To be fair this could actually be about someone you didn’t even think this would apply to ❤️ regardless you’ll be happy even if it doesn’t turn romantic
i know because he told me he should’ve married me so i know we both live with that regret of walking away from the truest passionate love over bullshit and i wish and hope the universe brings us back when ready
I cried when I heard this reading of pile 2 , I was with him for 4 years it was good at first , but he ended up beating on me and saying horrible things he broke me down so bad he would even get mad if I was with my mom the only good thing that happened is I had my son. And he was the first real relationship I ever had, I have been single for 3 years and I feel like I will never find someone for me.
Don't forget that everyone deserves love, go within yourself to find love first and everything will fall into pieces.. One day you will find someone who will make you forget about all this, so smile and trust in universe, he has a plan for you and better things always come after the storm.... 🙏🙏🙏 Don't loose faith in life or even in love...
I also picked pile 2... I went through similar.... and I also had a child from this man and I had to walk away.... I’m struggling parenting our daughter and spend the whole night crying bc of the trauma she experienced when he was still trying to win us back and had custody rights to see her which didn’t last long bc I really buckled down on him for our daughter’s safety, we both had to go through therapy and he’s been in and out of jail and we do not hear from him at all now in days.... he was very abusive mentally emotionally and physically. And i refused for our daughter to be his next target.... it took every fiber in my being to let go of the idea that I wasnt doing my daughter good by not being with her father and giving her a happy home..... and while I struggle being on my own and sometimes only had a couple dollars to survive at one point.... I’ve never seen my daughter as happy and calm as she is now without him.... and while we have our lows, I know it will never be as bad as when I was with him.... it is possible to leave it is possible to be happy and you do deserve better and if you have children they deserve better .... I came upon this reading thinking of how hard it’s been for me and my kid bc she misses the thought of what it could have been like having a father... the few memories she has are not good ones.... but I know at the end she is the strongest little girl I know and divine had a bigger plan than either of us imagined.... I’ve learned to vault myself and she’s learning to do the same, I awakened and on my path to my higher purpose.... and she now knows that she can always trust Spirit as her guide in any situation.... thank you sharing, it helped me be brave enough to share mines.... and also eso thank you for such an amazing card reading, you never fail to impress me at how accurate your readings are for me... and how much I just vibe with your energy, you truly have a beautiful gift 🙌🏼👑💜
Amecca DO NOT hold on to those thoughts or that energy. Do whatever you have to do to heal. I was stuck/damaged for 11 years. I'm only healing now, bc of my spiritual awakening. The longer you hold on to negative beliefs, the more you believe those LIES! Your thoughts create your reality! 🙏🏽💕
I got pile 3 and this has been the most spot-on reading I've ever had! The connection is very confusing but I feel I'm meant to be with this person. Thank you for going so in depth.
Pile 3 definitely resonated from cards to the songs. Confusing connection yes✅ Deep passion but hostility yes✅ checking in on each other yes✅ separated✅ just a big YES✅
i got pile 2 and it was extremely accurate, i did leave that person and i'm so glad i did because now i'm the happiest i've been in a while. so if you're in that situation, please leave them, yes it's going to be hard but it's worth it :) and thank you for this i needed to hear it
I finally did the other day. Good luck to you. Took me 4 tries, but at least I kept getting up and trying is what I need to understand is the important part. We're worth it
PILE 2 ! For the people that are questioning your intuition bc of the gaslighting that is coming from your person.. do yourself a favor and CHOOSE YOU ! It’s taken a lot of strength but I left and have been so much happier ever since ! Trust your intuition and that gut feeling that is almost unbearable will go away ✨ Good luck ❤️
Pile 2 - He was the catalyst for my awakening. I didn't know what a Twin Flame was until after. Before him I was in toxic relationship for 24 years. Healed from that, straight into a 9 month affair with a married man. When we met he told me they were divorced. Total narcissist like the first relationship but worse. Gas lighting, love bombing, it was all new words but I knew the cycles. He came back again after 7 months and like a dumb I gave in. I've been standing my ground and I will not give in. I'm strengthening my connection to Source and I'm grateful every day for my blessings. The day I awoke was 9/9/2019. It brought me to my knees and I've been forever changed. I've cut out people, places and things that no longer serve me and I've never been happier. I'm still a work in progress but I can finally breathe. I've always had to fight through life. Daddy abandonment issues, toxic 24 Yr relationship that I had 5 children to. Met who I thought was my twin but maybe is a Karmic. Met a soul mate who I've known since I was 5 and he turned out just as manipulative. Says more about me than the men I keep attracting. Universe has truly forced me to love myself and I'm finally feeling like me again. This year has been the most transformational in all my 43 years. It is what it is and I'm embracing my future with open arms and an open heart. 🌹❤️💯
HOW!? I chose pile 1. The immediate person who came to mind annoyed me for years and ultimately he was the reason I finally found myself. He pushed me to my edge until I just wasn't mad anymore. Now we're friends. He means so much to me because he helped me without realizing it. This is spot on. He's not totally out of my life yet so I might talk to him soon. He didn't ever tell me to change or introduce me to spirituality I just came across it while trying to learn how to control myself because of him.
Oh wow. After the last comment I still had more to watch and it still speaks loads. He's somehow in my dreams alot and I sleep alot and feel like those dreams are on a different level, like we're closer than we know.
pile 3 - i feel like this connection was a catalyst for me to reflect on personal goals but also to give me hope & confidence. i rarely feel comfortable with people very early on & with this one it really just came as a surprise to me. whether they come back or not, i genuinely feel it was meant to happen when it did. thank you for a lovely reading!
I picked pile two... oh my god. I’ve never had an online reading so accurate like holy shit, I’ve been out of that relationship for like three years but so much healing was done after that and when you said “the spirit just wants you to know how proud they are of you” I literally bursted in tears. Every. Single. Thing. Is on point. Wow. Thank you. Truly.
Seriously same here. 2 years out of it and ruminating on exactly that led me to this reading. How upset and “fyt me” Eso got was just proof at how good it is we’re all out of that energy hahaha
Pile 3. Spot on . He better be coming back. We have had this back and forth hot and cold for the last year and a half. And you're right, the feelings are extremely intense and neither one of us really wanted to admit it. There is a ton of mirroring . He really did make me question everything about my life and I'm still questioning
Pile 2 was so deep and raw and true for me I was crying listening and it feels like a eight had been lifted off my shoulders and my mental state is so much better and hearing spirit is proud of my choice is so amazing to hear
If you had pile 2 and you’re still in it.. it gets better but the only person to help you is you but trust me it’s the hardest decision of your life but it will be the best
Pile 3: I’ve never experienced anything like this in my life. So accurate. I learned so much after this relationship was cut short by circumstances. My whole outlook on life shifted and I’ve been working on getting to know my new self for the past 4 months because I really never believed in love before I met him and my rational side is so thrown off. Definitely affirms all that I’ve been doing to get over it and helps with the lack of closure we both had. You’re so awesome!! Seriously thank you for this🤩
Pile 3. Paused mid-watch and texted him, even though i've been very upset and wasn't talking to him - told him a bit about how i feel.This reading helped me remember that i've learned that lesson before. I mean, it's embarassing, but i know i needed to communicate this sooner or later - even if he's cold, at least i get to find out. I'll update later. Upd: sorry guys, it's not a good one. He doesn't care whatsoever. Good, i finally get to move on, i haven't even been wanting it that bad anymore lately, idk why i held onto this
Pile 3....spot on I was wide eyed the whole time. It absolutely was my biggest fear in the world to lose them and so during the drawn out process of that happening I did say to myself and my friends, since I went through this and didn’t die...I can do lots of things. And yeah I definitely complicated things for myself by asking my friends opinions too much and feeling like they never understood. It was a big lesson for me to keep things to myself more for sure. Wow thank you. This sharpened that lesson for me. 💕💕💕
Pile 2 here. Madison, you absolutely channeled my energy in this reading. I met a man much older than me. He took care of me financially, he took care of my son. I was isolated from my friends and family. He was manipulative, he made me feel like he was the only person in the world that could ever love me. He was the only person who could bring me to my fullest potential. I was with him for nearly 5 years. I finally left. I have been away from him for 3 months. I hit rock bottom for sure. But now I’m free. I’m on my own and I have never been happier. Anyone who picked pile2, you are strong and capable of being on your own. No one can take your light away. ❤
#3 just met him in January, found out we have the same birth date, same thinking, same morals, similar experience, by the end of Jan. he confessed to me, now we're talking about our future 🥰 Out of all people, I have met him.
