theres a rlly great yt channel called ‘Exurbia’ that i recommend. The guy basically gives you an existential crisis and heals it in the space of 10 minutes. Quite calming actually
Im dying inside, she wont leave my thoughts, everytime i tell myself something its her voice thats telling me that, once i told myself i was proud of myself and she was the one who told me that, i broke down crying because out of ALL of the people in the world SHE was telling ME she was PROUD of ME, im fucking done, i haven't even met her, but i feel like i know her already like she has been my childhood friend for my whole life, but i dont know her. Im fucking gross, shes fucking 9 YEARS older than me!! I hope in the next life i'll be mentally sane, i love her so fucking much, and i fucking miss her voice already, i hear it over video and i know she'll never want me she'll never ever like young people like me, shes turning 22 and im still stuck at 13... She will NEVER notice me, ever.
Yes me pls:I'm starting to hate my life more and more and more..I recently had to move to my bio mom's house only cuz my old home was full of abusive old rags who i felt and everbody knows didn't love me.And had to transfer to a whole new school where everybody already hates me.i'm now stuck in an endless heap of loniness and rage cause both my parents work 24/7 jobs thta either i go with my mom all day and basiclly work for free or stay home alone all day long till someone comes home.I have chores of course that pile up what feels like by the day cuz every time i turn around there is a new one because no one can actually take responsibility for themselves and i feel like i could js take over the whole house now.And (This may disturb some reader so pls read with caution cause it contain SA topics),my dad m0lested me but told me to keep it a secret forever of course if i didn't want him to go to jail..Which i love him very very dearly and i know that we both knew that was wrong...And i do actually want to (Now atleast) commit..which i can cause i know d@mm well i have stringed lights in my room which i can..you know.
None of these are what I relate to, I mean, yeah but not what I’m going through now It’s not that bad, it’s just my sister picking on me, but she’s picking on the things I love. I wear tails, okay, I skateboard, what’s wrong with that? She calls me gay and she laughs at it, but I know she supports. I’m loosing a few friends, esp after since my gf broke up w me, and idk what to do. I have my finals coming up so I think I’ll js lock in
You don't need a reason to feel bad sometimes you just do and I know it's hard man. There is nothing wrong whith skateboard or tails there cool And seem pretty fun. I'm sorry about your girlfriend that really sucks but there will be others good luck on your exams and I'm here if you wanna talk
Place your hand over your heart can you feel it it purpose that means you are here for a reason its okay to be different it doesn't matter if you are gay lesbian transgender bisexual what ever you are you are perfect just the way you are don't let people put you down just because you are different you are unique and talented you are worthy you can achieve grate things in life if you believe in your self you can make a difference I believe in you stay strong
Watched this while bed rotting and crying bc my mom yelled at me and called me a ‘faker’ bc I said I felt depressed and want to take a test and see if I have any disorders and mental illnesses. She also took my phone a week ago bc I had 988 as a fav contact :3…
Actually? Not that bad my earbuds broke so I have to use my Bluetooth headphones because music is the only thing keeping me sane my friend that I've been friends with since she was born and I love deeply is being really mean to me lately and idk what to do (I'm also kinda in love with her) my sister is being a bitch I saw my best friend that I haven't seen in 3 or 4 months yesterday so that was fun I went to six flags today my legs hurt from that and I'm a month clean
damn i apologize on behalf of ur earbuds 😔 rip lmao. also music is the only thing keeping me sane is realll also im really sorry about ur friend, you dont deserve treatment like that and if she’s a true friend, yall will get over it. tbh some people come into ur life for a specific reason, to teach you a lesson or something like that. i promise, if it’s meant to be it will happen eventually. i relate about the sister i know sisters can be bitchy at times (more like all the time lmao) but deep down i know she loves you. *alot* . sibling bonds are a dif kinda bond fr. im glad you got to see ur bestie! hopefully maybe you can see them more often six flags is rlly funn and even if ur legs hurt it’s a memoryy omg cgs!! im sososoososooo proud of you for being a month clean, and may you have many many more months and years clean. and yeah of course! i know how it feels, you dont deserve to be lonely and ur such a lovely person you cutie 🤍
I've gone to six flags four times this year and I'm going again in a little and I'm going to the zoo and the state fair soooooo ima get my steps in foe the year because I walk like 7 miles every time I go to a place like that and I've gone to the zoo this year as well😭 (I don't walk or work out so this shit is tiring)
Sad that we gather here...
theres a rlly great yt channel called ‘Exurbia’ that i recommend. The guy basically gives you an existential crisis and heals it in the space of 10 minutes. Quite calming actually
oh why do we all watch these? No one deserves anything that hurts them yet it happens. Im so sorry if you are hurting' feel free to vent!
