I believe she started taking drugs AFTER her husband's assault. This is just my opinion, but I feel she is continuing to take drugs as self-medication and of course is now addicted and she is in a circle of mental illness and drug addiction. 💔
@@johnr5252the same reason why people who never understood why people unalive themselves you never experienced true pain grief loss loneliness and suffering before if you don't understand why people unalive themselves or turn to drugs to cope. You are very privileged in that regard
I'd say it's pain loss grief trauma abuse suffering mental illness no support no love that ruined everything that's why most turn to drugs in the first place. Most people don't just say "hey my life is totally fine let me just phuck it up by trying this drug" that's not what happens. Drug is the symptom not the root of the problem.
Everyone on the streets had normal lives. Mental illness strikes these people, and many use alcohol and/or drugs to self medicate, instead of seeking treatment. And thus they spiral out of control.
Democrats policies are creating this horror. Being soft on drugs and crime is not a winning recipe. They found cocaine in the White House and the President's son is a actual crackhead and Democrats are like "no biggy". We now have almost 100k Americans dying per year from Chinese Fentanyl, we shut down everything for Covid, but Fentanyl? They opened up the border and never talk about the epidemic they created. It's Population Control. American society is designed to shorten lifespans. The people in charge want our numbers down, they'd even release a man-made virus to quell our numbers.
Seems as though you missed the moral. Stay away from people who hurt you. Set boundaries with people. Develop a strong trustworthy support network. Find coping mechanisms to deal with trauma and hurt. Get therapy. Take care of your mental health. Seek inner peace.
@ShineLikeaProAZ those are the root of the problems that drug addicts face. Drugs are the symptom not the root. Take care of the root and drugs wouldn't even be a factor in the first place. Looking at it as a "drugs are bad" "just say no to drugs" is to simplistic and black and white. Healthy people from stable loving safe environments and upbringings do not just turn to drugs people are hurting traumatized mentally ill abused etc and are reaching for help or ways to cope and if they don't have a strong enough support system or have been denied help unfortunately drugs can be easily accessible more affordable then proper Healthcare or they are forced to take the drug and then they get hooked. Many factors involved but drugs are simply not the root of the problem. You don't see a diseased tree and cut off the branches cause the branches will grow back. You deal with the roots and the soil it grows in and make that healthy and you never have to cut the branches again.
Such an eye-opening story! It's a reminder that life can change in an instant, and we should never take anything for granted. Respect to her for staying strong through it all. Truly inspiring!
I cannot believe that such an exquisite being has turned to one of the worst drugs on the market. With several teeth already missing, she'll be dead in only a few years. Her own choice, unfortunately. Tragic😢
I feel like the more specific moral of the story is that being beautiful does not mean being happy or stable, which is what we automatically equate it to.
@@CheCopete-l7oshe means that one must not thing along the lines of 'grass is always greener on the other side'. People envy the looks and beauty of a model, forgetting that their mental space might not be a happy-haven. Moreover, they aspire to become like them, since they think that if they had looks, they would have all the joy and pleasure in the world. Sadly, it's not how things work.
For people not paying attention to the story but keep commenting about her lifestyle. It wasn’t her model/glamour lifestyle that turned her out onto meth, it was her pos husband. He had been using it prior to them knowing each other, and what wasn’t mentioned but most likely happened was he convinced her to try it, their marriage collapsed, and she couldn’t kick the habit. He’s the devil in this story. On a side note what I get from her not wanting help is she just wants to be independent. Definitely a mental health issue to live like that but it seems she was strong willed and independent while she was successful and that strong will to stay independent is still with her in her current situation. Sad story 😢, hopefully things turn around for her.
She made her choices..I myself got serious witha meth addict...so I started using..I take responsibility for my actions and wont blame her..we are no longer together I haven't used in years and she passed away from overdose..shenis her own person and if you cannot accept personal responsibility then your not ready to recover..in my opinion..go,pacers
It appears that as a result of using the meth, she seems to have developed drug induced schizophrenia that may or may not ease if she could get clean. Either way this isn't just addiction, she's developed mental illness.
What a bunch of man-hating BS. It’s as if she were a 2-year-old without a mind of her own. She’s responsible for what she’s done, even if that's sad. If he’s the devil, then she’s guilty for following him. By your logic, or lack of logic, the one actually at fault would be God, because, supposedly, He created man, woman, and drugs. Isn’t that right? While I wish her the best, I think people like you are a plague on this earth, always blaming others instead of owning responsibility for their actions. If she were 14, maybe he could be 'the devil,' but she wasn’t. So take that sorry, man-blaming rhetoric elsewhere.
I was a heroin addict for 10 years. I looked like shit went homeless off and on and destroyed my life. Been clean 2.5 years now it's a constant struggle of anxiety and depression but it's worth it to be in control again. I hope the best for this lady. Nobody's gonna be able to do it for her she has to be ready to do it for herself
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Please tell me what being a heroin addict means? Does it feel like when you crave a certain type of food like sweets? I mean is it mostly mental desire for the substance or is it about the physical pain that drives the person to use the substance despite not wanting to?
@user-yn9mx7xu1r it's different for everyone but for myself and probably most other's. It's mental you have an addictive personality because you're numbing a personal conflict within yourself rather that be imposed on you or created in your own head. It's complicated there is no easy answer or we would all know it
Sad thing about this as well...lots of women who were jealous of her beauty and success are loving her pain. I hope she at least has one good friend or someone who cares to intervene and help her. Don't rejoice over anyone's downfall... tomorrow may be your downfall...be mindful of your fellow human being, we are all connected one way or the other.
I agree something similar happened to me and many people got happy about my downfall however I worked hard and now I am in a bit of a better position.i learned something very important not to trust anybody.most people are evil
@@dm-jf5uu I'm glad that you're alright. Just be strong, hold your head high and be tenacious. Above all, love yourself, self love is powerful. I've seen covetousness, bad mindedness and jealous ppl, it's like a disease that's out of control, most aren't strangers either. It's sad and sickening. But you cannot let it get to you...work on self, getting better everyday
@@mollyram2997 I loath seeing women hating on other women because of their beauty or success or any such thing. Sadly covetousness, jealousy and bad-mindedness is like a disease and it's sickening. How can someone hate on someone else because they're beautiful and or successful. I guess they should try to look unattractive and not successful to be liked. Sooo sad...
I’ve been doing photography for a couple of decades. I’ve seen this to happen to too many models. The lure of the party lifestyle can be overwhelming and access to illicit substances is way too easy. I’ve always warned models about the risks but too many don’t listen. I’ve seen a few models I know become homeless.
Not surprising ! I quit the modeling industry after my first printwork job in Tokyo. My integrity and self worth outweighed the benefits that come with being a successful international model. The industry is cringe to the normal, wholesome attractive female. Modeling is not just showing up for the job. It's a lifestyle. So glad I quit and became a respectable entrepreneur.
It's a profession revolving around shallowness....where form always supersedes function/emotional depth....it's not surprising that there would be a lot of drugs involved. I think on some level there's that anxiety that these model's livelihood entirely rotates around their appearance, and a lot of the people in that industry tend to be shallow narcissists that use drugs to feel something, to fill the emotional voids endemic to the industry.
Shows us that life can change at an instant. Everyone has a breaking point. Addiction is no joke and neither is mental health. So sad to see such a vibrant woman end like this. Hope she gets the help and finds her way back. There's always hope
Come on...she was doing drugs way before she met Jeremy Jackson. Women like the "bad boys" and she is no different. She could of met a nice guy...but that is not who she is. Stop blaming men for the bad choices that women make. Jeremy dated a lot of women who did not become homeless drug addicts. Again, she could have picked a nice guy, but she picked Jeremy. You are correct..."choose your mate carefully", but do not blame Jeremy for her becoming a homeless drug addict.
@@CheCopete-l7o Well dunce, it means usually women that beautiful who live in Hollywood, have lots of other options. She could have kept Modeling or get a rich boyfriend. Get another job or Career going.
@@CheCopete-l7o If you are in good shape and play your cards right you cannot be homeless. But even now she refuses help. Addiction is stronger. When drugs are involved all bets are off.
