Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
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- Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex
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recorded December 2015 in Brooklyn, NY
Written by Greg Gonzalez
Greg Gonzalez - vocals, electric guitar, acoustic guitar
Phillp Tubbs - keyboards
Randy Miller - bass
Jacob Tomsky - drums
Recorded by Greg Gonzalez
Mixed by Rocky Gallo
Mastered by Greg Calbi
Cover photo by Ryan Zoghlin
Cover design by Randy Miller
Released on Partisan Records on June 9th, 2017
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Lyrics:
You leapt from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above
Got the music in you baby,
Tell me why
Got the music in you baby,
Tell me why
You’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye
Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
You’ve been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark…
Your lips,
My lips,
Apocalypse
Go and sneak us through the rivers,
Flood is rising up on your knees
Oh please…
Come out and haunt me
I know you want me
Come out and haunt me
Sharing all your secrets with each other since you were kids
Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you clutched in your fist…
When you’re all alone
I will reach for you
When you’re feeling low
I will be there too 
Видеоклипы
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This isn't a song.
This is a feeling.
So deep..... ( inhales the feeling )
i feel nostalgic..
nailed it..
Lisa Katzenschläger can’t agree less
Sooo Deep, issa vibe!! isis chill!!
If this is your first time hearing this, I’m jealous
Hearing it for the first time today. It's a beautiful song. ❤️💔
@@redbloodbluemoon1423 I just did too, wow
@@redbloodbluemoon1423 i did you too
Yep :)
Damn it was good
It was a rainy friday evening and I turned all the lights off, while I was mindlessly staring into the dark and gloomy view outside of my student dorm window. ‘Apocalypse’ playing in the background felt like such a cliché.
I was patiently waiting to see him again.
He came and we spent the night together and I knew that it was going to be a moment that I would never forget. I don’t know what made it so special, the sound of rain, the earthy scent it leaves in the air and feeling his warm breath next to me as I was lying in his arms or just the fact that I knew that I have to hold onto this, as it was going to be one of our last memories together. He fell straight asleep but I stayed up for a while, taking in the beautiful atmosphere as a whole, letting it fill my body with gratitude. I remember how we said that we will always love each other before he left the next morning.
I guess there are some people that leave a mark in our hearts, they stay with us like a tattoo engraved to our body. Apocalpyse’ will always bring me back to that night. There is a time machine after all, it’s called music.
That's so incredibly beautiful man..
That's so poetically wrote... true story? 😢
Dammm😥
"when you're all alone i will reach for you , when you're feeling lost i'll be there too"
I need to hear this from someone so badly
Here's something that I wish someone told me irl but, I had to say it to myself:
"Stop crying over them, they hurt you for little to no reason, and they don't deserve you. You're beautiful and loved, and make them KNOW WHAT THEY'RE MISSING."
@@sarahsperry2008 i know it hurts a lot but don't be hard on yourself , you're beautiful and loved and will always have people who'd stand by your side ,but only when you move on you will make them know what they're missing ,and they'd feel that they don't deserve you
(can't say it irl but i hope this helps)
Come to Croatia and chill😂🎉❤😅
I heard this from someone and in the end he told me that he never loved me
Keep ya chin up uk
Me: **vibing**
The comments: _d_ _e_ _p_ _r_ _e_ _s_ _s_ _i_ _o_ _n_
fr this song is just rly vibey
My cat and I are vibing so hard at this. It's quite calming ♡
The lyric hit they hard
a lot of messed up kids these days.
i just like this but im not depressed
this song hits different when you are a virgin with asthma
Como asi loco>
???
😂😂
we livin the same life my guy
😂😂😂
Of course we’re all here in 2024, good music like this never dies out !
Yes🎶
corny ahh comment
@@aqeil3765?
Fr your true
I'm listening to cigarettes after sex since 2018
Anyone on 2024?
Yea me
Me😂😂😂
Me too
Yep. Heart broke once more
Tiktok brought me here
Never create memories with somebody else on this song. This band is too precious to be wasted over people.
Edit: it's all better now. Making memories with myself. Forever grateful to CAS for these wonderful times. ❤️
@seicheeze you shouldn't have! :(
Amen to that!!!!!!!
