If anyone reads this, my dad passed away a few weeks ago and tonight my grandpa passed away as well. My family and I are worried that my grandma isn't going to stay with us much longer, b/c of how much she loved him. And she's always saying that she is ready to go whenever that day comes. I don't want to lose my grandma too. Please pray for me and my family.
I am so sorry. I know what it is like to loose loved ones. My grandmother passed away due to cancer. She suffered for a long time and she said the same I'm ready to go when the time comes. Unfortunately she gave her last breathe looking at my face. Hope you will get better.
Find peace in the fact that she is also at peace with her being ready. Why do wish that she lives longer when she will only live with pain in missing your grandfather, she’s ready, it’s what she wants, let her be.
It’s gonna happen eventually just spend the best times with him and accept that you had all this time with him, some people only saw there grandpa for only a couple months and some never at all, but you got lucky. Losing a father is extremely hard and I’ll pray for you but spend your life being happy and grateful for the time you had with him, cause life is too short to complain
~The way i lived, the things i did, ~The memories I saved, the moments i created, ~The changes i made, the person i became, ~The love i gave, the trust i made, ~The faith i had, and the hope i praised, ~Whatever I did was for her, ~Darkness can now be seen, ~Vague emptiness surrounds me, ~Time may be short But with her it felt like an eternity, ~But without her will i ever find peace? ~I tremble on every step i take, ~And i die thinking of her everyday, ~Could it be better, will it be good? ~Perhaps i lost my life's sole purpose ~As i walk without hope, a hopless dream ~As i drown in this deep ocean of pain and misery, ~I hold onto her, and our memories, ~The hand that was once there to set me free, ~Is no longer there, I'm crying endlessly. ~No reason to go for, No reason to live for, ~It was all for her as I Couldn't Let Us Go.....
@@exodrynamix48jt69 during that time i was actually going through a hard time with this special "friend" and i wasn't really in good place but that what led me to writting this and as much i dont wanna admit, i couldn't write it properly cz it was hurting
@@exodrynamix48jt69 and telling you that my girlfriend is alive would be a lie.... Poetry comes from experience and mine is fueled by experience, the more i experience the better it gets. So as hard the reality is to face, i did go to some pretty tough thinhs and i can understand how it's like losing someone you loved, it's like losing a peice of yourself, I'm sorry.
Gets me close to the planet venus and creating women to have kids one day who no longer can have kids I know of stuff like this jesus stuff fixed my mums hip and a broken back on my dog
Along the dry green grass, he walked tirelessly. His shield, scratched and scarred, weighed him down heavily. His dirty, dented armour wore loose around his body as he dragged legs forward. The night sky, filled with an ethereal glow of many forgotten colours, lit his way. His helmet sat tightly upon his head, his face of youth hidden in a shroud of war, its dull complexion shone just slightly in the gregarious light. He was a fool. Alike many others. He believed in the bishops’ promise. He knew blood lead to damnation, and but was told more would lead to sanctuary. He had believed and followed them to the Holy Lands. He believed he fought in valour, but only in fool’s honour. Many had the youth killed, many more he would have if he had let the zeal let him. He was a fool, sharing the stage with many more, and only he had left. A damning trickery had lead him there, now a regretful insight had lead him back. He doesn’t believe in much anymore. Many had lied to the youth, and he knew many more would. He left in the night, after the fools raided what they were supposed to liberate. A deserter, or traitor is what they may call him, but he knew he had already committed those crimes long ago. Now he strolls the lands back to his home, though a long way. Here he continues his regretful melancholy in a field of grass, unlike the lands he battled. A land which he had never seen. A land filled with simple complexity on a divine scale. The green grass drifted in the soft push of wind and the stars drifted in the soft mechanisms of the universe. Both come in contrast to each other. Though vastly different, they exist as one, playing they roles as they must, and stoically peaceful. Along the ridge, he sees them. Roses. Roses of blood red, and pear green, enclosed in a royal glass of solitude. The youth approached and studied. The red head stood strong and the end of its green pillar, the glass casing imbedded itself in the ground around it, cutting it off from outside intervention. The youth grasped the glass in natural curiosity. The simple touch of the handle unleashed the utmost complex and brilliant secrets of the universe, life and everything. The way the wind blows, why the stars move, how the waves form, why the bees sting. The Rose. He finally understood. He understood the very foundation on which everything relies. Balance There must be war for peace There must be complexity for simplicity The pillar must hold for life April 6, 2020. Obligatory thanks: The long and short of this is pure passion. It’s not professional, it’s terrible to some, and great to others. To me, it’s something to look back to every time I’m down, every time I feel like a useless potato. The fact that I have 1k likes on a stupid story amazes me, and I am beyond humbled by this attention. I am even prouder of the fact that this inspires some of you, and for that, I thank you. I have no plans for the future, maybe I’ll write, maybe not. If I do, I won’t forget this comment. Thank you.
TRACKLIST 0:00 - For Her 04:32 - Rain 07:53 - Nannis 10:21 - Ethereal Limerence 13:21 - Aurora Borealis 16:10 - I Won’t Let You Go 18:47 - Away 20:54 - You and Me 23:22 - Earth (Atis Freivalds & Tino Danielzik) 26:02 - The Light Between Us 28:42 - One More Time To Live
You feel tired... You feel broken... You dont know how to handle your live... You feel alone You don't know what is inside your Heart, because it hurts... I have the Music in my Heart, I can only feel this Beautiful music, The Music is a part of my Heart, I can say everything with this Music, I show everyone this music, I take your pain from you away and give it to me... Give me all your hurt... All the sadness of the world... When i have every single hurt, pain and sadness of the world in my Heart, I will die slowly for Every Sadness, Every Pain, Every Hurt... Just be free of all those and let me go.......... I don't come back, I am on a better place now and I will see you in the future when you come to me.
I always knew I had a greater side in boxing with all the adrenaline running throughout my body as though I had skydive and survived then cry while still fighting at the same time😤😭🙊
these songs remind me of two quotes: “Just because I’m strong enough to handle pain, doesn’t mean I deserve it.”- Ekaterina Cacilie “how are we supposed to escape our past when it keeps finding ways to haunt us?”- Mercy
@@writer8799 you can accept your past and still be haunted by it. there are many things i've accepted about my past but they still get to me now and then they cross my mind.
@@writer8799 fair enough. truth be told those two quotes were actually of my own making. i'm a bit of a writer myself. and both Mercy and Ekaterina are characters of mine who both are connected each other due to a horrific past that they shared together, though the circumstances of each quote are different.
Redox With lives comes death. Death is inevitable, loss is inevitable, heartbreak is inevitable, oblivion is inevitable. There is a point when you can’t make anything of life. It’s a metaphor, almost like how you can’t shape a stone with your hands. You can’t shape life either and can’t make anything of it.
BRAIN: I’m working but I’m stupid,depressed and suicidal. HEART: I’m beating but I don’t feel alive I’m in so much pain and broken. LUNGS: I’m breathing but it feels heavy and hard to breath EYES: I’m holding to many tears, I can’t handle it any longer. HANDS: I want to cut, scratch, and strangle myself. ARMS AND LEGS: I’m full of cuts, scratches, and scars. FACE: I’m ugly. I try to be pretty with makeup but I’m always ugly. MOUTH: I lie. I smiled. I’m smiling. I will keep on smiling.
Brain: im depressed, suicidal, scared, lost Heart: broken, black, im still beating but i don't want to i want to rest im tired Lungs: im so suffocated of this world i can't breath im gasping for escape Legs and arms: there's scars but mostly on stomach too afraid to show Eyes: i feel tears too many but i have to hide them but it keeps getting harder Hands: cut, posion, strangle Body: i want to give up, everythings so numb and empty, im tired i dont wanna move anymore, i give up im poisoning everything in this world i wanna delete this body,face,persona,soul, and die in peace
I just gave birth to a baby that died on dec 4 2019 at 7:30am and I felt like hearing that child laugh was my daughter saying I’m okay . I’m devastated and hurt I cry every day . My heart is broken.
It is a dramatic misfortune that nobody should ever be struck by, and I know that people telling not to be sad are usually useless and you often feel like they just can't understand, but remember that you don't have to drown in sorrow and forsake your own living; live a full life, free and fueled by the love for and of your child, because a life full of love is the greatest celebration of life itself and the only way we have to overcome death.
To the person reading this… May the sounds flood your ears and bring you nothing but complete peace. May it pull you out of that dark hole that you may be in. May it give you the strength to push toward another day. May it bring nothing but peace and blessings your way. Remember you are AMAZING and YOU ARE SOMEBODY!!! 💕
Because most people don't fight for what they have. They always want more. Envious of those who live different lives, and not appreciating what is right in front of you. If it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth having.
I doubt this will be seen but for those of you who do see it, I just hope it helps you somehow. There's a lot of us who hold onto our anger. Maybe that was from someone who wronged you or maybe that was from your childhood. I used to be just like them. Over the years, as I grew, I realized how pointless that anger was. It wasn't accomplishing anything for me. It just started to fade over the years. I learned to accept it and deal with the anger. I didn't have to like what happened. I just started asking myself "Why am I still angry about it?". Self-pity definitely didn't work. Letting go of that anger, at first, was a bit hard for me because I held onto it for so long. I did eventually let it go. Maybe telling someone would've helped me but self-pity and my refusal to show weakness to people only made me more bitter. Which led to lashing out and having a short temper. Now that I have let go of that anger, I look back at it and I'm actually thankful it happened. It helped me learn to deal with my anger and not lash out at people. I look back at it as a sort of lesson. It helped me develop some of my personality in a way. I'm much more happy now. I hope this helps anyone who reads it.