Yesterday I dreamed about a tarot reader and 2 butterflies togheter, today I got this at my recommended. I'm not saying it's a sign but I don't know, my comment will probably get lost so just saying that's curious.
For pile 2, around 40:50 you said "I don't belong to anyone, I belong to myself" and I have the quote "I belong deeply to myself" tattooed on my forearm, that gave me chills!! I actually got the tattoo as a reminder to never lose myself again after getting out of and healing from an abusive relationship with a narcissist. I am an empath and I do consider myself a light worker, I'm also a cancer. When you mentioned coming out on the other side and said "it's not like they're dying", all I could think was "but it is a rebirth". I was born again after learning what self love and true inner happiness meant. Me and this person have been split for many years now and I can honestly say that relationship taught me some of the most valuable lessons to date. If you are in the position of a toxic relationship, you will feel born again if you leave. Life truly starts over in the best way possible
#2 about him: hurt ppl hurt other people. About me: someone smarter wouldn't last that long. Situation: destroyed me. Conclusion for anyone choosing #2pile: these kind of persons should be avoided in long and wide circle.
See it as a lesson. It will help you propel forward without the damage. Heal yourself as much as you can. I chose pile 2. I was in it for 13 years... I had accepted so damn much.
Pile 1 - lots of messages in there, some of them resonated for me. I’m in the non-toxic group; we met and he ran from the connection but I’m told (repeatedly!) that he’s coming back, in the process of this i have learned a lot about myself, boundaries, self-worth etc. he is my soul mate and I know we’re not done yet 🥰
i cut him off from my life today, i kept hinting, testing, trying to get an answer but he kept joking around, side-tracking, so i left. i know he is my soulmate, but i think we aren't meant to be, so i won't hang around to wait for him to come back. maybe it was meant to be just a beautiful memory 🤷🏻♀️ he taught me that sometimes i have to love myself before i can love other people, and that sometimes that means cutting off relationships with people that i don't see a future with.
pile 3 really describe my whole situation I was going through and how i am now, but i hope from the bottom of my heart that we can heal those bad things we were going through and get back together, i know we can ❤️
Pile 1: Love the lengthy readings! You are always on point and give clear messages. The abrupt exit/ghosting was super transformative for me and the spiritual awakening part from this person resonates as well. The whole reading really other than the parts that fit the people who are together. This person came and went so fast and it never grounded into an actual relationship but it was definitely a destined meeting to catapult my ass forward! LOL
pile 3 was so accurate! my current bf is a cancer and i’m an aries, and when we first started dating we had to basically choose to be together and leave our friend group, or stop what we had started. we ended up cutting everyone off by the end of it lol and it was definitely a leap of faith for me to get what i really wanted!! so accurate!
@@idontknowwhattochooseforau6160 Some friends are toxic. Same as family, not eveyone have a good family or friends. They're happy, that's all that matter.
#2 could not be more accurate. The greatest disappointment of my life was seeing this person unmasked, yet it was the greatest liberation for me eventually. So painful, so traumatic and with 3 children in the mix, but wow, I am thankful to be free ❤ Never EVER stay in a relationship where the other persons happiness is priority over yours. That's insanity. To anyone who is stuck right now, be brave and love yourself. Please xxx
pile 2; incredibly accurate, just couldn’t believe how accurate this pile was. just broke it off and feel so relieved. the path of self worth/love is so much clearer now.
Pile 2: I fortunately was not in an abusive relationship but I recently walked away from a person who I was seeing for the last few months. When we would hang out he'd tell me he thought about me all the time and that he wanted to get to know me but then would ghost me until it was convenient for him to come back around. he left me on edge all the time about how he felt towards me and I felt like I was constantly bringing his name up and it became so toxic. He'd ask me to hang out but then would stand me up multiple days in a row and it break my heart. The friend thats helping me out sent me to this video!!
Sandra Carrillo Pech Sé de un hechicero que puede ayudarte a recuperar tu amor ... También me ayudó a atraer a mi ex pareja de regreso después de la ruptura ... Contáctalo al + 2349056213619🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
Pile 1& 3 -spot on. Connection was intense and it brought up my trust issues and his self esteem and fears of vulnerability. I ran after a few months. Regretted it for months, went through a dark knight of the soul, an out of body experience and then an awakening. I still feel his energy and dream about him and it’s been a freaking year! Totally opened me up to my spirituality and though I still miss him, I know this is all meant to be 🙌🏽
Pile 3. The whole reading hit right in the feels. I secretly admire him so much. This reading turned into exactly what I needed to hear to shift my mood. Thanks for the genuine interpretation, I really appreciate it 😌
Pile 3: Since meeting him we’ve had such fun times (and weird misunderstandings). We never really committed, but he gave me the motivation to take a dive and move out of state and just try to do better to myself. We aren’t doing long distance or anything, but we’ve been hot and cold about our feelings and still not wanting to lose each other and being in this friend, but more than friends situation. It’s all fire and water here, honestly. Not sure what will happen, but we do know being around each other feels like home so it’s a hot mess here. Just trying to stay focused on our aspirations and being supportive of that.
Pile 2.. exact what you said you were talking my toxic ex. I went through a lot from a very long time and it’s been quite long that I am completely over from it and honestly that was the best decision I have ever made. It was mentally abusive relationship and I am glad god have me strength to come out from it. I hope god gives everyone strength who are in the same situation. God bless you all.
