@@sophiepeters8678 I will be :)) I hope you are doing good aswell and otherwise that things will be better and you can get a smile on your face. I wish that for you 🙌🏻
@@ayya8929 yes because for many people talking about depression is "offensive" but only the people who fight with it know how "offensive" it is to deal with it....
@@ayya8929 what could possibly be offensive about this? That makes me mad and very confused at the same time but what else is new? I’m never understood and I don’t understand this world we live in so of course they would declare the most NON OFFENSIVE , real life shit offensive SMH
I'm so numb atm.. Oh well... I tried, they didn't care. Alone is all I get. Disappointment is all I deserve. My fault for having hope in the first place ✌🏾
@@sansei_4578 i love you and i’m proud of you! you’re doing great :) despite all the things that have happened: you’re still here! you’re still fighting! i am soo proud that you’re still here and i know that the world is better with you!
@@veri157 wanted to tell u thanks girl I'm feeling really great however not sure about your sexuality ... but I want you to know that you really made my day so then I would read your comment as much as I can whenever I'm feeling like that...it kinda scares me that I'll feel Bad again :/ just tsmm love u and I know all the good things will happen to u either :>>>
I’ve been sexually assaulted and abused in real life and online. I’ve been bullied in real life and online. I have struggled with depression and anxiety and ptsd and adhd and autism. And suicide attempts and self harm for years and I would make myself sick and starve myself and drink and all of that was like at 13-16 years of age I’m now 21 and still struggling definitely with loneliness. I feel so alone I don’t know how much more I can take but I’m still here.
This is amazing, I love watching this knowing that we don’t all have the friends, family girlfriends/boyfriends realise that’s how we feel and the hardest part is trying to reach out for help. We’re all playing in the shadows, but we all have each others videos to relate to - amazing edit 💙
I just found out that I am really depressed and I thought that it was normal not to feel happy or sad the hardest part is not knowing that you are depressed or anxious etc
Im here because im going through depression, waking up looking at yourself through mirror knowing this is what you going to look like, know its going to be the same shit day you had yesterday where you pretend to smile because thats what your expected to do, SMILE.
I keep coming back here everyday since a few days ago. I find this video helps me to articulate what I'm feeling inside since it's been getting bad again for me.
I feel you the way that you here. But that’s still okay to be here. That’s our emotions, happens inside. Stay it there, realize but don’t let it to cover you completely. Take a breath. Make yourself a exit that you can stand there. I’m not good but still not bad at the same time. Just hold it inside, accept way that it appears. Don’t let you cover and squeeze you. You’re here for you. Remember 🙏🏽
I put on my smile, my mask. Then go out everyday and act like I'm okay and happy. But, I'm not. I hurt. I am dying everyday on the inside, screaming in agony. Nobody cares. Nobody gets it.😔
Today... Someone tell me " you are different now. I miss the old you ". But. Noone know, what i have been through for a long long time. The life pushed me down in many ways, in many times. I tried. I cried. I failed. And have to live for myself everyday. I dont wanna die... And dont wanna live eithe...
Being alone is the hardest part I encountered every minute of my life until now . No one can care about me ,to love me, I wanna die in this time .. to stop this feeling 💔
I wish someone could help me, but truthfully I don't think it's possible. No one understands how I've actually lost my shit. I can't ever explain it properly because I'm not smart in a normalised way, I can't use words to entice people into wanting to read or help me. I'm constantly helping others in an instant because I know what it feels like when you don't have someone to listen to you, to give you love. Yet I've been drowning since I was born. And I'm not exaggerating, since..I..was..born. life for me is because less and less worth it. I feel like friends aren't actually my friend's, half of my family are dead, half of my other family are toxic. I fall in love easily and then get destroyed easily. I don't even fight for people to stay in my life, I let myself push them away. I'm lost, I've always been lost.
@@viiiioleta wow you are awesome for writing that, and it is very true, don't forget you are awesome too. If you ever want to talk to me, because I can understand how you feel I'm here also 😊 my Instagram is harrisonhardyy
Its getting bad again , i am going in that loophole again and i want someone to drag me back . Please don't let me fall in it . Its like hell down there . I don't fe anything and i am sad all the time . I hate that feeling
Yeah I not okay watching this again and again 😭I know no one can understand that my heart is broken I wanna wanna wanna die 😭😭💔can you hear me I'm screaming 😫😫😫
Reality is having said maximum to make someone feel that you love them... And knowing you were not the first to start loving... They were the one who stated it.... Nothing has changed... U r still being manipulated by your feelings...
