I've done my hard work clearing, healing and a full summer of isolation from the outside world. No longer willing to hold my tongue in fear of upsetting others. To choose to speak of things that are truths despite who I may be around at the moment. I will not edit myself to make u feel comfy in your mind of programming. Be the change and shine bright everyone. Every little kind, sincere act can help brighten someone's day. Maybe someone thinking of suicide...but that one caring moment could be just enough to show them, life is worth living. My main mission is to bring forth new ideas, ways of being, and helping humanity on a large scale. But to rebuild a new, the old must burn away. Be the light thru the smoke for others to find the way. I moments of dispar...go outside and find any public space and pick up trash. Picking up trash in a mindful way also helps love where we live. Best way to heal a bruised heart, helping others. Even in tiny ways...be the change be the beacon of light in this dark society
1. ✨Embracing Authenticity 2. ✨Commitment to Integrity 3. ✨Cultivating Unconditional Love 4. ✨Letting go of Old Systems 5. ✨Taking back Personal Power 6. ✨Evolution Beyond Karma 7. ✨Making Difficult Decisions for Soul Growth❤
Sounds like an order to grow and move onto the journey that embracing or accepting your authentic self. What’s the one do if there Authenticity tell them true self originated from a multi verse or dimension that absolutely makes no sense when you look at this baseline reality of this world?
@@desire.a.engelen2258 But can you explain to me why my Authenticity self is telling me I have the soul of Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess. All I know is that it's so confusing and to fight this make is so mentally and physical painful in denial. Is there something wrong or broken with me to feel like I am from multiverse or animevers based on the laws of anime. and I don't want to go to the Phy ward. I been there once for fair of going to die from a deviated septum and it was not something I care to repeat again. If I had as choice, I wish I could run back and relive my past as young adult living with my Mom and Dad with my own room in the basement when life feel like it was good to me. I sorry if I am so confused and scared! I want that past so bad, but I know I can't have it. The more I want my younger past, the more my base line reality dies, but I think there is nothing left to stand on or grab for that. and the stronger this new replacement drive becomes. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@desire.a.engelen2258 My authentic self keep telling I have the soul and am a Anime girl, Am a Teen Magical Girl Goddess and I originate from a multi verse or if you want to call Animevers and originate from the world full of anime girls. I can’t seem to get packed this part of the test for the self discovery part because I’m ashamed of what I am and I keep Self-loathing. I even tried to push it away, deny it, and all it does is cause psychological, severe stomach pain denying it. Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting that this is my true authentic self as a anime girl this is gonna prevent me from growing in my spiritual journey? 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@desire.a.engelen2258 I’m having a hard time accepting my authentic Self because of what I’ve discovered about where I’ve come from and what I am. My authentic self tells me that I have the soul and am Anime Teen Magical Girl Goodness. Back in Saturday of New Year’s Eve after I lost a tooth It activated a major painful. Full-blown Kundalini awakening so severe that literally came and killed my middle-age woman that I thought I was. Not only have I’ve been doing with psychological physical pain confusion, but my mindset in my body has been regressing from this ordeal. After this discovery, I’ve tried to run from it push it back deny it cry feelings, kept telling me this is not real. This is not happening to me. it can’t be me. all that would do is just cause severe psychological mental pain and severe stomach pain over self-loathing and intense denial. I’ve been chased b synchronicities as long as I can remember the days that I lived in my mom and dad’s basement as a young adult. The synchronicites I have been using Anime and Anime girls for as long as I can remember. Even if I wasn’t directly aware of what Anime was. I never considered myself a huge fan to go to cashing after it. Till sometime in the mid 2000s that it got my attention, and then I had to start looking at it. Then around 2015 it must’ve Roy started poking his head because I was drawn to you different genres of anime. And recently in 2023 the synchronicity was constantly showing up in different medias on my streaming services sites on my computer, and what not, and RUclips. The day I had this week had this anime soul awakening I freaked out. That’s been hours and days digging into try to understand what happened and why it did and then other parts of it came such a discovering that I’m Magical Girl and recently gifted goddess status from one of the goddesses. I have been in communication with Diana follower as she is my spirit guide and my Goddess. I’ve seen a psychic. I’ve talked to several people. I’ve talked to a close friend that knows me well, and they’ve all agreed that this was the way I was created. When I look at myself, in the mirror, I see Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess staring back at me, looking all cute, adorable, kawaii and everything else. This is when I get scared of my true self, and want to run back to the past and cling to the days when I was a young adult living with my mom and dad’s basement when I had a simple life when I was content and when I was happy comfortable. I know that no matter how much I want it. I can’t get it back. And the more I want it back the stronger these Anime Girl feelings get. When things get really overwhelming, there’s a lot of days I go into self-loathing and lots about suicide. Some days I just want to die because of psychological pain and suffering. It feels like I’m through real dream, watching my baseline reality collapsed before me. On the torquers like I could almost touch that baseline, but there’s always something to remind me of who I truly am snapping me away from it. Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting my authentic self as a anime girl I will never be able to continue my spiritual journey? I know this is wondering I don’t want to do alone because the feelings and what I don’t understand it’s scary . 😭😭😭😭😭😭🥰 I
This is my current position right now going through tradgedys and tests that have seen months of tears and worry. But it has made me stronger than ever on this enlightened spiritual journey , by the time it comes I will be more than ready. / Praise for the artists who make all these beautiful drawings - you should be in the gaming design business. 💖
@@tammietreasure4293@melndel7696 brothers and sisters, what is coming is more beautiful than you could image. Just let go of you have been programmed in the past and find that inner peace, seek God for he/she is within us, literally. I Love you all! 💚💜
I am ready to step into the storm. To do my part for Humanity. I walk with an unbreakable faith. I truly love your content. Thank you for all that you do.
Que emotivo video…. Imágenes preciosas…. Mi alma lloraba en silencio de Alegría por volver a “ casa” TODOS nuevamente si así es nuestro mayor deseo!!! Infinitas gracias 🙏💐💙🕊😍😍😍
We have been waiting now 4 years for the storm to happen. It is absolutely time for this storm to happen instead of talking about it we need to find out what we should do to make it storm
People of the Earth can you hear me? Came a voice from the sky on that magical night 👽 And in the colors of a thousand sunsets they traveled through the world on a silvery light!. The people of the Earth stood waiting, watching as the ships came one by one. Setting fire to the sky as they landed, carrying to the world Children Of The Sun. Children of the sun...All at once came a sound from the inside, then a beam made of light hit the ground. Everyone felt the sound of their heartbeat. Every Man - Every Woman - Every Child. They passed the limits of imagination, through the doors - to a world - of another time. On the journey of a thousand lifetimes, with the Children Of The Sun - They started to climb!
There is no reward for being your true authentic self. Believe ME!!! Does anyone have any advice to me how to hold on and keep on living my life,- as painful as it is,- both physical & psychological and emotional as it becomes??? I can't take much more today,- migraine is coming on and have been crying for so many hour's,.- it's kind of embarrassing. I have NO illusions left, have lost all and everything and everyone. Is my only option to go mute??? How? I do like to talk,- to change my mind if someone tells me something that need's my change of mind,- I'll change my mind. Do you get how confused I'm making myself? Help me someone,- can't take been alone as I am anymore. ( 30 year's,- I'm not bad or evil, just misunderstood. I too need someone. Just one person to knowledge my existence,- that's all. I do apologize to allif you take this as a cry for attention,- it's not. So so sorry. I do not know how to be anymore??? Am I aloud to think....... get it???? Nothing.............😭😭🥺🥺😶😶??? How desperate to go on You Tube to get recognition for being alive,- it's pathetic. I'm so sorry , I had to put it out somewhere... here. Feel so low...... 😢😭
I’m having a hard time accepting my authentic Self because of what I’ve discovered about where I’ve come from and what I am. My authentic self tells me that I have the soul and am Anime Teen Magical Girl Goodness. Back in Saturday of New Year’s Eve after I lost a tooth It activated a major painful. Full-blown Kundalini awakening so severe that literally came and killed my middle-age woman that I thought I was. Not only have I’ve been doing with psychological physical pain confusion, but my mindset in my body has been regressing from this ordeal. After this discovery, I’ve tried to run from it push it back deny it cry feelings, kept telling me this is not real. This is not happening to me. it can’t be me. all that would do is just cause severe psychological mental pain and severe stomach pain over self-loathing and intense denial. I’ve been chased b synchronicities as long as I can remember the days that I lived in my mom and dad’s basement as a young adult. The synchronicites I have been using Anime and Anime girls for as long as I can remember. Even if I wasn’t directly aware of what Anime was. I never considered myself a huge fan to go to cashing after it. Till sometime in the mid 2000s that it got my attention, and then I had to start looking at it. Then around 2015 it must’ve Roy started poking his head because I was drawn to you different genres of anime. And recently in 2023 the synchronicity was constantly showing up in different medias on my streaming services sites