Maybe she didn't like those options. She prefers to live a stress free life on the street without the worry of losing her looks being tossed on the trash heap by Hollywood. Some people don't care about money.
Abuse changes people and sometimes people are very damaged by others lack of caring which leads them to hurt themselves it's very sad she was unable to rise above the betrayal and pain I hope someday she will somehow do better
Don’t forget hospitals originally hook you on pain killers. Once you’re released, that medication is expensive and with so much pain guess what drug people turn too …💡
Yup. Everyone needs help at various phases of their lives. Big cities have a lot of support, too. Food., housing, work, health insurance, etc. for people down on their luck. Pride is meaningless. Get help and get out of the mess.
I lived in the apartment building she was evicted from for the entire time she lived there. I didn’t know who she was or learn anything about her story until long after she’d been evicted. I can say that prior to her eviction, her behavior was downright terrifying. The building was old, and walls were extremely thin. Everyone in the building was subject to her psychotic episodes. I woke up many nights to the sound of her blood curdling screams. She would carry on as if she was being murdered inside of her apartment, knock over her furniture, pound on the walls, and flail around on the floor. These episodes would last for hours, then things would get eerily quiet…often for days on end. These episodes repeated enough that I would guess that the police got called on her at least a dozen times. She was removed from her apartment in a stretcher several of those times. I would pass her in the hallway occasionally, and noticed at one point that her appearance had drastically changed. She looked sick, exhausted, and had shaved her head. Through my thin walls, I heard the entire eviction process unfold the day she was required to vacate. Police officers checked in on her in the morning, explained that she had to be gone by 5:00 that evening, and then left. At about 4:45, she began having another episode. The police never returned to ensure she left by 5:00. So at approximately 7:00, after 2 hours of screaming and carrying on, she finally left. I decided the coast was clear and left the building only to find her sitting on the curb with a small pile of her things. I assumed she was waiting for someone to pick her up. I returned home again 3 hours later, and she still hadn’t moved from her spot on the curb. I found it strange, but didn’t give it much more thought. In retrospect, I literally saw the exact moment she became homeless. The image of her slouched over on the curb is something I’ll never forget. For those of us fortunate enough to be of sound mind, without a self destructive addiction, be thankful.
You’d be surprised what kind of people are made after being abused and betrayed by their most trusted people. I’m at that point and many times thought of drugs to escape the ugly reality, but I didn’t give in as others depend on me being physically capable. But the constant psychological stress has already taken its natural toll on me, and even when everything is over things will never be normal again for me. These traumas leave a permanent scar on your soul.
She was in the industry at 12 I can only imagine all she’s been thru that’s why she doesn’t want to look feminine anymore, I know a lot of people like this on the streets there’s not too much you can do but every time I see them I give them some money and I don’t care what they do with it I just hope it helps them a little bit even if they buy drugs or liquor I just wish I could take their pain away 🙏 you never know what people went thru to get them in situations where they been what they have done or will do that’s why you can’t judge a book by its cover treat people how you would want to be treated because it can happen to ANYBODY
I do exactly the same and put no contingencies on what they do with the gift of what I can. I can’t afford or make them get sober or off their feet sadly but if I can bless them just that once then it helps both of us.
That's exactly why she doesn't want to look feminine and that's tragic and it was probably somebody in the industry when she was young. I'd put money on the fact that Jeremy Jackson gave her meth for the first time because addicts like to share misery I've been there.
Some strong Ego… She won’t make her ex feel guilty - he is a narcissist.. He can’t love. She has to break her ego with that truth..She has to feel that pain instead of suppressing it with drugs..
Truth be told it’s her battle no one can help her but her self and her just facing her truths accepting them some people become mentally incapable of seeing the truth and will never get out of this sad life he did the right thing it’s painful but it’s true
By now she's moved on to Tranq. A more dangerous drug. She'll remain on the streets for her love of drugs. That's just who she is. We can't want for her what she doesn't want for herself.
In this story they forgot to tell the main truth - that the court forced her husband to take anger management classes. Because of his aggression and behavior towards her - he ruined the life of this beautiful girl. He mocked her and humiliated her. He broke her psyche, and in this story we see the consequences of this.
Yep.........couldn't possibly be Loni who did the most harm to Loni by choosing METH as a lifestlye. By the way.....how much time did Jeremy do for all the so called "abuse" that Loni claimed was a one way street (women never lie right)? Women = zero accountability....ever.
He precipitated her drug use, sure, but she could choose to accept help and get off the streets/drugs if she really wanted. She didn't deserve to be treated that way, and it was unfortunate, but if she really wants to change, she can get into rehab.
"You have to want to help yourself" are great words, I was homeless for 4 years here in London, UK. Changing comes from within, luckily i've changed and I have my own place now but Loni's story is the story of the vast majority of the people on the streeets.
I'm so proud of you. I know how hard it must've been and I'm very empathetic towards your past struggles. You are so unbelievably strong to have overcome it. You are a miracle ✨️
@@DustinKillyact And if she miraculously made a full recovery, you would never credit the prayers either. I know you wouldn't. You're an atheist. What could YOU possibly tell ME about GOD!
Some people are meant to live on the street, it's not for us to judge them. It's clear that she didn't want to be helped. This is part of her spiritual journey.
Or maybe when she wanted help, it was not offered to her? Maybe this went on for years, even decades of her wanting help? Maybe she was rejected over and over again and how has PTSD about receiving help. This does happen to people. Do you think trafficked children are on a spiritual journey also?
This is one of the saddest stories I have ever seen. For someone who had everything to fall so far is truly tragic and so disturbing. I hope that someday she can pull herself out of this. She sounds like she suffers from depression, low self-esteem and PTSD and is triggered by past domestic violence issues, as well. I truly hope and pray she sees herself as someone worthy and can pull herself away from this horrible street life and chemical addictions. It would be even worse if she died on the street like so many others who are homeless. At least people have tried to help her, but until she feels worthy of a better life, she will not change.
I don't like watching downfall of anyone no matter how bad of a human they are. I've went through painful times which was not my fault all and yet I saw people who were jealous of my past achievements, enjoying my pain. People should take lessons from other people's lives and instead of shaming their situation, we should try to lift them up or at least leave them alone.
We don't have homeless people in Norway but we have people who live like this. Once one of them came up to us when we were working and told us he guaranteed had more money in the bank than any of us. They just don't want any commitment and be free.
@@MiMi-rc1bv I visited almost every city in my state of Michigan. Almost all retail stores are run by single moms who gave their peak looks in their 20's to an abusive boyfriend whom she had kids with. The real question is why do girls always seem to choose the bad boys when they have the most beauty and youth and purity.
@@thejaebeing it is because of the toxic excitement and the challenge of thinking that they can change a man….then later on, when it is too late, that they made a mistake and then be full of regret and anger.
@@earnestpeeplesjr8948 it’s easy to say that she picked him, very difficult to get out of a toxic relationship, all the love bombing and discarding made her addicted to him like a drug, that’s why she stayed and he broke her rips and severely injured her
That is why women need be very careful on how they select men. The problem with many women they looking for Chad/ Tyron 6 foot tall, 6 Pack abs, 6 figure income, 6 inch Dildo etc etc etc. instead of finding a good hard working man with good values. They choose superficial stuff and this is what happens. I do not feel sorry for her one bit. I can only imagine how many good men she rejected and went after the asshole. I have seen it way too many times. The average guy gets rejected and invisible and women choose this instead?
I have a ton of trauma and ptsd and I’ve gone down dark roads but everyone still has a choice. I have done drugs and not wanted to live and became an alcoholic. But one day I got sick of all of that and yeah I’ve failed a few times but each time I’m stronger. When you’ve had enough, you can quit making excuses cold turkey.
Hang in there and getting connected to a group/mentor to help you through the tough times like AA really makes a difference. It helps not to walk alone.
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I can only imagine the trauma she initially went through, the first time she realized she was completely alone & the reality of being forced to sleep on the street became reality, she must have been terrified, she must have felt completely alone, let down, abandoned and isolated and I am sure she also felt humiliated. She seems to have done everything she needed, to allow her to survive life on the streets, including shutting down all he emotions. It seems nobody cared enough about her to just keep the lines of communication open, when it mattered.
