"i hate that i always look my best when im dying on the inside" bro this song really hit omg nessa your so talented you deserve the best babe, love you 💜
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️
I relate heavily with the ED and self hatred. To anyone who suffers you aren’t alone. Guys too especially. It happens to anyone, it’s not just girls who suffer. It’s a journey to recovery but it can and will happen.
Your are so right I don’t suffer with ED but self hatred yes. And I feel like society needs to remember that men have feelings too. #Stop toxic Masculinity
thank you sm for saying “ guys too” talking to family ab my ed turns into a sexism thing where they say i need to grow up bc im not a girl to care how i look.
The Lyrics are so deep and conect to a lot of people in so many ways. the one verse that get's me and conect to me SO WELL is ' what is I didn't do this to my body' Dam that line hits hard
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
No literally, that line alone makes me wanna cry because of how well I relate to it, also including the next line "what if I quit and then you don't want me" just hits so hard
i'm a 32 year old dude but i just wanna say this song is so powerful and underappreciated, honestly it is actual art, an excellent representation of the times and culture. excellent work nessa and congrats to everyone here on having great taste
Ty! Everyone keeps telling the boys and guys that they cant listen to this bc its a song about girls insecurities..but i myself as a girl dont care because everyone has the right to listen to whatever they damn well want. This song is a masterpiece for the books, and nessa did a amazing job making it.
Not a guy (also not a girl but that’s not relevant to what I’m saying) but I think it’s fucked up how people pretend guys don’t have the same problem like it’s a bit different most of the time but it’s still not healthy
How am I just now finding this song?!?! As someone who has struggled with 2 types of ED’s and body dysmorphic disorder for the last 9 years this song makes me and my struggles feel heard, thank you nessa ❤
I've never had Ed problems but to those who do I love you and am so proud of you if your recovering, even to those who have JUST started on their recovery, you matter and the way you look is not an issue.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
This had me flashback to some serious past and present troubles with my ED and never realized how far back it stems... Im 20 now and i really started to develop it at around 10 when my dad died. If i could describe how its been the past decade, this song sums it up. The comments, the pain, the paranoia, the grief, everything.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
This song nothing short of art, hits home when I look at pictures, I’ve been nit picking myself apart since I were a child. Always looked my best and my parents won the genetic lottery but somehow I’ve always had something to criticise about myself. Now I’m 40
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
@@aprilbyyy1705 1 Peter 5:1-3 So I exhort the elders among you, as a fellow elder and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, as well as a partaker in the glory that is going to be revealed: shepherd the flock of God that is among you, exercising oversight, not under compulsion, but willingly, as God would have you; not for shameful gain, but eagerly; not domineering over those in your charge, but being examples to the flock. (proof it says not to push your religion onto people)
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
This is such a jam And the lyricssss.. it’s so deep and sad. Tho I’ve never been through something like this or anything similar.. I can still feel it through the lyrics of this song... if that makes sense I’ll be playing this whenever I get a mental breakdown
I’m going to get “ I always look my best when I’m dying on the inside !! “ it’s just so real and personal , nessa I really appreciate you and ur music please never stop doing you 🥺🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven!! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
I relate to this song a lot, since I was diagnosed with Ulcerative colitis, I haven't been in remission for 7 months and before I had this, I used to weigh more- I wasn't overweight, just average weight but not skinny enough for the standards, but then when I got this illnes, I dropped to 45 /47 kilos which is underweight for me because I stopped eating as much because the thought of eating made me want to throw up, but yet now everyones saying how beautiful I look but even if I look beautiful, I'm still suffering and I'm barely able to get up most days. I'm also aware that the song is about ED, but I still relate to it in my own way.
I love this song so much because its so relatable to so many people, including me, and the lyeics hit so hard especially when youve felt them on such a deep level
“did you lose a little weight?” when will people learn to not comment on others bodies- it fuels eating disorders. “you should keep it up cuz you really look great”
This song is such a bop and the lyrics video is so good nessa love ya sm u are my top 10 singers that make MV and lyrics so so good omg literally so proud of u😭🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Hits hard "what if i didn't do this to my body, what if I quit and then you don't want me" "swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything" Sucks to be afraid of eating now. Can't eat meat. I am eating baby food to stay alive and prevent me from fainting.