on my computer, and what not, and RUclips. The day I had this week had this anime soul awakening I freaked out. That’s been hours and days digging into try to understand what happened and why it did and then other parts of it came such a discovering that I’m Magical Girl and recently gifted goddess status from one of the goddesses. I have been in communication with Diana follower as she is my spirit guide and my Goddess. I’ve seen a psychic. I’ve talked to several people. I’ve talked to a close friend that knows me well, and they’ve all agreed that this was the way I was created. When I look at myself, in the mirror, I see Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess staring back at me, looking all cute, adorable, kawaii and everything else. This is when I get scared of my true self, and want to run back to the past and cling to the days when I was a young adult living with my mom and dad’s basement when I had a simple life when I was content and when I was happy comfortable. I know that no matter how much I want it. I can’t get it back. And the more I want it back the stronger these Anime Girl feelings get. When things get really overwhelming, there’s a lot of days I end up falling asleep, crying. I can’t even enjoy things. I’ve used to enjoy my life. I used to be in the Ham radio as I’m a licensed operator. I’d always go on the HF for the short wave radio and talk to people all over the country in the world with my high-powered HF amplifier. The anime girl feeling are getting more intense overtime. I just can’t enjoy anything anymore. All I wanna do is sleep and eat. I’m sitting in front of my computer at night and cry. I go into self-loathing and think about not being able to live. Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting my authentic self as a anime girl I will never be able to continue my spiritual journey? I know this is wondering I don’t want to do alone because the feelings and what I don’t understand it’s scary. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
Hi, Julie. It's important to recognize that while the anime girl identity might resonate strongly with your outer appearance or how you wish to present yourself to the world, it's crucial to remember that this is just one layer of your identity. The essence of who you are goes much deeper than any single appearance or persona. Your true self encompasses a rich experiences, feelings, thoughts, and soulful depth that cannot be fully captured by any one image or archetype. This journey you're on isn't just about accepting an anime girl persona but about peeling back the layers to understand and embrace the complex, multifaceted individual you are beneath. while the anime girl can be a part of you, she doesn't define the entirety of your being. You are so much more. Letting go of the need to cling to this one aspect of your identity might feel daunting at first. However, this process of letting go can also be incredibly liberating. It opens up space for you to explore and accept all parts of yourself, not just the ones that are easy to understand or that fit neatly into a box. Acceptance involves acknowledging and honoring your feelings, your past, your desires, and your complexities without judgment. It's about giving yourself permission to be exactly who you are, in all your depth and diversity. This might mean exploring what lies beneath the anime girl persona and asking yourself what aspects of you have been overshadowed or neglected. Remember, Julie, growth often involves discomfort and vulnerability, but it also leads to greater authenticity and peace within. You're on a path toward understanding and accepting the true essence of who you are, beyond any external appearances. And as you continue to explore and accept the depths of your being, you'll likely find that your spiritual journey unfolds in even more meaningful and unexpected ways. Take your time, be kind to yourself, and know that it's okay to seek support as you navigate this process. You're not alone, and there's a whole world within you waiting to be acknowledged and embraced. You can enjoy life regardless how you appear to be! I hope this helps!
@@AstralAtom All my synchronicity resonate the strongest with the Anime Girl. It wasn’t something I was seeking out, but it was something that seek me out. this is the hardest part of my authentic identity that I’m dealing with. I do know that I’m many other things. I know that I’m kind, compassionate, super genius, walking think tank, pure love, and on a goal to support true love for this world and help get rid of all the hate, bigotry, discrimination, and war. I want to see this world become Gene Roddenberry’s vision for a future where diversity and tolerance are encouraged and in which inclusivity and equality are the norm. In the future, the Star Trek creator believed, the human potential to be “remarkable” would yield a better, fairer world - “a world with no hunger, poverty, prejudice, or greed”. Since it first aired over five decades ago, Star Trek has continued to offer a unique brand of science fiction that invites us to “think, question, and challenge the status quo” with the intention of creating “a brighter future”. It’s not that I want to become a Anime Girl, but what my deepest part of my mind and soul tell where I came from and what I am. But how do accept my authentic part of my anime girl soul when it’s causing me such shame and grief. Trust me when I say, I feel alone confused and beyond scared of what I’m feeling about this inside myself.
