It's even more interesting your name is Shane Fuller. Which sounds a lot like fuller of shame :D I hope you don't mind the pun. Love your videos. I can resonate so much. I also have come from a generetional family drowned in shame. And to confirm all of my low self worth I met my all life best friends which also re-enforced a lot of that with bullying and ridicule, as well as a lot of bullying in school as well. Only recently I have been starting to re-own and re-connect with myself and develop trust. It's such a beautiful process. Thanks for putting out this content.
Ha you weren’t supposed to see that. I’m glad my videos have been resonating with you. Thanks for sharing-I agree it’s a beautiful process of reconnecting and developing trust with the self.
I so grateful for you channel. Everything is so resonate. I feel a huge timeline shift this August-September and I vê know deep down this is what you are talking about, your greatest fears or insecurities become your greatest gifts, contributions. Great reminder! Part of the soul contract
But Shane, when I share my light, I get trashed, my experience is isolation and being further gaslighted to the point that I’m too afraid to leave my house, I’ve hardly seen any daylight in the last 10 days, and my flowery loving nature is shut down by others, my light is dimmer not brighter from sharing my light. 🕊
Is that true that or is the mind with its fear-based programming closing the heart, creating the experience of others dimming your light? And could the darkness that is surfacing actually be life trying to heal old wounds of unworthiness, not being seen, etc?
Not very detailed on how to heal the shame. Its subconscious and deep rooted, so its not simple to remove it. My toxic shame is the result of Catholic upringing, brain damage and childhood emotional neglect. I have a lot of guilt and shame for not being able to transend my toxic shame, unworthiness, fear and self-centered ego delusion. Shame depresses me, demotivates me and blocks me from taking sustained, effective action to fight against it. Shame ultimately climaxes into a state of negativity, anxiety, hopelessness, powerlessness, meaninglessness, depression, avoidance, isolation, paralysis and despair. If you are rich, I would suggest years of therapy with an expert on healing from toxic shame.
This is so timely. I realised how much shame I hold for fear, but I’m not ashamed of my fear anymore
It's even more interesting your name is Shane Fuller. Which sounds a lot like fuller of shame :D I hope you don't mind the pun. Love your videos. I can resonate so much. I also have come from a generetional family drowned in shame. And to confirm all of my low self worth I met my all life best friends which also re-enforced a lot of that with bullying and ridicule, as well as a lot of bullying in school as well. Only recently I have been starting to re-own and re-connect with myself and develop trust. It's such a beautiful process. Thanks for putting out this content.
Ha you weren’t supposed to see that. I’m glad my videos have been resonating with you. Thanks for sharing-I agree it’s a beautiful process of reconnecting and developing trust with the self.
I so grateful for you channel. Everything is so resonate. I feel a huge timeline shift this August-September and I vê know deep down this is what you are talking about, your greatest fears or insecurities become your greatest gifts, contributions. Great reminder! Part of the soul contract
Wonderful! I’ve been feeling that timeline shift too. Glad my content has been resonating 🪷
Of course your a gift, Shane 🦋
Omg this is gold, it is exactly about me. Thank you 🙏🏻
I'm so glad it was helpful!
You are Amazing!! Your videos are helping me soooo much !! Thank you!
Aw thank you! I’m happy to help!
Another great video 🙂, thank you again❤️🙏
Absolutely! Thank you 💙
But Shane, when I share my light, I get trashed, my experience is isolation and being further gaslighted to the point that I’m too afraid to leave my house, I’ve hardly seen any daylight in the last 10 days, and my flowery loving nature is shut down by others, my light is dimmer not brighter from sharing my light. 🕊
Is that true that or is the mind with its fear-based programming closing the heart, creating the experience of others dimming your light? And could the darkness that is surfacing actually be life trying to heal old wounds of unworthiness, not being seen, etc?
Not very detailed on how to heal the shame. Its subconscious and deep rooted, so its not simple to remove it. My toxic shame is the result of Catholic upringing, brain damage and childhood emotional neglect. I have a lot of guilt and shame for not being able to transend my toxic shame, unworthiness, fear and self-centered ego delusion. Shame depresses me, demotivates me and blocks me from taking sustained, effective action to fight against it. Shame ultimately climaxes into a state of negativity, anxiety, hopelessness, powerlessness, meaninglessness, depression, avoidance, isolation, paralysis and despair. If you are rich, I would suggest years of therapy with an expert on healing from toxic shame.