Sesiko - Unconscious

All the work on this album was done by Sesiko, which is me.
(Lyrics)
Can you hear me weeping?
There's no hope to cure her cancer
She's bleeding terribly
Day by day she's getting weaker
I curse myself, how I am helpless
Only I can do is to change the bloody bandage
Give me courage to free her from pain
Promise, I'll go after her when it all ends
There's nothing more that I can give her rest
Hold a pillow over her sleeping face
There's nothing more that I can give her rest
She's unconscious, her tears tell no tales
This living flesh started to rot
Nursing in the room filled with foul odor
Her dark red blood constantly pouring out
Enough of this hell, I can't take it anymore
Too cruel, no mercy for the poor
She's fucking worthless, a burden of living dead
God I beg you please take this thing away
Take away this, a burden of living dead
Or give me courage to end it all by myself
There's nothing more that I can give her rest
Hold a pillow over her sleeping face
There's nothing more that I can give her rest
She's unconscious, her tears tell no tales
(日本語)
私の嘆きが聞こえるかい？
もう彼女の癌が治る希望はない
酷い流血なんだ
日に日に彼女は衰えている
自身の無力さを呪うばかりだ
血みどろの包帯を換えることしかできない
苦痛から解放する勇気を与えておくれ
約束する、全て終えれば彼女の後を追うさ
もうこれしかないんだ
そして彼女の寝顔に覆い被せた枕
もうこれしかないんだ
昏睡のさなか、彼女の涙は語らない
ついに血肉が腐りはじめた
世話する私は異臭に満ちた部屋のなか
どす黒い血は絶えずに溢れ出す
こんな地獄にはもう耐えられない
残酷だ、貧しい者に救いはない
ふざけるな、この価値のない生きた屍め
神よ、どうかこれを連れ去っておくれ
この生きた屍を連れ去っておくれ
然もなくば私が全て終わらせる
もうこれしかないんだ
そして彼女の寝顔に覆い被せた枕
もうこれしかないんだ
昏睡のさなか、彼女の涙は語らない