Lana Del Rey - Text Book (Official Audio)

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  • Опубликовано: 21 окт 2021
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  • @mypham1117
    @mypham1117 2 года назад +2332

    Her collection of masterpieces is getting larger along with time

    • @diegohdz8787
      @diegohdz8787 2 года назад +9

      @@haribebas1095 youtube i am begging you they are everywhere

    • @henryackerman2970
      @henryackerman2970 2 года назад +7

      Well that is how time works…💀

    • @strawberrymilkshake1215
      @strawberrymilkshake1215 2 года назад +6

      wouldn’t expect anything less

    • @henrylinks1087
      @henrylinks1087 2 года назад +1

      set french restaurant free from the shackles and i will be happy
      God bless

    • @Funkywallot
      @Funkywallot 2 года назад +4

      Yeah... this one " Text Book" is really good

  • @camilagarcia2148
    @camilagarcia2148 2 года назад +617

    Lana always makes me feel less alone with her lyrics, such a poet.

  • @liliopes
    @liliopes 2 года назад +96

    This song has such a bittersweet energy

  • @sweetraven525
    @sweetraven525 2 года назад +59

    The fact that the whole album starts with the lyric: I guess you could call it Text Book 😍

    • @joshuaortiz4886
      @joshuaortiz4886 Год назад +6

      YEP, she didn't veil her intentions with it at all. and I love that she let the album speak for itself too.

  • @NobodyChip
    @NobodyChip 2 года назад +95

    She is a f*cking icon. My favorite artist of all time, hands down. I was counting down the days for the “Blue Banisters” release. So happy!! 😭❤️

  • @edalal
    @edalal 2 года назад +636

    i fell in love with the album

    • @ayaluqman
      @ayaluqman 2 года назад +16

      i fell in love with all lana's albums ngl

    • @aydakikz3709
      @aydakikz3709 2 года назад +9

      Haklisin eda

    • @neva8130
      @neva8130 2 года назад +4

      Katılıyorum

    • @destheg4553
      @destheg4553 2 года назад +4

      oh me too

    • @destheg4553
      @destheg4553 2 года назад +2

      @@ayaluqman didn’t everyone

  • @meryiya
    @meryiya 2 года назад +198

    Everything feels so warm and comforting. Thank you queen.

  • @heartlines.
    @heartlines. 2 года назад +2310

    couldn't imagine a better opener for blue banisters

    • @Qtica
      @Qtica 2 года назад +12

      i'm crying T_T

    • @AnaCarolina-pi8dp
      @AnaCarolina-pi8dp 2 года назад +10

      yes this is too good

    • @izzylee5923
      @izzylee5923 2 года назад +4

      i could

    • @victorthatfriend
      @victorthatfriend 2 года назад +33

      At first I was disappointed because I wanted the title track to be the opening but the ending of Text Book actually makes more sense. It sounds like an orchestra practicing for their concert.

    • @fanofbirdysongsandmusic2206
      @fanofbirdysongsandmusic2206 2 года назад +4

      Same

  • @Nubsitoo
    @Nubsitoo 2 года назад +317

    I just finished listening to the whole album and all the songs are beautiful, both in lyrics and sounds, and her voice is the best part, it makes me sad that after this we won't know when she will release music again but I am happy with this art that leaves us, I love you lana and thank you very much for your music

    • @JamesExcell-InterJex
      @JamesExcell-InterJex 2 года назад +8

      She released two albums last year.
      She's amazing! And she will be back...

  • @reemh.6235
    @reemh.6235 2 года назад +41

    "I think I'm too cool to know ya."
    "People say we are too much alike."
    💫

  • @ricardoberber9005
    @ricardoberber9005 2 года назад +41

    "Maybe just the way we're different could set me free" I felt that to a whole new level💙

  • @ivancarranza4513
    @ivancarranza4513 2 года назад +70

    she is the only artist that can make this kind of art.

  • @heartlines.
    @heartlines. 2 года назад +51

    Thank u Lana for serving again.

