Saying goodbye to the person you can't live without.. but not having a choice... He was taken from me.. i had to say goodbye. It was the hardest thing i have ever had to do to. i still cry every night... and he left two years ago. he said 'Liz. i gotta say goodbye...' and i cried as he took his last breath in my arms. I Love You Nick.. why did you have to leave me?
liz i feel ur pain i lost the boy i loved so much because he commit suicide in my arms and when i cried i never could stop trying the whole reason im emo is because i lost alex so ur not the only one and its been two years with out him
It's almost 1 year now and still I can't forget her :(( GOD! I can't move on! Whatever I do and Wherever I go I always end up thinking of her :(( I always love her even though she leave me. She give me a mistake that I never do! You know guys, she's so cute and that's what her nickname is "CUTE" :) :(((((((( If there's a chance that you read this, please come back to me. :((((((( I can't carry this pain anymore :(((( I LOVE YOU Hyacinth Mae.
Im so so so sorry to hear that Bryan I know it must be rough... I walk the halls of my school and pass by a guy that doesn't even know I exist anymore.
Ashtyn Emerson same here I always listen to sad songs even when I'm happy. it's not bad it just means you like music so what? that's allowed lol I like listening to them.
This song has a great point... It's not always that easy to say goodbye to anyone... Especially if it was someone you knew for years and you had to let go. I think we have all went through this...
Ich finds einfach immer noch genial.. Wenn man diese Lieder früher rauf und runter gehört hat, sie aber dann in Vergessenheit geraten sind.. Du aber dann irgendwann mal wieder deine Musik durch gehst und plötzlich dieses Lied wieder auftaucht und dann immer noch perfekt zu deiner Lebensituation passt !
It's just like when my gf left me and it hurts because she was the only one that was really there for me in life, she was the light in my life but now everything seems so dark, and I can't look at any other girl the same because all I think of is her and it kills me inside because I know I'll never someone as special as her.
The torture of two people wanting each other, being so close at heart but so far apart in distance, not being able to feel the warmth of one another's flesh, imagining your together and waking up to realize you're not....is worse than goodbye in the long run. No matter how much you may believe they're "worth it".
You all make me cry with your beautiful words of pure emotion and poetics. I love you, people. And I don't even know any of you. But you know what? You're all loved.
Im a guy and i cried when i first heard this song :'( ....Secondhand Serenade has great music and im glad i can listen to them, there music relates to my life :(
i cried when this boy dedicated this song to me i felt so bad but theres nothing ic ould do to fix it .ive been hooked on this song for the last 3 days
Dear, fllowme down, My girl used to cut and had issues with depression and anxiety as well, I learned this the first month of dating her. More than a year and a couple months later- we are happier than ever, and she is coming along greatly and is almost never sad. If he loves you like I love my girl, he will understand, I wish you well!
i had to say goodbye to a guy i dearly loved. well still do love..the distance was just too great, and i hate saying that because if only he had tried harder to keep us together, we would still be together. i never wanted to let you go, but i had to, to save myself. i couldnt stay and keep on breaking my own heart.
We werent even bf/gf. Just dating. But i fell so hard and he said he wouldnt change his mind about me and that i was special. Ive been in an abusive relationship and the one prior to him ended poorly too. He was special to me and now he thinks being friends is best for both of us. My heart is breaking. I was ready for more and he said no...
IM SO DRUNK I SHOULDN’T BE ALLOWED ONLINE...I CANT BELIEVE IT ENDED THE WAY IT DID.. I MISS HER SO MUCH.. I HATE MY SELF FOR HITTING ROCK BOTTOM SO HARD..I WAS A POT SMOKER TILL I LOST HER..HAVNT SMOKED SINCE THAT DAY BUT FELL INTO A BOTTLE WISH I NEVER DID
I had to say goodbye to one of my closest cousins on my March 11, 2017 a day before my birthday! I couldn't understand why he left or how he left but I regret not spending time with him getting to know him better but now I know there to spend time with anyone else I know but it's still hurts for me to see him and saying goodbye! I miss you James!
