I almost quit youtube forever and here's why *not a joke*

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Комментарии • 7 тыс.

  • @josephinevera8
    @josephinevera8 3 года назад +4087

    And when we needed her the most.. she returned.

  • @bitchchile
    @bitchchile 3 года назад +5395

    girl lets be friends.

  • @ransonate1807
    @ransonate1807 3 года назад +4450

    Ok
    •her dog got cancer
    •she got kicked out of school
    •her grandma died
    •she had a breakup
    girl can i hug you wtf.

    • @valentinarodriguez528
      @valentinarodriguez528 3 года назад +281

      and she has panick attacks

    • @alliexcx5576
      @alliexcx5576 3 года назад +92

      :( I feel bad for her or them
      (I don’t know they’re pronouns oop-)

    • @emil6936
      @emil6936 3 года назад +56

      Wait why was she kicked out of school?

    • @andrekaravia4216
      @andrekaravia4216 3 года назад +8

      plus panic atacc....

    • @tiffanyqr7907
      @tiffanyqr7907 3 года назад +87

      @@alliexcx5576 she’s a girl- literally stfu with that😩

  • @Elena-xz7wj
    @Elena-xz7wj 3 года назад +3659

    “my life isn’t that bad i’m just self pitying” girl. IF YOURE SAD THEN YOURE
    SAD DONT INVALIDATE YOURSELF

    • @jae8378
      @jae8378 3 года назад +47

      no, she should be acknowledging the fact that she has blessings that many other people dont. of course shes entitled to feel sad, but sadness should never be felt to the point where it has an unshakable hold on you.

    • @sver1618
      @sver1618 3 года назад +5

      *boy

    • @BrookeKatherine.
      @BrookeKatherine. 3 года назад +51

      @@sver1618 why are you here lol

    • @sver1618
      @sver1618 3 года назад +2

      @depressed bisexual girl HE needs therapy

    • @jae8378
      @jae8378 3 года назад +1

      @depressed bisexual ok ‘depressed’ bisexual

  • @AmbeEve
    @AmbeEve 3 года назад +6494

    Quality over quantity, as long as shes happy I don’t care if she’s posting or not. Mental health is more important!

    • @sylviaalibrahimi291
      @sylviaalibrahimi291 3 года назад +35

      👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

    • @pablo10302
      @pablo10302 3 года назад +15

      Preach my queen!

    • @KrazyKitty01
      @KrazyKitty01 3 года назад +10

      Period queen ✨✨✨

    • @NickGrand
      @NickGrand 3 года назад +11

      Damn even as a small content creator this comment hit hard #facts #mentalhealth

    • @lol-pw4jc
      @lol-pw4jc 3 года назад +6

      uh it’s a boy

  • @jacoblol901
    @jacoblol901 3 года назад +3381

    "if you ever get a boyfriend, break up with him
    if you ever find a crush, spit in his face"
    - Antonio Garza 2020

    • @FloverCleavland
      @FloverCleavland 3 года назад +24

      Okay but for real best advice 💀

    • @Ana-wy1ek
      @Ana-wy1ek 3 года назад +3

      @@FloverCleavland was boutta just say lol no fr thats some good advice

    • @girlontheedge2636
      @girlontheedge2636 3 года назад +5

      i did it feels so amazing 😍

    • @miranda9004
      @miranda9004 3 года назад

      Ok but what if your fruity? I need answers here.

    • @cleanfreakqeeuntea3052
      @cleanfreakqeeuntea3052 3 года назад

      Girl i would be glad to do that😂😃

  • @itsguccigalaxy
    @itsguccigalaxy 3 года назад +1339

    PSA: Just because someone else's life is harder than yours doesn't make your feelings any less valid

  • @eastcoastprincess97
    @eastcoastprincess97 3 года назад +277

    no honey you’re actually going through a LOT. like forreal. and it’s okay to acknowledge that as well. it’s not a pity part you kept it short and tried to explain it to us the best you could. i’m proud of you for even posting after what you been through but keep on pushing!! happy to see you again.

  • @campbellmae
    @campbellmae 3 года назад +4120

    i’m actually worried about her, and none of the comments are addressing it. :(

    • @skyco5395
      @skyco5395 3 года назад +28

      this comment :'' she has went through a lot

    • @venusianaonline
      @venusianaonline 3 года назад +5

      Same

    • @accioyoongi
      @accioyoongi 3 года назад +3

      @@skyco5395 you just gotta look through it, there’s a lot

    • @Hannerknowsbest
      @Hannerknowsbest 3 года назад +3

      i know :(

    • @Leo-bk5vf
      @Leo-bk5vf 3 года назад +48

      @Idk wut name to settle on its not really any of your business

  • @kinlee9512
    @kinlee9512 3 года назад +2698

    “If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him if you ever get a crush just spit in his face” -The one and only Antonio Garza

    • @blugalaxy756
      @blugalaxy756 3 года назад +25

      We stan Antonio

    • @GM-jo6hp
      @GM-jo6hp 3 года назад +19

      She honestly snapped with that

    • @E_420
      @E_420 3 года назад +3

      Legit good advice tho

    • @neruevalith122
      @neruevalith122 3 года назад +1

      Sounds like advice someone who’s feeling salty would give. Just because your relationship ended poorly doesn’t mean everyone else’s does too or that people should have a pessimist attitude. I always find it amusing how girls are always saying the don’t need dudes or that they suck but then they are all heart broken and secretly obsessed.

