Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Sometimes I resent that we live in a society that is so uncomfortable with grief and anxiety that people feel like they have to say something positive, even when we just need them to sit with us in the unknown and accept our feelings for what they are instead of needing to "fix" them. It's totally okay and valid to be anxious and guard your heart after the trauma of multiple losses. You don't owe the world positivity. I'm currently 21 weeks pregnant with #8 after 7 early losses, and one thing that was the hardest for me was the assumption that because we finally have a viable pregnancy, it now magically doesn't matter that we lost 7 others. Even though I am thankful for this little one, those babies are still real to me and I will always grieve for them. A rainbow baby doesn't magically make years of trauma and grief meaningless. Plus, I know all too well that even at this point, a healthy, living baby is never guaranteed.
💗💗 congratulations on ur pregnancy, I wish u a healthy baby and pregnancy. You are absolutely right, u will always grieve a lost baby no matter what and no matter how many children u might have. That was a little life inside of u that u will cherish forever. 🌈🌈🌈🌈
I’m so sorry for all you’ve been through, and pray for a full term healthy baby. I’m 62 years old and have 3 adult daughters, and I also have 2 rainbow babies. And yes, you do never forget those precious ones you never got to hold in your arms. God bless you!
I had a cervical polyp at 9 weeks that made me bleed. Scared the crap out of me after 2 losses and 7 years of infertility. Had a healthy pregnancy and baby is now almost 4 months old 🥰
I feel you about the gender and guarding your heart. We had a successful transfer recently (with PGS tested embryo) and decided to wait until further along in the pregnancy find out the gender. Its unspoken but I think my husband and I just don't want to get too attached too soon. I hope your scan next week is prefect in everyway and you have amazing and fun gender reveal.
When I read “bleeding” my first thought was my God can this girl catch a break!!? After all you’ve been through, of course you’d have bleeding to spice up your pregnancy! It can’t ever be smooth for you can it?! But I’m glad the numbers came back normal at least. Always thinking of you and this little babe❤️
I had bright red bleeding at 6 weeks 6 days, thought for sure it was a miscarriage , went for an ultrasound baby had a strong heartbeat. Had another bright red bleeding at 8 weeks 5 days, went in for another ultrasound, baby is thriving, now I'm 13 weeks no more bleeding but I still feel anxious. I don't think I will relax until baby is in my arms.
Your heart is guarded and that’s understandable. You have been through a lot and it’s hard to enjoy this time when you’ve been there before. I know because I’ve been there. Know lots are rooting and praying for you. Take care of yourself
I’m 6 weeks pregnant tomorrow after 6 miscarriages in a row. It’s my 7 pregnancy. I’m feeling exactly the same as you. I’ve got everything crossed for you.
@@viktoriiaaguila6425 unfortunately I miscarried again. It’s so hard on the one hand I’m desperate for it to work and on the other hand I’m terrified none will stick and I should give up but I can’t.
Ceaselessly praying for you and this sweet pea. You’re long overdue for good news and an uncomplicated pregnancy experience that brings you a baby to bring home 💕
Praying so much for you and Anthony. I had two miscarriages and then with this pregnancy had red spotting and was convinced I was having a miscarriage. The spotting lasted until 11 weeks, but I was never diagnosed with an SCH. I was so depressed until 17 weeks, because I was so afraid to get attached to this baby only to lose it. I'm sharing that you aren't alone in your ptsd and it's completely normal to feel this way. I am praying so much for you and that sweet babe of yours and hope you get great news on Monday! So many hugs. 💜
I’m sorry about your past pregnancies… I’m currently 5 weeks 5 days and I’ve been spotting since week 4 the most minimal spotting ever if I don’t look for it I wouldn’t see it… how long did your spotting last and was it on and off?
Through all the anxiety, there's that Kelsie smile shining through. Can't wait for Monday ultrasound results and you seeing Sweet Pea's little heartbeat! Cyber hugs to you, Anthony and Sweet Pea (who I have a very strong feeling is a girl...so go ahead and start painting the nursery BLUE, cuz I'm always wrong!) ;O)
Praying for you Kelsie!!! You feel however you need to feel! Absolutely no judgement here! I cannot say I understand what you are going through, but I love that you too vent to us and you let us in so we can support you and cover you with our prayers. ❤️
I had my transfer on the 29th of Jan unfortunately it was not successful but we'll be trying again in April if God allows. Hearing your successful story gives me lots of hope. I'm super happy for you. Congrats. Praying you have an awesome pregnancy and beautiful healthy baby.
Thinking of you! We have our 12 week appt the same day... so I’ll be praying both of us are ok! You have every right to be anxious, I’ve been there and I completely understand! Thank you for venting to us and letting us know we aren’t alone during these moments. Know we are here for you and are cheering you on! You are going to be a wonderful momma.
My family is a big believer on, “prepare for the worst, hope for the best and enjoy the now!” I know that it’s hard but I pray that you will have a good ultrasound. Know that people’s thoughts and prayers are with you when you’re walking into that ultrasound room. You are never alone God always walks with you in all the dark places you must walk. He will help you and your husband find the strength to face what is to come, Be it good or bad God will always have your back.
