Loaded had prior mental illness for a long time and this was his last breaking point, you don’t just commit suicide your brain will stop you, unless your brain literally changes from years of depression!
I don’t even think he understood that he was traumatized some people could be traumatized and have PTSD and not even know it and be depressed you could tell by his face rest in peace
-The agonizing guilt of accidentally killing your best friend. -The thought of spending your best years in jail over it. -Your girlfriend leaving you a day before your court hearing. That's a recipe that could break most dudes. What a shame.
Nahh yall new gen gotta toughen up fr...everybody goes thru shit and guess what we live thru and learn....this sounds like a lost boy never had a father to tell him what I just typed
Lol shawn said "that was my artist as well" so you know vlad gotta try to one up him and say "I think I did his first interview and I probably did his 2nd one" salute to shawn he be doing his thing
I never saw any parts of Lil Loaded interview. His eyes read a bothered person. And being a youngster rapper he’s surprisingly well spoken. RIP young brotha
Bro imagine killing one of your homies by mistake you might get big jail time for it life already hard man then you find out your girl cheating on you man that shit will break somebody
He giving up the game tho, he throw a bag at they deal to get a cut of the big bag, he don't even really know these artists, he not signing the artist, he signing a piece of their publishing
bro everything Vlad says, he just HAS to mention himself. its honestly so annoying. especially on a topic like this. like no one gives a fuck. theres no reason to point out that you did his first interview, that your 40 something, that you have a therapist you talk to, etc etc etc. this is suppose to be about Lil Loaded. Not Lil Loaded and Vlad TV. goddamn man. LONG LIVE LIL LOADED
I had my ❤ 💔 at 18. I'm glad I was able to get thru that. I was on a rampage I didn't care about nobody or myself. For those going thru it stay strong.
Lol Vlad's reasoning for releasing it anyway despite them asking him not to is such bs "had a bunch of editors with nothing to edit..." lol what does that have to do with promising not to release it?
they weren’t doing interviews doing that time and needed to keep his employees busy and keep uploading. it’s not hard to understand. he makes money off uploading in order to take care his payroll. he needed the content
@@2008jessegreen so basically if I feel like I need it bad enough f whatever I told you, all promises out the window. My word is trash and that’s cool wit you right? Understandable?!
Watch the video for Emotional Killer and you see him rapping into the action end of that pistol ...Now that gives me chills knowing how he went out ... Rest easy young man gone too soon .
Reason follow dead people and start showing fake love is because everyone loves drama and wants to be apart of it without it affecting their own personal life and the internet is the perfect place to get that. What’s more dramatic than a death? Everyone wants to know about it, but not to experience it personally.
Bro i remember when he blew up from his 3rd song 6locc 6a6y then released his 4 song smoke today. I miss bro fr, still waiting for a post on insta even though i know it won't happen😭.
Thank you,djvlad so much for the wisdom you shared with Quando Rando,much love to verify the checks his self not totally trust others pertaining to business affairs!!!
even if he was going down the road for 5 or 10 thats not a reason to kill urself at 20 i believe he was fd up bout what he did cuz that was his homie he loved him, it was his girl that betrayed him and probably he had depression over the pressure he withstand over the years also drugs might have eaten him alive
I’m sorry vlad but you don’t know what that man was feeling or thinking you don’t know if he was worried about the time that’s why I say don’t speculate. When you are telling a story that the person can’t disagree with just tell the facts💯
@@blacklux6774 That's shit is mad hard to get. I was going to therapy twice a week and that shit was $125 a session. Stop talking like you know everything.
To answer question at the end... thats how it has always been with artist when they die... Vincent Van Gogh wasnt famous and wasnt rich when he died in 1890... but after his death he became one of the most famous painters of all time.
I think it just shows that happiness and the way you view yourself is often independent of money. I can’t speak on the reasoning behind his suicide but I’m sure he was feeling heavily depressed. Possibly over his prior GF and involvement in his friend’s death. I just wish he held in there because I’m sure the pain from what he was going through may not have been as heavy today as it was then.
He Died Like 2 months Ago. I’m Not Sure Pain And Worry That Severe Would Have Changed Between Now And Then. And Facing Prison For Your Bestfriends Death? Manslaughter Carries Up To 15yrs I Believe So Yeah Idk
@@SoleahWright Yeah man. It’s really sad and I partially agree with you. I was referring more to the alleged issues with his then GF. Im sure it all piled on at once and was extremely overbearing. But I’m sure emotions relating to his GF would’ve somewhat settled by this point. It’s really sad because rarely do we have rappers commit suicide. ANYBODY committing suicide is extremely tragic but as far as the hip-hop community goes, it’s rare. We read a lot of these news titles but we don’t necessarily think about how the person might be feeling. If I accidentally killed my best friend, I don’t know how I’d be able to cope. Couple that with your GF leaving you. Damn.
