Thank you so much Micky :) It was hard for me to believe that even if someone told me that just a year ago but recovery's been getting so much better! Thank you for being so supportive an amazing. It's funny because before, I thought recovery was about weight and being normal, but it's more about being happy in your own skin, accepting, and being healthy!
thank you so much :) im so honored that you think that way :D you've always been one of my go to! Not only is your art fantastic, your voice is butter and your personality is delicious! thank you for always being so nice
This is one of my favorite ASMR videos of all time. I LOVE your honesty and sharing with us. I also struggle with my own intense issues, and hearing you talk about your own challenges and positive ways of dealing with them is incredibly therapeutic. You said it yourself: You are absolutely a beautiful peson, inside and out, and being thankful for being alive and vibrant is of utmost importance. Thanks for making this :)
OMG I TOTALLY AGREE :) I have grown so much closer to my family especially my mum :) I have told a few of my friends but they don't take it too seriously which in a way helps actually ;) thank you! and keep being amazing!
awww thank you so much. Yes, it definitely takes time. My mum and I realized that recovery might take longer than the time i had ED and depression. Thank you for you encouraging comment!
my first language is korean :) but my dad's job took us to the states and england during most of my early childhood. As for learning korean... it's not an easy language, but if you're looking for just being able to communicate and not fussy about grammar and things like that, i think a year to two years worth of learning will get you there!
I'm normally not really into tapping, but your tapping on the Estee Lauder thing was perfect. Tingles up and down. Thank you for an incredibly relaxing video :)
It's been a while that I listen to your videos and personally , you're one of the best whispers for me *_* ! Plus I love korean culture and language so I enjoy your videos even more ! Thank you for all these relaxing videos you make for us and for this video as well =^^= !
i think a digital camera is fine!! in fact if you have an iphone that's great too. i use my iphone for short ramble videos sometimes and the quality is perfectly fine :)
I have never commented before because I am new to this community.. but you are one of my favourites! So, since I also suffer with some of the same things you mentioned including the eating disorder I want to say I would love to hear your updates on how you are doing and what you are doing to overcome. :) The journal seems such a wonderful way to help and I am going to adopt that strategy for myself. Thank you for your wonderful whispers!
well..the experience is somewhat rewarding when I think about it...there was a few positive things that I gained from my ED. The most important one was bringing me closer to my family ^.^ the key to beating ED is having your family and possibly your friends (if you feel comfortable telling them) there to support you in your recovery process. Also BELIEVE that you will get better (NO MORE NEGATIVITY!!!) that's how ED's voice becomes more overpowering than your own. Sending lots of hugs :D
I'm sorry you struggle with such unpleasant thoughts. I think many or most of us here in the asmr community have battled or do battle with some kind of anxiety/ depression/ etc, and seek out asmr as a way to escape our evil brains. Anyway, we support and adore you. You're fast becoming one of my very favorite asmartists- you are entrancing, bewitching- & an obvioustly wonderful person. I am honored you'd share your personal thoughts and struggles here, I can't be so brave. Best to your grandpa
oh, also, it's very quiet for me too- but I prefer it that way. I catch about 75-80% of what you say, and the rest- uninteligable quiet muttering- is heavenly.
What you said in your journal really resonated with me... I recently lost about 90 lbs and still find myself having body image issues despite everything that goes with losing that much weight. As always, thanks for the video.
definitely want to do a sound video on that! i actually recorded that one :) im just collecting a few more different sounds to make a trigger sounds video similar to ilse the waterwhispers one!
Your honesty and openness is beautiful, it's what makes you even more beautiful than you already were. You can add that to your booklet :) I hope you will start feeling better about yourself soon sweetheart. I know from experience (with depression) that it can take a while but it's such a good feeling to conquer it. Keep at it! And yes to the videos discussing this, but only if you feel like doing so :) do it for yourself, not us ;) xoxo Good luck!
that sucks!! hmm... i don't know what I could do... i expected the volume to be louder cause of the mic but i guess it's still a little low. i'll try to do some research on how i could make it louder! :)
I can imagine it was terribly hard to open up like that, that takes a lot of guts, i think we can all learn from you in that respect. Great video, and keep at it.
Really enjoyed your video. Very sorry about the family health problems - health is the great equalizer...we can ALL relate to health problems in one way or another.
