Being queer, romancing life, and communing with the divine | personal Q&A

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  • Опубликовано: 28 ноя 2024

Комментарии • 218

  • @lara5croft
    @lara5croft 4 дня назад +253

    You speak so eloquently, like an author. I think you said in a previous video that you’re writing a manuscript, or I dreamt that. If you are, I have faith it’ll get published. I would hope to meet you at your international book tour if you were to do one. Your words have such power and profundity. Thank you for sharing them with us.

    • @vibeslifestyle
      @vibeslifestyle 3 дня назад +7

      So kind of you to share this sentiment 😊❤

  • @Ellam4r1a
    @Ellam4r1a 3 дня назад +108

    For the doom scrolling topic: I recommend preparing jars with folded papers where you have written different things that you want to accomplish. Maybe have 2 different jars; one for hobbies, another one for chores (home or work related) :) Whenever you feel that you are bored with no real responsibilities for the day, just pull a paper from one of the jars.

    • @winternymphaea
      @winternymphaea 3 дня назад +1

      love this!

    • @rainbowpeapod2796
      @rainbowpeapod2796 3 дня назад +1

      great idea :) thank you

    • @alexisbas10
      @alexisbas10 2 дня назад +1

      Such a cool idea! Might help my ADHD decide on something

    • @Coleycoles007
      @Coleycoles007 2 дня назад

      This will help so much with those days of having so many options I end up doing nothing

    • @AutumnJay-f8n
      @AutumnJay-f8n День назад

      What was the book and or author she was referring to for self discipline? I can’t find it

  • @oamahana
    @oamahana 4 дня назад +194

    I love being a woman loving women❤️

    • @Etherealvioletco
      @Etherealvioletco 4 дня назад +4

      Same!❤👩🏻‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏾

    • @creepcraddle
      @creepcraddle 4 дня назад +24

      It feels like such a special kind of love. Maybe one of the purest forms of love on this planet

    • @alyonagaechka
      @alyonagaechka 4 дня назад +3

      same😭🫰🏻🩷

    • @user-eu6wp6ws7c
      @user-eu6wp6ws7c 4 дня назад +2

      Unnatural desires.

    • @SilvaArmour3000
      @SilvaArmour3000 3 дня назад +4

      @creepcraddle the purest form of love is between a man and a woman as nature intended it to be. However, some people prefer to travel off the beaten path. If it makes you happy, then to each their own, I guess.

  • @MoonlitMuse97-19
    @MoonlitMuse97-19 4 дня назад +93

    I don't know how to say this but I am at my lowest point in my life... everything around feels so heavy and I can't even cry even if I want to cry so bad ...but thanks to you...I really feel good when I watch your videos. 💚

    • @user-ot2rw5gu2s
      @user-ot2rw5gu2s 4 дня назад +4

      Try therapy

    • @indi888
      @indi888 3 дня назад +2

      🫂

    • @winternymphaea
      @winternymphaea 3 дня назад +6

      I hope you feel better soon

    • @MoonlitMuse97-19
      @MoonlitMuse97-19 3 дня назад +1

      @@winternymphaea 🙏 thanks

    • @Charofficial
      @Charofficial 3 дня назад +3

      Sending you love ❤ you have all you need to feel light again, I promise. Sit with yourself and your pain and allow it to be! the very fact you want to are aware of how you don’t want to feel means you will make it out! You got this ❤

  • @6z509
    @6z509 8 часов назад +1

    I love how I feel when I watch one of your videos. It's like you make me remember all the compassion that exists within me even if at the moment I am hardened and I cannot access it. I hope one day I can commit to being kind to myself and the world every single day in the ways that you are. Sending much love Hitomi ❤

  • @stephaniemclean2451
    @stephaniemclean2451 День назад +6

    Gremlin or not we still love you for it, can I say lots of us are DEFINITELY in gremlin mode as we're watching your videos (me included). It's truly awesome how you just normalise things that might be perceived as outwards thinking, when in reality i think most of us hide it away from the public eye
    It's horrible how negative thoughts really outweigh the positive, but learning to practice and let in the more positive thoughts come in really is a a beautiful thing in life.
    Sending all the blessings to the hitomi crew out there, i hope everyone has a positive and uplifting day

  • @Melonsbitter
    @Melonsbitter 3 дня назад +65

    In another life, I would be part of Hitomi’s sisterhood ❤ in this life, I extend love to Hitomi and the community

    • @Melonsbitter
      @Melonsbitter 3 дня назад

      Eeee also I think I asked a similar question to the first you answered! Thank you for sharing your beliefs

  • @juleencollins
    @juleencollins 3 дня назад +63

    starting a podcast is such a lovely idea!