i chose pile 1. it resonated w me so much omg. there was a lot of pisces energy...im a pisces, the person is a pisces. the number 5 is my lucky number. and yes i do use procrastination/sleeping as an escape lmaooo i felt so called out. i could relate to a lot of messages :"")
*PILE 2* The reading explained feelings that i couldn't put in words. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Now advice from my perspective for the people who selected pile 2 and aren't still out of the situation :- TRUST. PLEASE TRUST YOUR INTUITION. you know it when something is not right. When I was in my vulnerable state, i went to people for their advice and all they said was i am overthinking or i am twisting things....but i knew it deep down that something wasn't just fitting. Like that gut feeling. I even seeked therapy... Thinking I was the problem...when in reality the only problem was i was fighting my intuition. I wanted to be with him SO BAD that i was willing to give everything up...but was he willing to do the same? Nah. Coming from a person who has hit rock bottom in the relationship explained in pile 2....you can only get better once you start trusting YOURSELF. Believe me, if i could advice my younger self regarding this I would ask her to trust her inner voice. Because RIGHT NOW....imma be honest. I am GLOWING. i left the toxic situation ( of 3 years) and now i am focused on my career on my passion on my healing and i can visible notice my glow up. Even people around me are shocked. I often get asked "how did you change yourself so much?" honey i didnt change myself, i just got to know myself better. NOW QUEENS PLEASE PUT THAT CROWN BACK UP ON UR HEAD. KNOW YOUR WORTH. CLOSE THAT DOOR WHICH HOLDS YOU BACK. I BELIEVE IN YOU! ❤️ AND ESO TAROT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING
Pile 3! Holy crap, everything you said resonated. I’m a Leo and we started out as friends and then started a relationship but it ended in august and every time we see each other we act really friendly towards each other but he has been giving me mixed signals so idk what to do anymore! Thank you Eso! ❤️
Pile 1- I had was pretty depressed for 2 years and I haven’t been more happier since I met him through an online game, we don’t talk anymore but I learned a lot from him and because of talking to him I thought more about my future and finally know what I want to do when I’m older :)
omg i met my 'him' online from a game too and i just left him today i learnt to leave relationships that aren't working out before it turned sour and to stop giving all the time and learning when to give up on something that isn't working out so that you can look forward to something better
Sandra Carrillo Pech Sé de un hechicero que puede ayudarte a recuperar tu amor ... También me ayudó a atraer a mi ex pareja de regreso después de la ruptura ... Contáctalo al + 2349056213619🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
WHILE LISTENING TO YOUR READING FOR MY CHOSEN PILE #4, I AM CRYING HARD, DEEPLY AND SILENTLY BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID IS WHAT I'VE HELD DEEP INSIDE FOR A LONG TIME 😭 THIS IS THE READING THAT I DIDN'T EXPECT WOULD BE VERY ACCURATE AND THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I NEEDED. I AM LOOKING FORWARD AND I AM TRYING TO BE VERY POSITIVE AND PRAY FOR GUIDANCE 😭💜 THANK YOU ESO TAROT 💜💜💜
Pile 3!!!! you explained our friendship over the last ten years, and when it came to the charms... the first 3 letters of his name came out. I always called him Dom instead of his nickname.😳
Pile 3: Yes. Our connection is really weird af. I never felt and experienced like this before. I started seeing shitton of synchronicities. I broke up with my bf (7 years) and now IDK. i still really dont know. He is too good to be true. He is a musician. He has dogs. Check Yes Juliet is my fave WTK. 💕
I picked pile 3 is well but Jesus Chris literary the same situation with me’ I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 years back in July & I have this new connection to that is truly weird & different then what I have ever experience before! I’m also seeing so many synchronicities with numbers as well! I’m an Aries he’s a Scorpio there’s just so much going on. We don’t communicate much other then when we see each other & our connection is super strong and passionate but I have so many doubts in my head because we don’t talk about our emotions 😭
Wtf this exact same thing happened to me. We live away from each other but there are so many synchronicities and we share SO MANY life experiences, it's creepy sometimes. I feel like he's too good to be true and he feels the same for me, he's a musician as well, WTF!!
This is weirding me out. I also chose pile 3, the guy is a musician and I've known him for 7 years... Gotta love them synchronicities, here's some confirmation for us both, lol EDIT: Apparently there's more than 2 of us, this is wild
Pile #2- was my situation exactly, he was possessive of me, never allowed me to talk to literally anyone, tried to isolate me from my friends and family, always thought he was right and that I was wrong, told me he owned me, emotionally abusive, tried to control my life and what path I should take, and manipulated me. He was older, I was young and very naive and I love hard. Honestly, the beginning was nice, but it got dark fast. I loved him and looked past all of that, I wasted 3 almost 4 years of my life for him. It honestly makes me sad writing this, but I finally took my rose tinted glasses off and seen the bigger picture, I was so emotionally depleted and depressed. I left, he tried to emotionally manipulate me to come back to him (saying his life was empty since I left and that he needed and wanted me in his life along with saying no one will ever love me the way he did...etc) I saw right through it and rejected it. I’ve grown a lot from the day I met him til now. It was more so a trauma bond rather than a relationship, thank you for this reading eso. 💛
I picked pile 4. I just wanted to say thank you for even taking in this energy... like wow this blew my mind... please don’t doubt yourself... this.... really felt like something I can relate to the T. Thank you 🙏🏼 I needed to hear this
Omg spot on! Pile#3 You were reading my twin/soulmate to the tee!😁 We're childhood friends who reconnected after 19 yrs. Caught feelings at a really bad time. We're in separation due to 3rd party; I set boundaries and removed myself from that situation. The lessons you listed are spot on💜. I'm the super "spiritual one" and he's the "Ego driven Player".😂 Im super independent and he's always been in codependent relationships. This is definitely a divinely guided connection. When I showed up, I believe I (unconsciously) triggered him to wake up. His life is completely upside right now.😬Intuitively, I know we'll reconnect after he does allot of healing.🙏 I miss him immensely, but continue to live my best life.💕Great reading! Much love🙏
Pile 3 this reading resonates with him about me he stays distant listens to his friends too much, never gave me a chance and doubts I like him but I agree I always get and meet strange people/experiences that not many people do. He’s a Scorpio I’m a Leo. You even addressed it as you were speaking to the water sign x
Pile 3 and you couldnt have explained it better. This was exactly what ive been intuitively recieving and gathering, and to hear you verbalize it practically verbatim is just so magical and such a neat experience. Thank you so much
I was pile 3. And I’m not going to lie when I say that it made me cry. You described me so well and the more in depth it got, the more I could see you describing myself. And I’m honest to god shocked. New favorite tarot channel. First time I’ve cried from a reading too😅
Wow, I choose pile 4, and it was all spot on! I was deeply emotional bonded with this guy, and I had to embrace the truth we weren't meant to be. I wanted to stay around him for all my days on earth but I made a choice to move back to my home country and came to the realization that we couldn't go further together. Also, I was young and I hadn't grown to love my own skin. And the music charms.. we both loved playing piano and singing..
Pile 2: I got out of the toxic relationship and it was the best decision of my life. I was able to shine and thrive, I made my own choices and for the first time in a while so was able to look at the mirror and be proud of myself and my actions. It took me a lot to get over, he even brought legal problems but at the end of you know your truth you will always win; I encourage you to leave that person, I have been able to grow so much as a person and will never regret it.
PILE 2 - got me so emotional, im literally crying. Don't know who needs to read this, but it was my hardest decision and the most liberating i've i ever made. YOU CAN DO THIS. thanks for this reading @esotatot
Pile 2, spot on. I married my high school sweetheart and stayed in a mentally abusive relationship for 18 years. I was scared to leave because we had a child that was young at the time and I didn’t know how I was going to support us. No body knew how he was because he hid his true self from everyone. He is a narcissist. Once I finally got away, I went back to school and got my degree. I also had lots of support from family and what little friends I had left. I made a life for myself and my son. It’s the best thing I ever did for myself. I am 1,000 times happier now.
Pile 2 here! Left him in May. You described him and our relationship to a T! I’m so much happier and learning tarot because I found spirituality and want to be a light worker. I found my worth when I left the person who called me worthless ♥️
Pile 2: Yes was a narcissist. This reading was spot on. And yeah was going on for a long time, but cut them off a while ago, blocked, done with that. So much happier now, you find that within. And fellow pile 2 people it is ok, you will be ok. I'am so good now,that i could laugh about all the comments you did LMAO, thanks for having our backs sweets. xo
Pile 2 here and wow.. I thought my reading would be about this guy that just entered my life and he’s amazing, but it was about the guy I wasted years on and he was extremely toxic and I held on because the love I had for him. Everything was extremely spot on and I walked away back in August and it was the best decision of my life. I’m so much happier and I just feel.. free. It was like he had some kind of hold on me and I finally had enough of the bs and empty promises. I’m happy to know why I met this person because I did in fact learn self love and self worth.. and what I deserve. Also the first two charms you picked up.. Aquarius and Leo.. he’s Aquarius and I’m Leo. It’s crazy lol
Pile 2 here - I can promise you that everything gets better, it’s difficult and it’s hard - but you have no idea how much you radiate without the albatross of that person around your neck
Pile 2! Actual chills Thankyou for this, it’s been a year since I was with them and they still lowkey haunt my thoughts it’s frustrating! I know my decision was best for me, perfect affirmation bless❤️
Pile 2! Out of that situation. I was very naive and wanted lots and he was able to give me what I wanted and said he loved me because he could give me all of that. Very manipulative. Made me think I was always the problem. I literally stopped spending time with my family. I ended up with no friends in the end. I was so into this connection I believed him when he told me I couldn’t do something. Didn’t realize it was bad until I finally left and told family and friends what I had went through. Very toxic and was hard to notice it. Not black and white. It looked like he loved me for the things that he would do but the way he made me feel was why I left.
