I was told recently by a very special somebody that I saved them, and while they still get caught in a rut sometimes, they know I'm in their corner rooting for them, even a thousand miles away. She'll never see this but I love you, keep on keepin on.
@@youtubezombies usually i dont fw mixes like this because they more often than not are lazy but this video feels like the exact opposite of that, this is peak, thank u for making it 🙏
I work with constant back to back appointments, and every now and then, midway through typing my shit in and making small talk, I just drop out of my body and feel like I just got placed in a world I don't belong in. Like I'm looking at the world through another person's eyes and can't feel my own body. To keep the appointment going, I have to imagine how I look through the eyes of the people across from me and puppet myself to look not-crazy. It doesn't happen very often but is reassuring, in a way, to know I'm not alone.
That’s kinda normal for a human once over stimulated, I get that sometimes and my vision gets blurry/dark and I feel like Im forced to go into remote viewing mode. Maybe just learn to tell some jokes because laughter will create a break in the pace
@@SanicSez I appreciate the advice but I work with bereaved families, sometimes involving newborns and stillbirths. My usual response to stress it to make jokes to lighten the mood but its really not an option when I am in appointments.
Yeah...If only the actual algorithm cared about us. This shows that even through the greed of the world... something stills seeks to bring us happiness.
Dude this is so real. I was a little embarrassed sitting here in my room, door locked so my roommate doesn't walk in on this random awkward moment. But man, music has always spoke to me and resonated on a spiritual wave. The melancholy and sad-but-happy tune of the mix and the emotional sentences. Combined with, them being phrases I've heard my whole life but never towards me. It's just rare as a guy to ever hear any of those words spoken to you. The combo attack was too much. Started crying. Humans are odd.
I don't know how, but the visuals, the cute little messages of hope and encouragement, all of this just cries out to my soul saying "Your journey is not over and everything is going EXACTLY how it should, you just have to FOCUS on WAKING UP TOMORROW!" I want to start truly living as me so so so bad, but I can't do that if I stop now. I feel there's this entire community of people waiting for me, the true me, to show up and join them and become a warrior for kindness, hope, love, & be a beacon for others lost in the dark bogs of misery and self-doubt. I know I'm just another commenter in this sea of words, and I know I only "know" you from this post, but @youtubezombies , I love you. Thank you for this much needed playlist, music truly does heal...
@@youtubezombies XD The way how someone can just be like, "Imma put dis here 'cuz it's cute & I'm bored" then someone else just comes across it and say 'sumthin like "This shiz gets me bro, it knows my soul yo! A work of divinity!" It's kinda funny, but at the same time, kinda profound, and I mean that in a dictionary way 📖😎👍
I really like disappearing and appearing inscriptions and drawings! This makes the playlist cozy and warmer. That's why I love listening to music on RUclips, because sometimes you find artifacts like this.
Found this while boxing up and putting away my cat's things after she died in my arms a few nights ago. Thanks for giving me something to not k.m.s too. Putting this shit away is heartbreaking and gutwrenching. The heavy bass and breakbeats were a welcome cope. I needed that, thank you. Her name was Marmalade Jan 2021 - Oct 2nd 2024
@@youtubezombies its weird but google translates your comment into shooting carebear beams if you flick between translate and not. also not bad mix of music.
thank you for this the noise to counter the noise in my head is healing the little messages on the side made me feel a warmth i haven't in a long time i'm crying in a healing way i hope lame i'm just using this as a little diary but thank you
I get exactly what you mean. I don't know why I get it yet. To fining out why we as humans feel and to try and heal I guess. Good luck and don't you dare go hollow
My wife has one. Each and every fragment of you deserves love. Even the angry, cold or scared ones. Thank you for sharing this existence with rest of us.
Find Christ, none of this is real but is school of the soul, the Holy Spirit animates us. This illusion place matters but it is not our home. Work to be with the Father and burn bright and know there is only now and now is your time.
the algorithm hit me with this a few days ago and ive been in a horrible depressive rut for weeks. somehow this helps. it helps to have the drum and bass my brain craves while also simultaneously making it easier to exist. you really made a good thing here and the drawings seal the deal.
I am a disabled 22 year old veteran with not much to do with my issues, and I have been engaging in psychedelic therapy and treatments like marijuana for my ailments, and I have tapped into dissociation in VRchat for hours on end, and this music just hits different 😂.
