There was a different look in his eyes back then. The way he touched me. The tender way he looked after me. It’s been so long since I’ve physically seen him now, the love he gave me has died. He haunts my mind like a ghost. I don’t know the man he is anymore..
I miss my sweet boy. it's been a year since he's moved on, I physically cannot move on. ill never have what me and him had with any other boy ever. I ruined it all and now I'm miserable in my own loneliness, I can't talk to any other boy it's like my heart and body isn't letting me. its not the same with any other boy, I look for him in every boy I talk too but it never works out. ive tried so hard to move on but my heart isn't letting me. deep down I know our souls were tied and he was the first boy I loved and tried for. No one compares to my sweet boy aaron
@@Faye77It’s the main singer of The Marias (Maria) and the drummer of the Marias (her ex bf)… this album is basically about their relationship that ended :(
I’m in love with this girl i’ve been in love with her since freshman year and we are currently in our senior year of highschool there’s was a time in freshman year where I feel like I crushed her heart and I felt like sh!t I changed to redeem myself and I would break down almost every night even though we weren’t together. Sophomore year comes by and we get into contact again but then she ghosts me; being devastated I was stupid and went after someone else and I just felt so guilty only to find out after that relationship ended that I found out she ghosted me because she got into a relationship with another guy. Again I was devastated and felt like it was all my fault. Junior year came and we got into contact again, but this time I could see the lack of feelings and emotions in her eyes, like if she was bored. It made me feel like a burden to her so and she kept cancelling plans on me. So then after that I decided not to ghost her but to write her a paragraph saying how maybe this isn’t a good idea because I could just feel the lack of love. The Summer going to senior year comes and and I could not eat I would take bites out my meal and would want to throw up right away and I lost a total of 10-15 pounds but then out of the blue she texts me asking if we could try again and I agreed and we started talking again and then finally we had our first kiss and then got together not long after that but then into the relationship I could feel like things weren’t the same and maybe it was me, but we would argue all the time especially when I would speak up about things that made me feel uncomfortable (walking with other guys in the hallway while I was waiting for her to walk with me etc) I would wait multiple times and text her that I was waiting and she wouldn’t even text me atleast saying that she can’t walk with me and then I found out how she would lie to me a lot and hide facetime calls between her and another guy. I was devastated and my trust was broken and then she would get mad at me because I couldn’t recover from my trust as fast she wanted me to recover from it and it led to one last argument which she then ended breaking up with me. I just wish I got to hug her and kiss her one last time. 🖤
its hard to accept someone is not our person no matter how much we wanted them to be, but life keeps going on and eventually you will move on and find happiness within yourself. You will eventually find ur person it’s just all about being patient. If she’s ur person then the time will come where both of u guys are ready for eachother just let time take care of it all💕
it can hurt a ton to not to be with someone who you thought will be the one for you forever, but there’s a whole world of 8 billion+ people out there, don’t think you won’t be able to find love again, and perhaps a “better” even fonder love. to know the true depths of love you must learn the depths of a heartbreak. Romanticize your life, and love yourself as much as you will want someone to, you are worthy, and you will love again, and someone will love you as well, perhaps someone already does, I know I do, thanks for reading, have a lovely rest of the day.
I regret everything i hate myself so much, i just got broken up with and even when ik she still wants to be friends it hurts so bad i just want to go back and time and fix what i couldn’t, i miss her man. I wish i was as mature as her because even i know it hurts both of us she still able to say “its okay because its for the best”
this hits differently when ur a trans girl with a bf that invited u to his prom n that very same night u went all out purchasing a cute dress your very first pair of heels just for him to end up cheating u on his prom to whom u were never actually invited due to him being consumed about what other people would think about him i could never blame him for feeling like that i knew that it was hard for him but i wanted to be there and hold him
@@homesickradiohead oh i actually broke up with him like a week ago... yeah im not gonna force someone to love me its not easy but i knew id be misreable with him so yeah lol
get him back its not the end trust me if you both really love eachother then u will find a way back and continue that bond you had together sooner or later love doesnt fail
hits diff when you know you still love each other but you also know it's never gonna work out even when you're back at square one all over again..
I just miss my sweet boy that I knew at the beginning. I really miss him. But it’s never going to work out. I miss him. God, please.
There was a different look in his eyes back then. The way he touched me. The tender way he looked after me. It’s been so long since I’ve physically seen him now, the love he gave me has died. He haunts my mind like a ghost. I don’t know the man he is anymore..
@@Jpako7 damn…
i’m crashing out
Real
I
Wanted to stay
Wanted to be there
Wanted to hold you
But I
I was afraid
Wanted to be there
I should’ve told you
I miss my sweet boy. it's been a year since he's moved on, I physically cannot move on. ill never have what me and him had with any other boy ever. I ruined it all and now I'm miserable in my own loneliness, I can't talk to any other boy it's like my heart and body isn't letting me. its not the same with any other boy, I look for him in every boy I talk too but it never works out. ive tried so hard to move on but my heart isn't letting me. deep down I know our souls were tied and he was the first boy I loved and tried for. No one compares to my sweet boy aaron
k so basically i am drenched in tears!