  • @corredor.6205
    @corredor.6205 2 года назад +2081

    She doesn't deserve a Grammy, or any prize or an award. She deserves the world. She deserves all the good things that are coming and will keep going to her. She's an angel on earth, but at the same time she's so human as us to make mistakes and learn from them. She lights people with her words and her melodies. I'm so proud of Lana on this album and as a fan, I really enjoy the perfect mix she's giving us of good music and words full of beauty and knowledge. ♡♡

    • @kendaljenner
      @kendaljenner 2 года назад +8

      Agree

    • @sydlambert9414
      @sydlambert9414 2 года назад +11

      Awards are for poseurs, lizzy is a true artist

    • @sydlambert9414
      @sydlambert9414 2 года назад +2

      @@Hgcfdghjjvvcaward shows are for poseurs😠

    • @cblhytku3118
      @cblhytku3118 2 года назад +4

      Обожаю её, её голос, настолько мелодичный,просто утопаю.....

    • @normandjeffreyrururush5840
      @normandjeffreyrururush5840 2 года назад +2

      Exactly, and other fandoms, they believe that because they are successful in their music, they deserve a grammy, and according to them, they think and say that they make art.
      Lana del Rey makes art.
      I'm upset too.

  • @meganf1801
    @meganf1801 2 года назад +457

    my dad who passed away also had a thunderbird when he was young. the first time I heard this song I immediately lost it. it's really wonderful how powerful music can be. never felt so connected to a song before

    • @arminearoutiunian2955
      @arminearoutiunian2955 2 года назад +4

      ❤️‍🩹

    • @dylancook8863
      @dylancook8863 2 года назад +7

      Sorry for your loss dear .. can't even imagine that feeling after hearing this song the first time .. Lana songs do that to me almost every time somehow it's like she's able to connect with so many people that way .. it's awesome .. Lana's my hands down absolute favorite artist ! She's beyond amazing and no other artist comes even close to what Lana's level is 💜💜💜💜

    • @staratlas7778
      @staratlas7778 Год назад

      ❤️

    • @mirandavilla3588
      @mirandavilla3588 Год назад +5

      My dad passed away too and in his will he left his thrunderbird to me. This song ripped me open. Sending you so much love. It’s otherworldly pain to lose those you love but when it’s a baby girls father? whew. Hugging you.

    • @coreywright33
      @coreywright33 Год назад

      🥹

  • @beautismos5514
    @beautismos5514 2 года назад +44

    the ending gives me goosebumps all over...what a masterpiece.

  • @talebtb2461
    @talebtb2461 2 года назад +1057

    "Text Book"
    I guess you could call it textbook
    I was lookin' for the father I wanted back
    And I thought I found it in Brentwood
    It seemed only appropriate you'd easily have my back
    And then there was the issue of her
    I didn't even like myself, or love the life I had
    And there you were with shining stars
    Standin' blue with open arms
    You touched the detriment most of the friends I knew already had
    You've got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
    Let's rewrite history, I'll do this dance with you
    You know I'm not that girl, you know I'll never be
    Maybe just the way we're different could set me free
    And there we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in the crowd
    By the Old Man River, and I saw you saw who I am
    God, I wish I was with my father
    He could see us in all our splendor
    All the things I couldn't want for him
    I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
    I screamed for them, ah-ah
    Could we do this dance again?
    Do you think if I go blonde, we could get our old love back?
    I guess this is really the end
    I never felt jealous before this year, but I'm jealous now
    People say we're too much alike
    But maybe, finally, that'll make it right
    In the end of all these sleepless nights
    Other men I met felt right
    Would smile at you and stick a knife
    In your back
    Finally, I met you so I'm not wonderin' why
    You've got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
    Let's rewrite history, I'll do this dance with you
    You know I'm not that girl, you know I'll never be
    Maybe just the way we're different could set me free
    There we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in the crowd
    By the Old Man River, and I saw you saw who I am
    God, I wish I was with my father
    He could see us in all our splendor
    All the things I couldn't want for him
    I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
    I screamed for them, ah-ah
    Old Man River keeps rollin'
    With or without him
    Old Man River keeps rollin'
    Without him, oh, my old man
    Old Man River keeps rollin', oh

    • @blackrossie935
      @blackrossie935 2 года назад +2

      Thanks😍💋

    • @pam-tj3tq
      @pam-tj3tq 2 года назад

      thx

    • @yuyi01a36
      @yuyi01a36 2 года назад +22

      This song is 5 mins and feels like 2 wtf that's how good it is

    • @seeyuh2424
      @seeyuh2424 2 года назад +2

      Thank you. Kidding, I'm Count Olaf, I don't thank people.