It seemed everything is going the right way, path that I was hoping for. And then... I said too much, expressed my feelings... So here I am, alone again.
If I'm honest I can't do this anymore I can't keep walking up and disappointing people that care about me. I'm tired of people thinking I'm bitchy and that Im selfish and I'm manipulative I don't want to do this anymore I want to die and I'm tired of the lies I'm tired of the secrets and the self harming I'm only 13 and I have never felt so alone I have no one here for me and I don't want to do it anymore I'm tired of all the shit I've been through. My mom doesn't give two FUCKS about me
Just a reminder and a note incase you need to hear this: I'm proud of you.. everything you have done in this lifetime has shaped who you are today, and you are absolutely beautiful. Dont let the opinions of other people or your own mental demons convince you otherwise. You are worth so much, and I'm glad you're still alive. You're a survivor of this world's cruel workings, and a fighter stronger than anyone I've ever met before. Please stay and keep fighting.. It will get better even if it doesn't feel like it at the moment, and I will miss you if you leave me behind. While you may not feel like you have anyone or anything going for you, you always have you. And if you don't think you're enough, live for me until you can believe in yourself just like I do. Live for who you want to be, not who others are convinced you need to become. I love you, and I am so proud of everything you've accomplished thus far (no matter how small that list may seem to you). Happiness is achievable, and you are worthy of attaining it🥰
Skins UK , stranger things, the vampire diaries, teen wolf, riverdale, ginny and georgia, 13 reasons why, Jane the Virgin, the 100, bombshell (these are the ones I know)
You know it’s getting bad again when you start watching these video’s again...
I hope your okay
@@sophiepeters8678 I will be :)) I hope you are doing good aswell and otherwise that things will be better and you can get a smile on your face. I wish that for you 🙌🏻
I feel it slowly coming again. And we're about to have our exams too and idk if I can do good in this state
@@andriasong3570 now I think I am not alone who is facing all this
Yea.,.
And after 8 months, I am here again watching this kind of videos, feeling so lonely and small right now...
Please don't feel so
U not alone 🙂💔
@@Mikeget017 Thank you for that reminder :)
You are a larger than life masterpiece who deserves everything life has to offer.
@@thesoapingllamas5131 Thank you for that!! I am doing so much better now 😌
They won't allow us to share or show anyone this video... Yet it is the most honest... Truthful one....
Yes my content is declared offensive by RUclips :(
@@ayya8929 yes because for many people talking about depression is "offensive" but only the people who fight with it know how "offensive" it is to deal with it....
I found it
@@ayya8929 what could possibly be offensive about this? That makes me mad and very confused at the same time but what else is new? I’m never understood and I don’t understand this world we live in so of course they would declare the most NON OFFENSIVE , real life shit offensive SMH
I'm so numb atm.. Oh well... I tried, they didn't care. Alone is all I get. Disappointment is all I deserve. My fault for having hope in the first place ✌🏾
Don't say that...it's never your fault🥺❤️
its not your fault! im proud of you for being here and still holding on! youre so strong. i love you
@@veri157 can u just tell me that either?
@@sansei_4578 i love you and i’m proud of you! you’re doing great :) despite all the things that have happened: you’re still here! you’re still fighting! i am soo proud that you’re still here and i know that the world is better with you!
@@veri157 wanted to tell u thanks girl I'm feeling really great however not sure about your sexuality ...
but I want you to know that you really made my day so then I would read your comment as much as I can whenever I'm feeling like that...it kinda scares me that I'll feel Bad again :/ just tsmm love u and I know all the good things will happen to u either :>>>
I’ve been sexually assaulted and abused in real life and online. I’ve been bullied in real life and online. I have struggled with depression and anxiety and ptsd and adhd and autism. And suicide attempts and self harm for years and I would make myself sick and starve myself and drink and all of that was like at 13-16 years of age I’m now 21 and still struggling definitely with loneliness. I feel so alone I don’t know how much more I can take but I’m still here.
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands you, i'm here for you! You are not alone in this, okay?
I'm proud of you.