  • @Ocean2Eyes
    @Ocean2Eyes 4 дня назад +27

    the way you speak is so healing, thank you 💗

  • @aliciaamelie7912
    @aliciaamelie7912 4 дня назад +35

    Could you share the link to the podcast on loving discipline? Also soo excited for a whole podcast by you ✨

  • @juliebelen36
    @juliebelen36 3 дня назад +3

    the way you talked about your fear of sending up with a man is EXACTLY how i felt too. i am finally with a woman as my partner, and i can say that that fear is definitely what led me to being a lesbian. whether or not that label is for you, definitely listen to that fear bc it’s telling you something important.

  • @racheldmarsden
    @racheldmarsden 3 дня назад +8

    This was an amazing infusion of spiritual radiance and wisdom. Every word was just what I needed to hear and resonated deeply. I feel so uplifted, I feel it physically. Thank you for speaking so much truth.

  • @steffi7141
    @steffi7141 2 дня назад +2

    Hiii Hitomi I totally understand what you are saying about knowing the videos will do better with you dressing up a little, buuttt I would be totally digging it if you also showed up as your gremlin self sometimes. I think it could feel even more like a friendly hangout!

  • @Im1BossyChick
    @Im1BossyChick 4 дня назад +7

    Hitomi, the Universe sent you to me. All day, I've been talking to my 13 year old son about manifestation, abundance, & alignment & we did a Neville Goddard manifestation exercise together. 10 min's after going in his room, he came out & said, "Mommy, I had to get up & show you this! Its about manifestation & how when youre detached from things, they'll be attracted to you. It's exactly what you were just telling me about & I don't even watch stuff like this!" I know it was sent his way to reinforce what we just communed about.
    I saw that you posted a new vid & as I watched various others, I kept saying, "I have to watch Hitomi's video.", but keep watching others. Then I thought, "Let me get to Hitomi." I came off the last video & as my home page was refreshing, I thought, "If Hitomi's on my home page, its a sign to watch her.", & laughed at my silliness. You were the 1st f*cking thing on my homepage, I sh*t you not!! Not even the same vid I've been meaning to watch, but a new one. I had to go tell my husband, the Universe is showing off today! 😊 I feel so aligned, light, & as a result, giggly... happy. You are my absolute favorite RUclipsr Hitomi, I love you! ❤... Now, on to your videos. 💨

    • @Pow_FIsh
      @Pow_FIsh 4 дня назад +4

      also all your phones listen to you and sell the data to advertisers and other social media companies to train their algo to be consistent with your worldview.

  • @levidaisyyoung220
    @levidaisyyoung220 4 дня назад +11

    hey precious...
    great to see you.. your videos feel like a hug from home... a sister, a friend and a beautiful soul inside and out you are Hitomi ✨
    big love from Australia.. ✨🩵🙏🥀

  • @emdack4852
    @emdack4852 3 дня назад +5

    Your Freedom Frequencies series is genuinely so important to me. Ive been watching you since I was 15 and im 23 now- thank you for being my virtual big sister all these years. I love feeling that we’ve almost grown up together in some ways and it’s beautiful to reflect back on how much we have both changed and grown since I started watching your channel. It’s kinda crazy that I’m around the age you were when I started watching you.
    You have helped me reach this level of authentic expression that I never would’ve imagined when I was 15 and I’m excited to see where else our fearlessness, boldness, queerness, creativeness and passion for bringing more love into this world takes us !!!!🍀🍀🍀💚💚💚🫂🫂🫂

  • @shaunalouie
    @shaunalouie 3 дня назад +2

    any podcast, book, video, music or meditation mantras you create i will always listen. thank you for being such a safe space and creating a soft corner on the internet for all of us. you truly are a blessing

  • @liv9136
    @liv9136 2 дня назад +1

    Hitomi you never fail to make me tear up, i am so inspired by you and everything you do, you have helped me in so many ways.