She never loved me back. I had to say goodbye. Being around her was destroying me from the inside out. Every time I saw her, I felt happy, but my feelings were deceiving. She never loved me back the same way I loved her. I was her friend. When see her, it just a reminder of what I don't have and never will. She made it clear that we will never be anything more than friends. Knowing that no matter how close I get to her, I will always be a million miles away from her heart. And I cry.
man im going thorugh the same fucking thing right now, its crazy how alike our situations are. best of luck, it takes alot to say goodbye to something like that, ur strong.
This is the song I sent him when I ended everything up.. One year of struggles .... Through thick and thins .. :(((((( It's all gone ..Thanks to me ... But it's the least I can do save us both ...
While Tyler made a good point, I'd like to add that if he's worth being with, he'll want to help you rather than think any differently of you. My boyfriend stuck with me and gave me a shoulder to cry on (or an ear to rant in) when I told him something similar. I wish you the best with whatever you choose/chose to do.
ive been on the receiving end of this before trust me im sure whoever you lost still wants you back the one i lost hates my guts im sure but i would give anything to see them and apologize i still cry because i doubt i will ever see them again and its been about 2 years now.............
i miss my ex so much and right after he broke up with me this song played and it sucks. for every one who doesnt know how long distant realastion ships can work dont give up they might actually be worth it and you wont see that until its to late.and if you actually love that person anything is possible and you guys will make it through it.
I missed my beloved friend because we are best friends forever, the daughter of my drumband very nostalgic because we often play together exercise together cried together happy together and so I was very -very happy
I had crush with someone and quite fall in love, And this song show how I express my feelings to him after I get know he was belong someone. My heart is broke the word 'goodbye' will tell everything after this ;')
I have to say goodbye to the sweetest guy I know just cuz my mom doesn't like him but I love him sooo much and I don't wanna lose him we have been through so much in 2 and a half months. He's the kind of guy that gets on your nerves but I love him I really do. his name is Connor
My best friend asked me out and I said yes. Week later, his friend asked me if we were going out. Then on the but back from track he asked the same question. Before the bus started to leave, my best friend stood up and said, "No. It was a joke. Right (Me)?" then I replied "Yeah..". Heartbroken that he said that. I'm trying to move on but can't get him out of my head.
I lost my bestfriend this week, she made me the happiest I've ever been. I had to let go to make her happy. Hardest thing I've ever had to do. I don't look at other girls the same. Every sight, every sound, she's all I think about day and night, awake or asleep. It sucks so so much.
Awesomely Awesome Ironically that's a two way sentence. Because the love of your life is the best friend of your life. Who's to say a friend or best friend can't be the love of your life? Not wanting to hurt them? Not wanting to risk losing them? If they don't feel the same, don't do it. If they feel the same, do it. Love is a once in a lifetime chance. Go for it. Live for today, not tomorrow. If you don't go for it, one day you'll think of everything you could've done instead of things you did do.
Sometimes i feel like thinks are better off the way they turn out no matter how much pain there is afterwards.A nice guy isnt what he seemed....he was only nice for so long until things werent working out..if he really loved you,he would have never fell for the second girl.
am I the only person who cries their self to sleepwishes to never wake upfakes a smile when really im broken inside is it so bad to want someone to ask me if "im ok" when I say "I ok" hug me and say "I know your not"
He let me down when he told me he cared then turned around and did everything he said he would never do. I finally got enough guts to tell him goodbye. And everyday I still miss him....Break-ups are painful.
8th grade I met a really sweet guy we dated for awhile he was my first kiss my first love .. then one day a girl I thought was my bestfriend kissed him and he broke up with me.. I was so heart broken .. still am .. still talk to him
This song fits perfect with my situation... why didn't he fight for me? I seriously thought we would last... long distance relationships suck... especially after finding out the person cheated on you for somebody in his town...