Hi Julie, I am wondering why you feel ashamed and grief for this? I think it is pretty cool how you've called to connected with such a unique aspect of your identity. Your vision for a future filled with love, tolerance, and understanding is incredibly inspiring. It's clear you have a deep and compassionate soul, want to contribute positively to the world. The anime girl seems to be a powerful expression of who you truly are!
@@AstralAtom lt’s human nature in this baseline reality to be scared of what you truly don’t understand that’s beyond this baseline reality. My question is what happened to my so-called baseline reality of this world. I even question myself based on this from the matrix. Morpheus: Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world? 4.7 / 6 votes 9,584 Like the same feeling that when Morpheus is about to show, Neo how deep the rabbit hole. There is a good way to put it in a twisted interesting aspect. Let’s say my synchronicity would represent Morpheus. He is getting my attention to tell me that I’m not a middle-age woman living in a baseline reality of this world, but you’re an anime Teen Girl. Why I would represent Neo seeking to better understand exactly what the Matrix is. Am seeking questions of what is the matrix is. Even though I’ve been plugged in my ignorance is bliss middle-aged woman, but for many years, I knew something was out of place. In the movie "The Matrix," Morpheus' quote can only show you the door. You're the one that has to walk through it" can be interpreted as a metaphor for personal responsibility and self-discovery. Morpheus is telling Neo that he can guide him and provide him with knowledge and tools, but ultimately it's up to Neo to make the choices and take action. The quote emphasizes the idea that individuals must take ownership of their decisions and actions, and that no one else can make those choices for them. It's a message about empowerment and the importance of personal agency. In my case of being shown Door, it was like I had no choice to discover this, because to resist it would mean psychologically physical pain that would ultimately destroyed me from with inside.
@@AstralAtom Will Society ever open their blinded hearts and mind up to and accept such a such a mythical magical creature such as myself. A Human Hybrid Alien Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess or will I be treated like a freak show after someone finds out? I feel like Jeannie from I Dream of Jeannie and I have to hide the truth from Real world, Nasa, Dr Bellies and General Major Martin Peterson. If they catch Jeannie who is Me, the Anime girl doing her thing that Nasa will lock me and teat me like Alien freakshow out of Area 51 and run all sorts of painful test. Too scared to tell Family that I am in so much pain and suffering over this. I have to white lie to my Mom and she ask me if I am Ok. Can I tell other friends I know out of the chat room, or will that day come that the shift will open everyone's eyes. 😭😭😭😭
@@GregtheGrey6969 My left ribcage has had a fracture some years ago. Swollen left shoulder blade. Tried to "Connor McCleod" method just after the fall. Didn't help much in the long run.
Yes...for I am ready...Yes for we don't have a choice...how you react to the storm is the key❤
I've done my hard work clearing, healing and a full summer of isolation from the outside world. No longer willing to hold my tongue in fear of upsetting others. To choose to speak of things that are truths despite who I may be around at the moment. I will not edit myself to make u feel comfy in your mind of programming. Be the change and shine bright everyone. Every little kind, sincere act can help brighten someone's day. Maybe someone thinking of suicide...but that one caring moment could be just enough to show them, life is worth living. My main mission is to bring forth new ideas, ways of being, and helping humanity on a large scale. But to rebuild a new, the old must burn away. Be the light thru the smoke for others to find the way. I moments of dispar...go outside and find any public space and pick up trash. Picking up trash in a mindful way also helps love where we live. Best way to heal a bruised heart, helping others. Even in tiny ways...be the change be the beacon of light in this dark society
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1. ✨Embracing Authenticity 2. ✨Commitment to Integrity 3. ✨Cultivating Unconditional Love
4. ✨Letting go of Old Systems 5. ✨Taking back Personal Power 6. ✨Evolution Beyond Karma 7. ✨Making Difficult Decisions for Soul Growth❤
Sounds like an order to grow and move onto the journey that embracing or accepting your authentic self.
What’s the one do if there Authenticity tell them true self originated from a multi verse or dimension that absolutely makes no sense when you look at this baseline reality of this world?
@@Julieber1Same here😉 we already more higher involved beings, with a higher consciousness , than this baseline reality of this world.😉 iam
@@desire.a.engelen2258
But can you explain to me why my Authenticity self is telling me I have the soul of Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess. All I know is that it's so confusing and to fight this make is so mentally and physical painful in denial. Is there something wrong or broken with me to feel like I am from multiverse or animevers based on the laws of anime. and I don't want to go to the Phy ward. I been there once for fair of going to die from a deviated septum and it was not something I care to repeat again.