  • @josephlim-c8q
    @josephlim-c8q 4 дня назад +4

    Hitomi, thank you for sharing such a heartfelt and insightful video. Your openness about mental health and spiritual growth is truly inspiring. I love how you blend mindfulness, gratitude, and connection with nature into your daily practices-it’s such a beautiful reminder of the importance of grounding ourselves in the present. Your emphasis on self-compassion and the healing journey really resonated with me, and I appreciate how you normalize seeking therapy and setting boundaries. This video is a gift to anyone navigating life's challenges. Keep shining your light and sharing your wisdom!

  • @orchidchamblee
    @orchidchamblee 4 дня назад +6

    Queer spiritual femme here😹you were spot on with how to find queer women.Also I love the topics of this video 🌷

  • @matcha.cinnamon
    @matcha.cinnamon 4 дня назад +7

    im excited to eventually get to see your podcast come to life!! i listen to podcasts on my walks to work so i can't wait to add yours to my rotation at some point! 🙂‍↕️😌

  • @synysteryunoinmybed
    @synysteryunoinmybed 3 дня назад +2

    every week I look forward to your videos because I know how much better and more trusting in myself and in my life I will feel after I watch them. thank you so much for existing, baby girlllll

  • @yourfriendyess
    @yourfriendyess 2 дня назад +3

    You are a literal angel, i feel like your videos keep me sane. Thank you for creating this space❤

  • @marianasimonelli2756
    @marianasimonelli2756 3 дня назад +4

    I hope you’ll open a podcast serie, because listening to your voice is a meditation

  • @vvvneza
    @vvvneza 4 дня назад +3

    i’ve never resonated with a video more, going thru every single thing you have mentioned and the end part, the timing couldn’t be anymore perfect thankyou for saying the truth ❤️ so much love for you Hitomi

  • @the.delphia
    @the.delphia 2 дня назад +3

    thank you for sharing your feelings on performing! you deserve to feel like u can gremlin and be you. as someone who's a lil younger than you and has been growing up with since the beginning, i see how you've maintained having a large platform and doing an amazing job of being you through it. but it's also a lot and i'm sure there can be internalized pressure on how you feel you need to show up. i appreciate all expressions :) looking forward to the hitomi podcast

  • @ichiichi6004
    @ichiichi6004 4 дня назад +3

    Hitomi, I'd listen to you even if you're on a pyjama, with a face mask on and your hair in a messy bun (like we didn't see you like that before haha). Sometimes my mind wonders, because attention span being shorter nowadays, but what you have to say keeps me in the present moment. And although I feel at times my mind wants to wander or I'm sleepy, I make the concious decision to stay present with all of my senses to soak your words. I truly hope you work your way to your podcast if you prefer that, to also challenge the idea of the view's numbers! I vote for other ways of attention claiming such as a bell sound, a clap or something haha. Gracias mi niña por tus vídeos!!

  • @emilysharmony
    @emilysharmony 4 дня назад +15

    i recently opened up about my sexuality to my boyfriend (who was extremely supportive) since being quiet for so long because of growing up within a strict household based on Christian beliefs. ive always knew since my youth my attraction and love for women. i now know i am pansexual and am open to meet more people to love and receive love and connection with 💕. so thank you for this advance, you shine so much light on this world Hitomi and i am extremely grateful to have found such a beautiful soul online to connect with on all these topics 🥰🌱 (first time ever typing this out in the open because i know this is a safe space on your channel)

    • @user-ot2rw5gu2s
      @user-ot2rw5gu2s 4 дня назад +4

      Poor guy

    • @madiwiese3538
      @madiwiese3538 3 дня назад +2

      So brave and beautiful, you are loved and fully supported here

    • @emilysharmony
      @emilysharmony 3 дня назад

      @madiwiese3538 ugh this warmed my heart, thank you my love 🥹💚

    • @andreacristina8345
      @andreacristina8345 2 дня назад +1

      I resonate deeply with your experience. Wishing you love and support💕

    • @emilysharmony
      @emilysharmony 2 дня назад

      @andreacristina8345 ah thank you so much beautiful soul, like wise ! 💛💛

  • @nikanoushka1820
    @nikanoushka1820 3 дня назад +1

    10:45 so cute omg the way you said that 🥹

  • @pippablake3214
    @pippablake3214 3 дня назад

    Wow! Someone hiding their inner self as your feeling of betrayal really resonates, I’d never been able to verbalise that so succinctly. I hear you & thank you 🫶🏼