God I hate hearing that people can't have a partner in the room with them! Missed miscarriage comes with so much PTSD and it is so unfair when it is possible to make the room safe! Regardless of that, I am praying so much that it's a beautiful scan, and that everyone after that is just as beautiful!
Yes definitely horrible to go through all alone. I went through this in December, every week going alone to ultrasounds, I had a missed miscarriage, I had to go through a DnC alone since partner was not able to be with me. I don't wish this on noby
Prayed for you this morning 🙏🏼 For that little sweet pea to keep on growing stronger and stronger. He or she has a strong mama to “stick with” through this. Hugs.
Kelsie, I've followed your journey for the last few years and I'm in awe of how strong you both have been. So happy to hear your good news ✨ Sending lots of prayers and positivity from Ireland ☘️ 💕
I say this with a heavy heart… I’m beyond broken by the same experience with the same number of miscarriages, and the bleeding scares which for me always ended up in a miscarriage. I felt every word you said.. down to the part about not being able to feel positive even after hearing positive comments.. I immediately scrolled to the top to see if all was well with you this time. I just had this gut feeling that it was. I am so so happy to see this blessing finally happen for you both even though I’m a stranger. You give me hope Doll. Even on a tough day like today where I feel like a test subject , and I’ve had a sonohysterography and a uterus biopsy all in one. YOU GIVE ME HOPE.💜 I pray this next chapter is everything you’ve both imagined + more.🙏🏽
My first ultrasound with our IVF miracle is on the 22nd too! ❤️ I’m 7 weeks today, so just one week ahead of you. Hoping and praying all goes well for you and baby is healthy and strong!!
I know its hard but try to stay sane during the process it can be harder when you have loss PTSD but your doing amazing and girl your hair looks fabulous!! Looking forward to more updates♡♡
Don’t worry too much about symptoms, if you don’t get many! I had a few waves of nausea like you, and then zero morning sickness. After 4 losses, I wanted it!! 😂 But I’m glad I’m hindsight I didn’t get it. I did get some headaches, and fatigue. I know the feeling of being so guarded and not allowing yourself to be happy yet. Praying so hard for you and your family ❤️
Man, hearing your updates brings back all the emotions of my fifth pregnancy (my rainbow baby after four miscarriages). It's so so so so hard (as you know), and honestly I blocked a lot of it out. My heart goes out to you and I pray for you often. You got this ❤️
I started bleeding when I was 15 weeks and it ended up being a hematoma. I’ve had miscarriages too and it was terrifying. Luckily the pregnancy turned into a healthy baby girl who is 3 years old now. 😍
I know it’s hard to go to the happy place!! I’ve lost pregnancy. I didn’t tell my family until I was 12 weeks pregnant. I was very anxious my first pregnancy that stuck. You look great and have the glow!!! I will keep praying for you
I’ve been thinking of you and praying 🙏🏼 thank you for sharing this with all of us. I was so nervous for my first ultrasound (I’ve had two miscarriages) but seeing that little heart flicker made me so feel better. But I was still nervous for awhile. But I’m now almost 27 weeks pregnant. I hope everything works out 🤞🏼🤞🏼♥️♥️♥️
Or twins 💕 spotting is VERY common with twins! Good numbers. Been watching you for a long time- I myself have had 3 losses and I’m just a little behind you at 4weeks rn. Praying for a good outcome too
Hi congratulations on your pregnancy i was only 26 years old when i started my ivf journey. My two top quality embryo didnt work and it was so emotional to face the reality. But 2020 was our year i got pregnant with my 3rd embryo transfer and at 6 weeks it started to bleed. I was panicking that what is going wrong so rang the clinic they told me to take more pessaries. And 7 weeks scan we found out that baby has heartbeat .yeehhhh worth the wait. I am currently 21 weeks pregnant. Plz keep me in your prayers 🙏
Praying for you! I started following you after we had our first loss, and I know the stress and anxiety in pregnancy never truly goes away once you’ve been through that but I just wanted to let you know that I’m getting such strong good feelings for you and this pregnancy, I really think this will be your baby that’s strong enough to make it into your arms, and the good numbers despite the bleeding just shows how much of a fighter this little tot is ❤️
I've had one miscarriage and doing another transfer in April. I feel for you because I know that anxiety. It is REAL and a doozy! Whoo whee. Thank you for being so open and honest about it. It's refreshing and real and so necessary. Praying for you, Anthony and the baby.
I feel you Kelsie! I had a bleeding then spotting from 6weeks to 7weeks... once i saw the blood I thought this was over😢 so i scheduled an ultrasound and turned out everything was fine! I saw the baby looking like a gummy bear with a beating heart.. i couldn’t believe it😭 although after this i was worried during the whole pregnancy but thankfully i gave birth to a healthy baby boy who is now 7months😍 i am praying everything is going to turn out great for you too🥰
Praying for you strength. And a healthy full term baby. I completely understand everything you’re saying . I lost twins 3 years ago. Then in October lost our twins. It’s a big roller coaster of emotions. I pray everything works out great for you. You both deserve it
Praying for positive news. I totally understand what you mean when you say the good stories don’t really help. I think when I’m feeling that way it’s best to just feel the feeling & just live in the unknown until I know what the answer is for me. I know people mean well so I totally understand their side too. Infertility & TTC is not for the weak ♥️
You are so sweet and honest about your feelings . They are valid feelings . Just know there are many prayers being said for you. Cant wait to hear all about your sonogram next week . God Bless
Been following your channel for a while and absolutely praying for you guys! Your videos have been so helpful for my IVF journey and I’m grateful for your openness to share your journey.