    • @AllieBee00
      @AllieBee00 3 года назад +34

      @@neruevalith122 I honestly don't think this advice is meant to be taken literally

  • @dang6477
    @dang6477 3 года назад +450

    Antonio: I look like shrek
    Also Antonio: I look like my mom
    Antonio’s mom: 👁👄👁

  • @user-ei5fx9mk9s
    @user-ei5fx9mk9s 3 года назад +355

    I feel like all her videos are just gonna be her returning 💀💀 and all her intros are gonna be “I’m back now”

    • @babyedits2004
      @babyedits2004 3 года назад +5

      “i was sad”

    • @mygirldarby
      @mygirldarby 3 года назад +9

      You're right. It just happened again.

  • @XXallycat101XX
    @XXallycat101XX 3 года назад +8102

    Antonio is probably the only RUclipsr that can not post for months and the algorithm still loves them lmao

    • @ruvstar
      @ruvstar 3 года назад +31

      And Dan Howell

    • @greenthinggg
      @greenthinggg 3 года назад +1

      Yed

    • @delanytario5829
      @delanytario5829 3 года назад +132

      CoryxKenshin was gone for 9 months and still gained a million subs while he was gone and when he came back his video was #1 on trending 💀
      Edit: omg Ik Antonio goes by she/her, I am clearly calling Cory he.

    • @noey_
      @noey_ 3 года назад +19

      @@delanytario5829took the words right out of my mouth 🥱

    • @lajbear
      @lajbear 3 года назад +14

      Nope cory too

  • @siddhinaik8596
    @siddhinaik8596 3 года назад +4615

    Antonio's editing is low-key how my brain thinks I-

    • @tommie42
      @tommie42 3 года назад +49

      Dude me too, and it shows😂😖

    • @siddhinaik8596
      @siddhinaik8596 3 года назад +34

      @@tommie42 ikrrr, somewhere 2012 Katy Perry is playing and I have no idea where in my brain that happens

    • @delaneyw.3914
      @delaneyw.3914 3 года назад +3

      same

    • @GleenAraya
      @GleenAraya 3 года назад +4

      send a therapist cause same

    • @ellajackson778
      @ellajackson778 3 года назад +6

      literally meeee 💀💀💀

  • @avamarie127
    @avamarie127 3 года назад +49

    im rewatching this video and its making me so sad. her dog got cancer, her grandma died, has panic attacks daily, has been in a breakup, got kicked out of school, and more. this poor girl :/ i wish i could give u a hug antonio. i hope ur doing okay

  • @blake3071
    @blake3071 3 года назад +68

    it’s been 4 months sis we miss u wya

  • @chloecoder4241
    @chloecoder4241 3 года назад +2088

    “my life isn’t that bad” it’s not about that baby you were obviously not doing well it doesn’t matter how generally good your life is, anyone can go through a hard time. i’m glad you took time for yourself.

    • @becca6492
      @becca6492 3 года назад +8

      i just hope she knows how much we love her 🥺

  • @meltedkinderjoy479
    @meltedkinderjoy479 3 года назад +2948

    “My therapist looked scary”
    “So I canceled it”
    😫😫😫 me.

    • @hellokimchi3724
      @hellokimchi3724 3 года назад +2

      I’m ur 1000 like boi uwu

    • @meltedkinderjoy479
      @meltedkinderjoy479 3 года назад

      @@hellokimchi3724 omg I wouldn’t have realized had you not comment lmao

  • @lukeabercrombie3929
    @lukeabercrombie3929 3 года назад +959

    I have a feeling she’s gonna upload soon

    • @polkafolka9724
      @polkafolka9724 3 года назад +98

      Your feeling might be wrong

    • @babyedits2004
      @babyedits2004 3 года назад +43

      Shes been posting teases of
      filming on her instagram for weeks lol

    • @jaylibaby8438
      @jaylibaby8438 3 года назад +17

      I hope so , I need new content 🤦🏻‍♀️

    • @kadeforbeck3253
      @kadeforbeck3253 3 года назад +4

      I really don’t know 😂

    • @fjnxtgdjsjeeh6073
      @fjnxtgdjsjeeh6073 3 года назад +5

      Its been 3 weeks and i think youre right 😳

  • @jayden1556
    @jayden1556 3 года назад +99

    Who else misses Antonio 🙋🏼‍♂️🥺😔 she has the best vibes 🤠

    • @OGox33n
      @OGox33n 3 года назад +4

      she still active on tik tok

    • @jayden1556
      @jayden1556 3 года назад +1

      @@OGox33n OOOH really. I completely forgot about that. Like I legit never go on tiktok, so I had no idea Antonio even had one lol. Well thanks anyways imma go binge her tiktok byeee 🤩🤩

