I'm caught up in the everyday trend Tied up by invisible thread Walking down a razor-thin edge And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead Been a few months since I crossed over state lines Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime Drink all night till I can't walk in a straight line Feel so low but I'm high at the same time [Pre-Chorus] I can't keep my feet on the ground And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now I'm hoping that someone comes around Helps me figure it out [Chorus] I think that I should try to kill my ego 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me I'm all grown up but somehow lately I'm acting like a fucking baby I'm really not as happy as I seem
I'm caught up in the everyday trend
Tied up by invisible thread
Walking down a razor-thin edge
And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
Drink all night till I can't walk in a straight line
Feel so low but I'm high at the same time
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't keep my feet on the ground
And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
I'm hoping that someone comes around
Helps me figure it out
[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
I'm all grown up but somehow lately
I'm acting like a fucking baby
I'm really not as happy as I seem