I’m obsessed with this song I’m 14 and have severe depression so this really hits hard and is so relatable. Love gurl you have an amazing voice don’t be afraid.
in ed recovery and this means the world. this journey is so fucking challenging and is eventful but I promise you, repairing your relationships and friendships is the best thing i have ever done.
Eds are no joke, they affect you so much more than you'll ever understand. I hate who I am with my ed but also who I am without it, it's like a parasite that I can't get ride of. Sometimes I don't want it to go considering it's the only thing to permantley stay with me.
i love this song the lyrics are so deep
👍🏻🙏🏻💛💛
Liked your username. ✨ 🌟
The icon too
Same
@@lyna4769 thank youu 🤗🤗 ikr i love her
"i hate that i always look my best when im dying on the inside" bro this song really hit omg nessa your so talented you deserve the best babe, love you 💜
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️✝️✝️
@@aprilbyyy1705 ily
@@aprilbyyy1705 lol,go to satan church.Satan is a better god
@@aprilbyyy1705 no
@@mqgicvl lmao ur username
I relate heavily with the ED and self hatred. To anyone who suffers you aren’t alone. Guys too especially. It happens to anyone, it’s not just girls who suffer. It’s a journey to recovery but it can and will happen.
Your are so right I don’t suffer with ED but self hatred yes. And I feel like society needs to remember that men have feelings too. #Stop toxic Masculinity
@@AminchapFomenky agreed man, well said
THIS
thank you sm for saying “ guys too” talking to family ab my ed turns into a sexism thing where they say i need to grow up bc im not a girl to care how i look.
I do have self hatred. I hate everything about me.
The Lyrics are so deep and conect to a lot of people in so many ways. the one verse that get's me and conect to me SO WELL is ' what is I didn't do this to my body' Dam that line hits hard
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
No literally, that line alone makes me wanna cry because of how well I relate to it, also including the next line "what if I quit and then you don't want me" just hits so hard
@@aprilbyyy1705bro 😑
No other song has more accurately described the seriousness of eating disorders better than this. Well done.
Actually Victoria's secret by Jax is equally relatable to this
And orange juice @@Advika.huria345
orange juice by melanie martinez is also one of the songs that describes eating disorders this good
@@Advika.huria345actually 🤓👆 (all jokes)
Something I Hate by Rosie is also really good
i'm a 32 year old dude but i just wanna say this song is so powerful and underappreciated, honestly it is actual art, an excellent representation of the times and culture. excellent work nessa and congrats to everyone here on having great taste
imma dude too and it really is
Ty! Everyone keeps telling the boys and guys that they cant listen to this bc its a song about girls insecurities..but i myself as a girl dont care because everyone has the right to listen to whatever they damn well want. This song is a masterpiece for the books, and nessa did a amazing job making it.
Not a guy (also not a girl but that’s not relevant to what I’m saying) but I think it’s fucked up how people pretend guys don’t have the same problem like it’s a bit different most of the time but it’s still not healthy
you're a lyrical genius. I love u nessa. your music is such a comfort🖤
hey i'm leaving this here so if you forgot about this song you get reminded
How am I just now finding this song?!?! As someone who has struggled with 2 types of ED’s and body dysmorphic disorder for the last 9 years this song makes me and my struggles feel heard, thank you nessa ❤
I've never had Ed problems but to those who do I love you and am so proud of you if your recovering, even to those who have JUST started on their recovery, you matter and the way you look is not an issue.
Amo tanto esta musica 🖤
tbmmm 😩😩
this song hits so hard, and the fact its so relatable-...
Nessa I’m so proud of you, keep doing your amazing thing. Love you 💕
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
@@aprilbyyy1705 don’t force ur religion onto others
@@Grace-ul7wr exactly. He’s on every comment
@@Grace-ul7wr IKR
This had me flashback to some serious past and present troubles with my ED and never realized how far back it stems... Im 20 now and i really started to develop it at around 10 when my dad died. If i could describe how its been the past decade, this song sums it up. The comments, the pain, the paranoia, the grief, everything.