2 months ago i walked out on my ex, she had depression i was with her 2 years.. i dealt with it for the first day we got together.. i gave up on her.. hardest choice i ever made in my life.. To know that your the only person in the world that could help that person and let her down so bad makes you feel like the most worthless person on the planet.. i told her to listen to this song.. so hopefully if she does,she sees this. I'm sorry for everything that happen deep down ill always love you.
This is that song you listen to, when you want to move on, but you just cant do it. And you ponder whether to keep trying or to give up. Yet you just cant give up quite yet.
my girlfriend went to camp last week and she came back she kissed another guy, i wrote her letters sent her stuff well this whole time she was with another guy....i wasn't mad just disappointed in me for probably pushing her away and her not saying she was taken. when she was at camp i was coming to terms on who i was and every time i thought about her with another guy at camp, i told my self to trust her. wow and i wake up to her telling me about her camp and this guy and how they kissed and then she broke up with me... and then continued to talk about her time at camp on how sad she was that they were gone...never asked how i was feeling or holding up, never asked how my weekend was. she tried to call me once and when her group asked who was trying to call she said her dad. All the letters i sent about how much i love her she said they were from her dad. i don't know. i didn't say anything bad to her, i told her i can't control her heart and that's it out of my control here's something why am i writing this no one is going to see this hahaha idc well here's one of the huge paragraphs i sent her "Yeah again it would of been better to end it on Saturday. I waited for you I wrote letters and everyday was me thinking "just trust her" and you meet another guy and kiss him, In only a week see, I just wanted to point this out. Yeah but again I'm not mad but disappointed that I pushed you away and you did that in a week but the heart wants what the heart wants. Not mad just disappointed. But I hope you are happy later on that's all I can wish for now... It was nice enjoying these memories with you and I learned my self from being with you. For that you have my thanks and I'm willing to still be friends if you are" but then ignores it and starts talking about her camp and him again.... sigh even i tell you this its one person story, but its all i can say without boring you to death.... and you'll probably think im making it to seem i look good. no no just saying everything i can to make it simple straight from scratch. i just dont want paragraphs and paragraphs meh why am i writing this. i even wrote her a song when she was post to come back.. heh i guess it will never be sang.
Nikkeh We still talk but not like we used to i don't regret loving her and meeting her, i learned to live for my self and don't let anyone tell me i can't do what i want to do. she will always have a part of me, and i will be there if she needs something, but i live for my self now and i speak what i want to say so i wont regret it, if i never said it (constantly haunting me if i didn't say what i needed to say) "lets leave no words unspoken and save regrets for the broken" and just always be honest since lies will come back to haunt you. main point is we are young, but i can't stay moping and i need to know who i am, since i was insecure and didn't trust in her if i woke up earlier it may of happened but i don't focus on the past, it's over and keep looking forward to the future and take every Opportunity that comes your way.
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The new song NOT ENOUGH brought me here! I miss hearing songs from this band.❤️
best secondhand serenade's ever
***** either song are good,huh miss them
Brandon Kent anjir ada lu bang wkwkwk
Wew ada lo koh suka second hand serenade juga toh
Lohhh bang brandon😂
Lagu sesuai ama wajah
Ngeprank pake lagu ni mantab juga
I think Secondhand Serenade is determined to make all who listen to their songs cry.
Its working for me..
MEGA TRON Hello, i'd gladly call up your mother so she knows how her young child is acting towards others.
she died 12 years ago
MEGA TRON I see. I'm very sorry for your loss.
... She lied.. She dont like me.. She loves another guy.. :'( She used me..
Saying goodbye to the person you can't live without.. but not having a choice... He was taken from me.. i had to say goodbye. It was the hardest thing i have ever had to do to. i still cry every night... and he left two years ago. he said 'Liz. i gotta say goodbye...' and i cried as he took his last breath in my arms.
I Love You Nick.. why did you have to leave me?