    • @andrewcarson6925
      @andrewcarson6925 2 года назад +12

      BLM IS NOTHING BUT A JOKE

  • @tanvistuff
    @tanvistuff 2 года назад +65

    omg this album😭😭😭

  • @DeeDeeFatmLoverWanab
    @DeeDeeFatmLoverWanab 2 года назад +36

    2 albums in one yearr thanks Queen

    • @lalapookielolie
      @lalapookielolie 2 года назад +5

      I think i saw u on Ajay's video (in the comments)

  • @morixh7389
    @morixh7389 2 года назад +126

    One of the best songs in the album.

  • @catapimbaz
    @catapimbaz 2 года назад +22

    I'll always remember the year of 2012 when I found out Lana and start loving her, thank u 💓

  • @adovel8148
    @adovel8148 2 года назад +17

    I love this, I'm crying Lana, I love you much.

  • @hazel9054
    @hazel9054 2 года назад +13

    This is one of my favourites. The chorus is heavenly.

  • @camiandrade8716
    @camiandrade8716 2 года назад +7

    Knowing Lana, and trying to understand her by these songs, it’s been the best journey ever. And I’m not leaving, either.

  • @georgesnotes4968
    @georgesnotes4968 2 года назад +117

    She's a living legend

  • @boynextdoor1800
    @boynextdoor1800 2 года назад +168

    Wow so many good songs from our Queen!

    • @anthny.m08
      @anthny.m08 2 года назад +1

      @@haribebas1095 stop wtf

  • @AK-dx4ex
    @AK-dx4ex 2 года назад +5

    She's the most precious,her songs,her energy,her EVERYTHING is perfect.

  • @WindPortal
    @WindPortal 2 года назад +6

    This album is so fresh

  • @lfeb6127
    @lfeb6127 2 года назад +27

    a truly masterpiece. it's touching my soul every time i hear these lyrics and beautiful voice. thank u lana. love u

  • @josepenaranda7085
    @josepenaranda7085 2 года назад +22

    This is like there are 3 songs within the song.. such a masterpiece.

  • @diara995
    @diara995 6 часов назад

    Love you dear Lana 💓 your music transcends

  • @kaneezzainab2600
    @kaneezzainab2600 2 года назад +218

    i lost my father in may this year. this song makes me feel closer to him. i miss him but i would like to believe he is happier wherever he is.

    • @theegeorgi
      @theegeorgi 2 года назад +5

      sorry for your loss 🤍

    • @annakatie7347
      @annakatie7347 2 года назад +6

      i'm sorry. I lost mine in July. life's just hell now, but this song somehow helps.

    • @sunigarichard4087
      @sunigarichard4087 2 года назад +2

      Reminds me of my father he passed few years ago on Halloween ... I just feel the weight of that right now and this song by Lana just brings old emotions ...

    • @gillbawden
      @gillbawden 2 года назад +2

      I am sending you a massive hug. I am yet to experience that and I know it will be so very painful. XXX

    • @emmathelovewitch
      @emmathelovewitch 9 месяцев назад

      I lost my mom at a young age. Loosing a parent is hard and you never quite heal. I’m sorry for your loss and your not alone in this. 🩵

  • @mohdshow
    @mohdshow Год назад +5

    This and Thunder are probably the best two songs on this album

  • @buranopeach5245
    @buranopeach5245 2 года назад +9

    This along with BBS is my favourite, but then again Dealer and Thunder omg, and cherry blossom, OMG AND ARCADIA?! this is insane. This is my favourite album :'(

  • @jadelauren2269
    @jadelauren2269 2 года назад +10

    this era is just breathtaking ♡

  • @greeneyedcat2748
    @greeneyedcat2748 2 года назад +3

    A blue story told gracefully and with sass - what else was I expecting ?.

  • @nilufer2280
    @nilufer2280 Год назад +6

    Such a personal, heartbreaking, vulnerable song that she wrote. For me, this song is all about daddy issues and how it breaks you, and how you can search for your dad in future relationships to remake the bad relationship that you had with your dad. It's personal but somehow universal,

  • @gabbyencinas249
    @gabbyencinas249 Год назад +5

    Lana’s music has always made me feel alive and always will. Has something in it that makes me feel free.❤️

  • @helenadegreeftheonlyone
    @helenadegreeftheonlyone 2 года назад +15

    Lana , you did not lost it girl. Xxx keep your head up

  • @rozielaili1229
    @rozielaili1229 2 года назад +59

    You're the best Lana😍🥺

  • @Hi_Soles
    @Hi_Soles 2 года назад +10

    wake up to this goddess's new album? best thing of the week.