Sherry Jiang I have a lot of anger I’ve lashed out at friends and lost those friend all because I kept everything inside I hate showing weakness I was bullied for it as a child but lately I’ve been feeling like I’m at my weakest and it’s starting to show I can’t hide it anymore I don’t want to be seen as weak
Thank you, I'm currently struggling in hospital with an eating disorder and I get alot of anger and i was crying uncontrollably when I clicked in this video but your comment for some reason put a smile on my face, thank you so much 😊
Yeah I could have anger too, but I see no point in being angry on anything anymore... Life is shit, but I am to weak to change that, so I need to deal with this or die. That's no self-pity, that's just the hard truth.
I already know I can't have her, because I feel like I'm never gonna be the right one. But it always makes me happy everyday I see her. Its like the best moments of my life. Before I die, I'd wish to see her face one more time till it fades away out of my mind.
I understand, about two years ago give or take... I was with this beautiful girl... the first time we met was at a week long convention. She had gotten a "crush" on me the first day we met (according to her). I had a secret "crush" on her as well. She hid with her other female friends in a tent probably talking about how she had a crush on me based kn the fact i kept getting told to wait somewhere while they were done talking. Finally they were done and didn't do it for the rest of the week. We sat underneath an oak tree and were carving pictures into it and riding our bikes around camp for fun. The week had ended and she asked for my number. I remember it like it was just the other day. Eventually her friend broke the news to me that she was "in love" with me and her friends stated that she would not stop talking about me. Finally we got together. She meant the world to me we called and met up. We loved each other. There wasn't a night that went by where we weren't talking or where we didn't tell each other goodnight. And then one day... It happened. She broke up with me. I'm not certain why to this day. It shattered us both but more so me than her. Then after ahwile i lost contact because i couldn't see her without breaking down. Then... i started the anger part of the breakup cycle. I immaturely started disrespecting her and i hurt her because of how she shattered me. I started studying everything... From mechanics to psychology. I insulted her and hurt her feelings so much. I attacked her because i couldn't blame myself. Then I stopped for a bit. Apparently she had become suicidal after out breakup and had nearly taken her own life. I never had known. And then... i found out and realized what i had done. And I realized that if she were to have actually followed through with suicide I would have lost myself. I realized that i could have indirectly responsible for the death of a girl i swore to protect, a girl that i would lay my life down for. We met in person after the fact and she pretty much hated and avoided me the whole time... then just last summer I met her again and we had made up with one another before and both apologized for what we had done. And then the week came around once more for where we would see each other again. And I fell for her. There was a few nights where i cried myself to sleep repeating, begging for her not to leave me in the black ever again. The final night came around. We were in a large grandstand area. With my buddies on my right and Her on my left. Me and her were sharing a blanket. The signs were pointed to the fact that i could fix things. And prove to her I was better than what i showed. I knew i should've held her tight held her hand and watched the heart shaped fireworks go off in the sky... but i didn't... idk why but, i didn't. That was my only chance. And... i blew it. It was the only chance I had to make things right. Then and there... finally we wrapped things up and went back home. Not before i finnaly hugged her one last time. I should have looked her in the eyes and told her what i thought. But i didn't. And I regret both of those chances that I missed. But it was still the happiest moment. We still talk, i had a surgery just recently. She said she was coming down for it. She eventually figured out that she couldn't make it. I was heart broken. And I was scared to lose her. And still am. People say I should move on. I've tried... but everything reminds me of her. Moral of the story... take chances don't be afraid. Sure denial is scary, but you may miss out on something like I did. If you read through all of this, i thank you. (There may be small things i left out and if you have questions please ask)
@@DodgeMyViper the reason why its hard to move on is because of love... You see, I have a secret crush on someone and I know we can't be together. I feel like I'm only in the friend zone. She's single. Every time I try dreaming about her, it's really hard since its always fading away. Its only a "crush" not love. (A quick description about her:) I met her like after the first 3 weeks for school "maybe" and my friends introduced me to her. At first I never had the feelings for her. But as times pass by, I would always look at her without her seeing me. In November, 2019 I was talking to my friend, on the way back from lunch at school, and I wasn't paying attention. I was fidgeting with my hands a lot. Sort of like I'm flapping my hands, and soon she pops up near me at the left and then... I touched her someplace at the back. It felt innapropriate, and I glanced at her. Her face was grinning as if she can't say anything and I started apologizing to her. I was like "Oh my god I'm so sorry Leslie!" (Leslie is her name) "it was an accident!" My friend was like "what happened what did you do? Leslie said " no no its fine it was just an accident, forget about it." That was my most embarrassing+ valuable moments with her. •lelie wears glasses, and she looks darn pretty when she takes it off. She most ly wears sweatshirts, and a pair of jeans. So far I've seen her wearing them vans, as well as nike air shoes that are white. She has braces, and looks soooooooooo pretty when she smiles. Leslie laughs weird like I don't know how to sound it out..... So gorgous . she's really smart and she is super nice. And another moment was when my friend got depressed and he couldn't go to school for weeks. The desk arrangement was like pair of two. Like having a table partner. So at the front row, me and my friend mostly seat together, when he dissapeared, Leslie sat where my friend was sitting. Of cours my heart was melting... "Should I go seat next to her!? Oh my this is your chance!" Things popped in my mind, but of course I refused. I sat at a different solo desk, but we had to sit someone because we had to work in pairs. My teacher said, "Leslie, Vincent, why don't you two sit together and work?" I was speechless and Leslie glanced at me. I didn't say a single word, I just grabbed my stuff and walked as if nothing was wrong. As soon as I sat next to Leslie.... I feel it! I started producing crush feelings for her. I can even sense her. And I tried to avoid yye contact because of the thing that happened previously when I accidently touched her. (I couldn't even tell if she liked it or not) it was so awkward sitting next to her, I barely even know her. I mean like I only know her first name and yeah. But the worse part is ... I aalways see her everyday at my 2 class periods. No matter how hard I try not to look at her it just always gets me when she's there. Every night, all dreams were just to be with her. But I can't even dream of her face, every time I almost got it, it just fades away to a different image because its just a crush, not love. Bonus moment: before our decem break, it was Friday and I was feeling pretty sick. At my last academic we sit at the same table. And surprising my she has chocolate boxes and gave it to us. Only whete we were sitting. "Merry chriatmas !" She says, thank you Leslie I replied with a sick voice.. I was guilty I didn't have anything for her. She was so nice to me. But right after the break, around January it was my birthday and I got 400$ for my birthday. So I was planning to ask her if she wanted anything it I can feel that she was trying to refuse my ooffers. She was like "thanks but, I'm okay." "Why though?" She asked. "Remember when you Gave me a gift?" ,'Oh yeah, but you don't have to, that's just nothing" see what I told you, she's super nice. Bit I bought her something instead, because when people act kind to me I give it back to them.
@@zouxhsi6045 (I may repeat some things) You may be right... I love her and i can't stand to be without her. (Her name is Nora) and I get so lost and anxious without her but it's so difficult to see her now since she lives like 2-3 states away. The thing is I'm so worried to lose her, because... it only takes one time to slip up especially over the phone. Trust me, I know. We loved each other once and then we shattered each other's world. And now i seek redemption but it's like everything is trying to prevent me from making it up to her. And because of distance she is slowly but surely moving on. And it also bothers me that she will just start dating some random guy who she met in a year when I've known her through the up and the downs. She brings out the best in me. But enough about me. Based on what you said I can say that in my personal opinion, by how you describe her... that she is into you. I'm pretty good at studying people, I can take people and watch their expressions and know exactly what to and not to say and all that stuff. So I can't say for certain but imo she might have a small crush on you. But if you really want to try to make good memories with her the best you can as more than just friends, then I encourage you... to not make the same mistake as my own, and mentally prepare yourself in knowing that love is painful... so much so that it cancels out other pain. But if someone can prepare themselves for the worst then they have a chance. So I encourage you to sorta ease into it slowly. Maybe see how she reacts around you compared to others, study her expressions, emotions and interests. And then if you think you can deal with the POSSIBILITY of hurt then maybe you should ask her if she feels the same way. Just don't make the same mistake as I and never take your shot and let yourself get taken over by love.
@@DodgeMyViper so today was pretty lonely, We have no school this friday. So yeah. When I went to school today, it was basically already valentines day because all the students had their bears and candies and stuff. I thought I wouldn't get any of those treats from anyone, but there was always *ONE* person who always gives her friends a gift no matter if they have anything for her. It was just felt like a dream as if it was to never happen. Leslie did it again. I never asked for it, but she too nice and generous to give it to me, and her friends. She gave me a box of candy. But its no ordinary candy, its something special that I've never received from anyone. There's always this question in my head saying "Leslie, why are you doing this...." That box of candy meant a lot to me, so basically all the things she touches and gave me, I would write: "Leslie touched this, no matter if it's a piece of paper or a box of candy reminding me of her. But before all that, she just walked in the classroom and when I was standing there, she asked me "here, pick one" I chose a random box and thanked her a lot. I felt so lost and sad that I didn't have anything for her.. I don't understand why she's give them to me but not other guys. But still, that doesn't mean anything at all. Its just normal. As I've said, In my personal thoughts, she only sees me as a friend and nothing else. But in my inside, without her knowing, I have a crush on her, and I can't tell if I'm actually falling in love. Tbh she's the only reason why I get up to go to school Every day. Its like my routine. She's the one that I always see, unlike others girls there's just something about her that's so different. So if I was to wish her something, id wish for her to have someone soon that will make her life the happiest she's ever lived. I mean like If i was dating her rn, which I'm currently not, I'm not really sure if I am that right person, because I have never dated anyone else. So I basically have no personal experience. All I gotta do now is just keep these feelings to myself and one day it will just float away like a balloon that fades every min you look away. I'm really sad to feel this way. But there is always things that you want, but you don't always get it. I don't really know now, I'll be single for the rest of my life. But I will *never* forget Leslie. She is very unique and different from any other girl. Shes my everything that keeps me going. But I have to let it go soon, because it will only hurt more once we walk in separate paths. I'm moving after this semester, and I will leave her taking all my moments and feelings I've made for her trying to soon move on and live my life in joy
@@zouxhsi6045 I highly encourage you to get her number and hopefully manage to keep in touch I also encourage you to ask her why she is doing that for you because if you don't ask... i doubt she will. Maybe you will be more lucky. I think I officially have lost the girl i love so much. I brought up valentines day and i told her that I felt as if she was drifting away. I told her good morning and... she just sorta brushed it off. I said some things that didn't help me and she used them against me because of my stupidity and awkwardness and now she has me blocked on social media and messages and I may neve get her back. Everything reminds me of her. I'm not sure what i would do. I had made her all of this stuff and then... she ditched me and idk what to do now.