@@goosemchonk you'd be surprised my man😂. got turned into medical pothead now, and we're all here for a reason, I was alright with leaving a comment for others, maybe it'll help
For almost 2 years now I've been in a constant state of not feeling like I can experience life, the moments, or anything. I struggle on the daily to exist after all I've been through. These kinds of videos I hold dear to me. I'm not alone, life sucks but it does for all. If for a brief moment, this video made me feel something, it's... what this world needs more of for people like myself. Days bleed into days, seconds blur into hours, I was told to be positive and happy but I can't feel much anymore. This, again... really wakes me up for a little, psychosis, dissociation, splits.. they bleed away.. thank you. You put together something lovely that even I could feel. Much love ❤
It's honestly really strange at first how deep this reaches your mind When you start to relax to such beat, when you start to feel reflexive, when you are confused in a way "Who are you?" Is the question everyone should solve, it's admirable how deep you are and you don't know 10% of what you are capable off Life is beautifull, but it has it's harsh moments, but thanks to this moments we can all grow and see more clearly You deserve to exist
No lie, since finding this playlist earlier this week I've played it everyday. The last two days, often I would start it over from the beginning as soon as it ended. I couldn't get enough, the vibes are just right. Hope to see more like this!
@@rafhael636 damn. The title of this song, at least for me, is somewhat confusing. I will fix it, cuz it makes me sound stupid. Thank you. Edit: it reads Nihigo - Angelic [...] with nunashi. The name of the song is angelic, and Nihigo and nunashi did it.
I'm not going to lie, I had seen this playlist a few days ago and had saved it for later. And after the first 3 minutes of listening to the playlist and seeing that there were messages written in the same video... I felt that, I felt a little pain in my chest but of the good kind (I guess) and I couldn't help but check the screen every now and then to see every doodle. Good work!
@@Arch_X69just hopped back after a couple years and honestly pretty fun with all the new quests. Some changes in adding more variety for warframes and weapons with upgrades added a lot to make it more fun and a lot more enjoyable when farming and all that.
The personalised little messages on the side are so thoughtful and considerate, what a wonderful little addition to an already great little selection of songs. ♥
breakcore is the most depressing yet reassuring genre of music to ever be created in history of man: coming from a man with both ocd and bipolar disorder
Holy shit! Never heard anything like this before - amazing synthesis between atmospheric and d&b and most definitely delivers on the ability to get you into a dissociative state (or a flow state)
Sometimes, I just sit, i'll be in a conversation, usually when I get disinterested I will start drawing, but sometimes, i'll just sit, the words come and go, i'll just think, about anything really, monsters, art, culture, life. Existence. Usually someone will wake me up before I sit for too long, they say, "Hey, whadda' ya' think about this?" or "Hey, wanna grab some food?" i'll respond, they'll wake me up and i'll continue. I never hear a "Hey, you still here Cy?" Or a "Hey, Cy, you Ok." i've gotten used to this. Once, just one time, I sat for so long, I was just left there, someone came in later to grab me and wake me up with a "Hey, we gotta go." in that time, that was when I came to terms with myself, but after realizing I sat in a dimly lit room for 3 and a half hours, with nothing, except my thoughts and this sinking feeling got me to realize that being alone wasn't desirable, nor undesirable, it just is. Dang, moment of clarity, I just went on a rant in a breakcore comment section, and no-one with probably ever read this.
Note: I do not use breakcore to dissociate, breakcore is the inverse for me, I use stuff like the caretaker's music and TheRadioman's, still a great mix though, I can see how people can get into disassociating breakcore.
Someone will always be reading. No one is alone, not in this society, no matter how bad it may get or be. Even if you don't get a response, it will be read, and those words matter. People can relate, and through that expression of feeling, you may have helped those reading as well. I'm one for sure, I tend to appear and just read comments, just for other peoples' opinions on generally anything really. But I know what it's like to wait for people to check on you. All I will say is, there are people who care about you, and when they ask for how are you doing, or what's going on, they generally are wanting you to open up and trust in them. You're not alone. Never will be. Never take anything, even the minor things, in life for granted. Everything may be fleeting, but everything has a reason, meaning, or matters in some way or another.
Read it... I can relate to you, but breakcore acts the opossite way for me. I just want to be out of this existence and yet exist, so breakcore helps me feel I belong somewhere. We got your back fella.