  • @jupiter933
    @jupiter933 2 года назад +29

    Thank you for making this beautiful album

  • @modernagesso9355
    @modernagesso9355 2 года назад +236

    Um dia quero conhecer vc Lana cantora excepcional maravilhosa Deus ilumine seu trabalho 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼 ❤️❤️❤️🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷

  • @viniciusdonato7434
    @viniciusdonato7434 2 года назад +32

    AOTY! I've been your fan since 2012 and you keep bringing it every. time. I love seeing you grow and evolve. I pray that you live peaceful days with the people you love, and never stop making poetry, music and giving us your art. Thank you for just being you. I know it's been hard lately but know that I'm here for you, we're here for you and you are this beacon in a dark night. Love you lots like polka-dots

  • @megmeg367
    @megmeg367 2 года назад +6

    my ears have been blessed

  • @passionpitmosh
    @passionpitmosh 2 года назад +18

    This album is perfection. Production is for once, R E L A T A B L E

  • @TheRdx95
    @TheRdx95 2 года назад +2

    OMG the final part of this song it's just beautiful

  • @timbrawdy2249
    @timbrawdy2249 2 года назад +9

    Great vibe to this song! I love you, Lana!

  • @awkwardpinkstance8335
    @awkwardpinkstance8335 Год назад +13

    Lana is literally underrated 😟🔥

  • @Bianca-my7tb
    @Bianca-my7tb 2 года назад +8

    Just finished listening to all the songs. I think this has just become my comfort album. Something I never knew I needed 🥺❤️

  • @shahadhamood1292
    @shahadhamood1292 2 года назад +6

    Her angelic voice😭❤️❤️❤️.

  • @__NataN
    @__NataN 2 года назад +67

    Isso é LANA...
    Olha esse refrão véi 😍😢

    • @_simaramts
      @_simaramts 2 года назад +3

      laninha nunca erra

  • @crisfada9489
    @crisfada9489 2 года назад +100

    A cada música publicada dá para ver que o novo álbum está excelente! 👏🙃 Lana é demais! 👏👏😌🎶💖

  • @davidliddell8458
    @davidliddell8458 2 года назад +6

    absolutley one of her bestest 💖 my BB's favourite

  • @angelinebena9675
    @angelinebena9675 2 года назад +3

    This song still blows my mind

  • @Omer_ezra
    @Omer_ezra 2 года назад +13

    Wow that’s an amusing song!! Your voice is everything Lana! We love u 😍

  • @NeverGiveUpYo
    @NeverGiveUpYo 2 года назад +4

    What a masterpiece of an album! Lana, I love you.

  • @daniellruiiz8819
    @daniellruiiz8819 2 года назад +40

    No sé cómo lo hace ni cómo explicarlo... Estoy en el peor momento de mi vida y su música hace más cálida esta tristeza, hace que se sienta bien estar triste si eso tiene sentido, es como el complemento perfecto para el dolor.

    • @Paula-bk3rw
      @Paula-bk3rw 2 года назад +6

      Siempre sentí eso con la música de Lana. Es como si me hiciera sentir cómoda con mi depresión. Ya vendrán tiempos mejores, mientras tanto disfrutemos de esta joyita 🎧

    • @jefersoncontreras9069
      @jefersoncontreras9069 2 года назад +1

      Te amo Jacob:(.

    • @lolitaneverdie1901
      @lolitaneverdie1901 Год назад

      Daniell Ruiiz I understand you, Lana's music working for good when I'm sad, is blessed.

  • @CJWII
    @CJWII Год назад +2

    I love how the tempo changes in this song. Amazing.