If I had as choice, I wish I could run back and relive my past as young adult living with my Mom and Dad with my own room in the basement when life feel like it was good to me. I sorry if I am so confused and scared! I want that past so bad, but I know I can't have it. The more I want my younger past, the more my base line reality dies, but I think there is nothing left to stand on or grab for that. and the stronger this new replacement drive becomes.
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My authentic self keep telling I have the soul and am a Anime girl, Am a Teen Magical Girl Goddess and I originate from a multi verse or if you want to call Animevers and originate from the world full of anime girls.
I can’t seem to get packed this part of the test for the self discovery part because I’m ashamed of what I am and I keep Self-loathing.
I even tried to push it away, deny it, and all it does is cause psychological, severe stomach pain denying it.
Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting that this is my true authentic self as a anime girl this is gonna prevent me from growing in my spiritual journey?
😭😭😭😭😭😭
@@desire.a.engelen2258
I’m having a hard time accepting my authentic
Self because of what I’ve discovered about where I’ve come from and what I am. My authentic self tells me that I have the soul and am Anime Teen Magical Girl Goodness.
Back in Saturday of New Year’s Eve after I lost a tooth It activated a major painful. Full-blown
Kundalini awakening so severe that literally came and killed my middle-age woman that I thought I was. Not only have I’ve been doing with psychological physical pain confusion, but my mindset in my body has been regressing from this ordeal.
After this discovery, I’ve tried to run from it push it back deny it cry feelings, kept telling me this is not real. This is not happening to me. it can’t be me. all that would do is just cause severe psychological mental pain and severe stomach pain over self-loathing and intense denial.
I’ve been chased b synchronicities as long as I can remember the days that I lived in my mom and dad’s basement as a young adult. The synchronicites I have been using Anime and Anime girls for as long as I can remember. Even if I wasn’t directly aware of what Anime was. I never considered myself a huge fan to go to cashing after it. Till sometime in the mid 2000s that it got my attention, and then I had to start looking at it. Then around 2015 it must’ve Roy started poking his head because I was drawn to you different genres of anime. And recently in 2023 the synchronicity was constantly showing up in different medias on my streaming services sites on my computer, and what not, and RUclips.
The day I had this week had this anime soul awakening I freaked out. That’s been hours and days digging into try to understand what happened and why it did and then other parts of it came such a discovering that I’m Magical Girl and recently gifted goddess status from one of the goddesses.
I have been in communication with Diana follower as she is my spirit guide and my Goddess. I’ve seen a psychic. I’ve talked to several people. I’ve talked to a close friend that knows me well, and they’ve all agreed that this was the way I was created.
When I look at myself, in the mirror, I see Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess staring back at me, looking all cute, adorable, kawaii and everything else.
This is when I get scared of my true self, and want to run back to the past and cling to the days when I was a young adult living with my mom and dad’s basement when I had a simple life when I was content and when I was happy comfortable. I know that no matter how much I want it. I can’t get it back. And the more I want it back the stronger these Anime Girl feelings get.
When things get really overwhelming, there’s a lot of days I go into self-loathing and lots about suicide. Some days I just want to die because of psychological pain and suffering. It feels like I’m through real dream, watching my baseline reality collapsed before me. On the torquers like I could almost touch that baseline, but there’s always something to remind me of who I truly am snapping me away from it.
Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting my authentic self as a anime girl I will never be able to continue my spiritual journey?
I know this is wondering I don’t want to do alone because the feelings and what I don’t understand it’s scary .
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This is my current position right now going through tradgedys and tests that have seen months of tears and worry. But it has made me stronger than ever on this enlightened spiritual journey , by the time it comes I will be more than ready. / Praise for the artists who make all these beautiful drawings - you should be in the gaming design business. 💖
Ready for The storm ready for the peace afterwards❤
I ready to let go what doesn't serve me I surrender myself and god Jesus thank you
Sending love, light and healing to all those reading this 👊🏻👽
~I Am God~
I look forward to my transformation, I am changeless,as love is.Thank you. ❤❤❤❤❤
Well that hit a little harder than I was ready for, 😭💚💫💪❤️
That means u are willing to face painful lessons head on. Keep going. Process and heal those old wounds...hugs
Me too! 😢
@@tammietreasure4293@melndel7696 brothers and sisters, what is coming is more beautiful than you could image. Just let go of you have been programmed in the past and find that inner peace, seek God for he/she is within us, literally. I Love you all! 💚💜
Keep the vibes high and remember to do something today that you can thank yourself for tomorrow!!