  • @katepitches
    @katepitches 2 дня назад

    I don't really comment on youtube videos but Hitomi! I tried your meditation playlist and the first recording made me tear up a little haha. I have been trying to get back into mediation for the longest time but keep falling off the bandwagon. I hope you realise how much your honesty and reflection on your own journey encourages me and others to take time to mediate and reflect too 🦋 It is a joy to watch you grow, and to grow with you 🪴

  • @lindsaybrowder3443
    @lindsaybrowder3443 3 дня назад +1

    your realness literally blows me away thank u!!!

  • @enlightenedwithllamas
    @enlightenedwithllamas 4 дня назад +4

    Thank you wonderful Hitomi, you are a true light in some dark times ❤

  • @musicD25
    @musicD25 4 дня назад +1

    Wild in was just reading Autobiography of a Yogi! Love the reiteration of returning to God/spirit. A great reminder earth angel! ✨🍃

  • @tanielity
    @tanielity 3 дня назад +1

    i just adore this video, you and everything that came from your light and pure soul! and also the aesthetic visual part - *chef kiss*! and special thanks for the spiritual part, it was very refreshing and awakening🤎 and the forgiveness part ughh, just got the feeling that I want practical guide from you to a free and happy life
    sending love and hugs

  • @nelly_pa
    @nelly_pa 3 дня назад

    Hi Hitomi,
    I just realised last week that I am constantly afraid of men. Like every day. I have a boyfriend and I told him that. Listening to you makes me feel understood and seen. Thank you so much for your insights ❤

  • @Antonia-yj4de
    @Antonia-yj4de 3 дня назад +1

    Just want to send you so much joy and compassion. I'm so glad that you're enjoying life, I'm also incredibly grateful for you sharing the wisdoms that you've found

  • @leylariel
    @leylariel День назад

    Finding the teachings of Yoganandaji truly saved my life. I’m so glad his work resonates with you!☺️

  • @Sushila..
    @Sushila.. 3 дня назад +1

    I watched some of your videos a few years ago but just now is the time where i feel deeply connected to your content. Thank you so much for sharing your love with us ❤.

  • @Sofia-dy5cf
    @Sofia-dy5cf 3 дня назад +1

    Hitomi, I discovered your channel recently but seeing and feeling your journey and watching how far you’ve become gives me so much hope. I love your videos because they make me feel so good but also because this hope of what my life can be, everything is possible.
    Thank you. You are an inspiring being full of love.
    Love from portugal♥️

  • @JonHewson825
    @JonHewson825 4 дня назад +1

    You are so good. You give me so many ideas I haven't thought of. You are such a blessing to me. Fav.

  • @ashantiortega
    @ashantiortega 4 дня назад +1

    It’s good to know everyone is feeling this way currently. We got this!❤

  • @kvje3456
    @kvje3456 День назад

    For those of you feeling that you are missing a spiritual piece in your healing, I can recommend Dawn Paul's book, 'A healer of souls'. It's full of wisdom, taking a totally different approach to releasing trauma and restoring the bodies' vibrant energy body.

  • @MA97A
    @MA97A 4 дня назад +1

    I've been watching your videos back when you were in that relationship with that guy and that was some time ago. You've come along way

  • @isabelcabrera1739
    @isabelcabrera1739 4 дня назад +2

    Sweet soul I am so grateful for your videos 💖💖

  • @katymachova2660
    @katymachova2660 3 дня назад +2

    So ready to tune into your podcast from the void

  • @no-ss8nj
    @no-ss8nj 3 дня назад +1

    Yesss a podcast would be amazing for you and for me please. And guests plus I can hear your ideas in long form which is great

  • @mayavonegidy904
    @mayavonegidy904 3 дня назад +1

    Thank you so much for this! It truly felt like it came to me at the exact right moment. I found myself pausing the video every 3 minutes to think about what you were saying and applying your wisdom to my life. All the things that you talked about here really resonated with me, it feels like you gave me some tools to express myself just by the way you talk and express YOURSELF. Thank you for giving me hope.