  • @sarah-lune_6326
    @sarah-lune_6326 2 года назад +2

    I'm obsessed with this one

  • @lilac3184
    @lilac3184 2 года назад +10

    OMG THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SLAPPING US WITH A BEAUTIFUL ALBUM

  • @Mariam-hc8zq
    @Mariam-hc8zq Год назад +3

    i luv this song

  • @levbadal
    @levbadal 2 года назад +101

    ❗Lyrics❗
    [Verse 1]
    I guess you could call it textbook
    I was lookin' for the father I wanted back
    And I thought I found it in Brentwood
    It seemed only appropriate you'd easily have my back
    [Pre-Chorus]
    And then there was the issue of her
    I didn't even like myself, or love the life I had
    And there you were with shining stars
    Standin' blue with open arms
    You touched the detriment most of the friends I knew already had
    [Chorus]
    You've got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
    Let's rewrite history, I'll do this dance with you
    You know I'm not that girl, you know I'll never be
    Maybe just the way we're different could set me free
    And there we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in the crowd
    By the Old Man River, and I saw you saw who I am
    God, I wish I was with my father
    He could see us in all our splendor
    All the things I couldn't want for him
    I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
    I screamed for them, ah-ah
    [Verse 2]
    Could we do this dance again?
    Do you think if I go blonde, we could get our old love back?
    I guess this is really the end
    I never felt jealous before this year, but I'm jealous now
    [Pre-Chorus]
    People say we're too much alike
    But maybe, finally, that'll make it right
    In the end of all these sleepless nights
    Other men I met felt right
    Would smile at you and stick a knife
    In your back
    Finally, I met you so I'm not wonderin' why
    [Chorus]
    You've got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one, too
    Let's rewrite history, I'll do this dance with you
    You know I'm not that girl, you know I'll never be
    Maybe just the way we're different could set me free
    There we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in the crowd
    By the Old Man River, and I saw you saw who I am
    God, I wish I was with my father
    He could see us in all our splendor
    All the things I couldn't want for him
    I screamed for them, oh-oh-oh
    I screamed for them, ah-ah
    [Outro]
    Old Man River keeps rollin'
    With or without him
    Old Man River keeps rollin'
    Without him, oh, my old man
    Old Man River keeps rollin', oh

  • @Itsshezk
    @Itsshezk Год назад +18

    Como essa mulher não tem um Grammy? Lana vc é simplesmente PERFEITA.

  • @axellchanel2586
    @axellchanel2586 2 года назад +7

    Omg i love this song💜💜💜💜😭

  • @gabriellygarcia1662
    @gabriellygarcia1662 2 года назад +48

    EU TE AMO, LANAAAAAAAAAA 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚

  • @ladylay6232
    @ladylay6232 2 года назад +4

    Lana came again like a warm blanket ,to my cold ass life.

  • @liferockedme
    @liferockedme 2 года назад +18

    the album is perfect ❤️

  • @butterflytiffany
    @butterflytiffany 2 года назад +16

    Life is a lot less lonely when I hear how Sinatra (similar, thought I’d leave this cute typo) our life stories and relationships have been. I’m going to sit at Coney Island Beach and listen while I watch the water. Thank you for sharing your gift with us. Great record

  • @joaovictorlimaviana4084
    @joaovictorlimaviana4084 2 года назад +5

    I love this song so much

  • @justinphilpott9746
    @justinphilpott9746 2 года назад +1

    I can't believe it was all the way back in May that I listened to this song for the first time with my brother , vibing in the drive-through, blown away by how its rhythmic pre-chorus falls away into the floating chorus. One of the most memorable songs of the year and one of my all time favorites!

  • @Joseherreraiv
    @Joseherreraiv 2 года назад +2

    Every song Lana makes is Devine

  • @dimitristserpistalis3191
    @dimitristserpistalis3191 2 года назад +6

    I love the lyrics , the best opener for blue banisters.

  • @o_o-lj1ym
    @o_o-lj1ym 2 года назад +797

    The beginning of this song has an ultraviolence vibe except she’s talking about her actual father and not her sugar daddy.

  • @musicanocopyright1963
    @musicanocopyright1963 Год назад +2

    i luv u so much lana♡

  • @danayates3195
    @danayates3195 Год назад +1

    I love dancing to Lana’s music!

  • @rinskevanmensvoort82
    @rinskevanmensvoort82 2 года назад +5

    My god this is so good 😭.

