“You existed. You mattered. You lived.” that letter for his younger self hits differently! 🥹 Bus - represents his journey through life, and those bus stops were real places from his childhood Marble - missed childhood Pencil - missed school House - no permanent place to call his home This song is very personal to Josh, for sure - a glimpse of his life through a song. He had the most difficult life growing up and this speaks so much about what he’s been through and how he’s been trying to overcome it. Brave soul 🩵
Many things hurt him when he was a kid. He experienced a traumatic childhood. Abuse by a nanny, No father figure, didn't finished school coz family went bankrupt. He only attend a normal school until third grade. No food at the table, being evicted many times, run away at the age of 15 and started working, heard many discouraging things said by his boss and etc, girlfriend two timed him with his friend and they make it obvious. This song Silent CRIES 😭 someone give him a hug 😭
Josh's MVs really are carefully thought out. Some of the symbolisms: *Car toy - he was born in the car on the way to the hospital *Marbles - childhood games *Pencil - school he couldn't finish unlike most people *Letter - written to his younger self *Removing the necklaces - removing the chains of his past *Walking through hospital beds - hospitalized and almost dying of dengue as a child or could be about his dad. Josh mentioned before of having to let go of the idea of meeting him and move on Because of all the things that happened to him during his childhood, he had to grow up fast. Hence the lyric, trying to find pieces of the child that died where his innocence was lost. When he was young, him and his family were evicted out of their house so him crying in front of the gate could be that very same house they were evicted from. Despite all of this, he grew up beautifully with a great head on his shoulder. Pls check out Cashual Chuck's video of what nobody knows about Josh. You'll be able connect with the MV more
i love the way u react to the boys..... pls do watch casual chucks documentary about the journey of sb19 and u will understand josh and the other boys.....
This is the first single of an album that's dropping on September 6. The song is auto-biographical - all of the boys have had it rough, but Josh of the five had the worst childhood. Name it, he probably experienced it (homelessness, physical abuse, no food to eat, dropping out of school, working young to make ends meet). All the stops on his bus ride are true locations that bring painful memories with them.
You have to watch the CASHUAL CHUCK SERIES ( 6 episodes I believe ) and find out the boys' s struggles before SB19 and how SB19 all started. It's like a mini documentary put together and created by Cashual Chuck, an avid reactor to SB19. This song and MV will make more sense after you watch the series.
Josh had a very difficult childhood. Josh grew up with a single mom and never knew his father. He and his sister were physically abused by a nanny while their mother worked. They were bullied in school and had to repeat grades. Josh left home at 14? to try to make it on his own. He had a very hard life.😢
Josh struggled through his childhood. from what he revealed through interviews, he grew up without a father then later found out that his father fell into mental illness. having just his mom and his older sister, they suffered financially and even went homeless, his older sister became an alcoholic and he had to grow up to take care of her, they dropped out of school and if were able to enroll they got bullied for being repeaters. also, his mom left them with a nanny who physically abused them whenever their mom went off to work. It was such a painful journey for him, but now he is slowly coming into terms with these hardships. hope to see your next RV ladies.. Stell also dropped his Anino MV..
This MV is a look back at the places that took his childhood innocence. The things he wasn't able to have because he had to grow up early & provide. These places were real and I think his tears were as well as he tried to recall those moments of trauma and let it go
Is it the what you don't know about each member? I saw a comment about that series from casualchuck. We want to know more about the boys for sure❤️ -Abrielle
Thank you! I am putting this on the list and we will start reacting to it soon❤️ I think knowing their story will help us understand their music better! Literally so excited to learn more!!!!!! -Abrielle
@@ReactHERS Thank you Abrielle. Love your reactions and love all your energies. Thank you for loving the boys 💙 Hope to see all four of you when you watch the docu series.