As I ride my skateboard along the road tonight, a gust of wind hits my face, and circulates through my hair. I think of the ones I love I think of the ones I trust I think of the ones who believe, in me. I slowly look up at the stars, keeping my balance. It's beautiful, isn't it? A sudden thought brings pain to my heart. I clench my teeth, and a tear rolls down my soft, cold cheek. Why. Why her. I finally look down, and notice something in the distance. I slow down Headlights. Headlights. Headlights. It is over now. I lay there, on the road, suffering. Why. Why me? I close my eyes and think of the person who couldn't live without me. "I'm sorry".
I was broken I was beaten I was bruised I was alone I felt worthless they had told me so She came my light Her pale skin Her words some shaped then knieves She was beaten She was bruised Yet she still smiled For a moment I wasnt alone I had worth Then the battle came Her bravery inspired many He sword sharp and deadly She was my light My warrior My bride And one day she had been ripped away The ground stained red with her blood She is gone Taken by ones hatred The dagger had slipped through her heart The children in my arms Are all that's left Their smiles like her's I still visit her grave Of the warrior who saved me Of the woman who chose me She is gone But I will never forget her...
Nannis is just a masterpiece. You get this feeling of overwhelming dread and sorrow as you realize that this song isn't as happy as the child's laughter may trick you into thinking. It makes you imagine that something terrible has happened and you are looking back on the events and are wishing that you could do anything to fix it. It's like you are a parent and the child is dead, this song gives you the feeling of looking back on those events prior to the death, wishing for any substantial outcome that could change the course of life and grant your child a chance to see the world for a bit longer than they already have. But what has happened has happened and those ghostly laughs of the child are to haunt you and break your heart. It is a truly wonderful piece of Orchestral art and it will forever be embedded in my mind as one of the most tragic tracks I've ever had the joy to listen to. P.S many of these 'Sad' songs go great with the sad stories of Dark Souls lore
The song makes me cry your description made me cry even more what I thought is that the child laughing was my laugh and how I was once extremely happy and oblivious to everything negative and I so wish I could just go back... it really hit something inside of me
the song brings about a feeling of sadness as it makes us realise how much potential we have and how great we could be or would have been and yet we still stuck ..and cant get out of an invisible box that limits us its like we know what we must do and yet we just cant ..and it hurts
People like you are the Real heroes you have something in your heart and soul that many people have forgotten be proud make more of that one day the World will need people like you trust me be strong and life forward people like you gave me hope that humanity are not lost thank you
Everything comes to an end... and you don't know when the end is gonna happen. All you can do is cherish the time you have left with the people you love.
These songs are sad but express how to feel when you just lost someone you knew for a year but felt like an eternity. My friend died at 1 am Saturday morning from saving a girl from the riptide. He got pulled down, he body was found hours later, he died a hero but died so young. I will forever be his friend and miss him for eternity. RIP Joseph Thomas, I love you, May you rock on in heaven.
As soon as that first note hit I could tell this soundtrack was going to speak to me. A minute in and I was in tears. It makes me think of everything that I was never able to achieve, all the failures I’ve had, and just sheer loneliness. Thank you for giving me this.
I really love how people from around the world are connected through these beautiful sounds, how many people can feel others' pain happiness and stories through this. Music is sure one of the chains connecting souls.
I can't wait to have Endgame on blu ray so I can watch it alone at 2 in the morning and finally cry at the end like I didn't have the courage to in the theater.
Just remember that without darkness, there is no light. Without pain and sorrow, there is no hope. Without south, there is no north. Without east, there is no west. *Without life there is no death, and opposite*
Such beauty... when you listen to it, doesn't your mind calms down..? Because it calms me down, it relaxes me, and keeps my mind off of a lot of things. 💯💯
And so the solider wandered of into a bliss and found himself in the arms of his loved ones after so long apart for this warriors story has come to an end
I listen to this when I become my own self. I have apart in me that I don’t usually show and it’s hard for me to show it but when I hear this it just helps me so much to take the real me out. I know that there is a secret part and everyone that you don’t know yet but soon discover and I hope this will help you.
I...I am only who I really am when I listen to music. It makes me think about the entire world. It makes me want to change the world. But I am a weak soul and only a single negative person instantly destroys me. I am always afraid of people I can't help. And so. I end up helping nobody. I end up alone because I am too awkward around other people. Because nobody that I know can even come close to understanding my outlook on life. If I try to explain how I feel then they just don't understand. I don't know if I want to live anymore and yet I am terrified of the prospect of dying. Life is truly a cruel joke. Is there or isn't there a god. What is reality really? Obviously... no one can say for it isn't really words. I look at the stars in a different way than others fo for one thing. Many appreciate them for how beautiful they are or ignore them entirely. In reality though what you are looking at may not even be alive anymore. And if it is alive it isn't where it was when that light was emitted. I guess I should stop ranting so I will
Start listening at nannis: The scene is a nursery, a mother is holding her infant and making them laugh. The infant is laughing in the arms of their loving mother, without any idea that there will be a time in their childhood they have to say good bye and face the world without her...the baby laughing so carefree so happily... There are many who know of a mother who loses their child which I may never and hope to never know that feeling...what of us who lose our mothers and grow up without her? That song somehow resonates with me, once we motherless adults were carefree infants safe in her arms...
7:57 wow... that laugh of a little girl really got me. My friend lost one of her four year old little sisters two years ago and that was the hardest day of her entire life. She was so happy and she really didn't deserve a fate like that. Even I cried for hours when I heard about it. She was too young...
Each sealed rose holds a memory of what they once were. Men, women and children who’s memories grow from the dirt are covered in thorns with the fear that they will be forgotten. But you made a promise. You made a promise to let them go. To return them to their families. So keep that promise and never look back. They are strong, but you let in the darkness to see the light. That makes you stronger.
What... Is love? Is’nt that a support for both of us? A Support to survive all along? Remeber when we first met? We were at the plains. Dancing through the roses. You promised! You promised you would wait for me! I promised I would survive the war to marry you! Why...Why won’t you wait just one year. All these honor, All these pride. Just to be worthy of you... Why....................... Below the beautiful stars... A knight took off his armour, a one decorated with awards. His eyes becomed cystallised as he see the women in his hands. The one he loved.
What is there to existence if we had no hardships. What is there to existence if we no balance. The ocean needs to moon to manage her tides or there will only be chaos. People say that they wish they never existed but you haven't even fathomed what existence truly is. Your existence is everything around you, it's the warm water you feel on you cheeks when you bathe, it's the sorrow you feel when you go through hardships, it is the music you hear when want escape to a different world. My darling your existence is as complex as the universe itself. Your existence is the universe its is both spiritual and beautiful. A bundle of complexity and simplicity, we yet to understand.
Everyone out here with sad stories and going through deep stuff...I must be the only one who came here for inspiration. I write books and sad music helps me when I'm writing a really sad or dramatic scene. I hope everyone feels better, you are stronger than you think and theres no better you than the you that you are.❤
To anyone who is reading this, If you are struggling or ever will struggle in life, remember these words: You are important, you have a purpose and you deserve to be alive. Don't let anyone ever make you think something else. Don't stop fighting because someone said you're weak, don't stop dreaming because someone told you dreams aren't real and don't stop hoping even in the worst moments. Remember tommorow could be a better day. Take a deep breath and think of the good times. Just the good times, don't let your mind slide away from them. It could be times spent with your friends, family, people you love and many other people and things. Focus on these moments and remember there is always someone for you. Don't give up, because you are worth living :) Have a good day!
So I'm not the only one who does this 😂 (since I'm also a writer, I also like to recommend certain songs to play when reading specific parts/chapters to help add to the emotion)
Wow this brought flash backs of my lost ones 😢😢😢 from where ever they are I just want them to know that I miss them. thank you for this track really beautiful. I believe sometimes our life gets to caught up on other things that we forget the most important ones past or present and we can always use a reminder of great memories god bless you 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
i keep coming back to this video. because i can never escape how i’m feeling. i’ve tried. so, future me.. why are you still here? it’s been so long and you’re doing nothing. nothing at all. you need to stand up because i keep coming back here. change..
Nanis... That hit hard. I'm writing a story and it fit perfectly with it. I cannot imagine the pain of losing a child and my heart goes out to those who have.
00:00 He had traveled for days. The sand flys and flows through the deserted town. He walks further into the light. He see’s a lost soul. He continues pressing on past the memory’s of those he had lost. Eventually he made it to the Eternal Shrine. “Farther have I made you proud?” He says as he kneels down before it. “Tell Joseph I will see him soon...” He took in one more deep breath. He listens to the wind flow past him, and how it brushed against his face before the fall ended.
