$uicideboy$ - and to those i love, thanks for sticking around (slowed + reverb)

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  • @observerlolsosjdsbwbsj
    @observerlolsosjdsbwbsj 3 года назад +667

    The fact that we aren't even suprised by awful people anymore, but by amazing people

  • @isabellasitton5495
    @isabellasitton5495 4 года назад +115

    this right here.. this hits different :(

  • @user-wl6sq2su2c
    @user-wl6sq2su2c 4 года назад +342

    1:01

    • @bianji.2236
      @bianji.2236 3 года назад +2

      Legit what I can here for

    • @beankobe1749
      @beankobe1749 3 года назад

      I be dead by dawn💔

    • @pedrzwq
      @pedrzwq 3 года назад +1

      thank you :)

    • @lipezz4785
      @lipezz4785 3 года назад +1

      thanks, you are my hero hahahahah

    • @coolguy1295
      @coolguy1295 3 года назад +1

      thanks! :')

  • @likingandsubscribing
    @likingandsubscribing 2 года назад +178

    I wish somehow I could go back in time and appreciate everything more than I did

  • @Parker_Lot
    @Parker_Lot 4 года назад +197

    I ain't even suicidal man, I'm just sad rn

    • @marsscars1641
      @marsscars1641 3 года назад +5

      I’m both.

    • @aramkqly4555
      @aramkqly4555 3 года назад

      @@marsscars1641 sad times

    • @werse_ok
      @werse_ok 3 года назад +5

      I just like the song I’m not sad

    • @liux958
      @liux958 3 года назад

      @@werse_ok same

    • @ikurii2108
      @ikurii2108 3 года назад +1

      Same,i listen to this every day bc i am always sad

  • @SigBmoke_
    @SigBmoke_ 9 месяцев назад +12

    To any bro reading this, you don't miss her my g, you miss the idea of her, it's okay to feel sad rn, the fact you can feel this pain means what you felt was real, the emotion and pain you endure now is more real than any memory of missing her. Keep your chin up soldier, live for the day and love yourself, in time you will find the right one that you derserve, never give up 🤝

    • @werro6
      @werro6 13 дней назад

      ❤ Alpha shit

  • @amthairichard625
    @amthairichard625 2 года назад +18

    I miss the old me when shit was simple and when I was actually enough but that shit faded

    • @lanidrac777
      @lanidrac777 2 года назад

      Everyone is too about themselves these days. Stay yourself and serve the lord. There is a reason he is the most hated and rebuked.

    • @skizlemcnizle
      @skizlemcnizle 8 месяцев назад

      Same… I’ll never be enough.

  • @cheska7462
    @cheska7462 4 года назад +1159

    our generation is js a bunch of suicidal kids telling each other suidide isnt it

    • @evaluna4777
      @evaluna4777 4 года назад +45

      facts

    • @kill4eyesore
      @kill4eyesore 3 года назад +59

      As a suicidal person I can confirm 💀

    • @edzzy8896
      @edzzy8896 3 года назад +13

      @@kill4eyesore bruh

    • @thisoneweeb
      @thisoneweeb 3 года назад +5

      @@kill4eyesore same :c

    • @vxncentvvs
      @vxncentvvs 3 года назад +25

      @@kill4eyesore nobody gives a shit about your e-begging depression

  • @wealth.motivator
    @wealth.motivator 3 года назад +35

    Im not suicidal or depressed or anything im here because the start of the song reminds me of the last days before my grandpa died from cancer

    • @Curvedalpha
      @Curvedalpha 2 года назад

      Hope your doing good. He’ll Rest In Peace. ❤️

    • @AnimalProjec
      @AnimalProjec 2 года назад

      im not suicidal or depressed i just like daycore

    • @YamiTheCreator
      @YamiTheCreator 2 года назад

      seethe + cope + stay mad + who asked + you fell off + L

  • @Panda-pe9zk
    @Panda-pe9zk 2 года назад +285

    Not depressed just want to vibe to sad music, and I never think of suicide cause Ik God got something coming for me.