Pile 3: Omg!! I’m so glad you listened to Spirit and went completely away from the original question. We were together since 2015, and we both love my dog more than life. Everything in ur reading was right on.
Ah, pile 4 has me crying lmao. It was so true every little thing. I’ve been with them for about 5 years but they were my first love. We both knew it was time to let go, but we both had so much love. They ended up walking away first before I could and I’m still healing.
Pile 3 Come back! Yes act cool on the surface both of us Thanks your reading Complicated, opposite, mirroring Maybe one day we can get over it Really hope so Thanks 💕
I got out of a terribly toxic connection in July 2020. I was in this connection for seven years. He was very emotionally abusive, manipulative, and consistently used gaslighting to make me feel like I was going insane. He was older than me and everything she said was basically dead on. I finally left after literally feeling like I’d rather die than stay and be so unhappy with him. When you need to find the strength to leave you will. It’s much brighter once you do.
Pile 3... my goodness. I cannot have explained it any better then how you did. I was so confused and stuck. Yet I feel like we’re meant to be. I was so invested and went to my friends to seek opinions because I wanted to know how it was in a different “perspective”. Literally you explained everything so well. I cannot believe how much this resonated with me. Again, the zodiacs were on POINT! Spot on, Eso. I literally am shocked every time I watch your videos. 🤯
Pile 2 and so dead accurate. Took me 6 years after many break ups and just as I'd get happy again he'd come back. Every time he did he treated me worse and worse. It finally drove me to counseling and that was the most amazing moment of my life. When I was there I saw a magazine article about becoming our inner goddess and I started looking into tarot and spirit guides. I've since left the relationship 7 months free now and blocked his access to me completely. I'm learning to love myself for the first time in my 48 years of life and have no desire to ever see or speak to him again. He's tried to come back several times but I've not even responded as I'm on my way to higher vibrational life and happiness. Thank you so much for this reading. I'm a reader myself as well now and am learning more every day. The accuracy of this reading made me cry. It was truly 100 percent the last 6 years of my life. I've been in counseling for 2 years and free from him for 7 months breaking free was the hardest thing I've ever done but I know now that it was also the greatest thing I've ever done for myself.
Pile 3. Nothing has ever been so specific in my life. This gave me clarity on why things happened the way it did. I think I was so caught up on the outcome and other people’s opinions that I let it scare me away from trying. Now I’m just lost on if I should move on or if I should give it another shot.
pile 2 and this is the third time in a week that i got the same exact reading from three different tarot readers on youtube. every word u spoke is true and did happen that way. he hurt me so bad and i almost lost my confidence. it's a test, the minute i release this energy of hopelessness i will get back my original confident self. He is a disaster i don't think he is normal so never going back to him ever. The whole reading made u upset, imagine me undergoing this for two long years before i walked away😑. He tortured me the most when i lost my mum, instead of being there for me he tortured me with abuses.The only reason i stayed with him was he had daddy issues /childhood trauma and i showed kindness to a monster.
pile #2.. i was in love with a narcissist and learnt i was an empath.. i was him with for a while and with him i lost weight, my light, personality, friends and all energy that i fell so depressed and began dissociating to get by. he had ups and downs so most of the time i felt bad being so down when he was nice because i couldn’t forget his true colours and they were mean. when i discovered he was a narcissist it started to make sense and knowing he won’t change.. he had a strong love for me and that had possession and all manipulation.. he was emotionally unavailable and told me to take it or leave it. i knew i was unhappy and had to leave. i have and so thankful that i had the courage. i never thought i could get better until thinking anything is better than being treated bad and loving myself first was the key lesson, they’re only hungry for your energy. there is light at the end, i feel the reason for that relationship was entirely for the lessons and spiritual awakening ❤️ thank you eso every single video i watch and i pile i chose is some how similar and always for me.
Pile 3(i resonate very much with it): why do i find her cute being confused for us and we’re just. Vibing. Our situation is that overwhelming that made her overwhelmed without experiencing it lol
Pile 1 reading got me kinda confused and stressed coz I feel like someday, what i feared most will happen again, him cheating on me, we're still together and he really helped me overcome my anxieties and worries just by being there, but what he did also brought other insecurities, anxieties and fears. I can say our relationship now is doing really good, we understand each other esp when someone's mad or pissed off, and we resolve things before we sleep. I've given him a lot of forgiveness because of his infidelity, I also noticed how open I am with him in communication what I want or don't want, and tell him straight on what I feel. But I'm still scared of a lot of possibilities, and as a pessimist with a good intuition, sometimes I get confused if I'm just overthinking, or is it really the truth.
Trust can be built again. Slowly. One step ata. Time and then take your fears out. If you know this person is a good person and the infidelity was because of his poor decision or lack of decision then let it go they won't cheat you again if they genuinely love you. If they are the same always doing that then it's okay to deal with it slowly. All the best. Don't give up on true love.
Pile 3! WHY DID YOU LITERALLY EXPLAIN MY ENTIRE SITUATION IN EXPLICIT DETAIL IM SO SHOOK 😱😳🤯🤯
RIGHTTT
Pile 2 here! I know, this is phenomenal!! Im shook aswell 🦋
same dude I was like WOTTT
I love him straight up. But shidd i want all or Nothing. The sex is🔥🔥🔥
Pile #3, I can't believe I needed 3 years to understand this connection, and you only needed 10 mins😂😂
Exactly! For me it’s been 12 years omg 😭 ❤️
@@another_one2852 omg its been 10 for me 😭😂
I needed 6 years lol😂🤣
Pile 3- please don’t get my hopes up. That reading was really, something.
It’s not a case that we’ve heard these specific things about this specific person
samee my reaction exactly skdskjdksjd
She better not get my hopes up because this connection is dead af... and I just want to know *WHAT WAS THE REASON* -Cardi B 🤣
To be fair this could actually be about someone you didn’t even think this would apply to ❤️ regardless you’ll be happy even if it doesn’t turn romantic
i know because he told me he should’ve married me so i know we both live with that regret of walking away from the truest passionate love over bullshit and i wish and hope the universe brings us back when ready
I cried when I heard this reading of pile 2 , I was with him for 4 years it was good at first , but he ended up beating on me and saying horrible things he broke me down so bad he would even get mad if I was with my mom the only good thing that happened is I had my son. And he was the first real relationship I ever had, I have been single for 3 years and I feel like I will never find someone for me.
Honey! I'm so sorry to hear about it 😔 I hope you heal quickly ❤️loads of love and positive energy ❤️
Don't forget that everyone deserves love, go within yourself to find love first and everything will fall into pieces.. One day you will find someone who will make you forget about all this, so smile and trust in universe, he has a plan for you and better things always come after the storm.... 🙏🙏🙏 Don't loose faith in life or even in love...
You will...definitely... Dont worry honey..❤️
I also picked pile 2... I went through similar.... and I also had a child from this man and I had to walk away.... I’m struggling parenting our daughter and spend the whole night crying bc of the trauma she experienced when he was still trying to win us back and had custody rights to see her which didn’t last long bc I really buckled down on him for our daughter’s safety, we both had to go through therapy and he’s been in and out of jail and we do not hear from him at all now in days.... he was very abusive mentally emotionally and physically. And i refused for our daughter to be his next target.... it took every fiber in my being to let go of the idea that I wasnt doing my daughter good by not being with her father and giving her a happy home..... and while I struggle being on my own and sometimes only had a couple dollars to survive at one point.... I’ve never seen my daughter as happy and calm as she is now without him.... and while we have our lows, I know it will never be as bad as when I was with him.... it is possible to leave it is possible to be happy and you do deserve better and if you have children they deserve better .... I came upon this reading thinking of how hard it’s been for me and my kid bc she misses the thought of what it could have been like having a father... the few memories she has are not good ones.... but I know at the end she is the strongest little girl I know and divine had a bigger plan than either of us imagined.... I’ve learned to vault myself and she’s learning to do the same, I awakened and on my path to my higher purpose.... and she now knows that she can always trust Spirit as her guide in any situation.... thank you sharing, it helped me be brave enough to share mines.... and also eso thank you for such an amazing card reading, you never fail to impress me at how accurate your readings are for me... and how much I just vibe with your energy, you truly have a beautiful gift 🙌🏼👑💜
Amecca DO NOT hold on to those thoughts or that energy. Do whatever you have to do to heal. I was stuck/damaged for 11 years. I'm only healing now, bc of my spiritual awakening. The longer you hold on to negative beliefs, the more you believe those LIES! Your thoughts create your reality! 🙏🏽💕
I got pile 3 and this has been the most spot-on reading I've ever had! The connection is very confusing but I feel I'm meant to be with this person. Thank you for going so in depth.