Judging from the title, I have created something. " There is no king without a queen, no prince without a princess, no knight without the woman he fights for". Turns out, the music is more deep than I ever thought it to be...
Feelings of sadness and sorrow aren’t bad at all, They reflect how deeply we cared, They reveal that we aren’t emotionally numb nor dead inside, We still feel, We still regret, We will still try to care once more, Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow But we will try...
the song Nannies, made me cry, i feel like that song reminds me when i was a baby girl while my gaurdian angel...my dad.. watching over me.... oh I miss him so much😭😭😭😭
i was just listening to this in the background without much thought (distracted from trying to make myself write), when Nannis started playing and hell if that baby didn't make me immediately tear up with the music. That was amazing
A loss can mean many thing to loose a game or your keys is something but to me when ever I hear that word one thing comes to mind...a person,a heart,and a kind soul....my grandmother who I lost years ago but I hold gilt on my shoulders. Because if only I knew she was sick but no blindness over took me but she will always be in my heart ❤️ may god bless you all and you lost ones.
It's not even rage. It's not even pain. It's an orchestra of demonstrated torment over, and over, and over again. But it's not a void. A void is something you ain't gettin' out of. And you can always get out.
I keep going back to this particular master piece. possibly because I've been here and there, up and down, all around I have asked god to help me through it all. being that I had no idea where I was or what I was doing who I was talking to, I made it through. you can too. never doubt yourself, for you are such a gift and important part of gods world and in the highest heaven. just being here is a blessing. love ya jeimi
As your eyes meet mine My senses go numb Like stars they shine My heart like drums I can see the pain That runs so deep Tears fall like rain As you weep But I can see more A love so pure Down to the core It gives me fervor As your eyes meet mine
"You can rest now. No more suffering... we are fine... we are safe... you need to rest ok. no more battles, no more screams... Just well earned overdue sleep...Dream of us, will you? and know that you made this possible.. and that we will never let your sacrifice be forgotten or tainted, sleep and dream young one... your time to rest... has finally.. come."
I miss them camila sobbed. Why did they have to go? As long as you remember them, they will be with you always. Alfonso replied putting an arm on her shoulder. I didnt ask to be immortal and neither did my parents. Camila whispered wiping away a stream of tears from her face. Try to find hope. Alfonso replied thoughfully looking beyond the mountains scenery below. I cant Alfonso,I tried but all i can think about is my sister beinng captive and tourtured Tamra has become powerless and badly wouned...and my parents are never coming back.. I didnt want anyone to get hurt Your people, the village has done so much for me and my sister.. and now everything is gone ..all becase of me..I betrayed the village..but you still protect me under your wing...your sheild.why? Camila asked taking slow steps to the edge of the mountaints cliff as Alfonso turns his back to think more clearly...because nothing truly compares to firgiving those we know can make a better tomorrow after todays mistakes. Goodbye...Alfinso. Camila said while falling and plumeted down into the water below..
Heather Ballewygr3 . Alfinso heard. Camila splash into the water below..his human heart sunk to the bottom of the ocean with her...as he knew her regreat was to much for her bear for her to live.. His body colasp to thr ground. Camila,Carman and. Even Tamera hus loving wife was gone..the only war left to fight was his own emptyness.. But still Alfonso fought his dark thoughts and pushed through the pain of living without his clostes friends and loveing wife..there where still people hel still needed to stay strong for..for he was the Prince of the village
Zombiecore22 Quinnsunset But what's a prince when he's lost it all? What's a prince who would work with just one or four instead of everyone. Maybe he just wasn't fit to be a prince at all. He found over time that going back was harder, each day he stayed away would turn to a week. Each week to a month. But inside he still had the tumor of regret. Who is he? Is he a prince anymore? No, no he wasn't that. Not to himself. Prince's were valiant and always strong to push through, they were brave and did the best they could for their people. Those small "facts" were enough to tell himself that he wasn't anything. He wasn't what he should be or what he wanted to be, what his people needed him to be. But he couldn't be that man that could get it all right, still keep pushing through even with nothing left to push for. It seemed his guilt would recluse him, and it did. He found silence a drive to sleep constantly. He didn't go out. Or rent a tiny place. He stayed in a cave, like a true coward would. Until one day, dear Anna showed up...
@@spillingink6905 Anna was a young fawn who Alfonso had saved a week ago. She was four years old. Her family abandoned her.. She screamed and cried begging them to comeback for her. Alfonso walked toward the child in careful steps hoping not to startle the young child. Or deer like child. Her tear streaked face turned toward the centure her exprestion full of angiesh. Her red hair covering her Blue eyes. That flowed with pain. She whimperd softly from the winters cold and the fear that gripped her insides. Alfonso grabbed an orange from his satchle and Peeled it before holding it out to the girl. Thinking hard of taking the fruite from the prince.or to dash away from an unknown danger. Of coures the fawn was not from here that much Alfonso understood. But even the slightest differinces did not matter in his village everyone was equal to on another. Shape size. Race. No matter how big or small. And that made Alfonso proud of his people. Anna chose the orange. Anf a new loving "brother"? "father"? Alfonso wasnt so sure if what to think of the fawn that had fallen asleep inside of his arms. Five months havs past Since Anna and Alfonso have met. The fawn became to grow as a daughter to ths centaire prince. After all Anna inspired Alfonso with her imagintaion of a king and queen that lived in a village in the middle if a forest and the heroic prince that would soon take responibility if their legacey It took awhile for Alfonso to realize that he was the hero in everynone of Anna's stories.. This gave the Prince hope and streangth once more.
Sometimes the hurt and pain just over powers me, and then I think about all of the bad thoughts. But there is one person who truly believes in me. So I'll keep trying. Everytime I think about all of the bad, I think about her and it all goes away. Some times all we need is a hug or someone to believe in us. That's all it takes.
Make sure to check out second part of this series ''ESCAPE'': ruclips.net/video/0deloq_VqGs/видео.html
Not so bad
Ay this was 4 years ago and you'd till check out your videos
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If anyone reads this, my dad passed away a few weeks ago and tonight my grandpa passed away as well. My family and I are worried that my grandma isn't going to stay with us much longer, b/c of how much she loved him. And she's always saying that she is ready to go whenever that day comes. I don't want to lose my grandma too. Please pray for me and my family.
may God helps you through it all , i m sorry for your loss :(
I am so sorry. I know what it is like to loose loved ones. My grandmother passed away due to cancer. She suffered for a long time and she said the same I'm ready to go when the time comes. Unfortunately she gave her last breathe looking at my face. Hope you will get better.
Find peace in the fact that she is also at peace with her being ready. Why do wish that she lives longer when she will only live with pain in missing your grandfather, she’s ready, it’s what she wants, let her be.
Hey how is she doing?
It’s gonna happen eventually just spend the best times with him and accept that you had all this time with him, some people only saw there grandpa for only a couple months and some never at all, but you got lucky. Losing a father is extremely hard and I’ll pray for you but spend your life being happy and grateful for the time you had with him, cause life is too short to complain
Once a turle said
"Yesterday is history,
Tomorrow is a mistory.
But today is a gift.
Thats why it is called present"
- Oogway
Kungfu panda! 😥
“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, and today is a gift--that is why it is called the present.”
Why you do Master Oogway like that “a turle” he’s a Tortoise lmao
it’s mystery not mistory
no existe pasado presente o futuro xd ....
~The way i lived, the things i did,
~The memories I saved, the moments i created,
~The changes i made, the person i became,
~The love i gave, the trust i made,
~The faith i had, and the hope i praised,
~Whatever I did was for her,
~Darkness can now be seen,
~Vague emptiness surrounds me,
~Time may be short But with her it felt like an eternity,
~But without her will i ever find peace?
~I tremble on every step i take,
~And i die thinking of her everyday,
~Could it be better, will it be good?
~Perhaps i lost my life's sole purpose
~As i walk without hope, a hopless dream
~As i drown in this deep ocean of pain and misery,
~I hold onto her, and our memories,
~The hand that was once there to set me free,
~Is no longer there, I'm crying endlessly.
~No reason to go for, No reason to live for,
~It was all for her as I Couldn't Let Us Go.....
Nice text bro 👍🏼
I feel this, my girlfriend died last year. And this is exactly what I felt, I really do hope you didnt have to go through the same thing my friend.
@@exodrynamix48jt69 during that time i was actually going through a hard time with this special "friend" and i wasn't really in good place but that what led me to writting this and as much i dont wanna admit, i couldn't write it properly cz it was hurting
@@exodrynamix48jt69 and telling you that my girlfriend is alive would be a lie.... Poetry comes from experience and mine is fueled by experience, the more i experience the better it gets. So as hard the reality is to face, i did go to some pretty tough thinhs and i can understand how it's like losing someone you loved, it's like losing a peice of yourself, I'm sorry.
@@Etheryuu thanks man
this music is like a hidden door to the deepest corners of our soul
Yeah, everyone in the comments became philosophers xD
Gets me close to the planet venus and creating women to have kids one day who no longer can have kids I know of stuff like this jesus stuff fixed my mums hip and a broken back on my dog
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It really is man it really is couldn’t describe what the sound meant so I am with you 100% mate👍🏼
I ain’t got one of them , can I get it on amazon ?
Along the dry green grass, he walked tirelessly. His shield, scratched and scarred, weighed him down heavily. His dirty, dented armour wore loose around his body as he dragged legs forward. The night sky, filled with an ethereal glow of many forgotten colours, lit his way. His helmet sat tightly upon his head, his face of youth hidden in a shroud of war, its dull complexion shone just slightly in the gregarious light.