It's sad :( she is right maybe her family didn't care at all when she went through those dark dark times so now she lost trust in everything and everyone. I feel her pain because I can't go back to my family they won't help me either...so I've decided to just focus on my marriage and forget about helping them. If we ever get divorce I will never go back to my family either because there is no love and support there.
So fed up with hearing "they have to want to get help on their own" No drug addict is ever going to admit they have a problem & I know this because my brother ended up like this poor lady. He had a great life, everything going for him until he ended up getting mixed up with the wrong people. Haven't seen him in years, don't know if he's even still alive. This country needs to address it's severe mental health issues, so heartbreaking when others who are trying to do something good for someone else are completely helpless😔💔
I also lost it all. Except i do keep looking for help and they don't help me even though i live in the E.U. And people just assume you're lazy and got what you deserve. I don't even beg, so i don't even bother anyone. People just enjoy being cruel to strangers. Luckily i still look normal, so i can hide my situation from people.
I pray in Jesus name that the Lord will open the right doors for you and encourage and protect you and give you the strength and support you need to move forward.
People like u don't get responses it's like talking to a wall but the wall isn't even in the same reality as u do they'll never truly actually ever know wtf there talking bout u people love pretending like u do@@sweetlove3391
@BananaGrace You're so kind. Thank you very much for your prayer!❤️ Yes I trust in God, i know i just have to endure the time being, and that things will end up well eventually. Hopefully soon.. I'm never giving up because of God. Thanks a lot!♡♡♡♡
People making very bad choices not factoring in the consequences. What a wasted potential. If you don't value and take care of the things you have you can loose everything. She pursued a very handsome Rich man, instead of finding herself a good man. She could have married a business man, Lawyer, Doctor, Engineer. The guy she ended up with didn't value her even broke some of her ribs sure pathetic.
Being able to manage your finances and live a stable home life is much more important than taking glossy pics for magazines. Sadly many don't learn the value of money, managing finances, and living a healthy life on a budget.
It is so sad to see her like this! I will pray that someone will be able to talk her and help her off the streets and healthy again! It’s good to know people tried and I hope she will get ALL THE HELP SHE NEEDS not many people can get a $90,000 offer of help for free
Some people clearly don't have the mental capacity to get out of this situation. Some women are incredibly mentally weak also. Instead of denying this reality, just get them help. Florida is enacting a new law in October I believe, that is one example. They want homeless people to not just be passed out under some bridge.
@@rockon8174So what? As long as the grown kid isn't using and abusing and endangering his or her parents, what kind of a parent would want their kid(s), who have fallen on hard times, for some reason, to be homeless?
I'm a grown adult, but when I tried to kill myself and was in the hospital for two weeks in the ICU my mom paid the rent for my apartment so I wouldnt become homeless. I didnt ask her to do that for me, but I still make monthly payments to her and I fully intend on paying her back every cent she spent on me. I feel sorry for some of you that dont have that kind of love snd support from a parent.
It's not surprising that he ex didn't help her..at least she was offered help..I was homeless for two years and not one damn person in my family helped me..I haven't seen them in years as I disowned them forever..I lost my job my car my life back in 2014..I was able to fight back and get it back..by myself..now I'm dealing with chronic severe pain in my neck and back do to Drs negligence..just never ends..some people have great lives some are meant to have nothing forever
@@natalieh8023 what are you talking about?bs, some people keep trying to make a better life but bad shit keeps happening I guess bad shit didn't happen to other people like you two that commented..don't judge,you don't know what I went thru..most people would of put. A bullet in their head and I'm still going thru shit
When I saw the thumbnail, I immediately thought “meth user”. I’ve seen what it can do to a person. It’s a helluva drug and very difficult to get off of. It’s crazy how it can transform a person into a shell of their former self. Sadly, they’re trapped in a mental prison that they don’t even realize that they are in.
He destroyed her, she had broken ribs during the worst, he used drugs, no doubt he forced into her too, he used her to make him look good, she just wanted love and to be cared for, he betrayed her, she can't trust men, now she's constantly raped and mugged and so the drugs help her forget and cope, I'm sure she's raped and mugged by women too, she has so much pain and fear, she uses drugs to cope more, being indoors isn't safe to her either, and all the Rehabilitation centers are overlooking blatant trauma. Nobody wants to live like Loni is, she isn't choosing it, she's in crisis mode, she doesn't know who to trust, she's been broken and is being ignored. They're not saving her because they're not meeting her needs of safety, pain, and trauma. Rehabilitation apparently has gone down in California, paying all that money to healthcare and so many people suffering for it worse than ever, California is missing the mark to help people.
Grow TF up already!!! I can sympathize all day where that poor girls mental health is at, but regardless of who she dated, or what TF she went through, SHE CHOSE, AND CHOOSES to being a junky addicted to meth living on the streets! That' ain't nobody's damn fault but HERS! And she'll never get clean until she faces what she's running from. HERSELF! You could learn alot from what I just typed, after reading all your victimhood bs!
@@Fischjesichtthere’s nothing bs about it. She has naturally beautiful features. She’s just been really washed up by substance abuse. Facial structure doesn’t change, outside of trauma, even when the skin around it does.
There is something to be said about giving up on trying to achieve anything. And giving up on wanting anything. When you are just a street junkie you never have to worry about being heart broken again, or wanting what you cant have, trying to achieve something and failing. You can just stop all the disappointments once and for all and just collapse into and altered reality. It is a relief for some people. My ex was like that.
Our society has always ignored mental health. We should teach our kids like brushing their teeth or eating well, but we generally can’t because the parents weren’t taught either. Hope this new generation will make some progress with managing their mental health on a consistent basis.
@@fredgienummmm.... everything? Did you even watch the video? 😂 There's thousands of drug addicted homeless out there, but almost none of them were former Hollywood glamour models. It's called a unique situation
Drugs caused me to have a massive heart attack. Somehow I’m still here & doing well, being healthy is my life now. I wish this beautiful lady the best 🙏🏼 may she recover.
It's so sad that such a beautiful women made the wrong choices i really hope she manages to turn her life back around and gets the help she deserves .❤❤❤
If she does not want help..let it be .there are tons of homeless who want help..and there is no need for them to have a modeling or acting history to be offered help.
She can only help herself , nobody can reach her only she can, sometimes a person needs to fall rock bottom to seek the help they need, its an unfortunate factor when comes to drug addiction.
She needs love ❤😢. She may not be sble to trust anyone after the breakup from person she thought know her but rather he betrayed her and physically hurt her snd emotionally too 💔.
Her one friend offered to put her up, gave her a hug, the one doctor offered her just under a million of rehab and she left....she has been offered plenty of love, she refuses to accept it. Unfortunately, you can't help somebody who doesn't want to help themselves - they have to want to climb out of the hole they're in, has to be their decision.
I visited almost every city in my state of Michigan. Almost all retail stores are run by single moms who gave their peak looks in their 20's to an abusive boyfriend whom she had kids with. The real question is why do girls always seem to choose the bad boys when they have the most beauty and youth and purity.
@@CheCopete-l7o not brainwash. It's just genetic destiny based on face, height, race, and age. It seems that it's only like the top 5% of men with the sharp jaw line, tall, white and in 20's or 30's that ends up getting laid during a woman's peak sexual market value (this goes for Asians and white women who give their bodies to these men... not sure in stricter areas like Mormans or Arabs). These men more often than not treat the girls badly, cause they are actually more rare than beautiful females and they have options. The betabux male usually never get laid but end up funding the hot girl's who had kids with chad. This is literally the majority of mating choices here in Michigan. It is just frustrating but feel better when I post it in forums.
Living on the streets isn’t that hard or bad if you stay clean and work. I did it for a long time. It was better than living with people. Less drama and I felt free. I was always clean, washed my clothes at the laundromat and used a gallon of water to rinse my body off after scrubbing my whole body with a bar of soap and a washcloth
I doubt you were there for very long. As a homeless advocate for 12 years, I understand even people who live in their cars struggle greatly. It's exhausting living on the streets. You do a disservice to so many people who have tried to make their lives better by this flippant comment.