Already did.. but i still listen. I miss talking to him...
do it! memories are what makes you who you are good or bad. its important to live and feel.
@@miamianz some memories are better left buried deep inside.
This must be one of the best, most beautiful songs in the world.
yes.
When you've been searching for a love life as beautiful as this song..
@@janadam4304 Still on the search
certainly.
I totally agree. Mesmerizing!
Anyone listening in 2024 ???
Came right now
Me) right now)))
Me
Yeah
Me
This is calm
This is comfort
This is love
The sexual tension between this song and my depression ;)
No
shutup
kinky lol
all the replies on this lmao i-
@@lyssarae5205 𓀡𓀡𓀡𓀡𓀡𓀡 Fr
We’re not friends, we’re not enemies, just strangers with memories.
It's much better that way. The other two option always ends in ruins
Touched the heart
Well said brother she left in June and I don’t hate her but she’s not my friend just someone who still has my heart and still their biggest supporter just now from a far
don’t worry man, i know it’s hard to forget someone who really meant for yo but im sure you can go through it, sometimes i just remember her smile, her eyes and still thinking about those moments we live together.
@@Erick-sh8eg what u described is the same thing I been feeling bro let’s hope we can start healing and head in the right direction
أنها المره الأولى التي اسمع فيها هذا .
أبليتني بالعشقِ ثّم تركتني
وأذقتني حّلو الهوى فَـ قتلتني..
الله ..
توسد أحجار اليمامة والقفر
ومات جريح القلب مندمل الصدر
فيا ليت هذا الحب يعشق مرة
فيعلم ما يلقى المحب من الهجر...
I used to jam to this when I walked through the crowded streets of Seoul, South Korea. I was surrounded by humans but still in my own little world with my headphones on.
I can feel u
I'm so grateful for this song and the fact that I associate it with city,woods a beaches not people
The Investing Recipe same feeling walking in Barcelona streets ....
beautiful, is'nt it?
The Investing Recipe I’m so glad I read this comment because there’s someone like me out there 💯
Never had sex or Neither smoked a cigarette but their music just touches my heart
same
Same fr
Come on man.
No cigarettes is a choice but no sex..
You're missing what god sent you to do here..
@@mtejta not having sex isnt choice, lol
@@SlayzChannel sex is cheap.
Sometimes even cheaper than cigarettes😂.
sitting in the rain smoking a joint to this
Listening to this while being high ✨
still here at 2024, whos with me🔥
I’ve tried attempting to overdose a month ago, I have a drug addiction and I’m living a very hard life right now, I want to give myself 3 years to come back to this song and read my comment. I hope that in 3 years (when I’m 22) I’ll be surprised by friends with drinks. I hope life will get better. See you in 3 years.
Update: 10/20/2021, it’s been one year since I commented this, though I have been dealing with so much through the year I always came back to this song and read the comment responses. You guys are the best, I never thought so many people would care about me, even strangers around the world. I no longer do drugs, I have gained so many friends over the year. I still keep coming back here for motivational support. Thank you for helping me guys. Much love! See y’all in 2 years! I’ll be here :)
Update: 10/24/2022, hello everyone, I’m still here :) I come back to this song almost every other day and read all the nice responses given to me. Thank you so much, I’m doing so much better today. I work at a bank, I’m almost done with college, I’ve met so many people and gained so many friends. I wish that I could go back in time and give myself a hug, in a strange way, coming back here to read responses to my comment feels like I’m being hugged from strangers around the world. Thank you for waiting for me. See you next year. :)
Final update: 03/25/2024 hey everyone! Looks like we finally made it to 3 years, sorry for the late update. I’m 23 years old now and I started working as a surveyor at SpaceX. Soon to be a civil engineer, trust me when I tell y’all I’ve been extremely busy working and finishing college… I know I said that I was finishing college on the the previous year but I dropped business school to pursue something I had a little more interest in! This year had a rough start. I had a dog who was my best friend who sadly passed away early of September last year and that’s why I didn’t update around October like I had planned, I needed some time to heal and I didn’t want to keep filling myself with sadness. Having him around reminded me I didn’t really need friends, which to update I wasn’t surprised by like I had said at the beginning… also, I don’t even drink lol. I only have like 3 friends today, but that’s okay! 3 friends is enough for me. Thank you all so much who waited for me. Thank you all so much for the love and virtual hugs. I couldn’t have made it this far if I hadn’t searched for this song and read all my responses on my bad days. Sending all of you back the biggest hug. I completed my journey to sober up and fight depressing and thoughts of suicide, it’s very much possible! If you ever feel alone or sad or feel like nobody loves you. Trust me, there is someone out there that does. I do, even if I don’t know who you are I found out that from thousands of strangers around the world could care and love and support me here consider it the same. I love you all so much. ❤
You’ll still have so much life ahead of you look forward to that. You can do it❤️
i wish u the best if luck for the next 3 years
see you space cowboy :)
In three years time I expect to see a reply to this. We all believe in you
3Years ❤️ waiting
I miss someone who I don't know
😂😂
Probably me.