    • @OGox33n
      @OGox33n 3 года назад +1

      @@jayden1556 kk she is more active on her spam account which is "uglyhoe666"

    • @jayden1556
      @jayden1556 3 года назад +3

      @@OGox33n OMG YES THANK YOU SM. I JUST BINGED HER ENTIRE MAIN ACCOUNT. OK NEXT BINGE SESSION LET'S GO 🤠🤠

  • @lukeabercrombie3929
    @lukeabercrombie3929 3 года назад +7958

    She supercharged her Tesla with that taser nearly

  • @leslieroque1854
    @leslieroque1854 3 года назад +506

    When the world needed her the most... She came back.

  • @user-tc2wy5on6y
    @user-tc2wy5on6y 3 года назад +505

    antonio: “if you ever get a boyfriend, just break up with him.”
    me: *laughs in lesbian 😎*

    • @attacked7792
      @attacked7792 3 года назад +9

      Laughs in gay because gays are cool 😎

    • @grrrrruwu8726
      @grrrrruwu8726 3 года назад +2

      Lol my best friend is a lesbian and her reason is “I dont know guys make me uncomfortable” 😂

    • @attacked7792
      @attacked7792 3 года назад

      @Molly You don’t think gays are cool?

    • @Fartiosa
      @Fartiosa 3 года назад +1

      Cringe

    • @user-tc2wy5on6y
      @user-tc2wy5on6y 3 года назад +3

      @@Fartiosa okay leave then 😐✋🏽

  • @b0njou.r
    @b0njou.r 3 года назад +33

    Imagine how sad this would be without the meme-y edits. Please take your time, love you lots.

  • @toughteddy4746
    @toughteddy4746 3 года назад +3772

    Every time she comes back she just gets prettier and prettier

  • @MsOneOnTheMoon
    @MsOneOnTheMoon 3 года назад +748

    “my life isn’t bad” *continues to explain every valid reason for her to feel like her life is bad*

    • @CherryTwistXD
      @CherryTwistXD 3 года назад +20

      Nah it’s good she stay humble tho there’s always gonna be someone with worse problems than you but it should invalidate your own feelings. But bc it’s the internet people would’ve thought she’s bratty or something I stg

  • @theivannanieves
    @theivannanieves 3 года назад +25

    GUYS I THINK SHES GONNA POST SOON, SHE SAID SHE WAS EDITING A VIDEO ON HER INSTA STORY

    • @attacked7792
      @attacked7792 3 года назад

      SHE DID?? 🤩🤩 YES MS. MAMA

    • @theivannanieves
      @theivannanieves 3 года назад

      @@attacked7792 YEA SHE DID BUT IT WAS OVER A WEEK AGO SO YOU WONT FIND IT ANYMORE LOL

  • @gavinpayton9880
    @gavinpayton9880 3 года назад +46

    antonio: im going to e start posting more. i mean it.
    also antonio: doesn't upload again for 5 months and counting

  • @Hanna-fz4wp
    @Hanna-fz4wp 3 года назад +4868

    “If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him. And if u ever get a crush, spit in his face”
    Me: taking notes

    • @kimmy2734
      @kimmy2734 3 года назад +75

      I'm in a committed relationship with my bed.

    • @ryebread431
      @ryebread431 3 года назад +12

      @@kimmy2734 yes

    • @jazzzitjazzvsheready5774
      @jazzzitjazzvsheready5774 3 года назад +16

      Me too ✍️me too ✍️me too✍️me 2✍️

    • @ms.maliyah324
      @ms.maliyah324 3 года назад +6

      lol right😭😭😭🗿

    • @thestarswillshineagain1824
      @thestarswillshineagain1824 3 года назад +17

      My boyfriend just nade himself food after i asked if he wanted a snack. He said 'i'll do it' and made himself food and not me. Im gonna square up and spit in his face
      Edit: i broke up with him 3 days ago because i deserve better abd was done with his shit

  • @kekelovesfood5176
    @kekelovesfood5176 3 года назад +4432

    Antonio is like pennywise because she comes back every 27 years
    Not y’all fighting in the comments 😭🤚

