Nickelback - Lullaby lyrics
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- Опубликовано: 22 авг 2024
- My own personal lullaby... I listen to it every night before I go to sleep and it gives me a reason to wake up in the morning. I had to re-upload this video on here because I lost the MusicDogx3 channel :( I have to say that I wasn't nearly as sad about losing all the subscribers and views as I was about this video getting deleted. If you've seen it before on my first channel, you may know what was written in the description there... I don't think it has any sense for me to try and write the same thing again because it's been a long time since I wrote that and it wouldn't be as honest/simple/emotional as it was when I wrote in in the first place. But I will tell you this: I made this video in April 2012, when I was 14... I made it because this song is a song I absolutely love... I remember being so depressed in that time that I didn't even really keep up with music anymore. I knew Nickelback released Here And Now, but I didn't care to check the new songs out... but then, I'm not sure exactly when, but I remember seeing that they uploaded the music video for this song. I clicked on it and listened to the song for the first time - and when it got to the chorus, I broke down in tears. This song told me everything I needed to hear in that exact time... and I knew right away I wanted to make a lyric video for it. Once I put it up, it started getting a lot of views... and more than that; it started getting comments - people saying what the song means to them, what they've been through, what their life story has been like so far... I read all of those comments and it made me think a lot - I decided to share my story too. I thought it would be a fair thing to do since a lot of people were doing it, so I took time to type it into the description. As I said, I don't want to repeat it word by word, but basically.... it was about how I had trouble with my dad, trouble with my mom and step-dad at home, trouble with best friends who I though would never leave me. It was the first time I told anyone about the desire to jump off a bridge and crash down on the highway below which I felt when I was 13... and ever since then, the thought of taking my life has been stuck in my mind. I was never really accepted for who I am, I keep being misunderstood, forgotten, left behind... things like that take a toll on you after a while - they led me to the point where I thought the only solution would be to kill myself. But this song helped me realize that I have things and people worth living for, like my little step-sister.
When I published that description, I didn't think anyone would even read it or care about it... but I was wrong. There were countless comments telling me to stay strong, supporting me and saying that they understand/have been/are still going through the same thing as me. I couldn't believe it. In a way, it still brings me to tears each time I think about how many strangers cared about me and my story. Those comments never stopped; they went on for weeks, months, a year, ... even the day before I lost my account, I still got a new comment on that video... to think it's been almost 2 years and the support still didn't fade away - that's incredible. And the thing is... it wasn't just about me. To the very day the video got taken down, people still commented and shared their stories and more importantly: helped each other, gave advice, showed understanding or just told others that everything will turn out okay eventually. There were too many comments for me to read them all, but I read through a lot of them... and I was so surprised to see how many good people are still in this world.
I would never think it's been almost 2 years since I posted this video. A lot has changed... I'm turning 16 soon, I've changed schools, made new friends and fixed some of the relationships I had with my old ones. On the other hand, a lot of things stayed the same. I still struggle with depression and the thought of suicide, but now... I guess it's the same kind of battle as it always was, but in these 2 years, I've found the will to fight against those feelings. It still gets hard as hell, I still hit the bottom quite often, I still feel alone a lot of times - but I'm a fighter now. And this song, together with all the stories, is the reason I want to stay alive.
The original upload of this video, together with those stories, is gone for good. But I think that even if we can't read them anymore, it doesn't mean that they're forgotten. In fact, I believe that they will never be forgotten. Certain things here helped change the lives of many people for the better - and that is not something you'd ever forget.
You're a fighter - never give up.
I found your account and I'd never heard of Daughtry before and now I love their songs I think most of the views are from me aha I've been listening to them non stop
Oops I should probably learn artist names I searched up daughtry turns out I have heard quite a few of their songs before
It's a shame you lost your other account.
Yeah, it is... but it is what it is now, I can't go back so I better start new videos on here soon :)
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the same picture you text Judy over me I'm coming tomorrow