24:25 that break is so sick, I can't even put it into words. I've been studying while I'm listening to this and that break made me stop and turn it back so I could hear it again. Great mix! B)
This kind of music makes me want to find a way to live a lifetime in an instant, over and over. So many lifetimes so I can effectively live forever, even if I only really live to 60-120, though I'd prefer to be an ethereal amorphous blob.. watching, for eternity.
breakcore as a genre is so strangely relaxing to me. it makes my brain so quiet when normally it's everywhere all at once. also, i love the messages in the margins, i was so happy when they faded in!!! there is a lot of unique music in here, the visuals are great, and the transitions between the songs are perfect. new favorite youtube video
Thank you. I needed this on my recommended. I was stuck in a sit pit and needed music to help focus on my art so this genuinely helped ❤ you don’t stop either
damn I just finished this track. it felt so weird listening, I love it; just that mood has been off for so long myself (& by the comments, it's not just me). I didn't realize it ended & I am looking up tickets to go halfway across the country & how to meet my best friend, as well as his supportive family, so that I can maybe get the chance to feel okay again. Nothing is set. I don't know if my family will want to let me do this for myself or not, but I believe that would be a really amazing trip to make. (Creator, I hope you continue to create these jams :) I hope everyone stays safe. I love you all.. 🧡🧡
I LOVE the drawings on the side to keep you entertained. I had this playing on another monitor and a couple times i was like "did the art change?" every 10 minutes or so yes it was, and what a DISSERVICE to not look at them
I've been dealing with a lot of stuff recently, some so good, some so bad. Tonight I just felt hopeless and had the weirdest thoughts just like I used to during my childhood and adolescence. It used to be daily by then, now I'm so grateful to myself and to the support I found around me that allowed me to become much different from the suicidal being I was back then. Sometimes, despite all the love I give to myself and receive from the others, that weird extreme anxiety for my own existence strikes in again making me feel hopeless just as I thought I was for a very long time... Tonight this mix u made, plus some stuff I was reading, really helped me cope with this feeling. Thank u so much
Finding out the image in the video was (allegedly) made by Ai has ruined my day. This playlist is absolutely banger tho !!! Gonna check out the artists later ^^
love this mix sm!!! ive been listening to this on loop for the last two days, for hoursss while i worked. sometimes i paired it with asmr on the background. felt like i was ascending 10/10 ive never been this productive
Thanks for uploading this mix! This mix had brougth me to the breakcore genre, and im very grateful for this, for all the awesome words throughout the entire video, that words gives me, hope. Thanks for everything!
@@youtubezombies May I ask how you find your music? It's eccentric but fantastic now that I listened to the whole thing. Also, do you DJ at parties or something? May I ask where you're from? I hope I don't scare you, I just think its kinda interesting
Funny, i've dissociated a lil bit before ...Not actually that funny but, what ever I feel like the image does pretty well capture the vibe of spacing out and dissociating though
I was told recently by a very special somebody that I saved them, and while they still get caught in a rut sometimes, they know I'm in their corner rooting for them, even a thousand miles away. She'll never see this but I love you, keep on keepin on.
@@ckretlow3243 I'll help :]
*_Hopefully they do. You've done the work of angels. Thank you._*
i hope they see it
the death stranding reference is peak
Keep on keepin' on
Congratulations, you've found the incredibly rare Holographic EX-Dissociation playlist.
*Gets excited I pulled it from a pack*
*immediately drops it into a puddle as a kid drives his bike over it, splashing me in the process.*
:(
@@FrankWest-py2se but sigh in relief that it was in a protective sleeve.
Hope I pull the MEGA EX next
@@matthewjessen2448 we up
@@matthewjessen2448 send for PSA grading because it didnt get too damaged. its a 9
Looks like all sources are cited. I can morally like this mix 👍
@@smalliebigs4251 ofc go check them out I had fun listening to them!
@@youtubezombies usually i dont fw mixes like this because they more often than not are lazy but this video feels like the exact opposite of that, this is peak, thank u for making it 🙏
"You deserve, to exist..."
That hit me in my spiritual nutsack bro.
Is this what soul food tastes like?
I don't lol
"spiritual nutsack"
Heh relatable MANLINESS ✊🔥
What the fuck ?!