  • @timotheechalamet5797
    @timotheechalamet5797 3 года назад +93

    even if there wasn’t a reason for you to be sad, you should always be allowed to take a break to help yourself. mental health matters and I hope that everyone reading this also takes that in mind. if your struggling just remember that you’ve gotten this far and you’ve survived all your previous lows. stay safe guys and remember that your perfect xxx

    • @addie8080
      @addie8080 3 года назад

      ❤️❤️❤️

  • @jennifertrevino995
    @jennifertrevino995 3 года назад +17

    A lot of people went through mental break downs during this lockdown... don’t put yourself too much pressure. I was diagnosed with severe anxiety as a kid and I pretty much learned to control it at 19.... then this pandemic hit and my anxiety attacks went worst than ever over the most irrational fears.

  • @mj-zl7kf
    @mj-zl7kf 3 года назад +4006

    i’m glad she doesn’t force herself to post... mental health is so important & she has a right to be sad... :(

    • @kayslays13
      @kayslays13 3 года назад +20

      agreed :( also not to sound like im creepin but is your profile pic you? bc if so youre so so so pretty 🥺

    • @mj-zl7kf
      @mj-zl7kf 3 года назад +11

      @@kayslays13 it is me!!! thank you so much ☺️🥰🥰🥰🤍💗💗💗💗

    • @kayslays13
      @kayslays13 3 года назад +3

      @@mj-zl7kf pls ur like a lil angel :(

    • @mj-zl7kf
      @mj-zl7kf 3 года назад +3

      @@kayslays13 STOP ITTTTTTTTTT🥺🥺🥺💗💗💗

    • @sver1618
      @sver1618 3 года назад +4

      himself*

  • @HelloThere-cr4pr
    @HelloThere-cr4pr 3 года назад +383

    girl, it's okay to be sad. Everyone needs their own time to heal. I'm so sorry about your grandma.

  • @ccbub73
    @ccbub73 3 года назад +1

    I’m so sorry that you are going through some tough times, but you’ll get through it! Ilysm ❤️❤️

  • @icalossity
    @icalossity 3 года назад +8

    I really hope you’re doing better now. I just turned 19 and I felt this video in my soul tbh. I know exactly how you’re feeling when it comes to being anxious about the future. I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my grandma years ago, and I still miss her everyday. We were really close. I lost my first dog that I had my whole life to cancer just a day before my birthday. It shattered me, too. Hoping your pup will get better🥺 Just remember you are super strong and can make it through this! Btw you’re not a clown whoever broke your heart is 😤

  • @itsjustlukeRevive
    @itsjustlukeRevive 3 года назад +5343

    She's back! She saved me from boredom!!!

    • @hello-mt3be
      @hello-mt3be 3 года назад +31

      never give up hope that Antonio will return 🙏🏾!

    • @hello-mt3be
      @hello-mt3be 3 года назад +3

      @weeby weeb yes, yes, fellow RUclips user. we have been blessed by thy Antonio on her RUclips channel where dost thou post videos for her subscriber count to view 🙏🏾😩💗💗.

    • @Mr.divaaaa
      @Mr.divaaaa 3 года назад +4

      I’ll save you from bordom !😚

    • @switchbladesx5808
      @switchbladesx5808 3 года назад +2

      @@Mr.divaaaa I’m Ngl your channel does look entertaining

    • @Mr.divaaaa
      @Mr.divaaaa 3 года назад +1

      @@switchbladesx5808 you should subscribe I’m actually consistent with my uploads:)

  • @ansleygilde7943
    @ansleygilde7943 3 года назад +778

    Can we just talk about 1. how she’s literally glowing lately 2. She seems a lot happier to me, love you Antonio💞😔😋

    • @wuzzyyy_
      @wuzzyyy_ 3 года назад +31

      "she seems a lot happier lately"
      *Not even 1 mins in this vid antonio being disappointed to be alive*

  • @candykizz3z68
    @candykizz3z68 3 года назад +13

    It’s been 5 months 🥺 hope you’re doing better and you have someone to talk to. Hugs 🫂!!!

  • @marielagarcia1296
    @marielagarcia1296 3 года назад

    Girl I'm so sorry about what u had to go through and btw you are so pretty sis Ily!