Same feeling.
Alien From Sivas Same 😂
There must be a german word to describe that exact feeling.
Who's hearing in 2024?
Meeeee
Yooooo!!!!! Y'all ever think about how the comments section on videos is like a time capsule of a bunch of people experiencing the same thing years apart? Idk, just spit balling I guess...
Meee😭
Us
Going through old memories and seeing what character development you gave gone through, that made you like this. It's not sad, it's peaceful. Not caring about anything or anyone now. You are happy in your own world. Free from all guilt and Shame. It's good
As I feel same .
Listening this may feel nostalgic like traveling into my past memories without any drugs
@@karanupadhyay1045 yes
it’s crazy how alone you can feel surrounded by a crowd of people
it's not crazy it's reality.
*True*
Ya kardeşim boş yapma
Please translate Turkish to English
@@efekanay8023 aga sakin dkdkjdjd
A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.
How could it
I got you
its impossible
Aye
@@haginesh_hss kkmmkm
بحبها بشكل مش طبيعي حتي وهيا ليها ذكريات توكسيك معايا
انا بعد
حياك الله
You leapt from crumbling bridges
Watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing
In the ocean from way above
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers
Wrapped in your arms
You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos
Left in the dark
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Your lips, my lips
Apocalypse
Your lips, my lips
Apocalypse
Go and sneak us through the rivers
Flood is rising up on your knees
Oh, please
Come out and haunt me
I know you want me
Come out and haunt me
Sharing all your secrets with each other
Since you were kids
Sleeping soundly with the locket that she gave you
Clutched in your fist
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
Got the music in you, baby
Tell me why
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
You've been locked in here forever
And you just can't say goodbye
Ooh, oh
When you're all alone
I'll reach for you
When you're feelin' low
I'll be there too
I wish I could stop thinking about him.
Just stop thinking about him, it’s not that hard 🙄
Mehh I hope you’re being sarcastic lmao
Cassandra Estevez oh hon I hope you’re doing better. For the past three to four years I have been trying to move on from my abuse and it’s the hardest thing I have been doing.
Cassandra Estevez I understand that conflict with feelings. I could actually help you with that sometime if you want, I’d be happy to help. And thank you, that’s very kind of you:)
Cassandra Estevez especially with the pandemic going on. It always hurts when people ask, “are you okay?” Because clearly you’re not, they just want to make things seem lighter than they actually are. With whatever is going on in your life I hope that it will get better. You don’t deserve to suffer.
This song doesn't have a clip because everyone's clip starts when they close their eyes
This is beautiful
Damn you got us 😭
Deep and Underrated comment
true
this was really good
This song penetrates right into the soul, makes you think about the meaning of life, stay on eden and just listen to these beautiful chords of music. How beautiful it is....
This is the first time I've heard this song. All I can say is "Wow!"
WHATTT HOW IS THIS UR FIRST TIMEE? Wowww you were honestly really lucky.
Welcome to the club!
yeah me too.... wow!
if this song doesnt play on the end of the world, i dont want it
as the world caves in is the song like if the world is ending too🥺
@@jennyromero8766 I have both of these songs in the same playlist. I agree.
ruclips.net/video/wptlVUynbwk/видео.html
made it more depressing
Righttt
I will just levitate avoiding the end of the world when this song does not play
everyone in the comments who sees this, take care of yourself.
Thank you, you too 😊❤️
thanks, you too
❤️
Thank you for the kind words….
I will do
U too friend
Anyone in 2025?