He was a fool. Alike many others. He believed in the bishops’ promise. He knew blood lead to damnation, and but was told more would lead to sanctuary. He had believed and followed them to the Holy Lands. He believed he fought in valour, but only in fool’s honour. Many had the youth killed, many more he would have if he had let the zeal let him. He was a fool, sharing the stage with many more, and only he had left. A damning trickery had lead him there, now a regretful insight had lead him back.
He doesn’t believe in much anymore. Many had lied to the youth, and he knew many more would.
He left in the night, after the fools raided what they were supposed to liberate. A deserter, or traitor is what they may call him, but he knew he had already committed those crimes long ago.
Now he strolls the lands back to his home, though a long way. Here he continues his regretful melancholy in a field of grass, unlike the lands he battled. A land which he had never seen. A land filled with simple complexity on a divine scale. The green grass drifted in the soft push of wind and the stars drifted in the soft mechanisms of the universe. Both come in contrast to each other. Though vastly different, they exist as one, playing they roles as they must, and stoically peaceful.
Along the ridge, he sees them. Roses. Roses of blood red, and pear green, enclosed in a royal glass of solitude. The youth approached and studied. The red head stood strong and the end of its green pillar, the glass casing imbedded itself in the ground around it, cutting it off from outside intervention. The youth grasped the glass in natural curiosity.
The simple touch of the handle unleashed the utmost complex and brilliant secrets of the universe, life and everything. The way the wind blows, why the stars move, how the waves form, why the bees sting. The Rose. He finally understood. He understood the very foundation on which everything relies.
Balance
There must be war for peace
There must be complexity for simplicity
The pillar must hold for life
April 6, 2020. Obligatory thanks:
The long and short of this is pure passion. It’s not professional, it’s terrible to some, and great to others. To me, it’s something to look back to every time I’m down, every time I feel like a useless potato. The fact that I have 1k likes on a stupid story amazes me, and I am beyond humbled by this attention. I am even prouder of the fact that this inspires some of you, and for that, I thank you.
I have no plans for the future, maybe I’ll write, maybe not. If I do, I won’t forget this comment. Thank you.
I am a disappointment to my parents this needs to get more attention
Damn, You really should be a writer. This needs more attention.
Holy crap me and my friend were telling sad stories so i put on as a joke, but then i read your comment. like damn
I now know the meaning of life 😇
K I'm sorry...this is beautiful. But your profile pic made me laugh like, really hard.
TRACKLIST
0:00 - For Her
04:32 - Rain
07:53 - Nannis
10:21 - Ethereal Limerence
13:21 - Aurora Borealis
16:10 - I Won’t Let You Go
18:47 - Away
20:54 - You and Me
23:22 - Earth (Atis Freivalds & Tino Danielzik)
26:02 - The Light Between Us
28:42 - One More Time To Live
Thank you
Thank you
Gracias!
thanks
Danke!
You feel tired...
You feel broken...
You dont know how to handle your live...
You feel alone
You don't know what is inside your Heart, because it hurts...
I have the Music in my Heart,
I can only feel this Beautiful music,
The Music is a part of my Heart,
I can say everything with this Music,
I show everyone this music,
I take your pain from you away and give it to me...
Give me all your hurt...
All the sadness of the world...
When i have every single hurt, pain and sadness of the world in my Heart,
I will die slowly for Every Sadness, Every Pain, Every Hurt...
Just be free of all those and let me go..........
I don't come back,
I am on a better place now and I will see you in the future when you come to me.
I always knew I had a greater side in boxing with all the adrenaline running throughout my body as though I had skydive and survived then cry while still fighting at the same time😤😭🙊
I cried at this comment
*I miss a beautiful girl I'm alone in the pouring rain*
Everythings gonna be alright....
I don't know how to handle my live either😢 so relatable
these songs remind me of two quotes:
“Just because I’m strong enough to handle pain, doesn’t mean I deserve it.”- Ekaterina Cacilie
“how are we supposed to escape our past when it keeps finding ways to haunt us?”- Mercy
Answer to second quote:
by accepting your past.
@@writer8799 you can accept your past and still be haunted by it. there are many things i've accepted about my past but they still get to me now and then they cross my mind.
@@anime4life209 If you truly accept, you can handle it. Because it becomes your friend, not your enemy.
I speak out of experiences.
@@anime4life209 At least it won't get to you as it has before
@@writer8799 fair enough. truth be told those two quotes were actually of my own making. i'm a bit of a writer myself. and both Mercy and Ekaterina are characters of mine who both are connected each other due to a horrific past that they shared together, though the circumstances of each quote are different.
Life is what you make of it, and change is inevitable. Understand this and you understand yourself
Redox life is pointless.
It really is....
Redox With lives comes death. Death is inevitable, loss is inevitable, heartbreak is inevitable, oblivion is inevitable. There is a point when you can’t make anything of life. It’s a metaphor, almost like how you can’t shape a stone with your hands. You can’t shape life either and can’t make anything of it.
Pain is inevitable...
Redox I have no idea what I was a good time l I love you so much better if you don't back 😢👍🏻
its hard to answer the question
"whats wrong?"
when nothing feels right
💔
"Everything."
Fucking world
When shutting off seems better than staying on.
Wow I never really thought of it like that but I think that makes sense to me now that I read it
BRAIN: I’m working but I’m stupid,depressed and suicidal.
HEART: I’m beating but I don’t feel alive I’m in so much pain and broken.
LUNGS: I’m breathing but it feels heavy and hard to breath
EYES: I’m holding to many tears, I can’t handle it any longer.
HANDS: I want to cut, scratch, and strangle myself.
ARMS AND LEGS: I’m full of cuts, scratches, and scars.
FACE: I’m ugly. I try to be pretty with makeup but I’m always ugly.
MOUTH: I lie. I smiled. I’m smiling. I will keep on smiling.
Truly represents my boyfriend's depression.
She-Demon Andrea imagine having a boyfriend (on my side a girlfriend)
Dick: Hahah up we go
Brain: im depressed, suicidal, scared, lost
Heart: broken, black, im still beating but i don't want to i want to rest im tired
Lungs: im so suffocated of this world i can't breath im gasping for escape
Legs and arms: there's scars but mostly on stomach too afraid to show
Eyes: i feel tears too many but i have to hide them but it keeps getting harder
Hands: cut, posion, strangle
Body: i want to give up, everythings so numb and empty, im tired i dont wanna move anymore, i give up im poisoning everything in this world i wanna delete this body,face,persona,soul, and die in peace
I know how you feel I had 2 years with depression and it brakes my soul when I look back to see people who are like the person I was last year....
I just gave birth to a baby that died on dec 4 2019 at 7:30am and I felt like hearing that child laugh was my daughter saying I’m okay . I’m devastated and hurt I cry every day . My heart is broken.
Don't be sad , u child don't want u to be sad
I'm sorry
It is a dramatic misfortune that nobody should ever be struck by, and I know that people telling not to be sad are usually useless and you often feel like they just can't understand, but remember that you don't have to drown in sorrow and forsake your own living; live a full life, free and fueled by the love for and of your child, because a life full of love is the greatest celebration of life itself and the only way we have to overcome death.
I am so sorry.
I was born December 5th
Ow. "For Her" just made me cry.
Letting go of the things you love the most isn't weakness. It demands a strong person for that sacrifice.
Indeed......
@@jesseyess9463 And eventually hope comes knocking back on your door. ✌🏻
@@tobey4678 *smiles* that's beautiful. You're beautiful. Peace and hope crouches at yours 🤗
To the person reading this…
May the sounds flood your ears and bring you nothing but complete peace. May it pull you out of that dark hole that you may be in. May it give you the strength to push toward another day. May it bring nothing but peace and blessings your way. Remember you are AMAZING and YOU ARE SOMEBODY!!! 💕
This is beautiful music, it makes me realize we all have things in this world we can't afford to lose.
It makes me realize that we will lose then anyway
No matter how much we try and keep what we can’t lose with us, it still slips away and leaves you like so many things.
Because most people don't fight for what they have. They always want more. Envious of those who live different lives, and not appreciating what is right in front of you. If it's not worth fighting for, it's not worth having.
MajinN7Vegeta Exactly. 👏🥺💖🌸💜
i know. Our soul
I doubt this will be seen but for those of you who do see it, I just hope it helps you somehow.
There's a lot of us who hold onto our anger. Maybe that was from someone who wronged you or maybe that was from your childhood. I used to be just like them. Over the years, as I grew, I realized how pointless that anger was. It wasn't accomplishing anything for me. It just started to fade over the years. I learned to accept it and deal with the anger. I didn't have to like what happened. I just started asking myself "Why am I still angry about it?". Self-pity definitely didn't work. Letting go of that anger, at first, was a bit hard for me because I held onto it for so long. I did eventually let it go. Maybe telling someone would've helped me but self-pity and my refusal to show weakness to people only made me more bitter. Which led to lashing out and having a short temper.
Now that I have let go of that anger, I look back at it and I'm actually thankful it happened. It helped me learn to deal with my anger and not lash out at people. I look back at it as a sort of lesson. It helped me develop some of my personality in a way. I'm much more happy now. I hope this helps anyone who reads it.
Sherry Jiang I have a lot of anger I’ve lashed out at friends and lost those friend all because I kept everything inside I hate showing weakness I was bullied for it as a child but lately I’ve been feeling like I’m at my weakest and it’s starting to show I can’t hide it anymore I don’t want to be seen as weak
Thank you, I'm currently struggling in hospital with an eating disorder and I get alot of anger and i was crying uncontrollably when I clicked in this video but your comment for some reason put a smile on my face, thank you so much 😊
Yeah I could have anger too, but I see no point in being angry on anything anymore... Life is shit, but I am to weak to change that, so I need to deal with this or die. That's no self-pity, that's just the hard truth.