So sad to hear. Stay strong.
im so sorry :'( stay strong
liz i feel ur pain i lost the boy i loved so much because he commit suicide in my arms and when i cried i never could stop trying the whole reason im emo is because i lost alex so ur not the only one and its been two years with out him
It's almost 1 year now and still I can't forget her :(( GOD! I can't move on! Whatever I do and Wherever I go I always end up thinking of her :(( I always love her even though she leave me. She give me a mistake that I never do! You know guys, she's so cute and that's what her nickname is "CUTE" :) :(((((((( If there's a chance that you read this, please come back to me. :((((((( I can't carry this pain anymore :(((( I LOVE YOU Hyacinth Mae.
Im so so so sorry to hear that Bryan I know it must be rough... I walk the halls of my school and pass by a guy that doesn't even know I exist anymore.
For some reason this is my favorite Secondhand Serenade song. I like sad songs, is that sad?
+Ashtyn Emerson You just mindfucked me...
Marlon Bra I'm sorry..
It's ok
Ashtyn Emerson same here I always listen to sad songs even when I'm happy. it's not bad it just means you like music so what? that's allowed lol I like listening to them.
maybe you should try to listen to "broken" by 2ndhand serenade
Saying goodbye comes with a lot of regret...
this is so deep in a way
it hurts really much and there is nothing you can do :(
true
yeah
#check
True 100%
This song has a great point... It's not always that easy to say goodbye to anyone... Especially if it was someone you knew for years and you had to let go. I think we have all went through this...
Ich finds einfach immer noch genial.. Wenn man diese Lieder früher rauf und runter gehört hat, sie aber dann in Vergessenheit geraten sind.. Du aber dann irgendwann mal wieder deine Musik durch gehst und plötzlich dieses Lied wieder auftaucht und dann immer noch perfekt zu deiner Lebensituation passt !
It's just like when my gf left me and it hurts because she was the only one that was really there for me in life, she was the light in my life but now everything seems so dark, and I can't look at any other girl the same because all I think of is her and it kills me inside because I know I'll never someone as special as her.
I know how you feel.... I'm sorry to hear that same feeling has been haunting me for so long now.
same but with my ex bf
You'll be fine :)
You'll be fine :)
thanks
this song ...... makes me cry but I still love it
it reminds me way to much things from the past
I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to chase after me. But instead you watched me leave......:,(
Sadly
The torture of two people wanting each other, being so close at heart but so far apart in distance, not being able to feel the warmth of one another's flesh, imagining your together and waking up to realize you're not....is worse than goodbye in the long run. No matter how much you may believe they're "worth it".
You all make me cry with your beautiful words of pure emotion and poetics. I love you, people. And I don't even know any of you. But you know what? You're all loved.
"We're better off this way... it's time to say goodbye." Forever and Ever JXS.
Does anyone else think his lisp is the cutest!? ;) lol
omggg yes!! well....Yeshh
Im a guy and i cried when i first heard this song :'( ....Secondhand Serenade has great music and im glad i can listen to them, there music relates to my life :(
i cried when this boy dedicated this song to me i felt so bad but theres nothing ic ould do to fix it .ive been hooked on this song for the last 3 days
nakakarelate aq sa song na to.... its sad that i have to say goodbye jepoy...
i love u so much so im letting you go... ul always be in my heart...
Dear, fllowme down,
My girl used to cut and had issues with depression and anxiety as well, I learned this the first month of dating her. More than a year and a couple months later- we are happier than ever, and she is coming along greatly and is almost never sad. If he loves you like I love my girl, he will understand, I wish you well!
i wake up every morning wishing my baby was beside me, then I realize, he will always be there when I need him. Special Connections are the best.
this song is a song that means something to some one or any of u if u hate it you hate it it wont make a difference .
i had to say goodbye to a guy i dearly loved. well still do love..the distance was just too great, and i hate saying that because if only he had tried harder to keep us together, we would still be together. i never wanted to let you go, but i had to, to save myself. i couldnt stay and keep on breaking my own heart.