  • @lanadelwho9230
    @lanadelwho9230 2 года назад +4

    Such a beautiful song

  • @lilnegan0845
    @lilnegan0845 2 года назад +5

    my queen 💫

  • @neva8130
    @neva8130 2 года назад +3

    Her voice calms me down

  • @digitalgrl308
    @digitalgrl308 2 года назад +7

    This albums a masterpiece

  • @haniaj9793
    @haniaj9793 2 года назад +5

    She gives us thrills, goddess Lana♥️

  • @lucasgabrieldarakjiantavar6201
    @lucasgabrieldarakjiantavar6201 Год назад +2

    I adore this album ♥️

  • @Ana-iw4cw
    @Ana-iw4cw 2 года назад +3

    The definition of perfection

  • @arsvalusha6044
    @arsvalusha6044 2 года назад +32

    Спасибо! Люблю эту певицу, слушаю всегда)🌷♥️

  • @kraiemtoufik920
    @kraiemtoufik920 2 года назад +30

    The cover is lit 🔥

  • @maocharlisme
    @maocharlisme Год назад +1

    *I have a hunch people who love Lana's music and writing might like this... So here is my story of today, a day in early september, to this song:*
    This afternoon I was lying at one of my favourite spots in the city: next to the river, under some planted trees that have already grown quite large and mature and at the edge of a parkscaped, somewhat elevated grassfield that provides a spacious escape and relief from the busy and occupied city center and surrounding neighbourhoods that it lies inbetween. Not an unimportant reasons to why it is one of my favourite places to hang out in town is because it is such a quietening and soul calming yet still lively place with enough green, the chill trees as a natural and serene ceiling to provide just enough protection for mind, soul and body and the bold, strong river ever following its way nearby while at the same time right next to those trees where I lay, chill and calm myself under there is actually a nice and authentically urban skate park that fits in perfectly with the environment and is much used and has life about it by means of the many skater boys and some skater girls who regularly cultivate and manifest their heart- and body-felt, sportive-chill lifestyle there. They breathe the atmosphere they bring to life there themselves♡
    I've never have felt nor had the passion, talent or even just desire to really ever become a skaterboy myself but I always have felt a sincere passion, affection and pull towards dreamy or at least chill skater boys as they have been my dream of simple but for me most meaningful ideals of youth, life and desire ever since I can remember. I'd happily let anyone step into a bmw to be driven away towards the lap of luxury by a rich and succesful, entrepreneuring man when I can have my pretty (handsome) and sensitive-tough skaterboi with his rugged, worn-out skateboar in his hand, dangling next to his nonchalantly saggy-baggy, lose-fitting pants or on his bmx, leaning on, of and over it while he is standing, waiting at a short distance in front of me and still _somewhat_ seated on the saddle of the bike. One who also wants to be with me to simply chill, hang out and explore the easy-going pleasures of further urban landscapes, parks and such as we go about without much ado, exploring and chilling in the world together.
    So as I was chilling there (so far a lifetime by myself still) this afternoon there were a couple kids using the skatepark aswell, mostly just bmx-ers today actually. One stylish but casual as always young guy faultered somewhat in front of me and there he sat down to just chill and listen to his own music or something. At this point I started to observe him and the other skaterboys more as I had before done so more. It is very inspiring to me to appreciate and love their authentic beauty and the beauty of their simple, relaxed and authentic lifestyle, along with their wonderful talents and skills from a short distance like that. Even just the posture and body language of the guy sitting there was beautiful to me. I loved him like that as do I love many or even most of those skaterboys, all with their own unique, personal and particular expressions in the style fitting that lifestyle.
    The other day I had had a minor conflict via facebookchat again with the young guy, who still looks like a boy often, who I fell deeply, passionately, soulfully and star-gazingly in love with quite some years ago. He has a style and lifestyle that has an exuberance and even vibes that are rather close to those of your typical skater boy only he isn't so himself. The night I first met him and introduced myself to him he told me already he was a dancer and a drummer and even that he already had been the champion of hip-hop dancing in our country. We danced the night away somehow and such: instant connection. Only he has never felt the courage, will or space to explore returning my love that I later confessed to him some times over even. He chose and continues to chose the life of a straight, cool and tough squater, stoner, free-party thrower, soundsystem loving and contrarian dealer with no time apparantly to spend a few months swerving from that chaotic path. Each time again