    • @aubree5863
      @aubree5863 2 года назад +15

      Facts amen 🙏🏼

    • @angelofhell1127
      @angelofhell1127 2 года назад +2

      yeah right…😂😂

    • @ademirramirez8985
      @ademirramirez8985 2 года назад +11

      @@Yea___ that's not funny brother 👎

    • @SnowShadyLP
      @SnowShadyLP 2 года назад +4

      dang i wish the 1.20m people that atttempted in 2020 alone had a plan from god

    • @luisa3503
      @luisa3503 Год назад +2

      Amen brother

  • @Krucifixz
    @Krucifixz 2 года назад +13

    Even though I suck at showing it, I love her more and more everyday. She by far the most amazing and unique person I've ever came across and i'm so happy she's in my life still. I love her so much 😭

  • @imlistening6211
    @imlistening6211 4 года назад +58

    0:56

  • @DanceMuzik247365
    @DanceMuzik247365 2 года назад +32

    I play this on repeat as well as the hour version this hits in so many ways the only reason I carry on is to make sure my kids make it…. Then I’ll be on my way and i won’t be long
    Never really felt like I belonged 🙏🙏🙏

    • @oscargalaviz7775
      @oscargalaviz7775 2 года назад

      We all have a place bro 😎 real talk

    • @mnczouuii7675
      @mnczouuii7675 2 года назад +1

      I remeber this song used to stick around in 2021 in tiktok it just give me gta5 online memories

    • @my_previousself
      @my_previousself Год назад

      I believe in you

    • @skizlemcnizle
      @skizlemcnizle 8 месяцев назад

      Same )-:

  • @brandongarcia203
    @brandongarcia203 3 года назад +45

    I know this somehow became a tik tock song but this song is still a banger of emotional music. Ruby's lyrics are actually way to relatable and that's so stupid to say out loud but it's true

  • @cjvib3z5
    @cjvib3z5 2 года назад +74

    Lost My Father To Suicide & It kills me knowing he felt like this 😭😔 I couldn't save him when he needed me the most...R.I.P Dad.. this song is for you

    • @grayisonline2367
      @grayisonline2367 Год назад +10

      Be safe soldier..

    • @40s_family
      @40s_family Год назад +10

      Damn man I feel you I lost my mom to suicide Im here for you my brother

    • @kendrickrodavia1783
      @kendrickrodavia1783 7 месяцев назад +1

      Oi dont be sad lad be strong brotha

    • @matthewrunyon4858
      @matthewrunyon4858 4 месяца назад

      Lost my girl that I had been with for 7 years like this just keep pushing man.

    • @dollyblack1642
      @dollyblack1642 3 месяца назад

      What A Saveeeee

  • @kurayamaking6425
    @kurayamaking6425 2 года назад +12

    Sucks that over the years you lose and meet new people. A constant circle of ups and downs with no real end sight. But with hope, it's made it worth it.

  • @ilyuzi8436
    @ilyuzi8436 Год назад +4

    The fact I can relate to every sad song I listen to is a very bad thing

  • @kalpoze2221
    @kalpoze2221 2 года назад +160

    hey, to anyone who can relate to this song. i’m so sorry, no one should feel like that. you are not worthless. you are beautiful. you are valid. i love you so much

    • @eaglelord7291
      @eaglelord7291 2 года назад +3

      I’m super sebdsted and depressed this comment may have saved my life’❤️

    • @kalpoze2221
      @kalpoze2221 2 года назад +3

      @@eaglelord7291

    • @eaglelord7291
      @eaglelord7291 2 года назад +1

      @@kalpoze2221 much love 💯💯

    • @raistlinsmith8294
      @raistlinsmith8294 2 года назад +2

      @noah it's nice to know people still care for each other, much love ❤️

    • @kalpoze2221
      @kalpoze2221 2 года назад +4

      @@raistlinsmith8294 thank you much love to you too

  • @liv3922
    @liv3922 4 года назад +30

    Essa música tem uma vibe tão boa mds, sonho em dançar ela na chuva

    • @sinopenop2738
      @sinopenop2738 3 года назад +4

      Sonho eu ouvi-la num campo aberto a noite, só com a lua e um par de estrelas

    • @ultraextinto78
      @ultraextinto78 2 года назад

      Mó drip kk

    • @Drs211
      @Drs211 2 года назад

      Isso não é música pra dançar e sim pra quem é depressivo.

