I had an awakenning in Feb. My diet was terrible, way too much coffee. I cleaned up my diet, cut down on caffeine drastically and started excersize and yoga. I was very very exhausted at the end of my awakenning. Felt like I was awake for a week. Edit..and meditation really helped me alot.
What experiences did you have that you describe as awakening? Also, here's my next online class: mailchi.mp/spiritualawakeningprocess/discover-the-difference-between-truth-and-ego-2426388
@@JimTolles the best way to describe it was the feeling of being connected to every living being but at the same time it felt like I was the only one who was really there in the moment! I felt the weight of everyones emotions chennelling through my soul. I felt like I didnt know who I was anymore and that there was no way I could ever go back to the old version of me. I couldnt stop crying for almost 2 weeks, feeling of joy, sorrow, guilt, anger, grattitude amongst many more all wavering in and out at various times. This all came very hard and fast!!1 Like I say it all traspired in about a 2 week time span. Ive been on a personal self evaluation for a few years but had no idea this was going to happen. Im not religous at all, or spiritual. In fact, I often speculated to other family members who are spiritual or religous that I didnt believe it, to the point that I possibly over stepped my opinions. I felt terrible about that as well. I never even knew what a spiritual awakkenning was so when this all first started happenning to me, I was terryified! It took me a few days of my own resarch and coming to grips with what was happenning. Thank God gor google and thei internet. The funny part about this whole thing was, when I started writing it all down in my diary, I remembered when I was about 12, I had the same thing happen at a baptist church camp that my parents made me go to. I was so terrified about it back then that I bottled it all up when I got home and never spoke of it to anyone as I though that my parents would not understand or anyone else. Back to now, I am coping very well. Ive made huge lifetyle changes and have support from my spouse who is very understanding as well as my oldest sister who I dont think I could have made it through without her. Every day is a chance to learn something new, I feel joy, grattitude, compassion. I love music more now than every, and art, and gardenning, and yoga, and trying to connect with and help anyone and everyone thqat I can. Thanks for making these videos. I will contnue to follow your channel.
@@JimTolles I also want to make sure that I tell you, it felt like my ego just dies all at once, which led me to think at first maybe I was going crazy. I seen reality and the way I have been my whole life really what it was. It was ugly! I cried over this for about 2 weeks. I am scared to death that my ego self will creep back in. For this I need to ask questions and practice every day, I caught myself falling back in a few times
You're welcome, CillaBean. I encourage you to come to one of my online classes. The next one is about Ego Tricks and How to Handle Them. mailchi.mp/spiritualawakeningprocess/discover-the-difference-between-truth-and-ego-2426388
I had an awakenning in Feb. My diet was terrible, way too much coffee. I cleaned up my diet, cut down on caffeine drastically and started excersize and yoga. I was very very exhausted at the end of my awakenning. Felt like I was awake for a week. Edit..and meditation really helped me alot.
What experiences did you have that you describe as awakening? Also, here's my next online class: mailchi.mp/spiritualawakeningprocess/discover-the-difference-between-truth-and-ego-2426388
@@JimTolles the best way to describe it was the feeling of being connected to every living being but at the same time it felt like I was the only one who was really there in the moment! I felt the weight of everyones emotions chennelling through my soul. I felt like I didnt know who I was anymore and that there was no way I could ever go back to the old version of me. I couldnt stop crying for almost 2 weeks, feeling of joy, sorrow, guilt, anger, grattitude amongst many more all wavering in and out at various times. This all came very hard and fast!!1 Like I say it all traspired in about a 2 week time span. Ive been on a personal self evaluation for a few years but had no idea this was going to happen. Im not religous at all, or spiritual. In fact, I often speculated to other family members who are spiritual or religous that I didnt believe it, to the point that I possibly over stepped my opinions. I felt terrible about that as well. I never even knew what a spiritual awakkenning was so when this all first started happenning to me, I was terryified! It took me a few days of my own resarch and coming to grips with what was happenning. Thank God gor google and thei internet. The funny part about this whole thing was, when I started writing it all down in my diary, I remembered when I was about 12, I had the same thing happen at a baptist church camp that my parents made me go to. I was so terrified about it back then that I bottled it all up when I got home and never spoke of it to anyone as I though that my parents would not understand or anyone else. Back to now, I am coping very well. Ive made huge lifetyle changes and have support from my spouse who is very understanding as well as my oldest sister who I dont think I could have made it through without her. Every day is a chance to learn something new, I feel joy, grattitude, compassion. I love music more now than every, and art, and gardenning, and yoga, and trying to connect with and help anyone and everyone thqat I can. Thanks for making these videos. I will contnue to follow your channel.
@@JimTolles I also want to make sure that I tell you, it felt like my ego just dies all at once, which led me to think at first maybe I was going crazy. I seen reality and the way I have been my whole life really what it was. It was ugly! I cried over this for about 2 weeks. I am scared to death that my ego self will creep back in. For this I need to ask questions and practice every day, I caught myself falling back in a few times
@@902Steeler I don't think we're discussing ego in the same way. You sound split in yourself. Are you seeing a therapist?
Wow thank you so much exactly what I needed today! ❤ somehow i stumbled apon this and you have helped me immensly with your words.
You're welcome, CillaBean. I encourage you to come to one of my online classes. The next one is about Ego Tricks and How to Handle Them. mailchi.mp/spiritualawakeningprocess/discover-the-difference-between-truth-and-ego-2426388
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