SAME
me too like i related to everything
Omg sameee
I watch these a lot but pile 3 has been the most accurate and scary
same!!
Pile 3 definitely resonated from cards to the songs. Confusing connection yes✅ Deep passion but hostility yes✅ checking in on each other yes✅ separated✅ just a big YES✅
Also I am a 1st time viewer so great job 👍
His name is Dongo the Dragon and we go everywhere together
Pile 3..
"hey bish, it's my dragon now"
@@LittleMew133 hahahahaahha lol
Lmao loved that too jaja
@@LittleMew133 more like "actually he's my bitch now, i just let him be confused like that, cuz that's how i rule" - dragon.
i got pile 2 and it was extremely accurate, i did leave that person and i'm so glad i did because now i'm the happiest i've been in a while. so if you're in that situation, please leave them, yes it's going to be hard but it's worth it :) and thank you for this i needed to hear it
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I finally did the other day. Good luck to you. Took me 4 tries, but at least I kept getting up and trying is what I need to understand is the important part. We're worth it
I also agree with this comment & ive been happier too & im learning how to practice self love
PILE 2 ! For the people that are questioning your intuition bc of the gaslighting that is coming from your person.. do yourself a favor and CHOOSE YOU ! It’s taken a lot of strength but I left and have been so much happier ever since ! Trust your intuition and that gut feeling that is almost unbearable will go away ✨ Good luck ❤️
“we have a 6... a 9”
me: 😳😎✌🏼😏
(pile 3)
literally same
Pile 2 - He was the catalyst for my awakening. I didn't know what a Twin Flame was until after. Before him I was in toxic relationship for 24 years. Healed from that, straight into a 9 month affair with a married man. When we met he told me they were divorced. Total narcissist like the first relationship but worse. Gas lighting, love bombing, it was all new words but I knew the cycles. He came back again after 7 months and like a dumb I gave in. I've been standing my ground and I will not give in. I'm strengthening my connection to Source and I'm grateful every day for my blessings. The day I awoke was 9/9/2019. It brought me to my knees and I've been forever changed. I've cut out people, places and things that no longer serve me and I've never been happier. I'm still a work in progress but I can finally breathe. I've always had to fight through life. Daddy abandonment issues, toxic 24 Yr relationship that I had 5 children to. Met who I thought was my twin but maybe is a Karmic. Met a soul mate who I've known since I was 5 and he turned out just as manipulative. Says more about me than the men I keep attracting. Universe has truly forced me to love myself and I'm finally feeling like me again. This year has been the most transformational in all my 43 years. It is what it is and I'm embracing my future with open arms and an open heart. 🌹❤️💯
HOW!? I chose pile 1. The immediate person who came to mind annoyed me for years and ultimately he was the reason I finally found myself. He pushed me to my edge until I just wasn't mad anymore. Now we're friends. He means so much to me because he helped me without realizing it. This is spot on. He's not totally out of my life yet so I might talk to him soon. He didn't ever tell me to change or introduce me to spirituality I just came across it while trying to learn how to control myself because of him.
Oh wow. After the last comment I still had more to watch and it still speaks loads. He's somehow in my dreams alot and I sleep alot and feel like those dreams are on a different level, like we're closer than we know.
Same!!
pile 3 - i feel like this connection was a catalyst for me to reflect on personal goals but also to give me hope & confidence. i rarely feel comfortable with people very early on & with this one it really just came as a surprise to me. whether they come back or not, i genuinely feel it was meant to happen when it did. thank you for a lovely reading!
I picked pile two... oh my god. I’ve never had an online reading so accurate like holy shit, I’ve been out of that relationship for like three years but so much healing was done after that and when you said “the spirit just wants you to know how proud they are of you” I literally bursted in tears. Every. Single. Thing. Is on point. Wow. Thank you. Truly.
Me toooooo
sameee
Seriously same here. 2 years out of it and ruminating on exactly that led me to this reading. How upset and “fyt me” Eso got was just proof at how good it is we’re all out of that energy hahaha
Pile 3. Spot on . He better be coming back. We have had this back and forth hot and cold for the last year and a half. And you're right, the feelings are extremely intense and neither one of us really wanted to admit it. There is a ton of mirroring . He really did make me question everything about my life and I'm still questioning
I am too. I chose the same pile. Same exact experience as well.
@@lekilabryant167 we spent time together last weekend after not speaking for almost two months. Now he is freaking out and running again. Smh.
Pile 2 was so deep and raw and true for me I was crying listening and it feels like a eight had been lifted off my shoulders and my mental state is so much better and hearing spirit is proud of my choice is so amazing to hear
If you had pile 2 and you’re still in it.. it gets better but the only person to help you is you but trust me it’s the hardest decision of your life but it will be the best
1: scaryyyy, you just read everything on point.
Pile 3 just DEMOLISHED ME girl wow that shit HITS
Pile 3 was ON POINT, I was hanging onto every single detail and they all resonated! Thank you for the confirmations!
Pile 3: I’ve never experienced anything like this in my life. So accurate. I learned so much after this relationship was cut short by circumstances. My whole outlook on life shifted and I’ve been working on getting to know my new self for the past 4 months because I really never believed in love before I met him and my rational side is so thrown off. Definitely affirms all that I’ve been doing to get over it and helps with the lack of closure we both had. You’re so awesome!! Seriously thank you for this🤩
Pile 3. Paused mid-watch and texted him, even though i've been very upset and wasn't talking to him - told him a bit about how i feel.This reading helped me remember that i've learned that lesson before. I mean, it's embarassing, but i know i needed to communicate this sooner or later - even if he's cold, at least i get to find out.
I'll update later.
Upd: sorry guys, it's not a good one. He doesn't care whatsoever. Good, i finally get to move on, i haven't even been wanting it that bad anymore lately, idk why i held onto this
yasss gurl!!! ❤️✨
I wanna knoooow
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Awesome...hope you receive what you need/want!
Hope u got an update!
4: resonated SO well...scary but grateful to hear this message, I needed to hear this to move on
Pile 3....spot on I was wide eyed the whole time. It absolutely was my biggest fear in the world to lose them and so during the drawn out process of that happening I did say to myself and my friends, since I went through this and didn’t die...I can do lots of things. And yeah I definitely complicated things for myself by asking my friends opinions too much and feeling like they never understood. It was a big lesson for me to keep things to myself more for sure. Wow thank you. This sharpened that lesson for me. 💕💕💕
Pile 4... I have no words to say cause imma just b in my feels real quick for this one 🧸
Pile 2 here. Madison, you absolutely channeled my energy in this reading. I met a man much older than me. He took care of me financially, he took care of my son. I was isolated from my friends and family. He was manipulative, he made me feel like he was the only person in the world that could ever love me. He was the only person who could bring me to my fullest potential. I was with him for nearly 5 years. I finally left. I have been away from him for 3 months. I hit rock bottom for sure. But now I’m free. I’m on my own and I have never been happier. Anyone who picked pile2, you are strong and capable of being on your own. No one can take your light away. ❤
#3 just met him in January, found out we have the same birth date, same thinking, same morals, similar experience, by the end of Jan. he confessed to me, now we're talking about our future 🥰 Out of all people, I have met him.
Yesterday I dreamed about a tarot reader and 2 butterflies togheter, today I got this at my recommended. I'm not saying it's a sign but I don't know, my comment will probably get lost so just saying that's curious.