Someone call a doctor 🏥
I work with constant back to back appointments, and every now and then, midway through typing my shit in and making small talk, I just drop out of my body and feel like I just got placed in a world I don't belong in. Like I'm looking at the world through another person's eyes and can't feel my own body. To keep the appointment going, I have to imagine how I look through the eyes of the people across from me and puppet myself to look not-crazy. It doesn't happen very often but is reassuring, in a way, to know I'm not alone.
It's going to be okay 💖
That’s kinda normal for a human once over stimulated, I get that sometimes and my vision gets blurry/dark and I feel like Im forced to go into remote viewing mode. Maybe just learn to tell some jokes because laughter will create a break in the pace
This happens to me sometimes, I agree, it's nice to not be alone sometimes.
@@SanicSez I appreciate the advice but I work with bereaved families, sometimes involving newborns and stillbirths. My usual response to stress it to make jokes to lighten the mood but its really not an option when I am in appointments.
@@Dorf274 oh I think I understand, I know a lot of cops and emts, God bless you brother. Being around so much bad is it’s own trial
The algorithm spirits have blessed me yet again
Yeah...If only the actual algorithm cared about us. This shows that even through the greed of the world... something stills seeks to bring us happiness.
Praise be to God of all Machines.
never expected a breakcore playlist to make me emotional over affirmation sentences but here i am tearing up just by reading them
@@demypeace awwwwwwwwwwww
Dude this is so real. I was a little embarrassed sitting here in my room, door locked so my roommate doesn't walk in on this random awkward moment. But man, music has always spoke to me and resonated on a spiritual wave. The melancholy and sad-but-happy tune of the mix and the emotional sentences. Combined with, them being phrases I've heard my whole life but never towards me. It's just rare as a guy to ever hear any of those words spoken to you. The combo attack was too much. Started crying. Humans are odd.
Please appreciate each sentence equally
(also this is very severance coded in my mind)
I don't know how, but the visuals, the cute little messages of hope and encouragement, all of this just cries out to my soul saying "Your journey is not over and everything is going EXACTLY how it should, you just have to FOCUS on WAKING UP TOMORROW!"
I want to start truly living as me so so so bad, but I can't do that if I stop now. I feel there's this entire community of people waiting for me, the true me, to show up and join them and become a warrior for kindness, hope, love, & be a beacon for others lost in the dark bogs of misery and self-doubt.
I know I'm just another commenter in this sea of words, and I know I only "know" you from this post, but @youtubezombies , I love you. Thank you for this much needed playlist, music truly does heal...
You're too kind... Yeah this was my mentality making this as well... Thank you for understanding 💕💖
Music is awesome
Funny thing is I really created this for myself so I can listen to it while high lol
Wishing you the best of luck on your journey and if you ever wanna talk I'm here cutie 🤗💕
@@youtubezombies
XD The way how someone can just be like, "Imma put dis here 'cuz it's cute & I'm bored" then someone else just comes across it and say 'sumthin like "This shiz gets me bro, it knows my soul yo! A work of divinity!" It's kinda funny, but at the same time, kinda profound, and I mean that in a dictionary way
📖😎👍
I really like disappearing and appearing inscriptions and drawings! This makes the playlist cozy and warmer. That's why I love listening to music on RUclips, because sometimes you find artifacts like this.
I don't dissociate and I don't listen to breakcore, but I'm definitely saving this for later.
I think everyone dissociates to an extent. Many traits of disorders are just magnified/minimized traits that everyone has.
Same lol
welp, this isnt breakcore, soooooooo
its mostly ambient dnb :p
@@Gandhi_Physique that- no honey
@PeteWentzlivesinmycloset Name a trait associated with a disorder that "normal" people don't experience to any degree whatsoever.
the subtle heart beats, the messages, serene music and trippy visuals combine so well. you can tell this is made for lonely people
You're not alone here 💕
Found this while boxing up and putting away my cat's things after she died in my arms a few nights ago. Thanks for giving me something to not k.m.s too. Putting this shit away is heartbreaking and gutwrenching. The heavy bass and breakbeats were a welcome cope. I needed that, thank you.
Her name was Marmalade
Jan 2021 - Oct 2nd 2024
I'm so sorry for your loss.
Rest in peace Marmalade, she had a cute name...
I am sorry for your loss.
Rest in Peace, Marmalade.
Rest in Power and Peace, Marmalade
Rest in piece, Marmalade
Rest in peace Marmalade ❤
I usually dont like these kind of playlist becuase they are too dark for me, but this is actually wholesome.