😇
me
Siiii espero!!!👌😍
I Will be here, mate❤
😂
Sitting on my bus listening to this… wow… the calmness in my mind.. its unbelievable
Ever experienced this? It’s 3 am, windows are open, everyone is sleeping except you? This is exactly how this song feels like and it’s a beautiful feeling
omg same
Bro you are soo true...❣️❣️
These kind of songs hit best at 3 am I swear
And then you cry thinking about the past ...
And then someone enters your room through your open window. 😂 jk
Hearing this song makes me wanna close my eyes and leave everything behind.
i feel you.
Leave behind everything, the future is awaiting.
i feel You Mate
Same here
yh
Anyone in 2024 ❤
Me❤
Yes
Me❤
Even in 2025 lmao!
Yesss
someone somebody will find this comment .
someone liked my comment , so there are some ppl still have good music test
@@khairouxgood taste 👍
Found it sir.
Imagine someone loving you back the same you love them
ikr can't relate
Ready the first word again!
I just imagined.
I cant even imagine
i wasted it...
*Sucks* *when* *the* *person* *you'll* *never* *forget* *doesn't* *think* *about* *you* *anymore.*
this hit me really hard thank you:)
Yeah it does suck
going through that in my current life rn
yeha im going through that too right now
@@foxadams8813 *virtual hug*
I swear to god, I listen to this track every single day on repeat while I’m going to work. It repeats about 12 times and it’s absolutely beautiful. Before this track I thought it’s kinda not normal to play the same track for about 2 hours, but now it’s definitely not.
Just don’t forget, somebody really loves you and you matter
this song makes me calmer than I could even be, it’s a feeling that I have never felt before hearing this song.
i think this song mixes nostalgia, sadness, loneliness, happiness, calmness, thankfulness and you still can detailedly feel each one of them.
NOT THE ZAYN PFP LMFAO
That's exactly what I feel
literally omg
Yep2
I love YOUR pfp❤
I'm just sitting in the car, listening to this, reading comments and realising that people really got hurt because of love.
Same.
Feels good
hmmm...
This is so Mee... Sitting in the car and having the same thought. ❤️
what about those who never had any ? that hurts too
I heard this song everywhere on Instagram but never bothered to listen to it once. However tht one night I needed something tht will wipe away all the pain, make me forget those memories and just make me fall asleep. And that's how I landed up here. I cried the whole night and dozed off while listening to this song. It just give you this level of comfort you won't find anywhere.❤
In college, rolling a blunt and listening to this on loop till the sun rise…..
Thank you for making this masterpiece🫡
Life lesson : Never make memories with this song. You will die every time you will hear it after.
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i know a song you should totally check out, > TIME BY THE IMPURES < listen to it :) is reallly goood
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@@odetojoy7645 Thank you for recommending this song. It was such a boppp
so so true
Man this is facts
*any song
If you're reading this, I'm glad you're here my friend.
I’m glad you’re here friend.
likewise babe, likewise
@@Luwaloo is that stray kid as ur profile background👀
Vice versa 💕
you too:)
.....
ذكرى اليوم السبت ساعه5:40العصر يوم 25مايو اسوء شهر مر عليه كان مليان بالمشاكل وتفكير المفرط والالم بالقلب وخفقان وسوء تغذية واضطربات بالاكل ومااتفاهم ويه الناس مدري هو اني المختلفه والغريبة عن البشر ومداحس باندماج وياهم!! عبالك وحده جايه من غير كوكب،
الحياة صعبه وياي مرات اقتنع بحياتي واستسلم بس من اشوف غيري محقق حلمه او يسوي الاشياء الي يحبها تجيني ضيقه بالصدر والقهر خخخ بسس
والعالم خايس وياي
اريد اشغل اغاني Cas وبيلي ايلش وامشي و امشي و امشي وامشي لحد ماتعب واريد هم وترك كل شي وراي واروح لجزيرة مهجورة افضل اعيش ويه الحيوانات ولا اعيش ويه البشر
沒有問題
所有你所想
對自己、事物的定義
都沒有問題
不要困在定義裏
比如過度思考這件事
就過度思考 不要抗拒所想
因爲抗拒就是過度思考
Thank you 😔🫶🏽@@artemis127
😢😢😢
Dance this over the rain with that special person. It's magic 🌧️ ✨
Sadness never sounded so beautiful
ruclips.net/video/CaG_8pZRUDg/видео.html&lc=Ugzt11Ma6wAi3WTT5hd4AaABAg
Please Listen to our cover of this amazing song 🙂
Its always what seems bad thats truly transcdental
true
Baby by Justin Bieber?