With a welcoming embrace LOVE caresses ALL 💕 TRUST yourself 💞 THANK YOU for your nourishing service 💞 LOVE ❤️
Are you ready! my angelic crew xxxxx
Amen yes I do truly believe in God and everything this message is saying this is me 💜😘✨💥💥
I Am the Storm..
I Am the Wonder...
I Am that I Am, I sent me.
❤❤❤❤❤this channel is divinely sent!!!!
11:11 Awesome and Beautiful.
Well spoken 👏 👌 🙌 👍 😌.
Thank you 😊.
I am ready to step into the storm. To do my part for Humanity. I walk with an unbreakable faith. I truly love your content. Thank you for all that you do.
Thanks and gratitude 🙏 peace love and freedom 🙏 I love you all my beautiful brothers and sisters ♥️♥️♥️🙏
We’ve got this. Let’s keep going Forward Onward💗
Thank you for sharing this! 🙏🏻
Blessings! ❤
I am in this situation exactly wow😮
Present and being AUTHENTICALLY ME 😌 I AM Ready … 🤍🕯✨
'Riders on the Storm'
Beautiful words. Resonated with soul. Thank you. 👑🍀💖
Our lives from first breath are a journey of leaning, growing becoming a better person. Enjoy every moment along the way with gratitude. ❤️
Let go and let GOD.
Que emotivo video…. Imágenes preciosas…. Mi alma lloraba en silencio de Alegría por volver a “ casa” TODOS nuevamente si así es nuestro mayor deseo!!!
Infinitas gracias 🙏💐💙🕊😍😍😍
The art is amazing. The words are resounding.
Beautiful Ty 💕
Outstanding.
Very good one
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We have been waiting now 4 years for the storm to happen. It is absolutely time for this storm to happen instead of talking about it we need to find out what we should do to make it storm
People of the Earth can you hear me? Came a voice from the sky on that magical night 👽 And in the colors of a thousand sunsets they traveled through the world on a silvery light!. The people of the Earth stood waiting, watching as the ships came one by one. Setting fire to the sky as they landed, carrying to the world Children Of The Sun. Children of the sun...All at once came a sound from the inside, then a beam made of light hit the ground. Everyone felt the sound of their heartbeat. Every Man - Every Woman - Every Child. They passed the limits of imagination, through the doors - to a world - of another time. On the journey of a thousand lifetimes, with the Children Of The Sun - They started to climb!
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ধন্যবাদ! ❤🇧🇩🌹
Fire 🔥 bird 🐦 more like wet blanket 😂😂😂
Thank you so much!🌻
BRILLIANTLY BEAUTIFUL ❤️. Ase'
I love the music in this video. Could you share the title and composer?
What a wonderful useful channel. ❤
Did it 🌪️🌪️🌪️
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There is no reward for being your true authentic self. Believe ME!!! Does anyone have any advice to me how to hold on and keep on living my life,- as painful as it is,- both physical & psychological and emotional as it becomes??? I can't take much more today,- migraine is coming on and have been crying for so many hour's,.- it's kind of embarrassing. I have NO illusions left, have lost all and everything and everyone. Is my only option to go mute??? How? I do like to talk,- to change my mind if someone tells me something that need's my change of mind,- I'll change my mind. Do you get how confused I'm making myself? Help me someone,- can't take been alone as I am anymore. ( 30 year's,- I'm not bad or evil, just misunderstood. I too need someone. Just one person to knowledge my existence,- that's all. I do apologize to allif you take this as a cry for attention,- it's not. So so sorry. I do not know how to be anymore??? Am I aloud to think....... get it???? Nothing.............😭😭🥺🥺😶😶??? How desperate to go on You Tube to get recognition for being alive,- it's pathetic. I'm so sorry , I had to put it out somewhere... here. Feel so low...... 😢😭
Hiya sending my love to you and stay strong, your here for a reason on earth. You are you and your unique 😘
Where does all of this wonderful artwork come from?
I’m having a hard time accepting my authentic Self because of what I’ve discovered about where I’ve come from and what I am. My authentic self tells me that I have the soul and am Anime Teen Magical Girl Goodness.