/ᐢ⑅ᐢ\ ♡ ₊˚
꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ ♡‧₊˚ ♡
./づ~ :¨·.·¨: ₊˚
`·..·‘ ₊˚ ♡
@@youtubezombies its weird but google translates your comment into shooting carebear beams if you flick between translate and not. also not bad mix of music.
@@dragon8me2in americanese it translates to the her comment with
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@CrraVideos what I thought as well it's a really nice mix that has more upbeat vibes i really appreciate that
@@dragon8me2 pew pew be happy beam
thank you for this
the noise to counter the noise in my head is healing
the little messages on the side made me feel a warmth i haven't in a long time
i'm crying in a healing way i hope
lame i'm just using this as a little diary
but thank you
You're really sweet.. I'm glad you're feeling better now ❤️
I get exactly what you mean. I don't know why I get it yet. To fining out why we as humans feel and to try and heal I guess. Good luck and don't you dare go hollow
Thank you friend. I passed this to my step-daughter who has dissociative disorder. Love your messages included.
AWWWWWWWWW you're really sweet!
Ok 🐷🛡️🗡️
When you click the video and it is already half played, you know the mix is good.
As someone with Dissociative Identity Disorder... thanks. I needed to hear it'll be okay from the universe today. You've done that.
My wife has one. Each and every fragment of you deserves love. Even the angry, cold or scared ones. Thank you for sharing this existence with rest of us.
@@Possusoturi this genuinely is gonna make me cry, this is such a beautiful comment 😭
@@Sonnenmann8 idk if this is a joke or not but just be careful saying that kinda stuff cuz it can trigger panic attacks or something similar to happen
That is not a real mental illness. I 100% guarantee no doctor diagnosed you
Find Christ, none of this is real but is school of the soul, the Holy Spirit animates us. This illusion place matters but it is not our home. Work to be with the Father and burn bright and know there is only now and now is your time.
the algorithm hit me with this a few days ago and ive been in a horrible depressive rut for weeks. somehow this helps. it helps to have the drum and bass my brain craves while also simultaneously making it easier to exist. you really made a good thing here and the drawings seal the deal.
Thank you so much! You're too kind 💖
Idk how but this is one of the few times ive just sat there and thought about nothing, no thoughts, no movement, nothing. Thanks
No thoughts, only vibes 💖
I am a disabled 22 year old veteran with not much to do with my issues, and I have been engaging in psychedelic therapy and treatments like marijuana for my ailments, and I have tapped into dissociation in VRchat for hours on end, and this music just hits different 😂.
How you 22 and a veteran ⁉️ dawg fighting in the Sudanese Civil War
@@goosemchonk you'd be surprised my man😂. got turned into medical pothead now, and we're all here for a reason, I was alright with leaving a comment for others, maybe it'll help
@goosemchonk You go in at 18, break your back being the best you can be, do your 4 years, and leave broken. American readiness.
@@Veltrosstho Went in 18, literally broke my back on my 21st birth month, 10% service connected. American readiness.
For almost 2 years now I've been in a constant state of not feeling like I can experience life, the moments, or anything. I struggle on the daily to exist after all I've been through. These kinds of videos I hold dear to me. I'm not alone, life sucks but it does for all. If for a brief moment, this video made me feel something, it's... what this world needs more of for people like myself. Days bleed into days, seconds blur into hours, I was told to be positive and happy but I can't feel much anymore. This, again... really wakes me up for a little, psychosis, dissociation, splits.. they bleed away.. thank you. You put together something lovely that even I could feel. Much love ❤
Love n kissies 💕
Extremely good mix!!!! It lightens up EVERY gym session, I can just train and disappear and dissociate as I wasnt even there.
I have no idea how I've gotten here, I've never listened to Breakcore before, but I am VIBING
its ambient dnb!!!!! look at r/breakcore for more info
@ this is the most real comment here
It's honestly really strange at first how deep this reaches your mind
When you start to relax to such beat, when you start to feel reflexive, when you are confused in a way
"Who are you?" Is the question everyone should solve, it's admirable how deep you are and you don't know 10% of what you are capable off
Life is beautifull, but it has it's harsh moments, but thanks to this moments we can all grow and see more clearly
You deserve to exist
about my 6th relisten of this amazing mix
it helps me lock in frfr
make that 9th
Holy shit wtf.