I've never related to a single post in my entire life. I've gone through the exact things.....and im 21....I'm not sure how much more I can take
Every time I trust someone they show me why I shouldn’t
I understand stand that. I can’t trust anyone anymore not even my mom!
i also know , it makes you losing faith in humanity, when every time you trust someone and they let you down after you showed them your vulnerability
How does it feel to meet and talk to people who feel like you and understand what you're going through?? this video gives you that feeling ❤️
This is amazing, I love watching this knowing that we don’t all have the friends, family girlfriends/boyfriends realise that’s how we feel and the hardest part is trying to reach out for help. We’re all playing in the shadows, but we all have each others videos to relate to - amazing edit 💙
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I just found out that I am really depressed and I thought that it was normal not to feel happy or sad the hardest part is not knowing that you are depressed or anxious etc
Im here because im going through depression, waking up looking at yourself through mirror knowing this is what you going to look like, know its going to be the same shit day you had yesterday where you pretend to smile because thats what your expected to do, SMILE.
I’m the ‘perfect’ one. That’s what my friends say. But anytime I try to talk about any type of feelings they ignore it and start talking about boys
I keep coming back here everyday since a few days ago. I find this video helps me to articulate what I'm feeling inside since it's been getting bad again for me.
I wish I could leave my own body but I'm stuck in here
I feel you the way that you here. But that’s still okay to be here. That’s our emotions, happens inside. Stay it there, realize but don’t let it to cover you completely. Take a breath. Make yourself a exit that you can stand there. I’m not good but still not bad at the same time. Just hold it inside, accept way that it appears. Don’t let you cover and squeeze you. You’re here for you. Remember 🙏🏽
I'm not crying it's either the stupid ninjas cutting onions everywhere or my eyes are sweaty 👁️👄👁️
I love this video so much!
very glad you like it ! :)
I put on my smile, my mask. Then go out everyday and act like I'm okay and happy. But, I'm not. I hurt. I am dying everyday on the inside, screaming in agony. Nobody cares. Nobody gets it.😔
This needs more likes and views
It’s 5 days old 😂 it needs time
@@leamarie7927 oh well
@@leamarie7927 plus I didn’t realise it was five days old lmao
Nobody sees the pain
Welcome to your daily therapy...🖤💫
I wish I could cry and let go of few things
Hi, if you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you, okay? You are not alone!
@@supravietuitoriblog547 do you know them?
@@sadstuff513 Who?
@@supravietuitoriblog547 bratati
@@sadstuff513 no
THIS IS THE BEST ONE IVE HEARD
I’m thinking to myself I can’t do it anymore but I’m trying so hard i can’t…
Today... Someone tell me " you are different now. I miss the old you ".
But. Noone know, what i have been through for a long long time. The life pushed me down in many ways, in many times.
I tried.
I cried.
I failed.
And have to live for myself everyday. I dont wanna die... And dont wanna live eithe...
Being alone is the hardest part I encountered every minute of my life until now . No one can care about me ,to love me, I wanna die in this time .. to stop this feeling 💔
I wish someone could help me, but truthfully I don't think it's possible. No one understands how I've actually lost my shit. I can't ever explain it properly because I'm not smart in a normalised way, I can't use words to entice people into wanting to read or help me. I'm constantly helping others in an instant because I know what it feels like when you don't have someone to listen to you, to give you love. Yet I've been drowning since I was born. And I'm not exaggerating, since..I..was..born. life for me is because less and less worth it. I feel like friends aren't actually my friend's, half of my family are dead, half of my other family are toxic. I fall in love easily and then get destroyed easily. I don't even fight for people to stay in my life, I let myself push them away. I'm lost, I've always been lost.
@@viiiioleta wow you are awesome for writing that, and it is very true, don't forget you are awesome too. If you ever want to talk to me, because I can understand how you feel I'm here also 😊 my Instagram is harrisonhardyy
I feel like watching these multifandoms I feel normal. I’m not alone with these thoughts…
I have never cried so much to one of these I fell like when. I watch them it's the only time I Express myself so thank you
I am not okay and I don't know what to do.
Hey, God love you, all be good
@@naomikarpets1687 thank you, God be with you
Its getting bad again , i am going in that loophole again and i want someone to drag me back . Please don't let me fall in it . Its like hell down there . I don't fe anything and i am sad all the time . I hate that feeling
I am here again after a month again crying and nobody cares..