Jai Hemmings same goes to me😭😭😭
i can't believe he's gone....still...come back :'(
I can't stop listening to this song.. And every time it just makes me cry even more than before
It takes a second to say hello but a lifetime to say goodbye
this music has helped me threw so much and expresses the way LOVE IT!
This needs more views. This song is beautiful.
This song.... reminds me of way too much...... fuck I hate crying...
cry CRY! YOU lITTE BITCH!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MEGA TRON seriously. You seem so damn heartless.
serena mckeever then I would be dead then
Internet hug?
MEGA TRON you deserve to be! your just a jerk!
2ndhand serenade was my comfort band, back to those times that i encounter my 1st cut in my heart. Thats why i know all of their songs.
We werent even bf/gf. Just dating. But i fell so hard and he said he wouldnt change his mind about me and that i was special. Ive been in an abusive relationship and the one prior to him ended poorly too. He was special to me and now he thinks being friends is best for both of us. My heart is breaking. I was ready for more and he said no...
"Take my pain away" :'(
Love the in between pictures with words 🤍👌
His voice gives me goose bumps
IM SO DRUNK I SHOULDN’T BE ALLOWED ONLINE...I CANT BELIEVE IT ENDED THE WAY IT DID.. I MISS HER SO MUCH.. I HATE MY SELF FOR HITTING ROCK BOTTOM SO HARD..I WAS A POT SMOKER TILL I LOST HER..HAVNT SMOKED SINCE THAT DAY BUT FELL INTO A BOTTLE WISH I NEVER DID
Richard Brown cheer up bro it's not the end
Jk
makes me think of my family sad and had to say goodbye :,(
love the song
I had to say goodbye to one of my closest cousins on my March 11, 2017 a day before my birthday! I couldn't understand why he left or how he left but I regret not spending time with him getting to know him better but now I know there to spend time with anyone else I know but it's still hurts for me to see him and saying goodbye! I miss you James!
This song makes me cry. I love this song so much......
if she's making you wait and breaking your heart while doing it, she doesn't deserve someone as great as you.
its hard to be that vulnerable to someone but if he loves you then he will want to help you
She never loved me back. I had to say goodbye. Being around her was destroying me from the inside out. Every time I saw her, I felt happy, but my feelings were deceiving. She never loved me back the same way I loved her. I was her friend. When see her, it just a reminder of what I don't have and never will. She made it clear that we will never be anything more than friends. Knowing that no matter how close I get to her, I will always be a million miles away from her heart. And I cry.
This is my favorite song ever omg
Love this song... makes me cry though :'(
I agree. I think it's sweet when a guy cries. It shows that they care :)
man im going thorugh the same fucking thing right now, its crazy how alike our situations are. best of luck, it takes alot to say goodbye to something like that, ur strong.
its time to say goodbye.....i love this song
This is the song I sent him when I ended everything up.. One year of struggles .... Through thick and thins .. :(((((( It's all gone ..Thanks to me ... But it's the least I can do save us both ...
ganda talaga neto :*
It made me cry.. ;~; ... personal reason...
I need to send this to someone...
Goodbye my friend D:
While Tyler made a good point, I'd like to add that if he's worth being with, he'll want to help you rather than think any differently of you. My boyfriend stuck with me and gave me a shoulder to cry on (or an ear to rant in) when I told him something similar. I wish you the best with whatever you choose/chose to do.
This song has perfectly decribed what has happened between me and my best friend...goodbye **** ):
i rediscovered this band ahh so many memories :)
i love this song. means a lot to me...
tells my story!
You people are my people. I've alone and your alone. But we're all together.
I cry everytime I listen to this band...its like something about their voices that make me sad.