@@heidisanders6771 You do a disservice to them by making up BS like "U WRenT Dere Very LoNg" How the F do you know??? That is the reality you want to believe. The LIE you tell yourself so you can justify hating this person you don't even know.
Very touching story , But I would say the main problem is the Drug Addiction.Been there done that it can rob you of everything and I do mean everything.I hope some day she will find herself and get clean.
Loni would have to remove her implants and take time off the streets to recover. Breast implants have to be replaced every 10 years or so for people who can afford those.
I was thinking the same thing… like she will either have to get them removed or she could become seriously ill if she goes without proper medical attention for them for too long.
So sad. Likely her husband introduced her to the drugs which heightened her mental health issues. Then after that abusive relationship didn’t work, it lead her to use more. One could only hope that she will not die from the lifestyle. Seems she has lots of friends that would help her, if she wanted it. ❤
I think a lot of models are in reality insecure (they're seeking validation for their looks via modelling), and that leads them into relationships with physically/mentally abusive guys who take advantage of that.
Though society does tend to be biased toward more attractive people, if you're so hooked on drugs that you can't function in society it doesn't matter how beautiful you are. Also, a lot of beautiful models etc. I think in reality have a lot of insecurities/other mental issues and they try to self-medicate with hard drugs, which of course just makes things worse. Modelling/acting etc. (well more modelling) are shallow professions, not going to find a lot of emotional fulfillment so they probably try to meet those emotional needs with drugs.
That's why I never laugh and make fun of homeless people cause you don't know their story what they've been through it seems loni probably feels free and wants to be left alone I hope loni finds happiness
Drugs have always ruined everything….
I believe she started taking drugs AFTER her husband's assault. This is just my opinion, but I feel she is continuing to take drugs as self-medication and of course is now addicted and she is in a circle of mental illness and drug addiction. 💔
Why so many people choose to mess with that garbage I’ll never understand.
Stay away from that crap.
@@johnr5252the same reason why people who never understood why people unalive themselves you never experienced true pain grief loss loneliness and suffering before if you don't understand why people unalive themselves or turn to drugs to cope. You are very privileged in that regard
I'd say it's pain loss grief trauma abuse suffering mental illness no support no love that ruined everything that's why most turn to drugs in the first place. Most people don't just say "hey my life is totally fine let me just phuck it up by trying this drug" that's not what happens. Drug is the symptom not the root of the problem.
@@721rena Experiencing grief and loneliness is no excuse to use drugs! There are other ways to cope.
Addiction is giving up everything for one thing.Recovery is giving up one thing for everything....❤
Wow good one
Powerful statement
Well said
Oh brother.
I have heard this when I was trying to help my partner. thanks for reminding me ❤
When I see homeless women, I sometimes wonder what their life was like before. This story is really a sad downfall.
There was a homeless lady in Anaheim who used to be a Laker girl.
She's mentally gone
I always wonder what happened to get them where they are now 😒 it’s really sad
Some of them were the most beautiful and amazing women you could ever hope to be with, seriously.
Spiritual warfare.
Everyone on the streets had normal lives. Mental illness strikes these people, and many use alcohol and/or drugs to self medicate, instead of seeking treatment. And thus they spiral out of control.
DRUGS DO NOT DISCRIMINATE !!!
I’ve walked in those shoes……… 44 years sober now!
Good for you! Keep at it!
44 years
..are you like 80years old@@janeflip1
Democrats policies are creating this horror. Being soft on drugs and crime is not a winning recipe. They found cocaine in the White House and the President's son is a actual crackhead and Democrats are like "no biggy". We now have almost 100k Americans dying per year from Chinese Fentanyl, we shut down everything for Covid, but Fentanyl? They opened up the border and never talk about the epidemic they created. It's Population Control. American society is designed to shorten lifespans. The people in charge want our numbers down, they'd even release a man-made virus to quell our numbers.
I'm glad you are here to talk about it. God is good.🙏❤🙏❤
Damn man, you were doing drugs during World War One
7:54 This is a reminder to stay away from drugs.
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Not just drugs. Looks like she chose the wrong man.
@@susanarsoniadou That may or may not be the reason for starting drugs usage. The drug addiction is the actual problem.
@ demon living in your nerve systym bestopinion9257
Mental illness. It's more than just drugs.
The moral of this story is to stay away from drugs!
Seems as though you missed the moral. Stay away from people who hurt you. Set boundaries with people. Develop a strong trustworthy support network. Find coping mechanisms to deal with trauma and hurt. Get therapy. Take care of your mental health. Seek inner peace.
@@721rena
I appreciate your perspective, even though I might see things differently. It's important that we all have the freedom to express our views.
@ShineLikeaProAZ those are the root of the problems that drug addicts face. Drugs are the symptom not the root. Take care of the root and drugs wouldn't even be a factor in the first place. Looking at it as a "drugs are bad" "just say no to drugs" is to simplistic and black and white. Healthy people from stable loving safe environments and upbringings do not just turn to drugs people are hurting traumatized mentally ill abused etc and are reaching for help or ways to cope and if they don't have a strong enough support system or have been denied help unfortunately drugs can be easily accessible more affordable then proper Healthcare or they are forced to take the drug and then they get hooked. Many factors involved but drugs are simply not the root of the problem. You don't see a diseased tree and cut off the branches cause the branches will grow back. You deal with the roots and the soil it grows in and make that healthy and you never have to cut the branches again.
You responded with a kind & caring heart & you totally get it, that was very nice to read
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Such an eye-opening story! It's a reminder that life can change in an instant, and we should never take anything for granted. Respect to her for staying strong through it all. Truly inspiring!
Amen
Define "strong". She's using meth,lives on the street, and eating from garbage. Which part don't u understand?
drug will do it
NAH DRUGS 💊 🧟♀️ 🧟♂️ WILL DO THAT NOT BECAUSE SHE LOST HER " JOB " OR "HOUSE" ITS CALLED DOPE
I cannot believe that such an exquisite being has turned to one of the worst drugs on the market. With several teeth already missing, she'll be dead in only a few years. Her own choice, unfortunately. Tragic😢
I feel like the more specific moral of the story is that being beautiful does not mean being happy or stable, which is what we automatically equate it to.
@@CheCopete-l7oshe means that one must not thing along the lines of 'grass is always greener on the other side'.
People envy the looks and beauty of a model, forgetting that their mental space might not be a happy-haven. Moreover, they aspire to become like them, since they think that if they had looks, they would have all the joy and pleasure in the world. Sadly, it's not how things work.
No, that's not moral of the story, dummy. The moral of the story is don't let a man break you down and use you up!
She was very average looking at her peak (like most woemyn) without a tonne of make up … 🤡
The moral is to stay away from drugs.
@@CheCopete-l7o Beauty is not completely gone, she can make a come back if she wants.
For people not paying attention to the story but keep commenting about her lifestyle. It wasn’t her model/glamour lifestyle that turned her out onto meth, it was her pos husband. He had been using it prior to them knowing each other, and what wasn’t mentioned but most likely happened was he convinced her to try it, their marriage collapsed, and she couldn’t kick the habit. He’s the devil in this story.
On a side note what I get from her not wanting help is she just wants to be independent. Definitely a mental health issue to live like that but it seems she was strong willed and independent while she was successful and that strong will to stay independent is still with her in her current situation.
Sad story 😢, hopefully things turn around for her.
Not just wanting to be independent but because of all the drugs now she suffers from mental illness. She's in really deep.
She made her choices..I myself got serious witha meth addict...so I started using..I take responsibility for my actions and wont blame her..we are no longer together I haven't used in years and she passed away from overdose..shenis her own person and if you cannot accept personal responsibility then your not ready to recover..in my opinion..go,pacers
It appears that as a result of using the meth, she seems to have developed drug induced schizophrenia that may or may not ease if she could get clean. Either way this isn't just addiction, she's developed mental illness.
What a bunch of man-hating BS. It’s as if she were a 2-year-old without a mind of her own. She’s responsible for what she’s done, even if that's sad. If he’s the devil, then she’s guilty for following him. By your logic, or lack of logic, the one actually at fault would be God, because, supposedly, He created man, woman, and drugs. Isn’t that right? While I wish her the best, I think people like you are a plague on this earth, always blaming others instead of owning responsibility for their actions. If she were 14, maybe he could be 'the devil,' but she wasn’t. So take that sorry, man-blaming rhetoric elsewhere.