I wanted to go back to the times when we’re still together
I needed this to go to sleep, thank you so much.❤
damn i can't take it anymore
the gif is criminal
No fr
what is it?
@@Faye77It’s the main singer of The Marias (Maria) and the drummer of the Marias (her ex bf)… this album is basically about their relationship that ended :(
@@bananab0y28 ohh thank you! Way more depressing knowing this 😭
@@bananab0y28 IM GONNA SOBS
Cant be without him anymore its been already 2 years
listening to this after an avoidant break up hits hard ☺️ i hate him. (i can't hate him.)
thank you for your service i very much needed this
this is soul crushing
i miss him guys
this is youtube not tiktok
bitch me too its okay
baby I’m still waiting here
aw..
I’m in love with this girl i’ve been in love with her since freshman year and we are currently in our senior year of highschool there’s was a time in freshman year where I feel like I crushed her heart and I felt like sh!t I changed to redeem myself and I would break down almost every night even though we weren’t together. Sophomore year comes by and we get into contact again but then she ghosts me; being devastated I was stupid and went after someone else and I just felt so guilty only to find out after that relationship ended that I found out she ghosted me because she got into a relationship with another guy. Again I was devastated and felt like it was all my fault. Junior year came and we got into contact again, but this time I could see the lack of feelings and emotions in her eyes, like if she was bored. It made me feel like a burden to her so and she kept cancelling plans on me. So then after that I decided not to ghost her but to write her a paragraph saying how maybe this isn’t a good idea because I could just feel the lack of love. The Summer going to senior year comes and and I could not eat I would take bites out my meal and would want to throw up right away and I lost a total of 10-15 pounds but then out of the blue she texts me asking if we could try again and I agreed and we started talking again and then finally we had our first kiss and then got together not long after that but then into the relationship I could feel like things weren’t the same and maybe it was me, but we would argue all the time especially when I would speak up about things that made me feel uncomfortable (walking with other guys in the hallway while I was waiting for her to walk with me etc) I would wait multiple times and text her that I was waiting and she wouldn’t even text me atleast saying that she can’t walk with me and then I found out how she would lie to me a lot and hide facetime calls between her and another guy. I was devastated and my trust was broken and then she would get mad at me because I couldn’t recover from my trust as fast she wanted me to recover from it and it led to one last argument which she then ended breaking up with me. I just wish I got to hug her and kiss her one last time. 🖤
also sorry for all the misspelling and grammar errors I was in a rush💔💔
its hard to accept someone is not our person no matter how much we wanted them to be, but life keeps going on and eventually you will move on and find happiness within yourself. You will eventually find ur person it’s just all about being patient. If she’s ur person then the time will come where both of u guys are ready for eachother just let time take care of it all💕
U deserve better than her🙏💗I hope ur doing okay now
I
Wanted HER to stay
Wanted HER to be there
Wanted HER to hold me
THANK YOU
it can hurt a ton to not to be with someone who you thought will be the one for you forever, but there’s a whole world of 8 billion+ people out there, don’t think you won’t be able to find love again, and perhaps a “better” even fonder love. to know the true depths of love you must learn the depths of a heartbreak. Romanticize your life, and love yourself as much as you will want someone to, you are worthy, and you will love again, and someone will love you as well, perhaps someone already does, I know I do, thanks for reading, have a lovely rest of the day.
thank you for this
Crash out song !!!!
thank you for making me cry😂
I regret everything i hate myself so much, i just got broken up with and even when ik she still wants to be friends it hurts so bad i just want to go back and time and fix what i couldn’t, i miss her man. I wish i was as mature as her because even i know it hurts both of us she still able to say “its okay because its for the best”
i hope things get better for you
thank uuu for thisssssss
this hits differently when ur a trans girl with a bf that invited u to his prom n that very same night u went all out purchasing a cute dress your very first pair of heels just for him to end up cheating u on his prom to whom u were never actually invited due to him being consumed about what other people would think about him i could never blame him for feeling like that i knew that it was hard for him but i wanted to be there and hold him
You deserve better.. I'm sure you'll find the right one in the future don't settle for less
“with a bf”? change that for ex, you deserve better
@@homesickradiohead oh i actually broke up with him like a week ago... yeah im not gonna force someone to love me its not easy but i knew id be misreable with him so yeah lol
i LOVE you
you are amazing i hope both sides of your pillow are cold
THANK U
i fr wanted to stay but i had to leave for my own good. he just didnt want to try anymore so i left
So no one else thinks ab their parents when listening to this???? 😍😍
girl no
he never loved me
he loved the fact that i loved him
Thought we were gonna work out😞
i know that you still need me
I miss the guy who didn't try to manipulate me or cuss me out when he was mad at me. Why can't he be sweet again?
he broke up with me bc his parents forced him. we both loved each other so much. i js miss him a lot.
get him back its not the end trust me if you both really love eachother then u will find a way back and continue that bond you had together sooner or later love doesnt fail
Real
Where is this from?
I need the Spanish version 😩😩plz
make one like this with the spanish version omggg🥹🥹🥹
i should’ve told you
Brokeback mountain.
As i see u live on with him
I read the notes u wrote me when i was that him
i should make it better if i know what's gonna happens
you're my favorite if
😖😖🦋🦋
🐟
🤍
Sigh