Casey - Wavering (Official Audio)

From our album 'Where I Go When I Am Sleeping'
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Lyrics:
I’ve let melancholy permeate my epidermis, it resonates with every word and I’m stirred awake at night, because my mind is but a pendulum that oscillates, it swings from grief that suffocates to brevity my voice can’t shake, I stutter when I speak cos I’m still so weak.
I guess the notion of content has always felt incongruent. But it took a long time to be honest with myself about the solipsistic attitude I take towards my health.
Oh, how it pains me to admit it but I’m far from self-sufficient;
my independence stolen by persistent mental illness.
Please don’t mistake my silence for ignorance I’m trying to be better at this, but I’m sick and tired of self-abusing, and making excuses for why I hesitate to lead a life that should elate me, I’m reminded daily that my depression can’t be justified, but I can’t seem to quieten down my mind.
I’ve always been ashamed to say that maybe I need help, but it’s either that or face the fact I may end up killing myself.
I can’t tell if I’m a coward for being scared to leave, or if I’m brave for staying when I’m riddled with worry. So, this is an open letter to myself in 10 years’ time, I’m sorry if you’re not around to read this, I swear that I tried.
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[@AnimateTheWorld]

"So, this is an open letter to myself in ten years' time. I'm sorry if you're not around to read this, I swear that I tried" this line right here. This song my favorite

[@isthismikz]

LIJ4Productions man, same..

[@Jaysus777Live]

tom's writing is next level

[@lypura8121]

Geez, just reading that line gave me chills.

[@poogchomp]

I related harder to that lyric than anything I have in my entire life. I tried my hardest but nothing was ever good enough for anyone.

[@skunx74]

@@poogchomp It sucks so fucking much to feel that way, like nothing you do will ever be good enough. All you can do is try to get over it and not care what anyone else thinks and learn that you are good enough for you and that's what matters. Just be happy being you.
...Over my 48 years I've learned not to care quite as much about who I can't please, which to me was my parents, I am happy with myself now and my own little family i helped make and that's all that matters to me.
Good luck!

[@MotocrossRacingOnline]

"I can’t tell if I’m a coward for being scared to leave, or if I’m brave for staying when I’m riddled with worry."
fuck, man

[@blurrytvr3741]

I can’t tell if I’m a coward for being scared to leave, or if I’m brave for staying when I’m riddled with worry..

[@skunx74]

Holy shit that's emotional

[@DenisAshton]

Hang in there Tom! Keep rocking y’all 💗

[@Gasmask5978]

Don't stop Casey

[@Grimm760]

this band is perfect

[@reyalsfoswodahs]

This band never lets me down.

[@justadeathcorejourney]

come back ;/

[@iitzbrimz7242]

we have 2 new songs. atone and great grief.❤

[@harris9375]

i love this band..

[@Jaysus777Live]

never stop creating

[@ooSASHYoo]

This ❤️

[@Chicuei8]

26 seconds in, and I already love it.