I look down to my phone and see the messages saying that stuff is gonna be ok and all that.
Literally in tears.
Got me feelin like a grilled cheese
real
i feel like im floating listening to this mix..idk where it's taking me but i like it
sometimes I feel like I'm going with the flow of fuility and intfinitely approaching end
the transition from 8:20-8:50 is angelic 💫 this playlist is top tier
No lie, since finding this playlist earlier this week I've played it everyday. The last two days, often I would start it over from the beginning as soon as it ended. I couldn't get enough, the vibes are just right. Hope to see more like this!
funny how musical agression calms me
oh btw much love yall
much love back friend
Much love! 💕
it’s been a long couple of years. thank you for this, from the deepest point of my heart.
/\ ___/ \
💝c( • w • * c ) for u
@@youtubezombiesthank you :]
Im already sold by the opener, angelic is just the best breakcore song.
nihigo is the artist not the song
@@rafhael636 damn. The title of this song, at least for me, is somewhat confusing. I will fix it, cuz it makes me sound stupid. Thank you.
Edit: it reads Nihigo - Angelic [...] with nunashi. The name of the song is angelic, and Nihigo and nunashi did it.
um, this isnt breakcore it's ambient dnb, do some googling if u want da real deetz of real breakcore1!!
@@appakling sure...haha. I hope you're joking, but still, if you have any recommendations, I'd love to hear them.
As a pro tripper I see the visuals of a moving colorful picture making my eyes feel like i took 10 Shrooms. 10/10
larp
MLT, Major League Tripping.
You're def not s psychedelic consumer. Says "10 shooms" lmao, more like a 1 gram trip.
@@clonazepanda nah I'm jus better it's alright to fill ur ego up go get a female in your life
I'm not going to lie, I had seen this playlist a few days ago and had saved it for later.
And after the first 3 minutes of listening to the playlist and seeing that there were messages written in the same video... I felt that, I felt a little pain in my chest but of the good kind (I guess) and I couldn't help but check the screen every now and then to see every doodle. Good work!
This playlist and the messages on the side feel like a warm hug. Thank you for your kindness, it does not go unnoticed!
Uwaaaa you're so nice!! 💖
We really needed this. Thank you for blessing our ears with this mix 💚
As someone with severe DID this Is my fav album from art to music to the kind words in the beginning. Stay blessed
I hope you are doing well. It's a tough life we live, but you got this! 💚
Thank YOU for creating this, this is really good. I never would have actively seeked these songs out if it werent for you.
So happy you included Gutterpink in this list. They are super underrated. Great mix altogether!
Include Afterhour in yer next mix. They are like less than 1k and so good
lmao the interaction graph shows most people don't go past the 8th minute!!!! minute 23:34 is such a godly song
unironically helps me grind in warframe, thx
Jeez it's been like 3 years since I've seriously been into Warfarm. I hope it's still a decent game
Haha destiny for me
@@Arch_X69just hopped back after a couple years and honestly pretty fun with all the new quests. Some changes in adding more variety for warframes and weapons with upgrades added a lot to make it more fun and a lot more enjoyable when farming and all that.
We really saving the day with the power of friendship love and determination with this one bros
@@woahjustjo6556 ÙwÚ
The personalised little messages on the side are so thoughtful and considerate, what a wonderful little addition to an already great little selection of songs. ♥
I put this on and looked away for a bit and when I looked back i let out an audible "aww." the little notes are so cute!!
@@A.Couteaud hehe 💖
"hey listen!"
breakcore is the most depressing yet reassuring genre of music to ever be created in history of man: coming from a man with both ocd and bipolar disorder
Abstraction. Seems peaceful from inside out....
I love how you put in SewerSlvt..(now Cynthoni!) I love it
this is one of the best mixes I've seen with this style I think its going into the main music playlist and will stay there for the foreseeable future.
Definitely make more like this. Just chill mixes to listen to and stare at and be calm with.
Well done. You get the gold star.
То самое чувство, когда слушал все эти треки до дыр, а тут гигачад с ютуба подвёз базированный плейлист
I love everything about this! The music, the little messages, the vibe of the picture!
Really takes my mind off the insomnia I've suffered through =)
this is an absolutely bonkers breakcore mix. top 3 i've heard.
Always appreciate when a video provides what it promises. That was some good vibes.