    • @user-ri1zi5bn4g
      @user-ri1zi5bn4g 10 месяцев назад

      ​@@sinopenop2738eu estou fazendo isso no meu quintal, olhando pro céu, está bem estrelado

  • @lordmeruem9164
    @lordmeruem9164 3 года назад +695

    Still miss her….but life goes on ❤️

  • @vextxres
    @vextxres 4 дня назад

    The 2020 vibes on this is insane
    I wanna go back
    Just to feel

  • @midnightdemon682
    @midnightdemon682 Год назад +3

    The tired that sleep can't fix

  • @adri9164
    @adri9164 3 года назад +10

    this completed my life

  • @ivan_bojorquez
    @ivan_bojorquez 3 года назад +11

    Ruby’s verse sounds like if shaquille O’Neal was rapping

  • @unknownuser8475
    @unknownuser8475 4 года назад +274

    I'm not depressed, I'm just sad, and wanting to be dead but I don't have the guts to end it😔✌🏾

    • @bkeya
      @bkeya 3 года назад +13

      This..

    • @baconboy5070
      @baconboy5070 3 года назад +5

      shit i do peace 😔✌

    • @peytonsansom
      @peytonsansom 3 года назад +21

      Quit crying around like a damn baby and get over it bro. Bro tf up and live

    • @meersy9949
      @meersy9949 3 года назад +3

      Same😔✌

    • @kvleah
      @kvleah 3 года назад +10

      @@peytonsansom 😐 I cant tell if you were trying to be mean or smth-

  • @dinonuggettodoronika3352
    @dinonuggettodoronika3352 2 года назад +16

    I was just listening to this until i heard "I'll be dead by dawn" i somehow heard that before i ever knew this song existed- also to all those who are hanging on to live right now dont give up im sure everything will get better soon c:
    Edit: i just want to spread a bit of positvity here

    • @salty4505
      @salty4505 2 года назад +1

      The sad things is juat that everyone juat found out abt that song this month😔

    • @ishowbuff2047
      @ishowbuff2047 2 года назад

      @@salty4505 known this song since the day it came out 😃👍

  • @xoaflxam
    @xoaflxam 2 года назад +41

    0:55 i love it

    • @xixx19
      @xixx19 2 года назад

      You're pretty 😊

    • @xoaflxam
      @xoaflxam 2 года назад

      @@xixx19 Ty

    • @AtomixRacing
      @AtomixRacing 4 месяца назад

      @@xixx19How the shit do you know if she's pretty? They don't even have a video or photo? Fuckin weirdo

  • @user-wh5iq2yl8b
    @user-wh5iq2yl8b 2 года назад +7

    Man I'm not even sad. Im just vibing while imagining being on the top of a fucking pyramid while it's raining ..

    • @Sam-vb2gj
      @Sam-vb2gj Месяц назад

      You have the mind of a poet. Pursue it. That is sublime

  • @sayori2194
    @sayori2194 2 года назад +4

    This reminds me of early highschool years, lonely and sad. I guess it's what every guy goes through.

  • @Mr-eo6rs
    @Mr-eo6rs 2 года назад +16

    I don’t believe in suicide. But something about this song just hits something in my soul😔😞😔. I’ll be dead by dawn…. Too many meaning but is only one. Great find🤩

    • @ash.6258
      @ash.6258 2 года назад +2

      You don’t believe in suicide..? Do you think people just pretend to Jill themselves 💀

    • @SnowShadyLP
      @SnowShadyLP 2 года назад +1

      you dont believe in it?

    • @Mr-eo6rs
      @Mr-eo6rs 2 года назад

      Personally!!! To each it’s own. What you believe in is your business. But me PERSONALLY I don’t get it nor want to do it! 🙃 but I love this song

    • @SnowShadyLP
      @SnowShadyLP 2 года назад

      @@Mr-eo6rs OH! i thought you meant you didn't believe that people do it and think it

  • @Holgerssxn
    @Holgerssxn 2 года назад +5

    I love this 2 legends $uicideBoy$

  • @jesuschrist4344
    @jesuschrist4344 2 года назад +2

    Aint depressed no more, But this song is always a vibe, Sad or not.