  • @JamesBeanSantMatMystic
    @JamesBeanSantMatMystic 4 дня назад +1

    Metaphysical Meditations by Yogananda is my absolute favorite Yogananda book, prayers that are also affirmations and all mystic poems.

  • @doralicebenedusi5752
    @doralicebenedusi5752 3 дня назад

    Your gems of wisdom are just beautiful.
    I see discipline as a form of love for your future self.

  • @stephben8042
    @stephben8042 3 дня назад

    I only found your account the last few days as I’ve been trying to find info to help me in my first lesbian relationship. Really cool to see your transitions happen so quickly from this POV. Best of luck

  • @birgitta3379
    @birgitta3379 4 дня назад +1

    Omg I’m gonna be listening to your podcast on repeat💓💓💓 that’s awesome news!!!!!

  • @gbl0711
    @gbl0711 4 дня назад +7

    Wait. I'm confused. She's gay? But dating guys?

    • @aielianna
      @aielianna 3 дня назад +6

      a lot of times bisexual or pansexual (and any other person with a queer label) will often refer to themselves as “gay” even if they don’t exclusively date the same gender/sex. Don’t think too hard about it, it’s kinda just something people say.

  • @TheBossOfTheWorld123
    @TheBossOfTheWorld123 4 дня назад +1

    Thanks for providing a safe space 🙏🏿

  • @mybw
    @mybw 2 дня назад

    Honestly your videos heal me every time. I feel so safe whenever I watch them and everything you’re saying I can resonate with. Thank you for sharing yourself so unapologetically, I’m so thankful to have found you to lead me through my anxieties.. ❤️

  • @mxnfairy
    @mxnfairy 4 дня назад +1

    How beautiful you are! So lovely to hear you on Sunday nights you are so inspiring

  • @HuyTran-xc6jv
    @HuyTran-xc6jv День назад

    the part where you said about how feeling like u want to die at the little things, i felt that

  • @debrajanine
    @debrajanine 4 дня назад

    Thank you for living and speaking your truth............. xx

  • @Danytsa
    @Danytsa 3 дня назад +3

    what is the name of the phone addiction podcast? It’s not in the description x
    Thank you for this video !! ❤

  • @vanessashirley3405
    @vanessashirley3405 3 дня назад +1

    Yess please start a podcast! ❤ love you Hitomi x

  • @mistypersimmon
    @mistypersimmon День назад

    Thank you so much for sharing your life lesson upgrades. It's so affirming to be in this parallel journey with you as someone who doesn't have anyone who can relate to these areas in person

  • @miznikki2u
    @miznikki2u 4 дня назад +3

    We love you Hitomi!!!💛💛💛

  • @stefanieG.-sd7en
    @stefanieG.-sd7en День назад

    thank you i really needed to hear the ending I'm struggling mentally right now my mom just had open heart surgery an I'm try so hard not to break down in front of her. when i get into my room or in the shower i end up crying or have a overwhelming panic attack. i have a therapist she tells me that the anxiety you are in being a care giver to your mom an yes it's overwhelming just take time for yourself i always try to have Sunday's to myself I'm doing ok each day has it's challenges.

  • @viaearthprincess
    @viaearthprincess 2 дня назад +1

    Hitomi this was so precise & profound I started taking notes 💘🙏🏼 Love your thoughts & shares

  • @thegiftofexperience
    @thegiftofexperience 4 дня назад

    You always seem to release a new video when I need it most. 🙏🏾 It truly does feel therapeutic watching your videos. There were some really good resources and tips in here and I can’t wait to try them out. 🧘🏾‍♀️ Looking forward to your podcast!