Holy shit! Never heard anything like this before - amazing synthesis between atmospheric and d&b and most definitely delivers on the ability to get you into a dissociative state (or a flow state)
Thankies! I def had a ton of fun making this
The art is very pretty. You did a great job ❤
uwuwu you're too kind 💖
Эти слова поддержки что появляются по бокам растопили мое сердце. Спасибо.
Sometimes, I just sit, i'll be in a conversation, usually when I get disinterested I will start drawing, but sometimes, i'll just sit, the words come and go, i'll just think, about anything really, monsters, art, culture, life. Existence. Usually someone will wake me up before I sit for too long, they say, "Hey, whadda' ya' think about this?" or "Hey, wanna grab some food?" i'll respond, they'll wake me up and i'll continue. I never hear a "Hey, you still here Cy?" Or a "Hey, Cy, you Ok." i've gotten used to this. Once, just one time, I sat for so long, I was just left there, someone came in later to grab me and wake me up with a "Hey, we gotta go." in that time, that was when I came to terms with myself, but after realizing I sat in a dimly lit room for 3 and a half hours, with nothing, except my thoughts and this sinking feeling got me to realize that being alone wasn't desirable, nor undesirable, it just is.
Dang, moment of clarity, I just went on a rant in a breakcore comment section, and no-one with probably ever read this.
Note: I do not use breakcore to dissociate, breakcore is the inverse for me, I use stuff like the caretaker's music and TheRadioman's, still a great mix though, I can see how people can get into disassociating breakcore.
i read it thanks for sharing
Someone will always be reading. No one is alone, not in this society, no matter how bad it may get or be.
Even if you don't get a response, it will be read, and those words matter. People can relate, and through that expression of feeling, you may have helped those reading as well.
I'm one for sure, I tend to appear and just read comments, just for other peoples' opinions on generally anything really.
But I know what it's like to wait for people to check on you. All I will say is, there are people who care about you, and when they ask for how are you doing, or what's going on, they generally are wanting you to open up and trust in them. You're not alone. Never will be.
Never take anything, even the minor things, in life for granted. Everything may be fleeting, but everything has a reason, meaning, or matters in some way or another.
Read it... I can relate to you, but breakcore acts the opossite way for me. I just want to be out of this existence and yet exist, so breakcore helps me feel I belong somewhere. We got your back fella.
Hey i feel it bro ive been in the same boat but it will get better bro, i hope you find someone who will check on you every once in a while
24:25 that break is so sick, I can't even put it into words. I've been studying while I'm listening to this and that break made me stop and turn it back so I could hear it again. Great mix! B)
This kind of music makes me want to find a way to live a lifetime in an instant, over and over. So many lifetimes so I can effectively live forever, even if I only really live to 60-120, though I'd prefer to be an ethereal amorphous blob.. watching, for eternity.
breakcore as a genre is so strangely relaxing to me. it makes my brain so quiet when normally it's everywhere all at once. also, i love the messages in the margins, i was so happy when they faded in!!! there is a lot of unique music in here, the visuals are great, and the transitions between the songs are perfect. new favorite youtube video
it's getting colder outside again...
stay strong brother, we will be okay this cold season
worst time of the year
and my cuddle buddy threw me in the trash before it got cold
😕
"It's okay, you can relax now, you've earned it."
Felt this and needed to see it. A sign. 🙏🏻
Thank you. I needed this on my recommended. I was stuck in a sit pit and needed music to help focus on my art so this genuinely helped ❤ you don’t stop either
FIRST SONG SLAPS GRAHHHH
was not expecting those words on this video, thanks for this playlist
This must be the 20th time in two days that I've listened to the mix, you changed my world, thanks you
@@titoletito8399 you're such a sweetheart thank you so much!!! 💝 I'm glad you're enjoying it and I'm working on a new mix but it might take a while
This is like silly music mixed with heavy metal
it describes my state of mind whenever life happens to hit me with a sledgehammer
This is my favourite video now, it's definetely everything i needed right now
Who's here because they like the design of the chatacter?
sadly its ai 😭
what?? how do you know it doesn't look ai to me@@The20AndOnly
its Pitou from hxh
@@h4rpy.inactive check the pintrest in the description the creator only posts AI art.
@@sk.9857 i found the actual art on Pinterest tho
damn I just finished this track. it felt so weird listening, I love it; just that mood has been off for so long myself (& by the comments, it's not just me). I didn't realize it ended & I am looking up tickets to go halfway across the country & how to meet my best friend, as well as his supportive family, so that I can maybe get the chance to feel okay again.
