Not until he explains to me why. I'm not walking into another lions den without knowing why he's left me smoldering in exile for all this time. I died 17 years ago, my life sucked before him, it's sucked with him. He tells me I'm bitter and I have to trust him and let go of my bitterness. He created sin, he created evil, but I need to get over my bitterness that he is the source of? Not another step forward, I'll build a home in Mara, wishing I never knew him. This is what you chose God! Not me!
I don't know the pain you've gone through or why its lead to you building a home in Mara (bitterness) however, please seek to understand the term 'tzim tzum' in its meaning you will find insight.
@@chrisriley9182 I'm familiar with the concept. We are also told we have free will but there is only 1 choice. Why cannot I not escape him if I have freewill? Did Jonah have freewill? Did Job have freewill? God knew each of us, selected us, knowing everything that would happen which is would be predetermined. He also created every aspect and balance in the universe. there is no choice. I would have rather not existed, that is the only lack of choice I'd have preferred. (I'm not interested in or advocating for deleting myself or self deletion, to be clear)
@eliasdeleone7059 oh, if you're familiar with 'tzim tzum' then why would you say that God created sin and evil? If you're familiar with 'tzim tzum' then why do you think God is meant to intervene in your situation?
@@chrisriley9182 You suggest it and I'm familiar with it, you assume I believe it when I gave you several reasons why I dont think that's the case. Personally idc, I really dont.
@eliasdeleone7059 that's ok. I was drawn in by your poetic writing on bitterness, I relate to your feelings, life is hard man, so I'm looking for answers. We can't escape our own minds, so making friends with our mind by telling ourselves and each other the truth seems to be the best way to avoid misery
God bless you, for God loves us all. ❤
Thank you for making these, I really enjoy listening to them while I drive. Take care, God Bless!
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This just appeared, thank you.
Not until he explains to me why. I'm not walking into another lions den without knowing why he's left me smoldering in exile for all this time. I died 17 years ago, my life sucked before him, it's sucked with him. He tells me I'm bitter and I have to trust him and let go of my bitterness. He created sin, he created evil, but I need to get over my bitterness that he is the source of? Not another step forward, I'll build a home in Mara, wishing I never knew him. This is what you chose God! Not me!
I don't know the pain you've gone through or why its lead to you building a home in Mara (bitterness) however, please seek to understand the term 'tzim tzum' in its meaning you will find insight.
@@chrisriley9182 I'm familiar with the concept. We are also told we have free will but there is only 1 choice. Why cannot I not escape him if I have freewill? Did Jonah have freewill? Did Job have freewill? God knew each of us, selected us, knowing everything that would happen which is would be predetermined. He also created every aspect and balance in the universe. there is no choice. I would have rather not existed, that is the only lack of choice I'd have preferred. (I'm not interested in or advocating for deleting myself or self deletion, to be clear)
@eliasdeleone7059 oh, if you're familiar with 'tzim tzum' then why would you say that God created sin and evil?
If you're familiar with 'tzim tzum' then why do you think God is meant to intervene in your situation?
@@chrisriley9182 You suggest it and I'm familiar with it, you assume I believe it when I gave you several reasons why I dont think that's the case. Personally idc, I really dont.
@eliasdeleone7059 that's ok. I was drawn in by your poetic writing on bitterness, I relate to your feelings, life is hard man, so I'm looking for answers. We can't escape our own minds, so making friends with our mind by telling ourselves and each other the truth seems to be the best way to avoid misery
I need to turn back to him. 😭
@@bunk_foss repent and turn back, He will receive you.
@@ChristBeMagnified I can't, man.
@@ChristBeMagnifiedMay you be blessed for this good work you do, my brother.
Pray until you can. I decide I want Jesus at every moment . Fast ,plead ..God is attentive to the cries of poor ,OPRESSED and needy.@@bunk_foss
He is waiting for you with open arms brother.