  • @freyahunter2416
    @freyahunter2416 3 года назад +261

    okay but on a real note, i really do hope you’re doing well love. we should really consider the fact she’s actually struggling and not put so much pressure on her to post. we love you and you can take all the time you need💗

  • @emisuarez
    @emisuarez 3 года назад +1571

    PLEASE I NEED MORE VIDEOS OF YOU DRIVING

    • @macamenpuig8676
      @macamenpuig8676 3 года назад +2

      omg emilio

    • @milosilas8336
      @milosilas8336 3 года назад +1

      In the end of 2021 maybe

    • @thejimwellsv
      @thejimwellsv 3 года назад +7

      don't worry she's going to upload more in the year 2047

    • @enzoduhau3410
      @enzoduhau3410 3 года назад +1

      este crossover>>

    • @blaccore
      @blaccore 3 года назад +2

      yeah ! its really a different vibe from antonio and i love it

  • @stayswaggy6826
    @stayswaggy6826 3 года назад +3

    Girl im happy you are taking time off, im sorry that bad things happened, Please Stay Safe!

  • @gracek.t.7113
    @gracek.t.7113 3 года назад +3

    Girl, that’s a lot to go through and I hope you’re doing okay.. like I can’t even imagine all that stress, it’s completely understandable why you aren’t posting or active on social media.. I’m happy you’re prioritizing yourself and I hope that things get better for you.. love you so much!!💕💕💕💕💕

  • @vidasegunbrandon2819
    @vidasegunbrandon2819 3 года назад +1224

    Antonio: “i think god is testing me”
    Me: *Gets an ad of church*

  • @ani4305
    @ani4305 3 года назад +1007

    this girl was really recording with her phone WHILE she was driving..TO GET HER DRIVERS LICENSE

    • @amandaforrester3948
      @amandaforrester3948 3 года назад +5

      Antonio let’s be friends!

    • @mhb33200
      @mhb33200 3 года назад +4

      She wasn't even driving there

    • @kelseyshania8356
      @kelseyshania8356 3 года назад +7

      she had someone in the car, if you have a permit that’s allowed
      not the phone part lol

    • @olgapoutachidou1803
      @olgapoutachidou1803 3 года назад +1

      I just liked this comment so it's not 666

  • @avi-kk3rn
    @avi-kk3rn 3 года назад +3

    Gurl- I hope you get better soon girl I'm so sorry about every that u happended! You toldly needed a break!

  • @savannahsmyth9494
    @savannahsmyth9494 3 года назад +83

    I stoped the vid and asked my dad if she was pretty and he said “she’s beautiful” and I was like well she’s transgender and he said “well she’s still beautiful, that changes nothing” woah my dads awesome

    • @horihorizzzon777
      @horihorizzzon777 3 года назад +5

      He is! 🤍

    • @riar4t
      @riar4t 3 года назад +38

      um girl why would u say shes transgender that had nothing to do w yalls convo

    • @lindsey1732
      @lindsey1732 3 года назад +23

      the bare minimum

    • @byakuyatogami1802
      @byakuyatogami1802 3 года назад +6

      @@riar4t just in case the dad is a judger 😐

    • @marlak4203
      @marlak4203 3 года назад +1

      Very glad to see this comment where its finally said that this person is trans. In past other videos the comments NEVER said this. No one admitted this until right now.

  • @borokaferencz1883
    @borokaferencz1883 3 года назад +956

    Everyone gangsta until Antonio reveals an actual SHIT ton of heavy things that happened...

  • @II-ne3lp
    @II-ne3lp 3 года назад +2433

    “If you ever get a boyfriend just break up with him”
    My husband sitting right next to me: 👁👄👁

    • @kewi.
      @kewi. 3 года назад +130

      Take his money. Gotta always put the bag first 💰

    • @II-ne3lp
      @II-ne3lp 3 года назад +22

      @@kewi. If anything he’s securing his bag lol.

    • @cerenity3578
      @cerenity3578 3 года назад +3

      @@kewi. Gold digger-

    • @emmyw7836
      @emmyw7836 3 года назад +1

      @@II-ne3lp LMAO JEHEJEEJE

    • @kewi.
      @kewi. 3 года назад +4

      @@cerenity3578 priorities, miss mama.
      Men = Wallets

  • @user-ef3mf3bw7h
    @user-ef3mf3bw7h 3 года назад +3

    No wonder you didnt post! you have every reason to be sad Antonio and i really hope you are doing the best you can. Just watched this video and i loved it, your videos are my favourite

  • @andreasakuraa
    @andreasakuraa 3 года назад +2

    girl omg thats a LOT to be going through please don't invalidate how you're feeling!!

  • @HUNGRYCR4B
    @HUNGRYCR4B 3 года назад +4048

    Real footage of me talking to mirror to teach my introvert ass how to be more social and have more friends in 2021

    • @nancyamadorhernandez88
      @nancyamadorhernandez88 3 года назад +40

      I could never relate to a comment so much.