@@paradiseplayer5103 Man I Find It Soooooooooo Hard To believe It Was Over The Gf. Don’t Get Me Wrong I Believe in Love, I Know it Runs Deep. I Been Heartbroken Before Beyond words I Didbt Wanna Eat, Get Out Of Bed, Etc I KNOW It Hurts But I Just Can’t Make Myself Believe That Was The Reason. I Could Be ABSOLUTELY Wrong but That’s Hard For Me
Did Vlad really attribute his depression to going to prison instead of him killing his best friend on accident?.. I haven't finished yet but if that's his perspective he's lost.. WTF
I literally was thinking the same exact thing while watching. Vlad was more focused on the prison fear, rather than the remorseful feelings loaded must’ve lived with every day for killing his best friend. I swear I can’t stand vlad sometimes.
*I’m hearing too many of these stories of young boy’s out here not knowing how to properly handle a firearm & friends/loved one’s paying the price🤦🏿♂️*
Honestly I been saying ima stop watching these videos since I started but nah I always find myself watching at least 1 everytome I get on youtube. I dont understand
I still dont believe Loaded did that to himself. My friend peanut "killed himself" too and it turned out a few years later that he actually got killed in a house party turned to a hostage situation. Stay woke
Lil loaded couldn’t have been ok mentally I mean none of us are that grew up in these conditions … him killing his friend played a bigger role than his girl cheating … we grow up not even believing in love till we get that 1 but I gareentee he loved the guy he killed way more than his girl in my opinion
I had a friend peanut who was actually a rapper they claimed "killed himself" then around 2 years later the feds discovered that he was murdered . I doubt loaded woulda did it to himself stay woke
Every time VLAD says ”sad story” it sounds like he smiles lol
😭😭😭😭😭
Lol
“Yea ..... yea sad story” 😄
Even though you can't see him during interview it's like you can feel him grinning or smiling when he's talking about something sad.
Yea cause he really don’t care
Loaded had prior mental illness for a long time and this was his last breaking point, you don’t just commit suicide your brain will stop you, unless your brain literally changes from years of depression!
Dr baba lol you don’t know wtf you talking about
I don’t even think he understood that he was traumatized some people could be traumatized and have PTSD and not even know it and be depressed you could tell by his face rest in peace
@@heavensentkayX yeah a lotta people don’t even know what it is or that they be fucked up
It can also be a stage too. I've been depressed for a decade, was suicidal for years, never had the balls to do it. I still suffer to this day
Thanks Dr. Phil
-The agonizing guilt of accidentally killing your best friend.
-The thought of spending your best years in jail over it.
-Your girlfriend leaving you a day before your court hearing.
That's a recipe that could break most dudes. What a shame.
Nahh yall new gen gotta toughen up fr...everybody goes thru shit and guess what we live thru and learn....this sounds like a lost boy never had a father to tell him what I just typed
@@PhilWitDa_45 My fault G. I didn't know you killed your own best friend and endured all that came with it. Where are my manners.
@@NewYorksMostWanted mannnnnn 💯😂😂😂😂
@@PhilWitDa_45 FOH
Man I get it its traumatic but life goes on. If u know it was an accident ask for forgiveness from whoever and keepbit movin...
Or accidentally killing his best friend….probably was going through depression and on top of all he had going on. Depression is real!
Too real.
Shawn cotton be having the most random artists under his wing
Rip lil loaded
He smart for that He getting Money and helping out at the same time
Yeah he made a lot of money off of spotemgotem
R.I.P Loaded
Lol
Lol shawn said "that was my artist as well" so you know vlad gotta try to one up him and say "I think I did his first interview and I probably did his 2nd one" salute to shawn he be doing his thing
He said genius did his first one
LETS PLAY A FUN GAME: How many times can Glad say "I" in an interview or how many times he make it about him!! 🤣🤣
It is his platform he probally wantsbto promote that so people look back so he gets more views
Does anybody know how old vlad is? 😂😂😂😂 just watch all his interviews
Bingo!!!!
He is interviewing a competitor. Dont forget that
@@genehatch2733 Shawn does what vlad does… like joe budden 😂😂😂
That heart break and killing his friend broke him hard af
I never saw any parts of Lil Loaded interview. His eyes read a bothered person. And being a youngster rapper he’s surprisingly well spoken.