If you are having low sound issues and you're on windows 7, go down to your taskbar and right click on the volume, right click on playback devices, right click on your audio output (it should either be headphones or speaker) and click properties, go to enhancements and scroll down to loudness equalization. Make sure its checked and click apply. There you go!
these people must be deaf. Put it up near the highest volume with a pair of regular (I have apple) ear buds, and you are golden! I still have to remind myself you're Korean by the way, while listening. the english accent is flawless
Lovely video, as per usual. In terms of your updates, I think it would probably be good for you to upload them, regardless of whether the audience finds them particularly relaxing or not (although with your voice, I'm sure we would!); accountability is always helpful when trying to overcome something of that nature. All the best to you in 2013! :)
You really give me good triggers, some of the most strong I've had. Unfortunately, the volume of your videos are so low that I can't hear you unless I wear these big, uncomfortable drummer's headphones I have. So it's either have triggers or fall asleep, and I typically watch ASMR videos as I'm falling asleep. Is there any way you can increase the volume of your videos?
when you started posting videos, what were you filming them on? I'd like to start my own channel and all i really have is my phone and a small digital camera
Hi Young Lady, Night after night, I keep coming back to you. You are special. It's never too late to learn to take GOOD care of yourself and learn how to enjoy as many moments as you can. And you are Young & Beautiful. Stay in therapy. I did 10 years straight. I am quite proud of you for doing this. It will get better. So, You are creating lots of things to obsess on.Think about what you are running from, that you need to create so many distractions. Go DEEP and be HONEST.ML2U (Mad Love to You!)
I understand that it is something you can't just believe because it's a mental state you're stuck in, but you are not fat in the slightest! I'd kill to have your figure! You are a good weight, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You're a beautiful person, and you are healthy.Please continue to read over that book of yours until you realise what you see in the mirror is nothing like what everyone else sees. Everyone else sees a slim, healthy and very pretty girl.
I have Crohn's disease and though it's not cancer I understand the whole chemo and basically like battle process. If you ever need someone to talk to tell me!! I'm praying for you!!!
Soarry for this tottaly random question but what is your primary language english or korean? and if english was, how hard was it for you to learn korean because i am trying to learn it myself? Oh and great vid by the way very relaxing!:)
Love ur videos btw o^.^o sorry to hear about the dreaded ED though :'( I know wat its like (had anorexia and bulimia for 2 years and struggled A LOT with depression. Then got help and kicked ED's butt. Now I am happy with who I am :D) yeah its hard, I struggled too but believe me you'll be able to fight it! No matter how long it takes don't give up you can do it!!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!! XD feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to or just need some advice. *HUGS* ^.^
There are many supposed natural anti-cancers out there from japanese mushrooms to cannabis oil or even syrian rue.I'm no expert but hopefully spreading this may help someone one day
thank you so much Sarah :) I'm so thankful for people like you. It makes me so relieved and happy that amazing people watch my videos :D
Thank you so much Micky :) It was hard for me to believe that even if someone told me that just a year ago but recovery's been getting so much better! Thank you for being so supportive an amazing. It's funny because before, I thought recovery was about weight and being normal, but it's more about being happy in your own skin, accepting, and being healthy!
thank you so much :) im so honored that you think that way :D you've always been one of my go to! Not only is your art fantastic, your voice is butter and your personality is delicious! thank you for always being so nice
This is one of my favorite ASMR videos of all time. I LOVE your honesty and sharing with us. I also struggle with my own intense issues, and hearing you talk about your own challenges and positive ways of dealing with them is incredibly therapeutic. You said it yourself: You are absolutely a beautiful peson, inside and out, and being thankful for being alive and vibrant is of utmost importance. Thanks for making this :)
Awww thank you!!
thank you so much for appreciating this video. Your comment seriously made me so happy. Responses like yours make the video making even better
OMG I TOTALLY AGREE :) I have grown so much closer to my family especially my mum :) I have told a few of my friends but they don't take it too seriously which in a way helps actually ;) thank you! and keep being amazing!
awww thank you so much. Yes, it definitely takes time. My mum and I realized that recovery might take longer than the time i had ED and depression. Thank you for you encouraging comment!
I'm glad I'm not the only one who finds random, softish sounds to be soothing.
dam i think ive messed myself up..now i cant go to sleep without listening to your voice. you give amazing triggers! thank you and good night!
my first language is korean :) but my dad's job took us to the states and england during most of my early childhood. As for learning korean... it's not an easy language, but if you're looking for just being able to communicate and not fussy about grammar and things like that, i think a year to two years worth of learning will get you there!
I'm normally not really into tapping, but your tapping on the Estee Lauder thing was perfect. Tingles up and down. Thank you for an incredibly relaxing video :)
So calming, thank you :) Happy holidays!
oh i will always do roleplay videos :) these will only be from time to time sort of like an update video~
감사합니다~ 곧 한국어로 비디오 만들꺼에요~ 그쪽도 새해복많이 받으시고 2013년도 건강하게 보내세요!