You got this!!! I have a great feeling, this time this is it! You're bringing your little nugget home! Praying for safe 9 months!!! Just one piece of advice, do not buy baby stuff before hand, it's very common in most cultures, usually wait for till the end of the pregnancy, or at least closer to the due date. Just to be on a safety note. It is hard to stay positive after all you've been through, but it's better to keep your mind out of it, trying to enjoy little stuff like going to a date with you hubby, or watching comedies, smile a lot, to keep your mood positive. And I'm sure everything will be great. All the luck and health to you both!
I’m early! 🤪 you’ve been in my thoughts since you’ve said you had some bleeding. Prayers that all continues to progress and baby grows how they should 🙏🏻
we have been praying so hard for you guys but especially since transfer! We also have infertility and recently found out we are pregnant, we are 1 day behind you guys! 💜 continued prayers for you guys!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Take it one step at a time :) God be with you! I’m excited! Bleeding early in early pregnancy is norma. Very scary but normal. I had bleeding even clots I thought for sure miscarriage and nope :) baby was fine and healthy bled for the first trimester old blood then new. This baby came here to stay with you. Let go the fears enjoy every second of it. Don’t plan ahead :) it’s good to have some ideas but wait on it until further along :D. I can’t wait until I see you carry your long wished baby!
Sending prayers your way! I felt the exact same way with my pregnancies. I didn’t want to get too attached in case another loss happened, so I always had an “if it works out” attitude. I couldn’t relax until I was about 36 weeks. I pray more than anything for your rainbow!
I really hope everything goes great and you can soon have your blessing in your arms. I've been trying for many years and now going through my second IVF. Praying for it to work this time.
Omg! Prayers to u and your husband! I been watching you for quite some time and cried with u and I now very happy for you a stranger that I may never get to know but I am happy for you & give me hope!
I had a huge SCH with my second at 13w and was put on near bedrest. Your body will reabsorb the blood as time goes on and they go away usually within a few weeks. Shewas a champ through it and is now almost 2. I understand your heart is gaurded. Its really scary and hard going through those traumas. Im 11w with #3 and my heart remembers how scared i was just going through a SCH. Praying for you girl!
Glad I stumbled on your vlog. Hubby and I were due to start IVF this month but have to sit this cycle out due to a cyst. Fingers and toes crossed that IVF is a go for next month (start stims on the 10th of March). Keep us posted on your journey! Will keep you in my prayers x
Praying for you girl In my pregnancy I listened to the ol ladies in my family No mopping Sweeping Picking up heavy Drinking coffee Going outside when's it's cold Stress levels low Omg girl I'm praying for you ...best luck and many blessings to you and your family
Wishing all the best for you! I definitely understand US ptsd after miscarriage. It's so awful that you have to go through that again. Sending best wishes
I’m praying for you Kelsie! I’m asking Him to hold you in his arms and to keep a hedge of protection around you and your little baby so that he or she will arrive safely into your arms. I don’t know why you’ve suffered all the losses that you have but I truly with all my heart hope that you will be taking this little sweetheart home with you. I will continue to pray for you💕💕💕💕💕💕
Praying for you guys! Congrats again!! So happy for you. Lots of prayers of a continued happy healthy 9 months 💗💙💗💙 And.. my BFF had lots of red spotting in her pregnancy and was fine, her daughter is now 13 years old. I also had red spotting in my pregnancy after intercouse and I just had my daughter a month ago. I’ve also had many losses so I know how hard this can be. Hang in there. It is possible and I’m so hopeful for you guys. 💗💗💗
Praying for you girl! Life up those positive vibes it’s so good for your body we will do it for you also because I can’t imagine how hard that is for you!! ❤️
I am praying all goes well with your ultrasound next week and you’ll be able to see the little baby’s heartbeat flickering! I have a good feeling for you guys! I know it’s a bummer going alone at the ultrasounds especially with ptsd history! It’s unfair but trust God and everything will be ok! 🙏🏼
I've just joined your journey and I'm so amazed by your strength and bravery. Allowing us in during these highs and lows, it's truly incredible. I've felt everything you're feeling and it makes me feel less alone knowing there are people out there going through the same thing. I'm sending you all the luck and love for this pregnancy and only positive thoughts and prayers. You got this! 💪💞
Having ultrasounds after loss is horrible, I'm going through it without my husband as well. Lots and lots of well wishes your way, I have faith this baby is gonna keep sticking.
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers. I’ve got a little miracle rainbow baby girl after IVF, third transfer as well, and I remember how hard it was to feel like you can’t get excited the way you want to with PTSD and Covid restrictions on top of all that. I got away with having my husband in for all ultrasounds during Covid because I have a disability and the ultrasound places were so accommodating.