For pile 2, around 40:50 you said "I don't belong to anyone, I belong to myself" and I have the quote "I belong deeply to myself" tattooed on my forearm, that gave me chills!! I actually got the tattoo as a reminder to never lose myself again after getting out of and healing from an abusive relationship with a narcissist. I am an empath and I do consider myself a light worker, I'm also a cancer. When you mentioned coming out on the other side and said "it's not like they're dying", all I could think was "but it is a rebirth". I was born again after learning what self love and true inner happiness meant. Me and this person have been split for many years now and I can honestly say that relationship taught me some of the most valuable lessons to date. If you are in the position of a toxic relationship, you will feel born again if you leave. Life truly starts over in the best way possible
#2 about him: hurt ppl hurt other people. About me: someone smarter wouldn't last that long. Situation: destroyed me. Conclusion for anyone choosing #2pile: these kind of persons should be avoided in long and wide circle.
yess💞
Agreed
Yess dear
See it as a lesson. It will help you propel forward without the damage. Heal yourself as much as you can. I chose pile 2. I was in it for 13 years... I had accepted so damn much.
Pile 3 is confusing just like my relationship with him 😂😂
Omg exactly 😂
Facts tho.
So true!! Same here
😂
Pile 1 - lots of messages in there, some of them resonated for me. I’m in the non-toxic group; we met and he ran from the connection but I’m told (repeatedly!) that he’s coming back, in the process of this i have learned a lot about myself, boundaries, self-worth etc. he is my soul mate and I know we’re not done yet 🥰
This is crazy! I’m in the same boat 🤧
Ditto. He's been running for nearly a decade but I know he's coming back. It's just something I know deep in my soul.
Me too😭!
i cut him off from my life today, i kept hinting, testing, trying to get an answer but he kept joking around, side-tracking, so i left.
i know he is my soulmate, but i think we aren't meant to be, so i won't hang around to wait for him to come back. maybe it was meant to be just a beautiful memory 🤷🏻♀️ he taught me that sometimes i have to love myself before i can love other people, and that sometimes that means cutting off relationships with people that i don't see a future with.
pile 3 really describe my whole situation I was going through and how i am now, but i hope from the bottom of my heart that we can heal those bad things we were going through and get back together, i know we can ❤️
Pile 1: Love the lengthy readings! You are always on point and give clear messages. The abrupt exit/ghosting was super transformative for me and the spiritual awakening part from this person resonates as well. The whole reading really other than the parts that fit the people who are together. This person came and went so fast and it never grounded into an actual relationship but it was definitely a destined meeting to catapult my ass forward! LOL
oh man... u really just described my relationship with that person :") we dated for a bit only but man did this relationship f me up after
I feel you!!
@@melissachingst add me on Instagram :ConfidentialMelody we need to talk about this 😅💓
@confessions of an angel, too you please 💓
The same happened to me, the person I was dating totally ghosted me but left me with a huge life lesson. This made me cry
pile 3 was so accurate! my current bf is a cancer and i’m an aries, and when we first started dating we had to basically choose to be together and leave our friend group, or stop what we had started. we ended up cutting everyone off by the end of it lol and it was definitely a leap of faith for me to get what i really wanted!! so accurate!
Ugh, never cut off friends, family etc for a boy! 😑
@@idontknowwhattochooseforau6160 Some friends are toxic. Same as family, not eveyone have a good family or friends. They're happy, that's all that matter.
#2 could not be more accurate. The greatest disappointment of my life was seeing this person unmasked, yet it was the greatest liberation for me eventually. So painful, so traumatic and with 3 children in the mix, but wow, I am thankful to be free ❤
Never EVER stay in a relationship where the other persons happiness is priority over yours. That's insanity. To anyone who is stuck right now, be brave and love yourself. Please xxx
pile 2; incredibly accurate, just couldn’t believe how accurate this pile was. just broke it off and feel so relieved. the path of self worth/love is so much clearer now.
Pile 2: I fortunately was not in an abusive relationship but I recently walked away from a person who I was seeing for the last few months. When we would hang out he'd tell me he thought about me all the time and that he wanted to get to know me but then would ghost me until it was convenient for him to come back around. he left me on edge all the time about how he felt towards me and I felt like I was constantly bringing his name up and it became so toxic. He'd ask me to hang out but then would stand me up multiple days in a row and it break my heart. The friend thats helping me out sent me to this video!!
Wow!! Pile #2
Pile 1: this was spot on. I have chills all over my body.. I was definitely meant to see this xo thank you
I got pile 2 and girl, I cried it was so accurate and also, just encouraging with your words 😭❤️ felt nice to hear someone was proud of me
Sandra Carrillo Pech Sé de un hechicero que puede ayudarte a recuperar tu amor ... También me ayudó a atraer a mi ex pareja de regreso después de la ruptura ... Contáctalo al + 2349056213619🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
Pile 1& 3 -spot on. Connection was intense and it brought up my trust issues and his self esteem and fears of vulnerability. I ran after a few months. Regretted it for months, went through a dark knight of the soul, an out of body experience and then an awakening. I still feel his energy and dream about him and it’s been a freaking year! Totally opened me up to my spirituality and though I still miss him, I know this is all meant to be 🙌🏽
He made me mature more than my age, develop philosophical mindset, ruined me completely, made me shed a trillion tear drops....which sucks yaakkk
Pile 3. The whole reading hit right in the feels. I secretly admire him so much. This reading turned into exactly what I needed to hear to shift my mood. Thanks for the genuine interpretation, I really appreciate it 😌
i’m crying. pile 3 made my heart race😳🥺
Pile 1... 100% accurate, like everything and my mind is blown rn
Same - everything she said is SPOT ON ! I'm shocked
Same here, but we are in union, hey to my pile 1’s👋
number 3 was insanely accurate like... i’m speechless. i really really needed to hear this omg...i loved it, thank you
Pile 3: Since meeting him we’ve had such fun times (and weird misunderstandings). We never really committed, but he gave me the motivation to take a dive and move out of state and just try to do better to myself. We aren’t doing long distance or anything, but we’ve been hot and cold about our feelings and still not wanting to lose each other and being in this friend, but more than friends situation. It’s all fire and water here, honestly. Not sure what will happen, but we do know being around each other feels like home so it’s a hot mess here. Just trying to stay focused on our aspirations and being supportive of that.
Pile 2.. exact what you said you were talking my toxic ex. I went through a lot from a very long time and it’s been quite long that I am completely over from it and honestly that was the best decision I have ever made. It was mentally abusive relationship and I am glad god have me strength to come out from it. I hope god gives everyone strength who are in the same situation. God bless you all.
i chose pile 1.
it resonated w me so much omg. there was a lot of pisces energy...im a pisces, the person is a pisces. the number 5 is my lucky number. and yes i do use procrastination/sleeping as an escape lmaooo i felt so called out. i could relate to a lot of messages :"")
*PILE 2* The reading explained feelings that i couldn't put in words. THANK YOU SO MUCH. Now advice from my perspective for the people who selected pile 2 and aren't still out of the situation :- TRUST. PLEASE TRUST YOUR INTUITION. you know it when something is not right. When I was in my vulnerable state, i went to people for their advice and all they said was i am overthinking or i am twisting things....but i knew it deep down that something wasn't just fitting. Like that gut feeling. I even seeked therapy... Thinking I was the problem...when in reality the only problem was i was fighting my intuition. I wanted to be with him SO BAD that i was willing to give everything up...but was he willing to do the same? Nah. Coming from a person who has hit rock bottom in the relationship explained in pile 2....you can only get better once you start trusting YOURSELF. Believe me, if i could advice my younger self regarding this I would ask her to trust her inner voice. Because RIGHT NOW....imma be honest. I am GLOWING. i left the toxic situation ( of 3 years) and now i am focused on my career on my passion on my healing and i can visible notice my glow up. Even people around me are shocked. I often get asked "how did you change yourself so much?" honey i didnt change myself, i just got to know myself better. NOW QUEENS PLEASE PUT THAT CROWN BACK UP ON UR HEAD. KNOW YOUR WORTH. CLOSE THAT DOOR WHICH HOLDS YOU BACK. I BELIEVE IN YOU! ❤️ AND ESO TAROT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS READING
Pile 3! Holy crap, everything you said resonated. I’m a Leo and we started out as friends and then started a relationship but it ended in august and every time we see each other we act really friendly towards each other but he has been giving me mixed signals so idk what to do anymore! Thank you Eso! ❤️
Pile 2: He’s incredibly pessimistic and it bled over into me. He doesn’t deserve me. At all.