Im dying inside, she wont leave my thoughts, everytime i tell myself something its her voice thats telling me that, once i told myself i was proud of myself and she was the one who told me that, i broke down crying because out of ALL of the people in the world SHE was telling ME she was PROUD of ME, im fucking done, i haven't even met her, but i feel like i know her already like she has been my childhood friend for my whole life, but i dont know her. Im fucking gross, shes fucking 9 YEARS older than me!! I hope in the next life i'll be mentally sane, i love her so fucking much, and i fucking miss her voice already, i hear it over video and i know she'll never want me she'll never ever like young people like me, shes turning 22 and im still stuck at 13... She will NEVER notice me, ever.
How's everyone doing ???
Vent here if needed
Yes me pls:I'm starting to hate my life more and more and more..I recently had to move to my bio mom's house only cuz my old home was full of abusive old rags who i felt and everbody knows didn't love me.And had to transfer to a whole new school where everybody already hates me.i'm now stuck in an endless heap of loniness and rage cause both my parents work 24/7 jobs thta either i go with my mom all day and basiclly work for free or stay home alone all day long till someone comes home.I have chores of course that pile up what feels like by the day cuz every time i turn around there is a new one because no one can actually take responsibility for themselves and i feel like i could js take over the whole house now.And (This may disturb some reader so pls read with caution cause it contain SA topics),my dad m0lested me but told me to keep it a secret forever of course if i didn't want him to go to jail..Which i love him very very dearly and i know that we both knew that was wrong...And i do actually want to (Now atleast) commit..which i can cause i know d@mm well i have stringed lights in my room which i can..you know.
None of these are what I relate to, I mean, yeah but not what I’m going through now
It’s not that bad, it’s just my sister picking on me, but she’s picking on the things I love.
I wear tails, okay, I skateboard, what’s wrong with that? She calls me gay and she laughs at it, but I know she supports.
I’m loosing a few friends, esp after since my gf broke up w me, and idk what to do. I have my finals coming up so I think I’ll js lock in
You don't need a reason to feel bad sometimes you just do and I know it's hard man. There is nothing wrong whith skateboard or tails there cool And seem pretty fun. I'm sorry about your girlfriend that really sucks but there will be others good luck on your exams and I'm here if you wanna talk
@@Yourmummy666 Tysm I didn’t expect anyone to actually reply ❤️ my gf broke up cuz she said she didn’t know if her feelings for me were real ha
@@kalycarlg ofc sorry about your girlfriend thats unfortunate
Place your hand over your heart can you feel it it purpose that means you are here for a reason its okay to be different it doesn't matter if you are gay lesbian transgender bisexual what ever you are you are perfect just the way you are don't let people put you down just because you are different you are unique and talented you are worthy you can achieve grate things in life if you believe in your self you can make a difference I believe in you stay strong
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Watched this while bed rotting and crying bc my mom yelled at me and called me a ‘faker’ bc I said I felt depressed and want to take a test and see if I have any disorders and mental illnesses. She also took my phone a week ago bc I had 988 as a fav contact :3…
watching this after crying>>>>
does anyone wanna have like a conversation or some shit? my friends aren't talking to me rn
hey :>
hows life going? dont be afraid to be honest 🫶🏻
Actually? Not that bad my earbuds broke so I have to use my Bluetooth headphones because music is the only thing keeping me sane my friend that I've been friends with since she was born and I love deeply is being really mean to me lately and idk what to do (I'm also kinda in love with her) my sister is being a bitch I saw my best friend that I haven't seen in 3 or 4 months yesterday so that was fun I went to six flags today my legs hurt from that and I'm a month clean
damn i apologize on behalf of ur earbuds 😔 rip lmao. also music is the only thing keeping me sane is realll
also im really sorry about ur friend, you dont deserve treatment like that and if she’s a true friend, yall will get over it. tbh some people come into ur life for a specific reason, to teach you a lesson or something like that. i promise, if it’s meant to be it will happen eventually. i relate about the sister i know sisters can be bitchy at times (more like all the time lmao) but deep down i know she loves you. *alot* . sibling bonds are a dif kinda bond fr.
im glad you got to see ur bestie! hopefully maybe you can see them more often
six flags is rlly funn and even if ur legs hurt it’s a memoryy
omg cgs!! im sososoososooo proud of you for being a month clean, and may you have many many more months and years clean.
and yeah of course! i know how it feels, you dont deserve to be lonely and ur such a lovely person you cutie 🤍
I've gone to six flags four times this year and I'm going again in a little and I'm going to the zoo and the state fair soooooo ima get my steps in foe the year because I walk like 7 miles every time I go to a place like that and I've gone to the zoo this year as well😭 (I don't walk or work out so this shit is tiring)