Listening this in 2019 😢
Aimah
I left someone for a selfish reason...then I ended up even losing him as a friend...-_- I'm so sorry,I'm so so sorry
everyone has their reasons for hate and i would know i lost my bff for a selfish reason too
ive been on the receiving end of this before trust me im sure whoever you lost still wants you back the one i lost hates my guts im sure but i would give anything to see them and apologize i still cry because i doubt i will ever see them again and its been about 2 years now.............
the one I loved I lost contact with him :\ I hear this song and hoping that he doesn't think I left him 😔 cuz I still love him
aww💔
snowypotato same here 😩😭😞
super nyc!!
such a great song
2019 and I still listen this
i miss my ex so much and right after he broke up with me this song played and it sucks. for every one who doesnt know how long distant realastion ships can work dont give up they might actually be worth it and you wont see that until its to late.and if you actually love that person anything is possible and you guys will make it through it.
Thanks. :) That Helped. ♥
No matter how many times we say goodbye, we never do leave because if one does, then one dies
i love this song. and i love secondhand serenade because its different ^.^ ill always love secondhand serenade
I really hope you can be better. I've been in the same situation and it hurt a lot. Be strong, my friend.
I missed my beloved friend because we are best friends forever, the daughter of my drumband very nostalgic because we often play together exercise together cried together happy together and so I was very -very happy
I had crush with someone and quite fall in love, And this song show how I express my feelings to him after I get know he was belong someone. My heart is broke the word 'goodbye' will tell everything after this ;')
Put this on with rainymoods, so epic:D
I LOVE THIS SONG.
I remember my crush when I hear this song. She was died 10 years ago and I never say goodbye. Even now I remember her voice and smile😢
Hello 2020. Feeling nostalgic hearing this now at 2am.
i love this
Honestly, you can live without them, because you did before you knew them, you just feel as if you can't, love is a feeling...
I think that is very nice :) Almost poetic so to say
I have to say goodbye to the sweetest guy I know just cuz my mom doesn't like him but I love him sooo much and I don't wanna lose him we have been through so much in 2 and a half months. He's the kind of guy that gets on your nerves but I love him I really do. his name is Connor
best secondhand serenade ever
My best friend asked me out and I said yes. Week later, his friend asked me if we were going out. Then on the but back from track he asked the same question. Before the bus started to leave, my best friend stood up and said, "No. It was a joke. Right (Me)?" then I replied "Yeah..". Heartbroken that he said that. I'm trying to move on but can't get him out of my head.
*bus
I lost my bestfriend this week, she made me the happiest I've ever been. I had to let go to make her happy. Hardest thing I've ever had to do. I don't look at other girls the same. Every sight, every sound, she's all I think about day and night, awake or asleep. It sucks so so much.
This could be a lesson to all of us right? Don't date your bestfriend
+Awesomely Awesome u know ur right....
Awesomely Awesome
Ironically that's a two way sentence.
Because the love of your life is the best friend of your life.
Who's to say a friend or best friend can't be the love of your life? Not wanting to hurt them? Not wanting to risk losing them?
If they don't feel the same, don't do it.
If they feel the same, do it.
Love is a once in a lifetime chance. Go for it.
Live for today, not tomorrow.
If you don't go for it, one day you'll think of everything you could've done instead of things you did do.
Sometimes i feel like thinks are better off the way they turn out no matter how much pain there is afterwards.A nice guy isnt what he seemed....he was only nice for so long until things werent working out..if he really loved you,he would have never fell for the second girl.
Theme song of my life.
Love this song
am I the only person who cries their self to sleepwishes to never wake upfakes a smile when really im broken inside is it so bad to want someone to ask me if "im ok" when I say "I ok" hug me and say "I know your not"
Your not the only one. I know how you feel.
U r not the only i faked everything even my friends....
Trust me your not
i just broke up with my boyfriend and i just cant stop listening to this son... it hurts :(
this song is just really pretty ok im melting
He let me down when he told me he cared then turned around and did everything he said he would never do. I finally got enough guts to tell him goodbye. And everyday I still miss him....Break-ups are painful.
Saying goodbye to someone u really love no matter what is the hardest thing to do 😭😭😭💔💔
I love this song but it reminds me of my ex..that jackass...but I have some one new and im happy now!