Pile 1- I had was pretty depressed for 2 years and I haven’t been more happier since I met him through an online game, we don’t talk anymore but I learned a lot from him and because of talking to him I thought more about my future and finally know what I want to do when I’m older :)
omg i met my 'him' online from a game too and i just left him today
i learnt to leave relationships that aren't working out before it turned sour and to stop giving all the time and learning when to give up on something that isn't working out so that you can look forward to something better
wait i met him through an online game as well what
One of the first tarot readings I’ve seen in awhile that truly has resonated thank you.
Sandra Carrillo Pech Sé de un hechicero que puede ayudarte a recuperar tu amor ... También me ayudó a atraer a mi ex pareja de regreso después de la ruptura ... Contáctalo al + 2349056213619🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
WHILE LISTENING TO YOUR READING FOR MY CHOSEN PILE #4, I AM CRYING HARD, DEEPLY AND SILENTLY BECAUSE EVERYTHING YOU'VE SAID IS WHAT I'VE HELD DEEP INSIDE FOR A LONG TIME 😭 THIS IS THE READING THAT I DIDN'T EXPECT WOULD BE VERY ACCURATE AND THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I NEEDED. I AM LOOKING FORWARD AND I AM TRYING TO BE VERY POSITIVE AND PRAY FOR GUIDANCE 😭💜 THANK YOU ESO TAROT 💜💜💜
Pile 3!!!! you explained our friendship over the last ten years, and when it came to the charms... the first 3 letters of his name came out. I always called him Dom instead of his nickname.😳
Pile 3: Yes. Our connection is really weird af. I never felt and experienced like this before. I started seeing shitton of synchronicities. I broke up with my bf (7 years) and now IDK.
i still really dont know. He is too good to be true. He is a musician.
He has dogs.
Check Yes Juliet is my fave WTK. 💕
I broke up with my bf of 5 years for my pile 3. Well, for myself. But pile 3 taught me a lot about what I deserve.
I picked pile 3 is well but Jesus Chris literary the same situation with me’ I broke up with my boyfriend of 7 years back in July & I have this new connection to that is truly weird & different then what I have ever experience before! I’m also seeing so many synchronicities with numbers as well! I’m an Aries he’s a Scorpio there’s just so much going on. We don’t communicate much other then when we see each other & our connection is super strong and passionate but I have so many doubts in my head because we don’t talk about our emotions 😭
SAME. Same. Sameeee
Wtf this exact same thing happened to me. We live away from each other but there are so many synchronicities and we share SO MANY life experiences, it's creepy sometimes. I feel like he's too good to be true and he feels the same for me, he's a musician as well, WTF!!
This is weirding me out. I also chose pile 3, the guy is a musician and I've known him for 7 years... Gotta love them synchronicities, here's some confirmation for us both, lol
EDIT: Apparently there's more than 2 of us, this is wild
Pile #2- was my situation exactly, he was possessive of me, never allowed me to talk to literally anyone, tried to isolate me from my friends and family, always thought he was right and that I was wrong, told me he owned me, emotionally abusive, tried to control my life and what path I should take, and manipulated me. He was older, I was young and very naive and I love hard. Honestly, the beginning was nice, but it got dark fast. I loved him and looked past all of that, I wasted 3 almost 4 years of my life for him. It honestly makes me sad writing this, but I finally took my rose tinted glasses off and seen the bigger picture, I was so emotionally depleted and depressed. I left, he tried to emotionally manipulate me to come back to him (saying his life was empty since I left and that he needed and wanted me in his life along with saying no one will ever love me the way he did...etc) I saw right through it and rejected it. I’ve grown a lot from the day I met him til now. It was more so a trauma bond rather than a relationship, thank you for this reading eso. 💛
I picked pile 4. I just wanted to say thank you for even taking in this energy... like wow this blew my mind... please don’t doubt yourself... this.... really felt like something I can relate to the T. Thank you 🙏🏼 I needed to hear this
Omg spot on! Pile#3 You were reading my twin/soulmate to the tee!😁 We're childhood friends who reconnected after 19 yrs. Caught feelings at a really bad time. We're in separation due to 3rd party; I set boundaries and removed myself from that situation. The lessons you listed are spot on💜. I'm the super "spiritual one" and he's the "Ego driven Player".😂 Im super independent and he's always been in codependent relationships. This is definitely a divinely guided connection. When I showed up, I believe I (unconsciously) triggered him to wake up. His life is completely upside right now.😬Intuitively, I know we'll reconnect after he does allot of healing.🙏 I miss him immensely, but continue to live my best life.💕Great reading! Much love🙏
Pile 3 this reading resonates with him about me he stays distant listens to his friends too much, never gave me a chance and doubts I like him but I agree I always get and meet strange people/experiences that not many people do. He’s a Scorpio I’m a Leo. You even addressed it as you were speaking to the water sign x
Same. He is Leo sun and I am Scorpio moon 🌝 Libra sun but relate more with the Scorpio moon x
Pile 3 and you couldnt have explained it better. This was exactly what ive been intuitively recieving and gathering, and to hear you verbalize it practically verbatim is just so magical and such a neat experience. Thank you so much
OMG! Pile3 resonated a lot with every little detail,its like my own personal reading..You are really gifted, Thank you so much!
Every single part of pile 3. Every part. This has been playing out over a decade and I’m only 21 I finally get it, thank you
Pile 2: Got out of a 7-year narcissistic abusive relationship.. started my healing process this year
I was pile 3. And I’m not going to lie when I say that it made me cry. You described me so well and the more in depth it got, the more I could see you describing myself. And I’m honest to god shocked. New favorite tarot channel. First time I’ve cried from a reading too😅
I picked pile 3 and it resonates so much for me !! Thank you. It helped me feel more at ease with not having all the answers!
Wow, I choose pile 4, and it was all spot on! I was deeply emotional bonded with this guy, and I had to embrace the truth we weren't meant to be. I wanted to stay around him for all my days on earth but I made a choice to move back to my home country and came to the realization that we couldn't go further together. Also, I was young and I hadn't grown to love my own skin. And the music charms.. we both loved playing piano and singing..
Pile 3 I literally cried the whole reading but it resonated🤧
Pile 2: I got out of the toxic relationship and it was the best decision of my life. I was able to shine and thrive, I made my own choices and for the first time in a while so was able to look at the mirror and be proud of myself and my actions. It took me a lot to get over, he even brought legal problems but at the end of you know your truth you will always win; I encourage you to leave that person, I have been able to grow so much as a person and will never regret it.
PILE 2 - got me so emotional, im literally crying.
Don't know who needs to read this, but it was my hardest decision and the most
liberating i've i ever made.
YOU CAN DO THIS.
thanks for this reading @esotatot
Pile 2, spot on. I married my high school sweetheart and stayed in a mentally abusive relationship for 18 years. I was scared to leave because we had a child that was young at the time and I didn’t know how I was going to support us. No body knew how he was because he hid his true self from everyone. He is a narcissist. Once I finally got away, I went back to school and got my degree. I also had lots of support from family and what little friends I had left. I made a life for myself and my son. It’s the best thing I ever did for myself. I am 1,000 times happier now.
Omg!! Pile 3 is so freaking accurate to every details. I can’t explain any better than you can ESO Tarot, Thank You very much for the reading.