    • @shunuuu
      @shunuuu 3 года назад +13

      you are everywhere and it's iconic

    • @catalinaayala1164
      @catalinaayala1164 3 года назад +20

      You don’t have to call me out like that 😔🖐

    • @mekan4963
      @mekan4963 3 года назад +17

      So glad I’m not the only one wanting to actually try socializing for once

    • @baileighhadley8687
      @baileighhadley8687 3 года назад +6

      Bruh I thought that was just me lmao

  • @vedhadas4238
    @vedhadas4238 3 года назад +228

    her therapist watching this like 👁👄👁
    💧

  • @Brazyondrugs
    @Brazyondrugs 3 года назад +195

    “I almost quit RUclips”
    **Doesn’t post for three months**
    I’ll wait patiently🙂

  • @emilysalas919
    @emilysalas919 3 года назад +31

    Antonio- I almost quit RUclips
    *Also Antonio doesn’t post for 5 months 🤠*

  • @queenmelodee283
    @queenmelodee283 3 года назад +797

    Quarantine said: "Be depressed."
    Antonia said: "Nah, sissies."

  • @hanarose9338
    @hanarose9338 3 года назад +852

    This is honestly kinda sad like your still a teen and people expect so much from you, when you are literally going through real life and all this stuff and people go like "all you tubers say their life sucks and take a break for 2 months" but y'all she is still a teenager and is being forced to grow and be a role model and going through so much!! you are so strong and we love you

    • @loretelorete3334
      @loretelorete3334 3 года назад +8

      Antonio gains money through us (subscribers and views) meaning she bought a new iPhone 12 and a Tesla with RUclips money, RUclips is a job same as any other job, we (as subscribers) deserve at least an explanation of why you are not posting as much as before (which she didn’t) until now. But anywayssss she is just a teenager and is being forced to grow and be a role model right???😍🥰🥰🥰🥰

    • @fillemite
      @fillemite 3 года назад +33

      @@loretelorete3334 youtube aint a job like any other, theres no consistency so its only natural for her to take breaks when she goes thru shit. all your comment is saying is that youre not a supporter of antonio youre JUST a subscriber and if you think she got that money from YOU youre wrong, she got that money by working hard.

    • @maro8139
      @maro8139 3 года назад +14

      @@loretelorete3334 I’m sorry if it’s that easy then why don’t you have millions of followers

    • @loretelorete3334
      @loretelorete3334 3 года назад +2

      @@fillemite you are right

    • @bridget2927
      @bridget2927 3 года назад +15

      @@loretelorete3334 it’s not like u r actually paying her money though lol - watching youtube vids is not the same as paying money for a service, she doesn’t owe us anything

  • @pinktactical
    @pinktactical 3 года назад +4

    your videos literally brought me out of the darkest part of myself being pregnant at 19 and alone, we need to be there for you to help you through the dark parts. don’t ever invalidate how you feel.

  • @franka100
    @franka100 3 года назад +12

    we miss you bestie :( youtube isn’t the same without you posting

  • @brandonyu7859
    @brandonyu7859 3 года назад +287

    Girl it’s been a whole damn year...

  • @Glory_voyage
    @Glory_voyage 3 года назад +594

    When she says it’s not a joke that’s when it IS a joke

    • @envyrswie584
      @envyrswie584 3 года назад +8

      @@michimusica no

    • @Eva-nn3dl
      @Eva-nn3dl 3 года назад

      “It’s is”

    • @Glory_voyage
      @Glory_voyage 3 года назад +1

      michelle no❤️🙏🏼

    • @Glory_voyage
      @Glory_voyage 3 года назад

      Miss Keesha thank you Siri 😍

    • @Eva-nn3dl
      @Eva-nn3dl 3 года назад +7

      @@Glory_voyage no problem dyslexiella 😍

  • @jujubunni1304
    @jujubunni1304 3 года назад +5

    i literally feel like i’m having a tea sesh whenever i watch ur vids

  • @chaos9342
    @chaos9342 3 года назад +22

    Anybody else pronounce “shein” >> “SHEEN” 😭 “she in” I-

  • @spencerbumpus2149
    @spencerbumpus2149 3 года назад +300

    I’m really sorry about your grandma, that sucks:( and we’re all here for u

  • @wornishwasstolen
    @wornishwasstolen 3 года назад +227

    Omg she’s a queen, dealing with so much, she’s still able to smile.

  • @alinarobinson7911
    @alinarobinson7911 3 года назад +2

    I’m so glad you took a break and take an even longer break if you need to tbh. You should always come first💗

  • @Arrahss
    @Arrahss 3 года назад +13

    Okay but like I’m waiting for her to come back- her editing was godly

  • @uniquenewyork3325
    @uniquenewyork3325 3 года назад +1217

    It's kinda clear she's trying to smile and not make everything sound so serious bc people expect her to be this ✨happy girl w the funny edits✨ all the time

    • @marzykatz
      @marzykatz 3 года назад +8

      Sadness

    • @mika_7846
      @mika_7846 3 года назад +14

      Or its her way of coping...? Idk its because i like to make my problems funny and joke about them, it makes me feel like they arent serious so maybe shes like that too???