Thankyou for this :)
I already know I can't have her, because I feel like I'm never gonna be the right one. But it always makes me happy everyday I see her. Its like the best moments of my life. Before I die, I'd wish to see her face one more time till it fades away out of my mind.
I understand, about two years ago give or take... I was with this beautiful girl... the first time we met was at a week long convention. She had gotten a "crush" on me the first day we met (according to her). I had a secret "crush" on her as well. She hid with her other female friends in a tent probably talking about how she had a crush on me based kn the fact i kept getting told to wait somewhere while they were done talking. Finally they were done and didn't do it for the rest of the week. We sat underneath an oak tree and were carving pictures into it and riding our bikes around camp for fun. The week had ended and she asked for my number. I remember it like it was just the other day. Eventually her friend broke the news to me that she was "in love" with me and her friends stated that she would not stop talking about me. Finally we got together. She meant the world to me we called and met up. We loved each other. There wasn't a night that went by where we weren't talking or where we didn't tell each other goodnight. And then one day... It happened. She broke up with me. I'm not certain why to this day. It shattered us both but more so me than her. Then after ahwile i lost contact because i couldn't see her without breaking down. Then... i started the anger part of the breakup cycle. I immaturely started disrespecting her and i hurt her because of how she shattered me. I started studying everything... From mechanics to psychology. I insulted her and hurt her feelings so much. I attacked her because i couldn't blame myself. Then I stopped for a bit. Apparently she had become suicidal after out breakup and had nearly taken her own life. I never had known. And then... i found out and realized what i had done. And I realized that if she were to have actually followed through with suicide I would have lost myself. I realized that i could have indirectly responsible for the death of a girl i swore to protect, a girl that i would lay my life down for. We met in person after the fact and she pretty much hated and avoided me the whole time... then just last summer I met her again and we had made up with one another before and both apologized for what we had done. And then the week came around once more for where we would see each other again. And I fell for her. There was a few nights where i cried myself to sleep repeating, begging for her not to leave me in the black ever again. The final night came around. We were in a large grandstand area. With my buddies on my right and Her on my left. Me and her were sharing a blanket. The signs were pointed to the fact that i could fix things. And prove to her I was better than what i showed. I knew i should've held her tight held her hand and watched the heart shaped fireworks go off in the sky... but i didn't... idk why but, i didn't. That was my only chance. And... i blew it. It was the only chance I had to make things right. Then and there... finally we wrapped things up and went back home. Not before i finnaly hugged her one last time. I should have looked her in the eyes and told her what i thought. But i didn't. And I regret both of those chances that I missed. But it was still the happiest moment. We still talk, i had a surgery just recently. She said she was coming down for it. She eventually figured out that she couldn't make it. I was heart broken. And I was scared to lose her. And still am. People say I should move on. I've tried... but everything reminds me of her. Moral of the story... take chances don't be afraid. Sure denial is scary, but you may miss out on something like I did. If you read through all of this, i thank you. (There may be small things i left out and if you have questions please ask)
@@DodgeMyViper the reason why its hard to move on is because of love...
You see, I have a secret crush on someone and I know we can't be together. I feel like I'm only in the friend zone. She's single. Every time I try dreaming about her, it's really hard since its always fading away. Its only a "crush" not love. (A quick description about her:) I met her like after the first 3 weeks for school "maybe" and my friends introduced me to her. At first I never had the feelings for her. But as times pass by, I would always look at her without her seeing me. In November, 2019 I was talking to my friend, on the way back from lunch at school, and I wasn't paying attention. I was fidgeting with my hands a lot. Sort of like I'm flapping my hands, and soon she pops up near me at the left and then... I touched her someplace at the back. It felt innapropriate, and I glanced at her.
Her face was grinning as if she can't say anything and I started apologizing to her. I was like "Oh my god I'm so sorry Leslie!" (Leslie is her name) "it was an accident!" My friend was like "what happened what did you do?
Leslie said " no no its fine it was just an accident, forget about it." That was my most embarrassing+ valuable moments with her. •lelie wears glasses, and she looks darn pretty when she takes it off. She most ly wears sweatshirts, and a pair of jeans. So far I've seen her wearing them vans, as well as nike air shoes that are white. She has braces, and looks soooooooooo pretty when she smiles. Leslie laughs weird like I don't know how to sound it out..... So gorgous . she's really smart and she is super nice. And another moment was when my friend got depressed and he couldn't go to school for weeks. The desk arrangement was like pair of two. Like having a table partner. So at the front row, me and my friend mostly seat together, when he dissapeared, Leslie sat where my friend was sitting. Of cours my heart was melting... "Should I go seat next to her!? Oh my this is your chance!" Things popped in my mind, but of course I refused. I sat at a different solo desk, but we had to sit someone because we had to work in pairs. My teacher said, "Leslie, Vincent, why don't you two sit together and work?" I was speechless and Leslie glanced at me. I didn't say a single word, I just grabbed my stuff and walked as if nothing was wrong. As soon as I sat next to Leslie.... I feel it! I started producing crush feelings for her. I can even sense her. And I tried to avoid yye contact because of the thing that happened previously when I accidently touched her. (I couldn't even tell if she liked it or not) it was so awkward sitting next to her, I barely even know her. I mean like I only know her first name and yeah. But the worse part is ... I aalways see her everyday at my 2 class periods. No matter how hard I try not to look at her it just always gets me when she's there. Every night, all dreams were just to be with her. But I can't even dream of her face, every time I almost got it, it just fades away to a different image because its just a crush, not love.
Bonus moment: before our decem break, it was Friday and I was feeling pretty sick. At my last academic we sit at the same table. And surprising my she has chocolate boxes and gave it to us. Only whete we were sitting. "Merry chriatmas !" She says, thank you Leslie I replied with a sick voice.. I was guilty I didn't have anything for her. She was so nice to me. But right after the break, around January it was my birthday and I got 400$ for my birthday. So I was planning to ask her if she wanted anything it I can feel that she was trying to refuse my ooffers. She was like "thanks but, I'm okay." "Why though?" She asked. "Remember when you Gave me a gift?" ,'Oh yeah, but you don't have to, that's just nothing" see what I told you, she's super nice. Bit I bought her something instead, because when people act kind to me I give it back to them.
@@zouxhsi6045 (I may repeat some things) You may be right... I love her and i can't stand to be without her. (Her name is Nora) and I get so lost and anxious without her but it's so difficult to see her now since she lives like 2-3 states away. The thing is I'm so worried to lose her, because... it only takes one time to slip up especially over the phone. Trust me, I know. We loved each other once and then we shattered each other's world. And now i seek redemption but it's like everything is trying to prevent me from making it up to her. And because of distance she is slowly but surely moving on. And it also bothers me that she will just start dating some random guy who she met in a year when I've known her through the up and the downs. She brings out the best in me. But enough about me. Based on what you said I can say that in my personal opinion, by how you describe her... that she is into you. I'm pretty good at studying people, I can take people and watch their expressions and know exactly what to and not to say and all that stuff. So I can't say for certain but imo she might have a small crush on you. But if you really want to try to make good memories with her the best you can as more than just friends, then I encourage you... to not make the same mistake as my own, and mentally prepare yourself in knowing that love is painful... so much so that it cancels out other pain. But if someone can prepare themselves for the worst then they have a chance. So I encourage you to sorta ease into it slowly. Maybe see how she reacts around you compared to others, study her expressions, emotions and interests. And then if you think you can deal with the POSSIBILITY of hurt then maybe you should ask her if she feels the same way. Just don't make the same mistake as I and never take your shot and let yourself get taken over by love.
@@DodgeMyViper so today was pretty lonely, We have no school this friday. So yeah. When I went to school today, it was basically already valentines day because all the students had their bears and candies and stuff. I thought I wouldn't get any of those treats from anyone, but there was always *ONE* person who always gives her friends a gift no matter if they have anything for her. It was just felt like a dream as if it was to never happen. Leslie did it again. I never asked for it, but she too nice and generous to give it to me, and her friends. She gave me a box of candy. But its no ordinary candy, its something special that I've never received from anyone. There's always this question in my head saying "Leslie, why are you doing this...." That box of candy meant a lot to me, so basically all the things she touches and gave me, I would write: "Leslie touched this, no matter if it's a piece of paper or a box of candy reminding me of her. But before all that, she just walked in the classroom and when I was standing there, she asked me "here, pick one" I chose a random box and thanked her a lot. I felt so lost and sad that I didn't have anything for her.. I don't understand why she's give them to me but not other guys. But still, that doesn't mean anything at all. Its just normal. As I've said, In my personal thoughts, she only sees me as a friend and nothing else. But in my inside, without her knowing, I have a crush on her, and I can't tell if I'm actually falling in love. Tbh she's the only reason why I get up to go to school Every day. Its like my routine. She's the one that I always see, unlike others girls there's just something about her that's so different. So if I was to wish her something, id wish for her to have someone soon that will make her life the happiest she's ever lived. I mean like If i was dating her rn, which I'm currently not, I'm not really sure if I am that right person, because I have never dated anyone else. So I basically have no personal experience. All I gotta do now is just keep these feelings to myself and one day it will just float away like a balloon that fades every min you look away. I'm really sad to feel this way. But there is always things that you want, but you don't always get it. I don't really know now, I'll be single for the rest of my life. But I will *never* forget Leslie. She is very unique and different from any other girl. Shes my everything that keeps me going. But I have to let it go soon, because it will only hurt more once we walk in separate paths. I'm moving after this semester, and I will leave her taking all my moments and feelings I've made for her trying to soon move on and live my life in joy
@@zouxhsi6045 I highly encourage you to get her number and hopefully manage to keep in touch I also encourage you to ask her why she is doing that for you because if you don't ask... i doubt she will. Maybe you will be more lucky. I think I officially have lost the girl i love so much. I brought up valentines day and i told her that I felt as if she was drifting away. I told her good morning and... she just sorta brushed it off. I said some things that didn't help me and she used them against me because of my stupidity and awkwardness and now she has me blocked on social media and messages and I may neve get her back. Everything reminds me of her. I'm not sure what i would do. I had made her all of this stuff and then... she ditched me and idk what to do now.