  • @AaronLoveless-uy8xs
    @AaronLoveless-uy8xs 4 дня назад +2

    Anything about it we don't have enough of that around the world as it is Slow and help🌎🌎🌎

  • @soulspaces
    @soulspaces 4 дня назад +2

    Great video dear Hitomi. ❤

  • @nisha_mae
    @nisha_mae 3 дня назад +1

    your glowing ❤❤

  • @MA97A
    @MA97A 4 дня назад +4

    You mentioning prayer has reminded me that I haven't prayed today

  • @artemisbarkas8004
    @artemisbarkas8004 3 дня назад +4

    PODCAST YAYYYY

  • @ninisalex9958
    @ninisalex9958 День назад

    Hi Hitomi, i've been watching your video's for over two years now and i love them all so much equally! You inspire me to become the greatest most aware version of yourself and i've been thinking how you really remind me of the disney character Pocahontas who inspired me when i was a young girl! I thank you for your content and i'll keep looking out to see more of these inspiring video's!! Loads of Love

  • @snowandinksoul
    @snowandinksoul 2 дня назад +1

    I am very excited for your podcast!!!

  • @lisaabegg8810
    @lisaabegg8810 2 дня назад

    Yayy so excited about a podcast ! I thought about it while watching the video and you said it

  • @nay1488
    @nay1488 2 дня назад

    oh my goshhhh ive been watching you for many years and a podcast would make me so happy!

  • @allikindler
    @allikindler 3 дня назад

    Thank you for speaking my language Hitomi your videos and words are so healing to me thank you thank you thank you ❤

  • @mrsscatania
    @mrsscatania 4 дня назад +1

    YES to the podcast i neeeed it ❤ i love hearing you speak, it feels like home

  • @fionalou_yoga
    @fionalou_yoga 3 дня назад

    watching you always makes me feel so safe!♥️ the way you look at life inspires me. I am beyond excited for your podcast!
    thank you for all you put out🥰

  • @viragvaczi2480
    @viragvaczi2480 4 дня назад

    law student with finals coming up. thanks for this!

  • @verminsoup
    @verminsoup 3 дня назад

    i grew up hindu in an indian family and in recent years started coming back to religion. ive read autobiography of a yogi on and off for years- would love to know your insights if you have read it :)

  • @elenabout3282
    @elenabout3282 3 дня назад

    Very well analyzed, love the practical side of your replies , cause those are actual tools!

  • @lilystout970
    @lilystout970 2 дня назад

    do you have any plans of doing more guided meditations? I listen to the one you posted years ago almost daily

  • @carolinapadilla555
    @carolinapadilla555 День назад

    you are glowinggg you look amazing!

  • @aok9969
    @aok9969 3 дня назад

    "Men of immeasurable greatness are tossed about in the ebb and flow of words."

  • @artemisbarkas8004
    @artemisbarkas8004 3 дня назад +1

    Hitomi you are so right I appreciate and resonate with everything you said :)

  • @koketsomash
    @koketsomash 4 дня назад

    Just what I needed ❤️
    thank you :)

  • @Billy33753
    @Billy33753 3 дня назад

    Love the view of the water

  • @keylimegween
    @keylimegween 4 дня назад

    Waaaah, another vlog!!

  • @BridgetMcFadden-g3q
    @BridgetMcFadden-g3q 2 дня назад

    I’m really looking forward to your podcast! Especially if it feels like a more authentic expression

  • @lindsaybrowder3443
    @lindsaybrowder3443 3 дня назад

    this comment section tho my heart 🥺

  • @gracehillen7883
    @gracehillen7883 3 дня назад

    Yay podcast!!!!

  • @alyonagaechka
    @alyonagaechka 4 дня назад

    im crying thank you for your words 🥹🫶🏻

  • @jordyntorrijos
    @jordyntorrijos 4 дня назад

    thank you hitomi

  • @anindita6913
    @anindita6913 3 дня назад

    This is so comforting

  • @ellie4123
    @ellie4123 13 часов назад

    thank you hitomi!! I really needed this one

  • @Siyaparadise
    @Siyaparadise 4 дня назад

    i really needed this

  • @Createyour_great
    @Createyour_great 3 дня назад

    I’ve always wanted you to start a podcast!!! Glad you’re starting one❤️❤️❤️

  • @AshleyTemplin
    @AshleyTemplin 4 дня назад

    I would absolutely loveeee a podcast !!! ❤️

  • @Capucinette
    @Capucinette 4 дня назад +1

    Video quality 100/100!!

  • @risatinsley-green3503
    @risatinsley-green3503 2 дня назад

    Yesss I've been wishing you had a podcast for so long I'm so excited :)

  • @JobbieCivanne
    @JobbieCivanne 2 дня назад +3

    Why did you change the title from gay to queer?