  • @AntiLGBT_SuperExterminator
    @AntiLGBT_SuperExterminator 2 года назад +1

    I'm not sad yo, this music rocks

  • @brinehart420
    @brinehart420 3 года назад +3

    ♡w♡ thank you for this

  • @prettyxmoodzsubz.1469
    @prettyxmoodzsubz.1469 2 года назад +6

    POV: Ur in a quiet dark room by yourself listening to this as you hear the fan blowing.

  • @sebastianurmom2891
    @sebastianurmom2891 Год назад +5

    This song doesn’t make me feel sad, its just a good fucking song😂

    • @indigo3726
      @indigo3726 5 месяцев назад

      Realmente, pero si te pones a pensar en cosas tristes si lo es

  • @painprolific5951
    @painprolific5951 4 года назад +91

    I'll be dead by dawn.....

    • @helloyouarearandomperson.435
      @helloyouarearandomperson.435 3 года назад +6

      Please no!

    • @werse_ok
      @werse_ok 3 года назад +1

      Aren’t we all dead

    • @wow1228
      @wow1228 3 года назад +1

      @@werse_ok what do you mean by that

    • @werse_ok
      @werse_ok 3 года назад +1

      @@wow1228 honestly don’t know thought it sounded cool

    • @wow1228
      @wow1228 3 года назад +3

      @@werse_ok 😂😭

  • @maya-ij6vj
    @maya-ij6vj 3 года назад +3

    i love this

  • @hm66289
    @hm66289 3 года назад +3

    i love this song

  • @tactical_2dollarbill
    @tactical_2dollarbill 8 месяцев назад +4

    I feel my mental health deteriorating more and more by the day

  • @vivian9830
    @vivian9830 3 года назад +4

    Perfect

  • @JACHUBER-w9i
    @JACHUBER-w9i 3 года назад +3

    listen to it with thunder and rain sound effects in the background

  • @valid_michael
    @valid_michael 2 года назад +2

    Me after listing my truck for sale :

  • @bagelbuckets
    @bagelbuckets Год назад +10

    This song triggers me in so many traumatic ways it’s hard to listen to without breaking down but it’s still such a good song so it’s a literal trap 😔

  • @AntiLGBT_SuperExterminator
    @AntiLGBT_SuperExterminator 2 года назад +2

    when the "clown" shoulder patted the dude

  • @tiqzyAU
    @tiqzyAU 2 года назад +2

    Just missing big bro in heaven 😞

  • @lordrosen47
    @lordrosen47 2 года назад +2

    Scrims voice sounds so good man 🔥

  • @demitriearth800
    @demitriearth800 3 года назад +1

    It's been so long since I have heard a song from these guys it's $crim that dose the "I'll be dead by dawn" right I can't remember

  • @tangykombucha5558
    @tangykombucha5558 2 года назад

    Why is this era of people and music so depressed 90s was about having a good time and chilling now it’s sorrow and despair

  • @JB-nf7pi
    @JB-nf7pi Год назад +3

    I still miss you a lot, I know you don’t want me but just know I’ll always be here for you if you ever need me. Thank you for all the good memories and happiness you brought me. I will never forget how good you were to me so thank you…

  • @tobiboladawn3151
    @tobiboladawn3151 2 года назад +2

    I miss him so much 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @cloudz6430
    @cloudz6430 Год назад +1

    There's alot of people trying to say deep shit and it's bringing my smile down

  • @NumbImpactKnight
    @NumbImpactKnight 2 месяца назад +1

    This hit when mentally you at a low

  • @lfcjay2k981
    @lfcjay2k981 3 года назад +7

    One last pic and ill be gone... 😢😭

  • @mckennahuntsman1571
    @mckennahuntsman1571 4 года назад +20

    I love this 🥰🥰

  • @itzserenity_
    @itzserenity_ 2 года назад +3

    I wish i could just end it...i don't even want to be here anymore...don't want to feel anymore.

  • @liyncaldwell3601
    @liyncaldwell3601 2 года назад

    Still miss him….but life goes tf on 🤎😥

  • @imaginary341
    @imaginary341 2 года назад

    One last pic and I’ll be gone…
    Hits hard.