    • @uniquenewyork3325
      @uniquenewyork3325 3 года назад +4

      @@mika_7846 that's valid too

    • @lily8796
      @lily8796 3 года назад +4

      You guys are dramatic AF 💀 it's probably her way of coping, i do that too

    • @uniquenewyork3325
      @uniquenewyork3325 3 года назад +4

      @@lily8796 u say it like I don't understand that lol I already said that's valid too, I'm sharing what I thought

  • @shanzaaa8532
    @shanzaaa8532 3 года назад +173

    Girl that is ALOT to deal with :( I don’t blame you for leaving youtube, take all the time you need! Rest, and heal ❤️ Everyone will be here for you when you come back

  • @zettavevo
    @zettavevo 3 года назад +21

    the editing is legendary af

  • @infirestannielbb5823
    @infirestannielbb5823 3 года назад +551

    Okay let’s talk about how Gorgeous she looks in a ponytail

    • @roziepetalzz
      @roziepetalzz 3 года назад +7

      Ariana Grande who ✋😳✨

    • @Vampxiii_
      @Vampxiii_ 3 года назад +4

      FOR REALLLLLL

    • @dumbtxh7174
      @dumbtxh7174 3 года назад +2

      And without makeup too

    • @zeutzux
      @zeutzux 3 года назад +2

      Why’d I read that as “she looks gorgeous in a hospital” 😭

    • @roziepetalzz
      @roziepetalzz 3 года назад +3

      @@zeutzux Nooo 💀💀

  • @VictoriaNdey
    @VictoriaNdey 3 года назад +247

    anyone else literally randomly thought of her the other day and now she's posting again?

    • @brute363
      @brute363 3 года назад +3

      I thought it was just me wtfff

  • @madimilanooo
    @madimilanooo 3 года назад +2

    antonio, i truly do help everything gets better for you. i can’t imagine how you feel. don’t ever force yourself to post especially not for us. we love you.💞

  • @friglyfrog8109
    @friglyfrog8109 3 года назад +1

    My great grandma also passed last year, so i get you girlie 😩 im so sorry, you have my support

  • @mom-cg1sy
    @mom-cg1sy 3 года назад +542

    OMG YES SHE IS BACK

    • @daysiachavez4012
      @daysiachavez4012 3 года назад +14

      And I’m here for it

    • @d4vd1436
      @d4vd1436 3 года назад +2

      @@michimusica i’ll check it out!!

    • @avab.6122
      @avab.6122 3 года назад +2

      @@michimusica you are very talented

    • @Val-jg1gw
      @Val-jg1gw 3 года назад +2

      @@michimusica ok I will :)

    • @puptaort
      @puptaort 3 года назад +1

      @@quesadilla9062 huh

  • @breenewi6405
    @breenewi6405 3 года назад +555

    Antonio's youtube career like "I'm alive but I'm dead"

  • @Clawedbychey_
    @Clawedbychey_ 3 года назад +2

    We hope things start getting better for you! ❤️❤️

  • @silvana5938
    @silvana5938 3 года назад +6

    girl where are you 😫😫

  • @hptrrs5251
    @hptrrs5251 3 года назад +403

    The proteccs
    She attaccs
    But mostly importantly
    She comes bacc

    • @mwalker238
      @mwalker238 3 года назад +4

      Not for long

    • @yuhloic
      @yuhloic 3 года назад +1

      this was the last video for another 6,000 years

    • @hptrrs5251
      @hptrrs5251 3 года назад +2

      @@yuhloic I mean, at least she came back to let us know she'll live again 😂😂

  • @dariannaperez6683
    @dariannaperez6683 3 года назад +1125

    “My life is not that bad” girl it’s ok to be sad. Don’t compare your problems to other people’s. It’s all about what you can and can’t handle. And that honestly sounds like a lot to handle. I mean, I had panic and anxiety attacks everyday for the entire month of September. Not even an exaggeration. I cried for at least 3-4 hours a day. And it was all because I was nervous about starting college. That’s not that bad, but I felt like I couldn’t handle it. It is all about what YOU can handle. Don’t feel bad for being anxious and sad. That goes for everyone!