I was a heroin addict for 10 years. I looked like shit went homeless off and on and destroyed my life. Been clean 2.5 years now it's a constant struggle of anxiety and depression but it's worth it to be in control again. I hope the best for this lady. Nobody's gonna be able to do it for her she has to be ready to do it for herself
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Please tell me what being a heroin addict means? Does it feel like when you crave a certain type of food like sweets? I mean is it mostly mental desire for the substance or is it about the physical pain that drives the person to use the substance despite not wanting to?
@user-yn9mx7xu1r it's different for everyone but for myself and probably most other's. It's mental you have an addictive personality because you're numbing a personal conflict within yourself rather that be imposed on you or created in your own head. It's complicated there is no easy answer or we would all know it
Hell yeah dude that's awesome! I've got a little over nine years off that bullshit myself
Sad thing about this as well...lots of women who were jealous of her beauty and success are loving her pain. I hope she at least has one good friend or someone who cares to intervene and help her. Don't rejoice over anyone's downfall... tomorrow may be your downfall...be mindful of your fellow human being, we are all connected one way or the other.
I agree something similar happened to me and many people got happy about my downfall however I worked hard and now I am in a bit of a better position.i learned something very important not to trust anybody.most people are evil
@@dm-jf5uu I'm glad that you're alright. Just be strong, hold your head high and be tenacious. Above all, love yourself, self love is powerful. I've seen covetousness, bad mindedness and jealous ppl, it's like a disease that's out of control, most aren't strangers either. It's sad and sickening. But you cannot let it get to you...work on self, getting better everyday
mean/bitter & jealous women make me sooo sad. We should be caring for & loving one another. I hate when grown women are competitive.
@@mollyram2997 I loath seeing women hating on other women because of their beauty or success or any such thing. Sadly covetousness, jealousy and bad-mindedness is like a disease and it's sickening. How can someone hate on someone else because they're beautiful and or successful. I guess they should try to look unattractive and not successful to be liked. Sooo sad...
Well said.
I suffer from bipolar and it almost brought me to this level many times. Mental health is no joke.
You’ve been homeless many times? How did you get off the streets?
So true i have a freind who is struggles with bipolar as well.
It got a lot of worse for her after she got her son and birth depressions.
A met a lass wif bipolar she was a nytmare
@@georgiabulldog7671
1 word
"Almost"
Learn what it means.
@@georgiabulldog7671 almost!
I’ve been doing photography for a couple of decades. I’ve seen this to happen to too many models. The lure of the party lifestyle can be overwhelming and access to illicit substances is way too easy. I’ve always warned models about the risks but too many don’t listen. I’ve seen a few models I know become homeless.
Unfortunately, this economy and the lockdowns and shuttered businesses from Covid have put thousands in the same predicament.
Not surprising ! I quit the modeling industry after my first printwork job in Tokyo. My integrity and self worth outweighed the benefits that come with being a successful international model. The industry is cringe to the normal, wholesome attractive female. Modeling is not just showing up for the job. It's a lifestyle. So glad I quit and became a respectable entrepreneur.
It's a profession revolving around shallowness....where form always supersedes function/emotional depth....it's not surprising that there would be a lot of drugs involved. I think on some level there's that anxiety that these model's livelihood entirely rotates around their appearance, and a lot of the people in that industry tend to be shallow narcissists that use drugs to feel something, to fill the emotional voids endemic to the industry.
She was helped along by her abusive drug addict husband.
Shows us that life can change at an instant. Everyone has a breaking point. Addiction is no joke and neither is mental health. So sad to see such a vibrant woman end like this. Hope she gets the help and finds her way back. There's always hope
To me this is an example of the damage that a bad partner can cause. Choose your mate carefully.
Oh wtfever. Always an excuse for the pretty people by SIMPS looking to blame their choices as adults on others.
Exactly, had the same thought!
Anyone who has been in a relationship with a cluster B personality type person, know how they can make you go crazy, and completely lose yourself.
Come on...she was doing drugs way before she met Jeremy Jackson. Women like the "bad boys" and she is no different. She could of met a nice guy...but that is not who she is. Stop blaming men for the bad choices that women make. Jeremy dated a lot of women who did not become homeless drug addicts. Again, she could have picked a nice guy, but she picked Jeremy. You are correct..."choose your mate carefully", but do not blame Jeremy for her becoming a homeless drug addict.
Yes it is. It's also an example that peer pressure and superficiality are vermin.
She was so beautiful and really fit. I can't believe that she became homeless. This is so heartbreaking 💔
@@CheCopete-l7o Well dunce, it means usually women that beautiful who live in Hollywood, have lots of other options. She could have kept Modeling or get a rich boyfriend. Get another job or Career going.
@@CheCopete-l7o If you are in good shape and play your cards right you cannot be homeless. But even now she refuses help. Addiction is stronger. When drugs are involved all bets are off.
@@CheCopete-l7o Yeah sympathy only for the once who are hot, but if you're average and below who cares
Maybe she didn't like those options. She prefers to live a stress free life on the street without the worry of losing her looks being tossed on the trash heap by Hollywood. Some people don't care about money.
@@simonmasson3925 It's not that. Drugs throw you in streets, eventually.
Abuse changes people and sometimes people are very damaged by others lack of caring which leads them to hurt themselves it's very sad she was unable to rise above the betrayal and pain I hope someday she will somehow do better
Stay away from toxic individuals who can hurt you mentally and physically. She is self medicating so she can deal with the barrier she can not cross..
True. An experience with a psychopath made me lose almost everything. Ladies, stay away from bad men!
Awe geez Lord Jesus please help and protect this beautiful soul. This broke my heart.
Always say NO to drugs...
Don’t forget hospitals originally hook you on pain killers. Once you’re released, that medication is expensive and with so much pain guess what drug people turn too …💡
She's got mental issues, she takes drugs to self medicate.
Them thunder cookies? 🌬️💨⚡🍪💥
Truly hope she accepts the help of others before it’s too late🙏
@@antoaneta70 absolutely….
Yup. Everyone needs help at various phases of their lives. Big cities have a lot of support, too. Food., housing, work, health insurance, etc. for people down on their luck. Pride is meaningless. Get help and get out of the mess.
Best advice: Do not experiment with alcohol or drugs!
Correct stay away from thing that only damage and bring problems in you life 😊
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Alcohol isn’t so terrible but Meth & Heroin are terrible!!!
@@treystephens6166 Alcohol may be more dangerous
@@Is-io7ip why is Alcohol more dangerous??
I lived in the apartment building she was evicted from for the entire time she lived there. I didn’t know who she was or learn anything about her story until long after she’d been evicted. I can say that prior to her eviction, her behavior was downright terrifying. The building was old, and walls were extremely thin. Everyone in the building was subject to her psychotic episodes. I woke up many nights to the sound of her blood curdling screams. She would carry on as if she was being murdered inside of her apartment, knock over her furniture, pound on the walls, and flail around on the floor. These episodes would last for hours, then things would get eerily quiet…often for days on end. These episodes repeated enough that I would guess that the police got called on her at least a dozen times. She was removed from her apartment in a stretcher several of those times. I would pass her in the hallway occasionally, and noticed at one point that her appearance had drastically changed. She looked sick, exhausted, and had shaved her head. Through my thin walls, I heard the entire eviction process unfold the day she was required to vacate. Police officers checked in on her in the morning, explained that she had to be gone by 5:00 that evening, and then left. At about 4:45, she began having another episode. The police never returned to ensure she left by 5:00. So at approximately 7:00, after 2 hours of screaming and carrying on, she finally left. I decided the coast was clear and left the building only to find her sitting on the curb with a small pile of her things. I assumed she was waiting for someone to pick her up. I returned home again 3 hours later, and she still hadn’t moved from her spot on the curb. I found it strange, but didn’t give it much more thought. In retrospect, I literally saw the exact moment she became homeless. The image of her slouched over on the curb is something I’ll never forget. For those of us fortunate enough to be of sound mind, without a self destructive addiction, be thankful.