RIP young brotha
You not a rapper hush hush
You really never know what someone is going through
Bro imagine killing one of your homies by mistake you might get big jail time for it life already hard man then you find out your girl cheating on you man that shit will break somebody
It did…
No nigga just u and him
Only a weak ass man.
Only the strong survive
Some people. Not all people.
“We done had hard times gotta know it get better” rip lil loaded
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I aint even know he was ya artist. shawn cotton be havin some people under his belt salute to bro he doin his thing.
Wonder what his record deals look like since he’s advocating for rappers going the independent route
Glokknine & Nahmir thru him too
He giving up the game tho, he throw a bag at they deal to get a cut of the big bag, he don't even really know these artists, he not signing the artist, he signing a piece of their publishing
@@atlsupremeg7462 stop it. Shawn be doing these niggas favors fr
@@iLLestTv that's what I just explained, no favor is free, he get his on the backend
Shawn seems like a good dude shoutout to him
GLAD : “ I did his 1st interview “
“ it was probably his biggest interview “
😂😂
2nd
If Glad never says “football numbers” again I would be okay with that 😂
Why Did That Bother Me Too😂😂😂
Vlad like 50. Old man lingo
😂😂😂😂😂
The shit literally makes my skin crawl. A lil part of me dies every time he says it. Nobody even says that shit anymore
@@vershawnsea9219 you hit it on the head with “skin crawl” 😂
bro everything Vlad says, he just HAS to mention himself. its honestly so annoying. especially on a topic like this. like no one gives a fuck. theres no reason to point out that you did his first interview, that your 40 something, that you have a therapist you talk to, etc etc etc. this is suppose to be about Lil Loaded. Not Lil Loaded and Vlad TV. goddamn man.
LONG LIVE LIL LOADED
Right! Idc for this dude. I'm just here to listen to ole dude speak about Lil Loaded.
I had my ❤ 💔 at 18. I'm glad I was able to get thru that. I was on a rampage I didn't care about nobody or myself. For those going thru it stay strong.
Good for you my friend. Keep on keeping on
Don't
King u sound like a queen rn
@@lonestarbulldogs2625 f outta here with that king queen bs
@@lonestarbulldogs2625 SMD! DISRESPECTFULLY.....
I was just thinking of little loaded just now never knew that was a cheese artist
Yea shawn posted it a while ago
Nobody knew until now lol stop lying
@@Mrgomodefr grimey
He was on his way after my interview. Vlad always want to get credit off someone else's success 💥💥💥🖕
Vlad been waiting to say football numbers since he heard that one guy say it.
Mobster numbers is a good one too
@@blickyru no thats not.
@@flashloc4571 I ain’t got time for you today 😂 Go find some success
Lol Vlad's reasoning for releasing it anyway despite them asking him not to is such bs "had a bunch of editors with nothing to edit..." lol what does that have to do with promising not to release it?
Facts ! I thought scrapping it means to trash it !
Vlad been a fuck boy
they weren’t doing interviews doing that time and needed to keep his employees busy and keep uploading. it’s not hard to understand. he makes money off uploading in order to take care his payroll. he needed the content
@@2008jessegreen so basically if I feel like I need it bad enough f whatever I told you, all promises out the window. My word is trash and that’s cool wit you right? Understandable?!
@@blacklux6774 basically once you do an interview it's his after that.
“I told you I was gonna do this but it’s gonna have to come out “ Vlad is not a man of his word at all
They did it 1st.
This mans facial hair be killing me
Watch the video for Emotional Killer and you see him rapping into the action end of that pistol ...Now that gives me chills knowing how he went out ... Rest easy young man gone too soon .
Killing your Friend accidentally in such a db way would make u wanna kill yourself in seeing him die next to u. Rip loaded
It's still crazy how Loaded blew up in literally 24 hours after dropping his first video and was signed to a label weeks later
Industry plant shit
They explain it in the video
@@selfishstockton6123 talkin out yo neck mane
His voice is so animated
Reason follow dead people and start showing fake love is because everyone loves drama and wants to be apart of it without it affecting their own personal life and the internet is the perfect place to get that. What’s more dramatic than a death? Everyone wants to know about it, but not to experience it personally.
Shawn looks like Marty the Zebra🦓 from Madagascar😂
LMFAO! I READ IT AND PICTURED IT LMFAO! ON POINT WIT THE DESCRIPTION! 🤠🍟
1:05 How many people is editing one interview gonna keep busy? 🤣🤣🤣🤣 V-lad is a real buster. Hope y’all seeing this shit.
Payroll
Bruh act like he couldn’t upload it, bruh weird
“6lock 6a6y” the beast came to collect imo.