I've seen the him I know (my secret soul-mate) and the many versions of him that he and others may know that appear to come and go as masks and façades that are entirely and quickly a second nature and I've always wondered and anxiously questioned wether the him that I know that is so dear to me may ever win, thrive and get utmost priority for even just a few months or so. So we were chatting and I got romantic and passionate in expressing myself as it was storming outside. Short of a year ago he had already told me finally it was about time for me according to him to let that being in love go and to try to get over it even though that is hard. And months ago we had last seen and spoken and things got somewhat clarified but nothing fixed. I took my space and time in order to be able to deal with it all. And now, once again, I had annoyed him and made him feel stressed and on edge with my truthfulness and expressing myself and got a few blunt and incensitive remarks about being too wordy and vague. All very painful. But I spoke with a friend and took pride quickly again in picking up my life and own lifestyle in my own way again, nothing to prove this time.
    So, as I had been looking at this beautiful skaterboy this inspiringly beautiful skaterboy sitting and hanging there at the edge of the skating ground I had selected this song to play as I was going to let the album play for a while actually and was about getting my stuff together to leave when suddenly my own text that sound like song lyrics spontaniously and unrelated to the song came to mind:
    _Master of identity... and persona to._
    _Can you ever authentically be_
    _if you're never all that's true?_
    _...and shrugging away from blue._
    I took out my phone to immediately note it down and not lose it and suddenly thought to myself that I should go over to the guy, greet him in a chill and casual way and ask him laid-back but also very sincerely and as I am and felt if he would hear that little piece I just wrote and tell me what he think of it. I have always felt too anxious to be perceived as _too different_ and a missfit at best to go up to them skaterboys, have a chat with them in a way that is authentic to me and be vulnerable in going for the dream-image that is actually often tangibly in life right before my eyes to be found and finally be ultimately vulnerable like that: to see if a connection can be formed from where I could perhaps even persue one guy I would vibe the most with for this or that as a start. Because my very easy-going but also to me in their simplicity greatest and most fulfilling, wonderful and desirable ideals and dreams are at stake here the innate fear of failure tends to be immense and overwhelming. I've also in my past experienced much ridiculing and bullying about what would be deemed unrealistic and ridiculous wants and desires so I've been keeping this place and what it means to me to and for myself aswell, out of necessity to not feel shamed and disheartened once again. I've been biding my time to truly connect with myself there and with what I feel in my inner world and to the external world there so close that I desire in some ways to finally truly connect with. It's a tough balance between expressing the parts of identity from such sub-culture that I also feel in me but wasn't much seen or recognized in my life, presenting myself authentically and vulnerable to feel that it is a meaningful endeavour as I continue to stay true to myself in doing it and keeping enough for myself innitially as to not unneccarily embarass myself when it matters most to me. Because sudden homophilia and homeroticism being accepted and instantly welcomed in such a sub-culture, especially amongst guys?... seems unlikely, right?
    When I looked up again from my phone, having written it, I had truly thought and pretty much decided at that point to approach the guy and strike up that conversation. But chance had it that he had already gotten up to go about riding and tricking through the skatepark! Ofcourse... that's what a skater does after all. What do you think of that? It was a little moment of inner bravery that could not yet find the right timing and right external circumstances to become outwardly. I do really want to start sharing my poetry, dreams and romanticism with such guys who are most beautiful and inspiring to me... just as something beween us that simply and easily can be. Nothing complicated, just beauty and joy. I hope that bohemian braveheart who guards a great and beautiful truth (of my pure love-passion and inspiration) in me can refind and regain the courage and be given the right opportunities to go and express to and connect with those beautiful guys floating, chilling and grounding out there for what it is beckoning me to innitiate and go an do.
    I will keep going to that place, or another place and another that connects me with who I am and what I feel most truthfully inside in what I love, admire and desire most truly out there. This is some music to watch boys to.