Ronnie Chakraborty I threw it a like 👍, great job!!
This song has to be played everywhere when the world is ending
Fr that would be a vibe not gonna lie
We better play this tomorrow in the US then. Shit's going down with Biden as pres......just saying.
@@miaguthrie9179 lmao eat a bowl of shit trumpie
@@udhav423 Trumpie?? I don't play trumpet😂😁😉😉
@@miaguthrie9179 no one likes u
Пыталась завести отношения, пыталась собрать доверие, пробовала рисковать и начинать сначала... и как же стало хорошо, когда я ощутила что мое сердце отпустило всех этих людей. Отношения - крутой опыт, но мне намного спокойнее одной. А перед сном я обычно думаю о сценариях, книгах, путешевствиях... мечтаю♡
Everyone here , I really wish I could make all of u happy
Just smile
It’s a very short life
I'm just leaving this comment here. So that a month, a year, or a decade down the line if someone likes or comments on this thread, I can relive this song. Timeless.
get back here and vibe w us
🤞✌️✌️
Ikr✌️✌️
@rutuja Jadhav girl were you also at shwetabh gangwar Channel?
@@dewdropongrass6838 oh yeah.. been following him since past 4 years..
How do you know about it? Do watch his videos too?
I can't believe "your lips my lips apocalypse" is the part that everyone knows when "you've been locked in here forever and you just can't say goodbye" EXISTS
NO THE “got the music in you baby tell me why” PART
FRR
Nope, "when you're all alone I will reach for you. When you're feeling low I'll be there too" THEY ARE, DAMM! this part hits me so hard.
@@iv3ttt.3 same here. I get chills everytime i hear that line !! The way he says the lines is incredible !!!
@@iv3ttt.3 can you tell me please why do you love those lines ??
I've always wanted an Apocalypse, someone to be there when I'm all alone or feeling low, but after all these years I've realized that the best thing you can do is be strong, so that when you do find someone like that, you can lift them up the same way you were waiting all that time to be lifted up yourself. It doesn't matter how strong your partner is if you're not strong enough to accept the peace they might bring you, but if you both try to be strong and bring each other peace, you can find a love like no other.
Ily
1216 times im listening to it . ❤
Play this on my funeral
This is the type of songs I can’t listen to in front of my friends
true datt
Try some new friends?
Right they have no taste, it’s all so dry but more for me :’)
ya u right i feel u
gurl, get some new friends, but dont leave the olds
imagine dancing to this song with someone you love when the whole world is burning outside
You can see this in The 100 S06
@@mauriciom745 it should’ve happened in the last episode tbh would’ve been better
@@mauriciom745 this song gives me vibes of Dark (apocalyPse geddit)
you know that you really like him when this song sounds happy.
Five and Dolores thingz
This is the ultimate "my life is a mess and im here to be at peace with my thoughts" song
Anyone from 2024?✨️💕
Everyone in this comment truly deserves happiness.
Including yourself
:‘)
Aww :) thankiess. It actually helps. 🧸❤
Thanks! The bodies under my floorboards will be glad to hear that !!
Thank you
Imagine driving to the streets at 3am listening to this song, having deeptalk w ur love
ruclips.net/video/wptlVUynbwk/видео.html
made it more depressing
having A deep talk with your imaginary love would be more suitable XD
@@dakshmassey1059 I totally agree
Fuck the love, one bottle of whisky and cigarettes IS everething..
@@haamsprintpink not for everyone
this song is like wine.. the old it get ..the better it sound
This song never gets old no matter how much I listen to it, truly one of best songs ever made
This song feels like the world is ending with your fictional lover
she was just fiction ig :(
omg
Omg ::(
Not better said that this 💯
And that's literally what I'm going through, the feeling that i will never make the first move but i know she likes me 🥺
you were the definition of “right person, wrong time”.
thank you, i needed to hear that.