Nessa voice is so awesome and angelic 🤍
Bro. This girls gonna go so far and beyond. I’m SOO incredibly proud of you Nessa♡︎
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
It’s crazy how much time and effort you put into these videos. Huge respect. Keep up the good work
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
you are a great example to follow love!! We love you all your fans and we will always support you
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
@@aprilbyyy1705
Nobody gives a shit.
Keep it up Nessa. Deep & meaningful
We NEED more artists like you in the future, talented, beautiful and meaningful.
So real. If im st@rving myself and someone doesn’t know and says "you look healthier!" "Keep it up! You look amazing"
this song was playing on radio today... i immediately fell in love with it
I love this bc the ED really describes and relates to me...this song is my new fav now.
This song nothing short of art, hits home when I look at pictures, I’ve been nit picking myself apart since I were a child. Always looked my best and my parents won the genetic lottery but somehow I’ve always had something to criticise about myself. Now I’m 40
So proud of you nessa
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
She perfectly described what it’s like having an eating disorder. Her lyrics are incredible.
Amazing art nessa Barrett! Very impressive and vulnerable
“And drown my demons in a tub filled with tears” bruh that hits I love you so much Nessa this is a bop and I’m proud of you! Your beautiful❤️❤️
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
the bible says not to push religion onto people. so maybe read it before you start pushing other people to read it. just my thought as a atheist.
@@aprilbyyy1705 1 Peter 5:1-3
So I exhort the elders among you, as a fellow elder and a witness of the sufferings of Christ, as well as a partaker in the glory that is going to be revealed: shepherd the flock of God that is among you, exercising oversight, not under compulsion, but willingly, as God would have you; not for shameful gain, but eagerly; not domineering over those in your charge, but being examples to the flock. (proof it says not to push your religion onto people)
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU NESSA
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
@@aprilbyyy1705 Bro stop it. Stop push religion onto ppl, it's serious
The best song I’ve ever heard in my entire life.
This song is amazing!
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
the "what if i quit and then you don't want me?" really got me
I LOVE YOUR MUSIC, MY BABY, YOU ARE SHINING
This is really good all of Nessas music is so deep and relatable 🖤
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️
This is such a jam
And the lyricssss..
it’s so deep and sad.
Tho I’ve never been through something like this or anything similar.. I can still feel it through the lyrics of this song... if that makes sense
I’ll be playing this whenever I get a mental breakdown
I have to say, the lyrics are so insightful. And I'm usually not the kind of person who likes music from a young girl. But, this is really good.
Never thought Nessa would make a song about this. It hits home, such a good song
New song to listen on loop discovered
I’m going to get “ I always look my best when I’m dying on the inside !! “ it’s just so real and personal , nessa I really appreciate you and ur music please never stop doing you 🥺🥺🥺🖤🖤🖤🖤
This song is so relatable sadly tho😢
Nessa,suas músicas são perfeitassss te amo
Nessa Barrett is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal ✝️✝️✝️
I have a binge ED with parents who constantly criticize my weight and looks and this hits a little too hard, this song is my comfort song 💖
im so soory i hope you have a fast recovery
janessa you are incredible you’re going to more places with your talent
Not the Janesa 😭
@@rachelgellar5553 ikrrrr
@@rachelgellar5553 it’s her full name..
@@СЧАСТЛИВАЯ-х8рI know that but it's just that she don’t like that name lmao
@@rachelgellar5553 oh I wasn’t aware of that I apologize .
So proud of you Nessa, I love you
i LOVE all of ur music Nessa! but this one is my FAVORITE !! this is on repeat for me
I honestly believe Nessa is incapable of making a bad song
same
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life for our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven!! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
Love that your spreading the gospel!! God loves you too💗
I relate to this song a lot, since I was diagnosed with Ulcerative colitis, I haven't been in remission for 7 months and before I had this, I used to weigh more- I wasn't overweight, just average weight but not skinny enough for the standards, but then when I got this illnes, I dropped to 45 /47 kilos which is underweight for me because I stopped eating as much because the thought of eating made me want to throw up, but yet now everyones saying how beautiful I look but even if I look beautiful, I'm still suffering and I'm barely able to get up most days.