Another great video, without these i would not get to sleep so quickly, thank you :)
that's wonderful!!! :D so many more people are beating cancer now. i love it! hopefully we can find a cure or ways to completely prevent it
It's been a while that I listen to your videos and personally , you're one of the best whispers for me *_* ! Plus I love korean culture and language so I enjoy your videos even more ! Thank you for all these relaxing videos you make for us and for this video as well =^^= !
right??? i sometimes just tap on my iphone cause the sound is so nice hehehe
I love love love the iphone screen tapping. Great vid!
Go Micky!! You are RIGHT ON!!!! Nicole, you are A~M~A~Z~I~N~G inside AND out!!! Please believe that!!!
The clock ticking is one of the best parts of this, I think.
i think a digital camera is fine!! in fact if you have an iphone that's great too. i use my iphone for short ramble videos sometimes and the quality is perfectly fine :)
As always, I love your video:D And the sound of the clock is really relaxing as well. Nice combination, um-hum.
I have never commented before because I am new to this community.. but you are one of my favourites! So, since I also suffer with some of the same things you mentioned including the eating disorder I want to say I would love to hear your updates on how you are doing and what you are doing to overcome. :) The journal seems such a wonderful way to help and I am going to adopt that strategy for myself.
Thank you for your wonderful whispers!
well..the experience is somewhat rewarding when I think about it...there was a few positive things that I gained from my ED. The most important one was bringing me closer to my family ^.^ the key to beating ED is having your family and possibly your friends (if you feel comfortable telling them) there to support you in your recovery process. Also BELIEVE that you will get better (NO MORE NEGATIVITY!!!) that's how ED's voice becomes more overpowering than your own. Sending lots of hugs :D
AWWWWWWWWWWWW
I'm sorry you struggle with such unpleasant thoughts. I think many or most of us here in the asmr community have battled or do battle with some kind of anxiety/ depression/ etc, and seek out asmr as a way to escape our evil brains.
Anyway, we support and adore you. You're fast becoming one of my very favorite asmartists- you are entrancing, bewitching- & an obvioustly wonderful person. I am honored you'd share your personal thoughts and struggles here, I can't be so brave.
Best to your grandpa
oh, also, it's very quiet for me too- but I prefer it that way. I catch about 75-80% of what you say, and the rest- uninteligable quiet muttering- is heavenly.
What you said in your journal really resonated with me... I recently lost about 90 lbs and still find myself having body image issues despite everything that goes with losing that much weight. As always, thanks for the video.
the twisting caps! oh my. if you were to add some of that world famous pigsbum soft speaking...it would be heaven!!
GREAT timing.
I can't get enough of this video ^_^
definitely want to do a sound video on that! i actually recorded that one :) im just collecting a few more different sounds to make a trigger sounds video similar to ilse the waterwhispers one!
The unscrewing caps was SO creative! Can you do a video dedicated to just that??
tapping was amazing.
awww thank you so much!!!!!!!
Your honesty is very touching! You are all of the things you have written don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
logged onto youtube, New pigsbum video, day was made!
Your honesty and openness is beautiful, it's what makes you even more beautiful than you already were. You can add that to your booklet :) I hope you will start feeling better about yourself soon sweetheart. I know from experience (with depression) that it can take a while but it's such a good feeling to conquer it. Keep at it! And yes to the videos discussing this, but only if you feel like doing so :) do it for yourself, not us ;) xoxo Good luck!
that sucks!! hmm... i don't know what I could do... i expected the volume to be louder cause of the mic but i guess it's still a little low. i'll try to do some research on how i could make it louder! :)
I can imagine it was terribly hard to open up like that, that takes a lot of guts, i think we can all learn from you in that respect. Great video, and keep at it.
너무 잘 보고 듣고 있습니다 pigsbum53짱♥♥
저도 때로 자존감이 많이 낮아져서 죽고싶은 적 많았는데.. 알려주신 방법 써봐야 겠어요 얼굴도 목소리도 너무 너무 예쁜 pigsbum씨 우리 같이 힘내봐요~! ♥
Thank u for posting piggy:-) hope ur grandads ok. Hope u hav a wonderful new yr xx
You are amazing!
Great video. Sorry to hear about the problems you're having.
Really enjoyed your video. Very sorry about the family health problems - health is the great equalizer...we can ALL relate to health problems in one way or another.
김사랑이요?ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 처음으로 듣는데요?ㅎㅎㅎㅎ 전혀 안닮았다고 생각하지만... 말씀이라도 감사합니다ㅋ
: ) Thanks, I love this.
lovely!
great vid love you!!!