Oh My God... 16:10... It's so beatiful... Thanks Atis! You are incredible.
As I ride my skateboard along the road tonight, a gust of wind hits my face, and circulates through my hair.
I think of the ones I love
I think of the ones I trust
I think of the ones who believe, in me.
I slowly look up at the stars, keeping my balance.
It's beautiful, isn't it?
A sudden thought brings pain to my heart.
I clench my teeth, and a tear rolls down my soft, cold cheek.
Why.
Why her.
I finally look down, and notice something in the distance.
I slow down
Headlights.
Headlights.
Headlights.
It is over now.
I lay there, on the road, suffering.
Why.
Why me?
I close my eyes and think of the person who couldn't live without me.
"I'm sorry".
I'm sorry I know how you feel
You thought your first kiss was from Jojo but it was I Dio!
you really got hit by a car!?!?!?! I hope you get better soon! 😬😃
One word....OUCH
So many people didn’t get this and it makes me feel. A truly beautiful piece man, no words.
The image reminds me of the little Prince with his rose 😭
Ik that's exactly what I thought aha it's so sad i loved the fox 💗😭
I was broken
I was beaten
I was bruised
I was alone
I felt worthless
they had told me so
She came my light
Her pale skin
Her words some shaped then knieves
She was beaten
She was bruised
Yet she still smiled
For a moment
I wasnt alone
I had worth
Then the battle came
Her bravery inspired many
He sword sharp and deadly
She was my light
My warrior
My bride
And one day
she had been ripped away
The ground stained red with her blood
She is gone
Taken by ones hatred
The dagger had slipped through her heart
The children in my arms
Are all that's left
Their smiles like her's
I still visit her grave
Of the warrior who saved me
Of the woman who chose me
She is gone
But I will never forget her...
beautiully written.
Nannis is just a masterpiece.
You get this feeling of overwhelming dread and sorrow as you realize that this song isn't as happy as the child's laughter may trick you into thinking. It makes you imagine that something terrible has happened and you are looking back on the events and are wishing that you could do anything to fix it.
It's like you are a parent and the child is dead, this song gives you the feeling of looking back on those events prior to the death, wishing for any substantial outcome that could change the course of life and grant your child a chance to see the world for a bit longer than they already have. But what has happened has happened and those ghostly laughs of the child are to haunt you and break your heart.
It is a truly wonderful piece of Orchestral art and it will forever be embedded in my mind as one of the most tragic tracks I've ever had the joy to listen to.
P.S many of these 'Sad' songs go great with the sad stories of Dark Souls lore
The song makes me cry your description made me cry even more what I thought is that the child laughing was my laugh and how I was once extremely happy and oblivious to everything negative and I so wish I could just go back... it really hit something inside of me
I guess u are not alone
the song brings about a feeling of sadness as it makes us realise how much potential we have and how great we could be or would have been and yet we still stuck ..and cant get out of an invisible box that limits us
its like we know what we must do and yet we just cant ..and it hurts
Who else just replayed For Her over and over?
The first one is so sad...
It really is. I had to replay that one after it finished. 🥺🌸😭❤️
People like you are the Real heroes you have something in your heart and soul that many people have forgotten be proud make more of that one day the World will need people like you trust me be strong and life forward people like you gave me hope that humanity are not lost thank you
Life is like a box of chocolates..sweet as hell in the beginning until you get diabetes...
I have diabetes so I should know 🤷🏽♂️
@H B Eat more vegetables.
No, its shit from the beginning
@Kyle G thanks for making me laugh
Life is like a box of chocolates, in the end no one left
Everything comes to an end... and you don't know when the end is gonna happen. All you can do is cherish the time you have left with the people you love.
These songs are sad but express how to feel when you just lost someone you knew for a year but felt like an eternity. My friend died at 1 am Saturday morning from saving a girl from the riptide. He got pulled down, he body was found hours later, he died a hero but died so young. I will forever be his friend and miss him for eternity. RIP Joseph Thomas, I love you, May you rock on in heaven.
I pray for healing for both you and Joseph's family 💖
As soon as that first note hit I could tell this soundtrack was going to speak to me. A minute in and I was in tears. It makes me think of everything that I was never able to achieve, all the failures I’ve had, and just sheer loneliness. Thank you for giving me this.
For her is probably the most emotional songs I have ever heard 😭
I really love how people from around the world are connected through these beautiful sounds, how many people can feel others' pain happiness and stories through this. Music is sure one of the chains connecting souls.
Part of the journey is the end - Tony Stark
Man endgame still has me upset
I love you 3000
😢😢😢😢😢R.I.P
Dark Wolf 7882
Whhhyyyyyyy???😭😭😭
I can't wait to have Endgame on blu ray so I can watch it alone at 2 in the morning and finally cry at the end like I didn't have the courage to in the theater.
I love that painting. The knight and all the flowers. Very evocative. Music is awesome too.
This music makes me almost tear up every time because I feel somewhat peace in it and calmness in it
You never truly realize how much everything means to you until you have lost it all.
Just remember that without darkness, there is no light. Without pain and sorrow, there is no hope. Without south, there is no north. Without east, there is no west. *Without life there is no death, and opposite*
Seelenheil in der Tiefe meiner Wurzeln. Danke!
"Rain" is too deep !! I'm crying omg 💔💔💔
4:43 😥😥
😭💔 touching. Miss you Grandma
Such beauty... when you listen to it, doesn't your mind calms down..? Because it calms me down, it relaxes me, and keeps my mind off of a lot of things. 💯💯
And so the solider wandered of into a bliss and found himself in the arms of his loved ones after so long apart for this warriors story has come to an end
I listen to this when I become my own self. I have apart in me that I don’t usually show and it’s hard for me to show it but when I hear this it just helps me so much to take the real me out. I know that there is a secret part and everyone that you don’t know yet but soon discover and I hope this will help you.
I...I am only who I really am when I listen to music. It makes me think about the entire world. It makes me want to change the world. But I am a weak soul and only a single negative person instantly destroys me. I am always afraid of people I can't help. And so. I end up helping nobody. I end up alone because I am too awkward around other people. Because nobody that I know can even come close to understanding my outlook on life. If I try to explain how I feel then they just don't understand. I don't know if I want to live anymore and yet I am terrified of the prospect of dying. Life is truly a cruel joke. Is there or isn't there a god. What is reality really? Obviously... no one can say for it isn't really words. I look at the stars in a different way than others fo for one thing. Many appreciate them for how beautiful they are or ignore them entirely. In reality though what you are looking at may not even be alive anymore. And if it is alive it isn't where it was when that light was emitted. I guess I should stop ranting so I will
Start listening at nannis:
The scene is a nursery,
a mother is holding her infant and making them laugh.
The infant is laughing in the arms of their loving mother, without any idea that there will be a time in their childhood they have to say good bye and face the world without her...the baby laughing so carefree so happily...
There are many who know of a mother who loses their child which I may never and hope to never know that feeling...what of us who lose our mothers and grow up without her?
That song somehow resonates with me, once we motherless adults were carefree infants safe in her arms...
7:57 wow... that laugh of a little girl really got me. My friend lost one of her four year old little sisters two years ago and that was the hardest day of her entire life. She was so happy and she really didn't deserve a fate like that. Even I cried for hours when I heard about it. She was too young...
Does anyone else feel like they should end it all but that urge to live longer is also there, battle between both things u don't want to happen?
It feels like the words of a sad heart that can't be spoken
...but can be heard ..
16:10 I Won't Let You Go truly struck a cord in me. I actually felt tears well up in my eyes
Each sealed rose holds a memory of what they once were. Men, women and children who’s memories grow from the dirt are covered in thorns with the fear that they will be forgotten. But you made a promise. You made a promise to let them go. To return them to their families. So keep that promise and never look back. They are strong, but you let in the darkness to see the light. That makes you stronger.
When I listen to these songs, it reminds me of times, when I wasn't afraid of walls.
The art work for all these songs are amazing.
What... Is love?
Is’nt that a support for both of us?
A Support to survive all along?
Remeber when we first met?
We were at the plains.
Dancing through the roses.
You promised!
You promised you would wait for me!
I promised I would survive the war to marry you!
Why...Why won’t you wait just one year.
All these honor, All these pride.
Just to be worthy of you...
Why.......................
Below the beautiful stars...
A knight took off his armour, a one decorated with awards.
His eyes becomed cystallised as he see the women in his hands.
The one he loved.
One of the best melodies I've heard in a while. Thank you.
I've found it. I've finally found it. The music playlist that gives me the most inspiration.
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gj again dude.
What is there to existence if we had no hardships.
What is there to existence if we no balance.
The ocean needs to moon to manage her tides or there will only be chaos.
People say that they wish they never existed but you haven't even fathomed what existence truly is.
Your existence is everything around you, it's the warm water you feel on you cheeks when you bathe, it's the sorrow you feel when you go through hardships, it is the music you hear when want escape to a different world. My darling your existence is as complex as the universe itself.
Your existence is the universe its is both spiritual and beautiful. A bundle of complexity and simplicity, we yet to understand.
