Carmen-fu8st
    @Carmen-fu8st 4 года назад

    For the past few videos I thought the tree would look nice in that corner and it DOES! Love it

  • @SolarMar
    @SolarMar 4 года назад

    YOU LOOK SO ADORABLE WITH THE BUCKET HAT, OH MY!

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 года назад +1

    I don’t know why it’s so interesting to me but I love to watch unboxings

  • @moriahbenlulu8273
    @moriahbenlulu8273 4 года назад

    Tara! I love you so much!! I’ve been watching since FIDM and your life glow up has been REAL!! It’s crazy that I’ve been able to see you grow and whenever I watch old videos I remember where I was at that point in my life! Such a weird but good feeling! ❤️❤️ keep striving💖❤️

  • @Gigir472
    @Gigir472 4 года назад +1

    Hang in there babe, you got this 💪🏼

  • @KristinasDigitalDiary
    @KristinasDigitalDiary 4 года назад +1

    Your vlogs are my fav to watch

  • @88ashjen
    @88ashjen 4 года назад

    Aww Tara we are all with you! We will get through this tough spot together it’s not permanent just hoping things are turn around soon. This crap mentally sucks.

  • @babydino8467
    @babydino8467 4 года назад

    We need an advice video about working on your own/being an entrepreneur. You are so hard working!!

  • @pamelacooper1122
    @pamelacooper1122 4 года назад

    Love watching you cook and clean. a good night's sleep is always a good thing

  • @karlalong4541
    @karlalong4541 4 года назад

    I agree. The hat is tots adorable.

  • @flianze
    @flianze 4 года назад

    I had the same 'loneliness' feeling, I really wanted to go home and I finally did for a couple days and now I just want to go there again (I came back yesterday lol). I think the quarantine made me appreciate my home town a lot more (or even just appreciate it at all). So I feel you, I hope you'll be able to go to Canada soon. Wish you all the best!

  • @katarina_shae7912
    @katarina_shae7912 4 года назад

    You should film a decluttering my makeup collection for one of your vlogs!

  • @Therealvjv5
    @Therealvjv5 4 года назад

    Also... Cannot wait for the review of the new truffle brand items you got! Truff is amazing

  • @breannakreimerakin6637
    @breannakreimerakin6637 4 года назад

    I hope you feel better soon!!! Take the time you need because the world is CRAZY! But OMG I LOVE YOUR FOOD RECIPES! ❤️🤤❤️

  • @lisamoss7632
    @lisamoss7632 4 года назад +1

    You don't have to apologize for your emotions. We all need to be allowed to FEEL. 💜

  • @ashleyhunter5316
    @ashleyhunter5316 4 года назад

    Please take time for yourself because your happiness is more important then a 20 min video. I hope you get what you need love you!

  • @catthompson1856
    @catthompson1856 4 года назад

    You are amazing! Your videos have gotten me through the pandemic. Take time off hun! Take time for yourself xo 😘

  • @viktoriatannerthansen233
    @viktoriatannerthansen233 4 года назад +1

    No matter what your going through we don't want you to be stressed and post like you normally do. Relax and have a good time chat with some friends and enjoy your time instead of all that stress!. I watch all of your vids and love them all, hope it all get's better soon, love you

  • @peytonclemmer7095
    @peytonclemmer7095 4 года назад +1

    i miss my friends too :( most of mine live in a college town 2 hours from me and it's hard to see everyone because we are all working (during a pandemic) i really miss them. take advantage if your friends are close by!

  • @ambermartin5104
    @ambermartin5104 4 года назад

    If it helps, I've been feeling very overwhelmed lately as well, and I do yoga or meditation every morning and it really helps me to just de-stress and clear my head before the day starts

  • @AmyJennea12
    @AmyJennea12 4 года назад +10

    Tara: says she stresses herself out and runs herself too think so will relax eat dinner and watch favorite show tonight Also Tara: Whoops I edited all night and forgot to eat dinner!

  • @clairekiger5132
    @clairekiger5132 4 года назад +1

    I love taras vlogs so much!! It’s so entertaining to me! Love you Tara! Your so gorgeous

  • @shivbob1
    @shivbob1 4 года назад +1

    We enjoy the roller coaster ride of life! Because we can all relate....keep smiling beautiful 😍 😊

  • @angicakes88
    @angicakes88 4 года назад

    You have a bucket of sunglasses & I have a rectangular bin haha. But seriously I’ve been the same with my “spring cleaning” after getting 1/4 of the way through I got overwhelmed and just started staring at it all. 😩

  • @haleygardner8794
    @haleygardner8794 4 года назад

    I found you from tik tok a couple months ago with all the Witch videos but now I watch you daily while getting ready for work or just sitting around my house! I love how real and genuine you are with us! Stay safe❤❤❤

  • @HannahGraceRiddle
    @HannahGraceRiddle 4 года назад

    That bucket hat is everything!!

  • @brittanichatham2295
    @brittanichatham2295 4 года назад

    I normally don't like bucket hates but that one is so cute!

  • @SesRen
    @SesRen 4 года назад

    This vlog is such a mood rn :') definitely felt you when you talked about us all pausing but the world continuing on
    I'm just like "is this really summer?" Like are we really halfway through the year??? It feels kinda crazy

  • @briansaucedo3284
    @briansaucedo3284 4 года назад +7

    Hey Tara! I know how you feel about everything stacking each other and you are overwhelmed. I recommend going on a mini trip. Invite Jill and Connor and Brian and Tom. Go on a mini-vacation to palm springs. There are a lot of safe places to go to that take extra precautions with the virus and things like that. I just did it this past weekend and it was amazing! @tara @jill

  • @NicoleBolton87
    @NicoleBolton87 4 года назад

    Good to see you! Best part of my day is seeing a new video from you.

  • @berniebylda3306
    @berniebylda3306 4 года назад +1

    Maybe this is not the case for you but I went through this overwhelming feeling in my 30s too. I have a great job & was buying stuff left, right and center cause I could, clothes, makeup, knickknacks (or as my husband called them "crap"). My house was always cluttered which gave me anxiety. I feel my 30s was moving crap in my house from one space to another. I was buying stuff that I never even got to use & clothes that would sit in my wardrobe with the tags on for years. Then my husbands job situation changed & we needed to be a bit more responsible with money so I kept a budget for 3 months and was shocked about how much I spent on crap (have to admit my husband was right). Even though I could never be called a minimalist now, I have noticed that my anxiety has significantly decreased because there is no clutter all over the place. I see this a small bit in you (sorry I hope you are not offended) and the only advice I can give you is pick a room and do a small bit at a time, even if it takes 3 day and just declutter and give away. Do not move the stuff from one room to another like I did for years.