I think that is horrible that your support person can’t go in the for the ultrasound. Where I live certain offices allow it and others don’t. I would only go to one that does. Not only is it horrible for someone who has ptsd from recurrent loss (or just the possibility to receive bad news alone even if you haven’t experienced that before) but to also take that away from the spouse. It’s just as exciting and special to the spouse (at least for my husband it is). ANYWAY I think if you so often and am praying so hard for everything to go well!
All sounds good and positive. I think you are right in not reading too much into the bleeding and spotting. Take good care of yourself. Happy anniversary to you both on the 7th!❤️
All emotions are absolutely allowed. I'm trying to learn that in therapy, and thought you might need to hear it too. Cheering for you guys, all the best to you three ❤️
Congrats, I am sending prayers for comfort for you and your family and friend, for knowledgeable medical staff. I lost my first three and was on bed rest with my fourth, first live birth. With my next pregnancy, I had my child in the front seat of our car and with my final, I went into labor six weeks early. I ended up having three miscarriages and three children, a daughter, and two sons. Praying for you and a healthy baby. I totally get the covid thing. One week from today hubs is having a heart valve replaced and I have to leave the hospital when they take home to the or, which is beyond scary because he also has dementia. I can not visit him in the hospital at all, my anxiety is through the roof. It would be like dropping off a 10-year-old and letting them fend for themselves. God bless.
Thanks for sharing with us. I know this is hard & can see how stressed you are 😥. I feel this is the one for you. Your levels are great & that’s huge! My son was an IVF pregnancy & I had spotting until around 10 weeks or so, off & on. No SCH or anything, just unexplained & they always said everything looks “normal”. Don’t know if that helps you any but he’s 16 months now.
You are always in my prayers I am so happy for you and don't worry God is great he will protect you and the cute precious baby/ babies inside you. I still think its twins ☺😍😍😍
Hi ! I'm praying for you daily. And waiting for your videos. This pregnancy will be the one. I can bear with you. I bleed during my first pregnancy as you mentioned it can be subchorionic hemorrhage but also can be incontinence cervix...please check that also. But still I will pray for you in english/spanish for you. Be strong
I pray to god that the bleeding is nothing concerning. Even though I have only experienced 1 miscarriage I feeel the pain that comes after them . Stay positive. Pray to god . Rest . Don’t stress. And you will see next thing you know u will be almost at 7 months close to delivery. I’m sending baby dust your way and lots of good luck 🍀✨
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Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Sometimes I resent that we live in a society that is so uncomfortable with grief and anxiety that people feel like they have to say something positive, even when we just need them to sit with us in the unknown and accept our feelings for what they are instead of needing to "fix" them. It's totally okay and valid to be anxious and guard your heart after the trauma of multiple losses. You don't owe the world positivity.
I'm currently 21 weeks pregnant with #8 after 7 early losses, and one thing that was the hardest for me was the assumption that because we finally have a viable pregnancy, it now magically doesn't matter that we lost 7 others. Even though I am thankful for this little one, those babies are still real to me and I will always grieve for them. A rainbow baby doesn't magically make years of trauma and grief meaningless. Plus, I know all too well that even at this point, a healthy, living baby is never guaranteed.
💗💗 congratulations on ur pregnancy, I wish u a healthy baby and pregnancy. You are absolutely right, u will always grieve a lost baby no matter what and no matter how many children u might have. That was a little life inside of u that u will cherish forever. 🌈🌈🌈🌈
Praying for you this baby comes out kicking a$$ and taking names!! Goodness, you and your family have been through so much!
I’m so sorry for all you’ve been through, and pray for a full term healthy baby. I’m 62 years old and have 3 adult daughters, and I also have 2 rainbow babies. And yes, you do never forget those precious ones you never got to hold in your arms. God bless you!
Very true. Well said.❤️
Praying you have a healthy pregnancy and super healthy baby. May God cover you both.
I had a cervical polyp at 9 weeks that made me bleed. Scared the crap out of me after 2 losses and 7 years of infertility. Had a healthy pregnancy and baby is now almost 4 months old 🥰
I feel you about the gender and guarding your heart. We had a successful transfer recently (with PGS tested embryo) and decided to wait until further along in the pregnancy find out the gender. Its unspoken but I think my husband and I just don't want to get too attached too soon. I hope your scan next week is prefect in everyway and you have amazing and fun gender reveal.
The first ultrasound is the worst for emotional roller coaster! So happy for you guys. Praying for you 🙏
When I read “bleeding” my first thought was my God can this girl catch a break!!? After all you’ve been through, of course you’d have bleeding to spice up your pregnancy! It can’t ever be smooth for you can it?! But I’m glad the numbers came back normal at least. Always thinking of you and this little babe❤️
Seems that way... I would kill for a drama-free, textbook, boring pregnancy. ❤️
Was thinking the same thing! She NEEDS a break and a healthy and easy pregnancy from here on out! Thoughts and prayers to them 💕
I had bright red bleeding at 6 weeks 6 days, thought for sure it was a miscarriage , went for an ultrasound baby had a strong heartbeat. Had another bright red bleeding at 8 weeks 5 days, went in for another ultrasound, baby is thriving, now I'm 13 weeks no more bleeding but I still feel anxious. I don't think I will relax until baby is in my arms.