This man looks stressed out. Stay strong say cheese!! And why you wore me hat flat ass hat? But stay safe mayne. It’s look like you’re under pressure
He need to keep his hands off his face.
Loaded was a savage he wasn't scared to go to prison Vlad.
Nah Shawn intelligently clowned vlad the whole interview🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Integrity, honor, your word, naw my staff needs something to do😅
Bro i remember when he blew up from his 3rd song 6locc 6a6y then released his 4 song smoke today. I miss bro fr, still waiting for a post on insta even though i know it won't happen😭.
I remember when he killed his homeboy
Damn for it to be his “Artist” he sure don’t know shit that was goin on
bro has like 20 artist lol
Lol that man brought him to epic tryna act like he was in the mix lol
lil loaded went thru so much shit man he was stronger than a lot of us would be🙏 rest in peace
In my opinion you can tell just by the kids eyes, there’s not much of him left anymore, so sad‼️
Shawn cotton gives me crack head steal your tv vibes
Loaded had major talent unfortunate passing Rip Lil Loaded
After he left 400,000 extra followers I luv you Nephew R.I.HQuis R.I.HLoaded
I wonder if vlad loves football as much as he loves football numbers 🧐
It was probably his biggest interview ever 🙄
That beard wild
leave that man alone 😂😂
It goes to show; it’s not about money and shit…it’s about getting your mind and body and soul rightp
Vlads favorite thing to say is “they giving out football numbers… I heard”
Vlad knows we think he is self centered so he’s doing it on purpose for comments now !! Stop mentioning how vlad makes the interview about himself!
Vlad deserves his props
“I didn’t know he was with cheese “ headass
😂😂😂
There he go saying football numbers again 🙄😂
Nothin get him excited and impressed like a Nigga going to jail for a long time, football numbers 😍
vlad going back on his word
Exactly
That's cuz he's a 🐍
The way people just down play mental health issues is bizarre to me.
Gald is worried about people talking about his personal business on the internet for clout on a video he’s made about a young mans suicide 🤯
bro when i heard he shot himself in the mouth made me instantly tear up 🤦🏽♂️ rip loaded fr
Say cheese put on a lot of rappers it crazy ‼️
His girl cheating on him was just the tip of the iceberg.
Thank you,djvlad so much for the wisdom you shared with Quando Rando,much love to verify the checks his self not totally trust others pertaining to business affairs!!!
I never seen 2 people take advantage n exploit youngins who don't know the game yet n then take so much credit for other people's work
even if he was going down the road for 5 or 10 thats not a reason to kill urself at 20 i believe he was fd up bout what he did cuz that was his homie he loved him, it was his girl that betrayed him and probably he had depression over the pressure he withstand over the years also drugs might have eaten him alive
Nigga he wasn’t on drugs
I’m sorry vlad but you don’t know what that man was feeling or thinking you don’t know if he was worried about the time that’s why I say don’t speculate. When you are telling a story that the person can’t disagree with just tell the facts💯
DJ Vlad you have to remember that most people that need therapists cannot afford a therapist. Not that they don't go and see one
Bs. There is therapycovered under state insurance
@@blacklux6774 do you know how hard that shit is to take advantage of tho? Man I swear people just be saying shit
@@blacklux6774 That's shit is mad hard to get. I was going to therapy twice a week and that shit was $125 a session. Stop talking like you know everything.
@@blacklux6774 maybe for YOUR state
You never know what people goes too
To answer question at the end... thats how it has always been with artist when they die... Vincent Van Gogh wasnt famous and wasnt rich when he died in 1890... but after his death he became one of the most famous painters of all time.
True, If Biggie and Pac lived they probably wouldn't be as big today.
@@kidgrebo1 L
Why in the hell would you have a loaded gun on the set of a video shoot? All weapons have a safety feature.
Not all but you are right about having a loaded gun on set
His name lil loaded what you think. The shit gonna be loaded
Glocks are popular handguns used in music videos and none of them have a safety
@@zae5236 damn bruh you got me on this one🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
RIP Lil Loaded 574 Woods 4 Life
574🌲🌲
I think it just shows that happiness and the way you view yourself is often independent of money. I can’t speak on the reasoning behind his suicide but I’m sure he was feeling heavily depressed. Possibly over his prior GF and involvement in his friend’s death. I just wish he held in there because I’m sure the pain from what he was going through may not have been as heavy today as it was then.