  • @pi286
    @pi286 10 месяцев назад +2

    We all yearn for God

  • @recapturing3960
    @recapturing3960 2 года назад +1

    Im not suprised about the fake friends im suprised about the loyal ones

  • @JordanPurpdrank
    @JordanPurpdrank 2 года назад

    tired of living but i cant end it theres too many people that love me

  • @the_gamer8609
    @the_gamer8609 2 года назад +12

    This is much more depressing than the original but is so beautiful

  • @mr.bravehart8183
    @mr.bravehart8183 Год назад

    This makes me want to do something… I’ll hold onto this one.

  • @HailingSailor
    @HailingSailor Год назад +2

    Listen here, if you wanna die, go ahead. But don't you think it's a waste of life? You should be happy to be alive, love yourself. I hope you have a great day.

    • @Poopypanties
      @Poopypanties 9 месяцев назад

      I ONLY LOVE MYSELF🗣💯

  • @itstherealquandaledingle7613
    @itstherealquandaledingle7613 2 года назад +3

    I don’t want to die but I feel like I just can’t find peace

  • @Ohmuhgud
    @Ohmuhgud 2 года назад +2

    This song makes me think

  • @larafreitag7333
    @larafreitag7333 2 года назад +2

    im still looking for piesces of you in each person i meet. its been five years.

  • @watyx6444
    @watyx6444 3 года назад +1

    My favourite song 😮‍💨

  • @pipertrahan7482
    @pipertrahan7482 2 года назад +1

    I remember listening to this and not really getting the song. I just found it again on tiktok and decided to come back. It sucks when you actually can relate to it but you are only 13 and have been abused for half of your life (my dad, he's not around any more so im fine) and are no longer alowed to see a therapist because your mom says all you do is lie. Now im a parent figure to all 3 of my very little siblings. Fuck this shit.

  • @xglitchdaycorex8550
    @xglitchdaycorex8550 4 года назад +42

    use me as a replay button
    0:00
    ;) thank me later

  • @hansy3906
    @hansy3906 2 года назад +2

    0:56 that no hits hard af :(

  • @RatFTP
    @RatFTP 2 года назад +1

    It’s so late like 4 am but every night my body gets so tired and sleepy but my mind keeps me up so I don’t have to deal with tomorrows problems I just keep smoking I’m in an endless loop of suffering all alone fuck this place man

  • @danaflorez2133
    @danaflorez2133 3 года назад +9

    Me encantó 😍😍😍😍😍

  • @crybabyla9963
    @crybabyla9963 2 года назад +44

    Take me home
    Take me home
    It's the one place I can rest in peace
    Turn off my phone
    So many messages I wish I could just delete
    Questioning my existence
    Questioning my decisions
    Burning down all the bridges
    Dig a moat
    Now I'm finished
    Sorry don't want you to visit, no, no
    One last pic and I'll be gone
    Make it count
    Put the flash on
    Never really felt like I belonged
    So I'll be on my way
    And I won't be long
    I'll be dead by dawn
    I'll be dead by dawn
    I'll be dead by dawn
    I'll be dead by dawn
    Scrolling through my texts
    Shit I left unread
    Never tryna deal with it
    There's bliss up in my ignorance
    10 dope dealers
    Ex want me to see her
    Can't trust her
    Don't believe her
    Reply turn into a needle, yeah
    Don't wanna do it again
    Got shit I'm not tryna relive
    Head fucked up and I'm sick
    These old habits will kill me quick
    Quicker than I can blink
    Quicker than I can think
    Lift me up
    Don't want sink
    Pour me up
    I need a drink
    What the fuck do I do when sabotage is all I know?
    Oh, I done dug myself my own grave in this hole, oh no, whoa
    Kill me slow, slow
    Curtains close slow
    Fuck, I don't see what's the point of going on, no

  • @iiouq2006
    @iiouq2006 2 года назад +2

    my favorite song ..(:

  • @josuebernache3950
    @josuebernache3950 2 года назад +2

    Not sad at all just love the vocals and the words

  • @martynica123
    @martynica123 4 года назад +20

  • @Master0fPeace
    @Master0fPeace 3 месяца назад +1

    Master piece.