I hope your baby makes it and you will hold her/him in a few months !
I’m having red bleeding at 6weeks 3days going for ultrasound tomorrow hoping all is healthy with the baby, no pains or hard cramps x
I’m having red bleeding at 6weeks 3days going for ultrasound tomorrow hoping all is healthy with the baby, no pains or hard cramps x
I’m having red bleeding at 6weeks 3days going for ultrasound tomorrow hoping all is healthy with the baby, no pains or hard cramps x
@@jane-paigeelwood5944is everything fine with you ? Please keep us posted
HOLD ON WAIT A MINUTE is that a cricut behind you??? Girl give us some crafting videos 👏👏
Anyway now I can get back to watching lol.
Your heart is guarded and that’s understandable. You have been through a lot and it’s hard to enjoy this time when you’ve been there before. I know because I’ve been there. Know lots are rooting and praying for you. Take care of yourself
Could not agree with this more! Totally get it and totally understand.
I’m 6 weeks pregnant tomorrow after 6 miscarriages in a row. It’s my 7 pregnancy. I’m feeling exactly the same as you. I’ve got everything crossed for you.
I pray youve an easy pregnancy and labor and healthy mom and baby. Youre added to my prayers ❤
@@narmeenp2770 thank you.
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How do you have the strength to keep trying? I have had 2 and the doubt is overwhelming...
@@viktoriiaaguila6425 unfortunately I miscarried again. It’s so hard on the one hand I’m desperate for it to work and on the other hand I’m terrified none will stick and I should give up but I can’t.
Ceaselessly praying for you and this sweet pea. You’re long overdue for good news and an uncomplicated pregnancy experience that brings you a baby to bring home 💕
Praying so much for you and Anthony. I had two miscarriages and then with this pregnancy had red spotting and was convinced I was having a miscarriage. The spotting lasted until 11 weeks, but I was never diagnosed with an SCH. I was so depressed until 17 weeks, because I was so afraid to get attached to this baby only to lose it. I'm sharing that you aren't alone in your ptsd and it's completely normal to feel this way. I am praying so much for you and that sweet babe of yours and hope you get great news on Monday! So many hugs. 💜
I’m sorry about your past pregnancies… I’m currently 5 weeks 5 days and I’ve been spotting since week 4 the most minimal spotting ever if I don’t look for it I wouldn’t see it… how long did your spotting last and was it on and off?
Through all the anxiety, there's that Kelsie smile shining through. Can't wait for Monday ultrasound results and you seeing Sweet Pea's little heartbeat! Cyber hugs to you, Anthony and Sweet Pea (who I have a very strong feeling is a girl...so go ahead and start painting the nursery BLUE, cuz I'm always wrong!) ;O)
Praying for you Kelsie!!! You feel however you need to feel! Absolutely no judgement here! I cannot say I understand what you are going through, but I love that you too vent to us and you let us in so we can support you and cover you with our prayers. ❤️
Can’t wait to see pregnancy updates and what’s in my hospital bag!
I had my transfer on the 29th of Jan unfortunately it was not successful but we'll be trying again in April if God allows. Hearing your successful story gives me lots of hope. I'm super happy for you. Congrats. Praying you have an awesome pregnancy and beautiful healthy baby.
Thinking of you! We have our 12 week appt the same day... so I’ll be praying both of us are ok! You have every right to be anxious, I’ve been there and I completely understand! Thank you for venting to us and letting us know we aren’t alone during these moments. Know we are here for you and are cheering you on! You are going to be a wonderful momma.
I've been praying for you, Mama! You're so strong!!
My family is a big believer on, “prepare for the worst, hope for the best and enjoy the now!” I know that it’s hard but I pray that you will have a good ultrasound. Know that people’s thoughts and prayers are with you when you’re walking into that ultrasound room.
You are never alone God always walks with you in all the dark places you must walk. He will help you and your husband find the strength to face what is to come, Be it good or bad God will always have your back.
Praying for you!! 3 miscarriages myself and I have a beautiful boy now. ❤ stay hopeful.
What a beautiful testimony! Praying this is her exact words next year 💕
God I hate hearing that people can't have a partner in the room with them! Missed miscarriage comes with so much PTSD and it is so unfair when it is possible to make the room safe! Regardless of that, I am praying so much that it's a beautiful scan, and that everyone after that is just as beautiful!
Yes definitely horrible to go through all alone. I went through this in December, every week going alone to ultrasounds, I had a missed miscarriage, I had to go through a DnC alone since partner was not able to be with me. I don't wish this on noby
Could not agree more! Esp as a labor and delivery nurse, people need their spouses (their people) in this crucial times!!!
Prayed for you this morning 🙏🏼 For that little sweet pea to keep on growing stronger and stronger. He or she has a strong mama to “stick with” through this. Hugs.