Please....
You are horribly right in this moment
And now that's scary
If only things were different :(
Mehh i know, same here...
True but i dont wanna let him go
Whos listening in 2024 ❤️❤️
I Listening everyday❤
I often listen ❤
everyday
First time listening to this song :)
Me😂
I feel like melting, I feel weak, I just close my eyes, and I let go... amazing
"Not friends, Not enemies just strangers with memories."
─── Frank Ocean.
ok
Ok
ok
ok but I miss him
ok
Dear Future me, I'll see you in a better place
success does not just happen, it is always planned in steps.
Hope me too
i hope the same for me
@@hmax1591 this really touched me, i will forever keep this in mind. thank you so much..
@@hmax1591 I just want to be away from everyone...
Started listening to CAS last year. They are my favorite band. Love how they stick to their aesthetic. Going to absolutely enjoy their tour this year, can’t wait!
When I feel low , This song heals me deep inside my heart.
the worst thing is realizing you had a chance but fucking messed it up instead
Damn i felt that...
na the worst feeling is wanting someone but they dont even think of you
And I so regret it...
And you have to watch your world fall apart..
@@johndough535 yup..
this song hits different when you’re a virgin who can’t drive
Entendí la referencia de clueless Janjsjs
I'm a virgin who can't drive! It hits so deep.
Nobody.
Lmao me
ong
about 2 years ago I posted this song in an attempt to attract my crush, then a few months ago after over a year of dating he paid for us to go see cas live. I love him with my whole heart ❤️
a comfort song in the dark☕️
If my deepest emotions could talk, this is how they'd sound
Wow
Your emotions sound like a little bitch
_But_ _so_ _do_ _mine_ _:(_
👶🙂👴💀
swags is a wanker....ha!
Rasika Gopalakrishnan search up lord Huron- the night we met, Talk heights- spirit cold, SYML- where’s my love
This is what falling in love feels like.
And I'm not even in love.
exactly
Cathas
But you probably were at some point...
absolutely! XD
I think this is what Heaven will sound like.
Power to all those who are going through a rough patch in their lives❤
I had never heard of this group before..... but this song captivated me in like a trance and I can't shake it off. Hasn't happened in a long time. I can't stop listening to it. Been on repeat for 3 days.
“Your lips my lips, apocalypse.” Genius
Come along and hunt me I know you want me.
Nah, but "Your lips my lips, a pack of lips."
@@suryaandhika3523 Lmao
Surya Andhika u got it wrong it’s “alpaca lips” 😼
I agree it’s beautifully intoxicating your lips my lips apocalypse
_I just wanted you to know I don't miss you anymore. But I remember everything._
Oh... it's really beautiful
that's me confessing to my crush a year ago 🗿
I recently lost my girlfriend. We were together for 6 full years. I wanted to write this because I felt it was necessary. I needed to get it off my chest. Everything was great in the first year. We had that spark when you meet someone new. Unfortunately, she had got out of a long term relationship from high school and had history with him. She cheated on me the first year. I forgave her because I really wanted to be with her, but to be honest. Ever since then, it went downhill. We had good times but mostly bad because it was in the back of my head for a long time until I got over it. It took me 2-3 years to get over that feeling of not being wanted or loved. I wanted to be perfect for her. Then 3 years into the relationship, we fought more and more and said things we didn’t mean and regret. She found someone else for like 1-2 months. So it sucked, that she basically cheated again because we weren’t done. When I found out she was with someone else. I saw her phone, pictures of her naked that were sent. Messages. It hurt like hell, and I didn’t know what I was doing wrong. Again, like an idiot. I forgave her and we started dating again. Then now that we made 6 years. She started feeling not happy anymore, all we did was fight. Quarantine didn’t make it any better. We rarely saw each other. I knew we were at the verge of a cliff. And it sucks. Because I caught her yet again 1 week ago. With her first ex from high school in the car. She looked dead at me. I knew in that moment. Everything was over and done with. She had moved on. The crazy thing about it, was I had just bought her a vase with roses that night and I was going to tell her that she was the one and that I was sorry for not trying anymore. That we could maybe start over. But after seeing something like that, it just kind of kills you. It breaks you in ways that I can’t describe. I’m sorry for writing this. But cigarettes after sex has saved me. From pain and from loneliness because their music helps me calm down and makes me happy. The thing about this band, is we had great memories where we would listen to CAS and it would feel great. I hope to just focus on myself now and work hard to do what I want to do. I will keep you guys updated in 6 months-1 year to see how I am doing. Thank you for reading this.