Back in Saturday of New Year’s Eve after I lost a tooth It activated a major painful. Full-blown
Kundalini awakening so severe that literally came and killed my middle-age woman that I thought I was. Not only have I’ve been doing with psychological physical pain confusion, but my mindset in my body has been regressing from this ordeal.
After this discovery, I’ve tried to run from it push it back deny it cry feelings, kept telling me this is not real. This is not happening to me. it can’t be me. all that would do is just cause severe psychological mental pain and severe stomach pain over self-loathing and intense denial.
I’ve been chased b synchronicities as long as I can remember the days that I lived in my mom and dad’s basement as a young adult. The synchronicites I have been using Anime and Anime girls for as long as I can remember. Even if I wasn’t directly aware of what Anime was. I never considered myself a huge fan to go to cashing after it. Till sometime in the mid 2000s that it got my attention, and then I had to start looking at it. Then around 2015 it must’ve Roy started poking his head because I was drawn to you different genres of anime. And recently in 2023 the synchronicity was constantly showing up in different medias on my streaming services sites on my computer, and what not, and RUclips.
The day I had this week had this anime soul awakening I freaked out. That’s been hours and days digging into try to understand what happened and why it did and then other parts of it came such a discovering that I’m Magical Girl and recently gifted goddess status from one of the goddesses.
I have been in communication with Diana follower as she is my spirit guide and my Goddess. I’ve seen a psychic. I’ve talked to several people. I’ve talked to a close friend that knows me well, and they’ve all agreed that this was the way I was created.
When I look at myself, in the mirror, I see Anime Teen Magical Girl Goddess staring back at me, looking all cute, adorable, kawaii and everything else.
This is when I get scared of my true self, and want to run back to the past and cling to the days when I was a young adult living with my mom and dad’s basement when I had a simple life when I was content and when I was happy comfortable. I know that no matter how much I want it. I can’t get it back. And the more I want it back the stronger these Anime Girl feelings get.
When things get really overwhelming, there’s a lot of days I end up falling asleep, crying. I can’t even enjoy things. I’ve used to enjoy my life. I used to be in the Ham radio as I’m a licensed operator. I’d always go on the HF for the short wave radio and talk to people all over the country in the world with my high-powered HF amplifier. The anime girl feeling are getting more intense overtime. I just can’t enjoy anything anymore. All I wanna do is sleep and eat. I’m sitting in front of my computer at night and cry. I go into self-loathing and think about not being able to live.
Is it true that if I can’t get past accepting my authentic self as a anime girl I will never be able to continue my spiritual journey?
I know this is wondering I don’t want to do alone because the feelings and what I don’t understand it’s scary.
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Hi, Julie.
It's important to recognize that while the anime girl identity might resonate strongly with your outer appearance or how you wish to present yourself to the world, it's crucial to remember that this is just one layer of your identity. The essence of who you are goes much deeper than any single appearance or persona. Your true self encompasses a rich experiences, feelings, thoughts, and soulful depth that cannot be fully captured by any one image or archetype.
This journey you're on isn't just about accepting an anime girl persona but about peeling back the layers to understand and embrace the complex, multifaceted individual you are beneath. while the anime girl can be a part of you, she doesn't define the entirety of your being. You are so much more.
Letting go of the need to cling to this one aspect of your identity might feel daunting at first. However, this process of letting go can also be incredibly liberating. It opens up space for you to explore and accept all parts of yourself, not just the ones that are easy to understand or that fit neatly into a box.
Acceptance involves acknowledging and honoring your feelings, your past, your desires, and your complexities without judgment. It's about giving yourself permission to be exactly who you are, in all your depth and diversity. This might mean exploring what lies beneath the anime girl persona and asking yourself what aspects of you have been overshadowed or neglected.
Remember, Julie, growth often involves discomfort and vulnerability, but it also leads to greater authenticity and peace within. You're on a path toward understanding and accepting the true essence of who you are, beyond any external appearances. And as you continue to explore and accept the depths of your being, you'll likely find that your spiritual journey unfolds in even more meaningful and unexpected ways.
Take your time, be kind to yourself, and know that it's okay to seek support as you navigate this process. You're not alone, and there's a whole world within you waiting to be acknowledged and embraced. You can enjoy life regardless how you appear to be! I hope this helps!