He Died Like 2 months Ago. I’m Not Sure Pain And Worry That Severe Would Have Changed Between Now And Then. And Facing Prison For Your Bestfriends Death? Manslaughter Carries Up To 15yrs I Believe So Yeah Idk
@@SoleahWright Yeah man. It’s really sad and I partially agree with you. I was referring more to the alleged issues with his then GF. Im sure it all piled on at once and was extremely overbearing. But I’m sure emotions relating to his GF would’ve somewhat settled by this point. It’s really sad because rarely do we have rappers commit suicide. ANYBODY committing suicide is extremely tragic but as far as the hip-hop community goes, it’s rare. We read a lot of these news titles but we don’t necessarily think about how the person might be feeling. If I accidentally killed my best friend, I don’t know how I’d be able to cope. Couple that with your GF leaving you. Damn.
@@paradiseplayer5103 Man I Find It Soooooooooo Hard To believe It Was Over The Gf. Don’t Get Me Wrong I Believe in Love, I Know it Runs Deep. I Been Heartbroken Before Beyond words I Didbt Wanna Eat, Get Out Of Bed, Etc I KNOW It Hurts But I Just Can’t Make Myself Believe That Was The Reason. I Could Be ABSOLUTELY Wrong but That’s Hard For Me
I bet it’s more than just that
Did Vlad really attribute his depression to going to prison instead of him killing his best friend on accident?.. I haven't finished yet but if that's his perspective he's lost.. WTF
I literally was thinking the same exact thing while watching. Vlad was more focused on the prison fear, rather than the remorseful feelings loaded must’ve lived with every day for killing his best friend. I swear I can’t stand vlad sometimes.
This is why you don’t play with fucking guns just to show off in a music video
Hope I meet you soon loaded💔👑rih
*I’m hearing too many of these stories of young boy’s out here not knowing how to properly handle a firearm & friends/loved one’s paying the price🤦🏿♂️*
Then stop listening to them
It's a reflection of our education system on guns in this country
If I hear Vlad say football numbers one more time, ima stop watching these shits 😂
Honestly I been saying ima stop watching these videos since I started but nah I always find myself watching at least 1 everytome I get on youtube. I dont understand
I will never speak with a therapist that’s stupid
He didn't kill him self over the girl he did it over his best friend that is very traumatic
I still dont believe Loaded did that to himself. My friend peanut "killed himself" too and it turned out a few years later that he actually got killed in a house party turned to a hostage situation. Stay woke
I'm sure
How many unreleased songs he have?
the lil loaded dude just looked down and sad for some reason
shawn be having bad luck with his artists man. damn.
How tf you get on the say cheese roster
Lil loaded has a good heart he paid homage to tommy craze even after vlad tried to shade him rip big dawg we still bumping you out here
Nigga he didn't shade him
@poncho mac Vlad viewers wierd. They love his channel but hate him
@@yalelop428 he didn’t shade him?? He kept saying polish youtuber didn’t even bother to mention his name even in this current interview he does this
@poncho mac you didn’t even watch it so stfu
@@yalelop428 and I’m not a vlad viewer only reason I’m on here cause I say say cheese you the one in his comment sections you the only vlad sub here
Just trim them cheek hairs off SayCheese 😂
I bet that young man doesn't even own his music publishing. Hopefully, his family gets it. 🙏🏾
Here’s a thought why don’t you let the guest talk
@8:54 Vlad always trying to compare his life with every interviewer he talks too. I'm lying?
Vlad! Not only the threat of prison, but all the other stuff this kid has been through
Manslaughter carries 2-20 years in Texas bro‼️
How did loaded get his hands on a pistol if he’s in jail
Nigga he was 🆓
@@214huesos3 oh I ain’t know
Involuntary manslaughter carries more like 5 years in average I've seen several cases happen ppl in my close orbit
Him being your artist and doing a joint venture are two totally different agreements. Beware artist ppl will claim yo ass quick for a buzz...
Why say cheese always sound like he’s yelling???
Lil loaded couldn’t have been ok mentally I mean none of us are that grew up in these conditions … him killing his friend played a bigger role than his girl cheating … we grow up not even believing in love till we get that 1 but I gareentee he loved the guy he killed way more than his girl in my opinion
The whole loaded situation just is not adding up in my eyes
I had a friend peanut who was actually a rapper they claimed "killed himself" then around 2 years later the feds discovered that he was murdered . I doubt loaded woulda did it to himself stay woke
I can't believe this man...fuckin kid was so talented
You know you getting money when you don’t care to shave the ground beef off yo face. That money make you super comfortable 💯
How about it could could have been a mental let let down. Fuck just the threat of going to jail.
Bruh didn’t care bout no prison some people are just real and will really end it all
This nigga Shawn cotton talk with his WHOLE MOUTH 💀
RIP LIL FOLKS ..