@@can1beatme Damn... you deserved so much better. It's always people with the good hearts that go through so much shit. I'm glad you're doing better now, and I hope you find someone you truly love that can reciprocate the energy. I'm always here if you want to rant. :)
David Dominguez I also recently lost someone close to me... for something that was my fault. It does suck on the receiving end so I just feel the need to say sorry :( But I’m glad you’ve got that positive mindset.. eventually you’ll find true happiness. I promise.
Ça fait plaisir de voir un jeune qui à la tête sur les épaules et qui dit les choses vraies, continue sur cet élan ! 👌☺️
Last year I lost the love of my life in a horrible car accident. We had lots of trauma that we suppressed and we were so abusive towards each other mentally and physically. The last time I saw him we got into a big fight and I told him how much I hated him and wanted him dead. He ends up going missing and dies all alone. Everyone blamed me and for a while I blamed myself I wanted to take my own life. Instead I just spiraled and slowly started to lose everything and everyone around me. It took months and me surrendering to God to understand. Please hold on tight to your loved ones I would do anything for another chance to see my loved one but I know I’ll see him in heaven. No fight or argument is worth staying mad at your loved one make things right before their time or your time comes. Believe me the regret and guilt can eat you alive.
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same thing happened with me , except he kept calling me over and and over and I just kept hanging up. its been almost 2 years and I still cry for him everday❤ you're not alone
Keep strongg bro , you're not alone
this song gives person realization, pureness, thoughts, choices, nostalgia.
try searching up this song is good af ( miss me by the impures )
is underrated tooo a real hidden gem v
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@@toyestori2842 do u know any other songs that have the same vibe
Yes it's true
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Im proud Weeb. Anime 4 life!
This beauty lets my tear glands flow everytime it's so beautiful ❤️
I will never be able to find the right words to express how this song makes me feel...But I can tell you that it brings back nostalgic memories, which warm my heart, but also makes me want to cry. I really like this feeling, and even though I listen to it every day, I always feel this emotion which makes me feel good. I don't know how they did it to give this emotional grain of magic to this song, but they did it extremely well ❤️ Thank you so much ❤️
Melancholy is addicting, isn’t it?
It truly is
Balthasar Gérard i love you
Yup! It sucks. 😢
More than that
Yes it is....
Warning: don't make memories with this song, keep missing an unknown person.
Yassine Jrad Can’t not tie it into certain timeline where you keep remembering the people that were in your life during that period.
Absolutely ...bcz it’s addicting!!
wow... you nailed it..
Too late.
Yassine Jrad now whenever I listen to this I see the ghost of you..
soooo wunderschön.....❤alles vergessen und einfach nur zuhören....
This song hits different when you are sitting alone in nature ❤..
This hits different when you're a virgin with asthma.
XD
get this to the top😂
This is so related to me 😂
Omg did that ever make my🤪
LMFAO WHAT IS THIS
i used to listen to this song everyday during school with both headphones in and volume on max. i love the beauty of seeing everyone going on with their lives in their own head. i love the beauty of not knowing what they are thinking but still seeing their emotion and still knowing that that random person I've never met or talked to has a whole story to tell. just like me, and everyone else.... i think that's beautiful.
same girl, i literally think about that everyday
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woah, that's such a beautiful way of thinking and every words are just outstanding
ever heard of the term 'Sonder'? from Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows
I love the way you think it’s so wholesome
This song makes me cry, makes me move, makes me think...It is the banger of my life 🥰
Your lips my lips, apocalypse...
Love you, Cigarettes After Sex ❤️
I kept listening to this song while hiking alone in mountain terrain yesterday. While disappearing in fast moving cloud I experienced joy, happiness, peace of mind, her memory, present moment all at once.
A moment of silence for those who are still searching for this song
Hahaha
I am figuring out how i will pronounce your name? Konjingu?😂
@@ayaceoo7 oh, it's just name i invented, haha
my real name is anne
Haha! realy hard