But why she was never took to a mental hospital?
You’d be surprised what kind of people are made after being abused and betrayed by their most trusted people.
I’m at that point and many times thought of drugs to escape the ugly reality, but I didn’t give in as others depend on me being physically capable.
But the constant psychological stress has already taken its natural toll on me, and even when everything is over things will never be normal again for me.
These traumas leave a permanent scar on your soul.
Yes,I agree with you. Know full well😅
She was in the industry at 12 I can only imagine all she’s been thru that’s why she doesn’t want to look feminine anymore, I know a lot of people like this on the streets there’s not too much you can do but every time I see them I give them some money and I don’t care what they do with it I just hope it helps them a little bit even if they buy drugs or liquor I just wish I could take their pain away 🙏 you never know what people went thru to get them in situations where they been what they have done or will do that’s why you can’t judge a book by its cover treat people how you would want to be treated because it can happen to ANYBODY
she is not wanting to appear feminine due to the fact that homeless women experience sexual violence constantly
I do exactly the same and put no contingencies on what they do with the gift of what I can. I can’t afford or make them get sober or off their feet sadly but if I can bless them just that once then it helps both of us.
Your a good person very rare
That's exactly why she doesn't want to look feminine and that's tragic and it was probably somebody in the industry when she was young. I'd put money on the fact that Jeremy Jackson gave her meth for the first time because addicts like to share misery I've been there.
She had a psychotic break
cant help but wonder what horrible things Jeremy Jackson did to her. She is forever traumatized
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Dude is a drug addict and hasn’t worked in like 20 years he’s just living off baywatch money
She is partly to blame, she overdid it with the drugs.
Everyone tries to blame the ex-husband. If it was him who was homeless, nobody would blame her. It is tragic, but she is a grown woman.
......or what horrible things LONI did to LONI.
Always the guys fault........never the grown ass woman who chose crystal meth willingly.
Some strong Ego… She won’t make her ex feel guilty - he is a narcissist.. He can’t love. She has to break her ego with that truth..She has to feel that pain instead of suppressing it with drugs..
Truth be told it’s her battle no one can help her but her self and her just facing her truths accepting them some people become mentally incapable of seeing the truth and will never get out of this sad life he did the right thing it’s painful but it’s true
He did the right thing by moving on from her.
By now she's moved on to Tranq. A more dangerous drug. She'll remain on the streets for her love of drugs. That's just who she is. We can't want for her what she doesn't want for herself.
Let's play the game of blame everything else except taking personal accountability and responsibility.
@@243wayne1I'm sure she wishes she had never ever met him.
In this story they forgot to tell the main truth - that the court forced her husband to take anger management classes. Because of his aggression and behavior towards her - he ruined the life of this beautiful girl. He mocked her and humiliated her. He broke her psyche, and in this story we see the consequences of this.
People need to be responsible for themselves.
Correct! Thank you.
Yep.........couldn't possibly be Loni who did the most harm to Loni by choosing METH as a lifestlye.
By the way.....how much time did Jeremy do for all the so called "abuse" that Loni claimed was a one way street (women never lie right)?
Women = zero accountability....ever.
He precipitated her drug use, sure, but she could choose to accept help and get off the streets/drugs if she really wanted. She didn't deserve to be treated that way, and it was unfortunate, but if she really wants to change, she can get into rehab.
"He broke her psyche"
"You have to want to help yourself" are great words, I was homeless for 4 years here in London, UK. Changing comes from within, luckily i've changed and I have my own place now but Loni's story is the story of the vast majority of the people on the streeets.
Meth is no joke I’ve been there now clean for over ten years
Don't be throwing stones in glass houses
Good luck.Don't try again.Never.
Bless you me 4 years clean off opioids not easy but can be done ✅
I'm so proud of you. I know how hard it must've been and I'm very empathetic towards your past struggles. You are so unbelievably strong to have overcome it. You are a miracle ✨️
You'll be back✌️
She’s now blind in one eye and has infections on her skin and growths 😢please pray for her
How did you know?
Looks like prayers didn't do anything to help the poor woman maybe do something real to help people
@@DustinKillyact And if she miraculously made a full recovery, you would never credit the prayers either. I know you wouldn't. You're an atheist. What could YOU possibly tell ME about GOD!
@@DustinKillyact she dont give a fuck thats the real problem
@@DustinKillyactsays the sad malcontent ingrate
Stay humble and grounded. Life is unpredictable.That's all I can say
@@CheCopete-l7o Yeah and u just proved my statement about how to stay humble and grounded by ur very condescending tone, didn't u?:)
@@CheCopete-l7o Ur tone of voice just proves my point that why it's so important to stay humble and grounded:)
Being humble and grounded doesn't get you anywhere,you need to be a ferocious lion not a humble deer to survive in the jungle @@Veronica.A.
@@kingPrasanth786 I'm a successful hospital pharmacist, dude. U don't need to be ferocious to succeed in life.
@@Veronica.A. Lol what made you think I was talking about money?
Moral of the story is, no matter what you’re going through, DO NOT DO DRUGS
Or alcohol
That’s the drugs talking out of her when she says she doesn’t want help. It‘s sad to see, I hope she can find her way back to a healthy life again.
Some people are meant to live on the street, it's not for us to judge them. It's clear that she didn't want to be helped. This is part of her spiritual journey.
Or maybe when she wanted help, it was not offered to her? Maybe this went on for years, even decades of her wanting help? Maybe she was rejected over and over again and how has PTSD about receiving help. This does happen to people. Do you think trafficked children are on a spiritual journey also?
This is one of the saddest stories I have ever seen. For someone who had everything to fall so far is truly tragic and so disturbing. I hope that someday she can pull herself out of this. She sounds like she suffers from depression, low self-esteem and PTSD and is triggered by past domestic violence issues, as well. I truly hope and pray she sees herself as someone worthy and can pull herself away from this horrible street life and chemical addictions. It would be even worse if she died on the street like so many others who are homeless. At least people have tried to help her, but until she feels worthy of a better life, she will not change.
She probably feels like she had nothing!
This is so sad,what a Beautiful woman who had it all.
Prayers for miracles for Her.❤
You are never to far down that Jesus
Can't save us.❤️🌏
Everyone is one pay check away to being homeless. Thank God everyday fir small blessings
Except she was touching hollywood money
Blame the democrats
I’m not. People need to save money
Thank God for meth as well?
I own my house so I'll never be homeless, it's a good feeling.
I don't like watching downfall of anyone no matter how bad of a human they are. I've went through painful times which was not my fault all and yet I saw people who were jealous of my past achievements, enjoying my pain. People should take lessons from other people's lives and instead of shaming their situation, we should try to lift them up or at least leave them alone.
She is still so beautiful even without the makeup & all. That's how attractive she is.
You must be kidding right?
Sorry but that's not the case anymore, the drugs have ruined her face and teeth.
Reminds me of Popeye with that pipe in the mouth
I know what you mean the picture when she is sat down you can tell she's a/was model but she has let her looks go.
Missing teeth gaunt ect
I still would. Double baggy and a ticket to pound town.
She doesn’t want help. She’s living the life she wants to live!
It’s a shame but it’s true. You can’t help anyone unless they want to help themselves. I know this by experience 💯😢
Mental health is a very serious issue it😮 has alot to do with lifestyle and bad choices but there is always a ray of hope at the end of the tunnel.
The streets of Kensington PA are full of people like her. It's sad to waste your one life chasing a high.
Wow! This is a sad. She was so beautiful and had so much potential. I hope she’s doing ok and gets help.
We don't have homeless people in Norway but we have people who live like this. Once one of them came up to us when we were working and told us he guaranteed had more money in the bank than any of us. They just don't want any commitment and be free.
Unfortunately, most homeless people don’t want help because drugs are number one things in their lives.
WRONG!!
But why did drugs become the number one thing in their lives? In her case her abusive husband that beat the snot out of her introduced her to meth.
Totally untrue blanket statement.
Truly sad! I hope she realizes that she needs help and someday, be able to accept the help and get better and off the streets.