  • @ronni6446
    @ronni6446 Год назад +4

    I wish she's real

  • @andrewhayes4059
    @andrewhayes4059 2 года назад

    I miss her so much

  • @famfitic8798
    @famfitic8798 2 года назад

    pain hurts.

  • @thythethy9590
    @thythethy9590 2 года назад +1

    I'm not sad, or anything like that, I just honestly like the song, and I see all these comments about being depressed, sad, or wanting to end it all...I know a lot of people maybe feel no one understands them, yes we do, we want the best for you, I have no clue who will or is reading this, if anyone will heh, but just know you may not know it, but someone wants you to be safe, and wants you to get better, and maybe that will help you, because no one is ever truly alone, loneliness is a myth, the truth is what people don't want to accept, and denial is the first step to a better path if you can get over that denial, life is truly a requiem of emotions, if we didn't have sad emotions, the happy moments wouldn't be the same, so please. I wish you the best in life. You all are the reason the world is amazing, because without you, I wouldn't be who I am, I once was suicidal after my mothers death, but I got help from people I didn't even know, and that's how I made friends & saved myself from suicide, and I know there are many situations, but I will say, life will go on even if you don't want it to, so go chase it & capture it! I am not therapist, no genius on emotions, but I think anyone who has felt emotions can help another person with the human condition, if not, then I really don't know. Now this is a very mixed message, but what my main point is there is many alternatives to a mistake of living a life of depression, sadness, or suicidal tendencies. We all take time with recovery, and anyone who reads this, I truly appreciate you for reading this, maybe it will help you, not sure. Have a wondrous day, night, morning.
    PS: *I am no expert, so please if you really need help, reach out to a doctor, family ( if you can ), and/or therapist. And if you are at the brink of offing yourself, call the national suicide hotline, or anything relating to that.*

  • @joshxzy
    @joshxzy 2 года назад

    I am not suicidal I just like this song

  • @enemyac1306
    @enemyac1306 Год назад +1

    Trying to get out of my player phase🙌🏻😔

  • @poisonousorchid.
    @poisonousorchid. 9 месяцев назад +1

    Everyone depressed about a girl when I'm just contemplating my existence I'm not sure which is worse.

  • @juggmane9772
    @juggmane9772 2 года назад +2

    Anyone else crying?

  • @WeLiveWeDie
    @WeLiveWeDie 2 года назад +2

    I'll be on my way and it won't be long

    • @WeLiveWeDie
      @WeLiveWeDie Год назад

      @queen of hearts 🌹 wow thank you for that

  • @GTVB-wb5fj
    @GTVB-wb5fj 2 года назад +8

    When your alive people hate you and then die then people miss you

  • @depressed1159
    @depressed1159 3 года назад

    😭😭😭😭omgg

  • @sebastianflores1757
    @sebastianflores1757 Год назад +2

    No tengo mucho que buscar en este mundo... Solo trato de no despertar mas.

  • @colester9851
    @colester9851 2 года назад +2

    This helped me

  • @vlonemodel
    @vlonemodel 2 года назад

    Is just a sad day...

  • @s2niisansiviameuprincipes263
    @s2niisansiviameuprincipes263 2 года назад +2

    00:58 best part boys and girls :^

  • @enclaveyo6915
    @enclaveyo6915 2 года назад +1

    Comnents: huge amount of depressive suicidal people
    I was gonna use this song for a shitpost, I wasn't expecting this

  • @nefbydesign.
    @nefbydesign. 2 года назад

    I want life to finished but only life knos

  • @davonjackson2996
    @davonjackson2996 Год назад

    Good times…

  • @peezydagoat16
    @peezydagoat16 Год назад +1

    RIP Taj RIP Kourt RIP Dej

  • @exonyt
    @exonyt 2 года назад +1

    why cant i get her 💔

  • @pfm6389
    @pfm6389 2 года назад +8

    “Hey you, yes you.
    Everything is going to be okay.
    I love you ❤️🙃”

    • @AnimalProjec
      @AnimalProjec 2 года назад

      honestly, everytime i visit a sad sad song while im not sad, i see a lot of depressing comments and i try to find some who just likes the song

  • @skizlemcnizle
    @skizlemcnizle 8 месяцев назад

    Back here again, because I’ll always be worthless. 💔