    • @maocharlisme
      @maocharlisme Год назад

      I challenge anyone to come up with a really funny and witty TLDR! 😂👆🏼📖

  • @pulengkoko497
    @pulengkoko497 Год назад +5

    Lana even if you had a song that just said lalala it would be beautiful because you would sing it 💖

  • @violette2760
    @violette2760 2 года назад +4

    OMFGGGG YES

  • @ov4476
    @ov4476 2 года назад +4

    Listened to this song on repeat all day 😍 the whole album is amazing

  • @songsformyexthatilikeorwro9438
    @songsformyexthatilikeorwro9438 2 года назад +2

    wow imagine being here 22 minutes after she posted this 🤟🏻🖤 love u lana

  • @maryawaled9029
    @maryawaled9029 2 года назад +2

    im so in love with her

  • @nzzimi
    @nzzimi Год назад +3

    idk why this gives me back to black by AW

  • @clgnoyuncu1013
    @clgnoyuncu1013 2 года назад +5

    I miss the old days. 2012. omg ım crying :(

  • @percyvalle921
    @percyvalle921 Год назад +1

    I guess men in their fifties get lonely and sentimental... in the middle of the night, when I can't sleep I call your voice, in the middle of my life when the burden is too heavy, when the moment deserves an angel...
    Much love from a Frenchman 🇫🇷

  • @red_baby786
    @red_baby786 2 года назад +2

    this is so pretty wtf😭

  • @Aralen1331
    @Aralen1331 2 года назад +147

    Desde que escuché está canción me dio las vibras que me confirmó el álbum entero: una joya.

    • @ahhhgorgeous356
      @ahhhgorgeous356 2 года назад +13

      super si, estaba esperando el álbum con ansias y no me decepcionó.

  • @neva8130
    @neva8130 2 года назад +3

    Stream this album

  • @lucasrabelo1303
    @lucasrabelo1303 2 года назад +66

    *Livro Didático*
    Acho que você poderia chamar isso de livro didático
    Eu estava procurando o pai que eu queria de volta
    E pensei ter encontrado em Brentwood
    Parecia muito apropriado que você facilmente me protegesse
    E então, houve a questão dela
    Eu nem gostava de mim mesma ou amava a vida que eu tinha
    E lá estava você, com estrelas brilhantes
    De pé, frágil, com os braços abertos
    Você tocou no prejuízo
    Que a maioria dos amigos que eu conhecia já tinham tocado
    Você tem um carro Thunderbird, meu pai tinha um também
    Vamos reescrever a história, vou fazer essa dança com você
    Você sabe que eu não sou aquela garota, você sabe que nunca serei
    Talvez apenas o jeito como nós somos diferentes possa me libertar
    E lá estávamos nós, gritando Vidas Negras Importam no meio da multidão
    Perto do rio Mississippi, e eu vi que você viu quem eu sou
    Deus, eu gostaria de estar com o meu pai
    Ele poderia nos ver em todo o nosso esplendor
    Todas as coisas que eu não poderia desejar para ele
    Eu gritei por eles, oh, oh, oh
    E gritei por eles, ah
    Poderíamos fazer essa dança de novo?
    Você acha que se eu ficar loira
    Nós poderíamos ter o nosso antigo amor de volta?
    Acho que este é realmente o fim
    Nunca senti ciúmes antes deste ano
    Mas estou com ciúmes agora
    As pessoas dizem que estamos muito vivos
    Mas talvez, finalmente, isso fará tudo ficar bem
    No final de todas essas noites sem dormir
    Outros homens que conheci pareciam certos
    Sorririam para você e enfiariam uma faca
    Nas suas costas
    Finalmente, eu te conheci, então não estou me perguntando por quê
    Você tem um carro Thunderbird, meu pai tinha um também
    Vamos reescrever a história, vou fazer essa dança com você
    Você sabe que eu não sou aquela garota, você sabe que nunca serei
    Talvez apenas o jeito como nós somos diferentes possa me libertar
    E lá estávamos nós, gritando Vidas Negras Importam no meio da multidão
    Perto do rio Mississippi, e eu vi que você viu quem eu sou
    Deus, eu gostaria de estar com o meu pai
    Ele poderia nos ver em todo o nosso esplendor
    Todas as coisas que eu não poderia desejar para ele
    Eu gritei por eles, oh, oh, oh
    E gritei por eles, ah
    Old Man River continua tocando
    Com ou sem ele
    Old Man River continua tocando
    Sem ele, ah, meu velho
    Old Man River continua tocando, oh

  • @strawberryandorange7581
    @strawberryandorange7581 2 месяца назад

    i just cant stop listening to her music! it’s so calming yet so beautiful, personally i feel like she is such an underrated artist and has THE BEST music, and not one song disappoints! 🩷❤️