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All my synchronicity resonate the strongest with the Anime Girl. It wasn’t something I was seeking out, but it was something that seek me out. this is the hardest part of my authentic identity that I’m dealing with. I do know that I’m many other things. I know that I’m kind, compassionate, super genius, walking think tank, pure love, and on a goal to support true love for this world and help get rid of all the hate, bigotry, discrimination, and war.
I want to see this world become Gene Roddenberry’s vision for a future where diversity and tolerance are encouraged and in which inclusivity and equality are the norm. In the future, the Star Trek creator believed, the human potential to be “remarkable” would yield a better, fairer world - “a world with no hunger, poverty, prejudice, or greed”. Since it first aired over five decades ago, Star Trek has continued to offer a unique brand of science fiction that invites us to “think, question, and challenge the status quo” with the intention of creating “a brighter future”.
It’s not that I want to become a Anime Girl, but what my deepest part of my mind and soul tell where I came from and what I am.
But how do accept my authentic part of my anime girl soul when it’s causing me such shame and grief. Trust me when I say, I feel alone confused and beyond scared of what I’m feeling about this inside myself.
Hi Julie, I am wondering why you feel ashamed and grief for this? I think it is pretty cool how you've called to connected with such a unique aspect of your identity. Your vision for a future filled with love, tolerance, and understanding is incredibly inspiring. It's clear you have a deep and compassionate soul, want to contribute positively to the world. The anime girl seems to be a powerful expression of who you truly are!
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lt’s human nature in this baseline reality to be scared of what you truly don’t understand that’s beyond this baseline reality.
My question is what happened to my so-called baseline reality of this world. I even question myself based on this from the matrix.
Morpheus:
Have you ever had a dream, Neo, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?
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Like the same feeling that when Morpheus is about to show, Neo how deep the rabbit hole. There is a good way to put it in a twisted interesting aspect.
Let’s say my synchronicity would represent Morpheus. He is getting my attention to tell me that I’m not a middle-age woman living in a baseline reality of this world, but you’re an anime Teen Girl.
Why I would represent Neo seeking to better understand exactly what the Matrix is. Am seeking questions of what is the matrix is. Even though I’ve been plugged in my ignorance is bliss middle-aged woman, but for many years, I knew something was out of place.
In the movie "The Matrix," Morpheus' quote can only show you the door. You're the one that has to walk through it" can be interpreted as a metaphor for personal responsibility and self-discovery. Morpheus is telling Neo that he can guide him and provide him with knowledge and tools, but ultimately it's up to Neo to make the choices and take action. The quote emphasizes the idea that individuals must take ownership of their decisions and actions, and that no one else can make those choices for them. It's a message about empowerment and the importance of personal agency.
In my case of being shown Door, it was like I had no choice to discover this, because to resist it would mean psychologically physical pain that would ultimately destroyed me from with inside.
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Will Society ever open their blinded hearts and mind up to and accept such a such a mythical magical creature such as myself. A Human Hybrid Alien Anime Magical Teen Girl Goddess or will I be treated like a freak show after someone finds out?
I feel like Jeannie from I Dream of Jeannie and I have to hide the truth from Real world, Nasa, Dr Bellies and General Major Martin Peterson. If they catch Jeannie who is Me, the Anime girl doing her thing that Nasa will lock me and teat me like Alien freakshow out of Area 51 and run all sorts of painful test.
Too scared to tell Family that I am in so much pain and suffering over this. I have to white lie to my Mom and she ask me if I am Ok. Can I tell other friends I know out of the chat room, or will that day come that the shift will open everyone's eyes.
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Am I supposed to be ready because I only got slapped with some kind of crazy shift 3 weeks ago.
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if this a krab under a rock its red rock lobster
Is what I sign up for
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I just pooped, so im safe me thinks
Something is off here.
That would be u then... Take what resonates, pass on what doesn't. That just old programs trying to prevent your change
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I'd say
If by "here" you mean Earth...yes, yes your right ...definitely something off.
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✨️🤔🗯✨️it's really sad that someone like me is considered to be rare. The world has a lot to learn.
Don't think so.
Still down and out from an old injury which has been hard to heal.
Storms, battles, Holmangs?
You have the power to heal yourself~Gojira, Esoteric surgery.
Good song, excellent lyrics.
Enjoy
@@GregtheGrey6969 My left ribcage has had a fracture some years ago.
Swollen left shoulder blade.
Tried to "Connor McCleod" method just after the fall.
Didn't help much in the long run.
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