I came here with so much, but now I'm leaving empty handed . wish I could make it last, I wish that I could of landed ony feet. but I fuckin fell flat on my face. Feeling low feeling dumb, feeling lost in a maze. I think I just keep forgetting that it can't be the same. I think I'm just feeling to much guilt plus tons of shame. I can pass all my days just chiefing away, tryna hide how I feel, taking smoke to the face it's a lonely mother fucker even when your around. I can tell the way you feel, so you can save it for now. I wish I could lick your tears and heal your pain but how? when I'm the one that caused it, I'm the one who let you down. its always been the same now, every time I turn around, im fucking something up. fuck up is my middle naymz now. change now all you claim will make things right. but I why I gotta change? when this story gots 2 sides.
Cold stilll
I came here with so much,
but now I'm leaving empty handed .
wish I could make it last,
I wish that I could of landed ony feet.
but I fuckin fell flat on my face.
Feeling low feeling dumb,
feeling lost in a maze.
I think I just keep forgetting
that it can't be the same.
I think I'm just feeling to much guilt
plus tons of shame.
I can pass all my days
just chiefing away,
tryna hide how I feel,
taking smoke to the face
it's a lonely mother fucker even when your around.
I can tell the way you feel,
so you can save it for now.
I wish I could lick your tears and heal your pain
but how?
when I'm the one that caused it,
I'm the one who let you down.
its always been the same now,
every time I turn around,
im fucking something up.
fuck up is my middle naymz now.
change now all you claim will make things right.
but I why I gotta change?
when this story gots 2 sides.