Pile 2 here! Left him in May. You described him and our relationship to a T! I’m so much happier and learning tarot because I found spirituality and want to be a light worker. I found my worth when I left the person who called me worthless ♥️
Pile 2: Yes was a narcissist. This reading was spot on. And yeah was going on for a long time, but cut them off a while ago, blocked, done with that. So much happier now, you find that within. And fellow pile 2 people it is ok, you will be ok. I'am so good now,that i could laugh about all the comments you did LMAO, thanks for having our backs sweets. xo
Pile 2 here and wow.. I thought my reading would be about this guy that just entered my life and he’s amazing, but it was about the guy I wasted years on and he was extremely toxic and I held on because the love I had for him. Everything was extremely spot on and I walked away back in August and it was the best decision of my life. I’m so much happier and I just feel.. free. It was like he had some kind of hold on me and I finally had enough of the bs and empty promises. I’m happy to know why I met this person because I did in fact learn self love and self worth.. and what I deserve. Also the first two charms you picked up.. Aquarius and Leo.. he’s Aquarius and I’m Leo. It’s crazy lol
Pile 2 here - I can promise you that everything gets better, it’s difficult and it’s hard - but you have no idea how much you radiate without the albatross of that person around your neck
Pile 2! Actual chills Thankyou for this, it’s been a year since I was with them and they still lowkey haunt my thoughts it’s frustrating! I know my decision was best for me, perfect affirmation bless❤️
Pile 2: He’s 48 and literally has high school level maturity!! Wow! He’s older than me.
The 3rd pile is so so so so damn accurate it made me cry 😭
Pile 2! Out of that situation. I was very naive and wanted lots and he was able to give me what I wanted and said he loved me because he could give me all of that. Very manipulative. Made me think I was always the problem. I literally stopped spending time with my family. I ended up with no friends in the end. I was so into this connection I believed him when he told me I couldn’t do something. Didn’t realize it was bad until I finally left and told family and friends what I had went through. Very toxic and was hard to notice it. Not black and white. It looked like he loved me for the things that he would do but the way he made me feel was why I left.
Pile 3. He says that he smiles all the time to make other people smile. He wants to make them happy, and when they're happy, he's happy.
Real shit, hands Down, SHES the Most accurate exciting Reader EVER!!!!!
Pile 3: Omg!! I’m so glad you listened to Spirit and went completely away from the original question. We were together since 2015, and we both love my dog more than life. Everything in ur reading was right on.
Ah, pile 4 has me crying lmao. It was so true every little thing. I’ve been with them for about 5 years but they were my first love. We both knew it was time to let go, but we both had so much love. They ended up walking away first before I could and I’m still healing.
Ah i just went through one 2 weeks ago too girl! It was a four year relationship. But there's better things ahead for both of us.
Pile 3 and I’m in tears!!! Good and bad!! I miss her soo much
The accuracy of this is so damn scary: the initials, the songs, everything. Thank you so much!! 💖
Pile 3, I like how there is a ❤ shaped reflection on the knight of cups. Whoohoo to forward movement, and releasing fears 🙌 🥰 “Love Conquers All!” ❤
Pile 3
Come back!
Yes act cool on the surface both of us
Thanks your reading
Complicated, opposite, mirroring
Maybe one day we can get over it
Really hope so
Thanks 💕
I got out of a terribly toxic connection in July 2020. I was in this connection for seven years. He was very emotionally abusive, manipulative, and consistently used gaslighting to make me feel like I was going insane. He was older than me and everything she said was basically dead on. I finally left after literally feeling like I’d rather die than stay and be so unhappy with him. When you need to find the strength to leave you will. It’s much brighter once you do.
PILE 2: Madison, I wish I knew you in person
Pile 3... my goodness. I cannot have explained it any better then how you did. I was so confused and stuck. Yet I feel like we’re meant to be. I was so invested and went to my friends to seek opinions because I wanted to know how it was in a different “perspective”. Literally you explained everything so well. I cannot believe how much this resonated with me. Again, the zodiacs were on POINT! Spot on, Eso. I literally am shocked every time I watch your videos. 🤯
Pile 1: indeed he tested me in every different ways and he helps me a lot with my spiritual stuffs 💕 this is so accurate
Pile 2 and so dead accurate. Took me 6 years after many break ups and just as I'd get happy again he'd come back. Every time he did he treated me worse and worse. It finally drove me to counseling and that was the most amazing moment of my life. When I was there I saw a magazine article about becoming our inner goddess and I started looking into tarot and spirit guides. I've since left the relationship 7 months free now and blocked his access to me completely. I'm learning to love myself for the first time in my 48 years of life and have no desire to ever see or speak to him again. He's tried to come back several times but I've not even responded as I'm on my way to higher vibrational life and happiness. Thank you so much for this reading. I'm a reader myself as well now and am learning more every day. The accuracy of this reading made me cry. It was truly 100 percent the last 6 years of my life. I've been in counseling for 2 years and free from him for 7 months breaking free was the hardest thing I've ever done but I know now that it was also the greatest thing I've ever done for myself.
Stop I actually cried the 3rd pile resonated so much I claim that we reconnect back
Pile 3. Nothing has ever been so specific in my life. This gave me clarity on why things happened the way it did. I think I was so caught up on the outcome and other people’s opinions that I let it scare me away from trying. Now I’m just lost on if I should move on or if I should give it another shot.
pile 2 and this is the third time in a week that i got the same exact reading from three different tarot readers on youtube. every word u spoke is true and did happen that way. he hurt me so bad and i almost lost my confidence. it's a test, the minute i release this energy of hopelessness i will get back my original confident self. He is a disaster i don't think he is normal so never going back to him ever. The whole reading made u upset, imagine me undergoing this for two long years before i walked away😑. He tortured me the most when i lost my mum, instead of being there for me he tortured me with abuses.The only reason i stayed with him was he had daddy issues /childhood trauma and i showed kindness to a monster.
Take care. Stay strong. I lost my confidence too. And we have never been in a real connection.
pile #2.. i was in love with a narcissist and learnt i was an empath.. i was him with for a while and with him i lost weight, my light, personality, friends and all energy that i fell so depressed and began dissociating to get by. he had ups and downs so most of the time i felt bad being so down when he was nice because i couldn’t forget his true colours and they were mean. when i discovered he was a narcissist it started to make sense and knowing he won’t change.. he had a strong love for me and that had possession and all manipulation.. he was emotionally unavailable and told me to take it or leave it. i knew i was unhappy and had to leave. i have and so thankful that i had the courage. i never thought i could get better until thinking anything is better than being treated bad and loving myself first was the key lesson, they’re only hungry for your energy. there is light at the end, i feel the reason for that relationship was entirely for the lessons and spiritual awakening ❤️ thank you eso every single video i watch and i pile i chose is some how similar and always for me.
not to mention your videos had helped me with that last push to ending it, it all made perfect sense and was of the highest good 🥰
Pile 3(i resonate very much with it): why do i find her cute being confused for us and we’re just. Vibing. Our situation is that overwhelming that made her overwhelmed without experiencing it lol
Pile 1 reading got me kinda confused and stressed coz I feel like someday, what i feared most will happen again, him cheating on me, we're still together and he really helped me overcome my anxieties and worries just by being there, but what he did also brought other insecurities, anxieties and fears. I can say our relationship now is doing really good, we understand each other esp when someone's mad or pissed off, and we resolve things before we sleep. I've given him a lot of forgiveness because of his infidelity, I also noticed how open I am with him in communication what I want or don't want, and tell him straight on what I feel. But I'm still scared of a lot of possibilities, and as a pessimist with a good intuition, sometimes I get confused if I'm just overthinking, or is it really the truth.
Trust can be built again. Slowly. One step ata. Time and then take your fears out. If you know this person is a good person and the infidelity was because of his poor decision or lack of decision then let it go they won't cheat you again if they genuinely love you. If they are the same always doing that then it's okay to deal with it slowly. All the best. Don't give up on true love.