Everyone out here with sad stories and going through deep stuff...I must be the only one who came here for inspiration. I write books and sad music helps me when I'm writing a really sad or dramatic scene. I hope everyone feels better, you are stronger than you think and theres no better you than the you that you are.❤
Magic and Beautiful
To anyone who is reading this,
If you are struggling or ever will struggle in life, remember these words:
You are important, you have a purpose and you deserve to be alive. Don't let anyone ever make you think something else. Don't stop fighting because someone said you're weak, don't stop dreaming because someone told you dreams aren't real and don't stop hoping even in the worst moments. Remember tommorow could be a better day. Take a deep breath and think of the good times. Just the good times, don't let your mind slide away from them. It could be times spent with your friends, family, people you love and many other people and things. Focus on these moments and remember there is always someone for you.
Don't give up, because you are worth living :)
Have a good day!
i put this music on when i read a sad scene to add effect :P
Mike Rousi this... is actually genius...
I'm going to start doing this. Thank you!
That's awesome, I write books and I put this music on when I'm writng a sad scene. Helps a ton.
So I'm not the only one who does this 😂 (since I'm also a writer, I also like to recommend certain songs to play when reading specific parts/chapters to help add to the emotion)
Lol same. I read a book and this soundtrack makes the expirience much better
Wow this brought flash backs of my lost ones 😢😢😢 from where ever they are I just want them to know that I miss them. thank you for this track really beautiful. I believe sometimes our life gets to caught up on other things that we forget the most important ones past or present and we can always use a reminder of great memories god bless you 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
i keep coming back to this video. because i can never escape how i’m feeling. i’ve tried. so, future me.. why are you still here? it’s been so long and you’re doing nothing. nothing at all. you need to stand up because i keep coming back here. change..
I will
Thank you for bringing my music together with so many beautiful people 😊
Nannis was so touching and emotional, i almost cried 😥
Nanis... That hit hard. I'm writing a story and it fit perfectly with it. I cannot imagine the pain of losing a child and my heart goes out to those who have.
I can feel the magic in my heart with music
I keep coming back to this mix. Unforgettable.
00:00
He had traveled for days.
The sand flys and flows through the deserted town.
He walks further into the light.
He see’s a lost soul.
He continues pressing on past the memory’s of those he had lost.
Eventually he made it to the Eternal Shrine.
“Farther have I made you proud?” He says as he kneels down before it.
“Tell Joseph I will see him soon...” He took in one more deep breath.
He listens to the wind flow past him, and how it brushed against his face before the fall ended.
I loved the baby laughing it made me smile!
and at the same time it made me want to cry for no reason
Judging from the title, I have created something.
" There is no king without a queen, no prince without a princess, no knight without the woman he fights for". Turns out, the music is more deep than I ever thought it to be...
One word: magical.
So relax and positive thanks
I wonder how many lives were saved by music. Thank You RUclips ❤️🙏
With sad but calm music, let 's catch our hearts.
Feelings of sadness and sorrow aren’t bad at all,
They reflect how deeply we cared,
They reveal that we aren’t emotionally numb nor dead inside,
We still feel,
We still regret,
We will still try to care once more,
Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow
But we will try...
Sometimes I just want to leave this world, and go to another world, a better world.
the song Nannies, made me cry, i feel like that song reminds me when i was a baby girl while my gaurdian angel...my dad.. watching over me.... oh I miss him so much😭😭😭😭
i was just listening to this in the background without much thought (distracted from trying to make myself write), when Nannis started playing and hell if that baby didn't make me immediately tear up with the music. That was amazing
.. if your depressed and you know ow it clap your hands..
👏🏻👏🏾
Melodias encantadoras que tocam a alma. Muito obrigada.
A loss can mean many thing to loose a game or your keys is something but to me when ever I hear that word one thing comes to mind...a person,a heart,and a kind soul....my grandmother who I lost years ago but I hold gilt on my shoulders. Because if only I knew she was sick but no blindness over took me but she will always be in my heart ❤️ may god bless you all and you lost ones.
Le petit prince photo! Oml
moonlight butera I’m so glad you commented this because no one else seemed to be talking about it! And that was my first thought :)
It's not even rage. It's not even pain. It's an orchestra of demonstrated torment over, and over, and over again. But it's not a void. A void is something you ain't gettin' out of. And you can always get out.
I tend to think why do people dislike this beautiful music? r they stupid or something??!?!
Amazing work on the video its so beautiful.
I keep going back to this particular master piece. possibly because I've been here and there, up and down, all around I have asked god to help me through it all. being that I had no idea where I was or what I was doing who I was talking to, I made it through. you can too. never doubt yourself, for you are such a gift and important part of gods world and in the highest heaven. just being here is a blessing. love ya jeimi
again and again a awesome v Video :D
As your eyes meet mine
My senses go numb
Like stars they shine
My heart like drums
I can see the pain
That runs so deep
Tears fall like rain
As you weep
But I can see more
A love so pure
Down to the core
It gives me fervor
As your eyes meet mine
I want the first song to be played at my funeral
1 minute in and in already crying. I'm doing great.
Saddest part: 31:07
I get it, you deserve a like
Ohyousunovabitch!
AAAH I FELL FOR IT
Ya little rascal
Oh Riley commercial came on so yes it is.
OH OH OH OH RILEYYYYYYY AUTO PARTS
Thanks for this 😭😭😭
Amazing and wonderful!
“[A] quotation is a handy thing to have about, saving one the trouble of thinking for oneself, always a laborious business."
"You can rest now. No more suffering... we are fine... we are safe... you need to rest ok. no more battles, no more screams... Just well earned overdue sleep...Dream of us, will you? and know that you made this possible.. and that we will never let your sacrifice be forgotten or tainted, sleep and dream young one... your time to rest... has finally.. come."
I been having some tough 😩 time so i was searched for sad music!!
I love how people can put certain emotion together hearing this music. Lovely mix! It’s certainly music that touches the hearth!
The first music moved me so much.
Burst into tears as the strings intensified.
I miss them camila sobbed. Why did they have to go? As long as you remember them, they will be with you always. Alfonso replied putting an arm on her shoulder.
I didnt ask to be immortal and neither did my parents. Camila whispered wiping away a stream of tears from her face. Try to find hope. Alfonso replied thoughfully looking beyond the mountains scenery below. I cant Alfonso,I tried but all i can think about is my sister beinng captive and tourtured
Tamra has become powerless and badly wouned...and my parents are never coming back.. I didnt want anyone to get hurt
Your people, the village has done so much for me and my sister.. and now everything is gone ..all becase of me..I betrayed the village..but you still protect me under your wing...your sheild.why? Camila asked taking slow steps to the edge of the mountaints cliff as Alfonso turns his back to think more clearly...because nothing truly compares to firgiving those we know can make a better tomorrow after todays mistakes.
Goodbye...Alfinso. Camila said while falling and plumeted down into the water below..
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. Alfinso heard. Camila splash into the water below..his human heart sunk to the bottom of the ocean with her...as he knew her regreat was to much for her bear for her to live.. His body colasp to thr ground. Camila,Carman and. Even Tamera hus loving wife was gone..the only war left to fight was his own emptyness..
But still Alfonso fought his dark thoughts and pushed through the pain of living without his clostes friends
and loveing wife..there where still people hel still needed to stay strong for..for he was the Prince of the village
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But what's a prince when he's lost it all? What's a prince who would work with just one or four instead of everyone. Maybe he just wasn't fit to be a prince at all.
He found over time that going back was harder, each day he stayed away would turn to a week. Each week to a month. But inside he still had the tumor of regret.
Who is he? Is he a prince anymore? No, no he wasn't that. Not to himself. Prince's were valiant and always strong to push through, they were brave and did the best they could for their people. Those small "facts" were enough to tell himself that he wasn't anything. He wasn't what he should be or what he wanted to be, what his people needed him to be. But he couldn't be that man that could get it all right, still keep pushing through even with nothing left to push for.
It seemed his guilt would recluse him, and it did. He found silence a drive to sleep constantly. He didn't go out. Or rent a tiny place. He stayed in a cave, like a true coward would.
Until one day, dear Anna showed up...
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Anna was a young fawn who Alfonso had saved a week ago. She was four years old. Her family abandoned her.. She screamed and cried begging them to comeback for her.
Alfonso walked toward the child in careful steps hoping not to startle the young child. Or deer like child.
Her tear streaked face turned toward the centure her exprestion full of angiesh. Her red hair covering her Blue eyes.
That flowed with pain.
She whimperd softly from the winters cold and the fear that gripped her insides.
Alfonso grabbed an orange from his satchle and Peeled it before holding it out to the girl. Thinking hard of taking the fruite from the prince.or to dash away from an unknown danger. Of coures the fawn was not from here that much Alfonso understood.
But even the slightest differinces did not matter in his village everyone was equal to on another. Shape size. Race. No matter how big or small. And that made Alfonso proud of his people.
Anna chose the orange. Anf a new loving "brother"? "father"? Alfonso wasnt so sure if what to think of the fawn that had fallen asleep inside of his arms.
Five months havs past
Since Anna and Alfonso have met. The fawn became to grow as a daughter to ths centaire prince. After all
Anna inspired Alfonso with her imagintaion of a king and queen that lived in a village in the middle if a forest and the heroic prince that would soon take responibility if their legacey
It took awhile for Alfonso to realize that he was the hero in everynone of Anna's stories.. This gave the Prince hope and streangth once more.
Sometimes the hurt and pain just over powers me, and then I think about all of the bad thoughts. But there is one person who truly believes in me. So I'll keep trying. Everytime I think about all of the bad, I think about her and it all goes away. Some times all we need is a hug or someone to believe in us. That's all it takes.