Surely her ex is a toxic narcissist who destroyed her
Surely they both did it to themselves…
@@MiMi-rc1bv I visited almost every city in my state of Michigan. Almost all retail stores are run by single moms who gave their peak looks in their 20's to an abusive boyfriend whom she had kids
with. The real question is why do girls always seem to choose the bad boys when they have the most beauty and youth and purity.
She picked him......
@@thejaebeing it is because of the toxic excitement and the challenge of thinking that they can change a man….then later on, when it is too late,
that they made a mistake and then be full of regret and anger.
@@earnestpeeplesjr8948 it’s easy to say that she picked him, very difficult to get out of a toxic relationship, all the love bombing and discarding made her addicted to him like a drug, that’s why she stayed and he broke her rips and severely injured her
when you dont develope any skills and get sucked into addiction life can be pretty hard
not everybody believes having money is all they need believe it or not some people dont care about money.
The wrong man can destroy a woman.
😂😂😂
That is why women need be very careful on how they select men. The problem with many women they looking for Chad/ Tyron 6 foot tall, 6 Pack abs, 6 figure income, 6 inch Dildo etc etc etc. instead of finding a good hard working man with good values. They choose superficial stuff and this is what happens. I do not feel sorry for her one bit. I can only imagine how many good men she rejected and went after the asshole. I have seen it way too many times. The average guy gets rejected and invisible and women choose this instead?
Another reason to stay away from them.
Agreed 👍
And, the wrong woman can destroy a man.
I have a ton of trauma and ptsd and I’ve gone down dark roads but everyone still has a choice. I have done drugs and not wanted to live and became an alcoholic. But one day I got sick of all of that and yeah I’ve failed a few times but each time I’m stronger. When you’ve had enough, you can quit making excuses cold turkey.
Hang in there and getting connected to a group/mentor to help you through the tough times like AA really makes a difference. It helps not to walk alone.
Respect.
Agree. Respect to you. Stay strong ❤
God saved you. Every one has a different journey. Don’t judge her. just pray for her.
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I can only imagine the trauma she initially went through, the first time she realized she was completely alone & the reality of being forced to sleep on the street became reality, she must have been terrified, she must have felt completely alone, let down, abandoned and isolated and I am sure she also felt humiliated. She seems to have done everything she needed, to allow her to survive life on the streets, including shutting down all he emotions. It seems nobody cared enough about her to just keep the lines of communication open, when it mattered.
It's sad :( she is right maybe her family didn't care at all when she went through those dark dark times so now she lost trust in everything and everyone. I feel her pain because I can't go back to my family they won't help me either...so I've decided to just focus on my marriage and forget about helping them. If we ever get divorce I will never go back to my family either because there is no love and support there.
So fed up with hearing "they have to want to get help on their own"
No drug addict is ever going to admit they have a problem & I know this because my brother ended up like this poor lady. He had a great life, everything going for him until he ended up getting mixed up with the wrong people. Haven't seen him in years, don't know if he's even still alive. This country needs to address it's severe mental health issues, so heartbreaking when others who are trying to do something good for someone else are completely helpless😔💔
Her ex only cared about looks and being on TV and drugs.
I also lost it all. Except i do keep looking for help and they don't help me even though i live in the E.U. And people just assume you're lazy and got what you deserve. I don't even beg, so i don't even bother anyone. People just enjoy being cruel to strangers.
Luckily i still look normal, so i can hide my situation from people.
I just wonder. Have you tried to look for a job, so you can slowly "get up" again?
I pray in Jesus name that the Lord will open the right doors for you and encourage and protect you and give you the strength and support you need to move forward.
Sending lots of love, hope, and light to you Lucy! Keep fighting the good fight 🩵
People like u don't get responses it's like talking to a wall but the wall isn't even in the same reality as u do they'll never truly actually ever know wtf there talking bout u people love pretending like u do@@sweetlove3391
@BananaGrace You're so kind. Thank you very much for your prayer!❤️
Yes I trust in God, i know i just have to endure the time being, and that things will end up well eventually. Hopefully soon..
I'm never giving up because of God.
Thanks a lot!♡♡♡♡
What happened to her ring finger???😱
One moment a wealthy celebrity, the next moment a homeless drug user… life is unpredictable
People making very bad choices not factoring in the consequences. What a wasted potential. If you don't value and take care of the things you have you can loose everything. She pursued a very handsome Rich man, instead of finding herself a good man. She could have married a business man, Lawyer, Doctor, Engineer. The guy she ended up with didn't value her even broke some of her ribs sure pathetic.
@@eduardomaldonado1647 to be fair, they were both in the fitness industry at that time. Very sad.
life is full of choices
Being able to manage your finances and live a stable home life is much more important than taking glossy pics for magazines. Sadly many don't learn the value of money, managing finances, and living a healthy life on a budget.
It is so sad to see her like this! I will pray that someone will be able to talk her and help her off the streets and healthy again! It’s good to know people tried and I hope she will get ALL THE HELP SHE NEEDS not many people can get a $90,000 offer of help for free
She was heavily abused by her ex.
I hope she is well. More help for abused people ❤
What happened to her parents? Her situation is sad...
She's a GROWN WOMAN!!!! She is no longer a child!!!
Some people clearly don't have the mental capacity to get out of this situation. Some women are incredibly mentally weak also.
Instead of denying this reality, just get them help. Florida is enacting a new law in October I believe, that is one example. They want homeless people to not just be passed out under some bridge.
@@sablecal Thank you for sharing 🙏
@@rockon8174So what? As long as the grown kid isn't using and abusing and endangering his or her parents, what kind of a parent would want their kid(s), who have fallen on hard times, for some reason, to be homeless?
I'm a grown adult, but when I tried to kill myself and was in the hospital for two weeks in the ICU my mom paid the rent for my apartment so I wouldnt become homeless. I didnt ask her to do that for me, but I still make monthly payments to her and I fully intend on paying her back every cent she spent on me. I feel sorry for some of you that dont have that kind of love snd support from a parent.
It's not surprising that he ex didn't help her..at least she was offered help..I was homeless for two years and not one damn person in my family helped me..I haven't seen them in years as I disowned them forever..I lost my job my car my life back in 2014..I was able to fight back and get it back..by myself..now I'm dealing with chronic severe pain in my neck and back do to Drs negligence..just never ends..some people have great lives some are meant to have nothing forever
Some are meant to have nothing forever ? Bullshit.
@@johnclements9085Explain
Choices and consequences
@@johnclements9085 whatever you say
@@natalieh8023 what are you talking about?bs, some people keep trying to make a better life but bad shit keeps happening I guess bad shit didn't happen to other people like you two that commented..don't judge,you don't know what I went thru..most people would of put. A bullet in their head and I'm still going thru shit
Pizza keeps me away from drugs
Away from drugs and closer to diabetes and morbid obesity. Keep on eating you’re making America 🇺🇸 great.
Food can become a addiction
@@oioisweetheart3500 I'm not sure if he actually meant the food... It's a sick world.
@@oioisweetheart3500I eat a lot of pizza and aren't diabetic or obese 😂.
As someone who has battled with mental health issues, this makes me so sad for her.
It is sad, lotta good people are going thru the same. Bless them
Its shows that fame is fleeting
When I saw the thumbnail, I immediately thought “meth user”. I’ve seen what it can do to a person. It’s a helluva drug and very difficult to get off of. It’s crazy how it can transform a person into a shell of their former self. Sadly, they’re trapped in a mental prison that they don’t even realize that they are in.
Ugh this is so sad! She was beautiful and successful. Drugs and mental health can ruin so much.
It’s only because she was once beautiful that people are willing to give her help. Some people are born into poverty and no one will lift a finger.
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@Zzzsleepzzz Yep.
Yep, and no one cares nor wants to hear the truth. They get angry when you call them out on your BS.
@@edsalinas9996 Are you that STUPID that you can't understand a simple sentence?
100% agreed, It's pretty fucked
This is what loving an abusive narcissist will do to someone’s mind if they are really fragile. God please help this poor darling.
Life has so many twists and turns. Hope for the best. Love the content! Definitely liking and subscribing!