Kelsie, I've followed your journey for the last few years and I'm in awe of how strong you both have been. So happy to hear your good news ✨ Sending lots of prayers and positivity from Ireland ☘️ 💕
I say this with a heavy heart… I’m beyond broken by the same experience with the same number of miscarriages, and the bleeding scares which for me always ended up in a miscarriage. I felt every word you said.. down to the part about not being able to feel positive even after hearing positive comments.. I immediately scrolled to the top to see if all was well with you this time. I just had this gut feeling that it was. I am so so happy to see this blessing finally happen for you both even though I’m a stranger. You give me hope Doll. Even on a tough day like today where I feel like a test subject , and I’ve had a sonohysterography and a uterus biopsy all in one. YOU GIVE ME HOPE.💜 I pray this next chapter is everything you’ve both imagined + more.🙏🏽
My first ultrasound with our IVF miracle is on the 22nd too! ❤️ I’m 7 weeks today, so just one week ahead of you. Hoping and praying all goes well for you and baby is healthy and strong!!
Sending Prayers For A Safe and Healthy Pregnancy and Beautiful Baby!!🙏🏼💖💙
Praying so hard this miracle blossoms!
I know its hard but try to stay sane during the process it can be harder when you have loss PTSD but your doing amazing and girl your hair looks fabulous!! Looking forward to more updates♡♡
Thinking a lot of you and baby bear this weekend! All fingers and toes are crossed for monday
Don’t worry too much about symptoms, if you don’t get many! I had a few waves of nausea like you, and then zero morning sickness. After 4 losses, I wanted it!! 😂 But I’m glad I’m hindsight I didn’t get it. I did get some headaches, and fatigue. I know the feeling of being so guarded and not allowing yourself to be happy yet. Praying so hard for you and your family ❤️
Man, hearing your updates brings back all the emotions of my fifth pregnancy (my rainbow baby after four miscarriages). It's so so so so hard (as you know), and honestly I blocked a lot of it out. My heart goes out to you and I pray for you often. You got this ❤️
So sorry you’re bleeding. After 3 miscarriages I also have ptsd with bleeding and ultrasounds. Praying baby grows and grows!
I started bleeding when I was 15 weeks and it ended up being a hematoma. I’ve had miscarriages too and it was terrifying. Luckily the pregnancy turned into a healthy baby girl who is 3 years old now. 😍
Such a beautiful testimony! I pray this for Kelsie too 💕
@@kelleyryanvlogs thank you so much! I had gestational diabetes and HELLP at 34 weeks and she was born early. It was super hard but sooo worth it! ❤️
I know it’s hard to go to the happy place!! I’ve lost pregnancy. I didn’t tell my family until I was 12 weeks pregnant. I was very anxious my first pregnancy that stuck. You look great and have the glow!!! I will keep praying for you
Take it easy, this is it! This baby will stick with you ! Pray for you...
I’ve been thinking of you and praying 🙏🏼 thank you for sharing this with all of us. I was so nervous for my first ultrasound (I’ve had two miscarriages) but seeing that little heart flicker made me so feel better. But I was still nervous for awhile. But I’m now almost 27 weeks pregnant. I hope everything works out 🤞🏼🤞🏼♥️♥️♥️
So happy to hear from you! Continuing to pray for you and baby too!
Praying for you! I hope that you have a happy and healthy pregnancy. ❤️🌈
Hang in there, Mama 💗 We're here with you no matter what.
Or twins 💕 spotting is VERY common with twins! Good numbers. Been watching you for a long time- I myself have had 3 losses and I’m just a little behind you at 4weeks rn. Praying for a good outcome too
I had an Subchorionic Hematoma at 10 weeks pregnant and I just had a baby boy 2 months ago! 👶🏻 It was a scary pregnancy, but God is SO GOOD. 🖤
Yes he is! Congratulations 🎉🎈🎊
I am due 9/26/21 with my fifth child.
Praying for you-May God bless you and be with you 💗
Hi congratulations on your pregnancy i was only 26 years old when i started my ivf journey. My two top quality embryo didnt work and it was so emotional to face the reality. But 2020 was our year i got pregnant with my 3rd embryo transfer and at 6 weeks it started to bleed. I was panicking that what is going wrong so rang the clinic they told me to take more pessaries. And 7 weeks scan we found out that baby has heartbeat .yeehhhh worth the wait. I am currently 21 weeks pregnant. Plz keep me in your prayers 🙏
Keeping y’all in my prayers! Along with your sweet mom & dad.
Praying for you! I started following you after we had our first loss, and I know the stress and anxiety in pregnancy never truly goes away once you’ve been through that but I just wanted to let you know that I’m getting such strong good feelings for you and this pregnancy, I really think this will be your baby that’s strong enough to make it into your arms, and the good numbers despite the bleeding just shows how much of a fighter this little tot is ❤️
I've had one miscarriage and doing another transfer in April. I feel for you because I know that anxiety. It is REAL and a doozy! Whoo whee. Thank you for being so open and honest about it. It's refreshing and real and so necessary. Praying for you, Anthony and the baby.