Really good, thanks!
If you are having low sound issues and you're on windows 7, go down to your taskbar and right click on the volume, right click on playback devices, right click on your audio output (it should either be headphones or speaker) and click properties, go to enhancements and scroll down to loudness equalization. Make sure its checked and click apply. There you go!
LOOK BEHIND YOU. o.0
Great video!!
Aww thanks o^.^o and that's great to hear too!! Good luck with your recovery :D *YOU CAN DO IT* :)
these people must be deaf. Put it up near the highest volume with a pair of regular (I have apple) ear buds, and you are golden!
I still have to remind myself you're Korean by the way, while listening. the english accent is flawless
Hope your recovery goes well! I'd be interested in occasional updates on your progress.
and you are so beautiful! I know you have thousands of admirers on here!!
Lovely video, as per usual. In terms of your updates, I think it would probably be good for you to upload them, regardless of whether the audience finds them particularly relaxing or not (although with your voice, I'm sure we would!); accountability is always helpful when trying to overcome something of that nature. All the best to you in 2013! :)
prayers going your way...love from florida
amazing
You really give me good triggers, some of the most strong I've had. Unfortunately, the volume of your videos are so low that I can't hear you unless I wear these big, uncomfortable drummer's headphones I have. So it's either have triggers or fall asleep, and I typically watch ASMR videos as I'm falling asleep. Is there any way you can increase the volume of your videos?
when you started posting videos, what were you filming them on? I'd like to start my own channel and all i really have is my phone and a small digital camera
Hi Young Lady, Night after night, I keep coming back to you. You are special. It's never too late to learn to take GOOD care of yourself and learn how to enjoy as many moments as you can. And you are Young & Beautiful. Stay in therapy. I did 10 years straight. I am quite proud of you for doing this. It will get better. So, You are creating lots of things to obsess on.Think about what you are running from, that you need to create so many distractions. Go DEEP and be HONEST.ML2U (Mad Love to You!)
I understand that it is something you can't just believe because it's a mental state you're stuck in, but you are not fat in the slightest! I'd kill to have your figure! You are a good weight, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. You're a beautiful person, and you are healthy.Please continue to read over that book of yours until you realise what you see in the mirror is nothing like what everyone else sees. Everyone else sees a slim, healthy and very pretty girl.
when i am sad i go on RUclips and wach videos of fails then laugh and be happy i am not stupid like them :D
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I have Crohn's disease and though it's not cancer I understand the whole chemo and basically like battle process. If you ever need someone to talk to tell me!! I'm praying for you!!!
Soarry for this tottaly random question but what is your primary language english or korean? and if english was, how hard was it for you to learn korean because i am trying to learn it myself? Oh and great vid by the way very relaxing!:)
What camera do you use?
You should make an asmr for lucid dreaming :]
Still can't see this video. Haven't tried on a regular computer though...
Same, i cant see this video stil... Might b an ipad thing.
I love your videos and your accent :D 그리고 김사랑(아세요? 모르시면 네이버ㄱㄱ) 닮으셨어요ㅠㅠ이뿌시당 헤헷
I want to hear all your thoughts; All positive is just as sick as all negative. You need to be balanced, else you'll fall over.
Love ur videos btw o^.^o sorry to hear about the dreaded ED though :'( I know wat its like (had anorexia and bulimia for 2 years and struggled A LOT with depression. Then got help and kicked ED's butt. Now I am happy with who I am :D) yeah its hard, I struggled too but believe me you'll be able to fight it! No matter how long it takes don't give up you can do it!!! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT!!!!! XD feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to or just need some advice. *HUGS* ^.^
멋진 동영상 니콜
I love your videos but that clock in the background was driving me crazy this whole video ):
what's ED?
Anyone else getting that clock ticking in the background? Or am I going mad...
There are many supposed natural anti-cancers out there from japanese mushrooms to cannabis oil or even syrian rue.I'm no expert but hopefully spreading this may help someone one day
꺄~ 좋다 ㅋ
Nice Bible
What's daytime?
You have pretty hands
Heh I'm playing BF3, but y'day I got neck pains from the stress. :(
I have a strange body ...
Well, I think you're lovely.
P.S. I speak some Korean! Annyounghasayo:D Kamsahamido:))
I want to give you a million dollars. Only problem is I dont have a million dollars.
well i do now lol
Is she even a qualified human whisperer?
6,666 views creepy...........
love your vids but i cant hear you! tis too quiet :-(
I wasn't able to watch it idk why
Ehhhh clock.. Lol
A book killed your buzz? Pretty fucking weird mate.