    • @fw.amiiiii192
      @fw.amiiiii192 3 года назад +13

      Go off queen

    • @shxxylophone8969
      @shxxylophone8969 3 года назад +2

      Girllll i feel you I started uni but it’s online rn but next semester will be normal and I’m so nervous because I have anxiety

    • @dariannaperez6683
      @dariannaperez6683 3 года назад +1

      @@shxxylophone8969 my school isn’t opening until maybe next year, so I’m online until MAYBE 2021-2022 school year

  • @kate_playsroblox3712
    @kate_playsroblox3712 3 года назад +17

    She has not posted since 2020 I’m sad we’re is she 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔

    • @jeremy1200
      @jeremy1200 3 года назад +1

      Don't worry she still post stories on her ig

  • @dani09eveline
    @dani09eveline 3 года назад +1

    You’re helping so many people sweetie that are struggling. I love you and things will get better💚

  • @maganihaziqramadhan7954
    @maganihaziqramadhan7954 3 года назад +358

    the macys worker who arrested antonio be like: hi sissy

  • @fedwabakkali9413
    @fedwabakkali9413 3 года назад +216

    You can tell she struggles talking about emotion people should expect it and allow the fact she needs breaks

  • @selvianybo
    @selvianybo 3 года назад +2

    Out of everything Antonio talked about, the only thing I can relate to is my dog getting cancer as well. It was one of the darkest times of my life. I can't imagine having that on top of all the other things. I hope she can get through it, we're all rooting for her.

  • @tv_mirage
    @tv_mirage 3 года назад +1

    I love you Antonio! 💓 you’re amazing and you’re dealing/ have dealt with very harsh stuff. Just know we all love you! Take care of yourself always! 💓

  • @kaitlynbosse-jaillet8838
    @kaitlynbosse-jaillet8838 3 года назад +98

    omg i actually feel really bad for you!! you got a panic attack, heart broken, grand mother passed away and your dog having cancer! i'm glad that you've spend time with your family! i hope 2021 will be a better year for you! ❤️

    • @EmmaCOW93
      @EmmaCOW93 3 года назад

      This is the support we need. The fact that she's been made to feel like her struggles are invalid... 🥺

  • @sky9743
    @sky9743 3 года назад +634

    I love how healthy she is about her channel she doesn’t post everyday or week because people want her to she posts as often or as not often and she wants to she does what’s good for her and i am here for that

  • @hi-uu2ps
    @hi-uu2ps 3 года назад +9

    rest in peace mo..

  • @gab3390
    @gab3390 3 года назад +10

    Dayum is Antonio dead? It’s been 5months...

    • @coquettayesha
      @coquettayesha 3 года назад +2

      she is gonna post a new vid soon about her vacasion and her new boyfriend..

  • @j.2869
    @j.2869 3 года назад +93

    the fact that she still has noob up is everything 😣

  • @Katana-lo2vi
    @Katana-lo2vi 3 года назад +346

    “This is a camera not a vibrator”
    -Antonio 2020

  • @kyrastorycampher8252
    @kyrastorycampher8252 3 года назад +1

    Shame you’re gonna get through this ❤️ This video just sent me lockdown vibes and everything that’s been happening to you happen to me, obviously not all the same but yea xx stay strong ❤️

  • @txs.destiny
    @txs.destiny 3 года назад +1

    Omg, I feel so sorry for her she’s been through so much:(

  • @laiisaaaa3718
    @laiisaaaa3718 3 года назад +125

    I hope Antonio’s dog gets better soon. Im so sorry for that.

  • @nemanjinaporodicnaarhiva
    @nemanjinaporodicnaarhiva 3 года назад +1033

    - Her grandma died
    - She had a breakup
    - She dropped put of school
    damnn

    • @leewana1167
      @leewana1167 3 года назад +158

      And her dog has cancer ...😭

    • @r3yl3na
      @r3yl3na 3 года назад +110

      Developed panic attacks

    • @Xuriiya
      @Xuriiya 3 года назад +4

      eh

    • @Sara-jo3xm
      @Sara-jo3xm 3 года назад +36

      dead dead What do you mean by "eh"?

    • @harryvaliente9425
      @harryvaliente9425 3 года назад +11

      LET'S PRAY FOR EVERYONE

  • @Deeablow
    @Deeablow 3 года назад

    YASS QUEEN!!! Welcome back’ we are fully here and ready for the new content! ❤️💯

  • @baileeackerman7583
    @baileeackerman7583 3 года назад +11

    I feel like she was on the verge of tears within the first 10 seconds of the video 🥺❤️❤️❤️ babes are you okay

  • @StanDiggs
    @StanDiggs 3 года назад +308

    sis really came to bless us with her presence once more before she disappears until 2021 lol

    • @syd8159
      @syd8159 3 года назад +14

      this comment was a cruel reminder that the new year is less than two months away

    • @ky1eeeeeeee
      @ky1eeeeeeee 3 года назад

      LMAO

    • @tess9258
      @tess9258 3 года назад

      @@syd8159 the new year is a good thing we need to get out of 2020 😳

    • @zinnia4740
      @zinnia4740 3 года назад +1

      @@tess9258 I mean yea but it is not going to change the pandemic or anything else just the number is changing.