I feel you Kelsie! I had a bleeding then spotting from 6weeks to 7weeks... once i saw the blood I thought this was over😢 so i scheduled an ultrasound and turned out everything was fine! I saw the baby looking like a gummy bear with a beating heart.. i couldn’t believe it😭 although after this i was worried during the whole pregnancy but thankfully i gave birth to a healthy baby boy who is now 7months😍 i am praying everything is going to turn out great for you too🥰
My story ❤❤❤baby boy in my arms now😅
Praying for you strength. And a healthy full term baby. I completely understand everything you’re saying . I lost twins 3 years ago. Then in October lost our twins. It’s a big roller coaster of emotions. I pray everything works out great for you. You both deserve it
Praying for positive news. I totally understand what you mean when you say the good stories don’t really help. I think when I’m feeling that way it’s best to just feel the feeling & just live in the unknown until I know what the answer is for me. I know people mean well so I totally understand their side too. Infertility & TTC is not for the weak ♥️
You are so sweet and honest about your feelings . They are valid feelings . Just know there are many prayers being said for you. Cant wait to hear all about your sonogram next week . God Bless
Been following your channel for a while and absolutely praying for you guys! Your videos have been so helpful for my IVF journey and I’m grateful for your openness to share your journey.
You got this!!! I have a great feeling, this time this is it! You're bringing your little nugget home! Praying for safe 9 months!!!
Just one piece of advice, do not buy baby stuff before hand, it's very common in most cultures, usually wait for till the end of the pregnancy, or at least closer to the due date. Just to be on a safety note.
It is hard to stay positive after all you've been through, but it's better to keep your mind out of it, trying to enjoy little stuff like going to a date with you hubby, or watching comedies, smile a lot, to keep your mood positive. And I'm sure everything will be great. All the luck and health to you both!
I’m early! 🤪 you’ve been in my thoughts since you’ve said you had some bleeding. Prayers that all continues to progress and baby grows how they should 🙏🏻
Will certainly add you to prayer request list!
I know this has to be so hard so I’m sending you hugs🤗🤗🤗 and prayers🙏🙏🙏
Our snow just ended..it was so crazy! Good luck on your ultrasound next week!
My hubs & I have our first IVF consult feb 26th! I'm nervous & excited & scared but ready for this journey!
I pray for you all the time. I strongly feel that this baby is your earth side baby. Keep the faith!❤️
Can't wait to be able to hug you! Love you and praying.
we have been praying so hard for you guys but especially since transfer! We also have infertility and recently found out we are pregnant, we are 1 day behind you guys! 💜 continued prayers for you guys!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Take it one step at a time :)
God be with you!
I’m excited!
Bleeding early in early pregnancy is norma. Very scary but normal.
I had bleeding even clots I thought for sure miscarriage and nope :) baby was fine and healthy bled for the first trimester old blood then new.
This baby came here to stay with you. Let go the fears enjoy every second of it.
Don’t plan ahead :) it’s good to have some ideas but wait on it until further along :D.
I can’t wait until I see you carry your long wished baby!
Thank you for sharing even when you’re so guarded, we love you so so much girl❤️
I've been praying for you guys... for your miracle baby and praying that you'll get to enjoy / relax with this pregnancy
Sending prayers your way! I felt the exact same way with my pregnancies. I didn’t want to get too attached in case another loss happened, so I always had an “if it works out” attitude. I couldn’t relax until I was about 36 weeks. I pray more than anything for your rainbow!
I really hope everything goes great and you can soon have your blessing in your arms. I've been trying for many years and now going through my second IVF. Praying for it to work this time.
Omg! Prayers to u and your husband! I been watching you for quite some time and cried with u and I now very happy for you a stranger that I may never get to know but I am happy for you & give me hope!
So many prayers for you, hubs and baby bear! I cried watching your story on Instagram. All the best to you! 🌈
I had a huge SCH with my second at 13w and was put on near bedrest. Your body will reabsorb the blood as time goes on and they go away usually within a few weeks. Shewas a champ through it and is now almost 2. I understand your heart is gaurded. Its really scary and hard going through those traumas. Im 11w with #3 and my heart remembers how scared i was just going through a SCH. Praying for you girl!
Praying for you hun and that the peace of God that surpasses all human understanding may envelope you and your husband even as you wait❤
Glad I stumbled on your vlog. Hubby and I were due to start IVF this month but have to sit this cycle out due to a cyst. Fingers and toes crossed that IVF is a go for next month (start stims on the 10th of March). Keep us posted on your journey! Will keep you in my prayers x
Praying for you girl
In my pregnancy I listened to the ol ladies in my family
No mopping
Sweeping
Picking up heavy
Drinking coffee
Going outside when's it's cold
Stress levels low
Omg girl I'm praying for you ...best luck and many blessings to you and your family
Will continue to pray!! I have only miscarried once and was a wreck with my rainbow baby... Hope you can enjoy every moment!! 🙏❤️
Wishing all the best for you! I definitely understand US ptsd after miscarriage. It's so awful that you have to go through that again. Sending best wishes
I’m praying for you Kelsie! I’m asking Him to hold you in his arms and to keep a hedge of protection around you and your little baby so that he or she will arrive safely into your arms. I don’t know why you’ve suffered all the losses that you have but I truly with all my heart hope that you will be taking this little sweetheart home with you. I will continue to pray for you💕💕💕💕💕💕
So happy for you that this pregnancy is sticking! Praying it continues! 🙏🙏❤️❤️
Praying for you guys! Congrats again!! So happy for you. Lots of prayers of a continued happy healthy 9 months 💗💙💗💙
And.. my BFF had lots of red spotting in her pregnancy and was fine, her daughter is now 13 years old. I also had red spotting in my pregnancy after intercouse and I just had my daughter a month ago. I’ve also had many losses so I know how hard this can be. Hang in there. It is possible and I’m so hopeful for you guys. 💗💗💗
I saw your instagram post! Congrats on the heartbeat mama! ❤❤❤
Praying for you girl! Life up those positive vibes it’s so good for your body we will do it for you also because I can’t imagine how hard that is for you!! ❤️
I am praying all goes well with your ultrasound next week and you’ll be able to see the little baby’s heartbeat flickering! I have a good feeling for you guys!