“You existed. You mattered. You lived.” that letter for his younger self hits differently! 🥹
Bus - represents his journey through life, and those bus stops were real places from his childhood
Marble - missed childhood
Pencil - missed school
House - no permanent place to call his home
This song is very personal to Josh, for sure - a glimpse of his life through a song. He had the most difficult life growing up and this speaks so much about what he’s been through and how he’s been trying to overcome it. Brave soul 🩵
You're on point! I really love this. him going to these places of his childhood is so meaningful. another sad but upbeat song from our dark lord
Many things hurt him when he was a kid. He experienced a traumatic childhood. Abuse by a nanny, No father figure, didn't finished school coz family went bankrupt. He only attend a normal school until third grade. No food at the table, being evicted many times, run away at the age of 15 and started working, heard many discouraging things said by his boss and etc, girlfriend two timed him with his friend and they make it obvious. This song Silent CRIES 😭 someone give him a hug 😭
Josh's MVs really are carefully thought out. Some of the symbolisms:
*Car toy - he was born in the car on the way to the hospital
*Marbles - childhood games
*Pencil - school he couldn't finish unlike most people
*Letter - written to his younger self
*Removing the necklaces - removing the chains of his past
*Walking through hospital beds - hospitalized and almost dying of dengue as a child or could be about his dad. Josh mentioned before of having to let go of the idea of meeting him and move on
Because of all the things that happened to him during his childhood, he had to grow up fast. Hence the lyric, trying to find pieces of the child that died where his innocence was lost. When he was young, him and his family were evicted out of their house so him crying in front of the gate could be that very same house they were evicted from. Despite all of this, he grew up beautifully with a great head on his shoulder. Pls check out Cashual Chuck's video of what nobody knows about Josh. You'll be able connect with the MV more
Very well said kaps 😢😢
i love the way u react to the boys..... pls do watch casual chucks documentary about the journey of sb19 and u will understand josh and the other boys.....
JOSH - he is truly the man in SB19 who has gone through a lot of battles in his younger years. I cried, listening to his song❤❤❤
This is the first single of an album that's dropping on September 6. The song is auto-biographical - all of the boys have had it rough, but Josh of the five had the worst childhood. Name it, he probably experienced it (homelessness, physical abuse, no food to eat, dropping out of school, working young to make ends meet). All the stops on his bus ride are true locations that bring painful memories with them.
When you know his past you can easily relate to the song he made, so sad past😥😥😥
You have to watch the CASHUAL CHUCK SERIES ( 6 episodes I believe ) and find out the boys' s struggles before SB19 and how SB19 all started. It's like a mini documentary put together and created by Cashual Chuck, an avid reactor to SB19. This song and MV will make more sense after you watch the series.
Yes! That's a great idea ❤️
-Abrielle
i agree , u should watch that documentary series of Cashualchuck 😊
He really had a very difficult childhood and he fought so hard to have a better life.
Josh had a very difficult childhood. Josh grew up with a single mom and never knew his father. He and his sister were physically abused by a nanny while their mother worked. They were bullied in school and had to repeat grades. Josh left home at 14? to try to make it on his own. He had a very hard life.😢
His life story. This MV. You just want to hug the young Josh. Read the letter, it made me tear up
Josh struggled through his childhood. from what he revealed through interviews, he grew up without a father then later found out that his father fell into mental illness. having just his mom and his older sister, they suffered financially and even went homeless, his older sister became an alcoholic and he had to grow up to take care of her, they dropped out of school and if were able to enroll they got bullied for being repeaters. also, his mom left them with a nanny who physically abused them whenever their mom went off to work.
It was such a painful journey for him, but now he is slowly coming into terms with these hardships.
hope to see your next RV ladies.. Stell also dropped his Anino MV..
Lyrics basically his life story. All the places were all connected with his life experiences.
manifesting for sb19 going to coachella
Josh's life story.
He had a traumatic childhood 😢
I really like his MVs
He had mentioned that he has been taken advantage to while working . Apart from a difficult childhood.
So many traumatic chldhood experience... 😢. Never met his dad...
This MV is a look back at the places that took his childhood innocence. The things he wasn't able to have because he had to grow up early & provide. These places were real and I think his tears were as well as he tried to recall those moments of trauma and let it go
I think it's finally time to watch CashualChuck's SB19 docu series ladies. The first episodes 1 and 2 are the most important imo.
Is it the what you don't know about each member? I saw a comment about that series from casualchuck. We want to know more about the boys for sure❤️
-Abrielle
@@ReactHERS Hi Abrielle, it's the SB19 Story Episodes (0-6, but you can skip 0 for now).
Thank you! I am putting this on the list and we will start reacting to it soon❤️ I think knowing their story will help us understand their music better! Literally so excited to learn more!!!!!!
-Abrielle
@@ReactHERS Thank you Abrielle. Love your reactions and love all your energies. Thank you for loving the boys 💙 Hope to see all four of you when you watch the docu series.
Pls react also to his SUMAYA MV ❤
His childhood is traumatic
Try to react yoko na mv video and wish bus performance by josh cullen