I'm also aware that the song is about ED, but I still relate to it in my own way.
i'm so depressed i listened to this song for over two hours straight. good song.
apparently my friend is a great therapist, still listening to it though
Honestly same
This song describes how i feel 😢
Your song is literally a description of an ED. It also tells a deep meaning and story in it. Great storytelling!
I love this song so much because its so relatable to so many people, including me, and the lyeics hit so hard especially when youve felt them on such a deep level
vc não tem uma música ruim, todas são ótimas 💗
0:27 ...I LOVE THIS🛐
I relate to this song so hard, thank you for this 🤍
Nessa vc sempre arrasou
This song is the most relatable song I have ever heard 💛
perfeitaa
I've literally been listening to this everyday on replay for so long u dont understanddd
“did you lose a little weight?” when will people learn to not comment on others bodies- it fuels eating disorders. “you should keep it up cuz you really look great”
you deserve all TE AMO LINDA
This song is such a bop and the lyrics video is so good nessa love ya sm u are my top 10 singers that make MV and lyrics so so good omg literally so proud of u😭🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
This song is my entire life honestly this girl needs a Grammy not 1 but 1000000
So proud of u my bby
your music is great❤️❤️❤️❤️
i’m honestly in love w this song
Personally this song is so relatable I love it so much keep doin what ur doing nessa ur great💖✌️
LORD THIS IS THE BEST SONG AS IS THE PERFORMER
Hi I wanna tell you Jesus Loves You So Much He Gave His Life For Our sins so we can be forgiven from our sins and Go To Heaven! Gods Love For Us Is Unconditonal
@@aprilbyyy1705 sorry, what is it for?
Absolutely love this song, so so proud of you Nessa
I’m truly obsessed with this song
THIS SONG IS THE BEST NESSA'S SONGS
1:49 NICE
This song>> one of my FAV songs 💕
I love this song!
I love this song I can't stop listening to it. You make art babe 💕💕
Hits hard "what if i didn't do this to my body, what if I quit and then you don't want me" "swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything"
Sucks to be afraid of eating now. Can't eat meat. I am eating baby food to stay alive and prevent me from fainting.
I hope you find your way out of this. 🫂❤️🩹
I already followed, but I wasn't a fan and now I am!. omg I'm so in awe of this girl's talent🖤
This songs is so pretty
I’m obsessed with this song I’m 14 and have severe depression so this really hits hard and is so relatable. Love gurl you have an amazing voice don’t be afraid.
in ed recovery and this means the world. this journey is so fucking challenging and is eventful but I promise you, repairing your relationships and friendships is the best thing i have ever done.
It's amazing how far he's come
Discoverered this song just now. Its beautiful and the meaning its really sad.
OMGGG LOVEEEE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭♥️♥️♥️
“Swallowing my pride so I won’t eat anything”
I LOVE YOUUUUU
Everyone is pretty no matter what so forget the demons ❤❤❤
The song describes the questions for a lot of people only caring about the physical not the mental😢
I love love your music, it's an example to follow my safe place 💗💐
Love you nessa💗💗💗💗💗💗💗
I love this song so much 😭💞
Finally a song i can atleast partially relate to 😢❤
nessa is insanely talented
Nessa? Nessa es y hace ARTE🖤
this is beautiful Nessa you are beautiful I love you
Heyy Nessa love u 🖤
Eds are no joke, they affect you so much more than you'll ever understand. I hate who I am with my ed but also who I am without it, it's like a parasite that I can't get ride of. Sometimes I don't want it to go considering it's the only thing to permantley stay with me.
Everything is so perfect 😍❤️
This is a song for me,all your songs are perfect,and your voice to💞
this song is so good, you are so talented janessa, ily so much ❤
I’ve literally listened to this song like millions of times
TE AMO MI NENAAAA
Nessa is a new legend... 🤭