I know it’s a bummer going alone at the ultrasounds especially with ptsd history! It’s unfair but trust God and everything will be ok! 🙏🏼
I've just joined your journey and I'm so amazed by your strength and bravery. Allowing us in during these highs and lows, it's truly incredible. I've felt everything you're feeling and it makes me feel less alone knowing there are people out there going through the same thing. I'm sending you all the luck and love for this pregnancy and only positive thoughts and prayers. You got this! 💪💞
I am praying for you and your husband Kelsie!!
You are so incredibly brave❤️ Praying for you
You got this kelsie!! I’m so happy for you and your family
Congratulations girl so happy for you!!
Having ultrasounds after loss is horrible, I'm going through it without my husband as well. Lots and lots of well wishes your way, I have faith this baby is gonna keep sticking.
Thank you so much for sharing with us... I pray everything will be normal this time and you will have a healthy baby 💝
I have a subchorionic hemorrhage and it's scary but I'm praying for you!
Keeping you guys in my thoughts and prayers. I’ve got a little miracle rainbow baby girl after IVF, third transfer as well, and I remember how hard it was to feel like you can’t get excited the way you want to with PTSD and Covid restrictions on top of all that. I got away with having my husband in for all ultrasounds during Covid because I have a disability and the ultrasound places were so accommodating.
I think that is horrible that your support person can’t go in the for the ultrasound. Where I live certain offices allow it and others don’t. I would only go to one that does. Not only is it horrible for someone who has ptsd from recurrent loss (or just the possibility to receive bad news alone even if you haven’t experienced that before) but to also take that away from the spouse. It’s just as exciting and special to the spouse (at least for my husband it is). ANYWAY I think if you so often and am praying so hard for everything to go well!
All sounds good and positive. I think you are right in not reading too much into the bleeding and spotting. Take good care of yourself. Happy anniversary to you both on the 7th!❤️
You are a light Kelsie!
All emotions are absolutely allowed. I'm trying to learn that in therapy, and thought you might need to hear it too. Cheering for you guys, all the best to you three ❤️
Wishing you a safe and wonderful experience thru this journey.
Congrats, I am sending prayers for comfort for you and your family and friend, for knowledgeable medical staff.
I lost my first three and was on bed rest with my fourth, first live birth. With my next pregnancy, I had my child in the front seat of our car and with my final, I went into labor six weeks early. I ended up having three miscarriages and three children, a daughter, and two sons. Praying for you and a healthy baby.
I totally get the covid thing. One week from today hubs is having a heart valve replaced and I have to leave the hospital when they take home to the or, which is beyond scary because he also has dementia. I can not visit him in the hospital at all, my anxiety is through the roof. It would be like dropping off a 10-year-old and letting them fend for themselves.
God bless.
Thanks for sharing with us. I know this is hard & can see how stressed you are 😥. I feel this is the one for you. Your levels are great & that’s huge! My son was an IVF pregnancy & I had spotting until around 10 weeks or so, off & on. No SCH or anything, just unexplained & they always said everything looks “normal”. Don’t know if that helps you any but he’s 16 months now.
I’m praying for you & that sweet little baby ❤️ Hoping & praying you can have relief after your scan!
You are always in my prayers I am so happy for you and don't worry God is great he will protect you and the cute precious baby/ babies inside you. I still think its twins ☺😍😍😍
I can imagine this is so nerve wrecking for you and your husband. 🥺 Sending prayers for a wonderful ultrasound. 🥰 🙏🏼
Hi ! I'm praying for you daily. And waiting for your videos. This pregnancy will be the one. I can bear with you. I bleed during my first pregnancy as you mentioned it can be subchorionic hemorrhage but also can be incontinence cervix...please check that also. But still I will pray for you in english/spanish for you. Be strong
Sending all the love in the world and will be sending every positive hopefully vibe in the world for your ultrasound x
I pray to god that the bleeding is nothing concerning. Even though I have only experienced 1 miscarriage I feeel the pain that comes after them . Stay positive. Pray to god . Rest . Don’t stress. And you will see next thing you know u will be almost at 7 months close to delivery. I’m sending baby dust your way and lots of good luck 🍀✨
I will be praying for you. Keep busy this weekend so time flies by.