Nothing is set. I don't know if my family will want to let me do this for myself or not, but I believe that would be a really amazing trip to make.
(Creator, I hope you continue to create these jams :)
I hope everyone stays safe. I love you all.. 🧡🧡
This mix is great! I really like the little doodles you did along the sides - it's a really nice touch
I LOVE the drawings on the side to keep you entertained.
I had this playing on another monitor and a couple times i was like "did the art change?" every 10 minutes or so
yes it was, and what a DISSERVICE to not look at them
Hehehe 💖💖💖💖
Good mix. Respectable Sewerslvt selection 👍
SEWERSLVT MAKES ATMOSPHERIC DNB
I've been dealing with a lot of stuff recently, some so good, some so bad. Tonight I just felt hopeless and had the weirdest thoughts just like I used to during my childhood and adolescence. It used to be daily by then, now I'm so grateful to myself and to the support I found around me that allowed me to become much different from the suicidal being I was back then. Sometimes, despite all the love I give to myself and receive from the others, that weird extreme anxiety for my own existence strikes in again making me feel hopeless just as I thought I was for a very long time...
Tonight this mix u made, plus some stuff I was reading, really helped me cope with this feeling.
Thank u so much
Thank you
really helps me sink in my feelings when im high, thanks!
im drunk and playing videogames and this song feels like it is prefectly tailored to everyt action i take in my games its so good tysm
Need this now more than ever
This sent me down a rabbithole after never hearing this style of music before and now breakcore is one of my most listened to genres lmao, tysm!
uhhh this video has 100% atmospheric dnb (drum n bass) on it
idk if you've found the real breakcore, but this is not it!
look at r/breakcore :)
This saved my life, thank you…
I'm sorry to hear you're going through this... It's going to be okay you just have to keep strong. Lmk if you wanna talk ❤️
Finding out the image in the video was (allegedly) made by Ai has ruined my day.
This playlist is absolutely banger tho !!! Gonna check out the artists later ^^
This is great, I hope you do more Breakcore mixes in the future!
Thank you so much! 💖
I'm working on a new mix but it's taking longer than expected cuz I procrastinated learning after effects heh..
@@youtubezombies um this is an atmospheric dnb mix, not breakcore, you're spreading misinformation
love this mix sm!!! ive been listening to this on loop for the last two days, for hoursss while i worked. sometimes i paired it with asmr on the background. felt like i was ascending 10/10 ive never been this productive
the new playlist of my drifting mind
Thanks for uploading this mix! This mix had brougth me to the breakcore genre, and im very grateful for this, for all the awesome words throughout the entire video, that words gives me, hope.
Thanks for everything!
Just discovered breakcore due to this mix, I love it
also holy crap i needed to see this video lmao im glad someone said it's going to be ok
@@sith5790 im glad you're here 💕
The "gambare gambare senpai" took me off guard LMAOASKDJLASDK
@@iiLMunchkiin ofc I want you to do your best! 💖
@@youtubezombies I- aww... thank you (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
used this playlist to top frag both sides on strinova, having a clear mind is heavenly
Hey, I have a feeling you're a genuinely good person, have a blessed time
Likewise! 🥺💕
@@youtubezombies May I ask how you find your music?
It's eccentric but fantastic now that I listened to the whole thing.
Also, do you DJ at parties or something?
May I ask where you're from?
I hope I don't scare you, I just think its kinda interesting
@@chessislive2790 hey fren, hope you're doing well and its okay
@@youtubezombies then how did you create that mix?
@@chessislive2790 wym?
the algorithm has blessed me again
Funny, i've dissociated a lil bit before
...Not actually that funny but, what ever
I feel like the image does pretty well capture the vibe of spacing out and dissociating though
This one mix has been the background to so much stuff in the past month since it found me... Thank you for this :]
Wait its only been 3 months..? It felt like forever since i saw this playlist…
i needed the notes you put up there. thank you so much internet stranger
Not more awesome than u 💖💖💖
No you 😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹@@youtubezombies
i was looking for something to dissociate to and this appeared in my feed!! x3
I just realized that breakcore in general is the same vibe as Session by Linkin Park. Fuck yeah
Idk how the algorithm got me but I love the playlist I also have dissociative identity disorder
this is way cuter than i expected, thank you