I'm in pain🥺
Yeah I not okay watching this again and again 😭I know no one can understand that my heart is broken I wanna wanna wanna die 😭😭💔can you hear me I'm screaming 😫😫😫
Damn back here again🚶😒😮💨 people lose to their demons everyday, be strong... be safe❤️
Amazing!!!
Thanks you !
i literally felt all those characters... nothing moved me this much istg!!✌✌✌
Reality is having said maximum to make someone feel that you love them...
And knowing you were not the first to start loving... They were the one who stated it....
Nothing has changed... U r still being manipulated by your feelings...
I love your video, congratulations 🙏 does anyone know which movie the person speaking is from during the entire beginning of the video?
It’s from The End of the Fucking World
Thanks, do you know which episode?
Number 5😩😩
Its surprisingly to kno that your not along in this jus check the views n likes out of all the videos we are here in this
It seemed everything is going the right way, path that I was hoping for. And then... I said too much, expressed my feelings... So here I am, alone again.
I'm not ok :):
Me too
You will be okay! Very soon hope:')
@@khanamad8805 ❤️
Amazing vid, great edit, you should he bigger
I wish I could break down and have someone hold me. But I gotta do it
im not gonna live long.
I'm not okay
Y'all I'm so tired....I can't 💔💔
what are all the shows/movies you used for this video?
I’m not okay…
What is the title for 0:48?
The perks of being a wallflower
The 😢
1:53 what movie is that?🙏
This movie is called Bombshell :)
💔🖇️"
What song is???
Vancouver Sleep Clinic - Lung
Everybody hates me, it's okay coz I hate me too
2:31 what movie is that?
What movie/series are 0:26
Its Skins
i hate lieing to the people i hate saying im ok bt its all a a big lie im not
I need help
1:51 what series is that... someone plz answer
Is this a show?
Were is 2:47 2:51 from witch movie
From what movie is the scene from 1:52 ?
I got better.. now I have to watch a second divorce. And apparently it’s my fault my siblings parents won’t be together.
Anyone know what song this is?
where is :41 from
😓
Song name?
0:40 What movies it that?
It's gonna be a mess my whole fucking life ! 😭
And 0:51
Its from Teen Wolf
2:38 movie name ?
Comforming Vids are my type :/
If I'm honest I can't do this anymore I can't keep walking up and disappointing people that care about me. I'm tired of people thinking I'm bitchy and that Im selfish and I'm manipulative I don't want to do this anymore I want to die and I'm tired of the lies I'm tired of the secrets and the self harming I'm only 13 and I have never felt so alone I have no one here for me and I don't want to do it anymore I'm tired of all the shit I've been through. My mom doesn't give two FUCKS about me
hey. if you want to say more stuff we can talk.
@@valentinavalentina256 Thank you
@@valentinavalentina256 plz
@@uglyasschickennugget2925 @telles_sophia
Just a reminder and a note incase you need to hear this:
I'm proud of you.. everything you have done in this lifetime has shaped who you are today, and you are absolutely beautiful. Dont let the opinions of other people or your own mental demons convince you otherwise. You are worth so much, and I'm glad you're still alive. You're a survivor of this world's cruel workings, and a fighter stronger than anyone I've ever met before. Please stay and keep fighting.. It will get better even if it doesn't feel like it at the moment, and I will miss you if you leave me behind. While you may not feel like you have anyone or anything going for you, you always have you. And if you don't think you're enough, live for me until you can believe in yourself just like I do. Live for who you want to be, not who others are convinced you need to become. I love you, and I am so proud of everything you've accomplished thus far (no matter how small that list may seem to you). Happiness is achievable, and you are worthy of attaining it🥰
If y’all know the movies or shows can y’all comment them
Skins UK , stranger things, the vampire diaries, teen wolf, riverdale, ginny and georgia, 13 reasons why, Jane the Virgin, the 100, bombshell (these are the ones I know)
The good doctor, pretty little liars , elite, euphoria, 5 feet apart (i think)
I hate what isee
2:31 What movie is that ?
0:54 what movie is that?
The 100
@@Zoeemama8108 not after
@@lelia5289 skins 🙂
@@Epona252624 thanksss
0:42 what movie is that?
Jane the virgin