He destroyed her, she had broken ribs during the worst, he used drugs, no doubt he forced into her too, he used her to make him look good, she just wanted love and to be cared for, he betrayed her, she can't trust men, now she's constantly raped and mugged and so the drugs help her forget and cope, I'm sure she's raped and mugged by women too, she has so much pain and fear, she uses drugs to cope more, being indoors isn't safe to her either, and all the Rehabilitation centers are overlooking blatant trauma. Nobody wants to live like Loni is, she isn't choosing it, she's in crisis mode, she doesn't know who to trust, she's been broken and is being ignored. They're not saving her because they're not meeting her needs of safety, pain, and trauma. Rehabilitation apparently has gone down in California, paying all that money to healthcare and so many people suffering for it worse than ever, California is missing the mark to help people.
Right. Because women don’t have a say on who they date.
Yes, women are never accountable for their actions. It's always someone else's fault.
She chose to go getto !
Her fault
Grow TF up already!!! I can sympathize all day where that poor girls mental health is at, but regardless of who she dated, or what TF she went through, SHE CHOSE, AND CHOOSES to being a junky addicted to meth living on the streets! That' ain't nobody's damn fault but HERS! And she'll never get clean until she faces what she's running from. HERSELF! You could learn alot from what I just typed, after reading all your victimhood bs!
She's still pretty. You can see it though it's muted.
@@Fischjesicht Seek help, sweetie.
@@louniece1650 get a reality check.
@@Fischjesichtthere’s nothing bs about it. She has naturally beautiful features. She’s just been really washed up by substance abuse. Facial structure doesn’t change, outside of trauma, even when the skin around it does.
That's what I was thinking. She's still so beautiful even though she's under this condition...
Yes, she is still beautiful
There is something to be said about giving up on trying to achieve anything. And giving up on wanting anything. When you are just a street junkie you never have to worry about being heart broken again, or wanting what you cant have, trying to achieve something and failing. You can just stop all the disappointments once and for all and just collapse into and altered reality. It is a relief for some people. My ex was like that.
You get it. She finally found peace🙏🏾
Decent video Emma, I'll subscribe and you keep em coming
Our society has always ignored mental health. We should teach our kids like brushing their teeth or eating well, but we generally can’t because the parents weren’t taught either. Hope this new generation will make some progress with managing their mental health on a consistent basis.
What a shame she was so beautiful
She still are just need to freshen up and get well.
What has beauty got to do with this??
@@POCKBAnah she's trashed bruh. It's okay to admit it.
Its what made her famous ...@fredgien
@@fredgienummmm.... everything? Did you even watch the video? 😂
There's thousands of drug addicted homeless out there, but almost none of them were former Hollywood glamour models. It's called a unique situation
Charisma Carpenter had some very bad things to say about Jeremy Jackson. I’m not surprised that he probably had a hand in ruining her life
Drugs caused me to have a massive heart attack. Somehow I’m still here & doing well, being healthy is my life now. I wish this beautiful lady the best 🙏🏼 may she recover.
It's so sad that such a beautiful women made the wrong choices i really hope she manages to turn her life back around and gets the help she deserves .❤❤❤
If she does not want help..let it be
.there are tons of homeless who want help..and there is no need for them to have a modeling or acting history to be offered help.
She can only help herself , nobody can reach her only she can, sometimes a person needs to fall rock bottom to seek the help they need, its an unfortunate factor when comes to drug addiction.
She is homeless. She is rock bottom.
She needs love ❤😢. She may not be sble to trust anyone after the breakup from person she thought know her but rather he betrayed her and physically hurt her snd emotionally too 💔.
Her one friend offered to put her up, gave her a hug, the one doctor offered her just under a million of rehab and she left....she has been offered plenty of love, she refuses to accept it. Unfortunately, you can't help somebody who doesn't want to help themselves - they have to want to climb out of the hole they're in, has to be their decision.
Drugs aren't worth it, once the mind is wired, alot of folks can't fight back to recover. Sad to see this happening to so many people today.
She is still beautiful, she’s a natural beauty.
She and others like her should be used as teaching lessons in schools to show youths the dangers of using drugs
Majority of people do not get addicted
I visited almost every city in my state of Michigan. Almost all retail stores are run by single moms who gave their peak looks in their 20's to an abusive boyfriend whom she had kids with. The real question is why do girls always seem to choose the bad boys when they have the most beauty and youth and purity.
@@CheCopete-l7o not brainwash. It's just genetic destiny based on face, height, race, and age. It seems that it's only like the top 5% of men with the sharp jaw line, tall, white and in 20's or 30's that ends up getting laid during a woman's peak sexual market value (this goes for Asians and white women who give their bodies to these men... not sure in stricter areas like Mormans or Arabs). These men more often than not treat the girls badly, cause they are actually more rare than beautiful females and they have options. The betabux male usually never get laid but end up funding the hot girl's who had kids with chad. This is literally the majority of mating choices here in Michigan. It is just frustrating but feel better when I post it in forums.
They didn't have enough guidance on better choices in humans
Their naivety is what got them in those situations.
My comment is all of these replies combined result in these burnt out single moms. Lack of guidance and lack of true education
Accountability sucks huh? That's what happens to women who open their legs to chads and Tyrones
Living on the streets isn’t that hard or bad if you stay clean and work. I did it for a long time. It was better than living with people. Less drama and I felt free. I was always clean, washed my clothes at the laundromat and used a gallon of water to rinse my body off after scrubbing my whole body with a bar of soap and a washcloth
I doubt you were there for very long. As a homeless advocate for 12 years, I understand even people who live in their cars struggle greatly. It's exhausting living on the streets. You do a disservice to so many people who have tried to make their lives better by this flippant comment.
Where is the place I wash up at.
@@heidisanders6771 Fuck off, Heidi. It isn't a flippant comment. It's her lived experience.
men can do this. women cannot
@@heidisanders6771 You do a disservice to them by making up BS like "U WRenT Dere Very LoNg" How the F do you know??? That is the reality you want to believe. The LIE you tell yourself so you can justify hating this person you don't even know.
I want to cry!😢 I can't imagine my child being on the streets! All I want to do is hug her & never let her go! Peace be with her!
I’ll pray for this woman Heavenly Father will change her life 🙏
I am 33, not suicidal but I am sure getting tired or existing at the moment!
Please get some help& tell someone how shit your feeling I’ve been there sweetheart 🥰 x
There's always something to live for, you might also want to avoid negative stories like this.
Wow your ex husband really destroyed her … imagine if she’d never met him
She is still too beautiful i hope she gets better and healthy soon
Beauty fades...But the inner self...Never goes away....Be always of good stead...No matter what....Peace
Very touching story , But I would say the main problem is the Drug Addiction.Been there done that it can rob you of everything and I do mean everything.I hope some day she will find herself and get clean.
How is this a touching story
Loni would have to remove her implants and take time off the streets to recover. Breast implants have to be replaced every 10 years or so for people who can afford those.
Breast implants does not have to be replaced every 10 years please don’t spread misinformation it’s actually every 15-20 sometimes longer
I was thinking the same thing… like she will either have to get them removed or she could become seriously ill if she goes without proper medical attention for them for too long.
So sad. Likely her husband introduced her to the drugs which heightened her mental health issues. Then after that abusive relationship didn’t work, it lead her to use more. One could only hope that she will not die from the lifestyle. Seems she has lots of friends that would help her, if she wanted it. ❤
I think a lot of models are in reality insecure (they're seeking validation for their looks via modelling), and that leads them into relationships with physically/mentally abusive guys who take advantage of that.
I see some extremely esthetically beautiful people on the streets sometimes. It’s bizarre.. kind of a mind ninja😰
Though society does tend to be biased toward more attractive people, if you're so hooked on drugs that you can't function in society it doesn't matter how beautiful you are. Also, a lot of beautiful models etc. I think in reality have a lot of insecurities/other mental issues and they try to self-medicate with hard drugs, which of course just makes things worse. Modelling/acting etc. (well more modelling) are shallow professions, not going to find a lot of emotional fulfillment so they probably try to meet those emotional needs with drugs.
That's why I never laugh and make fun of homeless people cause you don't know their story what they've been through it seems loni probably feels free and wants to be left alone I hope loni finds happiness
Her face is absolutely gorgeous
She's beautiful.