I luv this vid
sleep it off the next day will be better let the scars heal with the touch of time and the wisdom of an everyday situation.
aww.. shit, im crying
Mk you go walk away like a boss. XD At least I know how to have fun. :D
8th grade I met a really sweet guy we dated for awhile he was my first kiss my first love .. then one day a girl I thought was my bestfriend kissed him and he broke up with me.. I was so heart broken .. still am .. still talk to him
im so sorry for your loss you'll feel better after time
wanted you to fight for me but you're just right there letting me walk away 😢😢
I can totally relate!(:
its so hard to accept that things just don't work out. especially when its your first time loving someone
This song fits perfect with my situation... why didn't he fight for me? I seriously thought we would last... long distance relationships suck... especially after finding out the person cheated on you for somebody in his town...
2 months ago i walked out on my ex, she had depression i was with her 2 years.. i dealt with it for the first day we got together.. i gave up on her.. hardest choice i ever made in my life.. To know that your the only person in the world that could help that person and let her down so bad makes you feel like the most worthless person on the planet.. i told her to listen to this song.. so hopefully if she does,she sees this. I'm sorry for everything that happen deep down ill always love you.
This is that song you listen to, when you want to move on, but you just cant do it. And you ponder whether to keep trying or to give up. Yet you just cant give up quite yet.
my girlfriend went to camp last week and she came back she kissed another guy, i wrote her letters sent her stuff well this whole time she was with another guy....i wasn't mad just disappointed in me for probably pushing her away and her not saying she was taken. when she was at camp i was coming to terms on who i was and every time i thought about her with another guy at camp, i told my self to trust her. wow and i wake up to her telling me about her camp and this guy and how they kissed and then she broke up with me... and then continued to talk about her time at camp on how sad she was that they were gone...never asked how i was feeling or holding up, never asked how my weekend was. she tried to call me once and when her group asked who was trying to call she said her dad. All the letters i sent about how much i love her she said they were from her dad. i don't know. i didn't say anything bad to her, i told her i can't control her heart and that's it out of my control here's something why am i writing this no one is going to see this hahaha idc well here's one of the huge paragraphs i sent her "Yeah again it would of been better to end it on Saturday. I waited for you I wrote letters and everyday was me thinking "just trust her" and you meet another guy and kiss him, In only a week see, I just wanted to point this out. Yeah but again I'm not mad but disappointed that I pushed you away and you did that in a week but the heart wants what the heart wants. Not mad just disappointed. But I hope you are happy later on that's all I can wish for now... It was nice enjoying these memories with you and I learned my self from being with you. For that you have my thanks and I'm willing to still be friends if you are" but then ignores it and starts talking about her camp and him again.... sigh even i tell you this its one person story, but its all i can say without boring you to death.... and you'll probably think im making it to seem i look good. no no just saying everything i can to make it simple straight from scratch. i just dont want paragraphs and paragraphs meh why am i writing this. i even wrote her a song when she was post to come back.. heh i guess it will never be sang.
overall, all of the sacrifices you've made were just wasted and threw away by your ex. i know how it feels tho. damn i wish i never loved someone.
+Nikkeh thrown*** 😂
Nikkeh We still talk but not like we used to i don't regret loving her and meeting her, i learned to live for my self and don't let anyone tell me i can't do what i want to do. she will always have a part of me, and i will be there if she needs something, but i live for my self now and i speak what i want to say so i wont regret it, if i never said it (constantly haunting me if i didn't say what i needed to say) "lets leave no words unspoken and save regrets for the broken" and just always be honest since lies will come back to haunt you. main point is we are young, but i can't stay moping and i need to know who i am, since i was insecure and didn't trust in her if i woke up earlier it may of happened but i don't focus on the past, it's over and keep looking forward to the future and take every Opportunity that comes your way.
+FadingPanda can you be my friend
Kaneki Ken sure idk why but kk XDDDD
I freaking love this band